#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PROCESS THIS?
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HOLY SHIT IT'S HAPPENING. The way I shrieked.

(I'm at work right now so I had to internally scream in a toilet stall).
I don't know what I was expecting, but I was not expecting THIS. HOLY F*** PEAT. PEAAAAT. I'm choking. I'm quaking.
I'm deceased. This is just a photo and I've effectively passed away.
#love sea#memindy#fortpeat#fort thitipong#peat wasuthorn#LITA cast#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PROCESS THIS?#mutuals - are you still breathing??? because i'm not#peat is going to be channeling his sultry-vampire-emo era
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How am I supposed to process this information??? Wtaf?
#lewis hamilton#Hamilton#Hamilton leaves Mercedes#hamilton joins ferrari#wtaf#how am I supposed to process this?#my brain stopped working#i am in complete shock
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Bro, you're gonna make me frickin' cry. 🤟

I made it
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Silly Straw Page Fully Translated:
hbh grfwru ri d gliihuhqw nlqg/ zkr zdqw wr pdnh klv sdwlhqw eolqg = “eye doctor of a different kind/ who wants to make his patient blind”
Qeb alzqlo pxvp/ qeobb pfmp x axv/ tfii jxhb qeb sfpflkp/ dl xtxv = “The doctor says/ three sips a day/ will make the visions/ go away”
Ixvvb hdwhu/ edeb eloob/ zrxogq'w gulqn/ xqohvv lwv vloob = “Fussy eater/ baby billy/ wouldn't drink/ unless its silly”
215 858 117 450 110 628 19 211 120 2256 216 951 25 256 27 532 212 506 18 1317 110 1137 221. 658 23 1330 210 231 118 929 112 2043 = “Twisted out of shape after the kill, the ghosts of his family are haunting him still.”
we’re not talking about that last cipher enough…
#god the number one was annoying#and heartbreaking#how am i supposed to respond to this#knowing he was 100% geniune with his disgust in himself while talking to ford later on#like he is so mental fucked in the head man#this dude had a psychic meltdown when confronting his world and family about 3D which seems blasphemy based on evidence in journal 3#and killed his whole world in the process of thinking he was saving them#and instead of learning from it he parties and commits crimes#so much tauma in one small triangle#book of bill spoilers#book of bill#gravity falls#ciphers#decoded ciphers
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people say there’s no butch women in childrens media ok well what about her

#i say as if fnc has even come out yet at all or fionnaverse lemonhope is a major character at all#fionna and cake spoilers#o#adventure time#the designs are driving me insane. they’re genderbent And they’re humans. HOW am I supposed to process all of this <3
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your male power fantasy stallion protagonist? yeah sorry we forcefemmed her. she's much happier now. yeah actually there wasn't any forcing involved, the moment it was suggested she just started femming herself with a fervor that was honestly impressive. something about being a housewife? I don't know, it was either that or be a girlboss with a body count, so I guess this was the best option. her wife seems happy about it at least. oh, you thought she had a husband? haha yeah about that
#svsss#i am a t4t lesbingqiu truther#i think transition would fix luo binghe#and it would go so well that it cracks shen qingqiu's egg in the process#actually i don't think it would fix binghe. i think being lesbians would make them more insane actually#but it would certainly make her happier#i am constantly thinking about this like. hypermasculine male power fantasy stallion protagonist#and how the happy ending for that character involves being a housewife#how am i supposed to not read into that in a trans way
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kacchan really is so funny for being like BUT WHAT ABOUT BAKUDEKU CANON when he finds out izuku is quirkless
#bakudeku#bkdk#mha spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha leaks#he really is like WHAT ABOUT US#WHAT ABOUT EVERYTHING WE BEEN THROUGH#izuku is such a Gabriella too he DO be running away from his feelings every chance he gets#what about US IZUKU WHAT ABOUT OUR MARRIAGE#WHAT IS THE POINT OF THIS MANGA IF WE ARENT MARRIED#and Izuku is like oh no my baby is on too many painkillers hahaha he’s not proposing to me right now that’s silly#if he was proposing that would mean he loved me and I can’t accept that reality I’m too much of a burden#I can’t think of myself long enough to realize I am valued#two months ago Izuku was like :) I’m so blessed kacchan talks to me almost normally#how is he supposed to process he was just proposed to by that same boy#like he’s also just gone through almost losing him he’s probably like I’m lucky he’s alive and breathing near me#and kacchan’s like I LOVE YOU I WANT YOU FOREVER#Izuku is overwhelmed ok give him some slack
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Hunter (toh) is so much. he's a genuine prodigy. by the standards of the world he's disabled. he's snarky. he's kind. he will threaten you. if you call him names he gets sad. he's a nerd. he can kick your ass with his bare hands. he thinks a bandaid belongs in a formal sewing job. he can scale a two story building. he's loyal to his boss. he's breaking rules constantly. he's a clone. his species is extinct. he's a child soldier. he cosplays. he willingly changed sides. he thinks being dropped off on a mountain and expected to survive to the bottom is reasonable and enjoyable skill testing. he wants to be a craftsman. he was created as the replacement for a man that his creator murdered himself and spent his childhood gaslit into hanging on his creator's every lie only to have the rug violently pulled out from under him and he has to spend the majority of his initial adjustment time on an alien world with little hope of return and also he gets possessed. he tells his pet bird he loves him. he's part of the main cast. the school principal has more episodes than he does
#toh hunter#hunter noceda#hunter clawethorn#whatever his name is#the owl house#toh#HE'S SO MUCH ALL AT ONCE#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PROCESS HIM#me talking
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This thing that I have to write what I want to read is just unfair at this point
#how am i supposed to fall asleep#writers#writer#writing#writers on tumblr#writeblr#writing process#fiction writing#on writing#writer problems#writer issues#writer life#ao3 author#ao3feed#ao3 writer#ao3#ao3 fanfic#fan fiction#fanfiction#fanfics#fanfic writing#fanfictions#fanfic
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normally i can process these big moments and sad moments by churning out like fifteen incoherent metas but im uh. not sure i have much. knowledge. or right to do that right now lmfao. HOWEVER. SORRY. bc i.
i really. i just. fcg with all their fears about going wrong, about being made wrong and never escaping that. an internal switch that means they always run the risk of hurting those they love.
they chose a god of choice, of chance, or change. They were so scared of things they couldnt control. so worried they'd never be anything more than what they were made for.
Made for destruction. Made for rage.
But they flip a coin one last time- made for destruction. Made for damage. Made for devastating damage from where you least expect it.
Maybe so. Maybe so.
So much of them that was made for destruction. So they grip a coin and choose, to make that a form of love too.
(Im mad they wanted so badly to martyr. im mad that it worked. im mad about clerics and suffering as value and i think there's so much to untangle- about being made and running from it, about striving for purpose, about bigger causes and about hopeless fights and about. if you have one last thing. if all options are bad.
if you love your friends, so much-
ooh im mad about it. mad at this fucking tin can full of magic and love and who might have had a ticking time bomb in their core, and chose to detonate whatever was in him anyway, because it would give everyone else a chance.
god. dammit.)
#critical role#cr spoilers#cr liveblogging#c3e91#HMANNDNFBDHFHFH. jdhsjfhhehd.#fcg#character meta#i GUESS. HOW ELSE AM I SUPPOSED TO PROCESS THIS#my meta
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I'm a little reluctant to say that I'm expecting another show to tie up the loose ends left from the bad batch mostly because, to me, it feels like an excuse for haphazard handling of the story. Sure, maybe a show someday will tie up all of those threads and tell the rest of the story that we are missing. Maybe some day they'll bring back Tech (as they should). Maybe they'll actually tie up story threads with Echo, Wrecker, and Crosshair without just cutting it all off (literally, in Crosshair's case, yes I'm still very upset about it). Maybe one day they will tell a satisfying ending to this story in another show.
But this show was not marketed as a Part 1 to a larger story and still isn't being sold as that either. Truthfully, we have no way of really knowing what the future holds so this limbo where everything feels unfinished is just painful for me to think about. Hell, I don't think I will ever watch this show again because I think of S3 and I go 'what's the point?'
I completely understand the hope that there will be another show that will fix all of the glaring issues. I respect wanting there to be a reason things got so damn weird with S3 and speculating about it and talking about possibilities. And there very well may be one!People should continue hoping that will happen because all of the theories and speculation have been great to read and talk about. This fandom's ideas have been incredible, insightful, and would make for some actual great storytelling. I've loved reading all of them. But I don't want to excuse all of these weird and shitty writing decisions because the longer we go with no other answers the less I want to hand those excuses out.
I fell in love with these characters. And I don't like seeing any of them tossed to the side, unfinished, or forgotten. At this point Tech, Echo, Wrecker, and Crosshair were. I'm still having a hard time coming to terms with that.
#the bad batch#tbb salt#I'm. trying. to. process. but. am. finding. it. difficult.#I am choosing to process by talking#I could maybe go on another five paragraph rant about how Crosshair's arc was completely ruined by the last season's actions#I could also go on and on about how they fumbled Echo#and the shittiness of Wrecker's lack of story#people with better words than me have talked at length about Tech but I could go on about that too#but maybe only if someone wants to hear about it#bc I don't want to be a complainer but I have thoughts#the only people who got a full story were Omega and Hunter and that is not okay with me#'The Bad Batch' was supposed to be about all of them was it not?#maybe should've renamed it to be more representative of the true story if it wasn't meant to be about ALL of them
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Nicola, can you not!!!!!
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"In the eyes of the already deceased, the city lights are dulled to one thing; nothingness."
#small bit from a fic i am in the process of writing#i dont like this that much#he is supposed to be in iacon soo#artist#art#transformers#tf oc art#tf one#transformers one#iacon city#the sad color is symbolism I swear#idk how do perspective#canon x oc but only if you really squint#maccadam#maccadams#transformers art#transformers seekers
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The first time I saw Esther ripping apart her crow I was VERY upset at what was happening, and then she just summoned a twink from whatever living effigy she stitched together and I...
#like how am I supposed to process that#even bigger question: would I not also fuck up my familiar to transform him into a twink?#the answer is a disconcerting “I...don't know...”#esther finch#monty the crow#dead boy detectives#dbda
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Ford was the smart one, the one with a bright future. He was the one who would be successful and famous, who would uplift their family. Stan was the failure. His only merit was his strength, his only duty was to protect his brother.
This is how they were raised. This was drilled into them by seemingly every adult in their lives. Stan would never accomplish anything worthwhile, except maybe by helping his brother. Ford would never make his dreams a reality if he let his brother hold him back.
Is it any wonder then, that Ford didn’t thank Stan? When he lived his whole life being told he was better, he was a genius, he could change the world? When he had experienced, firsthand, the consequences of his brother’s mistakes? When the man who opened the portal (endangering everything) was the same man who had caused him to fall in?
No, he did not thank his brother.
Why would he?
#this is actually not supposed to be anti-Ford in any way#I think he’s a really interesting character#I just wanted to explore his thought process here a little and emphasize how his actions were influenced by his upbringing#I am still only 75% of the way through season 2#so uh#this really only applies to A Tale of Two Stans#probably not the brightest idea to post about gravity falls before finishing the show#but I have Thoughts#keep in mind I’m working with limited information here#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#grunkle stan#grunkle ford#a tale of two stans#madbard rambles
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im having the worst body day in a good while in terms of pain but i refuse to lay down. for there lies the road to the devil (mental health spiraling with nothing to distract from it). i SHOULD cook. but im not sure ill be able to with the pain. especially since the pain is because it feels like literally nothing is sticking together, like im much more bendy and hypermobile and useless than normal, which severely affects both motor skills and body strength. not to mention that this is causing a bad jaw day where so chewing is pain cause i already cant keep it in place and keep my mouth properly closed. i keep complaining but like, holy fuck i want off this illness ride
#i wanna paint my nails also but i dont need to i just feel like it and also thatd cause worse pain but also hhrhgghh#glitter................. sparkles.....#but also i wanna shower cause im cold but i wont be able to stand up right now AND handle potentially passing out#id like to not slip and injure myself if i can at all help it if thats not too much to ask...#man im typing and causing myself pain from it but like what else am i supposed to fucking DOOOOOO#GGRRREAAAAAAAAA#im struggling to comprehend how its NOT the norm to be like this#like what do you MEAN this isnt the default human experience. what do you mean there are people who are free from this#at first i didnt understand i was fucked up because everyone told me im overreacting and everyone has it#only to find out that no they fucking dont and ive been damaged beyond repair trying to reach other peoples ability level#like how do you NOT feel angry and bitter about that? i dont WANT to be but abled people sell you a fucking lie#and then punish you for noticing signs that somethings amiss. and then YOURE the one whos demanding for being burnt out beyond repair#and unable to pretend youre fine and just like them for their comforts sake. god im sorry im just so#i cannot explain this as anything else but an ongoing process of grief and trauma and mourning#and i want to believe in reincarnation solely so that i could have another chance at life#where im not sick and forced to continue giving up the only things that made this pain at all bearable in the first place#im sorry ill be fine or rather i HAVE to be fine because otherwise i dont know what to do with myself and thats crushing me from within#silvi talks#i need a tag for my stupid annoying whining about my fucked up flesh lmao
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