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bandomfandombeyond · 2 years
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part time sorry, full time problem
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cloudysfluffs · 6 months
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Don’t listen to haters, everything ever spread about Vivzie was disproven. Your art is cute.
LMAOOOOOOOO NO IT WASNT????????!!??!?!?
#WEIRD take man#first of all there are so many accusations about viv this is so unspecefic#also. no they havent?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? ive seen so much proof. i see more every single day#i mean thank you. for the compliment.#but being critical about media (even media you enjoy) is a good thing.#its important to unpack how the creators beliefs influence the work they produce#disc horse#this is the first thing i saw when i woke up today and it baffled me so much that i couldnt sleep more like i planned lol#anyway. im not saying anyone cant enjoy the show(s). obviously i do A LITTLE if im making fanart#im not saying you have to drop a media if its creators are problematic. in facf i dont like that take#just remember you are not immune to propaganda and vivzies rac/ist/anti/semetic opinions are very much influencing these characters writing#and things like her (SELF ADMITTED) ra/pe fet/ish arent helping.#sorry. this is a rant ive been wanting to say for a while bur have never got to lol#im just so confhsed by what this person even meant??? some of the bad shit shes done is IN THE SHOW. its in there#you can see it. with your eyes . help#anyway again this is literally the first thing i saw when i woke up LMAO if i completely misinterpreted this ask lemme knkw#the assumption that ive just taken the word of a few ''haters'' and havent done my own research into this topic is kind of insulting#what did you expect me to say....??? did you think id just be like 'oh ok :3' ans blindly retract all negative statements
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muttsona · 6 months
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i am the poisoned blood running through my tired veins
#personal#ITS SO MOT FUCKINH FAIR.#since he hates me now i dont care if he sees this and im pretty sure i fucking blocked the reat of them so idontfucking care#i hate all kf them so much and i dont fucking care how bad they hurt. i hurt too#for some INSANE REASON i was the only oke that had to apologize. why did they never apologize .#they know they hurt me. He knkws he hurt me.#when j say this they think im selfish. they can think what they want.#byt jts fucking crazy to act like im the only one tjat did anything wronh#i fucking admitted i was wrong. but it wasnt enough. notjing is ever enough for them!#if He ever tries to text me again im not responding. it was stupid of me to respons.#i wonder what he would say if he knew that i chose ro respond by chance of a coin flip#if it had landed on tails i wouldnt be making this post.#he cares more than i do. i dont have the luxury of caring.#he says “i led him on” but if he wanted skme speicodx kind of love fucking say skmething#i didnt knkw i was supposed to be differenr. if he had said that from the dtart i never would have agreed.#i didnt want to change for him.#he shouldve been different and he shouldve been better#i shouldve been too. but atleast i can admit ghat#what the fuck do you mean when you say you understand why j do what you do and uou get it so deeply#but then you still leave. does rhat mean you understand how much you hurt me that first time#it barely hurts anymore. but i cried four times last nigjt#now i dont feel it and now i dont care. youll never knkw little i can let myself care#ill distract myself until i forget all about you because i csnt let myself feel any of this#i dont care if im not changjng the way you begged me to. thats not an option rigjtnmow#im still fighting to stay alive. i dont know that you understand what thats like#you say you get it. i tjink you just say that#you loved me and i dont like that. i warned you and you dwatted my warning away#how is that all my fault.#how is all of this my fault.#💭
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theonlyadawong · 2 years
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i am on my hands and knees praying, hoping, begging capcom not to retcon the night leon and ada spent together between re4 and damnation. the idea that either of them would have sought the other out outside of their line of work is so good, and it adds so much to both of them
#speakerphone!#ik the movie plays at it being romantic/sexual but idk#the way this plays out is that it's finally the night where ada just. talks to him.#she withholds information she doesnt want him to knkw ofc. but this is the night they really talk to each other#without worrying that the other will get called for work.#(but conveniently enough. ada is called from work when they start getting somewhere)#its not... i dont think its a sweet convo...#but its ada opening up as much as shes wants to (which isnt much)#i think its like 'did you know i had feelings for you' 'of course i did'#'was i really that easy to manipulate?' 'you were easier than anyone has any right to be'#that kind of thing#theres... theres no romance in it. from either side.#i think... to someone who doesnt knkw them... this conversation would sound like ada is brutally beating down leon.#when in reality... its almost the opposite.#shes giving him answers. and they might not be full explanations but its more than hes ever gotten from her.#and she asks questions too. things that prod at more sensitive memories. 'how was operation javier.' 'what did the government do to you'#'why didnt you tell them about me'#things that hurt him but also allow her to see more of him so she can use it for later and maybe its her checking up on him#anyways yes. if they retcon it then itll just be one of those things i hold on to#[l. s. kennedy; appendage of the enemy]#okay reordered the tags bc tumblr hates when u use quotation marks.#[a. wong; the apex predator]
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verytendou · 11 months
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Do you ever watch an email go out and go oh my god you are going to get into so much trouble.
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fiveholesinthefence · 2 years
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volinare · 1 year
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my parents had my sisters hebrew teacher over and i let her into the garage and one: she genuinely asked if my name was bagel. and then when I went up stairs to tell my stepdad she was there he was like 'something you should know about her is that shes the most dominant woman. like she dominates especially men, shes so-' and i genuinely dont know how long he would have done that for because i was like 'no' and walked the fuck away.
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realjem · 8 months
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Ouuggh... cannot stop drawing funny little green cat....
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personasintro · 26 days
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i know mentioming kiko triggers most of the readers but i think yall should grow tf up like shes my roman empire and i think about her a lot u know 😔😔 when this chapter, where she told jungkook the truth, came out i hated her just like others and i was like "shes so evil like how can she do this to jungkook". but as time passed i just realized that shes the realest character because if i were in the same situation i might have done the same thing(?) Like i dont know exactly what id do but because of fear i couldve done the same so i cant really judge her. like we all know having a child is a big responsibility and she was scared and of course she wasnt ready for this and obviously its her body and her choice and she did whatever she thought was good for her. I think throwing a mud at her and criticising her is too much because she suffered enough already and i truly dont understand why do yall hate this woman so much?? I mean yeah she shouldve told jungkook everything because jungkook really deserved to know and we all knkw he would understand her and her choice but she was scared and not ready. Like we cant even imagine the pain she was going through because as i mentioned before having a kid is a big responsibility and she was the one who had to carry the baby for 9 months and give birth and everything and she was not ready. like yeah jungkook would be on her side but so what?? his support would be a great help but mothers still have to go through pain, fear, uncertainty and so many emotions and i think men would never get this (im sorry, i know jungkooks an amazing man but he still wouldnt get it okay???) and i trully feel sorry for her and of course the way she handled the situation was so wrong and i do not support her for that, for example, for lying to jungkook, breaking up with him without telling him everything, then lying to him that she cheated 😭😭like she was so stupid for that and she made him suffer so much like imagine u told him u cheated on him and he still wanted to give u a second chance,even though he was in so much pain??? like i understand him and yes he deserved to know everything and she was so wrong for getting back to him and still makkng him believe she cheated but I feel so sorry for both of them and i really understand kiko and her fears and im her apologist because everyone makes mistakes and obviously she wasnt a perfect person. I hope she will be happy in the future because she dont deserve all this pain.
thank you for sharing your thoughts on this! we've had quite a lot conversations about her character and to be honest, she might be one of my favorite characters i've ever written. not because I love her or anything, but because she's so interesting to me. and i've said this before many times, but i guess people perceive things differently based on the point of view which is completely understandable – if the story was about them, kiko being y/n – some opinions and reactions might've been different. i do believe there would be many opinions of what she did and it being not right, but i guess readers would show more mercy with the way of how they talk about her character or they would definitely not use so many curse words ahaaha
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writingoddess1125 · 11 months
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Birthday Gifts
Simon 'Ghost' Riley x FemReader +OOC
THIS IS A BitterSweet ONE
Previous Triplet Series <<<
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⚠️WARNING:⚠️ Saddness, Spoilers, Character Death, Depression, PTSD, Child Birth.
I AM WARNING YOU! THIS IS BITTERSWEET AND IF YOU DONT WANT MW3 SPOILERS LEAVE!
Also if you complain about the Bday I found 3 different birthdays and just picked one- No judging.
You knew this mission would be a hard one for Simon, Leaving you for 3 months to do a final mission before taking his leave to be with you.
"I'll be back- I promise" He had whispered to you, before leaving. It was hard, you were fortunate you were still in the early stages of your pregnancy but it didn't make it easy. Comforting yourself during morning sickness, the ache that seemed to settle over your bones. You counted down the days for your husband's return, as your body swelled with your children.
"Simon?..." You whisper softly, he looked so... beat down in his poster. His hoodie drawn up over his hair and still in a face mask. Something was wrong- You could tell immediately by his body language and how drawn away he was from you-
However it was worth it- You knew he would be back.. He had to.
When you got the message from Price that they would be landing on base in a few hours, you jumped in joy. Getting a nice dinner set and dressing up nicely as you rushed to go pick up your husband. Getting in the old truck which Simon planned to trade in for something new you speed to the close by Marine Base to pick up your husband.
With a quick flash of your badge you waited in the parking lot, scrolling through your phone ready to show off different things you wanted to get the babies.
Hearing the passenger door open you beam ready to kiss and cuddle over your husband but pause. His movements were slow as he sat in the seat not even looking in your direction.
"...Johnny is Gone... we scattered his ashes" He said simply- and your heart shattered for him, understanding immediately what was wrong. Silence after that as you took Simon's hand in your own free one before starting the car and driving the two of you home in silence.
"Baby?" You say softly, the two of you sitting in silence for a moment before he gaze a uneasy sigh.
You had to pick up the peices that night, and the night after and for the next few days... Simon feeling guilt in his heart and regret- Swearing he could have done more, he could have saved him if only... crying in your arms and holding you close as he battled demons in himself.
You knew Simon had delt with the loss of comrades before but never like this.. He set so many regrets on his shoulders, mainly for not being enough.
It took time, but he did reveal why this hit him harder then before- Admitting his final conversation with the Sargent was about his birthday and wanting to knkw Simons. Simon dismissing him of course but Soap begging of course which made the man relent and tell him- Soap snagging his phone to save his birthday so his Lieutenant didn't forget it- It had been a conversation that had warmed his heart secretly making him feel like he was a child again and having made a friend in school.
Only for it to be ripped away days later..
While Simon kept up his normal kindness towards you, you saw the fence he had put back up in his emotions from you. You understood it would take time and eventually come down once again- It took a month for Simon to place his unease away for you, Which you didn't mind since it had been your turn to be a rock for him.
Now hitting your 32 week mark you got Simon back fully- him helping you out in terms of movements as he opened up slowly to you.
And in truth you needed it-
You were HUGE at this point. It was hard to move and the pain was increasing by the day.
Tonight was no exception either, You had been trying to get some rest for the past few hours but couldnt- It was only 11pm and Simon was asleep next to you, lucky bastard- There was pressure on your pelvis and you couldn't move, it having been 3 weeks too long since you could shift your own weight while lying down. Sighing you gently tap Simon away, His eyes opening immediately with instant clearness as he stared at you.
"Im sorry- I just.. I have to pee..and i havent been able to get up in 10 minutes" You said softly, Simon nodding without laughing which you were greatful for as he helped you up and began to help you waddle to the bathroom.
Mid step a gush of liquid rushed down you legs and you almost sobbed right there- Both you and Simon looking at each other and sighing.
"That wasn't pee was it?" He asked, almost hoping it was pee- sadly you shook your head no. Simon nodded and helped you to the toilet before going to get the newly purchased SUV set up. Loading up the bags and three carseats for you as you did your business changed and went to meet him to start the grand adventure to the hospital-
The next few hours were a joy- if hell was a playground.
They were getting you prepped for your C-section and so you'd sat there with Simon waiting as the cramps were eating you alive. You were way too early and they had planned to have your surgery in a few weeks, this however was a awful surprise.
You were leaned against Simon, they had warned him you'd be uncomforble for a while as the drugs worked through your system and they prepped you for surgery.
The doctors rushed in quickly, looking over your charts and the machines tooled up to you.
"We are getting you into surgery now- It seems like the labor was brought on due to your triplets being under high stress and your blood pressure has risen greatly" The doctor said as calmly and carefully as possible- Which did not make you feel calm at all! Simon clearly the same way as in a flash they carted you off. Your eyes as wide as saucers as you were lead into surgery- what could only be described as a tent being placed over your abdomen as they added more drugs to your IV making you feel dizzy.
"How are you holding up?" Simon asked, dressed in the hospital covers that he had rushed on by instruction of the nurses and holding your hand tightly as you stared at him loopy-
"I'm scared-" You whispered, Simon nodding at this in understanding as he kissed your hand. The doctors that surrounded your lower body and proceeded with the surgery, Simon felt his anxiety raise as the familiar scent of copper filled the air but he couldn't see anything. Holding your hand tightly as you both patiently waited-
"Alright, We have the first Baby" The doctor announced, there was a pause for a second before a shrill scream filled the air, a nurse walking around quickly to place the baby in the glass bassinet and began to clean her off. You and Simon watching in total awe at the screaming girl-
"Second on the way" The doctor said quickly, before a second scream happened. Tears running down your cheeks as the second nurse went to clean the baby out as well.
"They are beautiful" Simon mumbled softly as you softly cried, still loopy from the drugs but unable to tear your eyes away from the two screaming bodies.
"First girl is 2.1kg (4lb 11oz) and 40.5 cm (16in), Second Girl 2kg on the dot and 38 cm (15in)" The nurse called out.
2 Minutes after the stroke of midnight a the final baby was lifted from you. Clearly this one begins a bit of a struggle as it wasnt annouced but the cord was wrapped around them-
"Its a boy!" The doctor called out, but his body limp and pale. Tears rolled down your cheeks as you saw the doctors quickly turn away and begin to try and get air in the babies lungs.
Simon was sitting there pale and eyes glossed over, it was like when he first got home after Soap died like he could only see his death and nothing more. His hand holding yours in a iron grip as he didn't move an inch-
The loud cry Seeming to break the spell that hung over the room as the boy was quickly rushed into a bassinet to begin his check over and treatment. Simon taking a breath again as he looked at you, his eyes beginning to return to some way of normal it seemed as he reached a shaking hand over to clear the tears from your cheeks.
"For the boy, 1.8kg (4lb 1oz) and 38cm (15 in)" The nurse called out, The bassinet being brought to your side as you saw your three squirming babies scream out at the world. You sobbing silently and watch in awe, Simon kissing your cheek as he couldn't tear his eyes away either.
"We are going to stitch you up and send you to recovery, Dad wanna come with us?" The nurse asked, Simon looking at you and you nodded- already feeling the narcotics pulling you into a forced sleep.
"Okay.."
The next hour was truthfully a blur for both of you. The babies being carted in and out, you bring pumped up with more drugs and Simon in a daze that in one day he was a father to three children..
The nurses asking him questions and lead him away from you to the nursery area were he could hold his kids while you rested. Having him scrubbed down and in cleans as he was seated in the clean room to hold each of his children, Holding both girls as he marveled at them- they looked so much like you.. A perfect mix between the two and in his eyes the most beautiful girls in the world.
"What about feedin's?" Simon asked his exhaustion making his accent stronger, especially after noting the lack of baby bottles. The nurse giving a sympathetic smile to the new father.
"They are on a feeding tubes" She said softly and pointed to the machine one of many attached to the tiny newborns.
Simon sat there, holding the little boy finally. Sadness in his eyes as he stared at the tiny Lad, smaller then his sisters and having barely survived the hard birth as the nurses told him, the tiny tube that was taped on his face didnt help Simons thoughts either.
The girls were asleep in the glass bassinet on the other side of him, He sat there holding the boy who had just been laid in his arms and sighing softly... the flashes of his own father going through his mind as doubt ate at his soul, Tommy as well- How he would be as a father.. what it truly ment to be one.
Jumping from his thoughts his phone started to buzz, not wanting to wake the babies he pulled it out quickly and silenced it- Seeing it was a reminder for something... His eyes widening at the text.
'November 12th 01:07am 🧼 Birthday'
"Son of a Bitch" Simon said with a sad laugh, shaking his head as he remembered his comrade and the request of a birthday gift from the Lieutenant.
"Couldnt let me forget could you?.." Simon said softly, tears welling in his eyes as he stared back at his little boy and held him closer. "Happy Birthday to you then..."
♡ Hazel Grace Riley - November 11th 11:56pm
♡ Rose Ann Riley - November 11th 11:59pm
♡ John 'Johnny' Scott Riley - November 12th 12:01am
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svuobsessed · 7 months
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Elliot Stabler X Child Victim reader
Started March 1st - Finished March 5th
thought of this idea.
summary: A Little Girl comes to the station, the team find out she is a special victim and forms a bond with Elliot.
Third person pov...
The Team apart from Elliot were going through paperwork, Olivia sighs as she takes a break from writing and reading. Rubbing her eyes, she takes a sip of her now cold coffee.
They had just closed a case they had been chasing for a week straight. "Officer?" Came a childish voice from next to Olivia.
This made the woman look up, a smile on her face as she sees a child no older than 8, she had H/C hair and wide innocent E/C eyes.
"Hey there" she smiles at the girl, the
H/C child smiles back at her. "Hi!" She giggled, this made the others look over at Liv and the girl.
"Are you okay sweetie?" She asks the girl, the girl looks down a scared look on her face and shakes her head. Liv was worried.
"Why not sweetie did something happen?" She asks the girl, the H/C child looks back up at Liv tears in her E/C eyes, she nods her head.
Liv eyes Munch and Fin behind the girl. "Can you tell me what happened sweetie?" She asks gently, the girl holds her hands over her mouth.
Live face pales the worse comes to mind. "You can't tell me" the girl nods her head hands still covering her mouth.
Liv is soon explaining to the team and Cragen, Elliot had arrived after something to do with Kathy. "We dont know anything about this girl, do we even knkw her name?" Asks The Captain, Liv sighs and looks at the young girl in the child's interrogation room.
After the girl had told her something happend she closed up and didn't say anything else, they don't even know her name.
"Not a word, she closed up after talking to me"she explained, then she looks at her partner. "El why don't you try a crack at it, you have daughters?" She tells the man.
Elliot nods his head and walks to the room the girl was in, she was currently sitting at the table drawing with the crayons. The two detectives walk in together.
The girl looks up when they walk in, she smiles at liv recognising her as the woman she spoke to before. "Hey there, I'm Olivia. This is Elliot my partner" she tells the child.
"Hi" whsipers the girl, Elliot smiled at the girl and took a seat on the chair on the other side of the table, Liv stood by the wall. The girl went back to her drawing.
"Hey there, what's your name?" Asks Elliot, the H/C girl doesn't look up from her drawing. "Y/N" she says. Elliot and Liv look at each other, they are getting somewhere.
"Hi Y/N, My partner told me you came here for help right?" He asks Y/N, he watches as thr 8 year old flinches at the question.
"I didn't, I didn't say anything" She says quietly. Putting the crayon on the table "sweetie if your in trouble you need to tell us" Liv says gently. Y/N looks at her unshed tears in her eyes.
"No you can't help me" she cries, sobbing into her hands. Liv kneels next to the girl, as she got closer she saw a purple mark just below her neck, Y/N was wearing a shirt with a collar so it wasn't visible.
Eyes wide Liv looks to Elliot. "El" she motioned with her hand and the two stand up and wlaks away from Y/N to talk. "El she's got bruises"
The man stared at Olivia. "Shit, you thinkin' abuse?" Olivia nods her head,
Y/N had stopped sobbing loudly but hadn't stopped crying.
Elliot rubs a hand down his face. "Okay, you let Cragen know, search ti databases for any missing kids by her name see what comes up" Liv nods her head agreeing, once she left the room Elliot sat back down with Y/N.
"Your right" whispers Y/N, Elliot looks at her "what do you mean Y/N?" The girl lifts her head and looks at the man. "I need help" she cries leaning into him.
Cautiously Elliot wraps an arm around the young girls shoulders as she cried, eventually Y/N told him about her Mum how she was always drunk, she would never feed her and would beat her, how she let her horrible boyfriend touch her.
After his conversation with Y/N Elliot left the room to tell the team what he found out, by the end everyone was pissed off with what Y/N went through.
Suddenly the door slam open and in walks a woman with H/C hair and E/C eyes much like Y/N, straggling behind her was a tall skinny man.
"Hello! I'm here for my daughter" she exclaims, Olivia walks over to the two. "You must be Y/Ns Mother im Detective Benson" she says to her, Y/Ns Mum points a finger at Liv making her step back.
Elliots goes to intervene but stays back to watch. "You give her to me, that little liar. I bet she's been telling all sorts of lies about me and my boyfriend to you" she yells attracting attention from everyone.
Elliot looks at the woman yelling then back to the room Y/N was in. Confused he walks over to the woman. "You mean she's lied before" he asks her, the woman nods her head.
"Since my husband left 5 years ago she's started telling everyone and anyone a load of lies to get attention" she explains waving her hand, her skinny boyfriend nodding his head next to her.
Liv looks at Elliot they have a conversation with their eyes before Elliot leaves and Liv directs the worried woman to the table upstairs ro ask more questions.
Elliot walks back to the room where Y/N was sitting, the girl was staring out of the window playing with her sleeves, the man sighs before opening the door making the girl jump.
She smiles at the Detective as he walks in. "Hi Elliot everything okay" she asks seeing the look on his face. Frowning Elliot grabbed a chair and sat in front of the girl.
"Y/N, your mothers here to take you home-" panic appears in the girls eyes she begins shaking as he continues shaking her head at him Elliot continues.
"-she says that you've lied before, is that true?" Y/N shakes her head so quick Elliot grabbed her shoulders. Wrong move as she cried out is pain, Elliot quickly let go.
Sobbing Y/N curls in on herself. "I'm not lying! You have to believe me" she sobs to the man, Elliot doesn't know what to believe.
When silence greets her Y/N stands up Elliot goes to move but Y/N begins to pull up her sleeves showing off her arms to him. Elliot eyes widened at the bruises that marked her skin.
Tears rolling down her face she yanks up her trouser legs more bruises where on her skin. "I'm not lying! Please believe me. She tells everyone I lie so they won't help me" she sobs falling to her knees.
Elliot holds the girl in a hug as she clung onto the man tightly sobbing into his shirt.
After this new piece of information came out, Elliot and Olivia interrogated both Y/Ns Mother and her Boyfriend. After hours of interrogating they found out the truth.
The two where arrested for Child abuse and Molestation of a child they were sentenced for 20 years no chance of parole, The boyfriend got an extra 10 for molesting Y/N.
Once her Mother and Mother's boyfriend in jail Y/Ns was sent to live with her Father, who had been trying to get custody of Y/N fir years but was always turned down because of his exWife getting in the way.
After that Elliot got letters from Y/N thanking him and the team for their help and how happy she was to be with her Dad.
The end!
Hope you liked this oneshot, sorry for the wait. And sorry for any spelling or grammar mistakes.
Requests are open!
Word count: 1405
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spitinsideme · 4 months
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Sorry if this is too personal, but I wanted to ask you how your lesbian awakening was! At what moment did you realize you were truly gay? I have a theory that everyone goes through a period in their lives where they question their sexuality, even if it's a very short one, so I find these stories to be really intriguing since everyone sort of has an unique experience! Not sure if you've answered this before even, but I wanted to hear about your experience.
no question is ever too personal here for me ! ask anything you want !! i never actually was into men i never had that questioning part of the experience ? i havr never, in my life, been attracted to men or thought that was weird or odd, i didnt even know what gays were until i found out at a young age theough this episode story. i have quite literally ALWAYS been attracyed to women, whether that be my teachers (when i was very young and i just wnated to impress them because i reallyreally liked them !) or friends, classmates, whatever, i would do my best for every girl possible even thr ines who bullied me because i really liked themq
i think the first time i heard about the word lesbian was when this girl cornerred me in the girls bathroom wafter she found out i was roblox dating one of her friends and i was confused like ??? whats a lesbian ?? and so i think i remeber asking her and she saud "a girl who likes girls" and i just said okay ! and then that was it she never taljed to me again. i mean rven at the age of 12 i started trying to gain muscles brcause i wnated women to like me and i wanted to impress them. my family is EXTEMELY homophobic so obviously they never taught me about gay but thwy also jsut NEVER talked about it and so i didnt get to hear what they thoight because it was a subject that was never brought up. i would alwyas choose to be the boys in stories do i coukd get the girl, one time when i was about 8 or 9 ? i dont knkw just like young i even told my mother "i wish i were a boy so i could get with girls" bwcayse, in my head, all i had seen (from bookd and shit) is men being with women
i have literally NEVER questioned my sexulaity, i jsut never had a word for it becaude i thoight it was like yrah nothing diferent about it, when i learned what a lesbian was i was like oh yeah alroghr thats me ! and that was it, there was no questioning no denying no anything just yeah ! okay ! i came out the womb ready to grow up and kiss women
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cassied03 · 1 month
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something i love is making characters be other characters . like keith and tim. he grew up as tim but after his mom died and his dad was in a wheelchair, and steph was robin becus his dad found out, his dad sent him to his biological father (that tim disnt knkw about cus he didnt know he was adopted) only for that father to die a month after captain boomerang or whatever killed jack drake in a fire, then him meeting shiro and getting adopted by him for a lil bit and changing his name (apparently) back to keith (the drakes changed it because Keith didnt sound as rich as timothy did). Noe bruce has been looking for keith for ages, but since he changed his name back bruce hasnt found him. Then shiro gets captured in space, cannon voltron ensues, ‘n then sometime after they defeat zarkon but brfore they defeat lotor when keith is with the BOM he meets Hal Jourdan. And he wants to ask how batman is but it wiuld seem weird so he refrains and theres a bunch of scenes where you can see Hal talking to a blade member and Keith glancing at him every now and then, and then he’s sent to meet his mom.
while on the weblum, i think it was, maybe, he and krolia bond so he ends up telling her evrrything about robin, his young justicd team, what hapoened with the past robins, and vatman. of course krolia understands nothing because when she was on earth it was in the desert with no internet but she makes sure to rememver everything because it’s her baby boys life that she’s learning about because she wasnt able tk be there for him. when they get back on eartth, keiths only worry is looking up brice wayne and seeing if he’s okay, only to find iut that the entire family was captured regardless of their fighting skills, and that jason todd was actually alive, and that bruce had a bio kid. Pulling a proper keith move, he only tells his mom and they both disappear so that they can go save his family.
they do save them, eveyone lf them. And they’re all wondering who this random guy with a good galra is only for either steph or bruce to look into his eyes and recognize him and whisler “..Tim?” and him to go “its keith actually, i was adopted by the drakes and they changed my name.”
idk, its like, too late and im in so muxh pain. idk why my body hurts butbhave this. im not fixing the gramare
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angelynmoon · 26 days
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So Buddie based on the song Riding with Private Malone
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Eddie dies over seas and Buck is travelling through El Paso when the Jeep breaks down and he sees and ad for a truck being sold and well he's got the money to buy it outright, so he does.
There are a few letters in the glove box addressing the new owner that tells Buck about his son who is with his wife in California and a letter addressed to the kid and the very first letter asks the new owner if they'd get it to the kid, not trusting his wife or parents to give it to them.
And since Buck has nothing planned decides to do it, reading the stack of letters addressed to him telling hom so much about this guy and his kid that he falls a little in love with them both.
And when he gets to California he starts looking for the kid but he needs to do something while he waits and takes it as a sign when a volunteers firefighter flier hits him in the face, Buck swears he hears laughter when it does.
But he ends up liking the classes and decides to make a career of it.
Somethings happen the same but Buck starts to see a someone in the far edge of his vision eachtime he has a close call, and he finds a worn old picture in the glovebox of his truck of a guy holding a grinning toddler and he knows that Eddie is keeping him safe.
Eddie sits with him and Bobby when they pull a granade from a man's let, he holds his hand when hexs trapped under the Ladder truck, he guides him out when Buck cuts his rope to save a kid trapped in a well.
And then Buck finds out Eddie's kid was dropped off at a Safe Haven site.
And Buck decides he can't leave the kid foster care and so he starts working to adopt the kid and he succeeds, and now hexs got Eddie's kid and doesn't knkw how to tell him that his dad's been protecting him and that there's a letter for Chris to have from him.
Then there's an Earthquake/Tsunami (whatever trauma) and Eddie saves them both beacause they were trapped and couldn't be reached and Buck was unconcious.
And when Buck asks Bobby and Athena what happened they tell him some soldier rescued them but didn't stick around to tell them his name.
And Buck knows it was Eddie.
Can go full angst where Eddie is dead and is just caught in glimpses for the rest of Buck and Chris' life, a bright spot it the pictures they take or if Eddie is a POW and gets rescued at a later point, whether he remembers what he did or if it's just a feeling of I know you but can't remember where from is up in the air.
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may i ask a non-primordial horror question for a quick sec?? i wanted to ask about, of the MC faints once everyone has run back to the apartment after seeing the first dead body, Theo tries to help steady the MC but the MC can ultimately faint regardless and when they come to-- Theo is, albeit momentarily, nowhere to be seen. i wanted to ask how Theo felt in that moment? maybe that could be a POV thing for patreon, but i also wanted to ask in case that never came to fruition because i think the idea of Theo needing fresh air after seeing the MC faint (especially if the MC is a banshee and fainted but did not wail, something i would assume is rare and usually is a sign a banshee is dead as you have discussed before how banshees wail if too much stress is in their bodies. so. the momentary "BANSHEE!MC ISN'T WAILING" panic probably took years off Theo's life even though the MC in all species-variations was okay). i just think Theo screaming for Viktor's help much like Joel screamed for Tommy's help in "The Last Of Us" tv show is a very angsty idea in my head, but i dont knkw if that's what Theo actually did upon seeing the MC lose consciousness. hence, me wanting to ask baout it if that is okay ✌️
(feel free to answer after primordial hours if that is preferable, obviously)
Theo did yell for Viktor, yes. They were honestly really scared and didn’t know what to do.
It is a future POV I have in mind for them on Patreon, however, so I won’t spoil too much.
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effervescentdragon · 1 year
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Consider this - Poirot and Hastings but it’s Sebchal
"So you mean to tell me - the chef did it?"
Sebastian sighed. "Nein! Oh, my dearest Charles," he shook his head, "you listen but you do not understand. Of course it was not the chef that did it!"
Charles decidedly ignored the little flutter in his heart every time Sebastian refered to him as 'dearest'. It meant absolutely nothing, merely another one of Vettel's peculiarities. Like his propensity to organise the pencils on his table by length and his affinity for extremely disturbing combination of flavours in his food. Watermelon and chicken, truly.
"Uh, excuse me, Herr Vettel, but," Charles started, knowing already that it was an extremely bad idea but unable to helo himself, "the chef really did it."
Sebastian quirked an eyebrow first. Next, his hand flew to his moustache, and he adjusted the hairs that were out of order. It was perfect, and did not need adjusting, but that particular movement meant that he was about to descend into a lengthy explanation of his conclusion and how brilliantly he came to it. Charles hated himself a little for knowing that, but he hated himself more for what he was about to do, and consequently unleash.
"Uh, before you say anything, I - I have the solution here." He waved the bundle of papers in his hand. "The chef did it."
Sebastian hissed quietly. Charles did not look away. Sebastian narrowed his eyes. Charles forced himself to keep eye contact and not to stop smiling, despite it becoming more and more strained with every second that passed. Sebastian huffed, then grabbed the papers and spread them out.
"The murder was commited by chef White... with a revolver.. in the library. Nein!" he exclaimed furiously. "Charles, this is nonsense! If the murder was commited by a revolver, the glass case containing the firat edition of Much Ado About Nothing would have surely broken and it would make a noise. The noise would attract Colonel Mustard from the study and Miss Scarlett from her dalliance with the Reverend in the ballroom, and if chef had really done it, she would not have enough time to go back to the kitchen and affirm her alibi!" His brows furrowed. "And where would the chef even get a revolver? Nein, liebste. The murderer is obviously Professor Plum, who came in from the billiard room and strangled the poor victim with a rope!" he finished triumphantly.
Charles couldn't look away. Sebastian was mesmerising when he was convinced he uncovered the truth.
"It must have been an attempt on the Professor's side to frame poor Mrs. White. I suspect a romantic entanglement gone wrong and the Professor deciding to take revenge for making out to be a scorned lover." He looked down at the papers in his hands. "Whoever wrote this scenario is a really bad detective, if they could even be called one. This is appalling." He scrunched his noise. "And there is a grammatical mistake here too, with a wrong use of gerund. Truly horrendous."
Charles opened his mouth to say that there was no glass case in the library and no first edition of Shakespeare and no dalliance between anyone - and then he closed it rapidly when Sebastian's hand covered his on the table.
"Shall we go out for supper, my dear Charles? I find myself starved and disappointed, and my little gray cells would much prefer conversation with you to this sub-par attempt at a mystery." The lines around his eyes deepened when he smiled, and his eyes shone bright blue against his red cravat. "We have a standing reservation at The Prancing Horse, you know."
Sebastian's hand was warm on Charles', and Clue really was a silly game to try and play against Herr Vettel, the greatest detective on this side of the pond. Charles didn't knkw what he was thinking when he suggested it, but he also didn't want to miss an opportunity of spending more time with Sebastian.
"Yes," Charles said softly. "Let's go, Sebastian. I find myself famished, too, and in the mood for a good red."
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