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À La Folie - To Insanity
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Why pass exams when you can pass away.
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axxa-the-allikatt · 22 hours ago
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'- More? - More..."
...and there are no more regrets
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axxa-the-allikatt · 2 days ago
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I’m crying. Literslly. Thank you for this.
There was this post that I can't fucking find that said sth along the lines of "Imagine Xie Lian getting all of Hua Cheng's prayers to him like an email inbox or something after his cursed shackle breaks"
(If anyone finds it please tell me so I can tag/link op)
So based on that I present you the Fengqing version. (oh and SPOILERS ig)
In which Mu Qing looses access to the communication array after getting his cursed shackle and Feng Xin doesn't believe him at first and claims it's a ploy. So he's saying things that would get Mu Qing's attention through their private array. Only after several tries he realizes the general ,actually can't hear him.
They don't really get a chance to talk about it because things go to shit way too fast.
When all is done after and the Heavenly Emperor has been defeated, Mu Qing's cursed shackle falls off. He gets no time to cherish his freedom though because Xie Lian is on his knees, a husk of himself, arms open around a few fluttering silver butterflies, and both he and Feng Xin know that their job here is not done yet.
It's days later, that Mu Qing finds some time to relax by himself, whlile they're camping out for the night on mount Tacaing. Enough of his spiritual pressure is restored for him to heal the worse of the burns on his legs and he's found a small spring nearby to wash himself of the dirt and recent traumatic events.
He takes his time to soak in the cool water but his mind is still with his friends (f-f-f-friends) in the camp. Feelings need to check on Xie Lian he reaches out to Feng Xin via spiritual array, just in case Xie Lian managed to fall asleep.
As soon as he opens the array his mind is filled with Feng Xin's voice. He's talking over himself in various different tones and Mu Qing head is a mess. Emptying his mind helps a bit in separating them and Mu Qing feels like he knows what these are now. All of these are Feng Xin's attempts at communicating with him. If he focuses enough, he can put them in chronological order from first to last. Not all of them are clear enough to understand properly but he'll work with what he has right now. It feels important enough.
The first of the "messages" are teasing, a normal and usual tone for most of their conversations.
"I bet this is just another one of your schemes."
"You're lying and I know you can hear me you little shit"
"Oh well would you look at that. Crimson Rain has a whole list of your shittiest life decisions."
"Nan Yang is the strongest of the two generals of the south."
"Remember that time that we were playing that game you like and I won and you accused me of cheating? I did cheat. I moved tiles while you were serving yourself tea."
There's a whole lot of ones similar to the last and Mu Qing can't help but laugh at Feng Xin's futile attempts to anger him.
The next ones are similar to their most casual conversations, ones they have through the array when they're with company.
"I don't like this mountain. It's so hot here and it smells bad and I want to get this over with as fast as possible."
"I am kind of glad that Crimson Rain is here with us right now. He might be a dick but he'd give his live to protect Dianxia and we need that energy right now. Don't tell anyone I said that."
The last one starts of the same way but gets interrupted. "Us three here with guoshi kind of reminds me of old ti-"
And after that most of the "messages" are pure anuguish.
"NO- NO MU QING. Please don't let that sword go. We can get you up- How the fuck do we get you up?"
"Oh heavens, the smell. No no no no, I'll come get you, please."
'"NO FUCK. Where the fuck did he send you. Mu Qing where are you. Where's Dianxia. Please-"'
There's more of those and even in the ones that Mu Qing can hear clearly Feng Xin makes zero sense.
"Fuck. FUCK. NO NOT AGAIN NO. What do I-"
"I've got you Qing'er. I have you. You're ok. We can do this. I can do this for the both of us."
Mu Qing remembers hiding his face while Feng Xin held him over the lava. He was so sure Feng Xin did it out of obligation and staring at him like he hung the sun in the sky wouldn't make the situation easier.
But knowing he was scared for him? That he cared? That was new.
The rest of the "messages" up to a point are half panicked and half Feng Xin's attempt to call himself.
Feng Xin freaking out seeing Mu Qing fall limp on the ground during the fight with Jun Wu.
Feng Xin screaming "not again, not again" when he almost fell in the lava again.
Feng Xin overthinking about Mu Qing saving him for a change.
He tries to go through all of them but he's interrupted by a new one. A live one. Feng Xin accessing his spiritual array to talk to him.
"Hey Qing'er."
Before Mu Qing manages to answer Feng Xin continues.
"I know you can't hear me right now but I'll say this either way. I feel so selfish. Not just right now. All these last days, ever since the Heavenly Emp- no, Jun Wu was defeated I've felt like the most selfish man in all the realms. I keep seeing Dianxia breaking down in tears. He's shaking violently in his sleep. He's been a mess since Crimson Rain disappeared. And all I can think is that I'm so lucky. I'm so lucky because even though Dianxia lost his other half I still have mine. I don't have to get through what he's going through because I didn't lose you."
Mu Qing doesn't know if the shaking of his voice is carried through the array, but that's a risk he's willing to take, only to answer.
"I'm so lucky I didn't lose you too A-Xin"
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axxa-the-allikatt · 2 days ago
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The reality behind these words have hit me like bricks ever since I finished reading svsss. It good to see this in a post. Smh.
i firmly believe that if shen qingqiu had just turned on the waterworks in the water prison luo binghe would've folded like a house of cards. no self detonation no nothing if shen qingqiu had just let the mask down even for 2 minutes and cried real tears luo binghe would've busted him out, healed his wounds, fed him nice food, tucked his shizun in, and punted himself back into the abyss again. my god
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axxa-the-allikatt · 3 days ago
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What do you mean am I crying? You are!
No I didn’t just finish svsss and the entire of mxtx work collection. No I don’t feel a void in my very existence.
… if anyone knows of any other similar good works then please (please) lmk. I’m dying. 😃
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axxa-the-allikatt · 3 days ago
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i’ve been in your in box sm abt chigiri lately and i don’t feel bad for it, live laugh love chigiri<3 anyway in the bllk egoist bible vol.2 there’s a section abt the 3 best and 3 worst characters at various prompts. one of the prompts was abt who cries the easiest and number one is MY PRETTY BOY CHIGIRI (i gotta make him cry in bed😩)
and ranked number one for who is the least easiest to get to tears was Sae and somehow i feel like that is a challenge. i will bring that man to tears.
😩😩 need those pretty little things in tears under me istg seeing Chigiri cry would probably make me ascend 😮‍💨
(Dw I realised it was you. You are the only anon of mine who’s alive rn 🥲)
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axxa-the-allikatt · 3 days ago
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Nagi, Chigiri, Bachira and Rin be looking REAL FINE in s2 ep6 😩😮‍💨 Sae is also looking rlly pretty
i may be shorter than all of them but i would top every single one of em
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We stan them pretty bottoms 😩✊
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axxa-the-allikatt · 3 days ago
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i’m going insane. i cannot get enough of chigiri so i decided to check out his wiki page and apparently he loves praise but hates it when people are jealous of him
chigiri who is possessive of his charming s/o AND has a praise kink⁉️😩
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Ikr 😩 I got bored and binge read most of the bllk players wiki’s and three things I found surprising were chigiri’s praise kink, isagi’s thigh fetish and sae’s ass fetish 🤯
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axxa-the-allikatt · 4 days ago
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This seems canon….
This is canon.
Au where everything is the same except Lan Zhan grabs Wei Wuxian's hair ribbon like a leash every time he gets ready to cause problems.
Wei Wuxian: 🎶🎵Time to do some sketchy shit! Doo-dah doo-dah🎵🎶
Lan Zhan, dragging him back inside: Absolutely not
Wei Wuxian: 🎶🎵Did not get away with it. Fucky fuck fuck fuck🎵🎶
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axxa-the-allikatt · 4 days ago
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I’ve just finished mdzs but if anyone, ANYONE, dared to say anything against it, ESPECIALLY against wei wuxian, I WILL kill everyone within earshot and then myself. I rest my case.
On another note, the smut side of things on tgcf was so SO vague, that I did not expect allat porn to come flying at my face in the last two books. Mxtx, I am in debt to you for the rest of my life. I have been blessed.
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axxa-the-allikatt · 6 days ago
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istg my chigiri brainrot gets worse every time i see that man. every official art, manga panel, anime scene, fanart, literally ANYTHING i cannot get him out of my head😩 it gets especially bad when he styles his hair differently
i NEED to pull that mans hair
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I GET YOU 😩😮‍💨
Fr the Chigiri fic I’ve written started off with something like that in mind but I’d had a really peaceful day and my hormones refused to act up 😔
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axxa-the-allikatt · 6 days ago
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I’m still in volume 1 of mdzs and I already love wei wuxian and his personality and I am officially going to steal it from now.
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axxa-the-allikatt · 7 days ago
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peanut
I’m allergic 💃💃😃
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axxa-the-allikatt · 8 days ago
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🤌🤌🤌 this. This.
fengqing mermaid AU where mermaids exist but neither of them are mermaids, they're just fishermen who go out in a boat everyday and beat the hell out of each other while some mermaids watch.
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axxa-the-allikatt · 8 days ago
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CHEERS 😋
I may or may not pop up every once in a while, let’s hope I soon get the nerves out so I can show up more frequently 😁
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Of course sweetheart! Company is much appreciated. (That’s a polite way of saying I’m deprived of necessary human interaction)
Feel free to drop by anytime!
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axxa-the-allikatt · 8 days ago
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AAHH OKAY
Maybe 👅? (Please I actually have no idea.. 😭)
Aight here’s to my 👅 anon, y’all. Cheers 🍻
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axxa-the-allikatt · 8 days ago
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LOL IYS OK DW
Take your time, I’d rather you work on those exams, this can wait 🫶
Thanks anon 🥹🫶🏻
Give me a name or emoji for yourself so that I can tag you on the work sweetheart
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axxa-the-allikatt · 9 days ago
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I once read this fic of where reader dommed Aiku (bllk) and he kinda got put in his place cuz reader was kind of a player just as Aiku is, and he got kind of disappointed when he found that out, almost like he wanted reader to keep him around? (There was no smut in this one, just some dirty-ish talk and maybe kissing)
Idk if that’s much to work for for you, you can do whateeeverrrr you want with this, really 🤞
-(atp call me bllk brainrot or something to do with blue lock cuz it’s consuming my waking and sleeping hours…)
*nosebleeds* this sounds 😩.
I would love to make a fic like this, it’s just the kind of stuff I like.
But it may take a while cuz I have two other requests to write, and we have exams in collage, and I barely have time to inhale exhale 🫠.
But I’ll get it done 🫡
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