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Look at these stickers my brain is literally so huge. God. I love them so much.
I hadn't tried to do a sticker sheet at home before because I knew it would be difficult, and I was right! Getting the cut lines to line up with the print was super hard and there were many failed attempts, but it was so worth it I'm so happy with them!!!
This sticker sheet is for my patrons this month ^^
#like seriously I wasted like 10 entire sheets#normally when I do stickers I get to arrange them on a 'print and cut' sheet#which basically has these black marks in the corners that the machine can scan so it can cut based off of where those marks were#so it gets to line up muuuch easier#but with this I didnt want to have just like 2 sticker sheets a page... I wanted to have 4 for an 8.5x11 piece of paper?#cause of obvious reasons I feel#cause the print and cut takes an inch all around#I'm not sure it would be replicable either tbh? like if I were to design another sheet I would have to waste a bunch of papers again#cause for some reason the individual cut lines werent like... it wasnt like it was just entirely offset or entirely scaled 1:1#it was like some parts had to scoot up some spots had to scoot over some down whatever#so I think I would have to print cut and test again#but. also I did all that and realized. I could have been testing this on normal pieces of paper... I didnt have to use sticker paper#its fine! just makes me feel less bad about trying to do this again in the future#the sticker paper isnt that expensive this wasnt terrible#anyways. might do more in the future! I only have one other idea right now for a sticker sheet bt I wanna do it eventually#not like I wont ever have other ideas. obviously.#I just generally try to only make stuff that i'd actually wanna have so i'm not trying to make a ton of designs or whatever#this is actually also why i'm often sort of... late? on the patreon designs#not late like i send them out as soon as payments get processed for that month the design was for#but ideally id be making them ahead of time enough that people could sign up or sign off if theyre interested or not...#but I just dont wanna make a design that feels procedural... I CAN but I wanna make things that are creative and worth paying for!#so. I often will spend multiple days mulling over ideas for that months designs. so I'm not very ahead at all haha#anyways. yeah these are for october and then I've also gotta draw a halloween themed drawing for this year in general that will be the prin#i lov halloween#anyways.#patreon#merch#my bf didnt get it the gravestone box. its like a nerds box shaped like a gravestone...#and the nerds are. ghosts... its good. its good okay you agree
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moodboard for this past week ❤️
#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane#i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile#this week was just horrible#there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe#even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment#during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll#the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab#AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ?????#then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly#i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window#im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard-#to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner#which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment#where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough#and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful#and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired.#im in so much pain and so stressed out#debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame
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can russia and north korea just nuke us already this is hopeless
#sorry to be so fatalistic on main i just have zero faith in the american public atp#i just rly wanted to believe that more americans couldve used this opportunity to prove to the rest of the world that we arent all a bunch#of sensationalist/conspiracy-driven/aggressively braindead/violent/bigoted alt-right lunatics#& i never had much faith in kamala & walz to begin with obviously im incredibly cynical towards these status quo gatekeepers and the#downright impotence of the neoliberal democratic party#but this wouldve been an easy swerve away from dozens MORE of horrible awful inhumane policies that will ultimately vanquish#the quality of life for the entire american working class like myself and our already pisspoor education system and our lousy#climate change policies and impossible living standards#but no unfortunately there is no way in hell for americans to prove even a modicum of intelligence or worth we're all basically suicidal#and despite my own immense yank bashing tendencies and complete disdain for our government i really wanted this country & my ppl to defy#our own reputation of being so fucking stupid and backwards i really did. in the tiniest little place of my heart was legitimate hope#& a tiny bit of patriotism thats now been squashed completely & this was just another large-scale international humiliation that we legit#voted that guy BACK IN after everything that has happened the last four even eight years. its unbelievable.#again obviously i dont like kamala but it still wouldve been a grand opportunity to stall against what the gop is already destroying#and with push and shove we could have made slight progress forward as a country and try to protect our social programs#be it as flawed as they are and with enough support we could have strengthened them a little. make drugs less expensive. continue forward#with clean energy decreasing our use of fossil fuels even more.#protect our education system so the up and coming generations could receive higher standards of learning than what the rest of us had#NO ABSOLUTELY NOT. im too poor to continue living here and im too poor to fucking leave !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#SORRY THIS WAS EXTREMELY EXTREMELY EXTREMELY LONG THANK U FOR READING IF U DID MY BRAIN FEELS LIKE MUSH RIGHT NOW SO I DONT KNOW HOW#INTELLIGIBLE THIS MAY OR MAY NOT BE#and if this makes anyone mad @ all then ill just delete it cuz by god i dont need more grief and self hatred !#txt
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i hate to break it to you, millennials, but gen z does, in fact, know what dvds and cds are. we grew up with them. we grew up with a lot of stuff y'all obsess over, actually. not my fault all the tech companies collectively decided to get rid of dvd players
#you're not an elder you're 30#ALSO: WE KNOW WHAT LANDLINES ARE#I USED TO USE THEM TO TALK W MY FRIENDS BEFORE I GOT CELL SERVICE#BUT PAYING FOR A LANDLINE IS EXPENSIVE NOWADAYS SO THERES NO POINT#sorry but i just saw an article about millennials crying over how gen z apparently think dvds are useless#i mourn the loss of dvd movie home screens everyday#BRING BACK DVD PLAYERS PLEASE I LOVE PHYSICAL MEDIA!!!!#but like..make dvds scratch resistant. please. all of my old dvds are so scratched up and it makes me sad#omg i just remembered that my mom used to have a bunch of cds BACK WHEN CARS STILL HAD CD PLAYERS#tangled 2010 soundtrack cd ❤️#i used to jam out to my kidz bop cd on my huge cd player#ummm what else#unrelated but i used to be so jealous of my friend's mp3 player#also was super jealous of my friend's flip phone#i wanted one sooo bad. more than i wanted an iphone bc i thought flip phones were COOL#i had an ipod#not one of those stupid mini phones but like an actual ipod music player#i had 1989 by taylor swift on it#god i miss my ipod#I MISS WHEN PHONES HAD HEADPHONE JACKS. WHAT HAPPENED TO THOSE#the only reason i regret upgrading my phone 💔#kez.txt
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How many crafting hobbies ya got so far?
it's honestly easier to list the things I don't do (yet), which are uhhhhh metalworking or yarnmaking. what else. I have never made a shoe. Pre-COVID I used to volunteer at an art center thingy that let me take 4 free classes a year... I miss her.
I tend to cycle through which craft I'm doing the most depending on my current project, but my most active arts & crafts hobbies rn are:
Cosplay (big umbrella hobby! clay sculpting, foam stuff, painting, propmaking, sewing, wig stuff, photography/photo editing etc)
Sewing (normal clothing, mending/alterations, and also silly little guys/plush)
Bookbinding (and also typesetting)
Leatherworking (newest hobby! shoutout to the nice worker at the craft store who gave me a ton of scraps for FREE)
Doodling/drawing/painting
I have a ton of other hobbies I've done in the past but don't do rn due to lacking equipment/supplies/studio access (pottery and woodworking are the biggest, I've also dabbled in flameworking, flat glassworking, screenprinting, printmaking all of which require studio space I just don't have access to rn).
Then of course there is the purgatory graveyard of hobbies that I have lost interest in but sort of keep all the supplies around for bc maybe inspiration will strike someday or I can repurpose the supplies for something else (crochet, knitting, cross stitch, embroidery, felting, whittling, shrinky dink earrings), and also all the other random crafty things I've done once or twice but unsure if I can qualify it as an actual hobby (like papercraft and model making). Probably forgetting stuff but yeah
I am not necessarily good at all of these hobbies but doing art is sort of the same as being alive for me so that's kind of not the point. My biggest wishlist crafting hobby is shoemaking, because all the startup/materials and class costs for that are just really high. I REALLY want to make my own boots someday..... I think that would be a really fun and also hot thing for me to do.
#ask#anon#the cool thing ab crafts is like. the materials and tools and skills often carry over between projects#like i had a bunch of stuff for leather already bc i use a boxcutter and ruler and hole punch and cutting mat etc in other stuff#i just needed 1) hardware and 2) leather#both of which CAN be expensive but don't have to be see: leather scraps#i do think i have a bit of a 'buying art supplies is fun and exciting' problem but im always like#i could be spending money on other things and instead i buy art supplies. like i dont drink coffee or pay for a music streaming subscriptio#and i haven't gotten doordash in 6 weeks KNOCK ON WOOD#so. could be worse u know. we all have our vices. the ways we stay alive etc etc.#but anyway im kinda obsessed w making bootstraps now. bc they are a fun thing that can be made out of#scrap quantities of leather#unfortunately the uhhhh stylings mean i will not be able to hand these out as family holiday gifts#but maybe my fun queer friends will want to adopt a pair#kinda wish i could monetize this stuff without my brain locking up and all my artistic energy leaving my body just so i could#better offset cost and justify buying better quality materials#but alas. or yippee depending on your perspective#craft blogging
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I was going to make my next politics post about Project 2025 and its likelihood of trying to ban fic in the US but then I saw this and fuck it, we're talking about this right now.
Not sure whether my Jewish alarm bells or history person alarm bells are ringing louder, but this is getting really scary. This is Nazi shit. Full-tilt unabashed Nazi rhetoric. He's talking about assigning people numbers and putting them on buses in massive groups. He wants to do it with violence. With the Supreme Court the way it is right now, he could do it. He can kill people with impunity, as long as he's doing it as President. That is the current law.
If you can vote in this election, you need to vote for Harris. Whether you like her or not, she is not using Nazi rhetoric and elevating admitted Nazis (*cough* Robinson in North Carolina *cough*). She is the only one with a shot at victory.
We need to stop this man. If that means making a pragmatic move and voting for someone you detest on some issues but who is not going to assign humans serial numbers and round them up into detention camps bloodily---fucking pinch your nose and do it.
Take it from someone who has to spend a large portion of their week reading history studies...history will not remember your supposed reason for not voting. You will be remembered as a Trump supporter, because you supported Trump.
Tldr: We need to stop this man in this election. Vote for Harris.
#politics#us politics#donald trump#harris 2024#harris walz 2024#election 2024#immigration#alarm bells#I'm so fucking serious guys#I have had it up to here with “both sides” bullshit#Looking at you Chappell Roan#how the fuck does someone say their top issue is trans rights and then BOTH SIDES the election#but that's besides the point#I try not to get negative because it doesn't work to convince people but at this point I don't care#And if you don't like this then block me#if you're protest voting you're just willing to kill a bunch of other innocent people who didn't agree to be a part of this for your cause#I'm so tired of this purity politics bullshit#That is what primaries are for---the left gets to put its candidates through a gauntlet and pick our specialest little choice THEN#This election is literally Nazi vs. NOT A NAZI#How are we actually close to fumbling this#There is no being a single issue voter here#Even if you aren't convinced to vote for Harris because she wants a ceasefire and Trump wants to complete a genocide#Protest voting on one issue means a giant fuck you to everyone except the absolute most privileged white cishet men#And as Michelle Obama said--we simply do not have time for that kind of foolishness#Start bullshit in the notes and you get blocked#I am not debating someone who has already made up their minds to be self-righteous and short-sighted at the expense of everyone around them#I will just say that the leopards will eventually eat your face too---and you can't say you weren't warned
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Mushfwooms 🍄✨ [Commissions] [Patreon] [Print Shop]
#My art#Watercolors#Traditional art#Mushrooms#So I had these tiny scrap pieces of my nice watercolor paper#And I had no idea what to do with them because they were too small for any paintings#But that paper is fucking expensive so I ain't throwing the pieces away#And then I just figured#I could just draw a bunch of tiny things and edit them together into a single image#So here we are with a mushfwoom collage#Do have to admit it was easier said than done#Like figuring out how to space out the mushrooms on the canvas in a nice way... It was shockingly hard to figure out#But it kinda turned alright
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Still packing stuff and now i'm looking for a box for this.
My dad and i made it a few years ago for halloween, probably 2015/16 if i'm remembering right. It's made from a lays can, a wipes container from his work, and paper maché. I don't remember what the wires and front metal bits are from, but the middle actually lights up! It has one of those long battery-powered emergancy lights in it and some colored tissue paper
#lee rambles#I gotta fix the metal bits on the front#they keep coming out of place and drooping down. maybe some hot glue'll work since i don't want to melt the styrofoam under the paper#I went as Chell that year#with a shitty handmade Aperature Science shirt lol#Also as a sidenote since i'm already talking a bunch in the tags#I have no idea if we're actually going to be able to afford to move or not#so we're kinda thinking about staying where we are and seeing how things go over the next few years#i know it's in my dad's will to sell but with how expensive rentals are i doubt we'd be able to afford 2k+ a month on top of our other bills#I just hope my Uncle doesn't give us too much shit about it. We didn't get much from the life insurances he had#definitely not enough to live on for long on its own#but 800 a month for the house is a lot more doable than 2000#we don't want to end up having to kill ourselves working just to make ends meet. That's probably what would happen if we moved#i dunno#just... thinking a lot about the future. I honestly hope we stay#It'd get rid of a lot of stress if we stayed. We'd still get rid of a bunch of things but... it'd be easier.#We weren't even really allowed to grieve. once the funeral was over we just had to start packing our lives away.#i'm a little bitter about it really. They've gotten to grieve and be away from the situation. We've had to be there the whole time.#We might've all been there the day he passed but they weren't there for his bad days. They weren't there helplessly watching as he slowly#got more and more tired. and sick. and depressed.#I don't know what we're going to do.#I didn't mean for this to turn all venty. sorry about that if you've read this far
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Obligatory fancier outfit that must be present anytime I post outfits
#self#fantasy costume#If I had the money for a custom tailored fantasy-ish victorian-ish suit instead of piecing together random thrift store items with like walm#rt halloween costume type jackets and stuff..#unstoppable.....#I would actually lean more straight up historical with my wardrobe it's just that everything I own basically is thrifted aside from a very#small portion of things (like usually socks for example I get from ebay. wigs from ebay. things that it's hard to find in thrift stores. etc#) and I rarely ever find stuff like that at the bins. Your closest bet is like. hopeing that the week you come in just so happens to also be#a week that a church costume department recently donated a bunch of old stuff. but I just haven't really had much luck finding like fancy ve#sts and suit coats and cloaks or like tunics and etc. etc.#Styles like mori kei or cult party kei are pretty accessible and easy for places like the bins (where youre usually digging through piles of#curtains and fabric scraps and doilies anyway). but finding like.. a straight up tudor england costume or something is . VERY rare#Sometimes you do find halloween costumes. Or like. stuff that's clearly like cheap 'Goth' stuff from shein or aliexpress that someone has do#nated and they can be a LITTLE okay in terms of usable for costumes. But you rarely find actual good quality stuff. obviously because like#real very good quality historical costumes are expensive and most people aren't just like 'yeah dump it off to goodwill' lol#In an ideal world though I would have fancy top hats and neck ruffles and stuff .. know this ghhjbhj#Lack of that will not stop me from taking picturesin basically the same outfit 6000 times though. My one single silky black vest and#one of the two solitary ruffly neck shirts I have every been able to find.#Pointy-ish little boots that I put with everything even thogugh they look terrible up close because they're literally like over 10 yrs old#I bought them so long ago and the black fake leather lining is like peeling off of the outside#ANYWAY#he's back again... the same little generic like elf vampire ruffle shirt with vest look.. might as well be the same guy#I support him and his dumbass disintegrating shoes anyway
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Today my mom read a story about a local “influencer” in the local newspaper, where he talked about how he found his interest in cooking after being “forced into it” by his disgusting host family when he studied abroad…
Then my mom read his name… I know that name, I went to the same school as his older sister. Their dad is one of the richest people in town…. He definitely forgot to mention that!
Suddenly his soppy story didn’t make any sense. It’s just the old “I started from nothing and now I have an expensive apartment in Stockholm at just 23 and work 60-70 hours a week by doing TikToks”-argument, while leaving out the fact that his dad more than likely paid for that apartment just so he can pretend to be a famous tv cooking personality™ full time, until he actually becomes one…
Yes, being any kind of creator is a lot of work. But don’t pretend you weren’t literally born with a golden spoon in your ass or however the saying goes… Lying for sympathy and clout to make it seem like “if I can do it, anyone can!”
Fucking nepo-babies, man…
#personal#I remember being super envious of them having a real expensive fancy kitchenaid stand mixer in my mid teens#his sister posted a bunch of pastries like cupcakes and stuff she made on Facebook#I think I had a crush on her too at some point#anyway good for him but I still hope reality hits him hard sometime…
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(-Whispers- SoOoOo-.... Is any good Samaritan out there with a Switch able to tell me the difference between a normal, an OLED, and a Lite?)
#Outof'Lock#TBD#(Still have a bunch of Target gift cards from Xmas hanging around so I have enough 'fun money' to put towards finally getting one. 8P <3)#(Next month. After bills and stuff haha. I was lucky and insurance will be paying a comfy chunk of the wisdom teeth issue in May! 8'D;;;;;)#(BUT the normal/OLED will still be a bit more expensive. But if it will last longer/it's better to invest in then-... Yeah.)#(The only difference I'm really seeing is the Lite won't play on the TV and that it's harder to change the sticks if they drift.)#(I don't really care for the TV thing but if it's TOO hard to fix the Lite sticks and it happens to also have crap lasting power then uggh.#(I miss when you just had ONE console choice aside from colors. Shit's like buying a car or a house nowadays. Dx;;;;;)
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the problem with writing a fantasy loosely based on a historical culture is you need to decide how "loose" you're willing to go. like yeah i know they didn't have silk but fuck you there's a literal god sitting right the fuck there and of course he would want that shit. but also would the protagonist know what the fuck a book is?
#sorry i'm bouncing between my novel and B&D's next chapter#at least we know they had cannabis#god and his weed smoking polycule#edit: btw if anyone was curious the answer is no#i'm willing to fudge some years bc fantasy but not by the thousands that separate this time period from books as we think of them#which is annoying bc linen was also not a thing yet#or it was super expensive#so guess who needs to go change a bunch of instances of the fucking word linen#every so often im struck with the question 'wait was that a thing yet?' and it's like a 50/50 shot i need to rewrite something because of i#probs closer to 80/20 because even if it exists it exists in a much different context#like the linen thing#at least it makes some good jumping off points for learning about history#nothing like asking what sorts of dates (fruit) would have been available and in what season to send you down the rabbit hole#and find out scientists revived the extinct judean date palm with 2000 year old seeds#and the fruit tastes like honey#big fan of the fact the first one that they were able to grow was a male and they named him Methuselah
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#ABSOLUTELY CONSUMERED IT UP#well. let me clarify a few things#i went to le thrift store and found these darling black velvet boots. are you kidding me#i had been THINKING about getting a velvet pair of demonias but theyre so expensive and then i find these beauties!!!!!#i also got a fleece blanket at the thrift that i turned into a jacket but ill share in a separate post#i used a hot topic gift card to get socks and a journal for school all from the clearance section !!!#then went to a pharmacy chain that is going out of business and bought nearly $250 worth of stuff for ONLY $100 WHAT#cleaned out that shit#i used it at the perfect excuse to try some skincare and makeup stuff that im too stickershocked to get normally#so now i have a bunch of makeup brushes and some palettes and the CLEANSERS for when i go to concerts and get all dolled up fr#i dont think anyone is reading these tags but by god am i going to use them up#it was such a fun day#i went with two friends and we had a great time terrorizing the local mall#also got called “very very pretty” by a GORGEOUS goth girl i absolutely swooned#my friend was making fun of me for getting complimented and threatened to tell my partner about it but they just agreed with the goth girl#even though it rained super fucking hard it was a great time with pals#so much fun omg#goth girl#goth#fashion#style#original post#alt fashion#goth fashion#goth outfit
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went out yesterday to feed birds and found my old buckeye hen dead. she had gotten a toe caught in some wire on the bottom of their nestbox shelf and ended up dangling, probably all night or at least the whole morning before i went out there. poor girl. that flock is getting slowly smaller and smaller and it makes me sadder and sadder that my old incubator ruined all those beautiful eggs i bought from california. i didn't hatch hardly any chicks this year and i don't think i kept any either, but i really should sit down and find good breeders next year so i can repop my chickens :(
#i have the number of a ketawa breeder local-ish to me but i just....never had a time i was up for new chicks#i ran a bunch of experiments with the new incubator but i'm still not convinced enough that it won't ruin more clutches of expensive eggs#like the last one did......#it seemed to do fine with chicken eggs but none of my goose eggs made it this year which has me leery#i'm not buying more rare breeds until i know they'll hatch#ag talk#animal death /
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graduate school application fees have me carefully plotting out how exactly to make $78 in groceries last three weeks. I thought the stressful part would be over once I submitted my last application (which I did yesterday! I am very proud of myself!) but no the financial fallout is just beginning
#I’ll be fine- I’m really lucky my girlfriend’s family is so kind and packed me a bunch of frozen venison#And snacks and all manner of other good food. So that will go a long way#Plus while cleaning out the freezer my housemates and I found a big bag of Lima beans I had forgotten about that’s still good#Which means I’ll still get vegetables in without having to spend money on fresh produce#But gddamn I’m really feeling the expenses pile up- on top of other things like vet bills and money for tickets to fly out to a conference#at the end of this month (although maybe I get get my school to reimburse me for that#I need to get on it). I am proud to have gotten a talk slot though! And I am grateful to be able to pay the application fees at all#Even if it hurts a bit. But also perhaps the system is a bit broken if you need to shell out this much for the privilege of being rejected#(probabilistically speaking)#*sigh*#vent#graduate school jeremiad#personal#finances cw#food cw
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