#Gosh i miss this man
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Joji - Yukon interlude (2022)
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this altered my brain chemistry wait
✶ 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ❜ 𝙏𝙃𝙊𝙎𝙀 𝘿𝙍𝙀𝘼𝙈𝙎 𝙊𝙁 𝙈𝙄𝙉𝙀𓈒𓈒𓈒ㅤׂㅤ
✶ 𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: Nanami is not the same man as before. It’s not easy to wake up from nightmares without your husband to comfort you. It’s not easy to live in a house where his presence is constant and also avoidant, questioning your sanity and his existence.
✶ 𝐚. 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: fck gege.
✶ 𝐬𝐲𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐛𝐮𝐬: angst with good ending, after shibuya, reader has panic attacks, quick description of blood and death, trigger of mahito for one second, reader gender is not mentioned, reader skips one meal. english is not my first language.
✶ 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 2.1k
You have always been a good partner to your husband, in fact you succeed at being Kento’s perfect match. You understood him ever since your first met each-other at Jujutsu high, where you shared classes and, eventually, many kisses.
The first thing most people realize about your husband is his individuality, the need he has for personal space. You have always gave it to him, even when Nanami didn’t realized he was turning bitter, you reached for his arm and would bring him somewhere calm and let him be, only returning in a few hours to a happy man eager to devour your attention — and maybe you as well.
After the Shibuya incident, you came home after Nanami, as per his odd request through your friend Shoko. When you reached your house in a hurry, your student, Itadori Yuuji, was there, sitting on your sofa with puffy eyes.
“He…” Yuuji chocked on air before breathing deeply. “He says he wants some time. Something happened.”
For the first time in your life, you wanted to disrespect your husband’s needs and commands. You craved Nanami from the moment you separated at Shibuya and it had been two long weeks without any details. Sadly, you knew you were the only one out of the loop.
“Yuuji, what happened to him?” You sat next to boy and felt your eyes burning, Itadori seemed to have aged so much. “What happened to you?”
“I-I’ll be fine! I swear.” Yuuji reached for your hand and you gave it to him, he squeezed it fast, as if he was drowning in his feelings and needed to reach the shore, in this case, you. “But he made me promise to not tell you what happened to him. I’m sorry y/l/n sensei.”
“It’s okay, honey.” It was not, but how could you tell that to Yuuji?
You opened your arms and not a second later, the teenager was hugging you, his unhinged breathing turned into hiccups and loud cries, there was nothing you could do but hug him tighter and silently cry with him.
That night, Yuuji slept in your couch. And for many more days after that he kept you company. Not exactly only for you, Nanami still avoided your presence, he kept himself in the guest room, fortunately for him there was a bathroom there.
That first night at dinner, you made Yuuji send Nanami’s his pajamas, his toothbrush and his dinner. The boy knocked and introduced himself, it didn’t take long for Kento to unlock the door. You wanted to keep an eye and hope to catch a glimpse of your husband, but you valued him more than anything, so you turned your back when the door started to open.
Yuuji left the room half an hour later, with a plate mostly empty and a smile nearly happy.
“He says thank you.”
It’s not enough, it’s not what you want to hear. How badly you wish you were selfish, to bring that door down and take your husband to your embrace in a way that your bodies would melt against each-other. But you are good, so good, and you love him more than anything.
So you prepare the living room for Yuuji to sleep, while he takes a shower in the apartment extra bathroom before eating. You serve his plate when he comes back wearing your husband’s sweater and sleep pants. You tell him you already ate, it’s a lie he buys and you keep him company until he sleeps.
When you kiss his head goodbye and move to your bedroom, your hear pats on the floor of the guest room, but the sound stops when yours stop. That night, you pretend you don’t cry to sleep, and everyone else in the house will pretend they didn’t listened.
This routine of tip toeing and Yuuji being the mediator is tiring, but you still keeps supportive. You start to send Nanami’s clothes and food with stickers glued to them.
“I love you.”
“Please take care.”
“I’m here.”
You try to not let the tears stain the paper, but sometimes you fail and hopes that Kento himself will tear that door down and come get you. You miss his touch like sinners misses heaven. But, as always dutiful, you put your head down and go back to bed.
The dreams have shifted. From dreaming with black spaces, you now wake up in panic, feeling dreadful that maybe your nightmares are right: Nanami is dead, there is no one on the other side of the door but your pathetic imagination hanging on the thread of hope. And that’s how Yuuji finds you, sprinting to your bedroom Itadori catches you in his arms like you had done the first night, you keep crying and chocking on air, trying to not disturb Nanami.
“He is alive, right?” You ask Yuuji when you can finally open your eyes. He seems petrified at your question. You know he is disturbed by that, but a tiny thought cross your mind wandering, maybe Itadori is shocked you learned the truth on your own.
“Yes, he is.” Is not enough of an answer, your mind tells you he is lying, but you believe Yuji for your sake and his, and maybe Kento’s.
A small, yet aggravating part of you knows that if Nanami died, most likely everyone would avoid telling you for as long as they could. Ever so pure and gentle, so charming and lovable, many of your friends have an ideia the spiral of depression you would go to, and only Nanami can calm you down.
You try to push those thoughts away, and you let Yuuji sleep in your bed while you go prepare some tea. When passing the guest bedroom, you let your hand rest on the wood of the door, tempted to knock or punch it down, you don’t know. But you keep still, in the silence, waiting for a sound to prove you he is there, he has always been there. You hear shuffling after more minutes and hope that is enough for your turmoil.
After that night, the dreams have turned more and more realistic, some times you reach the guest room and find nothing that could show you Nanami was there once. A few days ago you had a dream that Yuuji would be in there alone, eating your food and pretending it was Kento.
Itadori was the only person who knew the constant rise and danger of your nightmares, every night the teen would wake up and lay in your bed telling you it was just a dream, Nanami is alive and he misses you so much, but he would avoid your eyes whenever you questioned when would you see your husband again.
Unfortunately for you, after a month of this, Yuuji had to return to his school. The boy wanted to stay for your sake and Nanami’s, but you promised him that everything would be fine. It was another lie, this time Itadori didn’t believe you, but what choice did he had? He hugged you tight before going away, leaving you inside the apartment feeling alone.
It was almost dinner time when Yuuji had to go, you knew Nanami wouldn’t let you inside the guest room, but you also knew he had to eat. You prepared his food and chose comfortable pajamas you had bought before Shibuya, letting all sitting on the floor, you knocked the door.
“Hi. Uhm, there’s food here and… and also your pajamas, I… I’m going to sleep so you don’t have to worry about opening the door with me here.” But you wish he would. “Please eat. I love you.”
Nanami doesn’t say it back.
You try to avoid sleep by watching the TV on your room, or reading a book setting on your husband’s cabinet besides his side of the bed. It’s a boring book, but you pretend is him reading to you, and unfortunately, that sends you into slumber.
The nightmares usually starts and ends the same way, but this time when you reach the room, there is blood everywhere. An intense amount that drowns your feet and choke you with the metallic smell. You try to keep your eyes on the floor, only to get caught in a trap when your head is lifted by a long hand covered in stitches, before you can see the person, they move to your back and grabbing your hair push you to the ground to the origin off all the blood — laying on the floor is your husband with a large wound on his chest, your hands are all over him, bringing his blood from the floor and trying to return to his wound as if that could help. You cry desperately while Nanami keeps stoic, dead.
You wake up falling from your bed, in a mirage of dreams and reality, you confuse your carpet as Nanami’s blood and at that you cry louder. You respect your husband’s wishes, but you run out of the room to beg for his comfort, even his voice could calm you right now.
When you reached Nanami’s door you look down and gasp, falling to your knees with shaking shoulders, you cry louder. His food and pijama is still there, untouched. Kento never opened the door, was he even there this whole time? Was Yuuji lying to you?
You keep crying as you move the plate to the side and grab the sweater, pushing your head to the floor to caress it to your cheek, feeling your heart breaking at the possibility that it was all a lie, he was dead.
How can life keeps moving in a world without the charm that was Nanami Kento, you honestly couldn’t find in yourself the strength to be alone in this world. He was your half, your better half.
“Please… Please, bring him back.” You cry loud again, banging your head on the floor hoping to stop existing for a moment. “Please, don’t take him from me.”
You are so occupied with your cries and pleas, that you don’t hear the sound of strong footsteps on the floor, nor you hear the door opening so fast it breaks from the hinges. But you feel the strong arms around you in a second, like a protective cage, you sense Nanami’s love for you in that embrace. You stay with your eyes closed, smelling him and head on his chest, still crying desperately.
“Please, be real.” You beg one last time, before sensing his lips on your face.
“I’m here, I’ve always been here. I’m so sorry, I went to sleep hours ago, I’m sorry I didn’t hear you sooner.” Nanami’s voice is hoarse and you open your eyes, shifting your face to look at him, Nanami tenses. “I’m not the same anymore, my love.”
He is not lying, sadly. Half of his face and, you could bet body, is burned. Tinted red and pink, his skin seems sore and sensitive. His left eye is hidden behind white gauze. Kento is scared, you can sense his trembling fingers digging into your skin, under your pajama. You know how exposed he most be feeling right now.
“I’m sorry.” He repeats the mantra quietly. “I wanted to be with you the moment I woke up from the hospital. But… As you can see, I’m not myself anymore.”
“You are.” You reach your hand, the one with your beautiful wedding ring, and caress his face. “You still are my love, my husband, my Kento.” With your thumb, you clean the tears that fall from his eye. “I love you so much, and you are alive, you are everything I have ever wanted and everything I’ll always need.”
“I love you.” He kisses you, lifting you in an easy motion, before moving you both to your room, where he lays with you on top of him. “I’m doing treatment with Shoko for the burning whenever you go to sleep or buy groceries, she comes here. I was trying to control the damage. It was much worse before, I didn’t want you to see it.”
“I wish you would have told me, Ken. I’m your spouse, the one person who understand you the most. I wanted to be there for you.”
“You were.” Nanami raises his hand, showing you his wedding band. “And in my heart. You have always been with me.”
“And I’ll always will be.” You kiss him again. “Always by your side.”
“Always, my love.”
And for the first time, when sleep reached you, you accept it with open arms, allowing the nightmares to creep away and be met by warm breezes and soothing waves. The next morning, waking up by Nanami’s side and admiring his face, so pretty you knew that it had never been more handsome, you kissed him awake and told him of your idea to get away for some time, and maybe, just maybe, take Yuuji with you two.
#. scrolling library#THIS PEAKKKKKK#😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔#gosh i MISS THIS MAN#gather around nanami fckers this is the one fr!
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#I MISS TYRONE MAN!! 😭#he was pretty much Dipper’s only friend other than Wendy who he had a crush on#making me wanna write for tickle content for them oh my gosh-#gravity falls#gravity falls tickle#Dipper#Dipper Pines#lee Dipper#ticklish Dipper#ler Dipper#Tyrone#Tyrone Pines#ler Tyrone#lee Tyrone#ticklish Tyrone#cartoon tickle
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today is such a hard day, but take inspiration from johnny to live life by being the kindest and most generous person you can.
take inspiration from the way he didn’t know if he would be able to make it into the show and pushed on anyways. take inspiration from the kind of brother he was.
take inspiration from all the stories of what he would do for fans he spent mere moments with but those memories stayed with them for years, the philanthropic work he would do all throughout his career.
take inspiration from the guy that grinned as brad marchand yapped at him from the opposite penalty box and then went on to score a hat trick, the teammate that was so beloved he inspired his buddy to sign with a team so that they could play together again.
take inspiration from the nine-year-old kid that earned the nickname “love machine”, the twenty-seven-year-old man who finished his bachelor’s degree nine years later because he made a promise to his mom.
and of course, you can’t forget the stories of him taping pucks to himself for weighing in at the combine, or writing a paper in college on how to make a ham and cheese sandwich, or how he would wipe red sauce off his meatballs, or how he got sick from mainlining nutella to gain weight for the season, or how he tried to cash his first paycheck at a random bar atm, or how he wore yeezys to ride a horse at the calgary stampede.
live life to the fullest and remember johnny’s kindheartedness, humility, and positivity. his presence and spirit will really be missed throughout the hockey community.
#so much love to everyone reading this#take care of yourself 🫶#it’s been a full day at this point but it genuinely doesn’t feel real#we’ll miss u johnny hockey#such an unthinkable tragedy :/#maybe this whole post is trash but gosh i loved that man so much#hockey#johnny gaudreau#columbus blue jackets#calgary flames#usa hockey#boston college
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Hello!!! IM BACK!!!
Here is a rancher duo dancin’ for today’s warm up!!!
#im frickinmg drawing boys!!!!!#god how i missed drawing i missed it so much you cannot believe#a bit of a strange anatomy in this one ngl but as a warm up i liked it! and im not gonna do anything from it lol#rancher duo#team rancher#Jimmy solidarity#solidarity gaming#tangotek#court jester's art#gosh man
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hello heismay nation we all agree that we should be making OCs so we can kiss him, right? riiiiiiight? irjngiorn
here's Stella he's a eugief based off of the honduran white bat i'm still figuring out his design and the chef/sailor motif is not hittin i wanna give him a look inspired by star fruit and citrus
#(also he's a baby faced twink who wants that old man)#just like me :3#gosh i missed just doodlin stuff#i'm havin fuuuuun#heismay noctule#metaphor refantazio#furry#toasty art#toasty ocs#stella#fanart
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(*AGGRESSIVE COUGH*) uhm I learned how to draw men today /(=o^o=)/
Pretty boys belong to @jazzzzzzhands, @adhd-puppet, and @i-am-a-silly-goober 💕💕💫🙌
#welcome home fanart#welcome home#wally darling fanart#wally darling au#wally au#groovy wally#Crazyland wally#showtunes wally#Fanart#slime wally#I haven't drawn these guys in soo long 💕💫#I missed em 😭#Can't stop looking at theeemmm#Gosh im way too Immature for this#THEIR-#JUST-#SO FLIPPING-#PRETTY-#Man I still can't really draw hands 😭💕#Also#I know crazyland wally's spiral eye is on the left-#Sorry abt that lol
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Person of Interest | 1×01 // 3×09
#person of interest#poedit#tvedit#poi spoilers#joss carter#john reese#nikolatexla#oh how badly i miss you carter... it always feels like something's missing now#i watched this episode today dated back to 2010... and it was about a man called mr dillinger working with finch to stop crimes#and you know what else i saw? they were trying to stop reese and kara... oh my gosh my heart skipped a beat during that entire episode#the fact that harold's been following reese for two years after he saw that john let casey go and he also saw shaw shooting his partner...#two things i wonder. if he ever saw shaw's face during that moment and how did he know who john was when dillinger sent a pic of him...#i was surprised when root said he had helper monkeys previously... i wonder how many of them has he had
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Luffy looks so gangsta here.
#WHAT IS THE ART STYLE#so fucming pretty#my man#gosh i miss him#one piece#one piece manga#monkey d luffy
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scrolled a little too far back on mogetwt and found pure gold:
#i miss mitsumona… i love asumona y e s but mitsumona~~~~~~~~~~~~~~#‘where were you when this part of idol sengen was being serialised?’ trapped outside due to regionlock s o b s#man… looking at idol sengen on piccoma again like. gosh. 7.9 million hearts/likes so trueeeee#which do you think we’ll get first: mitsuki mv (a la gijirenai) or idol sengen s2?#the crumbs we get of her in mona mvs isnt enoughhhhhhhh aaaaa#even a 1 image mv would do!!! just give us a tiny bit more of her plsssss#i wanna know what made mona such a huge fan of hers~~~~~~~#though. the way mona specifies that she only likes girl idols will forever be funny to me#she really can’t care less about lxl huh… so true of her tbh#girl idols are a m a z i n g (<-weakling who tears up while watching love live live recordings)#like. man. props to the casting directors or sth bc. m a n their stage presence is unreal for idol vas#like waaaaaaaaaaaaaaa if you told me the vas were idols themselves id believe you#rkk was so cute. and aik.yan was super cool (esp during her solo) a n d ain.ya was both cute and cool and!!!!!!!!!#but um!!!! i digress!!!! anyways stan girl idols (esp mona) lxl w h o—#i think i’ll forever be envious of those who’ll be able to watch nan.su’s mona oneman live though… no foreigners allowed (how sad)…#though y’all should def check out some of nan.su’s other songs!! her powerful songs are so cool (imo)…#but i think she’s actually really good at singing songs with cheering/chanting portions lmfaooo the monachan lives on#i think hw should give mona more cool-ish songs though… let nan.su show off her range!!!#though. while im on the topic. i think sena should have cool songs too. narumi sisters cool song p l s s s s s#(bc my hot take over here is that hw doesn’t let their vas show off their full range *c o u g h s* i m e a n—)#what am i even on anymore h e l p started on mitsumona ended up in narumi sisters cool song desires…#anyways!!!! stream silent sword (both the og by ama.miya sora and the cover by nan.su) that’s all goodbye
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I wanted to make a motivational poster for my office, but an hour later it turned into this.
Kiba believes in you, don't give up!
#i shouldn't be allowed to have photoshop and an internet connection#boruto#naruto#kiba inuzuka#boruto next generation#boruto naruto next generations#my gifs#i still want to print this out and hang it in my office#gosh i really miss the “scalene kiba” image made years back in goddamned ms paint of all things#god i am so weak for this fictional man#i just want him to call me princess and kiss me on the forehead while tucking me into bed#is that so much to ask for??
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Just look at him 🥰
#ted danson#a man on the inside#netflix#today really sent me on a deep dive into what he’s been up to#gosh I missed a lot#we have been blessed
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That Japanese headspa was so bloody good. It’s like I have a new head.
#oh man pure heaven#the therapist pointed out i was as tight as a knot in my shoulders#me: that’s an understatement lmao#gosh i can recommend anyone#that is if you can miss it from your wallet because damn that stuff is expensive#but a realy good headcleaning#my scalp feels so soft and my hair#and that hotstone massage aaaah#that felt so pleasant
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Happy birthday to my favorite lion!!
#Animal Crossing#ac bud#Animal Crossing Bud#Animal Crossing fanart#ACNH#Lion#artsy's art#I have known this dude for over 11 years now o_o#He was in my first ACNL town....my gosh. How the hell has it been that long?!#It was the summer before I started middle school...#I WAS 11 WHEN I FIRST PLAYED ANIMAL CROSSING#LITERALLY HALF OF MY LIFE AGO#Man. Went from loving this idiot to having some beef with him to missing him and then rejoicing when I found#him in New Horizons.. he was the first dreamie villager I found :3
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I'm sorry if someones already asked this, but are the Links companion characters in the incredibles AU? Like Midna and Navi?
I’m going to try to include most of them! Some I’ve decided roles for, but others I’m still debating.
Midna partially takes the role of Tony Rydinger— poor Twilight has a bit of a crush on her. More things happen with her later obviously, but that’s her main role.
Navi I... haven’t totally decided about. I’m thinking she maybe helped Time when he was younger, but was in an accident/mysteriously disappeared, or something like that.
Ezlo is a teacher of Four’s (he might have another role as well?) and the two of them get along very well.
Tatl (and Tael) are part of Majora’s whole thing that I’m working out, but Time knew/knows them. Sort of lost contact with them unfortunately.
Fi I’ve talked about before, but she shares the role of Edna Mode with Ghirahim. Before that, she occasionally watched over Sky when his parents were busy.
Linebeck drives the schoolbus Wind and a few of his brothers ride. For some reason he calls it the S.S. Linebeck... nobody wants to be the one to tell him that S.S. means sailing ship. And Ciela I have an idea for later on, along with the other fairies hehe.
The king of red lions I’ve honestly not thought about at all. I’m sure I can slip him in somewhere, but I just haven’t thought him out much XD
#thanks anon!#answers from the floor#anon#Incredibles au#also while answering this I was trying to find a list of companions so I’d be sure not to miss anyone#and found a tier list of them#oh my gosh it was so dumb#if you can’t go five seconds without insulting Navi then maybe you’re biased man idk#the one saving grace was that st zelda was third or fourth (which she absolutely deserves)
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🤩😍✨️
#so ummmm#it's been a day for me#but look at him#oh my gosh#look at him#he's glowing#he looks so good#i do miss his longer hair#but he rocks this cut so well too#oh my gosh my heart#my whole heart#old man makes me so happy#precious old man#beetlejuice beetlejuice#venice film festival#willem dafoe#monica bellucci
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