#HIIII IM BACKKK

[skillzissuez]

HI IM BACK W MORE COTL SHIT :)

*drops off the face of the earth and comes back with a new artstyle*

[twentysixdaisies]

HIIII YALL

IM BACKKK

and IVE CHANGEDDD

FOR THE BETTER

IM SORRY FOR GHOSTING EVERYONE

AHEM SO LETS JUST. BEGIN AGAIN.

im nishat. 15. 10th grader. love reading & writing. INFJ-A. blah blah blah. idk how tf to start on here so im just gonna do what feels right okay??? dont judge me🧸

ive been writing TONSSSS of poems lately

i wanna post them all on here...

BUT. just for fun.

like??? idk its just smth that'll validate my existence????

ill start posting soon see yaaaa

a little smth to begin with 🧸💌

[bizlybebo]

before i go back to my hibernation

hai hai hai im backkk

WOAGHH HIIII !!!! HIHIHIIIIIIII SORRY DIDNT SEE THIS SOONER TWAS CLEANING ^__^

[zoppzoop]

hiiii lish :3 im back from the WAR

SODAA!! WELCOME BACKKK howve you beenn!!!!

[gemorycave]

There will definitely not be an introduction post any time soon because I do neot know how to intro! But I have blogs ! I will share most and I will add on cuz I am kinda lazy and if I don't post this now I won't ever !! Anyway here some stuff

List of blogs!!

@gemorycave this blog, of course!! Mostly post art and random thoughts or just whatever in general :3 it is blog where I interact from too!! This basically just has everything I guess!

@gemorycave-artz Basically where I reblog all of my art from here, so people could view art without all of my nonsense posts and reblogs since I can get a tad bit silly with those and they end up taking over entirely teehe

@mossspeltwithc me but more problematic >:3 slash jay teehe. Auhm don't really knowwww how to introduce this one? It's just. Me. Like me me like uh mawce! Me I'm mawce! Teehe I might also get a little personall?? Think that's a word for it , since I might talk about source stuff a lot and share arts of it and just other things in general

Another blog I have kind of similar issues is @mephone4ii but I think it's a little less personal, perhaps but I don't use it so often like the other one

@loosepaige headmate blerp hiiii hi paiggeee I missssss youuu paappeerrrrr come backkk pappeerr hepllp sorry, Paper! This is paper or aka Paige!!! Uuhhm maybe active maybe not, he hasn't been fronting recently so not active sIGHS

@digital-lands floorphone side blog!!! No wayy?? I post allll about floorphone cuz it's on my mind so bunches I chat about so much laalala!!! Right now there isn't like any art at all but I plan on doing floorphone art on it! So floorphone sighhss I love floorphone!!!

@paintphone-ceo upcoming sideblog where I will post so much paintphone aka mspaint or aka digital art , whatever u wanna call it!!! But I just love it so much like floorphone so I wanna do paintphone!!

Now,

Tags!!

I might also add on to these, maybe! Since im so forgetful i might be missing some and if I come up with any more I definitely will add

#gem talks - basically for any post that includes me yapping or whatever just regular talking post!

#gemorycave art - pretty self explanatory, tag for my art! Could be anything from a finished product to work in progresses or just any quick sketch or doodles I may have!

#gem answers - basically just post where i am answering my inbox!

#mawce daily struggles - self explanatory too I think! I'm most likely complaining about something when I use the tag and I just happen to have it as a thing i deal with daily or just pretty ofetn!

#gem pinned post - might not actually be a currently pinned post but it might be important to me so I wanna have something to go back to it

[stormyscrapez]

HIIII IM BACKKK I WAKED UPPPPPP

[goldfades]

MY COLD IS ON ITS WAY OUT!! took a while😭

ANYWAY how can we help with the danger of slump?

-🪼

HIIII BABY IM SO GLAD UR BACKKK AND FEELIN BETTER!!!!!!

i honestly think just sending in more ideas or just anything, it's the best motivation ever u guys genuinely have my entire heart and soul, mwah mwah!!!

im probably not gonna be active cause of finals butttt im going home after 23rd and you guys will have so much content pinky promise !!!!

im putting some stuff in queue so u guys still have some stuff but yeah, i love you all so fucking much its insane. checking tumblr is my fav thing to do after a stressful ass day (im gen gonna cry)

[landmine-bug]

HIIII MY ACCOUNT WENT BYE BYE BUT IM BACK

OHHH HAIII HAIII WELCOME BACKKK HAIIIIIIII

[theladyinwhite13]

hii sky im backkk

hiiii

[thereaderinsertlady]

HIIII IM SO GLAD TO SEE U BACKKK

Hiiiiiuh 😩💅 its cool to be in school

[ranhaitanisgf]

Hello, can I have “enemies/rivals to lovers” with Ran where reader “gets sick” and Ran is the only one who is there to take care of her because she lives alone most of the time. While she is delirious she reveals some things that make Ran view her in a different light. And then Ran decided to take her on a date when she feels better. Some angst and fluff afterwards. Thank you!

— ran haitani // enemies/rivals to lovers // getting sick

[𖤐] #guess whose back. back again . HIIII ik i was gone for like two weeks but im backkk neow hallo :D idk why but i made this shi SO LONG so i was getting unmotivated to keep writing this but i did it lollll. hope u enjoy my lovelies xoxo !!

[𖤐] disclaimer ; fem!reader

wc ; 2.1k+

masterlist || 2k masterlist

ran isn’t sure why he’s even doing this. 

he’s been standing in front of your door for closer to twenty minutes now, trying to figure out how the hell he was going explain his purpose in being at your place. he’s not a man to typically think too hard about things; after all, he’s the elder brother of the infamous haitani brothers who rule roppongi, so why would he ever need to think about his interactions with other people? he typically will just do whatever fits his mood, and others will respond to that; that’s how it’s been ever since him and rindou made a name for themselves. 

so why was he thinking about this so much? 

it was comical to him, the fact that someone like you could be making him question himself so much. ran had found a whole lot of entertainment in teasing you every so often, and would even go so far as to say that you piqued his interest. he always found the expressions you would make were quite cute, and it was even cuter when you would call him your ‘enemy’. he’d even been showing up to school a bit more just to see you, ignoring his brother’s annoyance about it. you were just so interesting.

which is why he began to seek you out when he noticed that you weren’t at school today, going around and asking different classmates if they knew why you were absent. when he’d finally gotten the answer that you were out sick, he’d been a bit disappointed, but he had just decided to move on with his day. he would just come to school and bother you next week, right? 

however, he immediately started to think different when he overheard some of your friends talking, whispering about how you lived alone and how they were worried about you taking care of yourself when you’re sick. of course, as soon as ran heard this, he butted in on their conversation, asking for your address and telling them not to worry because ‘he would take care of it’, (they were even more worried after he said this). 

and so now he was here, a plastic bag in his hand with various items to give to you. he might not look like it, but he was actually pretty adept at taking care of sick people. before their rise to fame, ran and rindou were just two little kids with parents who were never around, which meant that whenever rindou got sick, ran was the only one around to take care of him, (they were bittersweet memories for him). it’s why he was so confident on the way here; he knew what he was doing. 

“you ever gonna ring the damn doorbell?? been sittin’ here for so long my ass is numb.” ran rolled his eyes at his brother's words. 

“yeah yeah, don’t get your panties in a twist.” he could hear rindou scoff at his words, but he ignored it, finally pressing his finger against your doorbell. a minute or two went by as he stood there, wondering if you were maybe asleep. just as he was about to ring the doorbell a second time, the door swung open. 

“the hell’re you doing here?” you grumbled, shivering a bit at the cool outside air. ran merely laughed at your standoffish tone, holding up the bag in his hand. 

“now now, is that any way to greet someone who came to give you dire supplies?” 

“i’m sick, not dying. how did you even find my address?”

“i have my ways~” the look on your face changed from somewhat neutral to grossed out, which just made him laugh again. “mind i come in?” 

“actually i do- ugh…” ran didn’t wait for your answer before stepping into your house, slipping his shoes off and taking a look around. 

“what’re you doing here??” your question pulled him a bit out of his observing, turning to you and seeing the state you were in. he supposed it wasn’t terrible, especially since you could still get out of bed and walk around. 

“well of course, i came here to offer my services~” you only sighed at ran’s words, starting up the stairs to get back into bed. 

“wow i feel so flattered! you took time out of your oh so busy schedule to come and see me, how will i ever recover!” ran chuckled at your sarcasm, following you into your room. you seemed to give him a pointed glare, but you were too tired to argue with him, so you just got back into bed and pulled your covers up. you sighed once again as you saw ran pull your desk chair up to the side of your bed, sitting himself down and plopping the bag next to him. 

there weren’t any words said between the two of you as he started to take things out. the silence in the air was anything but tense; in fact, as much as you hated to admit it to yourself, you felt somewhat comforted by his presence. it was nice to have someone else there with you. 

his fingers moved deftly between everything; you had no idea what in the world he was doing, so your eyes drifted up to his face, watching his calm expression and how every so often, he would chew a bit on his bottom lip. there were some strands of hair that had escaped from his two braids, framing his face more than usual. it gave his face a softer look, and made him seem somehow…softer. 

“see somethin’ you like?” his lilac gaze shifted towards you, a teasing look in his eyes as you promptly looked away, pulling your covers up a bit more. 

“no. i was just thinking about how fuckin’ weird you are.” 

“whew, you sure know how to make an impression, (l/n).” he chuckled. 

you felt slightly perturbed by how casual and chill he was acting; how was it that he was acting so calm while you felt like screaming and had no idea what to say? 

if you weren’t feeling so conflicted, you would have at the very least said something vulgar when ran suddenly grabbed your hand, (why the hell were his hands so soft?). you were suddenly aware of how sweaty and hot your palms were, which merely made them even more sweaty. if he noticed, ran didn’t say anything about it, just carefully dropping two tablets into your palm and handing you a glass of water. 

at your questioning gaze, ran merely chuckled, leaning back in his chair. 

“if you seriously think that i just handed you some mysterious drugs, then i would say that you’re severely mistaken.” holding up the medicine bottle, ran shook it a bit, the pills inside making a rattling noise. 

“hey, i think i have a right to question popping pills from some random dude who just walked into my house.” you muttered, popping the pills into your mouth and taking some gulps of water. “who knows what kind of shady business you’re into, after all.” 

“well darling, i would certainly hope that you don’t let random men into your house aside from me~ i would feel terribly wounded if i saw another man walking out of your house.” the feigned expression of hurt on ran’s face made you giggle a little bit, although the small expression from you embarrassingly turned into a fit of coughs. 

as your coughs started to settle down, you could’ve sworn that you’d seen a hint of something in ran’s eyes, his brows pulled together slightly. was it concern? worry? you could never quite figure out what he was thinking. 

gingerly, ran took the glass of water from your hand and put it on your bedside table, gesturing for you to lay back down. you hadn’t ever thought that you would see ran acting in a way that was gentle, but somehow, seeing this different side of him made you feel like maybe…

“you should get some rest.” the short statement pulled you out of your thoughts, looking back at the boy at your bedside. it was hard to tell whether the heat in your cheeks was due to him or your fever, so you looked away, feeling a bit embarrassed that he’s seeing you this way. never in your wildest imagination had you thought that the first person to care for you when you were sick would ran haitani of all people; after all, hadn’t you considered him somewhat of an enemy? 

so why was he being so nice? why was he getting your hopes up? 

“you better not tell anybody about this.” 

“wasn’t plannin’ on it, sweet cheeks.” 

“you seriously can’t tell anybody. not even your brother. nobody’s ever seen me sick before.” ran quirked an eyebrow at this; a silent indicator that he was wanting more of an explanation as to what you just said. you felt a sigh slip through your lips, wondering if you could even tell him something like this. 

however, with the concern in his gaze, the fever that was most definitely interfering with your decision making skills, and his stupidly handsome face, you decided to tell him. 

“doesn’t this house seem way too big for just one person?” 

“...sure.”

“i didn’t just hate you. i hated all delinquents and gangs ‘cause they took people away from me. but i guess you were able to change that for me or somethin’...anyways. you’re stupid for coming here, and if you tell anybody about this i’ll kill you.” you supposed that it doesn’t seem like much of a threat when you’re bedridden with a fever, especially with how you currently look. 

you were unsure of how ran would react to what you had just told him, and the silence between the two of you made you regret it every passing second. 

“just forget i said anything, and please leave-?!” before you could finish your sentence, ran’s hand rested gently against your forehead, his hands gloveless for once in his life. there was a pensive look in his eyes, his facial expression rather serious as he toyed with locks of your hair, tenderly brushing them away from your face. 

although you were taken aback at first, you slowly started to relax under his gentle touch. your fever was clouding your mind significantly, as you would never ever allow this under normal circumstances. 

you supposed it was okay for now though. 

--

“eek!” 

“didn’t i tell you to hold on tight?” 

“i-i am!!” 

“hold on tighter then~!” you let out another squeal as you felt the bike pick up speed once again, your arms now tightly around the waist of the boy in front of you. your cheek was pressed against his back, your eyes closed as you felt the wind whip against your face. 

“is-is this really necessary?!” 

“i’m feeling quite wounded that you would suggest that i would do something unnecessary-”

“eek!!!” you could feel the rumbling of his laughter at your incessant squeals, but you decided that that wasn’t important at the moment. what was more important was that you made it off this bike alive. 

“calm down doll, we’re almost there.” 

“calm down?! you expect me to calm down?! if i fall off i’m going to die!!” you got no response from him aside from a hearty chuckle, which somehow made you feel (just a little bit) at ease. 

after a few minutes, the motions of the bike slowed until it finally stopped. as soon as it came to a stop, you stumbled off, whipping around to face ran, who seemed rather calm and was moreso giving you a smirk rather than being apologetic. 

“when you said you wanted to go on a date, this is not at all what i expected!!” you yelled, putting your hands on your hips. “do you even feel any remorse for scaring me half to death?” 

“mm, not really. see…” his long arms reached out to wrap around your waist, turning you around and pulling you close, your back against his chest. “...that was just the mode of transportation. i was hoping you were going to enjoy this more~” 

now that you took a moment to look at your surroundings, you realized that in front of you was the most gorgeous view of the city, effectively taking your breath away. when you looked a little closer, you also noticed the picnic table in front of you, the surface holding a wide variety of snacks and foods. 

“...i guess i can forgive you this time.” 

“you guess? wow, you truly wound me, princess.” 

“you use that way too much.” you murmured, glad than ran couldn’t see your embarrassed face at the moment. you were even more glad that he couldn’t see you when he pressed a kiss to the crown of your head, somehow making your cheeks heat up more. 

“you forgive me yet?”

“you’re so stupid…” 

“mm, i love you too.”

[onlyjaeyun]

HIIII ANGEL BABYYYYY, IM BACKKK 🫶🏼

Let me tell youu, uni's been killing me this month, I was at the edge off having a nervous breakdown 👉🏼👈🏼

BUUUTT, now that thats over, i've had the time to see what I missed, AND I HAD PLENTY TO SEE OK 🤭🤭

Let me start from Poison: it is a masterpiece. Point blank.

And now SB, baby, I think you're just getting better and better, you are outdoing yourself every smau, every chapther and i'm just so proud to se that. You are doing so well, it genually warms my tiny little heart 🥹

I read SB in a few hours, and I went trough all emotions possible!!! And, when Jay said "if I say it then it becomes real", bestie, i felt that one on a personal level (i like to live in denial, i protect my very fragile feelings like that - i know its not healthy but iit will get better..i hope 😅). I reallllllyyyyy like the boys friendship and how the knew about jays crush before he himself knew it (admitted it). AND I LOVE YNNN, SELF AWARE QUEEN.

I can't wait to see whats coming!!! 🤭

Have a safe and wonderful trip angel babyyy 🫶🏼

Lots of love,

-🐼

WELCOME BACK BABY I MISSED YOU AND HOPE YOURE DOING WELL 🥺🥺🥺🥺🤍

thank you so much! am so glad and happy to know how much you enjoy it pls accept my kisses

[callistowrites]

hiiii im backkk

[captainslytherinsoldier]

Remember when I said the Detective Pikachu was like a bad LSD trip? I lied, that title now belongs to the WTF horribly, creepy looking - yet I'm intrigued, CATS trailer.

[yeonjun4beagles]

HIII CJ i'm happy i went through your cj!asks tag bc i completely forgot that i'm already your anon. 😂🤡 good luck on your finals, i hope you get high grades! 🍀 HAHAHA i'm still not over that imagine honestly, it was sooo good. 👌

okay but am i weird for being unable to stop thinking about yeonjun in his white button-up shirt? i have many indecent thoughts about that look of his fkfnf. tbh idt i'll ever get over loser lover yeonjun, he's too powerful. 🤯💀 your tags omg i feel so safe being in your blog okay, thank you for sharing your written work with us 💖 — 🧸

HI HIIII YOURE BACKKK, 🧸 ANON!! 💗

firstly, thankyou for wishing me the high grades ㅠㅠ i just hope i pass my papers atm ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

and no, you're not weird, he just look damn good in white button-ups 🥲

I MEAN, LOOK AT HIM?!?!? YEONJUN YES YEONJUN NO? IDEK 😭

now, everybody, don't lie to me, we're all on our knees for white button-up yeonjun, aren't we? 😩 i mean, seeing him in this always makes me go fERAL and i am NOT gonna stop with just that imagine 😌 there's more coming ��🏻‍♀️

aAHHH loser lover jun has my heart honestly 💍 his black hair really suits him and idk if its just me but i feel relieved that the stylists let his hair rest? he's been dyeing his hair so much ㅠㅠ

and thankyou for feeling safe here :) i am trying to make this blog a safe place for myself and you guys so im really glad you're feeling this! i hope you're enjoying your stay~ 💗

[chickynn]

HEYY REMEMBER MEE IM 💧 ANON IM BACK :D

OOHHH M Y GOODJODOD

HIIII

AAA I MISS YOU SM

WELCOME BACKKK!!! 💕💕💕💖