#HE LOOKED AT ME AND CRIED AS HE DIED
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my life a movie (PSYCHOLOGICAL HORROR)
#when i die imma go to adhd heaven 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#★ my art#art#dandys world#dandy’s world#dandys world astro#dandys world goob#dandys world toodles#dandys world oc#★ arin rambles#Literally ive only gotten twisted astro 2 times in my life and both of them ended in tragedy#the first one was a blackout So i died (i suck at blackouts) i didnt even see him i almost cried#the second one……. Well…. i was in a game w my bestie and some random rodger#and he goes in chat#‘its astro. be careful on that machine’ BOY I READ THAT MESSAGE IN CHAT AND FUMBLED SO BAD#I MESSED UP THE CALLIBRATION AND SHRIMPO FOUND ME. I GOT BODIED. JUMPED. ATTACKED.#I DIDNT EVEN GET TO LOOK AT HIMMMMMM 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#my bestie let me spectate her getting chased by him so i was in adhd heaven but Man i was so mad.#i fumbled so hard im so embarrassing i was SO HAPPY when i saw it was astro I COULDNT FOCUS ON ANYTHIGN#i always add goob Somwhere in my doodles#Hi Goob !!!!!!!!
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There is a scratch mark on the floor of the Council chambers that Mace has never noticed before. Not a deep one, mind, quite shallow. This matters because it’s making the white-hot pulse of agony stabbing through his eyeballs ebb momentarily. Then, he chances a glance upwards at the fidgeting Knight in front of them, and it returns in full force.
Huh, he’s never seen Oppo Rancisis’ face turn that colour before.
“Hmm”, Master Yoda hums, deep and scratchy. His expression is unreadable even to Mace beyond a baseline gremlinness, and the force with which he grips the edges of his seat is making his bones creak. Master of the Order you should become, they said. Follow the calling of the Force, you should. A fulfilling purpose, it will be. Mace is going to hunt the little goblin for sport when this is all over, and he’s going to laugh the whole time.
“Show us the livestream again, could you, Knight Parvo?” Yoda asks. Mace bursts a capillary, he’s pretty sure, and so does poor Knight Parvo, whose orange Mon Cala skin tips all the way into blood red with stress. “Most unusual, this is.”
“Absolutely not!”, Ki Adi intervenes before Mace has to, thank the Force for little mercies. Plo Koon’s tusks tremble slightly with either suppressed laughter or abject horror, maybe both, and Stass Allie has her head in her hands. “The holo stills should be enough”, Ki Adi proceeds to add, and Mace has to reconsider all feelings of grace he just felt towards his fellow Councillor.
He never wants to watch Yoda zoom in on someone’s abs again. Or Depa raise her eyebrows at the curve of thighs bent over the dripping front of a speeder.
“Speeder Wash For Our Troops”, his former padawan reads out loud from a still of what has to be hundreds of the things gathered in the public senate parking lot. “Fund Our Boys And Get A Wet Seeing-To!” The series of images features dozens of Coruscant Guard troopers in various stages of unkitted, gleaming and shining with soap suds and water. The fact that the whole thing is also massive shatterpoint after massive shatterpoint is, quite frankly, insulting.
“Well hello- oh dear”, Obi-Wan’s blue form crackles to life in his chair, followed by several sounds of choking that are definitely not him. Good, Mace thinks acidly. If he has to deal with this, then so does kriffing Skywalker. “I’m sorry, why am I looking at Commander Thorn using a washrag like a lasso on top of a speeder?”
“Oh, the Guard’s little fundraising project”, Bail Organa says, as he steps into the Council chambers. Normally, Mace likes the man well enough. Now, he just smiles and adds on, “I’ve already donated, in mine and Breha’s name. Remotely, of course.”
“The Guard’s fundraising speeder wash?”, Obi-Wan repeats, edges of his holo form flickering with what Mace suspects is Skywalker very unsubtly trying to edge in. Force, but the man really is horrible at any and all stealth, like kissing his secret wife in an open arena in front of his Master. “And they are fundraising for…?”
“GAR budget allocations have to come from somewhere”, Organa shrugs. “And with the tide of public opinion turning, they’ve been tending towards cuts. The Guard feels them more keenly than any other sector - they’ve been reduced from half to quarter rations, and medical supplies have not made more than a token appearance in the last draft. The Chancellor has cancelled three consecutive meetings on the matter, and thus it was agreed that a more hands-on approach was needed. Any surplus will go into the Army fund.”
“Surely it can’t be that dire”, Oppo protests, a slightly less concerning shade of purple now. Senator Organa shrugs again, jostling the smattering of cracks slowly building around his person in a way that makes Mace wince quietly. “It’s all publicly available data, Masters.”
It really can be that dire, as it turns out. And quarter rations is only scratching the surface of how dire, considering the Guard has apparently never had access to bacta in all their posting, and also includes requisitioning forms available to the Senate for reconditionings and decommissionings, two words Mace has only heard Ponds whispers amidst shuddering in the early days of the war before Shaak Ti went off and just about tore some throats out over it.
“Alright”, he concedes, rubbing at his temples. “Fair enough, we have failed to tackle a massive blind spot in the Guard’s well being. There is no Jedi assigned to Coruscant, and that’s an oversight on our behalf. But how in the everloving kriff did this get past the Chancellor and Commander Fox?!”
Who have both signed, black on white. Bail Organa smiles cryptically. “Well, if you scroll a bit past that one image, up to the industrial speeder in the back - Commander Fox is currently having credits stuffed into his codpiece in the back, I believe.”
“HE’S WHAT IN THE WHAT NOW”, Commander Cody screeches through the speaker of Obi-Wan’s holo image, and Mace has to summon every bit of Jedi-serenity he possesses in his body to keep from dropkicking a cackling Yoda through the chamber windows.
#fox forged palpatine’s signature is how it got past him#it’s not like anyone can admit to that considering the backlog of official reports he’s been forced to do it on#‘come for me and we’re both going down bitch’ fox says#triple dog dare#fox himself is in such a constant state of sleep deprivation delirium that a sexy speeder wash sounded fair enough#or not worse than anything else that happens on the daily on coruscant anyways#padmé’s handmaidens make it rain with whoops of joy and take a commemoration selfie with all the commanders#‘wait. where’s kit?’ obi wan asks halfway through the meeting ‘wasn’t he supposed to land on coruscant an hour ago?’#‘oh No’ says the council collectively#‘coruscant daily breaking news: residents are horrified by half-naked nautolan streaking through the city apparently making for thr senate’#‘wait that appears to be JEDI MASTER KIT FISTO-‘#it’s very good advertising it turns out#the vod who suggested it (nuisance) gets promoted against his will#the remaining clone commanders have to be restrained first from dogpiling civilians launching their credits at corries#‘BUT GENERAL THEY’RE OBJECTIFYING FOX’ wolffe cries to plo koon#then from murdering several senators aides and the chancellor when certain records surface#‘this is all public knowledge??’ fox asks very confused and still dripping water under six robes his ori’vode launched at him on sight#‘i don’t understand where this is coming from?’#cody is too busy making slitting throat motions at anyone who looks at his vod’ika too long to bother responding#palpatine chokes on a raisin in shock and dies#‘BREAKING BREAKING NEWS: CHANCELLOR EXPLODES IN A BLACK CLOUD AT SIGHT OF WASHBOARD ABS’#and thus the galaxy is foxed#i’m leaving that typo#commander fox#corrie guard deserves better#coruscant guard#jedi high council#mace windu#oh mace my beloved i am so sorry but it’s so funny putting you in Situations#sw tcw fic ideas
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Diabolik Lovers More, Blood Vol.3 Mukami Ruki Stellaworth Tokuten Bromide & Short Story Paper
Originally, these were tokutens you'd get for buying Ruki's CD through the Stellaworth store. Nowadays you might find them sold at flea markets or second hand stores. The story is written from Ruki's POV, and takes place right after the ending of his CD, with him and Yui still on the rooftop.
Enjoy the angst (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)d
(Don't repost anywhere!)
#my ramblings are at the bottom of the tags this time for anyone interested dhdjfj#dialovers#diabolik lovers#diahell#ruki mukami#yui komori#ruki x yui#mb ruki x yui#more blood#short story#diabolik lovers official art#mine#this actually made me a bit sad ;_;#now that i think about it ruki's early stories are all more or less angsty#which checks out#the man himself basically says outright (in DF i think) that he didn't know what happiness felt like before he met and fell in love with Yu#and he also mentions (can't remember where exactly) that he used to wish he had simply died as a human#that he saw no real meaning in his “second life”#so yes. he was in a very dark place emotionally at the start of the franchise#which is why his later routes/CDs/stories warm my heart so dang much#just the difference in his outlook and demeanor aughh. fuck. the feels fffffgdgdg *cries*#i am so normal about this man#speaking of which...the upcoming rukiyui story (which will be posted on friday whoooo!) is so fucking good omg#definitely one of my new faves#so look forward to that on friday ((o(*^∇^*)o)) can't wait to share it!#oh and the 9 other stories as well ig sgdg#they're kind of already fading from my awareness though cuz they're not rukiyui :p
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so many thoughts but i CANNOT stop laughing that all that time we thought louis had some elaborate mind control type reason for staying with armand and it was really just.. HIM TRYING TO MAKE HIS EX JEALOUS SLSKSKKSKSKS
#never fucking change loustat i literally can't believe this is sp fucking funny#too sleepy to voice out my other thoughts but LMFAO mann best fucking ep ever#iwtv spoilers#when he said 'this is your death lestat' and kissed armnad I DIED LAUGHING PLS 💀💀💀💀#also real lestat is an angel ive seen him for lile 5 secs amd im already irrevocably in love with him#also jacob saying daniel is like an annoying little brother of louis haha im fine okay okay okay okay okay#i am going to rewatch the whole ep in the morning and have some coherent thoughts then goodnight#btw lestat cried about claudia he said she looked at him like he was her father she needed saving but he never was 😭😭😭#and louis FORGAVE HIM FOR IT. fucking FINALLY#and then jacob saying i strongly one hundred percent believe that lestat would've saved claudia if he had the energy#btw i can't believe armand was okay with louis dying i literally don't understand him at all all this time i thought he wanted to be alone#with louis but now huh???? i need to dissect his brain like a frog i swear#ALSO jacob saying we'll never know the words said between loustat at the end only me and sam know them they'll stay between us#GOD they're so down bad for eo and their characters i fucking love them sooo much#okay promise bye now
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jjk season 2 episode 18 moodboard
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#im still crying guys i dont know what to do#borderline hyperventilating after i cried too. gosh what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck#he looked so so so so happy in his dream 😭#he smiled so much.#a part of me died tonight#chromie is watching#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk spoilers#itadori yuji#nanami kento#nanamin my beloved#chrmz.txt
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Do you have any plan to make some kind of bonus chapter or oneshot about marcille's perspective in little creature? It's not like I'm asking you for it ofc!! it's just that i think it'll be interesting to read, and especially since you had those tags about marcille after her fight/outburst with falin and how you couldn't add it to the fic because the fic is from falin's perspective
Probably not about anything that happens during a little creature, but maybe something before or after? Sometimes I do like to do "the other character thinking back to events while doing stuff in a sequel" oneshot type thing, but we'll see how it shakes out!
#asks#a little creature#i will say#Marcille was firmly in denial and just Not Thinking About Her Feelings#the dinner scene was the first crack in her self delusion but it was still there#then the last chapter was it finally shattering as she saw Falin kissing someone else and experienced Elf Shrimp Emotions#just insane intensity furor and jealousy#she was about to fucking blow up#and then the confrontation happens and shes literally in shambles#cant think everything hurts#just barely scraping enough braincells to thank kiki inbetween enormous hiccups and sobs that shake her entire body#sees laios. slaps him. collapses into his arms sobbing and apologizing again#he cant actually understand what shes saying through the blubbering but hes doing his best to comfort her#to be perfectly honest im not 100% she even has the space to process 'i have feelings for falin' in full clarity#the 'why did seeing her kissing someone else make me feel like i wanted to die or kill someone' doesnt like... click#not until she gets over the mess of 'how could she say that to me didnt i do enough'#'didnt i love her enough does she care so little for me that she cant even bother to think about how i feel'#'does she care so little for me that she doesnt know that i would die for her i HAVE died for her and killed for her'#'how could she not know that she was nothing less than my whole reason for living for so long'#... i guess thats what shes blubbering at laios but it just comes out as like#'howcouldnbwhebwsbebwbendoesbdhemotbbwkowbblblbllvlbl'#snotting into laios's shirt#its ok. she'll be ok. like laios has to carry her back to her room because she latched on and didn't let go until she literally like#cried herself to exhaustion and passed out.#but she'll be okay. after maybe another day of moping she finally has her White Woman Moment of looking at herself in the mirror#and admitting that she's in love with falin and has been for a while
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he sat there on the ground and cried. for cas. cas told him he loved him was taken away and he buried his head in his hands and wept
#AND THEN THEY TRIED TO PRETEND LIKE IT WAS FINE? and after the widower arc#it wasn’t even as nearly fucked then this time all their friends got thanos snapped and we don’t even get canon confirmation that they were#brought back. even with covid not even a vo or offhand mention or reference#jack is god and in every drop of rain or whatever.#sure yeah whatever they beat the final boss and got over the protagonist angst of it all but the world was still the same it just wasn’t a#chuck story which only ramped up to being The Big Problem in the season 14 finale.#cas was stabbed by an angel blade and dean broke while wrapping his body for the funeral pyre. ALONE. and was. not doing well#and you tell me it’s whatever after he sat there in that dungeon refused to answer sam’s calls and cried during the complete and total end#of the world. that he just bounced back from that and died and drove around heaven for decades in a few minutes and smiled while americana#electric guitar played on some bridge#cas helped oh that’s nice I guess smile now I have GOT to go drive my car around. because I did not get enough of that in my time on earth.#unlike my time with cas which I am satisfied with and in no need of closure. perhaps a conversation. looking upon him to see him alive and#well. healing some of that trauma of the last time I saw him. a reunion hug maybe even which has become tradition. CUT THE CAMERAS deadass#he’s going for the face touch. no this we cannot possibly have time for we have to play carry on wayward son twice#sorry. it has been three years. sorry. it’s just so funny buddy your ass did NOT escape the hamster wheel
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local girl caught crying over a man who doesn't want her
#i have never cried over a man in my life this just came to me#the only time you'll catch me crying over a man is when my dad dies#seeing beautiful godesses of women crying over a man who looks like he negotiated his way onto earth fills me with such rage#jess yaps。*♡
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Since Hazbin Hotel has been released (I’m late to the party), I would like to bring it to all the 90s kids attention that Vox is just Face from Nick Jr. that died and went to hell.
The knowledge that Vox’s entire public image could be ruined with a Blue’s Clues VCR will never escape my conscious thought when I see the TV man.
#I cannot look at this man and take him seriously ever.#I just see my childhood in-between cartoon episodes character announcer#He was literally a face on the screen and he was my friend who let me know Blue’s Clues was coming up next#I cried when he disappeared#To now know that he died and apparently went to hell is equal parts hilarious and concerning#Face WHAT DID YOU DO?!#Why do all my favorite childhood famous people end up having these horrible truths come out about them#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox
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Anyway I've got a friend who's only just starting tr season 3 and I had the luck to be just right next to him when his tiktok fyp showed him an edit, spoiling him the library scene aKa kokonui infamous kiss
#still did my best to stop him to look through the comment bc 'theres a context to it that youre never going to guess dont go spoil yourself#further'#dunno how hed react when hed get their entire backstory. he ships them btw so that promises to be fun#tokyo revengers#tr#tok rev#tokrev#tr inui#tr kokonoi#tokrev inupi#tokrev koko#kokonoi hajime#inui seishu#kokonui#told me he cried his eyes out when emma died and that i couldve 'warned him' lmao#he also found the 20th volume and read it so he spoiled izanas death scene to himself. im not telling him shit about kakucho surviving
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I wanna read the Odyssey again
#never thought those words would come out of my mouth#but it’s genuinely so good??#I never expected it to give me THAT many feels#but here we are#I even kinda…like it better than epic#look I LOVE epic#don’t get me wrong#but I love the complexity of the old story#the humanity of it#of odysseus#a mere man up against insurmountable odds#a man with so much blood on his hands#so much trauma from the war#that he cries when he hears his deeds sung#a man who died but didn’t#who loves his family more than anything#AAAUUUGHH#no wonder this story is a classic#I really see it now#it’s amazing#trin rambles#anyway I’m gonna read the Iliad first#but I’m totally rereading it soon
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4 U
“Killua, no, no, I’m not mad. Of course, you can buy yourself stuff. That’s why I’m paying you.”
Gon gently lifts Killua’s chin.
Killua’s eyes are filled with tears, and he has a smudge of jelly near his lips.
Gon smiles softly.
Cute.
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#hxh#hunter x hunter#gon#killua#gon x killua#HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONLY PRINCESS IN THE WORLD! OMG#MY FUCKING HEART! WISH HIM A HAPPY B DAY! HE IS THE MOST PRECIOUS! I ADORE HIM SO MUCH! SO MUCH! AHHHHHH! AHHH! AHHHHH!#KIS SO FUCKING PRECIOUS AND CUTE#THE LITTLE JELLY STAIN NEAR HIS LIPS CUTEEEE#MY KOOOOKOROOOO#HIS LITTLE GIGGLES HES SO HAPPY TO JUST BE TREATED WITH ANY DECENCY MY HEARTTTT#HIM HIM TRYING THE DRESS ON AND BEING SO HAPPY AND LOOKING AT HIMSELF IN THE MIRROR AHHHHHH#KI DESERVES THE WORLD#HES SO PRECIOUSSSS#ZUKYUNNNN AHHHHH#I LOVE KI AHHHHH#RIPS APART THE WORLD#KI IS THE CUTEST#MAID KI IS THE CUTEST#KI HUGGING PLUSHIES CLOSE IS THE CUTEST THING EVER I JUST AHHHHH#WHEN KI CRIES AN ANGEL DIES#MY HEART CANNOT ALLS HES EVER KNOWN IS PAIN PRECIOUS BABEY DESERVES THE WORLD MY HEART ACHES AHHHHHHH#WAHHH AHHHHHHH KIS REACTION TO THE BEAR HE IS THE SWEETEST CUTEST THING EVER I STG#YOU CAN NEVER MAKE ME HATE THEM AHHHHHHHHHH#GONS SO KIND WAHHAHA HHHHH#GON IS KIS PRINCE CHARMING IN EVER UNIVERSE IDC 😤😤😤#I LOVE THEM SO MUCH#DIES
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Mom win: I put some caterpillars in a jar a week ago (to die. They were eating my garden and I just needed to contain them and then I forgot about them) and one of them turned into a moth. I thought this was a neat opportunity to show the kids a little science, and thought we’d release it into the garden together.
I let each of the boys give it a name (Flapwing, Flemmy, and Flappy the Platypus) and then we set him free on a marigold. Win, right?
Wrong.
My little old soul son sat out in the garden, staring at Flemmy the Moth for an hour, sobbing his little heart out. When I asked him what was wrong, he sobbed that Flemmy was going to leave and never come back and that he’d never see Flemmy again and the Flemmy moth that had flown into our house last month had died and now THIS Flemmy was going to die and the moths all die and he just could not take it.
So.
Very much NOT a Mom Win. In fact, I think I traumatized my kid.
Also, why are all moths named Flemmy???
#I ended up holding him while he cried and we looked up how long moths live#4-5 months!!!#so I told him Flemmy would still be around at Easter and that made him feel better#then he told me that when we get our new calendar I need to write ‘Flemmy dies today’ on April 11th#morbid but okay little dude#then we went inside and named all his unicorns#which he has a LOT of#they’re all named variations on the word ‘unicorn’#except one who’s inexplicably named Pigigis#I love his weirdness#personal#parenting#kids#nature#moths#bilbobawks
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just finished rewatching asoue and aside from everything I have to say all I keep seeing is ppl saying ‘how’d Olaf pull esmé’ and yes,how did he pull her but also how’d he pull kit????? like,those mfs were engaged😭😭
#Wow I have a lot to say about this show but this is one of my main thoughts….#Also Presley is so adorable I can’t😭her hair when it’s not tied up in the slippery slope looks so cute I can’t and in the lil suit😭#Presley is sunny btw if you didn’t know#asoue#count olaf#kit snicket#I cried when Olivia died-she’s the death that sticks with me the most for some reason#As well as Dewey idk why tho😭😭#I felt bad when count Olaf died but in a weird way like I’m glad he’s gone but it tugged on my heart strings a little😭#Goddamn you lemony snicket you amazing writer#Also on a side note it took me years to realise that lemony snicket wasn’t a real guy just the ‘alter ego’ of Daniel handler😭#Tbf I was about 7 when I first read and watched the series so I was and stupid (I shipped quigley btw)#It’s better In the book trust me 😭#Also I had a massive crush on quigley😭😭😭#Anyway less about that how about we talk about Neil’s amazing singing In the series like????#I knew he could sing but I just forgot he was so good and Malina is amazing as well(the whole cast are amazing it’s such a good show😭)#I need to stop having full on rambles in the tags 😭😭
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finally sitting down to play veilguard pls nobody speak to me for the next week i am in gaming mode 🎮
#my little brother has already told me somebody dies in the beginning and he cried but won't tell me who and if its varric im killing myself#i haven't looked at spoilers i haven't seen shit else nobody tell me anything i'm going in blind i am already#choking up just thinking about if it is varric who dies#he is like family to me i am so scared 😭😭 but im gonna play now 😭😭#datv
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Alice in Borderland s1 is certainly going 👍
#Arisu's life is just miserable and i love it#little meow meow i almost cried during the wolf game#Karube i will fucking miss you :( dude couldnt even propose to his gf >:(#USAGI I LOVE YOU im so sorry your dad died everyones life just sucks constantly#“Online Game???” yes keep away from online games they ruin everyone#except arisu#the hatter's robes should have been open more he shouldnt wear a robe let me see his-(gets shot)#chishiya please plan my downfall-#i need to see everyone in og wonderland attire especially Arisu and Cheshiya#alice in borderland#chishiya shuntaro#arisu ryohei#usagi yuzuha#takeru danma#also why does arisu look like a cool guy protag from the glimpses ive had at the manga#live action fits my tastes much better i love miserable looking men❤️#my art
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