did u save my life in paris ? i gave u to armand u tell me if that was saving. why didnt u say it was me who saved u not him ? i dont like to point out my virtues. besides i knew ud figure it out and look. u have. i was right. all hail me. been enduring here ? not enduring. living. here in new orleans the whole time ? its my home. i am she she is me. i didnt know it was a gift. i wore it like a curse i was selfish. i- i tried to make the nights awful for u. i see. i wanted u to suffer cuz i was suffering. oh shall we list all the ways we have wronged each other and why it will never be right between monstrous- i came to thank u. for the gift u offered me. the gift i denied. for the nights in front of me where i might learn to live honestly. thank u. spetember 8th. 1973. september 8th 1973. it was 11:07 here. it wouldve been 9:07 in san francisco. armand called me. where u there ? yeah. did u hurt urself ? i was lost. i was in a dark way and i was thinking about- i cant i cant get her out of my mind. u have the same problem ? yeah. i cant louis- i cant-. hey hey its not on u u hear me ? i carried her home i made u turn her. i saved her from a fire so a half century later she could... she looked at me at the end... like a child looking to her father... but i was never-
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while i'm doing bug research, please feel free to tell me which one of the new kisses is your personal favourite?
i'd genuinely like to hear! 🖤
for me, i think it was the updated proposal scene, where gale kneels to kiss the protag's hand. the dichotomy of alton viewing his hands as bloodied beyond forgiveness and gale kneeling down (on his poor bad knees) to gently kiss them just about did me in. esp in conjunction with alton kissing the mark of the orb. accepting each other's dark parts. the things you consider ugly. the acceptance of the self and the other.
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We (by we I mean me) want more of the computer and clock kissing along with the little paper
Thank you so much for giving me another chance to be incredibly self indulgent anon <3
(reblogs > likes !!)
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