Ne, Nana..
"no matter how close you are, everyone has their own life,
and i know it's impossible to make someone belong to you
but there are times i feel so terribly sad about it." -Nana Osaki
That was quote from Nana, to Yasu.
A part of me, too large for my pride to admit, relates.
I wish I had the skill to wield a pen, but my heart lacks courage for even that. So, here; my selfish desire, put into words however I can manage.
Those close to me have often heard I'm "the jealous kind", "the possessive friend", and so on and so forth.
I'm known to "gatekeep", I am a coward. My insecurity commands me.
I'm told I'm easy to talk to, to open up to. Why then am adamant in the belief any knowledge disclosed to me is public? Public, insignificant, worthless.
Sometimes, I feel I cannot love properly. Gray, bleak and plain.
Sometimes, my obsession is unhealthy. Painfully, wholly, strongly.
Sometimes, I am too tired of myself to think I'm worthy of feeling.
Why do I so passionately wish to have a person.. my person? Someone belonging to me? Mine, someone who everyone in my world knows as mine. I want to belong.
"You're my tribe", and she knew.. and he knew.., in those letters, within that fine print, she belonged. And he belonged.
"I just need her to need me..", Hachi told Jun. I don't want much else. Just have reason to keep me around. Have a reason to need me. Depend on me, use me.
Ne, Nanas,
tell me,
Why? Why do you deprive yourself of the one thing you most desperately need?
@kaalboisakhi I did tell you I do not know how to write, but eh, what's there to lose? Here you go, friendo.
Ps: you still have to finish translating that song for me ;D
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Him: You better not be a twunk catboy with a snatched waist when I get there
Me:
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i need to see edits of hachi + nana to good luck, babe! by chappell roan or ima start biting
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i'm afraid this is why you should never think my Vlad take are serious
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God why is my anime preference emotionally devastating , music anime with insane amount of queer coding/subtext.
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@maqias said: For the meta asks!! What changes do you think would be made between your muse as they exist in your head vs how they would be treated as part of canon? And, what headcanons/theories do you believe fandom would invent about your character?
meta asks - if your oc was canon // accepting.
Dialogue and scenes would get cut down significantly (to be expected when you're going from the focus character of an rp blog to a side character in the source work). Also, let's be real: if Hachi and her stand were canonically in Diamond is Unbreakable, Driver 8's abilities would get a way smarter explanation-via-character-dialogue from a character watching it work. Araki is far more comfortable using specific science/terminology as a basis to explain why and how a particular stand works. Tragically I am not science-smart and the best I can do is say "uhhhh Take A Break tickets are debuffs that make you move slower and with less force and Reach Your Destination tickets make you move a little faster and with more force". Araki is built different for having characters explain the principles of physics or whatever involved in a stand's ability, but I'm simply not that kind of girl.
I'd think her characterization mainly gets explored via a series of vaguely meme-able panels of her making nervous or shocked faces in reaction to things, alongside exposition of her people-pleasing and feelings of inferiority/envy via Heaven's Door analysis, but the rest is left to be filled in by fandom interpretation. If she started off as more of an antagonist there would probably be more to work with, alas. But maybe there are a handful of people who like to theorize on what would happen in certain arcs if Hachi/Driver 8 were present instead of just mentioned. I just think it would be funny if people did powerscaling threads on Hachi vs X Character. Could Driver 8 beat Highway Star? Let's discuss (a dozen qrts going "wait, WHO💀💀")
I think she'd be one of many characters who doesn't get a canon birthday during the part's run, so there's some disagreement in the fandom of when to celebrate (people favour August as it's the 8th month, then years later Araki for no particular reason releases some information that gives her a confirmed date of birth which is, well, not that). I think occasionally fans mix up and/or choose to think other, legitimately background characters in DiU with short brownish hair are also Hachi sightings (using Araki's tendency to tweak character designs after introduction as reasoning), so there could be headcanons that spring from these one-off panels (Doesn't that girl with the racket we only see from behind look like Hachi? Tennis club member confirmed? No wait, Hachi works part-time at the Owson's after school, doesn't she? That employee that shows up in the background of a scene has similar eyebrows, though her hair is longer. Maybe the animators didn't know that was supposed to be Hachi?). I also think people headcanoning Hachi as having a crush on whichever character in her age range is the op's personal blorbo is deeply funny. Like they are using the 1-2 panels at their disposal of Hachi looking at any given character as evidence--but the real ones are posting that "It doesn't have to be like this. Hachi has 2 hands" to a raucous 8 note reception.
Closing things out here: not a headcanon but I think it would be funny if a small subset of fandom enjoyed wildly exaggerating canon!Hachi/Driver 8's plot importance/popularity in fandom for jokes. Example:
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