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crystalandparrot · 4 months ago
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The Hardest Trial
A Gravity Falls Reader Insert
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Part 1: The Frilly Guy Upstairs
Bill is OOC!! He will be growing as a character that he probably wouldn't otherwise and if you have a problem with it, don't read. It's not a romantic story, it's just what I thought would happen if he was FORCED into this situation. This is an insert, I was gonna make it into an OC, but I don't know if people want that. If you do, I'll switch it up. Enjoy :)
"Look, from one God to another, who cares I tried to kill those brothers? They're all ants, it's all a game. Let's press restart and try again! I'm too cool and fun to die, just give this angle one more Tri."
With a sigh, the AXOLOTL spoke, "You cannot regrow through denial. You'll have to face my hardest trial. See my program to the end then you may yet live again."
Bill laughed, pain erupting through his body as he giggled. "What? Am I fighting demons? Eating ghosts?"
"You're getting what you need the most. One way to absolve your crimes. To change your form will take some time." The AXOLOTL blinked slowly.
Bill felt a white, tingly feeling start at his feet and crawl up. Bill couldn't believe his luck! Man this salamander was an idiot! All he had to do was fake a tear or too and he was home free! Whatever kind of challenge it was Bill could handle it! He was UNDEFEATED in combat, there's no way he wouldn't win. With a joyful expression, Bill shook the AX's hand. It was a deal!
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For the first time in his existence, Bill was awoken peacefully with quiet music. He sluggishly blinked his eye opened—popping it open when he felt a squeeze around his body. Frantically, Bill looked around, pupil narrowing on a chubby arm hugging him to a small, plushy body—a baby.
"WHAT?!" Bill shouted suddenly, ripping himself from the chubby arms of the sleeping infant. As suspected, the baby began to cry from the unpleasant disturbance. Its arms reached out, looking for its angular cuddle buddy in desperation. Fat tears rolled down the round, rosy cheeks while wails of sadness left the lips of the baby in front of Bill.
Without warning, the door burst open and in ran two humans, both frantic and sweaty. Bill recognized one of these humans, the taller woman who was holding a hand to her chest to calm her racing heart. He supposed the other female was her wife or spouse of some sort, a shorter female who's eyes glanced around for any possible threat to the infant's physical form, completely on edge with a golf club in hand.
"Peri, it's fine, the baby probably just had a nightmare." The taller female walked to the crib, breath still slightly uneven.
"Well, well, well, nice to finally meet you face to face Raindrop! The name's Bill—"
"Look, she's fine." The taller female held up the baby gently.
Bill blinked at the woman and briefly flushed red, "Look, lady, I don't take kindly to being ignored—"
"Yeah, I guess." The shorter female (Peri, if Bill recalled correctly) dropped the club and approached the two humans.
"Mindscape. It's still the Mindscape..." Bill said flatly. He closed his eye and rubbed the eyelid, much like how Ford used to rub the bridge of his nose when his glasses started to hurt. "Alright, I can work with Mindscape. I just have to enter a mind of an innocent, impressionable being and influence them to forever serve their one lord and master for all eternity." Bill snapped his fingers, "Piece of cake."
Hearing a giggle, Bill's pupil shot over to the small human that was being gently placed in the crib. He floated over to the crib, joining the parents gazing upon the chubby flesh bag. Once Bill peered over the railing, the baby's eyes shot to him and a large, boneless smile stretched on the baby's fat cheeks. With "grabby" hands to Bill, the baby began forming the letter B and mimicking the sound of said letter.
"Aww, you want your Baba?" The tall woman asked, giving the baby a yellow pacifier. The baby took it gratefully and dropped its arms, but its eyes still stared intensely at Bill.
"Okay, get some sleep, sunspot." The smaller woman kissed the infant on the cheek and began walking out of the room with her partner. "Have you talked to your mom recently?"
"Last week. I have to call her again today, maybe invite her over."
"That'd be nice, I miss Shermie."
Bill was more preoccupied with this infant than the conversation, wondering why this thing of ALL beings in the universe could see him while he lacked a physical form. Soon enough the round doe eyes of the infant closed, its constant sucking on the pacifier lulling it to sleep with comforting familiarity. Only once Bill could hear even breathing from the baby that he could give himself the will to float away.
There had to be something that explained why he was there...but as Bill searched room by room, phasing through walls and drawers for some semblance of a clue, his hope began to die down. Maybe this was the AX's trial, figuring out why he's here. This wasn't Gravity Falls (not that Bill minded, he'd prefer not to be encased by the natural weirdness laws...again), which meant he was no where near his old form, so why?
Bill peeked into the living room, seeing the two women cuddling on the pastel yellow couch, not his favorite shade, but they had nice taste. They were looking into a large family album. They looked to be halfway through it, a picture of Sixer's college gradutation, the nerd was standing there with his PhD(s) in hand and a large stupid smile on his cheeks. Next were two pictures, one of the T.V with Stanley presenting the "Rip-off", the next was an arm, red and splotchy, with the words underneath, 'It gave me rashes'.
"You ever think about calling?" Peri asked, glancing up at her spouse from the spot on her shoulder.
"Sometimes, but I haven't spoken to anyone from that side of my family since my Uncle Stanley died." The taller spouse turned the page. It was a baby picture with the words, "Our little Sunspot : August 30th, 2004"...that was the baby that was currently sleeping in the crib...but that could only mean...
Bill quickly glanced around the room and flew towards the kitchen when he found it. He looked around and finally spotted a classic human time tracker-a calendar. The date most recently crossed off was February 20th, 2005. So either Bill was dealing with some people who really needed to update their decor...
Or Bill went back in time.
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cassieoz · 8 months ago
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Here is the full story , I called it the perfect host
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Computer log 22 - subject has display no signs of pregnancy but we will continue to track them  progress before run another implantation treatment on them.
Breeding unit on Deta ship a common area that many ships that held host for new lifeforms to be born. Currently The Deta ship breeding program only house 5 to 6 host all human and all been taken to become host . Doctor Ein and their team were busy keep the host under so the newborns could grow without stress the host body out . “Host number four is carrying twin make sure we give her lot of iv nutrients as to help the pregnancy “,she said to her team .
Doctor ein look some what human beside looking taller than the average human and her three fingers.  She turned to see subject 2 the newest host watch her as they struggled to get free from they bindings . Doctor Ein move town the subject and then said “sh..you safe now back to sleep you shouldn't be awake but don't fear ,my dear you in good hand “
“No, don't put me back under” ,my mind scream.  “Damn it get off of me “,my mind scream as nurses of doctor Ein held me down while I once again was put under . 
“Make sure that this subject is give another dose in an hour “,said doctor Ein as a colleague of her walk in . “What about alternative reality room . Make the house think they are experiencing something else while the baby grows that way the host can't pull themselves out of that “. 
“I could try it but I never had a subject wake up before “,said doctor Ein.  
In my mind I felt body laying on the cold table before a small movement in my stomach made me feel sick but it fade as the drug kick in again 
Doctor ein rush on night when one of the subject gave birth at night . The subject awake crying out for pain as the baby inside them move out of the host body and onto the table . The host body began to leak milk as the nurse clean the baby before letting it latch on the host.  “Move the newborn to the nursery and take the subject to the reset pods tell they are needed again . 
The nurses obey as they wheel the crying and screaming subject.  
Computer log - subject implantation failed.  Retry in a few weeks.  Going to see if host body will take implantation if they are stimulate and aroused.  Will documents if they factor help . 
As the pod of subject pregnancy grows doctor ein is worry about subject 2 as most of the other host had taken their pregnancies and role but not this one they had fought most way to be implanted . 
You body could feel the cold tools could begin to open your legs as another tool went inside you and move though the birth canal before digging itself in your  cervix where it push itself into your  egg then began to fill your cervix with a cool gel before move out of inside you. Your subconscious heard the voice said “hopefully their body accept it this time ,give them something for pain then make sure they keep comfortable “
As time pass doctor Ein confirm the pregnancy and wrote down . Computer log subject 2 is pregnancy and body seem to adjusting well will continue to monitor progress as the pregnancy is still new “
Month one notes - the host was place on both higher iv nutrition since the baby isn't gain the weight we want . Subject two also awaken again this time fron morning sickness.  
You awake as your body throw up liquid as the unhuman creature clean up up and place you back under before you can protest. 
Month two - baby weight is good . Well continue to watch.  
Your belly showing starting to swell and stretch.  
Month 3 -nothing new 
Month 4 - host belly is growing and her first milk is showing sgin of coming in . Baby heart beat is good as well their size . 
Month 5 -host awake again this time was able to are make it to a pod before being put under again .
You awake and began pull the iv out and get free of the straps before see how big your belly was then ran down the hall toward what you hope was freedom. You fought the Guards as they injected you to put under again . You kick and claw to get free before the drug take effect
Month 6 -baby is growing at a health rate and size. This baby looks it first live hybrid we have .
Month 7 -normal process nothing to document.  
Month 8 - nothing to document since the host body is near her due date. 
You awaken this time in pain as you feel wetness between your legs . You cry out in pain not sure what going on . The creature and the others rush in and said “subject two water broken , subject have small contractions so began the induction procedure by began to giving a dose of Pitocin”  once the drug to effect you felt like your belly was on fire from the pain . You whole body was screaming to get this creature out . You body sweating as labor was progress slowly . 
The creature look at you and check your cervix and said “not long now just breathe “
You let out scream as the contractions come again “get this thing out of me …ah 
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Doctor Ein said “we give you something for the pain soon but try to relax as any drug will only alow it down “ 
Couple hours later . You felt the pressure build again as what felt like a head press against you as you cry out in pain . “You are crowning ,push “
 
You follow the creature order began to push as the pressure rises once more before falling off as you feel the baby move down and out . 
Doctor Ein move to help the baby who is more aware then most baby and move up the host body toward it breast to began to simulate the milk and began to nurse .
“What a remarkable sight this is , they are the first hybrid to be this aware meaning that it seem our DNA had enhanced the human awareness “
You scream as the creature move up your chest and began nurse off of you . You then feel the red hot pain again.  
The creature look at you and said"you crowning again push my dear “
You push as another creature come out of you and it too climb you to nurse you . 
The doctor smile watch it and said to the team “take subject two to the pod room allow the babies to nurse from her and make sure she is give another another couple of dose of drug to make them immobile and keep them hook to iv tell the baby are able to be ween . 
You spend what feel like forever we both the small hybrid nursing off of you and the doctor and their staff coming in to check on you .
Doctor Ein walk in and said “both baby are still active nurse off the host and the host had them a six week ago which would be the the end of the reset time but since they cant reset I would like for us to see about testing way to boost their milk to hopefully make the babies to ween in the next few weeks so we can began to breed her again to see if she birth another hybrid with this hyper-awareness . 
You watch as the doctor began to stimulate your body to make you feel aroused as your milk began to flow out and you let out moan in pleasure as you feel your jump from nearing climax the hybrid move off your body . And began show that they ween off of you . 
Doctor Ein said “keep them aroused tell I return “. 
Doctor Ein walk to another laboratory on the ship and said “Doctor Quill, do you have any subject that I could borrow for my project .I like to test what happen if my subject mate with one of our kind . Their last two offspring were hyper aware like or our children when they are born and so I want to see if their next offspring would also “. 
“I have someone in mind but if this work we must then run test of why this human can make these rare offspring vs the other host “. 
Doctor Ein said “hurry I have her ready for mating so send your person down quick since I don't think we can keep her on the edge for long “
Back in the exam room you feel yourself going mad from the hyper arouse you feel . When you spot the creature you try to make your body move but you can't.  
The creature smile as it move on top of you and began to mount you . The creature began to thrust into your cervix each time make you letting out moan . 
“No”, you scream inside you mind as you watch the horror of being rape by these creatures . You wish for this hell to end to go back to freedom of being a normal human not some incubator for this thing .
The creature thrust against you again and again before release it seed into you and the doctors around have the creature stay inside you tell they could injected you with a dose of another drug .
You pass out from the mating and when you wake up you back to being hook up to iv and on the cold lab table lock to it with now a large group of doctor and nurse looking running tests and check every inch of you to see what make your body the perfect host . 
You are a great writer - keep writing!
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hyperfix-wip · 3 months ago
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Webbed Together
Pairing: Hobie Brown x Fem!Reader/ Spider-Punk x Fem!Reader
Word count: 1.9k
Author's Note: Credit goes to @the-kr8tor for their original characters Ramona and Billie. I also want to thank @pinksugarscrub as my beta reader!
Tags: Parent Trap!AU, Dad!Hobie AU, Twin!AU, Billie and Ramona!AU, Older!Hobie, Mom!Reader, Older!Reader
Chapter 3: First Meetings
Laughter echoes against the cobblestone walls as campers rush into the mess hall and line up at both sides of a large central buffet table. Tides of hands reach out to piles of food lined up along the long table– plates of hamburgers and hotdogs, containers filled with chicken nuggets and fries, cling-wrapped sandwiches and burritos, and everything in between. Sweet treats also await for the hordes of children– fudgy brownies, frosted sugar cookies with rainbow sprinkles, custardy pudding cups– while platters of fresh fruits and vegetables remain barely touched in the sidelines. 
A beaming Billie eagerly grabs at a plastic-wrapped sub sandwich before stacking it along the small mountain on her plate, carefully balancing the heavily growing tray with one hand while her free one wiggles her fingers in anticipation for another morsel of food to pique her interest. Annie stands right beside her with her own tray, staring at Billie’s behemoth of a plate with a mix of disbelief and intrigue.
“Are you seriously going to eat all that?” Annie blurts out as she looks up at the taller Billie, who only grins wider as she snatches a brownie.
“Oh c’mon, I’m Hank Marvin!” Billie giggles, her eyes lighting up as her nimble fingers grab at a sugar cookie. “Haven’t eaten in hours since I got here! My dad always told me to tuck in and take advantage of all the all-you-can-eats whenever we have the chance to go out–”
Billie’s eyes nearly bulge out when she sees a lunch lady set down a tray of the most immaculate macaroni and cheese she’s ever seen– creamy, bubbling yellow cheese hiding underneath the golden-browned breadcrumbed top, steam wafting from the tray with the baked cheesy smell tantalizing her nostrils– and a shuddering gasp hitches into the poor girl’s throat at the sight.
“Bloody hell, I’m in love.”
“Jesus Christ, dude–”
While Billie nearly floats towards the middle of the buffet table with Annie following along with a snicker, Ramona approaches from the opposite side. Her long fingers reach out for a chocolate pudding cup before another set of fingers accidentally brushes against hers. Her hand flinches away as she glances up to her side, and her eyes meet a frantic boy quaking before her.
“Uh, I– uh…”
Ramona stares at the boy with a furrowed brow before grabbing the pudding cup and sets it down on his tray.
“You can have it,” she reassures him with a sheepish smile. “I can get something else.”
The boy’s pale face flushes red as she looks away from him before he snaps out of his stupor and follows her lead. “You’re, uh, you’re in the jazz ensemble program here, right?”
Ramona glances back at him with a quirked eyebrow before nodding along self-consciously. “Uh yeah, for bass.”
“Yeah, I know.”
Ramona furrows her brows at the boy, who flushes harder and panics. “I-I mean– I mean, I know be-because I’m in the program too! I just– I’m in the brass section, and I just happened to see you at the front with a bass, and I didn’t think this year’s bass player would be a girl– Not that I think it’s weird! I was just surprised, ‘cuz it’s normally one of the counselors playing, and…”
The boy shrinks down in front of the taller Ramona as he trails off, fingers fidgeting with the indents on the plastic tray. “I’m sorry, I swear I’m not trying to be weird or an asshole…”
A soft huff of laughter slips through Ramona’s lips while she grabs a water bottle from the table. “It’s okay, I get it,” she quietly waves him off with an understanding smile. Her face then scrunches up slightly for a moment, hesitation flickering in her eyes, before she glances back at the boy.
“...I’m Ramona, by the way.”
Ramona struggles not to squirm as the boy stares at her with a dropped jaw, but he soon relaxes with a relieved smile. “I’m Arnold.”
The two finally relax around each other as they start to talk and continue down the line, with Ramona slowly approaching the middle of the table. At the same time, Billie heads to the same direction from the opposite side, her eyes dead-set on whatever else is available while her hand grabs for a carton of apple juice. Both girls continue to shuffle along the table until they stand directly next to each other, unaware of each other’s presence. Just as they are about to turn their heads and see each other, one of the counselors steps between them with a plate of her own.
“Excuse me, girls!” The chipper elderly counselor chuckles as she grabs a large spoon. “I just got to have a scoop of these pineapple pieces.”
The counselor carefully shoves the spoon into the large bowl filled with the bright-yellow chunks and scoops them up before holding it out to the unsuspecting Ramona. “Would you like some, dear?”
Ramona looks up at the woman and shakes her head with a sheepish smile. “Oh, no thank you, ma’am. I’m allergic.” Ramona then gives a parting nod before walking off with her tray and her new-found friend.
“Oh, well, too bad.” The counselor then turns to Billie, who just shoved a slice of watermelon into her mouth, and holds the spoon out to her. “What about you, dear?”
Billie swallows her mouthful, her tongue quickly licking off some of the juice off the corner of her mouth, before she looks up at the elder. “No thanks, ma’am. Wish I could, but I’m allergic.”
“Oh yes, dear, you’ve told me that alrea–”
The counselor does a double take at Billie, her eyes wavering in confusion as her face pinches up. “How– how did you get there?”
Billie looks at her with the same look of confusion before shrugging it off and walking away with Annie, all the while the counselor shakes her head with a chuckle.
“Oh well, you’ll have to excuse the ol’ gal, first day of camp and all. At least I’m not adding salt into the sugar shakers– no, no, wait, it’s actually sugar in the salt–”
As the counselor turns back to where Billie was, her eyes almost bulge out when she meets with a different camper, who looks back at her with a puzzled scrunch on his face before walking off, leaving her alone and more perplexed than before.
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Arnold's a cool guy, Ramona thinks as she glances over at him fidgeting with the piston valves on his trumpet. After their encounter in the mess hall, the two have started to hang out after their jazz band rehearsals, finding kindred spirits in each other. Right now they’re sitting under a towering oak tree with their instruments, away from some of the other kids playing. Arnold cringes at the sight of growing sweat stains on the other kids' clothes, preferring to stay under the shade and not burn under the sun.
Ramona doesn’t mind, though. She prefers his awkward small talk from the other kids’ clique-like attitudes anyway.
“So your mom actually made that sweater?” Arnold asks in awe as his eyes land on the small pops of red knit cherries lining along Ramona's sweater.
Ramona glances up from her bass guitar, a shy smile curling up on her lips while her eyes light up with pride. “Yeah, this was actually one of the first things she made.”
She adjusts her bass on her lap, the sunshine beaming through the foliage of the large oak tree. “She’s been making clothes for a long time, since highschool I think? She’s been doing a lot of freelance commissions for a lot of people recently though.”
Arnold nods along as he unscrews the mouthpiece off his trumpet to clean it. “So like a part-time fashion designer?”
“Kinda, yeah,” Ramona shrugs before propping her bass on her lap again. “I mean, she has a clothing brand, but it’s not like those fancy designer ones. There’s more for everybody, I guess.”
Her nimble fingers deftly position themselves along the fret and strums, and alow chord reverberates in the air. She then reaches up to one of the tuning begs and twists them before strumming again. “Her designs are so cool though, especially when she’s working with my uncle, who’s an artist based in Brooklyn. He'd sketch out one of his–”
THWAK!
Arnold flops back onto the ground and lands on his back while a volleyball bounces and rolls away from them.
“Arnold!”
Ramona quickly sets her bass down as she crawls up to her friend in a panic. “Oh my god, are you okay?!”
Arnold only groans as he rubs his forehead before an obnoxious laugh rings out nearby.
“Oh man, that was a loud smack!” A stocky boy laughs at a nearby volleyball court. Some of the other kids around him try to turn away and stifle their snickers.
Ramona bristles at the laughing kids as she helps Arnold up, her chest burning and swelling up to yell at them.
An angry British girl’s voice rings out soon after.
“Oi! Why the hell are you laughing, you daft idiots! You just hit somebody!”
Billie hollers at the kids on the other side of the court, her face pinched up into a dirty look. “Benny, you bollock, you better hope a ball doesn’t knock your fat head off your neck!”
She then jogs up to the duo with an apologetic frown as she picks the volleyball off the ground.
“You alright, mate?” Billie asks with a furrow in her brows. “ ’m sorry about those arseholes. Annoying lot, ain’t they?”
She shuffles her feet and lowers her head in regret despite not being the one at fault. “Your head’s hurting, innit? You need help going to the infirmary?”
Ramona lets out a grudging sigh before she finally looks away from Arnold and at Billie. “If you can, do you think you can pick up his stuff from the ground and follow us? I can help him walk–”
As soon as Ramona meets Billie’s eyes, they both freeze at the sight of each other. Dark curly tresses, deep-set brown eyes, darker complexion, tall and lanky stature– no matter how they look at it, they're nearly identical to each other. As they continue to stare at each other in disbelief, Arnold quietly groans as he looks up with a pinched up face.
“Ramona, I’m fine, you can let me go now–”
Arnold nearly snaps his neck as his eyes double-take at Billie, his jaw dropping and his eyes bulging out. He then looks back at Ramona as his face pales.
“...Ramona, is it just me, or do I see two of you in front of me?”
Ramona finally looks away as she looks down at her injured friend, her face scrunching up with shock and worry. Billie snaps out of it soon after and starts picking up Arnold’s trumpet, screwing the mouthpiece back on before putting it in its case and picking it up. She then grabs the bass and slings it over her shoulder before helping Ramona carry Arnold.
“C’mon now,” Billie mutters out to Ramona, “we can’t dally from this right now. Gotta getcha friend checked up first, alright?”
Ramona hesitantly looks back up at Billie before she finally nods. The two girls then carry Arnold over to the nearby infirmary, ignoring the giant elephant in the room for now.
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British Phrase of the Chapter:
Hank Marvin - Starving (Cockney). Reference of 1960's-1970's British guitarist Hank Marvin.
Reference: https://www.businessinsider.com/british-slang-that-will-confuse-anybody-who-didnt-grow-up-in-the-uk-2017-11#hank-marvin-44
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yomogi-mogi-mochi · 2 years ago
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Pygmalion (IV)
Pairings: Rook/ (Pygmalion) Reader // Idia/Reader (Platonic)
Summary: You were frequently told that your career as a renowned sculptor did not match your dull and less than colorful personality. With your cybernetic hands, you carve the lives and deaths of those long gone‒ producing pieces which have been held in both technical and emotional high regard, dubbing you with the title “Pygm.AI.lion” despite your human heart and brain. When you accidentally still the usually flamboyant archer into silence after he comes across you working in your atelier‒ you find that you’ve become a victim to one of his ceaseless stalkings. Though, you’ve been prey long enough to know how hunt the huntsman himself.
Notes: I've been reading more of Song of Achilles and I'm sobbing. Help lol
Sorry updates have been slow. I've been working between fics‒ I have an Orpheus inspired Vil fic coming out soon-ish??? We'll see how my creativity is fairing after completing this chapter lmao I can feel myself burning out as we speak. Short chapter but I have big things coming next chapter
Comments and kudos always appreciated ヽ(●´ε`●)ノ
CW: Hints of depression?? Mention of death. Not really much else except bad French oh my god it’s so so bad
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Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 (Here) // Part 5 // Part 6
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Grief anchored you to the ground for minutes? Hours? Days? You weren't sure. Your sense of time had been long broken when you separated from the rhythm of human life‒ and you would let yourself rot for however long you wished, knowing‒ painfully‒ that it would not matter how many more centuries you stayed harbored to that misery, as it would just circle back to the same emptiness. But you knew it was long enough to warrant a visit from Idia of all people, who examined your arm with a careful eye.
"Seems fine now. Your Orpheus system is just lagging because you haven't upgraded your physical body in its entirety for a while.” He let your hand go, falling limp into your lap. “I can whip up something quick‒"
"It's fine." You tried to say it as neutrally as you could, but it came out strained and hoarse instead. Porcelain teeth grazed the insides of your mouth, gathering saliva in your mouth to fix the dryness in your throat. "I'll be alright, little flame." You corrected.
"Ortho misses you, you know."
"Is that so?" You clenched your fist, testing its movements. "It'll pass."
Idia pushed a stiff breath past his lips to release his growing frustration. "Hah? Sorry‒ what? 'It'll pass?'"
"Yes, it will."
A violent vermillion licked the tips of his hair. "Be so serious right now (Name)." He stood suddenly to his full height, knocking the wooden stool behind him. "You're finally free and this is what you are now?"
He was nearly three feet taller than your sitting height. It would have shook a bit before to see the difference from his small stature during his childhood, and now at the cusp of his adulthood, but it didn’t now. You challenged him with an empty gaze, cold as splintering ice. "And what am I now?"
"You know what I mean."
“I’m not quite sure. Enlighten me.”
"I know it's not simple.” He began. His chest heaved with desperate, slow breaths‒ you could tell that he wasn’t used to raising his voice. There’s a slight pain that made you squint your eyes. “Ortho reminded me that you need to value your heart, as much of a fault in human programming it is. You taught me that first, you know.” If an answer was expected at that time, you did not give it. “If you keep cornering yourself into what S.T.Y.X tried to make of you, you’ll never actually be free from them.”
There was a familiarity in this conversation that slumbered somewhere in your hazy memories, that prompted you to answer as automatically as the reflexes programmed within your bionic muscles.
“You don’t know me.”
Idia’s sudden strength almost surprised you when he picked you up by the scruff of your collar, face bright from the orange flames that flickered onto his face. "No‒ don't you dare‒"
"I'm not interrupting something, am I?"
The door opens wide, revealing Rook with an amused stare. You were sure you locked it‒ but everything seemed to blur together in your head.
"...No." Idia's hands left your collar, letting you fall solidly onto your chair. You slumped into yourself, turning to your drafting table to keep pretending like you were busy like when Idia had first entered.
"Just…think about it, please?" He says quietly, turning away to leave. You couldn’t bring yourself to nod, or shake your head‒ unsure if who he was talking about was truly the one implanted in your mechanical body. So you merely stared at the bare paper, bent and wrinkled from the several days you had spent laboring over its blankness.
“A spat with the Ignihyde house warden? Now that’s a sight to behold. One could only imagine what you have done to prompt such a response.”
“I was being cruel.” You answered‒ almost a warning, a violence to fend him off. That fire felt seasoned in your throat, perhaps you had someone else’s memories deep down that had spat the same wickedness from it.
Rook tried again. "Critique is not quite the same without you."
You felt your voice echo in the hollowness of your body, ringing in your ears. "Really."
"Yes‒ no one appreciates or loves beauty quite like you do." He shakes his head. "As Le chasseur d'amour‒ I find it simply pitiful that I am unable to be in the presence of your masterful critiques anymore."
"I don’t love beauty‒ they were just my observations."
"Ah but I know it‒ I feel it!" He exclaims, pacing between statues bearing foreign faces. "You love beauty most of all‒ Maître d’Ivoire, is it not what has pushed you for all these centuries?"
You evaded his last statement, turning your face sour at the thought of even contemplating what truly had been dragging you through the centuries. "Knowing and feeling are two different things."
"Oh?"
"Knowledge does not require sacrifice. Feeling does." Something deep was swelling inside you, which plunged your voice into a quicker pace. You weren't sure what it was, but it singed more than the archaic violence in your throat. "Knowledge is obsession‒ there is nothing you just give to obtain it. Feeling‒ however‒ is love, it is giving a precious part of yourself to make room for something, someone, whatever." You stumbled over your sentences, urging you to bite your lip to quiet yourself.
"Hm. Then in that case I do not know which one beauty is for me." His hair sways as he turns towards you again. "This is so like you‒ Maître d’Ivoire. You make me question new possibilities. Tell me‒ what do you think it is for me?"
"Hunter of love, you say?"
"Oh, vous parlez ma langue?"
"I lived in the City of Flowers, I speak a bygone version of it."*
"You're from there?"
“Je viens de nulle part.” I am from no where, you dismissed with a quick tongue. "As a hunter‒ do you truly care if it's love or obsession? I imagine it doesn't matter as long as you're fed."
He thinks. "Hm. I suppose it doesn't. But I would like to think I love it.”
“If you merely think of it then you do not love it. Beauty is but knowledge to you. When you love it‒ you feel it, and let it feel you‒ unravel you, break you if you stay long enough.”
The smile began to falter from his lips. Cruel, you knew it. But you had warned him, hadn’t you? The words didn’t stop from your mouth. “Obsession is young, it takes, it conquers. It is tethered to ephemerality, and therefore is the brightest, the most beautiful. But it devours itself eventually. To love is pain. To love is to prevail beauty, to feel absolute reverence in whatever shape it takes. If in your eyes…” the breath hooked heavily in your chest, reminded of his words, “With my human eyes, that's all I can see”. You started again. “If in your eyes, it is beauty, then so be it. But to love it is to know you'll grieve over and over and over again, for it is a part of your heart." When you talked with him, you felt so sure of your words despite the centuries weighing heavy on your chest. You pierced your gaze into his own, looking far into the lush green of his eyes. “Would you fear that? Lingering and loving a thing enough to know it’s absence, le chasseur d'amour?”
Hunter of love. The title he wore like a crown felt like dust when it touched your lips. Once again, you were blurring the picture of clarity in his mind with a hazy heat, an aching hunger which rolled inside him that urged him to join your hands in breaking beauty, breaking truth. But he remained frozen.
His eyes shook at your words, your unblinking gaze searching for any fear, any grief, anything‒ in hopes that he would pluck it from its own heart and hand them to you‒ fill you with any particle of humanity. If it was him, surely it would feel fresh like the hunger in his eyes. Rook clambered those things in his chest, he felt the roles of the hunt were tipping, fiercely tumbling between animal and human‒ but he felt himself allowing it for once, his grip loosening and his chest swelling euphorically at his flowering palms.
“I am not scared.” He reveals quietly to you, as if whispering a secret. “Just greedy for it. For everything. Maybe it’s not all black and white as you say.”
Too many fruit bore in front of his eyes, and every second he spent inspecting one made another rot. He starved below the base of the fruit tree, paralyzed in choosing which delectable sweetness he could latch his lips onto for eternity. There’s no time, no time, not enough, he seethes.
You saw the quiet fire in his eyes, looking aside in shame. You had no right on the matter‒ you could linger as long as you could‒ you had the choice to leave people first before they hollowed you out with their absence. And even if you stayed, it would be fossilized under the deep pressure of eternity‒ their faces would become unknown to even you, forgotten forever. True death‒ you witnessed it, created it over and over.
Right, this again. Humans did not have this privilege. But you did.
You felt far, impossibly small for these vast things.
“Yes. You’re right.” I am no longer entitled to such things.
“Then how about you? Do you love it?”
“I…” I shouldn’t. I can’t. Not again.“…I have no right on the matter. You shouldn’t listen to me.”
His frown loosened into disappointment. He grips his sensitivities back into his chest once more, quieting his footsteps as a kindness as he walks towards the door. “I see”.
You clumsily clasped his wrist with your gloved hand. “Wait‒” He turns, with wild eyes. “I didn’t mean‒“ What were you doing?
Despite the stillness in his body, you could feel the warmth rumbling through his wrist through your gloves, into you sensors. “Can I show you instead? And‒ you could help me decide?" You felt like a child again, begging for forgiveness, justifying your ignorance to people twice your size. "I don’t know. I truly don’t. I wish I could tell you. I'm sorry."
“...Okay.”
You slid your arm to cup your hand over his. His lips twisted slightly, but allowed you to guide his fingers towards a familiar statue, encrusted with soft, pink wax. You pressed it against where her cheek was, her flushed skin, warmed from the sunlight and life that was fleeting within when you touched her with your bare hand. You felt hers, then his heartbeat jump in your hands.
“Tell me, what does she say to you?”
Rook was silent for a moment. “Can it speak?”
“Her.” You corrected gently, running his hand in across her jaw with the soft force of your own. “Her name…I cannot remember, time is bitter to me right now. But feel her‒ what do you feel from her?” You felt your fingers lingering on his own, before they parted from him, your body falling to a chair.
As he felt the fluttering heartbeat‒ gradually slowing in his hands, a storm of stimulation buzzed inside him. This felt like sweetness leaving his lips, leaving his mouth dry, but honeyed. She feels green with greed, but in the light it shines pink‒ like tender flesh, like love; and blue, like the quiet entropy of the cosmos. Everything felt so raw‒ the colors and his senses fresh to him like a child, or a man nearing death. When the beating burrowed in the wax slowed to a whisper, she felt lighter against his touch. But he still felt her warmth dancing in his palms, leaving a ripple of colors before it turned snowy white in his mind. A frosted fragrance, like pine, smoldering to ash in the fireplace. It reminded him of Christmas nights with his siblings, where distant laughter could be heard in the room over as he drifted into blissful stillness. The warmth felt like a hand in the dark‒ like when his father had guided him through the forest on early winter mornings to see the sun rise. Your love carved into this cold flesh‒ felt so alive, felt like everything, everywhere, all at once.
He felt a swelling in his entire body, every nerve, every cell in his body felt bigger than he was, threatening to burst at his seams. It was the same feeling he had felt when he first encountered this statue‒ a bittersweet fire at his tongue, something writhing under his bones, begging to dig its way out.
The beauty of your craft had been knowledge, something he had merely observed before. But even his exceptionally sharp eyes could not have felt so tenderly, this, that, here, there, all of it. Only when you had led his hand heavy towards fleeting life, a ceaseless thing you had felt in the centuries of your existence‒ had he truly loved the heaven-laden beauty crafted by your hands. You were right. Before, he didn't want to give a single drop of himself‒ seizing your life as a fruitful opportunity, sweet but quick to rot. Now, he felt himself sinking into it, feeling, smelling, and tasting its whole as a part of himself, before he carried that flesh to his mouth to become a part of his mortal blood. Oh gods, it was delicious to eat the world so tender. He could feel himself falling off his bones.
“Do you think that is love? It’s been six hundred years‒“ You gulped the heavy air between those words. “I just know anymore‒ what humanity or beauty or love is. I'm a fraud. I'm no artist. A fraud."
He suddenly understood Idia’s angered response. If you were a fraud what was he? “Maître d’Ivoire. You know better than anyone, those words could not possibly be true.” The muscles behind his eyes tightened from the salt that lurched behind them. He cradled his own thoughts in his chest, guarding it with such tightness he feared he might break them. He let go to reach a hand towards your bare hand‒ feeling the warmth pouring from yours into his bones, softening that hold inside of him even more. When he spoke, he merely traced the words inside of him, spending no time decorating with meticulous distance like he always had.
“It feels like a storm is buzzing inside me. Like the bitter chill of a quiet morning. Like sweetness leaving my lips‒ spacious, but sweetened. She feels green with greed but shines pink in the light‒ like tender flesh, like love; and blue like the quiet entropy of the cosmos.”
“Oh‒“
“Allow me to finish. Everything feel so raw when I touched her‒ I felt like. Child or a man of his deathbed. And when the life stopped‒ it still felt warm, and colorful. It was like cool pine, smoldering to ash in the fireplace. Like Christmas nights with my family, nights where I hear distant auger from the other room while I drifted off to sleep. The warmth felt like my father’s hand in the dark‒ when he guided me through the forest on early winter mornings to see the sunrise.” He sucked in a deep breath to catch his own. “If this is the life and death you have touched others with is not love, I would not want to know it.”
You gave him an owlish stare, unable to give a response to his words. Now, you felt far too close, tethered to your body and its rising warmth that tingled at your cheeks. You brought your fingers to your face to check your temperature. They shook with your twitching blood, unable to register anything other than their tremble. If you had a stomach, you would have heaved it out with your heart at that moment you realized Rook was still holding your bare hand in his own.
“That’s so…” Your hand squeezed his. “…sappy.”
Rook gave you the same look you had a second ago, before bursting out in a fit of laughter. You quickly trailed behind him with your own chuckles, but you don’t let eachother’s hands go. The atelier fills with the lightness of your laughters, the two of you clutching stomachs and throwing your heads back and forth, but you don’t let eachother’s hands go. The weight of that touch grounds the soaring feeling inside of you, hand in hand, sharing that gravity together.
“Not only are you an artist‒ you are a comedian too? Fantastique!”
“Only because I did not know you were such a sap! But I should have guessed‒ le chasseur d'amour.” Your laughter began to die down to chuckles. “It’s been centuries since I’ve laughed like this.”
“I am glad to be the reason you have.”
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Notes:
You know, in a perfect world, there would be an English or Japanese to Old French translator. Or I would have some linguistic talent. Unfortunately the transition from Roman Vulgar Latin (the dialect of Classic Latin spoken in the Western Roman Empire) to French is so fucking convoluted because Charlemagne tasked an English who didn’t even speak a lick of Latin (or any Romance languages) to “French-ify” it by making all of the spelling literal from the pronouciation of the Latin word. Also French has a bunch of other influences like Celtic languages (Gaulish‒ because oh yeah, the Roman Empire was big but so were the Goths) and others because after the Roman Empire fell, things were a little bit chaotic until countries began to differentiate themselves by the Middle Ages were Middle French emerged as a closer relative to contemporary French.
If it’s one thing I can’t do it’s languages. I can barely speak my native language (Japanese) or my second language (English), and sometimes I’m illiterate like genuinely I look at my writing sometimes and I’m like ….What? I’m sure you all share similar sentiments about my writing sometimes lol. But sorry for the historical accuracy this time. My academic Achilles heel consists of non-applicable math and sciences, and linguistics.
Fruit tree analogy stolen from The Bell Jar lol I love Sylvia Plath
Sorry this was kind of short. But I have something bigger planned for the next chapter
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darudedogestorm · 1 year ago
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Ok maybe i will make an intro/reference post for some of my primary OCs
doesn't contain their full info as for a few of them that would be a bit Too much... feel free to ask me more about them tho i would be so happy
also now realizing these are like. entirely pokemon ocs. oopsie
sorry if the formatting is strange and offputting its because tumblr doesnt like me that much
avi
guy who found meaning in life thru aminals :) (pokemon) basically struggled a lot, felt pretty worthless, volunteering at the local pokemon center kind of turned his life around
if pokemon werent real he’d be a dog guy. but he’s a cyndaquil guy
projects an image of a casually tough guy
works at a pokemon center :)
basically works with the system that rehomes/releases surrendered pokemon. like if you’ve ever ‘released’ a pokemon into the wild, he’s part of the group of people who handles 1. can it even Be released into the wilderness (for example it might be too habituated to life with humans to be rereleased safely), and 2. depending on the answer to question 1, where is that thing going
i have a whole system for this but it’s not entirely finished
2 beautiful babies (his quilava), little red and big bea
they are from a puppy mill situation :( brought into the center as part of aforementioned shelter/release program
^ the reason little red is a shiny
also the reason he found meaning in life <3
#fosterfailures
wurmple kid/skipper
one time i had this dream that i was lance’s kid (yes the indigo league champion lance) who was like super obsessed with wurmples and dgaf about dragon types and he was lowkey disappointed in me about it. and this became my oc
literally like 8 years old
obsessed with wurmples (based off of me in elementary school who was obsessed with dogs)
he likes other bug types by extension but NOTHING will beat wurmple. nothing.
assumes he’ll one day grow up to be a wurmple. it’s his dream
non wurmple related fact: retreats into his beautiful mind palace during times of stress and if he cannot do so he will explode. the wurmple obsession may be a manifestation of this. just like me fr
puzzle enjoyer :)
i wrote up a thing for one of those 50 question ‘tell me about your oc’ things for him but it would be too long to put here LMAO
in a nutshell:
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arachne
spawned from my mono bugtype run of pokemon platinum
girl who is basically a bug
views herself as the general of an army of bugs with which she will one day RULE THE WORLD
engages in mithradatism (consumes the poison of her bugs in hopes that she will grow immune)
it has landed her in the hospital once but like that’s whatever. all that hospital trip taught her was that she should be more careful with her doses as opposed to not dosing herself at all
her starter was a spinarak (spinnerrella) who she used to wear on her back, like a backpack
spinnerrella evolved into an ariados so now she just wears one of her shedded exoskeletons from when she was still a spinarak. one day when she’s taller and stronger she’ll let spinnerrella on her back again but for now they must be apart
connie
i dont even know where to start
spawned from a pokemon roleplay with a friend. 10 page google document
works in conservation/ecology
where she got her name (she is #epic transgender) (and #fail bad at names)
current project is dealing with the slowpoke in azalea; after the team rocket poaching incident, there was an increase in naturally tailless slowpoke (“natural” selection, those without tails weren’t poached and were more likely to reproduce before dying). it’s her job to figure out if this is a problem that needs attention, as well as study any other effects the population may be experiencing
being blackmailed out of doing her actual Dream project, which is working to reintroduce the johto starters back into their natural habitats, which they are extinct in
blackmailed by a certain business man for whom this would not bode
has the most insane fucked up family in the world and doesnt even know about it
has a baby teddiursa that she takes care of :) don’t ask her how she got it
if i wrote Everything i had about her here this would be way too long. as it is an introduction rather than a story recap
i have art of her :)
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wedesignyouny · 2 years ago
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A Discussion on Building Management Companies in Manhattan
Will NYC Pass New Property Regulations in Response to the Miami Condo Collapse?
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{Read in 6 Minutes} Unlike people — who are free to move from place to place — buildings don’t move. Because of this, laws regulating property are often made by local governments, like cities and counties, rather than the state or federal government. Often, those laws respond to high-profile safety related incidents — we’ll call them disasters for short — in an effort to prevent or minimize the chance of a similar disaster from happening again. After such disasters, the NYC Council often passes what are known as Local Laws, which are identified by a number (starting with 1 for the first such law passed in any given year) and the year it was passed (ex: Local Law 1 of 2004). Some of these Local Laws will be all too familiar to property owners and property managers.
Local Law 11 / FISP
In the winter of 1997, a number of partial façade collapses — most notably one that took place on December 15, 1997 when a literal ton of bricks rained down on the sidewalk from the façade of 540 Madison Avenue in Manhattan injuring two pedestrians — led to the passage of Local Law 11 of 1998 (now known as FISP – Façade Inspection Safety Program). Under Local law 11 / FISP, owners of buildings taller than six stories must have exterior walls and other exterior surfaces inspected every five years. The goal of Local law 11 / FISP is to catch failures in the integrity of building facades, and repair those failures before they become a safety hazard.
December 28, 2017 Bronx Apartment Fire
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On December 28, 2017, a 3-year old accidentally turned on a stove-top burner at 2363 Prospect Avenue in The Bronx, killing 13 people and injuring 14 more in what was the deadliest fire in NYC in 25 years. As a result of this fire, and others (such as the Dec. 16, 2016 fire in The Strand Co-op), NYC passed a number of local laws designed not only to prevent the causes of the fire and its ability to spread, but also to raise awareness of how to prevent fires and successfully deal with them. Such laws include the passage of Local Law 111 of 2018 — requiring that all stairwell and hallway doors in certain buildings to be self-closing to help prevent the spread of fire — and the passage of Local Law 117 of 2018 — requiring owners and property managers to send annual notices to tenants advising them that they can request the installation of child-safety stove knob covers on their stoves.
In similar fashion, and in response to other disasters and issues, NYC passed Local Law 1 of 2004 — mandating strict rules regarding the handling of lead paint surfaces in apartments to address the growing concern over lead-paint-related child development issues — and Local Law 152 of 2016, mandating the periodic testing of all exposed gas lines at points of entry and in public spaces in virtually every building in NYC, to help prevent gas-related disasters such as fires and explosions.
Many of these local laws impose heavy burdens on property owners both in terms of onerous compliance costs and voluminous paper records to maintain for sometimes up to 10 years and beyond. Penalties for failing to meet compliance dates can be crushing. For example, failure to file the correct paperwork proving you complied with Local Law 152 may give rise to a $10,000 fine per incident.
The Champlain Towers South Condominium Partial Collapse in Surfside, Florida.
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The events of June 24th at the now-infamous Champlain Towers South Condominium have clearly caught the attention of both NYC residents and elected officials. While the exact nature of the cause of the building collapse is currently unknown, the events suggest that the building suffered from internal structural problems. Many want to know – “How do we prevent this from happening in MY building?” It is unlikely that the most diligent façade safety inspection would uncover problems with a building’s internal structural integrity – after all, the façade inspection is designed to ensure against collapses of the façade only. Such inspections are limited to exterior portions of buildings, and do not result in the inspection of interior support structures.
It would not be surprising to see the City Council pass a bill designed to create a “structural inspection” plan for buildings of a certain size. Miami-Dade County – the county where the Champlain Towers South Condominium is located – already has a version of a structural inspection requirement. If NYC wishes to pass such a structural inspection program, it would be well-served to look at Miami’s version of this requirement to learn from it and understand how it failed to prevent this collapse. One thing would be certain however – such a requirement would place increased financial and administrative burdens on property owners who have been financially strained by the COVID-19 pandemic, the eviction moratorium, and the growing amount of rental arrears, not to mention ever-rising property taxes, water bills, and energy costs. An additional costly inspection requirement would add to the financial trauma inflicting NYC property owners. However, such regulations are certain to be considered in NYC and may eventually get codified into a Local Law.
Proactivity is the Best Method of Prevention.
As any good property manager in New York City will tell you, having a proactive management approach to property management is an essential element of preventing disasters, or minimizing the damage caused by unavoidable disasters. Regular and routine property inspections are a key component to maintaining the health of the physical aspects of a building. Getting to know the ins and outs of your building will help you to know when something is wrong. The best property managers know how their buildings sound, smell, feel, and look, and when something starts to go wrong, it creates a change in how the building sounds, smells, feels, and looks. A good property manager also knows how to get the residents in the buildings they manage to help be their eyes and ears at the building by reporting issues to management. Right now, the best property management companies in NYC are not only devising inspection routines designed to help catch structural problems before those problems lead to a Miami-style collapse, but they are also educating the residents in those buildings on how to notice subtle changes in the building, and report those changes to management.
Atlas NYC Property Management is a pioneer in creating proactive approaches to dealing with property needs. Our decades of experience in dealing with the physical needs of properties, our persevering work ethic, and our commitment to the residents for whom we manage buildings puts us in a unique position to be able to catch problems when they are small, and prevent those problems from turning into catastrophes.
Atlas NYC Property Management, LLC
77 14th Street Brooklyn, NY 11215
718-768-8888
atlasnyc.com
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aguirreann1995 · 4 years ago
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cassieoz · 8 months ago
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Here a small sample of my story. Hope you enjoy.
Computer log 22 - Subject 2 has displayed no signs of pregnancy, but we will continue to track them progress before running another implantation treatment on them.
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“I could try it but I never had a subject wake up before “,said doctor Ein.
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So good - please continue!!!
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dominguezjordan94 · 4 years ago
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Guard!Bucky Barnes x Princess!Reader/OFC // 6.761 18+ only, minors dni; typical royal ‘father owns his daughter’ crap, smut, fingering, hand job, loss of virginity
To protect his only daughter and heir from harm, the King has his hands full with finding her a guard. What happens when she falls for the latest one?
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Every little girl in the world wanted to grow up to be a Princess.
Every Princess in the world wanted to grow up to be a regular girl.
I was of the mind that we should have an exchange program. I wanted nothing more than to be a regular girl with no responsibilities, no problems, no political agendas to abide by, no dignitaries and noblemen to please. I didn't want to be a Princess anymore, I never wanted to be one and the only perks to the title were all the beautiful gowns and exquisite jewels. Everything else sucked.
I wasn't allowed to do what I wanted to do, I wasn't allowed to wear what I wanted to wear, I wasn't allowed to leave the castle grounds. Being a Princess was not as freeing as a little common girl ever fantasized. My life was not my own. I belonged to my kingdom, to my father. I would have no say in my own life, not ever. Because when I stopped being a Princess, I would be Queen and the Queen had even less freedom than I did.
My mother was unhappy. She put on a good show of pretending, but I couldn't count all the times I'd been sneaking around the castle and caught her in her brief moments alone, crying. I did not want that life. I did not want to spend the only free time I ever had to myself crying my eyes out because my life was nothing, meant nothing, would amount to nothing. Unless I produced a male heir for whichever Prince I would inevitably be married to.
I had no brothers. I had no other siblings at all. It was just me and that meant that I was somehow both everything and nothing in the eyes of the kingdoms. I was not a person, I was a Princess and as a Princess my only worth was being able to be married off to an appropriate kingdom. And considering that arrangement alone could make or break my kingdom it was no wonder my parents always had a guard 'protecting' me.
Unfortunately for the guards, they were always brought in from outside the castle and I had spent over twenty years wandering these stone halls. I knew every brick, every hallway, every secret passage and private room in the place. When I wanted to disappear, I did so quickly and I had never, ever been caught.
Not until my newest guard was hired. (The last one quit. Oops.) I was summoned to the throne room by invitation of the King, which was a stupidly complicated way of saying 'hey, your dad wants to talk to you'. I pranced along with my messenger, he stayed silent and didn't rise to any of the bait I laid out for him. I tried questioning him on what was going on, why my father wanted me, and again what was going on. He refused to speak. He was trained too well. He and his entire family had worked my family for many generations. His great-great-grandfather was my great-great-grandfather's crier, and I assumed his children would be the same for my children. He didn't do so much as change the tone of his breathing. I hated him.
I entered the throne room, immediately being chastised because I did not bow to my father. I rolled my eyes. "What do you want, dad?" He absolutely hated that I refused to call him or my mother by their titles.
"We've hired you a new guard." my father replied, motioning for a man to step forward.
Finally, they did something fun. The guard was gorgeous. Taller than my father, broader than the last guy, hair as dark as tree bark, and eyes as blue as the sky. He wasn't dressed like a guard though, he looked more like an assassin. Canvas pants, sturdy boots, a skin tight vest of a material I didn't have a name for. Then there was the most shocking feature of this man: he had a metal arm. I'd heard of those types of advancements for men who'd lost their limbs in wars, gifts bestowed by permission of their Kings. I'd wondered which King bestowed him with such a gift of gleaming silver, and what he'd done to leave that kingdom for mine.
"Hi," I said to him, a bright smile on my lips.
He bowed, customarily. "Your Highness." Ooh, his voice was as lovely as his face.
"He will be accompanying you from now on." My father stated. I mentally corrected that he'd be following me until I could slip down a secret passage and run off. "You may go."
Excellent. We could get started right away. I nodded to my father, gave my mother an 'inappropriate' wave, and skipped off out of the throne room. My new guard was quick on his feet, and as silent as a ghost, too. I wondered how he managed that.
"You got a name?" I asked him as we walked along. I would make him feel comfortable first, make him think I would be a good girl and not ruin his life. And then I'd ruin his life.
"James." he replied. One word, very clipped. He wasn't a talker. Those were the most annoying ones.
"How boring." I replied with a snort. He didn't respond. "How about Jacob?" I offered. "Jacob is a nice name."
Silence. I sighed. I hated the ones who took their job too seriously. As we walked down the hall I abruptly turned right, wondering how many steps he'd have to back track to stay with me. The answer was none. He turned at the exact same moment I did, his facial expression not changing. He wore a mask of indifference.
I made my way to the library and threw myself on one of the comfortable couches there. My friends were present, sitting around and reading books while sipping on wine and eating berries. The epitome of decadence. I grabbed a wine glass and downed it in one gulp. My guard said nothing. His job was to protect me from other people, not prevent me from getting drunk.
"Who's that?" One of my Ladies asked. A woman of noble blood named Aileen.
"My new guard." I replied with a mock face of grumpiness that everyone always said reminded them of my father. "He's boring."
"He's cute." Another, Fiona, put in; eyeing my guard with a lustful expression. I took no mind of her, she looked at almost every male she saw that way.
I laughed. "He's much better looking than the last one." I didn't even look to see if that had affected his stoic demeanor. I couldn't let him know I was saying such things to try and get a reaction out of him, then he'd really never crack. "Though I think that one other I had might have been better looking."
"Steven?" Aileen offered.
"Samuel." I corrected. "Steven was your favorite."
"Is he as stupid as John was?" A newcomer added. I looked to see Hazel approaching with a stack of books in her arms. She did nothing but read and I didn't know that there was even a book left in the world that she hadn't read yet.
Everyone, minus James, cackled. "No one is as stupid as John was." Fiona said. "He didn't even last three days! And really, anyone who believes you'd be in the library when Prince Cameron was in the pool is beyond stupid."
Prince Cameron was sadly already betrothed to the Princess of another kingdom, but he was still very nice to look at. I enjoyed every time he and his father visited us for the Summer holiday. I just wished he hadn't been so committed to his duties as a Prince, or if he were to remain so committed that he would have broken off his engagement for me. Though I knew that would probably cause more harm than good.
Our conversation about my previous guards continued, and I wished James wasn't standing behind me so I could gauge his reaction to how many different names were mentioned. My ladies and I had signals though, looks or hand gestures that meant nothing to anyone else but told volumes between us four. According to them, James' expression never changed. He was just as stoic and put together as ever. That was okay, if he stuck around there would be plenty of time to chisel away at that exterior and see if I couldn't find out what was underneath it.
Days passed, then weeks and still James was stoic and silent. He answered in as few words as humanly possible when I asked him a question and didn't answer at all when anyone else spoke to him. I wondered how much my father was paying him for that. I also wondered, multiple times, where this man had come from and where he'd done his training because I hadn't been able to slip away from him yet.
I tried, valiantly, but he was always right there. Right behind me as if he could read my mind. Then I tried to enlist the help of one of my Ladies. Fiona distracted him for a moment and I slipped down one of the secret passages of the castle. Only to exit and find James standing there, frowning at me. I tried to give him my best smile but he was not amused.
"You won't get away from me so easily." he stated. That was a challenge and this man was about to find out that there was nothing I loved more than a good challenge.
He was good, I'll give him that, but when I really committed... I was better. I started slipping his tail easier and easier, and for longer periods of time. It was kind of fun. Once I had been running down a hall after escaping him and he stepped out of an alcove and caught me around the waist, picking me right up off my feet so fast they were still moving before I realized I wasn't going anywhere. I laughed as he set me back on the ground, but he was still as emotionless as ever.
That annoyed me more than anything. How could he live his life with no emotions? Did he show them when he slept? When no one was looking? Did he just not have any? I didn't know, but I made it my new mission to try and put some life back into him. I would run from him, only to then double back and sneak up behind him. Nothing. I spoke of inappropriate things when I was with my Ladies, and his face never changed. I threw a book at him from time to time, but he just caught every one. I threw a cupcake at him once, and laughed as he was splattered with frosting when his metal arm crushed it.
Nothing was working on him. Nothing until I was walking out of my room and ran right into him, falling on my ass and dumping a glass of juice all over myself. I gasped as I hit the floor, being drenched in my fresh drink. He turned to look at me and he actually cracked a smile.
"Are you alright, Your Highness?" he asked, reaching a hand out for me.
I was not longer stunned because of the juice ruining my gown. I was stunned because his smile was beautiful. "You smiled!" I announced, and his stoic expression returned full force. I laughed anyway. "I knew you had an emotion!" I said, grabbing his hand only to then kick his legs out from under him. He crashed to the ground right along with me and I dissolved into a fit of giggles when he glared at me.
"That is not funny." he said.
I had to disagree. This was the funniest moment I'd had since James became my guard. "Oh come on James!" I taunted him as he picked himself up off the floor and glared down at me. "Live a little."
He did not offer me his hand again and I had to pick myself up off the floor. I made a quip about how my dress was ruined now, and took it off. He obediently turned around to avoid seeing me in my underclothes, and I stepped back into my room, leaving the dress on the floor as I went to my bathroom. My personal maid, Madison - or Maddie to me - followed me and started my bath as I stripped from my underclothes.
"Are you alright, Your Highness?" she asked, gathering my soiled clothes and staring at the red stain seeping into them.
"I dropped my juice." I replied, stepping into the bath and letting the water fill up around me. "I ran into James."
She tittered quietly, excusing herself to take my soiled clothes to the laundry. I heard her greet James as she passed, but he did not respond, nor did he enter my room.
I realized that the key to getting James to show emotion was just happy accidents, natural occurrences. I couldn't plan or purposefully make attempts to break through to him, he was too good for that. Yet it was so hard to happen upon a natural disaster. Spilling my drink was a fluke and I spent weeks trying to figure out how to manipulate a similar incident, but nothing ever stuck.
Instead I went back to trying to escape from him. It worked better when I wore lighter dresses, so I opted to change my wardrobe up a little. Less petticoats, less bulky corsets. It made me feel like I was quicker, and it certainly helped me keep quiet when I slipped away. But James learned fast, and his own skills got better. He always caught me, and then he caught me faster, and then he started following me into my secret passages!
It was totally unfair. He couldn't know my secret places. I didn't want anyone else to be able to find me, to know where I'd gone when I disappeared. He tried to grab me a few times, calling after me as I slipped out of his reach and darted off again. The first time he caught me by the wrist he pleaded with me to stop, I stomped on his foot and ran off again. Then it kept happening, he kept catching me, and trying to reason with me, and staring at me with those gorgeous blue eyes that made it really hard to think.
Then he made the mistake of following me into a very narrow passage. He caught me by the waist then. "Please, Your Highness!" he pleaded. "You have to stop this." He was so close, and the walls were even closer. His breath hot on my face, his blue eyes icing over.
"I'm never going to stop." I replied, elbowing him in the ribs and taking off again.
Screw the natural accidents, this was the real fun. Him chasing me down, following me into cellars and empty rooms and secret hallways. Then I started leaving things behind for him. My shoes. My stockings. He found me in a small passageway once, trying to remove my petticoat, and he begged me to stop again. Saying he was just trying to protect me and he couldn't do that if I kept running away from him. His eyes were stern, but also pleading.
"I told you," I replied. "I'm never going to stop."
He stepped forward, pressing me into the wall and trapping me with his arms. His eyes melting into an intensity I'd never seen before. "Really?" He questioned. "Because you're not moving now."
I wondered if he knew what he was doing to me. Wondered if he could feel my heart beating faster, harder. Could he see the sweat beading up on my neck? Could he sense the heat flushing my skin? Pooling in my stomach? No, not my stomach. Lower. I felt his gaze right in my bud. I wanted to break more rules, to see if I could get him to break them too.
I kneed him in the groin and when he fell back I ran. I ran fast and far, going to the one place no one had ever found me before, nor would ever find me now. It was a confusing path and I didn't make it often, but it was worth it. To be in my own secret spot, high in the castle and far from anyone and everyone else. Once it had probably been a storage room, but when I first stumbled upon it it had long been abandoned. All that was there now where things I had brought into it.
It took many years to build up my own personal sanctuary, but now it had books, candles, a mirror, and several bottles of liquor I'd stolen from our cellars. Most notably thought was the chaise lounge chair I had struggled with for almost three hours to get in there. I had to wait for a time when my parents were off visiting another kingdom and had taken the majority of the staff with them. It was my one and only window of opportunity and I took it, tearing the dress I had been wearing to shreds in the process. But it was worth it, to have a comfortable place to sit when I needed the escape.
I sat on it now, panting and trying to focus on more than the memory of James' body so close to mine, his eyes piercing right through my skin. It was unfair. Everything was unfair. Why did he have to be my guard? Why could he not have been a prince? Someone I could marry? Someone I could call my own? Why couldn't he have been fun? Less stoic, less dedicated to his job? Why would he try to pin me down when everything was impossible?
Maybe I should let him. Maybe I should see if he'd start breaking the rules, too. But maybe he wouldn't. Maybe he'd just tell my father. Maybe he'd just toy with me like all the noblemen's sons tried to before I came of age. Maybe, maybe, maybe. I had enough maybes.
I returned to the castle, seeking out my Ladies but not finding them until after James had found me again. He tried to demand where I'd gone. I refused to speak to him. See how much he liked being ignored. I whispered to my friends, taking great care to not be overheard as I told them of what happened with James and I in the passage.
To their credit, not a single one of them glanced over to him. They knew it wouldn't help, they knew it could ruin me and risk his life. But they looked at me excitedly. We had all spent alone time giggling and gushing over how gorgeous my guard was. How much fun it would be to break him down, get him out of those clothes, to see what that metal hand would feel like against our bare skin... We were all hopeless, me most of all.
"Do you think there's a chance?" Fiona asked, practically just mouthing the words to keep silent.
"Maybe." I replied. I leaned back in my chair and looked over to James. He was just as stoic as ever and I wondered what it would be like to break through to the real man underneath.
Our games continued for days. Me running off, him finding me. For awhile he stopped asking me to stop, he stopped saying anything. He would just catch up to me and fall into step behind me. Weeks passed and as the silence between James and I grew, my heart felt heavier. I had thought I was getting to him, the real him, and then I'd kneed him in the groin and ruined everything because I'd gotten scared.
Things were about to get so much worse, too. One evening at dinner, my father announced that a suitor had expressed interest in marrying me. My entire world crashed to the floor. Oh no, that was just my dinner plate.
"What?" I demanded, my voice much higher than usual.
"The Lernaean Prince has requested a meeting," My father explained. "He has finally decided to take a wife and he wishes to meet you."
"No!" I refused.
I felt tears of anger welling in my eyes as the realization that now nothing would ever happen with James and I. I had screwed up everything and now I'd never get to make it right. My father told me to control myself and act like a proper Princess. I threw my glass of wine across the room and ran from it. I wanted to run away, to leave the castle and disappear in to the woods. I wish I could, I wished I knew how to survive outside of these walls.
I heard James on my heels, he was walking too fast to stay silent now. I ran faster. Kicking off my shoes to silence my footfalls and darting into my secret passages. I thought I had out run him, I thought I'd taken the right turn at the right time and thrown him off, I thought I was safe so I collapsed against the cold stone floor and let myself cry. I had no one to blame for this but myself. I'd let myself get too wrapped up in James and then ruined everything as soon as I'd almost had him. I could have had him that day, I was sure of it. If I had just kissed him instead...
"Princess."
"No!" I cried, burying my face further into my dress. I didn't want him to see me like this, on the floor and crying.
James sat on the floor next to me. He said nothing, but I felt him at my side. The coolness from his metal arm almost indistinguishable from the cold of the stone wall at my back. I jumped as I felt his hand on my back, he rubbed it as if he were trying to soothe me and that hurt more.
"I'm sorry, Princess." he said quietly.
I turned my head to look at him, not caring that I probably looked like some hideous monster with my makeup running. He didn't seem to care either. "Why?" I asked him, choking back another sob.
"I know you like your freedom." he replied. "It's why you run, and now you can't." He tried to quirk his lips up in a smile, but it failed. "If it helps at all, I've heard stories of Lerna, and it's royal family. They're good people."
I wiped my eyes and sniffled, turning to face the wall across from us. "You're good people." I said. He didn't respond. "I'm sorry I kneed you." I added quietly.
He actually chuckled. I whipped my head back to look at him, and my heart clenched when I saw his smile. "I may have deserved it." he allowed.
I shook my head. "You didn't. I ruined everything when I did it." I said, looking down at my makeup stained dress.
I didn't see him move, but I felt his body move away from mine. I thought he'd leave me to be miserable and alone now, perhaps one of the last few times I'd ever get the luxury before being married off, but he didn't leave. He called to me, and when I looked he was holding his hand out. That was a brave move, considering that every time he'd done it before I'd kicked his legs out from under him. I couldn't do it today, I just took his hand and let him pull me to my feet.
He smiled his beautiful smile at me, and I wanted to cry again. His real hand cupped my cheek, wiping a stray tear. "It'll be okay, Princess. You'll be okay."
My Ladies tried to tell me the same things. Tried to be happy for me. Tried to help me pick the perfect gown to wear when I finally met the Prince of Lerna. It was hopeless. I didn't care. I wanted to wear the ugliest dress I could to meet him, wanted to make it so hard for him to want me that he'd change his mind. Wanted to ruin the meeting so my father would never again think to try and marry me off. It was a childish hope, an impossible dream.
The days ticked by slowly. It felt like years later, but only a week had passed before we got a letter sealed with the royal crest of Lerna informing us that the King, Queen, and Prince would arrive in a fortnight.
I ran more after that, but James let me. He knew he'd always catch up with me in the end. Sometimes I'd even drop things for him, to keep him coming. My shoes, my gloves - if I was wearing any, once I'd finally managed to drop my petticoat and when he caught up with me again he told me I should probably refrain from that kind of thing again.
I didn't listen. The day before the Lernaean royalty was set to arrive, I did worse. I left a trail of my clothes through all the passages that led to my secret tower. My shoes, my petticoats, my complete underclothes, and at the base of the last staircase to the tower I left my dress. I had nothing to fear here, there were no prying eyes. So I'd climbed the staircase stark naked and I waited.
"Y-your Highness," I'd never heard James sound so nervous as he knocked on the door to my secret room.
I stayed silent, but faced away from the door, looking out one of the windows. He'd only see my backside when he walked in, and he could make up his mind from there. Mine was already decided. I was not going to even meet this stupid Prince without getting what I wanted, and for months and months all I'd wanted was James.
I heard the door creak open quietly and I held my breath, staring out the window but not seeing a single thing. My senses were behind me, waiting for something, anything from James. I heard the door close, and I was afraid he'd seen my naked form and left; until I heard the lock slide home. He was silent. So silent I hadn't heard or sensed anything until I felt him right behind me.
"You probably shouldn't do this." he said quietly. His actions were the exact opposite of the warning though, brushing my hair back over my shoulder, exposing my neck. His lips felt like fire on my skin and I whimpered a little at the feel. Then my name fell from his lips, not my title, not 'Your Highness', my actual name and I felt myself melt.
I turned to him, wrapping my arms around his neck and kissing him. His lips felt so much better on mine than my neck. His arms slid around my body, the metal one feeling like ice, while his real one adding to the flames. I wanted to be closer to him, wanted to feel his skin on mine, wanted to be his before I'd ever have to be anyone else's.
My hands dropped from around his neck, trying to find where his vest came undone. It was impossible to find and I pushed him back. He looked ashamed for a moment, guilty, like I was pushing him away. "Take it off." I said before he could take up my role of running. He didn't, he just grabbed my hand and placed it on a zipper under his arm. I unzipped it myself, pulling it over his head and dropping it to the side.
Then his shirt, that one wasn't complicated. Just a simple white cloth shirt to protect his skin from the rough fabric of the vest. I gulped a little as his bare chest was exposed to me. He was fit and strong and his body was almost as mesmerizing as his face. I put my hands against his chest, he felt as sturdy as the walls of the castle, his heart hammering in his ribcage. I dug my fingertips into his skin, to make sure he was real. His breathing hitched when my hands dropped to his pants and I began to pull them open.
Next his hands were on my wrists, holding me, stopping me. I looked up at him with wide eyes. "Please," I breathed. "Please James. Don't make me be with someone I don't want first."
He released my wrists and instead cupped my cheeks, kissing me again. "I never thought you'd stop running."
"I always knew you'd catch me." I replied.
Nothing stopped us after that. I got him out of his pants, and his shoes. Then he was just in his underclothes and kissing me again, his hands roaming my naked body. I felt him lift and squeeze my breasts, tweaking my nipples, and inhaling every moan I made because of his actions. He pressed me against the cold wall of the room and another gasp left me as my heated skin was instantly cooled, my nipples hardening even more under his touch. I wasn't prepared for what happened next, for when his hand left my breast and travelled lower.
His fingers stroked my sex, teasing my bud. He pinched it and I yelped in pleasure, then his fingers slipped inside my body and I gasped, clinging to his shoulders for fear I'd fall over if I didn't. Part of me wondered if he'd done this to another woman, or other women; the other part of me didn't care because he was doing them to me, right now. Who cared about anyone else when he was making me feel like my body was coming undone from the inside out?
I felt my hips rocking down onto his fingers, meeting his movements and trying to get more, to feel more. I'd explored my own body before, but nothing had felt like this. This was so much better, so much more intense. I remembered being alone in my room and being afraid of the noises my body made because of the wetness between my legs, but when the sounds started again now I couldn't be afraid, because the second the noise started he gave me more. His fingers worked faster, harder. My fingers dug into his biceps, one warm and yielding, the other cold and unforgiving, as my toes started to curl, I tried to escape his fingers, trying to arch away from him but there was no escape.
I felt a ball of fire just out of reach of his fingers, but then they crooked, his fingers piercing that ball and I wailed; feeling my wetness drip to my thighs. It was the most amazing thing I'd ever felt and it left me panting. I looked at James, not blinking as I stared into his eyes; only a thin circle of blue remaining as the black centers widened. He picked me up then, his hands reaching around and under my butt, lifting me and taking me over to my lounge chair.
He leaned away and finally pulled his underclothes off. My eyes widened as he was revealed to me, the first naked man I'd ever seen. His member springing up and smacking his lower stomach. I didn't think it was rational, but I wanted to touch it. He'd touched me so it was only fair. Or so I told myself as he knelt on the chair in front of me and I reached for him. He gasped as my fingers came into contact with him, tracing along the length of it. It was soft, hot to the touch, and starting to leak. I looked up at him with wide eyes.
I had no idea what I was doing and he knew it, I needed his guidance; he clearly wasn't new to this. His hand covered mine as he guided me over the end of him, and then wrapped my fingers around the length in a circle. I squeezed a little, just to feel him, he stifled a small moan as he began to move my hand from base to tip and back again. He did it three times before I was doing it myself.
After a few minutes, he stopped me. "Stop, stop," he groaned, gripping the side of the chair like he might break it. I instantly pulled my hand away, apologizing like I'd done something wrong. "No," he breathed, leaning forward to kiss my forehead. "It was too good," he said. "Seeing you, sitting so pretty and stroking me," he exhaled out through his nose, unable to finish his sentence. "You're lucky," he said. "You can have more than one, I can't."
I'd heard about that part. Women could experience what I'd experienced with his fingers inside me again, and again, and again. Guys didn't get that gift. It was kind of unfair. I could experience that toe curling bliss endless times, but not him? I felt cheated, I wanted to make him feel that good as many times as he'd make me feel it.
"Let's make it a good one then." I told him, and was immediately pinned to the chair with him kissing me like the castle was going to collapse with us in it.
I kissed him back, moving where he wanted me to as he spread my legs apart and guided his length between them. He rubbed himself against me, covering himself in my wetness, and pausing with the tip of his length pressed against me.
"Are you sure?" he asked.
"I'm not running anymore."
With that he slid into my body and I whimpered at the feeling. It hurt, but it wasn't horrible; like when he'd pinched my nipples. Painful, but pleasurable, too. He was careful, or maybe just savoring the fact that he was ruining me; taking the innocence I so willingly handed over to him. I watched him disappear into my body, once, twice, three times. I was amazed that everything I'd had in my hand could even fit into my body, but it did and it felt better than anything I'd ever experienced before.
I moaned as his hips got faster, his thrusts harder. Wondering why the hell anyone ever tried to tell a woman this was wrong , that it should only be done with your husband, that doing it without being married wasn't acceptable. This was incredible, he was incredible, and pretty soon I was clinging to his shoulders, nails digging into his skin. He moaned as I did and it was the most beautiful sound, I leaned up to kiss him as I did it again.
"Oh, oh," I moaned, gasping as his hips snapped into mine. I felt my toes curling again. "Yes," I panted. "Yes, James, oh James..."
Saying his name like that sent us both over the edge. My toes curled, my nails dug crescents into his shoulders until a couple drew blood, and I felt every part of him tense. Then there was a pressure between my legs, and he grunted at the same time that I felt him twitch inside me, filling me until it dripped onto my chair as he pulled out.
I felt tingly and like I was floating on air, hovering above the chair instead of laying back on it. "I'm never gonna feel this good again." I stated. I had no doubt in my mind. No one else would ever make me feel like this. Not myself, not another man, and definitely not that Prince of Lerna; whoever the hell he was.
James chuckled as he sat back against the side of the chair, looking over my naked body like he was trying to memorize it. I knew the feeling. After tomorrow, who knows what my life would turn into, who knows when - or if - we'd ever see each other again. "I hope that's not true." he said sincerely. "I hope whoever gets the honor of having you for the rest of their life makes you feel perfect all the time."
I waited until we were fully dressed and I was back in my room to cry. Once again I found myself hating being born as what I was. Why did I have to end up here? In a life I couldn't live myself? I wanted to be regular, to be a commoner who at least had the freedom to be with whoever she wanted to be with, to be the only one in charge of who she married, to not be married off to form an alliance. I was a treaty waiting to be made, and tomorrow a potential partner was going to march through the front doors of my home and size me up like a goat at the market.
First I had to get through dinner though, and dinner brought the worst news I'd ever hear. James would no longer be my guard after tonight. I didn't think that was fair. What if the Prince of Lerna didn't want me? I was going to lose James without even the guarantee of a marriage? I was suddenly so glad I'd been with him in every way possible earlier. I knew it had been my last chance to be with him, but I didn't think it would have been my last chance to ever see him again.
I said goodnight to James that night, in the privacy of my own room. We didn't have sex again, we couldn't risk it, but he did kiss me. Just once. It was a heartbreaking kind of kiss, one I knew I'd never get again.
"You'll be okay, Princess." he said, kissing my forehead before getting up. "You'll be okay." And then he was gone and I cried myself to sleep.
The next morning my maids and Ladies woke me. Today was a special day and everyone was coming together to get me ready to present myself to the Lernaean royal family. I was bathed, dried, brushed, dressed and painted by other people. I zoned out through most of it, not caring, not wanting any of it. When everything was done and I was ready, my mother entered with my proper tiara. I hated wearing it, it felt like it weighed my head down. And not in a metaphorical kind of way, it was just really heavy.
"You look beautiful, darling." My mother told me as she secured the tiara into my hair.
We all exited the room together. My mom and I in the lead, followed by her Ladies (who'd waited outside my room for her), then my own Ladies, and bringing up the rear - until they branched off to their other duties - were my maids. Mother and I lead on, through the corridors and to the throne room. This is where we would wait for our guests, for the man who could potentially deem me a worthy wife and take me from my home, my family.
My mother said we would enjoy breakfast with our guests, who were just arriving now. That was the only thing I looked forward to, food. I stupidly looked behind me after a moment, my eyes searching for James until I remembered he had been dismissed the night before. I turned back around, my eyes on the ground as a crier came to announce the arrival of my father and the Lernaean royal family.
My father approached his throne, and I felt his mood before he'd even spoken. Something was off, he was agitated; proven when he introduced my mother and I to the Lernaeans. I curtsied on cue, but did not raise my eyes to look at any of them. I didn't care.
Unfortunately someone approached me. I could see their shoes, stupid and shiny; just like my fathers. My mother poked me in the back, a command to raise my eyes and look at whoever was there. My father introducing me again before telling me to greet the Prince. I sighed quietly slowly raising my eyes to take in the stupidly well tailored royal uniform, the stupidly well decorated breast of his jacket, the stupid collar of his shirt. Then I finally had to look to his stupid face, and I gasped.
It was James.
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rollercoaster
characters/pairings: Jeon family x Park family
genre: family and fluff
request: [ @kookietsukkie ] this one idk how it came into my head but a drabble on the park family going to disneyland (or maybe they went together with the jeons….you can see that jk’s gcf in tokyo is one of the inspirations hehe), and somehow mingyu got lost………😃 I KNOW IT SOUNDS BAD BUT it’s a challenging one and remembering daddy duties i wanna see panic jimin with yuna calming him down 🥺 (i wanna suggest you some scenarios like where exactly mingyu got lost but i haven’t been to disneyland so idk the parts of it😭)
a/n: i missed so many days for miyatober, but i’m back :) i apologize it was ticketing week and my sister and i was planning and having a last minute early birthday picnic with my two besties since i’m only free one saturday this month but those are now done!! so i hope we’re back to our regular programming~ anyways, enjoy! i haven’t been in disneyland/california adventures since 2019 so i had to google a lot of things LOL so don’t come for me if you’re an active disneyland visitor
ALSO omg lily is sian’s baby sister, referring to when jungkook proposed to rina with the tigerlilies. nari would’ve probably been better but we’re using that for the other series so i didn’t wanna get it confused LOL
and mina is mingyu’s little sister! get it? jiMIn yuNA like jiMINgYUna it’s a reoccurring theme 
anyways lily is like one and a half yr old and mina is like one, sian is like NINE and mingyu is five :(((
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“Dad,” Sian says, tugging on his dad’s arm. “Can we ride that?” He points to the rollercoaster behind them. Jungkook turns, squinting at the sun as he looks up at the huge rollercoaster. Incredicoaster is what it’s called. They were in Disneyland after all. California Adventures to be specific. The whole family, along with the Park family, are currently on their second day of their short vacation in California. 
“I don’t know, are you tall enough?” He looks at his son and smiles. Sian had actually gotten a bit taller in the past few months. 
“I think so, that kid is in line,” he says, pointing to a kid that looks to be his height and age. 
“Alright, we can ride it then,” Jungkook says.
“Me me!” Lily says, hugging her dad’s neck tighter. Jungkook laughs as his daughter bounces as he’s carrying her, pointing at the roller coaster as well. 
“You’re too small, princess,” Jungkook says, pushing her bangs back. “Maybe when you turn 2.”
“And grow 3 feet,” Sian says, poking his baby sister’s cheek when she pouts. 
“Meanwhile, me and Gyu will be riding the carousel with baby sister, right?” Jimin says, holding onto Mingyu’s hand. Mingyu looks up at him and nods. 
“And Lily and I will join you,” Rina says, reaching out for her baby girl. “You wanna go on the ride with Gyu oppa and Mina?” 
“Yes!” Lily yells. 
“Alright, well-- why don’t you ride it with us Sian?” Rina says, changing her mind. 
“I thought me and dad were going to ride the rollercoaster…”
“Yeah, can we go afterwards? I kind of want to see you ride your first roller coaster,” Rina pouts. I guess that’s where Lily got it from. Sian is just the exact copy of his dad and now he’s bigger and he likes to do all the dangerous things that his dad likes to do. Like wanting to go bungee jumping and skydiving and skateboarding without helmets. 
Not that this rollercoaster is as dangerous as those three, but it’s a big deal.
For her (not so) little boy. 
“Okay mommy,” Sian says, walking over to his mom. 
“Alright, now give me back my baby girl,” Jungkook says, reaching out for Lily. Lily laughs as she reaches for her dad and Rina passes her over. 
“So Jessie’s Critter Carousel first?” Yuna says, holding onto Mina tightly as she squirms in her arms. The rest of the group nods. “Okay, well let’s hurry because the line is actually short for this one.”
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“Did you like it?” Jimin says. They just finished the kiddy ride. This time he was the one carrying Mina. She smiles up at him and goes, ‘mm.’
That means yes.
“What about you, did you like it?” Sian says, now he was holding his sister’s hand. She’s about one and a half and she can walk pretty well. But only when it’s her brother holding her hand she behaves. 
“Yeah!” She responds. 
“Dad, are we going to go on the rollercoaster now?” Sian asks, turning to Jungkook. He had his arm over Rina’s shoulder. He nods.
“You wanna ride with us?” Jungkook asks his wife, she shakes her head no. 
“Maybe when Lily is big enough.” 
“When you’re tall like me, you can sit next to me on a rollercoaster, okay?” Sian says, patting her head. “For now you have to stay with mommy.”
“I wanna ride, let’s ride it daddy,” Mingyu says, pulling on his dad’s pant leg. “I wanna ride the rollercoaster with hyung.”
“You’re too small to ride it,” Jimin says. “Maybe in a few years, when you’re Sian hyung’s age okay?” Mingyu pouts, walking up to Yuna and hugging her legs. 
“Don’t be sad, we can ride other rides okay?” Yuna says, petting his head. He nods, softly. 
Jimin frowns, looking down at his daughter. 
“Did- did you poop?” He says, lifting her up and sniffing. “Ooh-- oh no, yup. Time to go to mommy.” Jimin says, passing her down to Yuna. She rolls her eyes at him. 
“We’ll be back I guess,” she says. “Go stay with daddy,” she tells Mingyu, walking away. “Go ahead and go in line.” She tells the rest of the group.
“I’ll go with you,” Rina says. “Wanna come baby?” She says, turning to Lily and extending her arm out to her. Lily grabs her hand and excitedly runs toward the direction of where Yuna and Mina were at. 
“We’ll be in front of the rollercoaster when we come back so we can watch you two,” Rina yells back as her daughter drags her. 
“I’ll be there with Mingyu then while Jungkook and Sian are in line,” Jimin yells at them. Yuna holds up an okay sign. 
“Okay, we’ll get in line then,” Jungkook tells his hyung, patting his back. 
“Okay, Gyu and I will be right over there,” Jimin points. 
“Alright, we'll see you soon,” Jungkook says, walking off. He swings his arm over his son’s shoulders, walking to the end of the line with him.
“So are you ready for your first big rollercoaster?” Jungkook asks Sian. 
“Yeah, you always talk about how fun it is.”
“This is just the beginning. We’re going to do so many more things after this.”
“If mommy lets us,” Sian says, making Jungkook laugh.
“Yeah, only if mommy says so,” Jungkook says.
“Aww look at that, Sian hyung and my little Jungkook are so big now,” Jimin says, watching the two walk off. “One day that’ll be you and I. But right now you’re going to stay as my little baby, right?” Jimin looks down and his eyes widens when he realizes he wasn’t talking to anyone. He spins in a circle, looking everywhere.
“MINGYU?” Jimin yells. He sighs, putting his hands on his head. “Oh my gosh, your mother’s going to kill me.”
He doesn’t know where he could’ve ended up or when he disappeared. 
Jimin was panicking and his breathing was getting quicker. He didn’t even know where to start looking.
“Excuse me,” he says, walking up to a cast member. That’s what they call employees around here. “Did you see a little korean boy walking around alone? He’s about this tall. He’s wearing a black and white striped shirt and blue shorts. He also has a yellow fanny pack across his chest.”
“I’m sorry, I did not see any boy alone, but if any other cast member does see him, they would either stay with them or you can find them at the Baby Care Center.”
“Okay, thank you,” Jimin says, walking away. He looks both sides, trying to see if he’ll be able to spot him anywhere. Maybe he was nearby.
“Jimin!” Yuna calls. The girls run up to him.
“Are the boys in line already?” Rina asks. Their faces drop when they see Jimin’s expression.
“What’s wrong?” Yuna asks, she looks down and around, noticing her son wasn’t there. “Where’s Gyu?” Jimin shakes his head. 
“I- I don’t know, I look-- I looked down and he was gone,” his breath was shaky and his palms were sweating. 
“Okay, well let’s calm down. He knows what to do when he gets lost, we talked about this to him before we got here. It’s okay honey.” Yuna says, rubbing his back. “It’s okay, we’ll find him.”
“Do you think he was hungry and ran to a churro cart,” Rina says, looking around. 
“Maybe he got distracted with something,” Yuna says, starting to walk off. 
“There!” Lily points. There were a couple of face characters standing nearby. Woody and Jesse to be specific.
“It’s Gyu’s favorite,” Jimin says, running off. Mingyu rewatched all four movies before coming here.
There was a crowd around the two characters and Jimin politely pushed past them. Getting nasty stares from a few people.
“Mingyu?” Jimin calls out. Rina, Yuna, Lily, and Mina made their way to where Jimin was as well. 
“Daddy!” Mingyu yells happily when he sees his dad’s face. He was standing right next to a cast member. Just like what Yuna told him to do to if he ever did get lost. 
Jimin felt his heart stop and he dropped down at his son’s level in relief. 
“You nearly gave me a heart attack, come here,” he says, spreading his arms for a hug. Mingyu laughs, running into his dad’s chest. 
“Look! Woody and Jesse!” He yells happily. The two characters wave at him.
Jimin waves back. 
“Would you like to take a picture?” One of the cast members asked him. Jimin was about to shake his head no when Mingyu yelled ‘Yes please!’ 
Jimin laughs, handing them his phone camera. He picks Mingyu up, holding him tightly.
The two then stood between the two characters and held up V signs. 
“How cute!” One of the cast members says. Jimin thanks the lady as she hands him back his phone and he walks up to his wife and daughter.
“I literally almost started crying,” Jimin says, hugging Mingyu tighter and pressing his cheek against his. 
“I know your voice was shaking,” Yuna says. “Don’t do that again okay buddy? Ask daddy next time to take you instead of going on your own.” Mingyu pouts, nodding his head in shame.
“I’m sorry,” Mingyu says, turning to hug Jimin’s neck.
“It’s okay, it’s over now,” Jimin says, rubbing his back.
“Okay, Jungkook just texted me that they’re almost on. Let’s go over there so we can watch them take off,” Rina says, pointing to the spot they were supposed to meet at.
“Let’s watch hyung okay?” Jimin says, moving his head back to look at his son. 
“Okay, so next time I can ride it,” Mingyu says as they walk back. 
“Yeah, when you're big like hyung.”
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wedesignyouny · 2 years ago
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Best Property Management Company in Manhattan, NYC
Will NYC Pass New Property Regulations in Response to the Miami Condo Collapse?
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{Read in 6 Minutes} Unlike people — who are free to move from place to place — buildings don’t move. Because of this, laws regulating property are often made by local governments, like cities and counties, rather than the state or federal government. Often, those laws respond to high-profile safety related incidents — we’ll call them disasters for short — in an effort to prevent or minimize the chance of a similar disaster from happening again. After such disasters, the NYC Council often passes what are known as Local Laws, which are identified by a number (starting with 1 for the first such law passed in any given year) and the year it was passed (ex: Local Law 1 of 2004). Some of these Local Laws will be all too familiar to property owners and property managers.
Local Law 11 / FISP
  In the winter of 1997, a number of partial façade collapses — most notably one that took place on December 15, 1997 when a literal ton of bricks rained down on the sidewalk from the façade of 540 Madison Avenue in Manhattan injuring two pedestrians — led to the passage of Local Law 11 of 1998 (now known as FISP – Façade Inspection Safety Program). Under Local law 11 / FISP, owners of buildings taller than six stories must have exterior walls and other exterior surfaces inspected every five years. The goal of Local law 11 / FISP is to catch failures in the integrity of building facades, and repair those failures before they become a safety hazard.
December 28, 2017 Bronx Apartment Fire
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On December 28, 2017, a 3-year old accidentally turned on a stove-top burner at 2363 Prospect Avenue in The Bronx, killing 13 people and injuring 14 more in what was the deadliest fire in NYC in 25 years. As a result of this fire, and others (such as the Dec. 16, 2016 fire in The Strand Co-op), NYC passed a number of local laws designed not only to prevent the causes of the fire and its ability to spread, but also to raise awareness of how to prevent fires and successfully deal with them. Such laws include the passage of Local Law 111 of 2018 — requiring that all stairwell and hallway doors in certain buildings to be self-closing to help prevent the spread of fire — and the passage of Local Law 117 of 2018 — requiring owners and property managers to send annual notices to tenants advising them that they can request the installation of child-safety stove knob covers on their stoves.
In similar fashion, and in response to other disasters and issues, NYC passed Local Law 1 of 2004 — mandating strict rules regarding the handling of lead paint surfaces in apartments to address the growing concern over lead-paint-related child development issues — and Local Law 152 of 2016, mandating the periodic testing of all exposed gas lines at points of entry and in public spaces in virtually every building in NYC, to help prevent gas-related disasters such as fires and explosions.
Many of these local laws impose heavy burdens on property owners both in terms of onerous compliance costs and voluminous paper records to maintain for sometimes up to 10 years and beyond. Penalties for failing to meet compliance dates can be crushing. For example, failure to file the correct paperwork proving you complied with Local Law 152 may give rise to a $10,000 fine per incident.
The Champlain Towers South Condominium Partial Collapse in Surfside, Florida.
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The events of June 24th at the now-infamous Champlain Towers South Condominium have clearly caught the attention of both NYC residents and elected officials. While the exact nature of the cause of the building collapse is currently unknown, the events suggest that the building suffered from internal structural problems. Many want to know – “How do we prevent this from happening in MY building?” It is unlikely that the most diligent façade safety inspection would uncover problems with a building’s internal structural integrity – after all, the façade inspection is designed to ensure against collapses of the façade only. Such inspections are limited to exterior portions of buildings, and do not result in the inspection of interior support structures.
It would not be surprising to see the City Council pass a bill designed to create a “structural inspection” plan for buildings of a certain size. Miami-Dade County – the county where the Champlain Towers South Condominium is located – already has a version of a structural inspection requirement. If NYC wishes to pass such a structural inspection program, it would be well-served to look at Miami’s version of this requirement to learn from it and understand how it failed to prevent this collapse. One thing would be certain however – such a requirement would place increased financial and administrative burdens on property owners who have been financially strained by the COVID-19 pandemic, the eviction moratorium, and the growing amount of rental arrears, not to mention ever-rising property taxes, water bills, and energy costs. An additional costly inspection requirement would add to the financial trauma inflicting NYC property owners. However, such regulations are certain to be considered in NYC and may eventually get codified into a Local Law.
Proactivity is the Best Method of Prevention.
As any good property manager in New York City will tell you, having a proactive management approach to property management is an essential element of preventing disasters, or minimizing the damage caused by unavoidable disasters. Regular and routine property inspections are a key component to maintaining the health of the physical aspects of a building. Getting to know the ins and outs of your building will help you to know when something is wrong. The best property managers know how their buildings sound, smell, feel, and look, and when something starts to go wrong, it creates a change in how the building sounds, smells, feels, and looks. A good property manager also knows how to get the residents in the buildings they manage to help be their eyes and ears at the building by reporting issues to management. Right now, the best property management companies in NYC are not only devising inspection routines designed to help catch structural problems before those problems lead to a Miami-style collapse, but they are also educating the residents in those buildings on how to notice subtle changes in the building, and report those changes to management.
Atlas NYC Property Management is a pioneer in creating proactive approaches to dealing with property needs. Our decades of experience in dealing with the physical needs of properties, our persevering work ethic, and our commitment to the residents for whom we manage buildings puts us in a unique position to be able to catch problems when they are small, and prevent those problems from turning into catastrophes.
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theundergroundstories · 3 years ago
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The Underground Forgotten Tales #4: MEE6
This idea is based off of a specific feature that TheCraftsman does over on his patreon only server. A friend of mine who is supporting TheCraftsman and is on his discord told me about this feature and helped set up the exact or similar feature on our own discord server. Please consider supporting the amazing Craftsman on his patreon if you can. I’m sure I don’t need to tell you but thecraftsman is an amazing and well known tf writer and their content is amazing.
If you can’t tell by now this idea relies heavily on discord however it can be done without discord if you want. The idea is basically random change through discord bots.
There is a discord bot called MEE6 that people can add to any server they own and it comes free with 1 command and if you want to add more you can pay through subscription or a one time payment. This command can be anything and can be programmed to do various things but I’m going to focus on two main ways it can be used for role plays.
Option 1: Bodies!
On the server my friend and I own and use we change the command to !body and essentially what this will do is randomly pick and show a picture of a random body from the programmed pool of candidates.
For example: !body
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JJ Watt
You can add pictures or gifs of any bodies you like whenever you want and use the command as many times as you want. This random body generator basically allows for amazing rps of the Great Shift, or helps when you’re indecisive or just want to leave your rp changes up to luck.
Option 2: Attribute changes
Just like how you can add pictures to the pool and have the bot randomly select one for you, you can do this with messages! Now this may seem not as fun but you can add messages full of attribute changes.
For example: 
Grow an inch taller
Your cock shrinks by 1 inch
Your feet grow 2 sizes larger
Your musk intensifies
This I haven’t personally tried out but it can lead to some great rp changes or even be incorporated in a large group server for a game of truth or change.
These are just two ways you can use the 1 free command you get with the bot but there are probably many other ways to use them to rp. Obviously you can get more out of the bot if you spend money but I know many people can’t or prefer not to spend money so if you want to try out the many ideas you have, you may need to erase and edit your existing commands. If anyone needs help setting the bot up don’t hesitate to reach out and ask me.
And for those of you who don’t use discord don’t worry I have a solution for you. You can easily google and find websites that will let you input various names or things on a wheel and you can randomly spin the wheel for your change. The downsides, you have to enter in the inputs every time you load up the websites unless you keep that tab open and both members would have to set up the wheel in order for both parties to have an interactive component.
Sincerely,
Master Of The Underground
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Credit for this image goes to @dissolving-time. Story is mature for some language. This is another story from the Coach Stone universe. I hope you all enjoy it. :D If you’d like to see more of these stories, please join my Patreon.
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Stone Cold
“Coach said you have to get your shot, bro.”
I gazed at the meathead that had once been my fellow prisoner. He’d already donned the dog tags that were locked in his footlocker. Muscle rippled over his body as he gazed at me holding one of the biggest rifles I have ever seen in my life.
“Chapman, do you know what that is?” I asked as I eyed the gun warily. The caliber alone would be enough to splatter my brains all over the wall.
“The name’s Champ, bro.” He said it so casually, so matter-of-factly. Had they really brainwashed him so thoroughly?
“Your name is Lance Chapman, from Enfield, North Carolina. You specialize in computer programming, like me. We were brought here against our wills, remember?”
“Nah, bro.” “Champ” let out a deep vapid chuckle. His camouflage draped over his legs, but I could see the hints of growing muscle bunching, just waiting for a good pump to press them tightly against the confines of the cloth. “Coach wants my bod first, my brains second. Huhuh.” He grinned at me, revealing perfectly white and straightened teeth.
I’d hoped to reason with him, but it was clear he was beyond that. I brandished my own pair of dog tags. Like I said, computers were my thing, both programming and the hardware. It took me a while, but I managed to get my lockbox to open, too. And without reducing myself to a wannabe army poster boy. “I have my tags, Champ. You can’t keep me here. You know once I get my tags, I’m supposed to leave. I’m supposed to report to Coach, remember?”
“But you’re not gonna, are you, bro?” he asked seriously as his brow furrowed. “You just wanna get out.”
“I have to get out to see Coach, now don’t I?” The exit was right there in bold black lettering. The lock had already disengaged on cue when I seized my tags. I just needed to get past him. If I could distract him somehow or incapacitate him, I could run.
Chapman spread his legs in a broader stance as he planted himself firmly in front of the door. “You’re not ready to see Coach yet, little bro. And Coach hasn’t called you.”
“I am ready.”
“Prove it.”
I knew a few basics from martial arts training in my youth. I’d been fortunate enough to keep up the practice in my free hours. The meathead in front of me may have had a weapon, but we were in tight quarters. It would be difficult to get that barrel pointing at me if I could stay close. And while he may have had raw strength, I had experience. I also still had my wits about me. I sighed and let my shoulders droop as I approached him. “Look, Champ, just ... let me go, okay? You and I both know this is wrong. It’s against the law to kidnap someone.”
“No can do, little bro. Coach says we need more training. Coach says we have a project to help with. Coach says muscle CHAMPs like me need to train and obey. I listen to Coach. I obey. This Champ o—”
The mantra was what I was waiting for. It doesn’t matter how big you get if you haven’t got the trained reflexes to deal with a sudden change yet. And Chapman’s mind had been either short circuited or rewired to reinforce his thuggery. I’d heard it enough times through the door. It wasn’t soundproofed. I think that was deliberate on the part of this “Coach” to give us a taste of what’s in store. Demoralizing a captive is a large part of ensuring that he or she remains compliant, after all. And I’d heard enough, “This meathead obeys,” to know this was a fulltime operation made heavy on the brainwashing. It had to be to change someone so drastically. This wasn’t just a sign of subtle change. This was downright breaking them and building them back up again into the equivalent of obedient machines.
In this case, it played in my favor, and I hate to think of it this way, but I’d be lying if I didn’t say I was grateful for it. The mantra made him vulnerable. I laid a hand gently on his shoulder, being sure to get close enough that he couldn’t put the barrel against me. His eyes were glassy and unseeing as he uttered the mantra that he and everyone else like him had been conditioned to speak.
Then I took him down. It was simple to sweep his feet out from under him, and the move flowed like water. Bruce Li would be proud. I followed up with a heavy blow to the side of his head with my boot. Part of our imprisonment had included removing our personal affects, so I had no idea where my street clothes were. I didn’t give the blow enough force for any serious damage, but it would be enough to daze him, maybe even knock him out if I was lucky.
I threw the door open while he groaned on the floor. I managed all of maybe two steps before my arms was seized and I was slammed against the wall. I swear, my bones vibrated from the impact. I saw a helmet with a reflective visor and the broadest chest I had ever seen in my life. This man was huge. And unfortunately for me, he was also very skilled. My arm was yanked behind my back faster than I had time to process. He pulled, and I felt my socket strain to send stabs of pain through my arm and neck. Another faceless mook strode forward. But unlike Chapman, this one was decked in full body armor.
“Well done, recruit. You’ve passed Coach’s test. You will serve in Coach Stone’s cyber unit and in Research and Development. You will obey.”
“Like hell, I will,” I swore. That rewarded me with another painful jerk of my arm while a targeted blow forced me to my knees.
“Meathead recruit will comply.” The man withdrew a syringe from a side pocket and tapped the chamber to dislodge any air bubbles, then pulled off the protective cap with a deliberate casual air of the well-practiced. The substance was green, and the soldier had no qualms over pulling my sleeve up. I squirmed, but a yank of my other arm followed by a crushing iron grip on my free arm left me tense as he stabbed the needle into my arm and depressed the syringe. He removed the needle casually and replaced the cap, then inserted the syringe into another pouch.
The two visored faces stared at one another for the briefest of moments in a silent exchange. Then they nodded as the one who injected me rose, turned and entered the room where I had been held prisoner. A low groan emanated from the space, followed by a series of loud cracks.
“Rise, meathead. Follow.”
The voice that emanated in reply was deeper than I remembered. “This meathead obeys...” An even greater shock greeted me when the lumbering brute emerged. Chapman’s muscle mass had increased dramatically, and the man’s skull had completely reformed. Sharp, angular, square features blunted his face now, and his eyes were a vivid shade of green. The oversized gun didn’t look so ridiculous for him anymore.
“What the hell...?” I murmured.
“Meathead Champ will listen to orders. Meathead Champ will obey. Meathead Champ will fire on his roommate on command. Meathead Champ will prepare to fire now.”
“What?” I balked. I wanted to squirm again, but once more, my captor brought me to heel. I tried to shift out of his grip, but the hold was too strong. Even if I went limp, he’d still be able to haul me back up again. That didn’t stop me from trying, however.
I heard a whine not unlike the sound you hear in a sci-fi movie when a blaster is being charged or a bomb is being primed. The barrel was soon directed at my face. My heart hammered as Chapman uttered his mindless acknowledgement.
“Meathead Champ obeys. This meathead is ready to fire.”
“Fire.”
There was light, a strange tingling that bordered on the pleasant, and then blackness. I came to in an empty barracks. When I rose, everything felt ... heavy, awkward. The sight of the muscles bulging against the fabric of my shirt was more than enough to unsettle me as my throat clenched and my mouth went dry. I wanted to scream, but at the same time I knew better. I journeyed over my torso, my arms, everything. All of it felt in order, albeit significantly enhanced. It was my face I dreaded the most. And true to my fears, I could feel each sharply defined contour from my own transformation that was doubtless facilitated by the rifle. As a test, I ran through pi to see just how far in the infinite decimal sequence I could get. Then I searched through the other parts of my brain. I felt no compulsion, no absentmindedness, no blank emptiness or cotton or wool. I was clear, surprisingly so, given how quickly my mind seemed to jump from place to place.
“Comfortable?”
The question came out of nowhere, and I balked and bawled as my body sent me crashing into another bunk with the increased force of my new mass.
“Well, clearly not anymore,” the voice replied urbanely. I rounded on the figure only to see a man standing at least a head taller than I. His manner was relaxed and composed. His blond hair flickered like silver in the light. And though he was completely relaxed, his body oozed that smug command and intimidation that subconsciously demanded respect from those around him. “Please, take a moment to acclimate yourself. I find a blow to the shins is never pleasant.”
I decided to stick with sitting, rather than rick another launch with a body I had absolutely no experience with. “Who ... are you?” I winced at the depth of my voice. Logic only dictated it would have changed with the rest of my physique, but I had hoped it wouldn’t.
“A scientist of sorts. Biochemistry is my specialty, though I’ve branched out into many other fields.” He chuckled. “Why don’t you just stay there and we’ll have a nice chat between the two of us?” He lowered his broad frame onto the bed I had just launched myself from and gazed at me with vivid blue eyes. “My name is Stone. And you doubtless have many questions and expletives you want to voice, most likely not in that order.”
I felt like a broken record as curse after curse and swear after swear flowed out of me in an invective tirade. Denunciations and questions boomed from me like the retort of a cannon, emphasized by a number of curses and swears until that was all I heard winding down ... and down ... and down....
“Are you finished?”
A plaintive, almost defeated, “Fuck,” hissed from me as I rested my head in two massive hands.
“Glad you could get that out of your system. Now, do you have any real questions you wanted to ask me?”
“Why?” I finally managed to ask.
“You’re a programmer. You should understand. If a program doesn’t work the way it’s intended, you go into the code, find the bug, and fix it. Sometimes it’s messy work, but the end result is worth it. I’m doing that on a global scale, or at least I will in time. Getting rid of bigotry, erasing the divide between the strong and the weak to produce a better world for everyone.”
“You broke Chapman.”
“Champ is happy where he is. He chose it. He wanted it. You two had virtually the same IQ scores and talents, at least when it came to computer engineering and programming. Unlike you, though, Champ was fighting conditions that would make it so that he could never enjoy the same level of fitness and activity that you do. Such a lack eventually results in fantasies, a longing to experience what one never has had. Chapman threw it all away because he reveled in the chance to grow and swell. And, I admit, I fed that desire while he tried to hack the mainframe. I let him see where he would ultimately end up. And I gave him a simple choice. He accepted my offer to obey. He lied to you, pretended to fail, and complied with everything I told him whenever he signed in. He is living his fantasy now, and is deliriously happy to be receiving training as a part of my Meatheads.
Rage curled my lip, but I couldn’t do a thing. I wanted to lunge at the man, strangle him, but my body wouldn’t comply. All I could do was sit and watch.
“You may have noticed by now, but my meatheads can’t do anything against me. I’m their authority figure, their alpha. Or as they like to call me, Coach. You can’t attack me because I told you to stay there. And though you may want to deny it, I know that deep down, you’re enjoying the sensation of your new body just as much as Champ is.”
“How?”
“My formula.” He shrugged his massive shoulders. “It’s not perfect yet, but the iterations I’ve produced from my original notes have been very useful in extending my control. I don’t want to be a dictator, but I’m not about to let the world stay as it is either. Shadow politics, assassinations, pointless bombings and wars, genocides, suicides. This world is a mess. I have the tools to fix that mess once and for all. And I intend to do just that. To sum it up for you, I’m my original test subject. And the formula worked wonders for me as a result, but it also rendered me ... incapacitated for a time. As a result, much of my research was lost, and I’ve had to rebuild using different iterations of my creation until I can find that special mix. On the plus side, as derivatives of my original formula, it seems that anyone exposed automatically becomes subservient to me. It makes things much simpler when dealing with intruders and espionage. It also helps with recruiting.”
“Then why didn’t you just ask me?”
“Because I wanted you to sample the goods. That, and because there are still those who can resist the full effects of my injections and other sources of integration for a certain period of time. As I said, the formula still needs work. But I like to use the less effective iterations for special cases like you. Your specialty in coding and computer engineering is something I need right now. And I want you to keep your mind focused on the task at hand, rather than on weights and muscle. That’s why I’m assigning you to our MEAT department.”
“And if I refuse?”
“I think we both know you can’t.” Stone smirked. “For the record, MEAT stands for Muscle Enhancement and Accelerated Transformation. You’ll be helping us to design and improve a number of methods and technologies to help smooth subject transitions into becoming Meatheads. And more importantly, on how to preserve their skills and knowledge while still incorporating them into the collective. In other words, research and development. Your specialty, if I recall correctly.”
“I don’t want to.”
Stone chuckled. “On the contrary. I think you do.”
“I do—” My tongue stuck. My jaw locked. I tried again. “I do—” Again, I had the same problem. Again, I couldn’t finish. “I ... do....”
Stone’s smirk widened into a sneer. “Glad we got that settled. Oh, and for the safer ones, I want you to experiment on yourself. I’m intrigued to see just what a smart obedient Meathead will look and act like.
I groaned another curse, which only further emphasized my captor’s glee. “Spoken like a true Meathead.”
“Whatever....”
“That’s right. Whatever I say, Meathead.” The cocky arrogance was gone, leaving behind a chilling glare that could cut through diamond. “And you will address me with respect as either Coach Stone, Coach, or Sir. Do I make myself clear?”
I clenched my mouth shut.
“Answer me,” Stone demanded.
“Yes, ... Sir.”
“Good.” His eyes flashed as he rose from his position. “Now follow me. I’ll guide you to your lab. You have a lot of work ahead of you, don’t you, Meathead?”
I couldn’t stop myself as I rose to follow him. “Yes, Sir, Coach.”
“That’s right.” He chuckled. “On second thought, let’s get you dressed first. Then we can visit the lab.”
“Whatever you say, Coach.”
“Good boy,” he purred. I shuddered in revulsion, both at his cold dominance and ... at the jolt of pleasure that surged with that acknowledgement. If that was how it felt now, how would I feel after a few months or years of working under him? Would I be able to resist?
...
Would I even want to?
I shuddered again. Hopefully, I would be able to find a solution before Coach made me a permanent team member. Or worse yet, before I did.
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The Exhibition (M)
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pairing: jaebeom x you (ft. jinyoung)
genre: photographer!au, smut, romance, one-shot
synopsis: You are starved for inspiration as a photography student. When visiting the anonymous photographer “Defsoul’s” exhibit you meet a like-minded boy who gives you that spark. Only you didn’t expect the night to pan out exactly as it did.
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The wide city sidewalk was packed full of people anxious to get home and start their weekends. Their hurried steps accompanied by the warm street lights were quite a sight, you thought. With a quick flash of your camera, you are able to capture the scene as is, but you were already running late. You weave in and out through the bodies because unlike them you were not going home.
This was the third year of your photography program at the city’s most prestigious university. Despite how much you loved photography, you had been stuck in a creative rut recently that you just couldn’t seem to break free from. Therefore it had become a tradition of yours starting this new school year to attend some sort of photography exhibition on Friday nights. The size of the city that you were currently studying in allowed this to be a possibility due to the ever-growing art community it had.
Your steps continue at a quick pace, but you couldn’t help your eye from wandering at the scenes around you. So hungry for any sort of inspiration, from the streets dampened with a former rainstorm to the businessman making quick work to undo his burgundy tie that had been constricting his neck. Anything. You wished for just anything to strike you with a spark.
You had finally reached your destination where the new exhibition was being held. Alone. That was the title of the photographer’s first show. The photographer in question? Unknown. The photographer was going under the alias as “Defsoul.” It was quite a trendy thing these days to have no idea whose art you were looking at. You really could not wrap your head around as to why you would not want to put your name amongst the work you are proud of. Which was also a perfect example of why you probably struggled so much creatively.
The space the photographer chose had a rather grunge vibe, photographs were arranged on the tattered brick walls and all throughout the room. The air was thick around you as soft R&B beats flowed throughout the space. Stepping into the studio, you notice that you are one of the first patrons to arrive at the exhibition. While most guests came in pairs or groups you stood small in the expansive space in solitary, you preferred it that way. Small gatherings of people were scattered throughout the different rooms, all ranging from different ages, sexes, and ethnicities. You silently complemented the ambiguous photography for having the ability to reach so many demographics. The more you walked about the studio space, the more you understood everyone’s attraction to the enthralling photos.
Each photo was supposed to emit a different sentiment, or so that is what you have learned from your classes. The photos themselves vary from different subjects, older couples holding each other close, some were expansive European landscapes, and then also the occasional stray cat stretching in the afternoon sun. You tried your hardest to interpret the photos in your own words, trying to find the connection. Alone. That was the exhibition name. So why didn’t you feel that when walking amongst the various scenes?
To you, the different film that was taken emulated a mass collection of photos taken from someone’s personal collection. There was a sense of solace in each photo that you couldn’t quite put your finger on. It felt as if you were with the photographer in every photo, imagining the way they shot each scene. You had been walking around rather aimlessly through the gallery until you stopped upon one image in particular. 
The photograph was no more expressive than any other photo in the gallery, but you couldn’t help stopping and staring. The scene was the back of a man, his hair slightly long and disheveled, he looks out into an extensive lake surrounded by forestry, the light of a late midday sun which illuminated the photograph.  You cannot help your logical analysis of the image, and you find no flaws. The common idea surrounding photography is that it is a completely creative and artistic practice, while this isn’t false, it just so happened to also require certain formulas as well. It requires an eye for direction, proportions, and balance. This photo that fascinated you in the gallery had all of those elements.
The sound from the other patrons fades around you as you become enraptured in the photograph. It was only the scent of pure pine and spice that had you reeling back to the current moment. To the right side of you, a man stood, he wasn’t looking at you but instead he was, just as you were, staring into the alluring photo. You studied the man, he seemed to be around your age, taller than you, with dark hair that matched his sultry eyes. You admired the man’s bone structure, tall nose and cheekbones, he really was quite attractive. 
The way your gaze lingered on his face must have given him a sense of being watched. Because before you could hide your stare the handsome man was shifting his face towards you, looking straight into your eyes, a devilish smirk dances on his features. Heat rises to the apples of your cheeks as you turn to look at the picture again, pretending like you weren’t just caught checking him out.
“What do you think?”
You turn to face him, “Excuse me?”
“About the photo,” he smiles back at you. You cough slightly trying to hide your embarrassment. 
“Oh, um-” you start carefully, “it is actually my favorite one in this exhibit I think.” 
His face softens at your answer as he nods, looking back to the photo before he begins to speak again, “What’s so great about it?” 
You look at the photo one more time, really analyzing it.
“I’m not sure exactly,” you say honestly. “It was the only photo that really caught my eye. Don’t get me wrong I thought all these photos were great, but this one helped me visualize what the photographer must have been witness to through his photos.”
He looks back at you with a surprised expression. 
“That’s a really interesting take on the photo, I thought you just thought the man in it was attractive.”
You laugh slightly, “You can’t see much of looks from a person’s back.”
This has the man doubling over in laughter, much to your surprise. You look around the room to see if any of the other patrons are staring at the man, you couldn’t help but feel a bit embarrassed at the attention. Then you looked back at the man and his blinding smile and you cannot help but return the same emotion. And for the first time, in a long time, you began to feel captivated with this man.
His laughter seizes yet his smile remains as he turns his body to face you, “I am Jaebeom by the way.” 
He says while extending his hand out to you. You are now able to see his entire face as you grip his hand in a greeting. To your surprise, he had a silver nose ring on his right side, along with multiple piercings all up and down his ears. It was your first time feeling such an attraction to a man’s jewelry. You blink rapidly realizing you had just been grasping his hand in silence for some time, but he didn’t seem to mind. You tell him your name before dropping your connected hands, he repeats it softly as if he was saying it for only him to hear.
“Did you come by yourself tonight?” He asks.
“Is that some form of a pick-up line?” You reply back snarkily which has the man chuckling at your playful banter.
“It’s only a pickup line if it works,” he states causing your head to nod in agreement.
“Well then yes, I am alone if you must know.”
“Fascinating. I would have definitely assumed you to just be here on a date, not actually here for the art,” he says.
You scoff, “How pretentious of you to assume such a thing,” you say. 
“I’m a photography student if you couldn’t guess, so I am most definitely here for the art.”
“I meant no offense,” he holds his ringer clad hands up in a form of surrender. “It was just a simple observation due to the other people here tonight.”
He wasn’t wrong about that, you thought. The gallery was littered with different couples strolling throughout the space. Love could easily be seen in the air the minute you walked in. Not that you minded, of course. If you had allowed yourself to date you would also think to come to an art gallery like this, spending time with someone you were attracted to amongst gorgeous imagery, it was quite romantic. 
“This does seem to be a hot-spot for couples tonight,” you note back to him.
“So, what would you say if I asked you to come out for a drink with me tonight instead of staying here?” He asks you.
“What, are the lovebirds kind of cramping your style?” You laugh back at his sudden suggestion.
He laughs at this before continuing, “Not necessarily. I’m just interested in you, I thought maybe a good way of getting to know more about the beautiful girl from the gallery would be over a couple of drinks.”
You smile shyly looking away from him, “I don’t know, I was kind of curious to see if this secret photographer would show themselves by the end of the night.”
“Trust me, he’s not one for introductions.”
He? You thought to yourself, how could Jaebeom know the gender of the photographer? Perhaps he had been coming to Defsoul’s exhibitions enough to have eventually met the elusive photographer. 
Perhaps you should take Jaebeom up on his offer. Hell, you couldn’t even remember the last time you had been out for a drink. Especially with a man as good-looking as Jaebeom. Maybe you could finally allow yourself to let loose, just this once.
“Well, in that case, you lead the way,” he smiles at your response. Jaebeom raises his hand inviting you to take hold. You do so while smiling, excited for what the night shall bring.
Jaebeom grips your hand tightly as you two make your way throughout the lamp-lit city streets. Your heart is beating wildly every time he would look back to check if you were still there, grinning when he is met with your presence. The two of you walk hand-in-hand as he tells you he is taking you to one of his favorite lounges in the city, you can’t help your excitement.
You two finally arrive at the bar, the exterior of the building is ornate in nature with vintage signage and lights decorating the brick walls. Jaebeom drops his grasp on your hand to open the large wooden door allowing you to step inside first, what a gentleman you thought. Inside the lounge the cigar smoke twisted in an elegant way, forming curls in the dim light. The room was illuminated solely by the age-speckled bar lights. Jaebeom finds an empty booth towards the back for you two to sit. A smartly dressed waiter comes around to grab drink orders and skirts away hurriedly after. You sit back a bit in your seat trying to calm your nerves by looking around the room. 
You wouldn’t exactly describe yourself as an introverted person, but this definitely was a new experience for you. Coming out with a man you barely knew, to a part of town you were unfamiliar with, just for drinks. It was all so different for you, but there was something about Jaebeom that made you feel a certain sense of security. It was usually pretty easy for you to tell when a guy was a complete sleaze-bag and Jaebeom definitely did not give off that impression. Still, you couldn’t help but feel slightly shy to be with such a handsome man.
“I’m so curious to hear what you are thinking,” Jaebeom speaks up from the other end of the table. 
You turn to look at him and notice his chin perched on his hand as he stares dreamily at you with his deep-set eyes. You go red as you realize he must have been studying you this entire time.
“I was just thinking about how all of this is a very new experience for me,” you respond back.
“What exactly?”
“Just this,” you emphasize your words by swinging your finger in the space between the two of you. 
“I’ve never said yes to drinks with a man I had met less than an hour before.”
“You don’t say,” he chuckles. “I would imagine a girl as beautiful as you would have plenty of suitors waiting to take you out for a simple cocktail.”
You laugh at this. It’s not that men have not tried taking you out in the past, they most certainly did. You were just in a place with your life that didn’t allow you the capacity for any man. It wasn’t as bad as it sounded, really. You knew that at this point in your life the things that were the most important to you were school and finding your place in the competitive field of photography. No man could ever distract you from this dream of yours.
“Even so,” you begin. “I don’t really have the time for any sort of man in my life right now.”
“So then why did you agree to come out with me?” Jaebeom asks you.
That was a good question, why did you say yes? Despite the fact that Jaebeom had been one of the most attractive men to ever approach you, you wondered what it was about him that pulled your attention so strongly.
“I’m not sure why exactly it’s kind of hard to explain,” you say. “I just feel comfortable in your presence.”
This was something new to hear for Jaebeom. Mysterious, chic, sexy. These were all things Jaebeom was used to hearing from women, but “comfortable” was new. Little did you know, you were also a new experience entirely for him. The other women Jaebeom had encountered in his life felt like nothing more than a shallow quest for lust or domination with him. But you, he wanted to know so much more about the girl sitting across from him. Your dreams, inhibitions, fears. He could listen to you ramble on all night.
“I feel the same way,” he replies back coolly, to which you beam back a tender smile.
The rest of the night with Jaebeom is filled with giddy conversation between the two of you, both anxious to learn more about the other. You share with him things that some of your closest friends did not even know about you, but that was the power he held. He somehow was able to fluster you like a shy schoolgirl and yet hold your hand so sincerely that it felt as if you had known him for years. Drinks and conversation flowed throughout the few hours you spent with him at the lounge, effectively easing all your anxiety.
Once the two of you got onto the topic of photography there was no stopping the excitement. You could see in his eyes he loved it just as much as you, but ultimately he feared he was not good enough to be professional. You related closely to this worry, also sharing the hardships you faced with the creative aspect of it all. The way Jaebeom was able to relate so deeply to you on this issue made him all the more attractive to you, but that could also be the drinks talking.
“Of course you also make music,” you laugh at the man across from you at his recent confession.
“What is that supposed to mean?” He gawks back at you.
“Nothing offensive really,” you begin. 
“It just fits your whole image you know. The gorgeous man I met at the exhibit is also incredibly deep and creative,” you joke with him.
He smiles and nods his head understanding that to most people he appears that way. Not that he minded, of course, he just wished sometimes he wasn’t so easy to read. 
“Gorgeous, huh?”
He completely ignores your other statements to instead put you on the spot, but to his surprise, you don’t seem the least bit bashful. Instead, you take a long sip from your drink before setting it down with a soft thud. Looking him in the eye as if to say, “Did I stutter?” Jaebeom smirks and breaks his eye contact, absentmindedly twirling the small cocktail straw in his almost empty glass. 
“I want to hear your music,” you say breaking him from his trance. 
He looks up to see you leaning in on the table excitedly, a small flame of mischief burning behind your eyes. 
He leans in towards you, “Really?” 
You nod.
“Well then, let’s get out of here.”
You knew just as well as anyone what it meant to go back to his place and listen to his music, but that was exactly what you wanted. Jaebeom hails over the waiter closing up your tab before you both exit the bar to the crisp Autumn night air. As if on cue, a taxi pulls in front of where the two of you stood, allowing a handsome young couple to exit its backseat. Jaebeom takes the opportunity, seizing the door open for you to step into the now emptied seats of the taxi. He joins in after you quickly telling the older man who was driving the taxi his address.
The ride began innocently enough. Silent, as you two sat next to one another, too nervous to make eye contact. Because you knew as soon as you looked, things would take a drastic turn, but you were always too curious for your own good. You turn your head slightly to catch Jaebeom looking at you, not in your eyes, but everywhere else. From the way that your legs were crossed to your innocently folded hands in your lap, the curves of your body, the long expanse of your neck, until finally, into your lust-filled eyes. That was all it took.
Jaebeom was the first to snap, instantly latching his hand onto the back of your neck in order to bring your lips onto his. You more than happily obliged bringing your own hands to rest on his taut shoulders, molding your lips unto his. The connection was everything you imagined. Hot, rushed, and oh so gratifying. You could taste the deep bitters of his drink as his tongue danced across your lip, your own tongue eager to meet his. He groaned into your mouth once he felt the connection which in turn had you draping a leg across his lap attempting for your bodies to be closer. You felt somewhat sorry for the cab driver, but you mostly didn’t care.
Jaebeom grips your leg that is draped over him feeling the soft flesh beneath your tight jeans. God, he only imagined what you looked like completely exposed to him. The thought had to wait as the two of you could feel the car come to an abrupt stop, followed by an awkward cough from the front seat. You both break free and stare into each other’s dark gazes, unable to shake the overwhelming amount of lust. It took a second clearing of the cab driver’s throat to snap the trance and leave his car. Jaebeom handed the man the cab fare, being sure to tip him generously, before exiting the car and extending a hand out to you. You take it graciously after saying a quick “thank you” to the driver. 
Once outside the cab, the pace of the evening leveled out. Jaebeom, now calm and collected, takes your hand in his, smiling at you briefly before guiding you to a rather expensive-looking building. It was late at night when you two arrived, yet upon entering the bright lobby you notice a rather well-dressed attendant sitting modestly behind a large desk. She looks up from her desk to see who had entered. Upon gazing at Jaebeom she stands and bows her head silently in a form of saying “Welcome.” Jaebeom smiles politely at her while still having you in tow towards the titanium elevator doors. They open upon his touch of the button allowing you both to step inside.
The feeling of being next to Jaebeom in the elevator versus the taxi was entirely different. While the backseat of the taxi was filled with nothing but lust for one another, the elevator was quiet. Utter silence from you both as you anxiously spare looks to one another. Whenever one of you caught the other’s eye it would be hard to hide your bashful smiles. Your stomach was doing flips in expectancy of what was to come. The doors part, you had arrived. 
Jaebeom enters his apartment with relative ease, despite his nerves making it difficult to punch in his door code. Once the two of you were inside is when he finally began to speak, “Can I offer you anything to drink? Wine? Water?”
“Wine sounds lovely, thank you,” you respond back. 
He smiles, “Wine it is. Please make yourself at home while I go get us some glasses.”
Then he is off, leaving you to wander about his apartment curiously. It was relatively a clean place, or rather there just wasn’t much furniture in general. Simplistic and chic. You couldn’t think of a more fitting apartment for Jaebeom. You walk about the space coming unto what seemed to be a living room with a single black leather loveseat and a computer desk against the opposite wall. You make your way over to the couch sitting down gently. 
Not long after, Jaebeom appears from the doorway holding two glasses of a deep red wine. He chuckles nervously extending one glass to you. Jesus, he was so endearing. You take the glass with a small smile and thank him, bringing the bitter liquid to your lips. 
“Did you still want me to play you some of my work?” Jaebeom asks nervously, still standing above you. 
You had almost completely forgotten that was the whole reason you wanted to come. You were too enraptured by the beautiful man’s aura. 
“Yes please, play me something,” you say excitedly. 
He takes a sip of his wine and smiles before turning his back and walking towards the computer. He types away for about a minute before a soft melody can be heard throughout the room. You look to see speakers installed all around your head creating a hypnotic atmosphere. You close your eyes and sway, finding yourself getting lost in the beats and pretty vocals of his song. It isn’t until you feel a dip in the seat next to you that you open your eyes to see the expectant face of Jaebeom at your side.
“You really made this?”
“Yeah, that’s my voice if you can’t tell,” he replies nervously bringing a hand to rub at the back of his neck.
“I don’t know as much about music as I do photography, but this is really good,” you say to him which has him chuckling and shaking his head. “No, really I mean it.”
He looks up at you to see that you were in fact being genuine. He felt more proud then than at any other moment he could remember. Jaebeom sets his wine glass down on the coffee table next to yours before turning his full attention towards you, tucking a soft hair behind one of your ears. 
“You’re really something, did you know that?” He asks you, with a voice just barely above a whisper.
Your heart pounded loudly in your chest at the sudden close proximity, but God did you love this man’s presence. You leaned slightly into his hand that was still hovering near the side of your face, allowing him to cup your cheek affectionately. 
“That’s funny,” you say. “I was thinking the same thing about you.”
He’s smiling at you now, staring deeply into your shining eyes. The self-control he had completely left him at that point. He leans into you slowly, allowing you time to register what was about to happen. You close the gap, kissing him softly. He sighs into the kiss, languidly moving his lips against yours while at the same time grabbing your hips to move your body closer. You reciprocate and bring it a step further, throwing one leg over his lap to straddle his thighs, never once breaking apart your lips.
He takes a shaky breath the minute your body softly grinds onto his. God, he was intoxicating. You were so eager to elicit more responses from him, to watch him come undone, so you snake your hands into his long hair, earning an appreciative moan. You can’t help but whine at the sound, wanting nothing more than to feel his body pressed against yours. 
Jaebeom seems to know your thoughts exactly because in one moment he is sweeping you up off of the couch, legs still fastened tightly around him, making his way towards what you can only assume to be his bedroom. He would stop occasionally to press you against a nearby wall, breaking from your lips he would decorate your neck in soft kisses. The scent of his musky cologne exhilarating your thoughts. Finally, he reaches his bedroom, dropping you down to your feet softly with a thud. 
“I want you,” he breaths out onto your abused lips.
“Then you can have me,” you whisper. “All of me.”
He groans at your response as it seems they were the exact words he wished to hear. Swiftly Jaebeom grabs at your top peeling it off over your head leaving you clad in a simple black bra. If you had known you would be seen naked tonight you would have opted for something a little sexier, but Jaebeom doesn’t seem to mind. Instead, his head instantly drops to your cleavage, pushing your breasts eagerly up into his face as he begins to kiss and suck at your skin surely leaving marks for you to remember him by. You breathe out at the sensual feeling, greedy to feel his skin against your own.
You reach below him to tug at his black t-shirt hinting at how much you wanted it off of his body. He understands, breaking away from your chest to pull his shirt over his head. His chest is broad and milky, illuminated from the streetlights outside his bedroom window. You can’t help yourself, bringing a hand to rest against the middle of his chest. You felt him, all of him. The warmth, the sweat, the anticipation, all of it rested just below your fingertips. Slowly you drag your hand lower, noting the shiver that ran through Jaebeom’s body at your soft caresses. You reach his belt, playing with it you look up at him through your lashes, batting them innocently.
“Fuck-” he says. “If you keep looking at me that way, I don’t think I can control myself.”
“Perfect,” you say, pulling him closer by his belt loop. “I wouldn’t want it any other way.”
You have no idea where this sense of confidence has come from. Normally during sex, you tend not to be much of a talker, letting the man do as he pleases. Tonight felt different from all those nights before. Jaebeom made you a different person, someone who felt bold enough to take control. You liked this person he created, and he seemed to be just as pleased.
He smirks at you, enjoying your teasing nature, he pulls you flush against his skin. He holds your eye contact for a moment before firmly turning your body so that your back meets his chest. You gasp as you feel him move your hair to the side, decorating lustful kisses along your shoulder and neck. His hands find purchase on your hips, greedily massaging them while also forcing your ass to grind onto his already stiff cock straining against his jeans. You moan at the feeling, taking pride in the effect you had on him.
“Do you like that, baby?” He asks you. “The feeling of my hard cock against you?”
The man could talk dirty, you thought, could he be any more attractive?
You don’t reply with words. Instead, you grind your backside harder against him, causing a hiss to fall from his lips. You lull your head back dreamily, getting lost in the feeling of your bodies moving together, both of you ravenous for any sort of friction. While his hands stayed firmly on your hips you took this opportunity to grab at one of his hands, bringing it upward to your chest, encouraging Jaebeom to massage your breasts. He happily obliges, feeling up your warm body with his rough hands, your scent invigorating his mind.
“I want you to strip for me, then go lay on the bed,” Jaebeom softly commands in your ear, effectively snapping you out of your daze.
There was something about his assertive tone that sent heat straight to your core, you were so eager to feel him there. He takes a step away from your body allowing you space to remove your clothes, and you do so. You look over your shoulder at him to see his bottom lip caught between his teeth, anticipating your show. You reach down for the button of your jeans undoing it in a slow and sultry way until you are able to strip the fabric down your legs. 
Jaebeom intently watches your scantily clad figure which in turn gave you the confidence to continue. You put on a bit of a show with your movements, matching your swaying hips to his music that could still be heard inside the bedroom. Once you step your feet out of your jeans you turn your body so it is facing his. There is still a bit of space between your bodies, but the tension is extreme. You reach behind your back to unclasp your bra, taking one strap between your fingers as you allow the bra to drop. 
Upon seeing your bare chest a fire ignites behind Jaebeom’s eyes. You smirk, with still swaying hips, you hook two fingers into your panties. Turning once more to give him a view of your backside, you dance your way out of the soft material, letting it gather around your feet. Finally, now completely bare, you make your way to his large king bed adorned with fresh white sheets. Crawling on all fours up the bed, making sure to arch your back for the best view, you flip your body onto the bed awaiting his arrival.
Jaebeom drinks this all in. The music, fragrances, lights, visuals, and the ambiance of seeing your bare body lay upon his white sheets, decorated purely by the moonlight. Without waiting for a second longer he rids himself of the last of his clothing, pushing his jeans and boxers down with haste. He walks to the foot of the bed, softly caressing your calves as he climbs up the expanse of your body. Your eyes meet his hazily, running your gentle hands along his forearms until his forehead is resting softly against yours.
“Can I taste you?”
Your mind is in a haze at his request, but who were you to say no?
Your head nods at his request and he smiles. Kissing your lips passionately before dragging them lower and lower down your body. Occasionally Jaebeom would nip and suck on parts of your skin, causing your body to tremor. Until finally you began to feel his heated breaths over your core. You gripped the sheets expectantly, unconsciously tensing your body in anticipation. He gives each of your thighs one last kiss before licking a strong tongue through your core.
You moan instantly, surprised by how sensitive you were from just one touch. Jaebeom doesn’t stop, he grabs hold of your thighs effectively throwing them over his broad shoulders. At first, his licks are long and languid, causing your hips to fall in motion with his tongue. Once he begins to feel your thighs tense at the sensations he picks up his pace, switching from licking up your core to occasionally wrapping his lips around your clit. 
You feel electric waves throughout your body at his movements. At one particular suck, you moan out into the night, threading a hand through Jaebeom’s hair, which in turn has him groaning into you. He too was lost in the pleasure he was giving you. From your scent to your heavenly moans he couldn’t stop himself from grinding down against his mattress eager for some relief on his achingly hard cock.
“Jaebeom please, I need to feel you inside of me, please,” you manage to moan out wanting nothing more than for your bodies to become one.
Although Jaebeom wanted so badly to see your body come undone from his tongue alone, he too was starting to get impatient. One last suck to your clit before he is climbing back up your body, greedily you reach for him and connect your lips. He moans at your soft sucks against his tongue, desperate for you to taste your own arousal. 
Shockingly, you are able to flip your bodies over allowing you to climb on top of Jaebeom’s beautiful body. You break away from the kiss to sit up and see him. There he was in all his glory. The stoic man from the gallery naked and heaving beneath you, so eager to be inside of you. You smile sweetly at him and he groans, taking his painfully hard cock into your hand you stroke him tenderly, to which he throws his head back in excitement. Without waiting a second longer you align him with your dripping core, slowing sinking him deep inside of you.
You release an intense sigh that you didn’t know you were holding. Jaebeom moans at the warm feeling of your pussy wrapped tightly around him, he then looks to see where your bodies meet. As if on cue you begin to sway your hips back in forth, still in rhythm with the music coming from the living room. The pace is slow and sensual, just as you like. 
Jaebeom felt as if he could feel every little movement. From the way your beautiful hips swayed to your hands pressed firmly on his chest, he savored every second. His hands come to rest against your hips once again, encouraging your movements. Moans spill from your mouth as you get lost in the feeling of him buried so deep inside of you.
“Oh god,” you cry out.
Jaebeom is blissed out in the feeling, allowing you full control; he loses himself in the moment, suddenly becoming acutely aware of the song. You too let your body take over and allow your mind to float above the two of you making love. You can hear the melody too.
난 네게 눈이 멀었고
(I became blinded by you)
넌 내게 눈이 멀었겄지
(You probably became blinded by me)
우리 서로만을 보았고
(We only saw each other)
이 세상에 둘만 있었겠지
(We probably were the only ones in the world)
Jaebeom begins to lose his patience as he can feel his end nearing. You yelp with surprise as his strong arms wrap against your frame, flipping you onto your back. You squeeze around him from his dominant change in nature, he groans at the feeling.
“I want to feel you come all around me, baby,” he tells you. 
You nod back ready for him to ravish your body. He hooks one of your legs over his shoulder giving him the best angle for you both. The pace from before is completely different. While you took your time with Jaebeom while you rode him, when he was on top he fucked you, hard.
Sheathing himself back inside of you so hard and fast you both scream out in pleasure. He wastes no time fucking you raw, trying to chase the high you both so desperately longed for. His movements are fast yet calculated, effectively hitting your sweet spot every time he entered you. You were desperate to hold on to reality gripping the sheets above your head as you moaned loudly. Jaebeom saw this action and instead moved your hands to his hair.
“I want you to show me how good I’m making you feel,” he says to you in his gruff voice.
You understand his wish, grabbing his hair just as tightly as he fucked you, earning an appreciative groan from him spurring on his movements further. 
You felt your end coming. It was like a small fire that suddenly began to blister in the pit of your stomach. Your chest heaved for air as you gripped his hair even tighter, warning him. He understood.
“Come on, baby, I need to feel you come, please,” his words did just the trick.
The fire turned into an explosion as the white-hot orgasm swept through your body. You trembled in his hold as he thoroughly fucked you through your high. Once you came down you noticed his brows furrowed and his movements began to waver. You released his hair to hold him close to your body, encouraging him to let go.
He eventually reaches his own high as he drops his head to your shoulder, you hold him close as he moans out deliciously into your ear. His movements stutter as he tiredly milks his orgasm to completion. He slumps his body against yours, slick with sweat the two of you stay connected for some time attempting to calm your breaths. 
Tiredly you stroke your hand softly up and down his back lullingly. You begin to feel the effect of all the alcohol in your system as you fought to keep your eyes open. Too at peace with where you were, you allowed yourself to become a victim of slumber while caressing Jaebeom’s naked frame. 
When morning broke, you expected to be woken by the bright sunshine pouring into his room. Instead, the thing that woke you from your slumber was the distinct click of what you only know to be the sound of a film camera. Still naked in his sheets you turn your body over to see an equally naked Jaebeom perched at the foot of the bed with a small camera plastered to his face. The morning sun decorated his frame in the most beautiful way, you couldn’t help but smile at the sight.
He lowers the camera slowly from his face, gauging your reaction, “Sorry I just thought you looked so perfect lying there. Does it bother you?”
You shake your head no. He smiles and climbs up his bed to be with you again in the early morning light. He lays at your side and you turn your full body to him, he tucks a stray hair behind your ear. You both stay there for what felt like an eternity. Mindlessly you both would let your fingers dance along the other’s naked form, basking in the soft flesh below. The silence was infectious, filling your soul with content. You never wanted this feeling to end.
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“Can I just say what an honor it is to be accompanying you on this gorgeous Friday night,” Jinyoung smiles at you. “The forsaken Friday nights that you would normally spend in solitude, per your own request, but I am the first one to break that tradition. Really it is a privilege.”
You laugh at Jinyoung’s over-the-top monologue. Jinyoung wasn’t wrong, he was the first person you had ever asked to accompany you on this Friday night. Your friends all knew the deal, Friday nights were for your alone time, for your creativity to rekindle. 
“You are just too handsome to say no to,” you reply back sweetly, reaching up to Jinyoung planting a swift kiss on his cheek. His eyes crinkle in the most adorable fashion. 
As much as you had grown and changed in the past couple of months, Jinyoung was always a constant in your life. Before you used to be so caught up in your art and finding inspiration that you never gave the cute boy from your English class the time of day. Often times Jinyoung would ask you out for the occasional coffee or study date to which you would always find an excuse not to go. It surprised you that even after all his failed attempts he even still wanted to take you out, so ultimately you agreed. You could say that perhaps you had a change of heart. Something eventually opened your eyes to his affection for you.
After walking some time the two of you finally make it to the exhibit. The words “Awake.” displayed in white neon outside the entrance. Looking to Jinyoung and smiling you both make your way through the large entryway. Subtly you feel him slide his fingers through your own, and your body heats at the affection. 
It had been quite some time since Defsoul had held any sort of photography exhibition. In fact, the last one being just over six months ago. Although the photographer was still active through social media you were surprised as to why it had taken them so long to put on another show. You remembered just how much you fell in love with their work last time that you were eager to see what else they had in store.
As the two of you walk hand-in-hand throughout the gallery you instantly notice the ambiance of this show to be vastly different from the one you had attended months before. The air was lighter, the photographs themselves felt brighter than before, and even the conversations between the patrons were airier. Jinyoung would occasionally point to certain photos attempting his best at discussing the art of photography in order to impress you. You would smile at his attempts, bringing his body closer to yours the more you strolled throughout the space.
Your mind couldn’t help but wander to the night you shared with Jaebeom just months before where you met him at one of these exhibits. It had been so long since you had even thought of him or his name that you had almost forgotten. Though the feelings you felt never disappeared. 
You catch yourself smiling at the memory before looking up at one of the larger displays in the studio. You stopped dead in your tracks upon looking, your breath caught in your throat as you just stared. It was you, not your face, your naked backside peeking perfectly out of his crisp white sheets, the morning sun playing through your soft hair beautifully. There you were on full display for the whole world to see. 
The world around you faded as you sat and stared, Jinyoung taking notice finally to what you had been looking at, “That is gorgeous, I think this might be my favorite one so far.”
You can’t hear him as your mind was reeling a mile a minute. It was then in that moment you came to realize everything. His sheets, his bed, his room, his photograph. This was his show, Jaebeom was Defsoul. How could you have not seen it before?
You looked about the room frantically, fear striking you as you noticed the other patron’s eyes glued to the huge mural of you, Jinyoung too being entranced with the photo. Anxiety bubbled over into your stomach. That was until you saw it, the title: Muse.
You didn’t know why exactly upon reading the simple word that tears began to pool in your eyes. Again you looked around the room. You needed to see him, to confirm your thoughts. You needed to know who Jaebeom really was. Then suddenly there he stood, perfect as ever.
Jaebeom stood meters away from you and Jinyoung, the bodies of the other patrons crossed your paths as the two of you just stared at each other. He looked just as stunning as that night, that one fateful night. His gaze is soft on yours as if to ask if you were okay. You cannot answer him, still in too much shock. 
Until Jaebeom looks to Jinyoung, your connected hands, and then finally you, he smiles warmly. Little did you know that this is exactly what Jaebeom wanted to see for you. Your happiness above all else. To others, what the two of you shared could easily be written off as just some other one night stand, but he knew it was so much more. He cared for you in ways he never thought he would be able to feel for another person. And so he was happy, if he couldn’t be the one holding your hand in this gallery, he was glad you had someone to take his place. You deserved as much.
A tear finally escapes your eye as you continue to gaze at Jaebeom’s sincere expression, laughing slightly you brush the tear away. You felt no anger, no embarrassment. Because what Jaebeom said was right, for that night you spent together, he too was your own muse. The spark you needed at that moment. You needed him then just as much as he did. 
Without leaving his eyes, you bow your head slightly, doing something you realized you never did that night. You thanked him. He raised a wine glass in recognition. Then he was gone, swallowed into the sea of people who would never know his true identity. 
“I didn’t know photography moved you that much,” Jinyoung says to you while wiping your tears away, a look of concern etched into his features.
You laugh, dropping your head bashfully before raising your eyes again to look at Jinyoung. You were so content with the way you began to live your life since meeting Jaebeom. For so long you had deprived yourself of the one thing that should have mattered the most, your happiness.
It was fate for you and Jaebeom to meet each other that night, but you knew it was only meant for that one night. Jaebeom was the trigger for you to stop living inside the constrictive box you created for yourself. You felt inspiration more than ever through your art, which in turn greatly improved your abilities. You also finally allowed yourself love, and to share that love with someone who genuinely wanted you. 
Now with Jinyoung, you had never felt more at peace in not only yourself but your life. Rising to his height you capture Jinyoung’s lips with yours. He smiles against you and reciprocates your affection. This is who you were meant to be with tonight, and for every night thereafter.
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Hotter Than Summer
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a/n: Remember when I promised more NSFW stuff? Yeah so this is by far the smuttiest thing I've ever written. Do Not interact with this is you're underaged. But if you're legal, have fun! 18+ only
w/c: 8k
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Every year, you went on a trip with your family.
Your parents and siblings would cram into one car, and meet up with your neighbors in the countryside, under the same roof. A cabin that over looked a lake, that housed a forest, that wrapped all the way around to where you were.
You'd go in the dead of summer, when school let out. When the mosquitoes were rampant and the heat was crippling. You couldn't ever figure out what was so enjoyable about heading into the middle of no place to melt inside a rented home for a few weeks, but you went back each year. Of course, swimming in the lake was a blast and campefires at midnight were such fun. But that was mostly due to the fact that you got to spend such quality time with your favorite old neighbours.
Your fathers best university pal, and his wife only moved across the street when you were well into your high school career. But your dad was chuffed still to have his oldest friend one hop skip and jump away. Your mom was just as fond of the family, and soon you were sharing dinners and going to festivals and movies with them and their son, George.
When you met, you ignorantly assumed there was no way he wasn't a jock, or something equally as brain dead. No one with a face that pretty could possibly be smarter than a blade of grass.
But it wasn't long after they moved in, untill his parents asked you to show him around the school. And even though he was older and so vastly different from you, one morning, you found out George wasn't at all how you'd imagined. As you took him through the school halls, he went on and on about the theater program and marveled over your decently sized and poorly decorated library. He even thanked you for wasting your free break guiding him round to help him make sense of the schedule in his hands.
And after then, you had it bad. So that was precisely the reason you decided to steer clear. You gave small waves in the halls, and pretended not to scream internally when he sat next to you at lunch, every now and again. You went about your day pretending you were much more preoccupied with your other friends, and saved all your hopelessly romantic daydreams about George for your diary.
Until summer, of course. When you showed up to the cabin with your family and your siblings and some of their friends. George would be there, and you let yourself trail behind him like a puppy then. But he always asked for your company, really. He always dragged you to go swimming or to walk three miles to the nearest convenient shop for snacks. He'd sit next to you during rainy afternoon movie marathons and entertain all of your fireside ramblings.  
But it had been three years since you'd spent a summer in the cabin. Your last time was the summer after you graduated. George's last time was two years prior, and nothing had quite been the same since.
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You knew he wouldn't be there, this year. You should have been off, just as well, drinking till dawn or whatever else college kids wasted evenings doing.
His parents were there, though, and spent at least a minute each hugging you hello. After then, you trekked through the familiar home, up to the room you always claimed as your own, and you pretended not to feel dramatically sad. And for the next week, you sat around the fireside with your siblings, and laughed at their dumb jokes. You swam in the lake all alone. And you listened to George's parents yammer on about how proud they were of all his latest and most admirable achievements.
The last day of your visit, you sat alone in the sun room with a book, but only used it as a fan while you reminisced of all the times you'd sat doing the same before.
"I don't know why we come here when it's this hot." You sighed across the table full of left over breakfast food. Your family had migrated toward the back garden to play volleyball, but you couldn't be bothered trudging through the heat.
"I've always wanted to come in the autumn, watch the leaves change, make better use of all this firewood." You never did, because that's when school started and holidays were left to plan in for insufferable days like now.
George's mother was setting a pitcher of spiked punch on the table, something she made every year you'd been old enough to enjoy in her company.
"You know, it's so funny you say that." She grinned, shooting you a bright glance as she moved to pour you a drink.
"Our Geogre will be home this fall and he was asking about heading up to the cabin." She began. You used your book fan with a little more vigour.
"We, unfortunately, won't be able to make that happen of course, with his father's job and my plans of travelling before snowfall." She rambled, the ice in her drink clinking as she raised it to her lips. Your family's laughter rang muffled from beyond the glass wall of windows that made up the breakfast nook. And the heat, like a blanket over you. Like a pool you stayed trapped drowning in.
"You know- you kids should come here on your own! You're plenty old enough now to handle that responsibility and you always were such good friends. I bet Georgie would just love that." His mother's smile was audible in her tone and beaming from her face. You tried not to gawk at her, not to scrabble to sit straight. You casually lowered your leg from the arm of the chair and looked to the woman with a turn of your head.
"Oh I don't know, do ya think-"
"Yes, yes!" She interrupted with a furrowed brow like this was very serious. "I'm meant to call him later. I'll pass the idea along for you, love."
With a soft grin, her mind was made up. You shrugged, hoping it would make her believe you wouldn't be let down either way. But you'd never wanted anything more.
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She got through to George, and apparently, according to his mother, he very excitedly accepted the plans. You weren't too sure that was entirely true, but you couldn't help but do a little happy dance behind the closed doors of your cabin bedroom. It was always as you left it, green quilt, matching rug, and the few framed albums you hung to make up for the bland wallpaper.
You left it, thrilled by the thought of returning in two months, and stayed glued to your phone till then. Geogre was meant to text you when the time crept nearer for your roughly made plans to become a little more organized.
You weren't sure what you were so excited for. He'd probably bring a girl, or a least mention one. There was no way he didn't have his pick of dozens vying for his attention. Still, the idea of spending a weekend in the cabin in such close quarters with your old crush was thrilling.
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He texted you a month before you ended up planning to stay, and your exchange was jarringly short. George shot you a date and time. You agreed. Then he asked if you minded if a couple of his friends tagged along. And of course, you didn't. And that was that.
The summer dragged on, and at the first sign of autumn in the air you practically had all your bags packed.
When the time came, you gave your family quick goodbyes and arrived to the cabin a couple of hours early. The air was crisp, and the lake looked cold from your safe distance away. You breezed through the thin fog and smiled to yourself when you stepped into the place.
Everything was just how you'd left it. There were even still a few notes tapped to the refrigerator. You moved through the wooden structure and noticed how high the ceilings were for the first time in a while. And after washing a few sheets, and sorting out some of the food you'd brought for dinner, your solitude was interrupted.
There was a rattle at the door, and when it opened your heart stopped. He was here. George was all grown up. You hadn't seen him since the last time he came out here with the lot of you, the summer after he graduated. Years had passed, and now his hair was a little longer. He was a little leaner, a little taller, maybe. His nose was reddened by the cold but his smile was familiar. You tried not to gape at him and the way he seemed like an actual supermodel while he rested his bag by the door and looked to you, his grin growing wider.
"Hello, stranger." You smiled.
"Y/n!" He called with outstretched arms. You abandoned your place at the stove to accept his embrace and prayed he wouldn't be able to feel your quickened heartbeat.
"George." You beamed. Because he was your friend. At least, he had been once. His smile remained as he wrapped a strong arm around your middle and mumbled a hello right in your ear.
"Where are all your friends, then?" You cleared your throat, trying everything to keep your cool. Did he really have to speak so low in your ear? This weekend might prove to be incredibly awkward...
"Ah, yeah, one cancelled and the other might just as well. He said he'd keep me updated." George winced, running a hand across the back of his neck. "Hope you don't mind boring old me?"
"Of course not." You produced a chuckle. "I'm just making dinner."
And just like that, it felt like old times. George took over the kitchen for a bit, while you bickered over spices and seasonings. And in between stirring up an evening meal, George tucked his bags away in the room he'd always stayed in, and came back to help you set the table.
Conversation never lost its steady pace. George asked you about your budding life after highschool. He asked what you were doing for money and what you dreamed of doing for good. He laughed at some of your best stories and started to trade some of his own.
You'd always felt a bit intimidated by George, but worse now than ever before. He was musing about Hollywood and rambling about his life on movie sets. You nodded along, and watched George's pretty structured face light up as he spoke of his dreams and how some of them had come true.
When you'd finished dinner, your nerves really started up. Here the two of you were, all alone for the first time, maybe ever. There was always someone else near by in your knowing each other. Whether it be here, back home, or at school. You weren't sure how to handle all the empty space, so to occupy your time, you started a fire in the den. It was a cozy little room where everyone usually spent movie nights curled up on the small sofa. You liked to come here to read, when the sun shone brightly through the picture windows.
But it was dark now, and the fire was small. So you stuck nearby to help make it grow and wondered why you and Geogre were here. You wondered if his friend would ever show. You wondered if he'd ever really invited anyone at all.
"I brought beer, but there was some rum stashed away," George spoke himself into the room, holding a bottle and a glass in hand. He held each out to you, offering you take your pick. You picked the rum and thanked him for thinking you might've wanted a choice.
"I think I know you pretty well after all this time." George grinned, sitting on the floor in front of the fire. You were stood there, watching the flames flicker higher, and it took an internal debate for you to sit at his side. Were you making things weird or had they been weird on their own? Just moments ago you were mulling over how normal everything felt. Yeah, must'a just been you.
"I dunno," You huffed as you crossed your legs. "I've changed a lot since the days we used to tolerate each others company."
"Tolerate?" George chuckled. "We both know half our stays in this cabin were made most enjoyable by all the times we band together. We always had such fun."
"We did. Do you think we're too old now to have fun, this time around?" You asked, taking a sip of the rum he offered you. George stalled for a beat, like he was really considering the answer to your question. And then he looked at you and shook his head.
"I hope not." His lithe grin made your throat go dry. So you finished off your rum and stood for a refill. When you settled back in the den, George was halfway through his beer, and you got to talking about life again. He told you the scariest stories of his time away, and you reminisced about some of the traumas of life you and Geogre had been caught up in together when he was only one house away. George went for another beer, and you stayed watching the fire steadily burn.
He returned in silence and the quiet lingered for a long while, with both of you fixated not the flames.
"Remember when you said you'd let me stow away in your luggage when you left, so I could skip out on my physics finale?" You laughed into your drink.  You felt George's eyes turn to search for your own, but you were still too deep in thought. "I failed that quiz, George. You were supposed to be my way out of this town."
"Hmm." George took a swig of his beer as you finished your second glass of rum. "Maybe that's why I've come back."
"That's rich." You chuckled and pointed a look to George. You couldn't hold back your nervous breaths of laughter now. Because he was watching you. His sea blue eyes seemed to search your face. You never recalled a time he looked at you with such undivided attention.
"What's so funny?" George rose a pale brow, taking another sip of beer. And as the answer formed on your lips, you blamed the rum entirely for your lack of critical thinking.
"I used to have the biggest crush on you." You admitted, turning a glance to George. His gaze had yet to break from your face, but you swore his smile grew ever so slightly. He furrowed his brow and shot you a sidelong look, like he didn't believe what you were saying.
"I did!" You laughed, the voice in your head reprimanding you for being so bold, as the words kept pouring out of your mouth. "You were my older, smoking hot neighbour boy. It was all very cliche but true." You shrugged. A blush burnt your cheeks and your mind suddenly caught up with your actions and you'd started to regret everything that had just transpired.
You mumbled a weary curse as you ducked your head away, hoping George wouldn't go on embarrassing you too much about this. You really hadn't planned to out yourself on the first night of your staying here with him. You hadn't planned to ever tell him that.
But George wasn't saying anything. He was just looking at you, like he had been. Like he was trying to figure you out. His eyes travelled from your face to search the reset of you. You watched George's gaze roam across your build while you tried not to combust in a self conscious worry. But the strange tension was too much not to break.
"What are you looking at me like that for?" You feared, hiding your bashful grin by lifting the nearly empty glass of rum to your lips.
"Because you're beautiful." George grinned, laughing a little like this was some big obvious fact.
"You're just tipsy." You shook your head, pointing to his empty bottle of beer and its half full replacement.
"No, you're just beautiful. You always have been." His tone grew more serious. You dared to catch his eye. The flames from a foot away were reflected in his gaze, and something else too. His eyes flicked away from yours to land on your lips. And his parted ever so slightly. If you hadn't dared to glimpse at his mouth, you wouldn't have noticed the way his jaw slacked.
His eye caught yours again and you realized he was moving closer. George was leaning in and your heart was beating a mile a minute and the fire seemed hotter than the dozen summers you'd wasted away here before.
His lips brushed yours before anything, and neither of you moved for a moment. His warm breath ghosted across your face and all your dreams seemed to suddenly come true as his mouth closed against yours.
Slowly, your lips started moving together. But they moved in perfect time, like they were made for it and waiting for this day to come true. George kissed you with a little more intent, as you kissed him back like you'd never get the chance to again. Because you had never once believed anything like this would happen with George. Maybe he was just tipsy. Or lonely. Or bored. You didn't care. You started to believe he had at least a little bit of actual interest in you, with the way he leaned closer and pressed his grip into your side. His tongue brushed against yours as his fingers started creeping closer to your chest. You wondered if he could feel your heart beating like a drum, and if his hand would ever reach its destination. You kissed him hard as encouragement, and he let out the sweetest whimper that would have made your eyes roll if they were open.
And then there was a knock at the door.
"Shit." You let out another nervous laugh, pulling away and catching your breath. You thought George's friends had all cancelled.
"I'm- I'm sorry." George shook his head, swiping hand at his lips and furrowing a brow at another knock on the door.
"Don't be?" You searched George's eyes for a moment and hoped he knew what you were asking. You hoped he watched as you hurried away. Had that really just happened? Had you just been bold enough to do the thing you'd wished of doing since sometime in high school? Was all the gentle passion in his kissing you back fueled by the drinks? Or had he really meant it?
The knocking kept on as you drifted closer. Geeze, for someone who wasn't sure about coming, they sure seemed excited to be here in the middle of the night. You adjusted yourself on the way to unlock the door, and tried not to blanch when you saw who was on the other side.
"Hi kids!" George's mother beamed, a bag in her arms. "My trip got cancelled and your folks weren't busy so we figured we'd come surprise you!"
The group of parents shuffled through the door. Your father toted a bottle of whiskey and your mother held a stack of films in her grasp. They each hugged you, and you scrambled to steady your tone.
"What a treat." You laughed through your teeth. The change in the pace of your evening could have given you whiplash.
"Oh, it's just like old times!" George's mother squealed, finding her son shuffling toward the kitchen to find what all the commotion was about.
"I suppose so." He grinned, accepting his mothers embrace and nodding as she explained that his father was too busy with work to crash the party. With all the tender sweetness you'd fallen for over the years, George said he understood but greeted his mother with kindness all the while. And as your parents rushed to pass hugs his way, George caught your eye. You wanted nothing more than to ask about the question in his gaze. But you feared your weekend with George wouldn't be as you'd once dreamed, like always.
///
You were glad to sit around the dying fire with your family. His mother's laugh was music to your ears. Your father's jokes had George doubled over with laughter. Your mother mused over and over about how glad she was for this surprise getaway.
And you couldn't be too upset, because you relished every moment you got to spend like this. Usually, this cabin was an escape, a place you could come without a care in the world. But now, there was a nagging little worry tumbling around your head, as everyone sat dragging the night on. Loose plans for the next day were made, talk of enjoying nature and making use of the big kitchen. You said something about sleeping in, because that was a rare occasion in your life these days. And here was a place where your wishes were supposed to be granted.
Your mother was the first to head to bed. The other adults decided to as well, but not before recruiting George to help clean up the kitchen neither of you had been very worried about taking total care of earlier in the evening.
You trudged up the stairs and took your turn in the shower, after wishing your mother a lovely night's sleep. She kept walking to the end of the hall, where she and your father enjoyed the best view just overtop of the forest of trees all around you.
While you washed up for the evening, your mind raced in every direction. What had just happened? And what was going to happen now? You'd been through all sorts of unexpected events with George, growing up. But never anything remotely close to... whatever this was. So far, this wasn't at all how you'd envisioned your long-awaited autumn visit in the countryside.
George's mother was soon making her way to bed too. She passed by as you opened the bathroom door and paused to give you a kiss on the cheek. You wished her goodnight and started your creep toward your own room. Before you could get there, George was walking with your father up the stairs, sharing chatter about a sports game from last year.
"Alright well, I'm off to clean up before bed." Your father noted, ruffling your hair on his way past. "Unless you need in here, George." Your father spun and pointed. There was another half bath downstairs, but the one on the second floor was the only one completed with a big shower and a separate tub.
"Ah, just holler when you're finished and I'll have a turn." George nodded as your father spun back toward the loo wishing you goodnight. You caught George's eye as you started back to your room, and prayed the creaking of the floorboard behind you were his footsteps and not just another one of your daydreams.
Sure, and strangely enough, a set of fingers curled around your wrist before you passed through your doorway.
"I believe we have some unfinished business." His voice muttered over your shoulder. Holy shit. How was this happening?
You didn't have time to waste questioning any longer. You only pulled George into the room you'd come to call your own, and shut the door with a gentle click that wouldn't cause any unwanted attention. No sooner than you had, George was on you.
His lips captured yours in a flash, like you'd been lost at sea and were only just being reunited. You threw your arms around his neck and barely held back a shocked giggle when George pulled you flush against him. You could have spent forever this way, in George's strong embrace, sharing the same breath.
He kissed you dizzy and spun you toward the wall. His hands found your chest at long last and he sighed against your mouth as you pulled him closer best you could. His hips pressed into yours and his hand trailed down your front, till his fingers stalled at the button of your sleep shorts.
"Can I?" He asked in a husky breath, looking right at you. You raised a brow, and gave him a nod, only just attempting to catch your breath. You could hardly believe it. But you'd never been more sure. George kept an eye on you for a beat, as you pressed your teeth to your lower lip. And when his hand started to move, you couldn't help but smile.
"Do you have any idea how badly I've always wanted to do this?" George asked, breathing in your ear as his hand disappeared below the fabric of your shorts. "For how long I've dreamed of having my way with you?" A shiver shot through you as he nipped at your neck. It was all very overwhelming. His word. His lips. His fingers, steadily starting to trace all the right places.
"Holy shit, George." You whined, gripping his shoulder for support from melting into a puddle on the floor.
"What? Am I doing alright?" He asked in a snide way, keeping his mouth pressed below your ear, and pressing his fingers against you with more vigour. Your breath caught at the feeling and George hummed happily against your throat.  His fingers travelled further, deeper, till there was no place left for them to go. And when he set his digits into motion, you couldn't help but let out a noise, a small broken cry that tore George's focus from your neck right to you. His fingers stopped moving and his free hand reached your jaw. He held your face in his grasp and seemed to stall a question on his lips. Then with a breath, George asked,
"You're not gonna keep quiet are you?" At the same moment he'd decided your reaction, his fingers started moving again, and his hand that held your jaw moved to cover your mouth.
"Still try, darling, this cabin isn't very big you know?" George grinned, putting his fingers to good use. Your eyes rolled back, and tried as you might, another cry escaped your throat when George picked up his pace. His one hand stayed firm over your mouth as he worked you up and whispered sinful encouragement in your ear. When you could barely feel the floor under your feet, a noise came from the hall. A knock on a distant door.
You groaned as George stalled, and chuckled at your disappointment. His free hand slid down to your throat and his fingers gently curled around there as his eyes watched yours. From behind your door and down the way you heard your father.
"George! Showers free. And don't forget to see your alarm. We're still hiking at dawn!"
You could have cried, really, when you realized your night of fun was halted till further notice. George slipped his fingers from your shorts as you sucked in a breath and let it out like a sigh.
"Don't worry love," George cooed. "I plan on taking good care of you... eventually." The fingers he'd been using found their way to your mouth. You watched his pretty blue eyes flutter as you wrapped your lips and swirled your tongue around his knuckles. You swore he almost reconsidered his leave. But then George straightened and backed away with a clenched jaw and a smile on his lips.
"Get some rest. We're hiking in the morning!" He announced with a wink as he reached for the handle of your door.
"Oh, fuck you." You grinned, feeling empty and full of fire all at once.
"With any luck." George said, before shutting the door behind him.
///
"It's too high!" You worried, searching for a broad rock to step down onto. You and your family had found yourselves at the top of the trail that wound through the forest. But had decided to take a different route back down, around the lake.
"Here look, step there." George spoke up, from the bottom of the path that was broken up. He pointed to a patch of dirt you envisioned crumbling the moment you relied on it. Your mother tutted, and moved past you to take George's advice. Your lovely neighbour extended his hand to your mother who managed her way to safety with his help. Your father followed, helping George's mother, until you were the last one left.
They all stared up at you as you bit your nails and mulled over your game plan.
"Right- we're walkin' on. Get her off, George." Your father waved and turned to follow your mother and George's, who were already ahead gossiping about some tv show. You struggled to hide your blush as Geogre shifted his weight and grinned up to you.
"Do you trust me?" He asked.
"Obviously." You pointed. George reached out, and you held your breath, and stepped where everyone else had. George's hand was strong, but your prediction came true. As you balanced your weight on the patch of dirt, it began to give way. But George was there. He swept you away with ease and balanced you on both feet on the same level of ground as him.
"Did you just want me to save you all along?" George mused, keeping his arms snug around you as you stood.
"Come on." You bit back a smile and pushed George to lead the way, noticing your folks posed for a self at the opening of a man-made bridge.
You all walked on, till you spotted a weather-worn gazebo near the opening of the lake. The sun was unusually bright for the seasons, though a chill balanced in the air. Your gang stalled to rest in the small enclosure and laughed about the adventure you'd been on, and how none of you had ever realized this little nook was out here in all the years you'd been staying right around the bend.
George's mother was the first to head in, saying something about a midday nap. You didn't blame her. You all really had risen with the sun to enjoy the trails before a late lunch. Your mother was next to leave, mentioning just that. Her plans to make a big ridiculous afternoon meal that would likely count as some kind of dinner,  too. Your father followed after her, paranoid about the trek from out of the woods alone.
George stayed and shot you a look as you watched everyone walk away, and turn around the lake. And for a moment, you just talked. Like how you always used too. About life and death and everything in between. All while each pause between topics grew long and heavy.  Soon, you rose from the bench, tired of sitting, but excited to find yourself lingering out here in the sole company of the man you'd been dreaming of keeping all to yourself.
"Do you prefer it here in the summer, or now?" You wondered aloud, because you really wanted to know. The area you'd come to know so well seemed like a different world in the cold.
George followed your ambling, back down the skinny trail from where you'd just come. He waited to respond until he stepped to face you and stalled your meander.
"Now." George smiled, searching your eyes and pushing his nose against yours. The action made your heart flutter and your fists curl in the pockets of your jacket. Then he kissed you so tenderly, like you'd kissed thousands of times before and he was used to the sensation. You, however, were still dazzled by it. Your hands flew up and clung to the jacket he'd left unzipped. You kissed him back like this was your last chance to prove how badly you'd always wanted too. At your fervour, George snaked his arms around you. One of his hands tangled in your hair as his other trailed to your backside.
You had no excuse to hold back your pleased sighs, as George pressed against you, digging his fingers into your thigh and pulling it nearer to his hip. Your own hands started to wander, right between his legs. George let out a groan as you pressed your palm against his tight jeans, and you thought of doing it again just to hear his reaction. But you had something better in mind.
You broke your kiss and grabbed both of George's hands. He watched as you dragged him a little deeper into the green, and fell against a wide tree when you pushed his toward it.
When you started to fiddle with his belt buckle and bend your knees, George flushed and gapped at you.
"Here?" He asked with a nervous grin, looking much more innocent and shy than he'd appeared last night. Maybe ever.
"Would you rather trade bakewell recipes, George?" You asked with a snicker, sitting back against your heels and peering up to him. "We really don't have to, though." You spoke again with a serious nod, making sure he knew you really didn't want to do anything he didn't want to. But damn, you really wanted this.
"I'd really like if we did." George swallowed, and your grin stretched back to life. "I was just surprised is all."
"Why? Don't you think I'd like to show you as good a time as you started to show me last night?" You unzipped his trousers and kept your gaze fixed to George.
"I promise to make it up to you." He breathed as you started to pull at his boxers.
"You already are." You assured, just before the time for talk had ceased. Your mouth had better things to do.
When George lost his fingers in your hair, and tugged, you were motivated to deepen your interaction. Then you got to hear the way George whined and hissed and cursed your name under his breath. Even if you could reach your free hand to his lips, you couldn't dream of keeping George quiet. His sounds were the sweetest encouragement you'd ever known.
You stayed on your knees until your efforts paid off. Then you helped George pull his trousers back in shape as you rose to meet him, and were pleasantly surprised when he grabbed your face and kissed you. But when his hand started to trail below your waste you broke your kiss and shook your head.
"We don't have time." You sighed, brushing back some of George's unkempt blonde waves.
"But-" His perfect pale brows furrowed and his thumb brushed your cheek.
"It's okay. We'd better get going." You nodded. George nodded too, but then stole another quick kiss. It made you wonder what this was about. It made you wonder what George thought of you, and what he thought of you with him. You didn't let yourself wonder long. The sky was starting to darken with clouds. So you brushed the dirt from your knees and let George lead the way back to the cabin, biting back your broad grin every time he turned to make sure you were close behind.
///
The next morning was spent lazing about the breakfast table as a drizzle locked you all in. Your parents were each still in the kitchen, arguing over cinnamon rolls and other breakfast treats.
"I always wanted to come here to watch the leaves change." You piped up, setting a steaming coffee mug to the side, with your gaze stuck out the rain covered window. George sat by your side, with his head in the crook of his elbow on the table.
"We must have come too early in the year." You sighed, searching for a glimpse of orange or yellow in the distance. All you saw was brown and green against a dull grey sky.
"Well," George spoke up, quietly so. You lowered your eyes to find his, and fixated on his small grin. "That just means we'll have to come back."
"Yeah?" You hesitated to ask. What had he meant? Why had he said so? George only rested his hand on your thigh below the table, tracing patterns on your knee with his thumb. You kept your gaze on him and realized you had fallen hard and fast.
You'd always had it bad for George, but with all this new and very exciting attention he'd been giving you, it was game over. You'd thought of nothing but George each night you fell asleep one room over. Your heart practically leapt out of your rib cage every time you caught his eye across the room, since the beginning of the weekend.
But you didn't understand it. Neither of you talked about what you'd done or mentioned doing anything quite like it again. You just waited up in empty halls and hoped he'd come around the corner in the least suspicious amount of time possible.
But today was hard. Today you couldn't sneak out in the woods, or around the corner. You were trapped in by rain, and if you and George snuck behind closed doors there wouldn't be a question as to why, and that would be utterly embarrassing.
So you sat across from George as your father rallied everyone around an old tattered board game. You caught George's eye as your parents bickered over game rule, and wondered what he was thinking as his pretty blue gaze locked on yours.
When you followed your mother's instructions to go and find a stack of movies in her room, George's mother shuffled off to go make snacks. So your favourite pretty blonde said something about taking a shower, and followed as you trekked up the stairs. But no sooner than you found the stack of movies, and George lingered outside of the bathroom did your father spin into the hall in search of his glasses.
You and George only got to share a look before he shut the bathroom door, and your father recruited you to help in his hunt.
As you all curled up for a movie marathon, Geogre helped you pour everyone a drink. While he reached for a set of glasses, he sneaked past you with one hand grazing your lower back for as long as he could get away with.
And when your parents took residence on the love seat and his mother kicked back in the chair, you and George were left to make the floor comfortable. You dumped all the extra blankets in front of the coffee table and sat a few inches away from George while some romcom played on. It was almost painful, how close he was without being able to reach out. What a strange turn of events.
His mother fell fast asleep by the second film, and your parent's dozed off by the third.
And as the last film played on, you felt George's hand creeping closer to yours. His fingers fit between your own, and his thumb brushed against your knuckles every now and again, as you sat holding hands.
You hadn't really seen that coming. You hadn't known what to expect of this whole thing with George, but an innocent lasting touch wasn't it. All the questions you'd always wondered were louder and scarier as the movie dragged on.
And when it was over, George walked you up the stairs. You kept quiet as not to wake your parents, and watched as he moved in the dark. When he stalled in the doorway of your room, you gazed up to him with a pushed in brow. Then he kissed you. Just a gentle, lingering peck. He left you in your doorway with that, and you stayed up staring at your ceiling wondering why.
///
Your parents left the next morning. They hadn't planned too. But your father got a call from work and since they'd all arrived as a group they decided to leave that way. You had awoken early and found yourself staring at the pages of a book when your mother bustled down the stairs to let you know.
"We'll see you kids at the start of the week!" George's mother waved on her way out of the door. She hoped you'd both enjoy the last day of the weekend in the cozy little place you'd always come back to.
Your parents scrambled to pack their things and followed her out of the door in a dazed rush, rambling about how they wished they didn't have to leave as they headed to the door.
Just like that the cabin was quiet, more so than you'd ever noticed, even when you'd been the only one creeping through the halls. You had no idea what to expect. You didn't want to get your hopes up. And you didn't want to make this already strange situation even weirder. So you took to doing the dishes at the sound of your parents peeling out of the gravel drive. You scrubbed every plate and focused on every soap bubble to stall time as you thought up what to say.
One of you had to say something, right?
When the staircase finally creaked, you'd finished the leftover dishes and were nearly done sorting the last of them away. George stretched into the room, looking around to realize the cabin was missing your surprise guests.
"Dad got called into work. You just missed telling everyone goodbye." You shrugged, meeting George's eye for a moment before you spun to put the last dish away. You listened as he softly floated toward the space you occupied yourself.
"So I finally get you all to myself then?" George seemed to really ask. He looked tired, still. But there was a gentle smile on his face, some kind of hopeful glaze painted over his features. George reached out to you, both of his hands softly holding your face. He peered at you, searching your features as his thumb traced your bottom lip.
"You really wanna spend the rest of this weekend with me?" You wondered, ducking your head as a twinge of fear started to take hold. But Geogre straightened your gaze once more, he made you look at him as he chose his words.
"I'd like to spend much longer than just this weekend with you," He spoke gently like every word was precious. You couldn't possibly think of what to say. You could only smile. You grinned without holding back and watched as George shut his eyes and kissed you.
You kissed him back and decided the pouring rain was cause enough to start a fire. George trailed behind you on your mission to throw a few logs in the fireplace. When you turned from sparking a flame, you watched George settle onto the floor that was still a mess with blankets and pillows from last night's movie marathon. He reached up to you, fingers moving from their latch on your wrist to press into your sides as he pulled you right into his lap.
Just like that his arms were around you and his mouth opened against yours. The fire was nice, but the warmth coming from George was heavenly. You moved your kisses to his neck, relishing the way his pulse beat under your touch. You trailed your lips back across his jaw until you were kissing him again, and dissolving in his strong hold.
You held his face in your hands as your mouths moved together, and only released your grasp to raise your hands over your head as George lifted your sweater up and away. His kisses trailed across your exposed skin, to the swell of your breasts, while his fingers managed to unclasp your bra. With your knees on either side of his hips, you rocked against George, feeling more desperate for his touch than ever.
"Are you sad your friends ditch you?" You asked in a breath with a smile and George was busy pressing his tongue to your skin. You felt him smile, and the warmth of a chuckle escape him.
"Are you glad our parents came and ruined our chances of spending the whole weekend this way?" George shot back, as you pulled his shirt away. You rolled your eyes and pushed George back against a stack of pillows, reaching for his belt. You laughed as he kicked his trousers away and pulled you down for a kiss, like he couldn't fathom parting from you for a second.
You spent a while wrapped up in his tangled limbs- kissing him, trailing your fingers against his burning skin, rocking against each other while the last of your layers kept you from doing what you really wanted.
"You know, I always had a crush on you, too." George propped himself up on both elbows as you'd started to pull his boxers away. You paused your mission for a moment to look at him. His half-lidded gaze and the mess of his hair. The marks starting to darken on near his throat, from you. He was more beautiful each new time you caught a glimpse, it seemed.
"Sentiment not required, but appreciated." You grinned as George sat up, free of the last of his clothes, reaching to free you of your own with his sea blue eyes on yours all the while.
"I did." He rose a brow, and something about his confirming so made your heartache, as it already beat like a drum. You brushed back his tousled waves and searched George's face for approval. He blinked up at you, totally enraptured. You could have stayed in this paused state forever and you swore he might have been content, too. But you couldn't wait any longer. You'd waited long enough.
When you lowered yourself into George's lap, you watched his eyes close and his jaw slack. A sigh escaped his lips, like he was totally relieved. And not just by the pressure you'd both felt now, but by the build-up of this whole weekend. Like something from very deep within him was finally settled. You might have laughed a little at that state of him if you weren't feeling the same. You'd never felt so safe. A strange word for a time like now, but the only word that seemed to fit.
Neither of you moved for a while. At first, you'd focused on settling into the feeling. Then you became totally distracted, brushing back George's hair and peppering his face with kisses. His hands stayed loose around your sides and his nose nudged your own in a way that made your heart sing.
"As much as I love this, I really would like if you moved a little, dove." George cooed in your ear and kneaded his fingers into your hips hoping you'd get the hint.
So you did what he said, and rolled against him. George kept his grip firm as he let out one of those melodious groans of his. You picked up the pace then, not daring to hold back your own hums as George's eyes opened to find yours.
You shared another kiss as you found your rhythm, but couldn't keep it up for long. Your lips parted but lingered close to his when you couldn't hold back a broken cry.
George wrapped an arm around your middle and moved swiftly to lay you down. You watched as he loomed over you and searched your features like he did the first night here. You were in the same place as you had been when you confessed your stupid crush. And you were in the same spot you had been when he kissed you for the first time. And when he closed the distance between you once more, it felt better than ever.
You pressed your heels into his back and tried to tell him how fucking great he was at this, but incoherent mumbles were all you could manage.
"That good, huh?" George strained, barely getting the words out himself. But the little laugh that followed his statement seemed easy and sweet. As if you weren't feeling enough, your heart threatened to burst. Everything felt near bursting, actually.
"It's okay, baby." His saccharine voice rang in your ear as he somehow pushed you deeper into the mess of blankets. "It's just you and me now, and you feel so fucking good. You can let go now, love. I wanna feel you to let go."
He could have kept up talking that way and you'd fall to pieces in no time. But when his hand travelled below your stomach you nearly k.o'ed. Between the things he spoke just to you, the way he paused talking to curse a little, and the rhythm of his hips against yours, it didn't take long until you came undone. He kept you pinned in place until you nearly couldn't see straight until it seemed he couldn't either. When it was all said and done, neither of you moved for a moment. You were less irked by the fact you could have been doing that all weekend, and more moonstruck by the reality that it'd happened at all.
///
It wasn't long before you decided to get cleaned up, but it took awhile to get to the bathroom. George stopped you in the hallway to do everything over again, somehow better than the first time. He stopped you from finding clean clothes to pin you to the bed you'd called your own. You tangled your fingers in his hair as he made his way between your thighs, and made you forget all about doing anything else for the rest of the evening.
And when you finally made it to the bathroom, he followed you into the warm bath. But there, you only relaxed. The water soothed your aching muscles, and the whiskey your dad left behind was passed over the bubbles as you and George sat together till the water grew cold. You talked as you cleaned yourself up, about things you'd always talked about before. You watched as George changed into a pair of joggers you recognized from days gone by. You let him wrap you up in a towel and hold you close in the steam-filled bathroom, and you decided it was paradise.
Your night went on like normal. Like most nights had, in the cabin. You made dinner, and joked about the time your siblings nearly burnt the place down making cookies during a heatwave. And after you ate, you left the dishes for another day, like always. Then you followed George to the den, and watched as he turned the telly on to some slasher marathon. Your autumn dreams were alive and well, as you curled up on the sofa at his side.
You stayed happily tucked against him, one arm and leg across his frame. One of his strong arms nearly pulled you on top of him in an effort to cuddle close as possible. You nuzzled your face into his neck when something especially upsetting flashed across the screen. And eventually, the comfort of his secure hand splayed across your head, and his other arm holding you firmly in place, sent you into the most peaceful sleep you must have ever slipped into.
///
"Wake up, love."
Your eyes were heavy, and your limbs ached. The blankets felt so warm in the morning cold, and George's breath tickled your ear.
"My darling, wake up." He said again, tracing a finger along your jaw as your eyes fluttered open.
"M'up." You sighed, focusing on George's pretty face, his brilliant blue eyes and the easy smile on his full lips. You realized he wasn't curled close, but kneeling at your side like he'd been up for a while now.
"Come and see." His smile widened as he grabbed your hand and tugged you to stand. You pushed in your brows and only sat up so quickly because of George's unusual excitement. He kept your hand in his and dragged you across the room to the fog tinted windows. What time was it? George moved you to the clearest view, and snaked his arms around your middle from behind.
You rubbed your eyes and looked. And past the mist, you saw the trees. Among the usual green and grey, you saw spots of dark red and orange starting to appear. The further you looked the more colours you noticed, and then you realized George had noticed before you.
"Now we know." He mumbled in your ear, as you tore your gaze from the stunning view to look over your shoulder. George really did get prettier with every glance. And now you knew, indeed. You knew how he felt, and you knew you'd get to go home with him as more than neighbours. You knew the perfect time to come back to this cabin, too, when the colours were brightest and the fire's warmth would be most coveted. And you knew George would come back with you. The only thing you weren't sure of was which room you'd stay in together, in all the years to come.
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