#HOW HAS IT BEEN ANOTHER TWO YEARS.

[chronotopes]

How to tell you are in a piece of katia's writing, 2023–2024!

A beautiful woman wants more than anything in the world to protect you. This might as well be a fate worse than death.

The city where you went to college is the only kind and forgiving thing you have, your only hope at happiness, and the only place you've ever felt properly alive, regardless of how many times you've wandered its streets in the depths of misery. You think you'd rather stay there than try some different thing.

Your mom's voice returns to you, recreated faithfully, at the least convenient possible moments.

You would rather be alone forever than suffer the indignity of wanting something. The person who loves you, whom you love too, would rather subject themself to every possible indignity than be alone for two minutes. Meeting in the middle seems unlikely.

Heterosexuality is either barely relevant to your psyche or so defaulted as to be invisible – either way, you have never made an effort to disidentify yourself from it.

This time last year, things were different. Maybe you should kill yourself about it.

an exercise in self-indulgence

how to tell you are in a piece of katia’s writing, 2011-2012

you are being monologued at by a villain with a funny name. 

you love your friends dearly. 

when asked about your romantic feelings towards anyone, you scream in rage. 

somewhere, somehow, a dragon is involved. 

how to tell you are in a piece of katia’s writing, 2013-2014

there are fairies. they are edgy. 

you are part of a vast multicultural cast of characters, none of whom the audience really knows anything about. 

you are a lesbian, and you need to learn a lesson about internalized misogyny

you are not a lesbian, and you need to teach a lesbian in your vicinity a lesson about how life is more complicated than just being a lesbian

there is a woman you hate. you are also drawn to her, magnetically and overwhelmingly. 

how to tell you are in a piece of katia’s writing, 2015-2016

there is light. so much light. it illuminates the face of the girl you have been in love with for years. it illuminates the tall grass and swaying poppies before you. it illuminates your present misery and your future hope for the future. 

you are in love with her, but can’t tell her. you resolve never to tell her and break this resolution within 24 hours. it’s okay tho because she loves you back.

your evil alternate universe self is being very condescending. 

you and the girl you love are having an argument about one (1) piece of assigned reading everyone receives in their sophomore year of high school.

how to tell you are in a piece of katia’s writing, 2017-2018

you hate your place of residence

you are highly invested in early 20th century literature, but with the consistent awareness that this doesn’t make you special. 

you are probably gay, but this could just be your sense of alienation from the world at large. alternatively: you’re explicitly gay, but a bit more sad about it than you know you should be.

you are slowly and painfully coming to terms with your own political opinions.

you are disappointed in yourself, but in a hopeful kind of way.

[to-illustrate-the-stars]

happy birthday to the cat lover ever of all time... my worstie matoba seiji 🐈‍⬛🐈

[bluastro-yellow]

everyone Noticed but nobody dares to speak because this might actually keep him in check

[inga-don-studio]

It wouldn't be a FNAF cosplay day at Comic Con if I didn't get my traditional pizza :)

[jonathankai]

you gotta love your family

[deus-ex-mona]

something something guys who think of the backs of the girls they love

and girls who pinch the cheeks of the guys they love

[supercalime]

I’ve been lurking in the 911 tags for only a week and I’m already exhausted of most b*ddie shippers holy shit

[faaun]

procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally

[crandberrysaucewithpulp]

whatever questions i’ve ever had dublin answered them all

[whiskeyswifty]

It’s kind of crazy how much the industry is rallying around Emilia Perez because they think they’re anointing another Moonlight but it’s actually another green book. Preferential ballot save me.

[guinevereslancelot]

just got kissed for the first time in over a decade 😵‍💫

[thesillyexpresser]

Guys I

I think I might crash out

I was looking at the SANABI OST (which is very banger from a very banger indie game I think I’ve said this a billion times)

and

Phucking what

[wonho-ssi]

[starbuck]

i offhandedly mentioned having seen a movie from the 2000s to my friend and she was genuinely flabbergasted because she thought i “only watched old movies”

[bmpmp3]

i am a synthv user primarily because 1) i was always kind of a moresampler main on utau already :3c and 2) i am easily swayed by affordable pricing and extremely user friendly interfaces BUT the one problem with synthv studios focus on realism is how instead of just distorting vocals that are too high or low out of range, instead they just get breathier and REALLY quiet, you can get around it okay with parameter shenanigans but thats one think i really prefer about voisona and utau or sv editor - this is purely a preference thing, but I do love putting a synth far below its range and have it still functional (albeit robotic) LIKE go into c2. i know you sound like a broken jackhammer. go into c2.

[straycalamities]

back to self-analyzing what the fucks going on in my brainium