#He’s okay but he’s not Logan

[amlao]

Day 292 of Being Single for the First Second Time in My Adult Life

I’ve compared every connection for so long.

With Logan, our early interactions felt sexy and dangerous. I was so drawn in, but there was arguing, there were red flags, and I was dodging feeling threatened and coerced. Everything felt so intense and memorable because my senses were heightened to scope out the darkness hidden between waves of his affection.

I met him in an era where I had so much pent-up aggression. I wanted to wage a war, and I waged one on everything plaguing our relationship.

I remember the sinking feeling of knowing he wasn’t over Alice, and instead of recognizing it as the red flag it was, it energized me to make me want to prove my love and devotion to him.

I was IN LOVE and I wanted to FIGHT and I wanted to MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER even if it KILLED ME.

But there is no comparison here.

It’s as passionate as it is effortless, and it is both objectively easier and objectively more passionate.

There’s no threat, there’s no power struggle. There are no demands for me to prove I want to be with him. There doesn’t have to be. He reads between the lines of me being guarded and I can tell that he knows I adore him.

Shawn says things to me, and he doesn’t even know me well enough yet to understand how insanely perfect they are.

He’s confident, he’s self-assured, he’s transparent and peaceful and patient.

He knows he’s attractive and desirable, but makes it abundantly clear that what he feels for me is unrivaled. What a breath of fresh air from someone with severe body image issues whose need for external validation is an endless sucking chest wound.

He is SO quick and witty without a inkling of condensation.

The chemistry is palpable without a semblance of toxicity.

Having someone who is such a good communicator instantly puts me in a mode to strive to be better. Playing mind games isn’t an option when someone is so clear and deliberate about their wants, needs, and intentions.

Every moment with him makes me look back at previous relationships with men and feel appalled that I ever entertained anything less.

It almost feels silly to me that I placed so much overwhelming significance on someone, just because they kind of got me and we had decent chemistry when the relationship wasn’t explosively toxic. Like…that was the bar for four years of longing?

The last time I looked back at the chat, I saw my younger self try to communicate with Logan that I didn’t like jokes about him not loving me as much as I love him, and he responded with, ‘I guess I just shouldn’t joke with you at all. You’ve made me feel like a horrible person.’ And like, LOL what a classic idiot man move. If a guy ever attempted to come at me with that energy with me now, I’d tell him to take a fucking hike.

“You will find a love that dwarfs this love and you will be so happy that you chose Later You,”

I’ve been telling myself this for so long, but I finally believe it now.

[kendyroy]

still not over how cute worstie logan is in deadpool & wolverine. like i’ve never seen logan giggle, snort, laugh, smile this much ever.

wade wilson’s power honestly. look at how he’s got this man acting…

[catwouthats]

Wade: *pulls out a fucking gun*

Logan, deranged, who just met this man and doesn’t know his name: Oh that’s cute! He thinks he can threaten me with a gun! Okay I’ll let him kidnap me :)

[ohimsummer]

satoru being one of those kids who was picked on and embarrassed with those cruel jokes. the “so and so likes you/wants to be friends with you” ones, and when he goes up to them all excited like “wow new friend!!” they just end up embarrassing him in front of everyone because “why would i like you? or want to be friends with you? you’re super weird.” the entire class is laughing at him. he’s humiliated.

and now, as an adult, satoru struggles with telling when someone is being genuine to him. not many are, most people don’t care to be around him which hurts in and of itself, but it hurts even worse when they pretend to like him only to end up betraying or disappointing him later. so when you come along, and he watches you approach him every day with a big smile and try and talk to him and you ask him if he wants to grab lunch together or hang out, satoru prepares himself for the worst.

he tries not to let himself get attached to you, and your friendly face, and the way you laugh at him because no one has ever laughed with him before, and those knowing stares you always give because satoru just knows one of these days you’re going to grow bored and leave him like everyone else has.

he keeps himself stuck in a constant state of denial, not realizing that your actions are indeed genuine and your motives are pure.

[mischievous-thunder]

Wade's too stunned to speak aka when your daughter outsasses you in front of the whole gang and her mother merely smiles

[sunrizef1]

What is this “mom taking her son to the first day of the fourth grade”-ass picture

[ramblingautisticman]

Wade sitting in the bedroom just muttering to himself as he tries desperately to sleep- he can't because the voices won't fucking shit up- and Logan asks him if he's okay, all he manages to say is something along the lines of "they're not quiet today" and maybe Logan doesn't complete get that he does infact hear actual voices, but he gets the idea of his brain being to loud to relax.

So he lays with Wade and pulls him into his arms, rubbing soft circle into his skin as he glances down at the other, asking if he would rather have Logan talk or be quiet- and Wade seems desperate for something that isn't these stupid people in his head talking- so Logan does as he is told and mutters on about his day.

And, yeah, the voices are still there but its a dull feeling in the back of his mind now, instead being able to full focus on Logan telling him about what he did that day- and eventually he manages to fall asleep to the sound.

[loganswdc]

i quite honestly find it absolutely ridiculous how logan is no longer in the sport , he's doing his own thing , he's out trying to get a job in another motorsports series , and yet the commentators refuse to shut up about him .

truly , they are acting like his biggest fans with how often they have to mention him , how often they need to compare him to franco . and i find it ridiculous how its their job to comment on the sport and bring up important information to fans and yet the refuse to acknowledge the fact that franco is driving a completely different car than the one logan was driving .

just my two cents on today's quali . it was quite infuriating to watch how they continously had to bring logan up into the conversation only for them to tear him to pieces . it's ridiculous , disgusting , and quite honestly it's starting to become unprofessional . just leave him alone , there is truly no need to continue to talk about him in such a poor manner .

and don't even get me started on the fucked up free practice graphics.

[wade-fucking-wilson]

“Oh yeah, I rewatch Deadpool and Wolverine for the plot”

The Plot:

[drac0line1nn1t]

*Logan and Wade fell asleep together on the couch watching something*

*Wade moves slightly in his sleep*

*Logan wakes up immediately, stabbing his claws into the moving thing, not used to sleeping by someone for years*

Wade: *barely awake* you know if you wanted to be inside me you could have just asked.

[peqchys]

life is short, go infodump to your boyfriend

[gravesidepickup]

I think we should consider and think about Peter Parker living in the same shitty apartment complex as Logan and Wade more tbh.

Think about the horrors poor Peter is going through with those two potentially living above him, or even next to him. They sound like they're going to come crashing through his apartment at any moment. He can't tell if they really fucking hate each other or if it's love.

Either way they always look like they're about to throw some SERIOUS hands at all moments.

Running into one of them in the hallway and very quickly trying to get back to his apartment he wants no part of whatever the hell these two are doing.

One of them trying to strike up a conversation and he hit them with the "ahah, oh no, I actually left.. my oven. On. I gotta go" because no way.

Bonus thoughts from my boyfriend :

Peter overhearing Wade and Al talking about the copious amounts of coke and debating if it's worth intervening or not. It's not. He's a busy man. Doing anything else.

[corvus-divum]

maybe some happy Logan? And/or Logan infodumping to Virgil?

Something something ✨ ASTRONOMY ✨

[bowieandqueen11]

A video of you crying at your father’s funeral goes viral but it’s okay, because he used to hold you up to the mirror and mock you too. You walk into a crowd of protestors until you’re beaten and trampled but it’s okay, because your father used to hit you too. He kicks you, and you chase the feeling.

He’s whimpering. Curled up like a child. A lapdog, waiting for its owner to come home. But it’s okay, because his father is still here. In the mockery. In his actions. His words. In him. He’s not coming out of that coffin, but it’s okay. He’s created you to be his own personal mausoleum instead. You have to take up his clothes, and his words, and his scorn, and stay in your cage while he lives in you. You're just a kid, but you can’t shield yourself from how your father rots inside you. Festers. Perfectly moulded. The dagger buried deep.

He made him. And now, he haunts him.

[moonlight-prose]

old man!logan and falling in love feels like a wound. a terrible bloody wound that could only be created by the mauling of a wild animal. he doesn’t fall gracefully, he fights it. he bites and chews and snarls with each tender touch; his teeth are sharpened by reverence, his heart poisoned by plush lips and slick thighs. he is the beast you brought in for a meal, the stray you tried to save. and now he refuses to leave.

[23fallencomets]

GOD I AM IN FACT NOT YOUR STRONGEST SOLIDER