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[justanirishgem]

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a1) Any scars?

I personally have a ton of scars, some are childhood accidents, like the scar on my hand that I got at 7 because my neighbour and I were playing in a field with a bull and had to climb through barbed wire to get away from it, needless to say, I amn’t the most graceful. Others I got later in life, for example the burn scar on my leg near my ankle that I got at like 16, due to a hot water bottle bursting on my leg, the burn was minor but a few days later I went to Rome on a school trip and my burn got exposed and turned into a third degree burn that I have spent a long time hiding but have come to terms with it since. Some others I got from simply being my clumsy self, I have so many examples of this, like the scar on my knee, that I got from trying to multitask and ended up dropping a knife on myself. My other scars tell a survival story.

2) Self harmed?

Unfortunately I have, I had a very dark few years from around 13-17, I struggled alot with bullying, self esteem, body image and loads more. 

3) Crush?

I don’t tend to have crushes, simply because of who I am as a person but heres a fun definition of crush instead: “a brief but intense infatuation for someone, especially someone unattainable.”

4) Kissed anyone?

In general, yes. Romantically, yes. Friendly, yes. Recently, no.

5) Coke or pepsi?

I used to really not care but lately I’ve fallen absolutely in love with diet coke so coke has my heart.

6) Someone you hate?

I don’t really hate anyone if I’m honest, I have strong dislike for a few old friends but I hold no grudge or grievance towards them. Honestly I just don’t have the time to hate anyone.

7) Best friends?

I always hate this question because I have so many great friends that I’m always afraid to exclude them!

IRL:

School/Childhood friends: Grace, Ellen, Niamh, Joseph, Ciara

College friends: Sarah, Aisling, Alice, Saoirse, Laura, Caroline

Other: Ryan, 

Internet friends:

My Canadian babies Aidan ( @anothertypicalcanadian ) and Gregory ( @canadianbard ) Honestly I could name the rest but it’d take too long and my potato babies know who they are xoxo

8) Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?

… I’m doing the alcohol right now x3 But yes, I have drank my own body weight more than I care to admit.

9) What’s your dream job?

While I absolutely adore my college course and future career of early childhood care and education, my ultimate dream job would be to be one of those lucky people who get paid to be a mermaid. 

10) Ever been in love?

I have been in love, once I fell in love so intensely that honestly it scared me. I felt suffocated by it. Another time when I fell in love it was so soft and gently, the only way to describe the feeling is to picture yourself at the beach on a cool yet warm day with a slight breeze hitting your face, it’s exciting but it doesn’t take your breath away, in a good way.

11) Last time you cried?

Earlier today, I saw a puppy. Damn hormones got me out here looking like a girl

12) Favourite colour?

This is actually such a hard question for me because my favourite colour changes with my mood, that’s why painting my room is such an intense thing for me because what if I wake up one day and hate it? At the moment my favourite colour is still the blue I saw on the ocean when I took a boat trip in Thailand. The way the waves the boat created blended with the oceans blue and the colours it created was honestly the most breathtakingly beautiful thing.

13) Height?

I am a smol bean. I’m actually not sure exactly what height I am but I think I’m like 5′5?

14) Birthday?

30th of April, 1997

15) Eye colour?

Blue :3

16) Hair colour?

At the moment? Blonde. Previously? Every colour. Naturally? I.. I think it was a blondey-ginger?

17) What do you love?

Everything beautiful in this world! I love beaches, dogs, icecream, coconuts, trees, autumn colours, the sound of wind, rain hitting a window, puddles that I can splash in, newborn babies, my family, long summer nights with friends, road trips with family, chicken nuggets, the sound of my mothers voice, my brothers laugh, my dads smile, there’s just so many things I love.

18) Obsession?

Rubber ducks. I am obsessed with rubber ducks.

19) If you had one wish, what would it be?

I’d wish for my family to be happy. 

20) Do you love someone?

I love alot of people, my family, friends, dog, etc

21) Kiss or hug?

This for me depends on the person, I only like affection off certain people otherwise I feel very uncomfortable

22) Nicknames people call you?

Oh dear, where do I start? x3

JimJam

JimmyJam

Gem

Gemmy

Narwhal

Ninja

Mary

Hermit

G-dog

Queenie

Gemmelon

Lime slut

Gay Warrior

23) Favourite song?

I don’t really have a favourite song because I like so many different types of music and such but right now I’m really digging Cowboy Casanova by Carrie Underwood.

24) Favourite band?

Panic! At The Disco. Yassss Queen

25) Worst thing that ever happened to you?

My sister walking out of my life without so much as a goodbye, no explanation no nothing. Just got up one day and never came home. It honestly still hurts so much. 

26) Best thing that ever happened to you?

Being granted a second chance at family. Forever grateful for my mammy and daddy and their willingness to take on four extra kids when they only ever wanted one, love you guys xo

27) Something you would change about yourself?

Not to be super selfish or anything, but I’d change my weight. Not my physical weight, but how I view my weight, because my weight has kept me from doing a lot of things as I’m very self conscious.

28) Ever dated someone?

I’ve dated a few people yes

29) Worst mistake?

Is birth too dark an answer? XD ah no, my worst mistake was, is, and always will be trusting the wrong people. It’s like I meet someone, become close with them, and then hand them the ammunition they then use to ruin me. I never seem to learn.

30) Watch the movie or read the book?

Read the book, watch the movie, and then reread the book to criticise the movie xD

31) Ever had a heartbreak? 

Unfortunately yes, I tend to either fall completely in love or not care at all so when I do love, it’s so easy for me to get hurt.

32) Favourite show?

I must say I’m absolutely digging The Big Bang Theory again lately and Brooklyn Nine Nine

33) Best day of your life?

The day I learned to love myself even when it seems everything and everyone else hates me. I still have moments and days of self hatred, but I also have really good days where I treat myself because I deserve it. So many people are going to stand in my way and try to tear me down, why should I be one of them?

34) Any talents?

… I’m rlly good at the triangle…

35) Do you wish you could ever start over?

Yes sometimes, but I’m also grateful that there isn’t a redo button for life, because I’ve taken everything negative and I’ve at least tried to grow from it.

36) Any bad habits?

Hm lets see.

I am an emotional eater, which isn’t good. I nitpick at everything I do, I’m kinda messy but only in my own space. I could go on but why - oh thats another one, I’m lazy. Is that a habit? I’m gonna put it down anyway

37) Ever had a near death experience?

I was in a car crash about two years ago and I genuinely thought I was dead, but luckily I, and everyone involved, was perfectly fine, other than the whole psychological trauma and stuffs. Don’t know if this counts or not though

38) Someone I can tell anything to?

My lovely mother, she’s an absolute star and honestly I would not survive without her because I’m a mess. But I’m her mess.

40) Do you believe in love?

I do believe in love, yes.

41) Someone you hate or dislike?

… I answered this one already lol

42) Are you okay?

No, but I’m working on it.

43) Relationship status?

Single llama who don’t want no drama~

44) Selfie?

I’m aware this is a terrible photo but I have so few on my laptop sooooo

Also, Sidenote: You can tell I have an assignment to do because I just spent an hour typing all this up and only just realised I could have copy and pasted the questions oops