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(warning im about to get so honest and brutal out here)
i think u are a very genuine and good person, bery good at the funnies, very good at the ANGST — i enjoy all your stories and characters immensely and your spin on canon things are always so great.
am consistently in awe of ur art talent, like seriously bro it blows my mind. not just how good it always looks but you do so many comics and really cool pieces that have deeper meanings and abstract shit, its AWESOME. ! very impressive
lizard brain is thriving on us being moots
(I'm a ball on the floor, hiding my face under my hood so u don't see me explode)
AHHHHHHHHHH THANK YOU!!! PEOPLE LIKE STUFF AND IDEAS I DO, ARGH!!
I try very hard to do stuff with emotions, n that it comes across is so fuckin awesome, that makes me so happy, thank u so much moot, beloved, lizard brain partner. My lizard brain is currently telling me to lie next to u on a warm stone and absorb the sun ayayayayayay ay <3
But seriously, thank you, means the world that the artsy stuff is something u can see and enjoy. Gives so much motivation to keep going n working <3 may u be dramatically dipped down by me before we prob loose balance and lie on the floor. Hope u have a great day my dude <3
(yadiyadiya da, gimme ur opinion on anon u wouldn't otherwise go for, no need to sugarcoat k all that WHOOP)
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#art shtuff#ink sans#ink!sans#doodle b4 work#I DONT WANNA WORK☝️😭😭(has the easiet job ever)#its 7 hours omg#anyways#I could never be mysterious on tumblr tags r too tempting#anywaysx2#based off of an ANIMA! song#ANIMA! I love you girl I love you so much#if ANIMA! has no fans the universe has ceased to exist because I will admire all they create even in death#that’s all bye ink sans nation#actually I’m gonna post right after this
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there's just something about this sopping soggy specimen of an alien that makes me want to suck his dick-
#lati speaks#i wanna write some smut for him so bad i think he should get some pussy bro idk i think it'd do him some good <33#he'd be hung af that dick is thick and huge and it's gonna be rearranging your guts just trying to fit inside <33#omg just imagine him having a monster cock when he's on the job it's gonna have ridges or any other textures nnmffhhh#it's so therapeutic and funny watching this big scary alien general being autistic about pandas <33#hearing this grown-ass alien man meowing at a cat in his deep voice will never not cease to do wonders for my brain#yes i know i'm late with the hype for this show shut up lemme have this sdjcjdskvbj#kyuujitsu no warumono san#mr. villain's day off#warumono x reader#warumono smut
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11k of alien smut because who needs god when you have a 7'4" Yautja to answer all of your prayers
#tbf i def do still need god or perhaps some form of religious intervention after this#like maybe an 8hr exorcism idk#Yautja x Reader#but its so obviously Dark that Sega is gonna send me a cease and desist
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I've come to the conclusion that being assigned the fandom-mandated "sunshine character" is the worst possible fate a character could face
#maybe I'm just biased because the characters that this happens to tend to be some of my favorites but I think I'm onto something#these characters aren't allowed depth of emotion or complex inner worlds. once a character is fanonized as the 'ray of sunsine'#or the 'cinnamon roll' they cease to occupy any space outside of that role in fanon content. they're happy & silly & not much else#no matter how much depth they may actually have in canon.#popular fanon has a tendency to treat happiness & goodness like states without any emotional complexity.#emotional complexity is reserved for the anti-heroes & jerks-with-a-heart-of-gold you see.#atp 'X is a ray of sunshine' has begone to feel like code for 'I don't actually care about this character very much nor do I understand#their canon narrative so I'm just gonna ignore them 98% of the time. but hey they're really nice! that's something! anyways—'#this is about many characters but I particularly want to call out aang & nightcrawler / kurt wagner as two who get this the worst.#because christ the mischaracterization they get from people who never think about them outside of the 'uwu small bean' box is infuriating#also steven universe & miles morales. although it's not so bad for steven after suf#fandom bs#please pretend I typed 'begun' a few tags back
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i still think a lot about how technically, it's implied Anubis and Walt started dating each other before they asked out Sadie, and if Sadie had said she wasn't interested they would have gone "Entirely fair have a nice day" and proceed to just go continue to date each other.
Cause like, that was the entire thing. They decided that themselves. That things would work best if they were together (as in both physically sharing a body and also relationship-wise). The "asking Sadie about it" part was secondary. If she had said no, they would have stayed together, because among other things Walt would kind of die if they didn't. Walt and Anubis are technically the first gay couple in the Riordanverse. AND they're in a polyamorous relationship with Sadie. Why does no one talk about them ever.
#tkc#the kane chronicles#riordanverse#walt stone#anubis tkc#sadie kane#saltnubis#< great ship name btw#and for anyone who says ''i dont think Rick intended that'' mind you this book was released like#six months before HoH came out (and. subsequently also. Nico.)#like. Rick was not ignorant of queer stuff at that time. he was actively writing it into HoO/HoH while writing both simultaneously#if Sadie had said no they wouldn't have just gone ''okay Sadie pick one of us and the other will cease to exist on the mortal plane''#they would have gone ''okay well good luck we have a coffee date scheduled so we're gonna go do that''#saltnubis is still probably the most entertaining solution to a love triangle in middle grade media i have ever encountered#even some YA media. just ''yeah so we solved both our major problems by dating but like. we know you like both of us sooooo...?''#also hilarious that meanwhile Carter's romance arc is ''so turns out my first girlfriend was a clone made of pottery''#''and the actual girl has never met me and this is kinda awkward''
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a very popular fandom post claims it is absolutely DISGUSTING and morally REPREHENSIBLE that people ship Jimmy (a rapist!!!!) and Curly (a guy who enabled a rapist and then became the victim of his abuse!!!!) from a dark horror-tragedy game!!! cue plenty of people chiming in to say that we good pure Christians should NEVER explore a disgusting and twisted abusive relationship in a fictional context, between two morally shitty characters! that is WRONG and DEVIANT!!
so of course I went looking for the gross disgusting content I was promised, and...
there's literally 6 pages on AO3, guys. And one page on Tumblr. I think you can chill.
#mouthwashing#jesus fucking christ#I was so disappointed lmao#fandom pearl clutching never ceases to amaze me#you people need better hobbies#personally I'm more interested in the non-shippy total crew dynamic but I am gonna start shipping jimcurly out of spite#because you guys are being so weird about it lmao
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Photo booth gentan + their small reaction to the photos
#gentan#my phone's inability to capture good lighting never ceases to amaze me#anyway modern au where they take pictures in a photo booth on their first date#tiny gentan#i was gonna post the full page but i dont really like the composition#or the way i colored it lol#genya shinazugawa#tanjiro kamado#genya x tanjiro#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#myart□#i cant for the life of me draw tanjiros face the same#same face syndrome? i wish i knew her
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my thoughts about how Stanley got into the In-Between in the HWINEBHABWNAJCAHOWEEATOWEUB au :3 bc he's my son and i am in terrible terrible pain. i just got a little silly and neeeeeded to get this out of my brain
@a-scary-lack-of-common-sense i'm lowkey (highkey) sure you didn't want 2 be pinged but here is my offering (ricky, when i catch you ricky. when i catch you ricky. ricky when i catch you ricky. ricky when i catch you ricky--)
uhh word count is ~600, just a little baby drabble
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Shadows. Gold and red, triangles and hands and overwhelming fear.
Stanley.
Stanley, Stanley, Stanley, the cause for Ford’s own terror, he was with the gold and not the scarlet, but he was not supposed to be there, so close to the screaming dangerdangerdangerdangerdanger.
So far from them, he could see his brother's lips moving, moving fast, no doubt speaking whatever he thought may get him out of the situation.
Good, Ford thought bitterly. The demon was his problem and his problem alone, born of his own foolishness.
He’d be damned if Stanley found his way into its maw because of him. He needed to get up, get going, movemovemove before he lost something so dear to him once more. Fidds had been enough to teach him his lesson right and proper.
(Stanford tried to ignore that he’d almost missed the universe’s cue. That he’d almost continued his work towards the likely end of his species.)
No, no– He was almost stilled by the choking darkness, as though he were moving through a sea of molasses to get to his brother. The great beast’s eye did not move, but he could feel its look upon his skin, boring through flesh and sinew and bone into the very depths of his skull. His struggles had drawn its attention.
Yet still, it did not look as starved as it did trapped.
And its newest victim was its only likely way out.
STANLEY!
His voice, though loud in his ears, rang out exactly nowhere. This damn place, trapping him as a witness. Could he fight it? Could he push against it? Where even was he?? A mindscape? If so, who’s? Stanley’s? Because this was a very depressing mind if so. But it wasn’t his, and he had incredible doubts it was Cipher’s. And that was hinging on the question of if they could enter his or not.
A dream, maybe. He prayed it was a terrible, awful, fever-dream vivid nightmare.
That he was very much consciously thinking about and aware of. He wasn’t one to experience lucid dreams, they’d never come to him as easily as they did–
Right, Stanley. Stanley. How had he forgotten? It was, quite literally, the most important task at hand. He needed to try and do something, fight against the oppressing disgust the place was beginning to cause him and the way it felt as though it was beginning to crawl into his limbs and settle there, weighing him down.
Shit. Keep moving, keep kicking. If he stopped he might not try again to get up and that would leave his twin all on his lonesome.
Red and yellow and white and black black black black black black black black– It was all alarmingly starting to mix together in his swimming head. It was getting to him.
What was getting to him?
Right. Stan. Stan. He had to move. The scarlet was being swallowed up by the grow of the golden glow and that was never a good sign.
Stanley still wasn’t looking at him, he’d hardly moved besides the short, uncomfortable fidgets Ford knew of him (they hadn’t talked in so long. Did he get any back from their childhood, out from under pa’s thumb? Did he lose any? How well did he even still know his brother?) and the occasional glance around when the triangle had moved.
Oh, but now he was hastily backing up. A good idea. Ford was closer, but still not close enough.
Not enough to reach Stanley. Not enough to stop the gilded arm that grabbed at his twin while Ford shrieked.
Up it went, the pyramid breaking its shape to bend backwards and
down
and
down
and
down.
And Stanley was gone.
#hwinebhabwnajcahoweeatoweub au#also affectionately known as the keysmash au#see personally#to me#it reads like a 2015 markiplier acronym /silly#RICKY WHEN I CATCH YOU RICKY.#MY SON MY BOY#MY FUCKING BOY#WHY IS HE BEING DIGESTED??#CEASE#STOP THIS MADNESS#ficlet#gravity falls#gravity falls au#stanley pines#stanford pines#bill cipher#oh poor sweet young ford not yet aware of The Horrors(tm)#you'll learn#dw#it only takes one traumatic event#btw the title of this drabble in my drafts is#ooo stanleys gonna get digested ooo#but like in that annoying (/j) sibling voice#you know the one#cross posted on ao3
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"Did someone call for a doctor - of love?!"
FOP characters are a lil tricky to stylize, and im not quite sure if im satisfied with how i drew cupid yet, but ahah it's a work in progress
#fop#fairly oddparents#cupid#fanart#my art#ermm well i wasnt gonna draw him in a diaper#might rb or make a post about my thoughts on what they did to cupid in anw later#not to say og cupid was without his problems#but i dont think he was “beyond saving” in preserving some of his character traits#my main problem is that nothing about anw!cupid really evokes “love” to me?#like i dont get it#so many other directions they couldve gone with but why bitter football balding manbaby(literally)#anyway i adore og cupid. young me didn't know stereotypes but did adore how gnc he was#he also had a lot of cool themes that have ceased to exist in anw!cupid#oh god this is a rant#i loved og cupid's irony of 'make love. not war' commander thing he had going on#UGH HE WAS SO SILLY
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#elena of avalor#beauty and the beast#batbedit#disneyedit#eoa edit#belle x beast#estebalena#kinda but also not kinda#I think a lot about the fact that it's been confirmed that this is an intentional homage#like EoA series supervising director Elliot M. Bour was just like casually bringing BATB into things as an Easter egg#since it was his first job in animation#and like don't get me wrong; I LOVE that he did this. I just don't know how he expected anyone (i.e. me) to be normal about it afterwards#once you've introduced BATB; it ceases to be a fun and casual reference and just makes the literature major girlies go feral#i thought this was gonna be a quick and easy little project but it wasn't#the parallels are all there but they're in slightly different order in EoA than the original and the pacing for each reference is differen#so i had to determine which ones I needed to skip frames for and which ones to use all the frames#and then try to figure out the speed from there#the coronation day scenes were very hard to color because the grey skies and muted filter kind of whitewash the characters#like you don't even understand i added so MUCH vibrance and saturation to the 4th and 5th gifs but elena's skin still is just gray#and the coloring is still just a very very mixed bag#also i've realized that while I don't think it was an intentional reference in the same way BATB was#anna's sacrifice and resurrection from frozen is perhaps just as --if not more-- a clear parallel to the coronation day scene than BATB#so maybe I will do that one someday too?#once i psych myself up again to try coloring coronation day again#which i imagine will be awhile#these do not look like the same scene and pretty much the same scene at all even if i tried to use the same psd when i could#and edit them to make the coloring as close as i could
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okay bear with me here because i'm not really sure where i'm going with this one but i've been thinking about buck asking tommy to madney's wedding for so long and like, it's such a buck thing, right? we make fun of tommy's initial reaction because he's experiencing the Evan Buckley Experience full-force and from the front seat for the first time. buck acts on his emotions all the time, he's instinctive, he's impulsive. even if he called tommy to get coffee that day with the forethought of asking him to be his date at his sister's wedding, it's still such a buck thing to do: it's extreme, it's a major jump, it's something probably not advised by any dating columns, and likely something none of the other characters would ever do.
yet i find it so different to every other time we've seen buck act Big because of Emotions.
we see buck be impulsive and emotionally-driven in so many different flavors: as a child to get his parents' attention (him accidentally hurting eddie is very reminiscent of this to me), on the job when he's being reckless to save someone's life, when he sues the fire department because he feels pushed out of his job, when he goes against the law and athena's word and tries to find maddie and doug, when he finds red's the one that got away etc.
but rarely do we see him take big actions driven by his emotions when it comes to his romantic relationships. the only thing i can think of him is following taylor to her dad's hearing because he's worried about her. and of course, the only major commitment/extreme decision he's taken in a relationship when he asks her to move in. because he fears she'll leave him if she learns about him and lucy kissing. and then later on when he tells her anyway on the day she moves in, after basically trapping her, because he can't deal with the subsequent guilt.
i don't like assigning positive/negative values to emotions but this is my way of saying how for the most part when we see buck act big and impulsive like this, the motivation comes from a fraught place. because he feels neglected by his parents, because the fear and the subsequent anger over losing his job which at that point he considers the only thing he has, because the fear and worry he feels over maddie, because the concern over taylor re: her dad. even him helping red is him projecting his own fears about his future on the guy. this is especially true regarding all the lucy/moving-in fiasco.
which brings me to my point about how him wanting to blow up the walls of his closet and introduce tommy to his friends/family only after one kiss and a date feels different. it's buck at his most buck; it's out of pocket, it's major, it bamboozles even cool cucumber tommy for a second. it's also probably the first time we see buck act like this driven by feelings of not fear, worry, anger, sadness, but by him feeling like he's ready for something and wanting it with tommy. it's such a testament to the intensity of his feelings. he's not even a hothead like that anymore, he's matured, but here he is counting on a feeling and jumping big like we've never seen him do on the show before, let alone in his romantic relationships. i adore it because it's so buck but i also adore it because it's so buck after seven seasons of growth and because of him looking forward to something, driven by feelings of "i kinda can't stop thinking about him" and "i'm free" and "that something could be with you."
#i just threw this out here havent even reread it#very messy meta but ughhh my feelings about evan buckley and his journey... they will never cease#i want this to be forever because he deserves feeling all this excitement and passion and happiness and act like buck#because of how big it all feels#911#bucktommy#evan buckley#tevan#kinley#911 abc#also not doing well with that “stop reading too much into these scenes” thing i told myself#it all just feels so Positive and Nice and Rewarding and im gonna live all these feelings thru my fictional blorbo sorry#mimi.txt
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I swear I only have these saved for references 🙏👀💧
That’s the only—that’s the only I reason I SWEAR-
#ANTONBLAST#Gonna obsess over him for weeks actually#I may or may not have watched the teaser 5 times already#If I don’t draw him I will cease from this planet actually I LOVE THIS GUY-#Satan#Screenshots
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WrightWorth Fic Recs II: Legal Boogaloo
I've had some upper respiratory goop for eleven days and I woke up with a pounding migraine, so it's time for this month's fic recs while I wait for my medication to kick in!
I'm sure most of you guys have already read this stuff, so I'm not, like, doing this because I think I'm gonna introduce anything special. I just like to gush a lil' about stuff that makes me happy.
As always, feel free to offer me recs yourself in some capacity!
The Things We Agree to Believe are True by actual_goblin
Rating: Teen Content Warning for amnesia, angst, blood, and implied/referenced suicide Status: Finished
Recommended to me by @starsarestaringatyou.
Someone really said, "Well, if one character with amnesia is good, what if they both had amnesia?" And I love every minute of it. I sat down and read this entire thing in one fell swoop. I could not stop. It's weird, but completely internally consistent, so everything is very easy to follow. I've lost track of the number of times I've reread this. I'm afraid if I say more, I'll spoil things. It's very, very sweet, and if amnesia fics interest you even a little, I highly recommend this one!
This man is not your boyfriend by its_ok_inside
Rating: Teen Content Warning for amnesia Status: Finished
Also recommended to me by @starsarestaringatyou.
A very cute amnesia one shot. This one is a bit unusual in that there's no angst! So if that's what keeps you from this sort of story, I recommend this one. There's just a bit of pining on Miles' end, and the rest is two bros chillin' in a legal office one foot apart because they're definitely gay. It's very fluffy, and I reread this one a lot, too, when I want a quick hit of cuteness.
Legal Partners by Miggy
Rating: Teen Content Warning for miscommunication Status: Finished
This one is a little rom-com-esque, but the characters themselves (especially Ema) are well aware of that. This is the story that first allowed me to think of Klavier as having some depth. It is the level I hold all semi-seriously written Klaviers to now. There's a little bit of Klavier/Ema and Klavier/Apollo in here (both ships I like, and I hardly ever get to see the former), but ultimately Klavier ends up with something he needs more than a romantic relationship, and I love this fic for that. Everybody gets enough attention that their inclusion in the story doesn't feel obligatory. There's also the added bonus of a well-written case for Apollo and Klavier to handle throughout the story!
It Would Feel So Good To Make You Mine by hi_its_ellis and lowbatteryhealth
Rating: Teen Status: Finished
Just randomly picked something from my list last Saturday and wound up reading this throughout the day. Reread it again sometime this week. It's cute. There's established Fran/Maya and Athena/Junie as well, if you're into either of those ships. Words cannot express how wonderfully adorable this entire thing is. If you want something that's got enough conflict to keep you reading without there being any real upsetting tension or angst at all, this for you. There's no big miscommunication; just Miles and Phoenix driving everyone around them crazy with their unique brand of stubborn idiocy.
How to Court A Fool in Under Three Months by snowyrunes
Rating: Teen Content Warning for miscommunication Status: Finished
Pure, 100% rom-com goodness. This has everything you would expect out of a rom-com movie, and it's written spectacularly well. There's some established background Fran/Maya. I love seeing Fran successfully interact with kiddos, so her relationship with Trucy in this especially makes me happy--not to mention I prefer my Frans to like Phoenix in some capacity, and that's here, too. I admit that I haven't been able to get very far into the (unfinished) sequel due to the sheer amount of second-hand embarrassment I feel, but I highly recommend the first story for sure!
Pride & Prejudice & Turnabout by paintedkneecaps
Rating: Teen Status: In Progress Content Warning for Pride and Prejudice AU
On the sliding scale of cynical to sunshine Phoenix, this is firmly at the sunshine end. If you are very, very particular about how people work with Pride and Prejudice and that time period (like, to the point where you can't stand the Kiera Knightly movie, for example), this is not going to be the story for you. It's, as the author puts it, a "vibes only" AU, which I think is really a strength in this case. I've read too many "AU"s that are just slapping Ace Attorney characters names over the originals. This has a lot of thought put into the characters, and the quotes from the original work feel like friendly little winks instead of being awkwardly shoved in. I look forward to every Thursday when I get another dose of this!
#ace attorney#wrightworth#narumitsu#fic recs#fanfiction#fic recommendaiton#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#if you have recommended something to me in the past and you don't see it on this list#it's either in my bookmarks waiting for me to get to#or i didn't enjoy it (sorry) and i'm not gonna be a jackass and say so publicly#also there are some tags that i just won't read#and also sometimes a fic is good but if I put everything i ever read on here this list would cease to have meaning
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I have a job interview first thing in the morning, and what I'm looking forward to most of all is getting breakfast at the diner next door right after. Like, I need this job, but it's another underpaid customer service abuse-a-thon so I'm really not looking forward to it. I'm not even holding my breath about landing it because the hiring manager did not sound happy when I told her I was unavailable for the date she originally suggested last week. I think they've already passed me over and tomorrow is just gonna be a formality, but the light at the end of the tunnel is breakfast. No matter how it goes, I'm rewarding myself with a nice meal, and then I'll go to the library, maybe take a walk in the park.
#job interview#job search#i'm just about finished with this whole thing#employment i mean#it's not worth it#the idea of working a series of shitty jobs for the rest of my life pains me#i'm never gonna retire#social security will cease to exist in my lifetime#long before I get any benefits#the american dream is a crock
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are these assaults gonna be ongoing?
#tomgreg#sad sack wasp trap#1x9 pre-nuptial#2x4 safe room#with open eyes#the consistent remorse and increasingly grand apologies....#inb4 anyone accuses me of romanticizing abuse. the kind of lashing out tom does is clearly#out of an inability to be vulnerable#and also they're not actually in a relationship for any of this time. it's like toxic male friendship stuff#which i fully believe just isn't gonna happen anymore#at least not once they're actually together#ntm these are isolated incidents brought on by outside stress#and with the last there ceases to be any kind of physical power imbalance bc greg hits back so. yeah#mine
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