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exmeowstic · 2 months ago

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truly the sadness cant be for forever right?

#HI IM DEPRESSED AGAIN ^_^#mostly like. these past few weeks have been so stressful at work.#my overtime pay wasnt even that much honestly.#and the FIRST DAY I REALLY GET TO RELAX.#ITS TOO HOT TO MOVE OR DO ANYTHING BC OUR APARTMENT TURNED THE AC OFF FOR THE YEAR.#BC IT GOT EVER SO SLIGHTLY COOLER FOR LIKE A WEEK. BUT ITS STILL HOT!!!#so i havent done. anything. all day. but lay in bed and fuck around #im also a little bit like. does anyone actually like me anymore or am i just tolerated.#bc i think my main thing was that i made art and was funny so ppl kept me around #but now i have had no energy for art and all my skill is gone and i legit have no idea what im doing anymoreeee #i just feel like a bother....

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kyo-hiki · 7 months ago

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thinking about him... <3

#henlo :)#after like 5 months i think. im finally back :)#its been a rough couple of months :/ oof #now that im back to drawing i just want to get every idea out of my brain lol #i have to be quick or the depression monster will get me again #i hope this year has been ok for u guys :)#i just wanted to draw him blushing :3 baby #i love his voice so much. its so soothing #i have like 20 wips of resident evil. man. jfc. i hope i can finish them all. i hope T_T im probably gonna post more tes tho.#martin septim #oblivion #tes oblivion #the elder scrolls #tesblr

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lunarharp · 1 month ago

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just tiresome scribblings today...a Slug

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i found one in the kitchen..i was freaked out but the person who owns the house never saw it so they dont quite believe me..#a real lack of concern there.......but it's not my house so ok....#bugs always used to get in my flat when i lived in japan and they were waaaayyy grosser and annoying creatures there so whatever #qifrey called it 'madam' because only girls mess up his floor.#i'm getting annoyed by my art again. getting out scribbles is fun but im too tired to make GOOD ones #maybe the annoyance is good since it shows im recovering from a depression spell enough that im forgetting how much worse not scribbling is #i'm playing edgeworth game so i have drawn some of him too but not enough to post. i love that homosexual man

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hakucho-art · 5 months ago

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I heard we‘re redrawing the neki owo

#tg #ken kaneki #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #draw kaneki again #haku's art #my intention was drawing him kind of dead/vacant #a little unsettling (though I can never resist also making him pwetty)#the way that Ishida drew shironeki in his bio #yk where he looks like the definition of depression itself #yes #painting on one layer is so fun #im glad I started doing that #do you see the centipede

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago

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here have a Lights Out meme(?) before i go to bed <3 Wally is showing off a neat party trick to his newfriend <3

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#this has been in my mind for several days and im finally tired enough to execute it #this is... technically noncanon to the au i suppose...#wally Wouldn't touch fire again he learned his lesson #but also. at this point in the 'story' (said nebulously) Does He Really Care #wally: hey frank check this shit out *lights himself on fire*#frank - softly but with feeling: what the fuck...#home: *tired creak*#wallys had his Nothing In Life Matters (depressed) phase #now its time for Nothing In Life Matters (manic) phase #wh lights out au #scribble salad #theyre having so much fun i prommy (lying)#i really need to portray more of the au than just the Frank And Wally Alone In The Studio portion #even if it is the most fun. To Me.#they're entertaining... i feel like im playing with dolls...

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skitskatdacat63 · 1 year ago

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"Sometimes you learn more things from the difficulties than from the celebrations"

#google play 'handsome devil' by the smiths #god he's so charming and handsome for how much this race devestated him and all of nando girles(gn)#the lighting in this interview is genuinely immaculate #like seriously why is he always at his most attractive when suffering the absolute most #he dnfs and is slow all wknd and then looks absolutely godly and beautiful #so yeah as you can tell. im very enamored by post mexico fernando #also i liked this interview it was very very comforting #you should always watch his interviews after bad races bcs they really just remove all depression you may have #like: 1. he always looks so beautiful and stunning. 2. he is usually pretty rational abt the results and comofrting #yeah the quote i picked is ultra cope ofc. but hey i love cope!!!#i was so upset and done after this race just so tired of it and then i watched this interview and i feel like a happy little creature again #fernando alonso #2023 mexican gp #2023 mexican grand prix #fa14 #we do a little bit of f1 #f1 #formula 1 #formula one

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sallytwo · 5 months ago

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Jennifer nearly jumped into the water / and she was tired like no one's ever been tired

#myart #wesley crusher #jennifer is on her way home. then she remembers her life is like a nightmare!!!!#geniunelyyyy thinking about the post-first duty years of wesleys life is so miserable.#he killed his best friend and ruined his friendship with everyone else and lost picards respect (the only thing he ever cared about)#and then you just. dont hear about him at all for 2 years.#trying to capture the extremely specific existential dread of knowing something is deeply wrong in your life but not being able to change.#JUST THE LOOK OF A YOUNG MAN WHOS PROFOUNDLY UNHAPPY AND DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHY!!!#the quote from that novel. where he says “jaxa knew better than the rest of us the only way to escape this thing was to die”. ITS SICK!!#like leaving starfleet was not even on his radar until journeys end. he didnt even consider that as an option. so what could he do.#man. theres a reason for the prominently placed golden gate bridge. jennifer nearly jumped into the water.... cuz she got no way to get out #the photos in the bg are him and picard. jack. two of joshie (the ski tripppppp) him and bev and the entire nova squadron up top #do i think he would have his room this nicely decorated while horribly depressed NO!!! it was just for the compostion of the piece #like trying so hard to keep up appearances. being surrounded by pictures of all the people who love him and still not able to get out.#some of the papers lying around the desk are like. intended to be letters to bev that he just gave up on writing.#OKAY sorry i just wanted to finish this before i leave tomorrow. i spent such a stupid amount of time on this. never again #you people should always talk to me forever about my friend wesley . im soooo normal. lies facedown on floor #OH AND THE VERY SPECIFIC. EMOTION. LYING ON BED IN FULL UNIFORM. WE'VE ALLLL BEEN THERE.

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surreal-duck · 1 year ago

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nui shenanigans

#doodles #duck scribbles #midoyuzu #yuzumido #hi ive been in an absolute Situation lately 👍 gonna drop off the face of the earth again so long fellas #enstars #yuzuru fushimi #midori takamine #what if we had nuis of each other and i made nui me kiss your nui.........#have barely been drawing lately outside of work burnout eating me alive for real 😔#the horrors and depression and dysphoria may be unrelenting but mf so am i!!!!!!!!!#ahhh im behind on comms too i am extremely sorry 🙇‍♂️ gonna try get on top of those as best as i can #hoping to at least get out of my rut in time for the es rarepair week too tho o9 #survived fragrance on engstars w 2 naru copies 👍👍👍 girl help i dojt want to open the game for another month or so but alas. valk ss next #damn im rambling again. anyways aaaaaaaaaaaa i wanna drawi wanna draw

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jkpng · 7 months ago

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day 135/547 of missing jungkook

#jk #jungkook #buny #said i would yap abt this live and here it is #ik when i was watching it live i said to smone like. the mood is weirdly melancholic but now hes talking abt food and instantly its lighter #but since then i kinda forgot that the first half of that live is like. SUCH AN ODD VIBE #and i rewatched unprepared for it 😭 and got emotional #like idk. like the vibe is DAMP. its heavy not necessarily sad but it was Heavy #and hes talking abt not sleeping well lately and waxing poetic abt he can come here when he feels unstable and it feels safe n comforting #and like. mentioning he feels nauseous and one song looped for like 20 mins and sitting in the fucking dark just pondering silently #like bro ARE U GOOD????? its giving Me whenever im horribly depressed 😭#like ik u cant really tell someones feelings from their face esp if u dont know them but he just seemed. troubled #and i was watching it like Bro why are u on a livestream sitting in the dark staring at me w big wet eyes ARE U OK…….#and then he starts talking abt food and my eyes literally got wet bc he just. immediately brightened #and got talkative again #and i cant explain idk it made me emotional like. wuh hes happy telling us abt his noodle recipe….wuh……#and i had to tap out idk ill watch the rest later. IDK IDKKKKKKK im just fond. whatever

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megaemprezzz · 16 days ago

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Post this and runs back into my depression crying pit for another month

Fun fact Megatron has Optimus head as a necklace, not fun but shush

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milkbreadtoast · 1 year ago

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IDK... IDK!!! 🫥

#orv #omniscient reader's viewpoint #omniscient reader #yoo joonghyuk #yu junghyeok #i didnt sketch first or use ref so this is prob wonky af dlcbdmfbdj #my art #alsjdkskd even to my eyes this looks almost identical to how i draw cedric.... i give up....#i do try to draw them diff but i dont think its v noticeable dkdbff #*mutters* eyebrows shape... i decided i'll give yjh triangle eyebrows (thicker at the ends) & cedric tapered brows (thicker toward middle)#*whispers* im also trying to make cedric's hair curlier... like more than yjh... but idk if its noticeable dkfjd #i need to draw him again #but besides that #THE VIBES R DIFF.....#goes full on shoujo when drawing cedric #but w yjh im like. no i need to show the angst and depression *gives him eyebags and takes the light from his eyes*#<-- this is my approach to drawing dark choco cookie too kdjfnd #cedric... has angst and depression too but. he hasnt been thru the Time Loops™️#and he can sleep well thanks to his emotional support prince jesse(yeseo)BDNBSBD

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thanaticas · 5 months ago

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caw (x2)

#fear and hunger #fear & hunger #crow mauler #funger fanart #hi sorry long time no post again im trapped in a cycle of art block & depression. but here is. something!#did not want to over render it into oblivion letting it stay messy and sketchy in parts

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thatcritterthatskitter · 10 months ago

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#Critter Skritter #ffxiv #fuck this guy in particular may i never have to see his maniac depressive face again and if i do im taking him to therapy or kill him again #Zenos Yae Galvus #endwalker spoilers #me arts :3

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mamawasatesttube · 5 months ago

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i have to speak my truth. i think timkon clone baby aus fucking suck

#rimi talks #here's the thing. you take a traumatized teenager and give them a baby. you're going to further traumatize the teen AND the baby #you take a traumatized teenager and say ''hey your bff nonconsensually cloned you while you were dead and now there's a child''........#LIKE THATS NOT GREAT. THATS NOT GREAT!#and like. if it's in-character tim is horribly depressed and grieving. kon has just successfully committed suicide via heroics and come BAC #NEITHER of them is going to be a good parent because of how they are STILL TEENAGERS THEMSELVES #and im just so fundamentally NOT interested in seeing my favs be shitty parents who unintentionally traumatize a child #.....hey wait. is that the appeal? to batman fans i mean. since. yknow. that's what batman does--#anyways ive never seen a single one of these posts that suggests the op has even heard of kon's clone rights feelings #clone baby guardian arc in sb94 you will always be fucking famous #but hey i mean why bother being in-character or anything when you can do fluff thats ooc to the point of unrecognizability i guess #this is tangentially also how i feel about people who say steph couldve kept the baby + raised it with tim. bro they were 15 #but its soo much more egregious with kon because he has NO ability to consent to this. he is dead.#he forgives tim afterwards because tim already knows it was fucked up to do and he was wrong #THATS SIGNIFICANT. BECAUSE THERE *IS* SOMETHING FOR KON TO FORGIVE #frankly if kon returned from the dead and tim was like hey i cloned you and made a child. it'd destroy their relationship #he'd be sympathetic and he would be kind to the child but his ability to trust tim would be shattered by that #and again im just NOT interested in that story!!!!#and neither is anyone else who does this trope i think because no one doing this trope actually gives a shit about kon's character afaict :#OH WELL. whatever . i block and i move on and also i bitch about it in the tags on a personal post. you know how it is #now im gonna go play some more hades. ive gotta beat extreme measures 4 with every weapon

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vladimpale · 20 days ago

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..i think venom knew from the start one of them had to die, and he wasn't going to let eddie be the one to go down

#he knew they would never be safe with knull actively looking for the codex #like they had all these kinda melancholic? pensive? moments and thats why i think he knew #also eddie but ig he wasn't fully grasping the situation #i think venom wanted vegas to be his last hurrah and just let loose with mrs chen #idk im just talking out of my depressed ass im going to go see it again and rectify if needed #venom 3 #venom 3 spoilers #vlad nonsense

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skitskatdacat63 · 8 months ago

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"Death is nothing, but to live defeated and inglorious is to die daily."

+ process(tw blood)

Also, look at him, bloody little guy 🥹

This drawing was inspired by several matador pics :D here and here:

^ I don't think I'll ever live up to the second one ah. There's several pics of that specific guy just soaked with blood, and I'm uh a bit obsessed with then ITS FUCKED UP I KNOW OKAY! But I've not drawn blood in a while so it was a bit difficult so I added less than I would want to I guess. Also I'm obsessed with how often they kneel in bullfighting?? Like okay who are you arching your back and spreading your legs for-

#ah not 100% sure abt this one but i think i still like it!!!#i was practicing matador poses during the wknd and im like yeah should prob paint one #and then it felt like all the energy left my body djfkkglg i was like ugh how do i paint again?????#mostly: just really wanted to draw him bloody #i love how every time i draw him in ferrari colors its just the most eye bleeding thing ever #my eyes get too used to it on my ipad's display and im like aw this isnt red enough :(#and then i transfer it to my phone and it feels like the red suddenly is hurting my eyes even worse djfkkglg #im glad the blood turned out well. i honestly think it was probably easier bcs the clothes are red already #but yes yes suffering ferrari nando. hes my comfort character atp 😭😭#perfect catie drawing: depressed ferrari fernando. blood. napoleon quote #anyways yeah lmk! i think it looks okay?? idk i think i just love the first 2 matador drawings i ever did #and its very hard to live up to them. but whatever. we move on #im glad i did a more complicated pose at least ?????#also god i was somewhat annoyed w his face and then i redrew his eye and it was like OH OKAY suddenly good okay #tw blood #<- i would put this drawing under the cut but like. my blog i do what i want and i want to draw blood #i used to draw bloody stuff a lot more but ah idk less opportunities now sjfkkglg so it was kinda nice #catie.art.#f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #matador au

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