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thecustomcosplayed · 2 years ago

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reacting to Shubble’s ep. 6 of Empires :) *SPOILER WARNING.. obviously* oh no Shubble don’t steal the trident your channeling your Afterlife cat Shubble. but Joey also called Shub a lowly witch, which she is very insecure about, so.. fair enough. “I mean, I’m already a criminal, I might as well keep going” FKASJKJF please Shub, that’s so funny- also, leaning more into villain Shelby arc?? jeez, Shelby has to put signs reading ‘Beware of the fog!’, it’s that bad?? that’s really worrying. magic spawn fire? yeah that makes sense, there’s been weirder.. but it summons thunder, and now everybody is just calling Joel ‘Thunder Daddy’ now, that’s... weird. But okay, go off, I guess. OH THE FIRE THING WORKED?? jeez the blue fire (wisps??) is really powerful this season huh? it’s defo the corruption of this season, I mean, come on. breaking out of lore, I wonder if they just changed the weather and the camp fire. probably. Shubble please don’t strike all the creepers you will die this is a bad idea- just take one head and go, yes, leave that one it’s fine. the fire didn’t seem to have a cut between clips tho?? huh, very interesting.. oop Shelby didn’t do her research. ‘this guys not even the right guy’, well that’s a problem. that clip looked like it was cut tho for the fire?? but I mean she did get the creeper head, good for her! ooh she found Pix’s bridge that’s pretty cool. and she stayed in the Sanctuary outpost :) oh shes at Sanctuary now. Sausage needs to make 1 big hat joke by the end of this please. khgash Shub please humble yourself if you keep bragging your so good it’ll be worse if/when they find out. Shelby claiming herself as a nature witch?? hmm... interesting. fire normally wrecks nature so. Shub talking to the nature; ‘great work, big fan’ jkfsak please. OOOH BANNER FOR THE EVERMOORE :O. they are very pretty! a simple design, but it does look magical and plant-y(?) also it kinda looks like a diff banner from a different Empire (maybe season 1) but I can’t place my finger on it? Sausage please- you don’t tell people were laughing at somebody when they came please- poor Shelby shes getting hit in her more insecure spots this episode. llamas in the farm? yeah thats normal. OH NO THE SIGNS OH CRAP THATS NOT GOOD ITS BACK?? also, somebody on my other Shub-reaction vid reblogged and put the tags they thought it was the 13th person or the fog and I thought the fog was a good idea (and with the title of this vid) I think that’s the most likely thing. ‘They are coming for you.’ Damn, that’s... creepy- I’m guessing they is the witch council (all my homies hate the witch council) but still, could be the other Empires or the 13th person on the server. ah yes, the infamous ‘it’s just a prank’ to push away all your worries and fears. also, nervous laughter. yep, Shub, blame it on the llamas. “Who would wanna be here? I didn’t even.” comedy gold- also, more thick fog?? Shelby needs to explore the mangrove in the center, seriously. after she gets wings though maybe, so she can fly out. a ghost on the server?? ooh, that could be possible honestly. doesn’t Pix see ghosts? ‘they were by the campfire’ ‘the campfire was fully cursed’ DAMN OK SO THE FIRE IS BAD?? Shub please don’t aggravate the ghost, you’ve already aggravated a demon before.. also.. buff Shubble?? pop off, pop off. OOH SHUB VILLAIN ARC BUT AGAINST THE COUNCIL?? but also please dont fight them you are strong but you dont know how to use said strength. ooh banner fits well with the mushroom shop building. also, “They can try to take me out of the Evermoore, but this is my home now” wow, that’s... weirdly wistful?? like she didn’t even wanna come, and now she says its her home. oh the ghost is fighting? not again??? Shub, have you have dealt with a ghost before? backstory?? also “and I’m like.. really buff”, please oh my god, Shubble has no right to be this funny... “You can’t be invisible, because I’m the only one who can make those potions”, wait so that’s like... canon? in s1 ppl could make potions even with Gem, but I guess s2 magic is more reformed and only taught to a certain group of people? like Hogwarts? Shelby, sweetie, your not technically a witch anymore, your just doing illegal magic and calling yourself a witch, they might come, but your gonna get arrested if they do come.. ‘the most powerful witches’- Shelby you literally moved a whole universe over and it might have been only a little part of the world but you did it on accident, your magic is that powerful, you just aren’t good at harnessing it. “Trust me, it’s not a nice place” Uh?? have you been to witch prison before, Shub?? or are you just.. saying that to say it?? the trees look like their walking?? the fog is disorienting?? what if thats how people get lost? the trees are actually moving but it doesn’t seem like it and the fog doesn’t help. also pfft, Shub willing to apologize to a tree is funny. oh hi Scott yeah Shub totally wasn’t talking to herself, yep it was the fog, mhm. also Scott’s hat?? its actually pretty cool, I won’t lie. and he needs potions, so that’s good for Shub. ooh Scott’s wings are pretty :). oh witches do canonically fly on brooms whoops, I might need to change my fic to match that... uhhh.. that’s fine. also yeah, everybody is vacuuming now and days cause it’s so much easier. PFFT “you got a Swiffer or something?” also, just the ‘fog’ talking to Shelby? that’s not sus at all. yeah better keep that quiet, people are gonna think your crazy and won’t come. oh wait there’s a sculk sensor and shrieker? man I got it spot on with the deep dark = corruption, huh?? that’s not good though.. if a Warden spawns.. is it in the tree?? seriously what’s got it out for Shub this bad?? “sorry you exist now, my bad, sorry I gave you life” oh my god please- that shouldn’t be that funny... oh its under the tree? that was where the sign was, no? OH SOMEBODYS GOT A POTION, WHOSE DIGGING UNDER SHUBBLE’S TREE?? and splash potions?? jeez, what is happening?! aren’t ghosts coropeal?? actually I don’t think that matters it shot arrows at Shelby so.. no Shub, please, get rid of the sculk it’s not good it’s like worse then the fog please.. and you’ll get startled by zombies and skeletons and like if anybody comes to visit, they’ll get jump scared too. chickens are cool though, that’s fine, but yeah, that’s also an invasion of privacy. oh fWhip is here with his big ears okay- oh he’s just here for mangrove roots okay. OOH BONE MEAL that’s really good for Shubble. oh jeez the fog is leaking out? that’s not fine. also maybe the ghost is just after Shub and Sausage? I would say S names but.. uh.. Scott.. KHJGDSAKHK SHUB NO WE DON’T TEST MAGIC ON OUR FRIENDS. of course she doesn’t notice that not to sound mean but Shelby probably didn’t have many friends at her witch school. OOH BROOM TIME?? ‘doesn’t seem to exist in minecraft’ shshhshs no breaking the fourth wall Shub (/j). YO SHE MADE A BRROM THATS COOL DOES IT WORK- also, her wand and broom have the same color palette? but they dont seem to match any other colors in her Empire?? FSAKJ “I knew I could break the game” please of course Shubble can do that. sakjk she just flies with like invisible wings and rockets with her broom in her off hand that’s funny.

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saintobio · 4 years ago

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underground fight club. (3)

↳ iwaizumi hajime x f!reader

summary: gym trainer by day, underground fighter by night—Hajime Iwaizumi gives you a front row access to Tokyo’s biggest underground fight club after setting his eyes on you as his shiny new toy. little does he know, you’re there to infiltrate the illegal underground fighting scene with another purpose in mind.

genre: angst, smut, underground fighter au, 18+

warnings: strong language, gun reference, alcohol, smoking, asphyxiation, degradation, daddy kink, cunnilingus, dom/sub elements, unprotected sex, explicit sexual content

a/n: hey guys, i’ve reached the 50-mention limit for the taglist unfortunately tumblr is no longer allowing me to tag more ppl i’m sorry :( enjoy tho! reblogs would be appreciated :)

masterlist -> part four

“Hajime, i-it’s not what you think.”

Did he hear the whole conversation? How long was he in there?

The first thing you did as you walked in from the fire exit was to hurriedly run to his side even if he was staring daggers at both you and Tobio. You were scared because this guy could literally choke you with his arms alone and he was clearly restraining himself from doing the unforgivable. You had to try and ease the tension before it worsened.

“Why were you two alone in there?” he questioned with a stern expression and a clenched jaw. You were about to respond until you realized that the question was directed to Tobio more than it was to you.

Tobio tried his best to act casual and simply shrug it off. If we were talking about ‘undercover Tobio’ then he had no choice but to try to get into Iwaizumi’s good side instead of arguing back. “I was trying to find the smoking area and she just happened to be in there. I didn’t even talk to her that much.”

“I-I thought it was the way to the restroom,” you reasoned, facing a serious Iwaizumi and clinging into his arm. “Haji, I swear it was just a coincidence.”

He took a good minute to give a scrutinizing look between you and Kageyama as if he was deciding in his head whether or not to believe you, and at that time, you were awfully nervous that you might have blown your cover off but you felt a flush of relief when Iwaizumi’s gaze suddenly relaxed. You couldn’t believe he was letting it go so easily and something didn’t feel right.

However, you could live with Iwaizumi thinking that you were ‘seeing’ Tobio behind his back than him suspecting that you two were undercover agents because the latter would definitely earn you a spot in his hit list.

He soon held you by the waist and sent Tobio a look of warning. His stare was so deadly it could kill in a second. “Kageyama, I like you. Don’t try to mess with me.”

Tobio slightly raised his hands in surrender. “Got it. I’m not interested with her. She’s all yours.”

The tension only flew out of the window when Tobio already scurried away and headed towards the crowd of other underground fighters who were watching the current fight. He was safe from Iwaizumi’s line of sight, but you weren’t because he forced you to look at his face with a tight grip on your chin.

“If you lie to me,” he whispered close enough that his lips were brushing against yours. “I’m gonna fuck you up.”

You held your breath and blinked your eyes in panic. You could smell blood from his fingers that it terrified you. “I won’t lie to you.”

“Good.” He pressed a kiss on your lips for everyone in that damn warehouse to see before he pulled away looking at his friends who were watching from a distance. “I’ll take you home, princess.”

The irregular beat of your heart was a good reminder that you clearly did not expect the situation you put yourself into and there was definitely no easy way out of it. You were trapped into Iwaizumi’s abyss of darkness and you could never escape it even if you wanted to.

“God, he’s so possessive,” you sighed, leaning back on your seat with your mind running laps after that one incident from a few nights ago.

Days went by as normal—you came to work, you’d spend time with Iwaizumi, you’d try to get Becca to ‘talk’ about knowing any other underground fighters until she’d slip any secret information. Well, she didn’t and she was very careful about the stuff she was saying. You also haven’t heard from Kageyama since and you haven’t reported back to Chief Director Matsuda’s office because you didn’t have enough intel.

However, you noticed that something changed within Iwaizumi since that night. He spent more time flirting with girls in his gym knowing full well that you were watching and he would pretend that he wasn’t spitefully doing it by trying to kiss you after. You knew you were just a hookup to him but you couldn’t understand why he had to be extremely territorial over you while you weren’t allowed to be the same. He was pulling this ‘I own you but you don’t own me’ bullshit like you were some stupid girl who would easily fall for it. Maybe you were.

Keiji’s lips stretched into a smile before he drank from his coffee and read a document that reflected from his thin-framed glasses. You two were at a cafe on a Saturday afternoon as a scheduled rendezvous, but not quite, because you simply met with him in hopes of getting more leads regarding the case.

“He’s hot-headed and possessive,” he noted, putting the cup down as he looked at you. “Typical criminal behavior.”

Man. “It’s not right to accuse him without proof.”

Keiji agreed nonetheless because the only lead you had was the stupid black Evo. “Presumption of innocence, fair enough. I’m just thinking of why he’s easily attached to you and you clearly feel the same. There’s this strong attraction going on and it’s unhealthy.”

Very unhealthy, but you didn’t know what to say about it either. “You tell me. He’s literally fucking threatening me that if I lie to him, I’ll be fucked.”

“Literally or?”

“Keiji!” you whined.

And he chuckled. “Just kidding. Look, the guy is your best chance of finding answers to this case. I don’t care what relationship you guys have but just make sure that it won’t get in the way of your work. You know that at the end of the day, this is temporary. Your identity, your belongingness in their circle—one day, it’ll be gone and you’re gonna go back to a boring 9-5 job at the PSIA office.”

Fuck. Why did he have to make it sound so awful? You could barely remember the life you had prior to Iwaizumi because it felt like you did live the life of a directionless lady in her mid-20’s who still hadn’t figured out her life. What made it exciting was being around a bunch of fearless people who would spend their nights breaking each other’s faces in exchange for the thrill, the money, the experience, and whichever pleasured them most.

“It’s crazy going undercover,” you muttered, making sure no one around you was close enough to hear. “I actually got Iwa to tell me about his past. He said he hates cops ‘cause they brutally beat up his dad until he was paralyzed.”

The young investigator was reading the expression on your face and deciding whether it was right to tell you, but whatever, he had to. “It’s not going to end well with you and him.”

“I know,” you stated the obvious. “Jesus, I know but... I haven’t been with a guy who desired me that much since, you know.”

“Since your ex who cheated on you multiple times but was only caught once?” he finished the sentence, much to your bitterness. “The guy’s an asshole but doesn’t mean Iwaizumi isn’t. He could be worse.”

You knew that. You were open to the possibility of what Iwaizumi was hiding under his tattooed skin and fighter persona but you also wanted to give him the benefit of the doubt. “Hajime is a jerk sometimes but no one ever desired me the way he does and it’s...”

“You have daddy issues.” Keiji sneered which earned an eye-roll from you. “Speaking of, your dad told me you should visit him sometime soon.”

You sighed and grabbed your own cup for a sip. “You know I can’t while I’m undercover. I’ll just give him a call soon.”

The young investigator nodded and went through his pile of documents before he pulled out a specific folder that contained important case data. “Based on the bullets recovered from Officer Takashi’s body during the chase, we found out that it’s a .45 ACP cartridge.”

“Oh, wow.” Your eyes widened, remembering the late officer who died after chasing the gun dealer who essentially killed him with a bullet to his chest. “So the dealers, they’re selling police issue handguns?”

Keiji adjusted his glasses and handed you the file. “Unauthorized, yeah. I suspect it’s straw purchasing. That’s a list of all possible gun models that they’re illicitly selling to the black market.”

Looking at the list of gun models from the document that he handed to you, it looked like you were going to exchange your Netflix night to review the file until sunrise. There was a lot.

You looked up at Keiji in gratitude. “Thanks so much for this—” but you were cut off by the sound of your phone ringing from your bag. You gave Akaashi an apologetic look before taking the call. “Excuse me, I’ll just take the call.”

You saw Iwaizumi’s name from the caller ID and you were curious because it was a Saturday and you didn’t have any shift. He hardly ever went out of his way to call you for anything else. “Hey, Haji.”

“Princess, where are you?” he spoke, relaxed. “There’s a party at Oikawa’s place. I’ll pick you up later. Wear something sexy for me.”

Reviewing files until sunrise? Forget it.

“Okay, see you.”

You didn’t know what ‘sexy’ meant to Iwaizumi but you did wear a casual black bodycon dress which he seemed to be satisfied with. His hand was on your thigh throughout the car ride and you could tell that he would have slipped a finger in if you didn’t arrive at Oikawa’s house after a few minutes.

The first thing you looked out for was not Oikawa’s upscale suburban home—it was the cars parked outside of his house as you tried to find any sign of a black Evo. You knew there was a high possibility that the Evo’s owner might be invited tonight and you couldn’t miss the chance of catching the culprit.

“Princess, you coming?” Iwaizumi called from a distance, waiting for you to follow him.

“Yeah.” You then hastily rushed to his side and intertwined your hand with his while you two walked inside the house.

From the entrance of Oikawa’s home to the inside of it, the whole place was packed with different people who all came to drink and have a good time. There were a couple of underground fighters that you’ve already met from the fight club but there were also some people that you weren’t familiar with. Iwaizumi, given that he was popular, was known by everyone as they would all greet him every time he passed by someone he knew. You didn’t know many of them, but based from the look that they would give you after acknowledging the guy, you were certain that they were labeling you as Iwaizumi’s resident girl ‘friend’.

The song Air Force Ones reverberated through the house and one on corner, you could see girls grinding against each other while on the other, you could see guys taking shots. The neon lights added to the overall party vibe and everyone in that house were doing their own thing. A girl in a bikini later approached Iwaizumi after the two of you walked further inside and she was quick to place her hands on his chest while tapping the small bandaid on his nose bridge.

“Hey, T. Nice to see you tonight,” she purred, biting her lower lip seductively. It was obvious that she hooked up with him before and you were definitely not pleased to know.

Hajime smugly checked her body out before smiling at her. “What’s up, Gi? Have you been workin’ out?”

She grinned as if you weren’t there holding his hand. “Yeah. I could use a bigger ass, you know?”

You tugged at Iwaizumi’s hand before he could even try to respond and quickly sent him a glare when he looked at you. The guy merely chuckled after getting the signal and excused himself from her. “Nice to see you Gi but my baby wants me all for herself.”

The brunette scoffed, looking at you from head-to-toe before commenting, “He’s gonna get rid of you, anyway.”

That just made you snap as you let go of Hajime’s hand to face her. “Why don’t I get rid of you tonight?”

“Ooooh!” the small crowd cheered. “Chick fight!”

“Gi, let it go,” Iwaizumi told her, insisting for her to leave before she snorted at you. The guy soon turned to you with a shake of his head. “Easy, princess. You don’t wanna fight someone like her.”

You rolled your eyes and challenged him. “Do you think I can’t fight? You wanna play possessive on me and I can’t be the same?”

He had no fucking idea what you were capable of.

“Hey, hey, hey! Lovebirds, relax.” Bokuto appeared with two hot chicks on either side of him to cut the tension between you two. He placed his arms around the two girls while beaming at you and Iwaizumi. “We’re here to party, ease up! Have a drink. You two should be makin’ out instead of arguing.”

You sighed, feeling Iwaizumi’s hand on your waist before he asked him, “Where’s Oikawa?”

Bokuto pointed towards the back and urged you both to follow. “Pool side. Let’s go.”

You surely didn’t expect that Oikawa was a rich guy with a pool on his backyard. You also had no idea what business they had but you were beginning to be suspicious about it because it seemed that whenever Becca mentioned it to you, she would refer to it as Oikawa dealing with ‘other’ things. Clearly, that other must be something illegal if she was secretive about it.

“There they are!” Speaking of, Becca was the first one to notice you and Iwaizumi when you reached the pool side.

Water almost splashed on you when a drunk girl jumped into the pool as you walked closer to Iwaizumi’s circle of friends.

They were all situated in a 3-piece outdoor setting with a couple of red cups on the small table and a whole lot of girls in bikinis. There was a girl on Oikawa’s lap when he called for Iwaizumi and you noticed that the other people in there were Hanamaki, Issei, Kuroo, Bokuto and his two chicks, and other people from the fight club. It looked like some of them were already tipsy.

“What’s up, guys?”

“Hey!”

“Have a drink!”

You kindly refused Becca’s offer. “Sorry, I don’t drink beer.”

“Vodka?” Becca handed another red cup which you gladly accepted.

Oikawa’s eyes widened before he looked at Iwaizumi for confirmation. “For real, though? Y/N doesn’t drink beer?”

Iwaizumi gestured for you to sit between him and Becca while taking a sip from his red cup. “The fuck I know. Get me some whiskey.”

You decided to answer Oikawa’s question on your own. “Yeah, beer just isn’t for me. Love your place, though. I didn’t know you have such a big house.”

You caught the glance that he exchanged with the other guys prior to acknowledging your comment. “Thanks. It’s all dad’s business. He’s in Argentina right now but I’m handling it on his behalf.”

Spit it out, Oikawa. Say more. “Oh, what business?”

But Iwaizumi, with a cup of whiskey on his hand, already changed the topic by opening a new one. “Hey, what kinda girls can I have here tonight?”

Kuroo and Bokuto guffawed while Oikawa chortled before pointing towards the girls in the pool. You were honestly speechless at Iwaizumi’s audacity to act like such a bastard right now and you were so fucking close to leaving. At this point, he was doing this piss you off. If he was still upset about the Tobio thing, he should just say it to your fucking face instead of trying to get back at you like a damn child.

“We have strippers, models,” Oikawa trailed off, looking at you in amusement. “But I think Y/N’s the hottest one tonight.”

“That’s why she’s mine.”

You frowned at Iwaizumi as he tried to playfully give you a kiss on the lips that you were quick enough to dodge. “Don’t fucking kiss me right now if you’re gonna talk about having other girls.”

“Uh-oh,” Hanamaki teased, sipping from his cup as he watched you two.

You caught the shift in Iwaizumi’s eyes as if he was irritated by your jealousy before he simply laughed it off. “I was just playing, princess. You’re the only girl I want.”

Fucking liar. Nevertheless, you tasted the whiskey off his tongue when he gave you an open-mouthed kiss in front of his friends. He breathed you in and squeezed your ass until you pulled away out of embarrassment. “H-Hey, don’t lift my skirt.”

He did let go when you told him to but he kept a hand on your thigh to make everyone know that you were his and his alone. Becca was heavily disapproving Iwaizumi’s actions towards you but the guys didn’t seem to give a damn. They were all acting like he’d done it before.

“Y/N, are you gonna watch next Friday’s fight?” Kuroo asked out of nowhere as he took a drag from his cigarette.

You were cut off by a very insistent Tooru who told you to come, “You better come and watch my fight. I’m going against the Snowflake.”

You suppressed a chuckle. “Snowflake?”

“He means Atsumu. They’re rivals,” Hanamaki informed while lighting his own cigarette. “But Oikawa’s just being a bitch ‘cause he lost to him.”

“Makki!” Oikawa whined. “If he didn’t do the stupid triangle choke on me, I wouldn’t have lost.”

You turned to Iwaizumi for some knowledge because you had no idea what that attack meant. “What’s a triangle choke?”

He smirked. “I’ll show you,” he announced, getting up from his seat and pulling Oikawa out of his. The girl that was once on his lap moved to sit next to you while Iwaizumi tried to demonstrate the BJJ technique.

You all watched as he grappled Oikawa on the ground for a takedown, later laying on his back with Oikawa on top of him and pulling the guy’s arm above his head while his legs were tightly wrapped around his shoulders.

“Nice form, Tiger!” Bokuto hooted, followed by claps from the two girls on his lap.

Kuroo turned to you and nudged his chin over to Iwaizumi. “You see that? Even if Atsumu and Iwa are both BJJ fighters, they have completely different techniques. Atsumu focuses on his thighs while Iwa focuses on his arms. Remember Iwa’s guillotine?”

Looking back at Iwaizumi, he was putting pressure around Oikawa’s neck by using his thighs and it may not seem like a lethal form of submission until you saw the poor guy’s face turning red from the lack of oxygen. You widened your eyes in extreme worry.

“Haji!” you exclaimed just as he released a gasping Oikawa who was now unbelievably laughing. God, they’re insane.

The brown-haired guy then sat up and was pulled up by Iwaizumi. “Nice triangle, Iwa-chan.”

“How are you gonna win against Miya if you can’t even escape that, dumbass?”

“Shut it, I’ll win!” Oikawa went back to his seat with the girl next to you moving back to his lap. “I’m fine, baby—”

Iwaizumi returned to his own seat and placed an arm around your shoulder. You could only imagine how rough this guy would be in bed after seeing what he could do inside the octagon. You two haven’t really had actual penetrative sex so you had no idea how he was actually like during intercourse. All you knew was that his well-endowed member could destroy you if he wanted to.

“Have you even enhanced your Capoeira?” Becca asked Oikawa, cutting you off from your lewd trance.

Oikawa confidently shrugged. “Don’t worry about it.”

From what you know, Capoeira originated from Brazil and it was a martial art that had elements of dance and acrobatic skills. You haven’t seen many people do it so Oikawa must be skilled enough to do so. “What’s Capoeira like?”

Tooru looked at you as if he was offended. “C’mon, Y/N. Have you played Tekken? I’m talking Eddy Gordo, I’m talking Christie Monteiro—it’s all about the rhythm and the attack.”

You laughed at his exaggerated narration while Iwaizumi shook his head out of secondhand embarrassment. “I’d like to see that.”

“You should,” he responded. “And besides, we’re all anticipating the fight between Tsukishima and the Fresh Prince.”

Fresh Prince? You cocked your head to the side in confusion. “Who’s that?”

“Kageyama,” Kuroo answered and you didn’t miss the glance that Iwaizumi gave you. “Oikawa gave him the nickname ‘cause he said my boy’s a newbie in the fight club and is acting like a spoiled prince.”

Whether Kageyama knew about his newfound nickname or not, you were certain that the guy wouldn’t be pleased by it but he didn’t really have any choice. He was trying to get these guys’ trust and he ought to prove what he’s got. Although it was your first time to work with him in an undercover operation, you knew Kageyama beforehand and know that he had great hand-to-hand combat skills as well as advanced knowledge in Aikido and Krav Maga. The only reason why he didn’t get to showcase his skills when he fought against Kentarou was because he was overwhelmed and he was clearly downplaying his abilities to lessen any suspicion about him being an actual undercover cop.

In the PSIA, they taught you basic martial arts that highly focused on Krav Maga so you knew a few techniques that were intended as a tactical military defense training. They weren’t exactly like the fighting styles that these underground MMA fighters were used to. They were meant to be for self-defense, especially when you were working against criminals.

Ironically, you wondered who the criminal was between these group of people.

It didn’t surprise you when you came home to your apartment at 2AM and Iwaizumi was kissing every part of your body as you two stumbled in bed. He was more eager tonight than the first time you two came here together when he was cockblocked by a sudden phone call.

This time, however, he made sure his phone was turned off because nothing else could ever distract him from having his way with you.

“I’m so horny right now,” he whispered on your ear as you grabbed the hem of his hoodie before pulling it over his head. His toned abs and tiger tattoo greeted your satisfied eyes—then he pressed your back against the mattress and devoured your lips with utmost desire. You couldn’t stop yourself from moaning while he kissed you roughly until he pulled away and unbuckled his belt. “Get naked for me, princess.”

You propped your elbows and slightly lifted your body up, all while giggling at his eagerness. The vodka in your system had definitely kicked in for you to be tittering right now. “Aww, is daddy desperate to fuck me?”

The corner of his lips upturned into a derisive smirk as he pulled his jeans down. You knew calling him ‘daddy’ just turned on a switch to his roughness and you suddenly regret taunting him because you would very clearly lose.

“Say what?” he asked, kicking his jeans to the floor and grabbing you by the neck with a sneer. “I said get naked, you fucking slut.”

Your chest heaved from the sudden grip on your neck but felt a rush of pleasure by his dominance over you. The bulge on his boxers was the very proof of how much he wanted you and to be honest, you were desperate to have him too. You were obedient enough to unzip your dress, peeling it off your body before throwing it to the side. Iwaizumi was staring down at you while you unclasped your bra and let your breasts out in the open. He was harsh when he pushed you back—your back hitting the mattress with force as he climbed down to kiss your neck.

He pressed his bulge against your crotch and grinded on it while he was sucking the skin on your collarbone. It was the desperation from your moans and your tight grip on his hair that showed just how much you loved what he was doing to you. And very clearly pleased with your reaction, he cupped your boob and kneaded the soft mound on his palm. Please, more. You didn’t notice the shift on his movements as your eyes were shut, but you suddenly felt his tongue swirling around your nipple, slobbering all over the rounded mass like he was feasting on it. He nipped the nub inside his mouth while using his index finger to play with the other and you could only arch your back in pleasure.

“Y-Yes,” the word escaped your lips with restraint just when Iwaizumi squeezed your breast in his hand. It hurt a little but you were distracted by the feeling of his clothed cock grinding against you and you never wanted him more than ever. “Haji.”

He chuckled darkly, releasing your tit from his mouth with a scornful face. “Who’s the desperate one now, huh?”

When you failed to give him an answer, he throttled his hand around your throat until you were crying out of extreme need for him to fill you in. Something about his lack of gentleness in bed was scary and satisfying at the same time. “P-Please, H-Haji—”

“Hm? What’s that, princess?” He loosened his grip on your neck but still kept you in place while hovering above to palm your clothed cunt.

“D-Daddy,” you struggled. “I-I want you.”

You gasped for heavy breaths when the pressure on your throat was gone because he was now dunking his head between your thighs. Iwaizumi easily slid your underwear down your legs and carelessly threw the garment to the side. It was for the very first time that he had seen you fully naked before him and he was loving every inch of your body that he could see. The lust in his eyes when he spread your legs apart, eyeing your center with excitement, had caused flames to ignite inside of you.

“Already dripping wet for me,” he muttered, fluttering kisses on your inner thighs while he made his way down. You lifted your head to watch him finally stuffing a lick between your folds, soaking the labia with his tongue, before kissing your clit with lavish. You gripped the bed sheet tightly while the whimpers from your mouth couldn’t be stopped because Iwaizumi made it his goal to keep engulfing himself on your taste and see you at your most vulnerable state. You were in a state of euphoria—in a place that met heaven and hell at once. His hot breath almost tickled your cunt when he looked up at you with a grin. “I’m gonna fucking destroy you.”

Either things were too fast or your head was just too dizzy from the pleasure you felt when he ate you down there, but you were surprised when you saw him pulling his boxers down to reveal the throbbing cock that was dying to be inside you.

This was it. You couldn’t understand why you were extremely excited after seeing his attractive face, his hot body, his eye-catching tiger tattoo, or maybe the small bandaid on his nose bridge, the bruise on his cheek, the slit on his eyebrow—whichever was more attractive, that all added to your intense arousal.

He spread your legs further into a V as he positioned his tip on your core, not before adding another dirty remark for his pleasure and yours. “I know you wanted my cock since the day you met me, you stupid whore.”

He didn’t push it in and instead, teased you by merely placing the tip on your opening. At that moment, you were already gripping his arm because you just wanted to have him inside of you. “Haji... Please.”

“Mm?” He released an evil chuckle, reaching for your mouth with a cupped hand. “Spit.”

You ejected thick spit from your mouth to his palm that he later used as a lubricant to his shaft before he finally sunk himself inside.

No, it wasn’t gentle. He literally slammed all of his cock at once without mercy and it made you shriek in surprise because you didn’t get to adjust from his size.

“F-Fuck, Hajime!” you cried, tears welling up your eyes at the painful penetration while you wrapped your arm around his torso. Your nails dug into his skin when he began to move, stretching you out completely as if it was your first time. As if you were a virgin. He briefly kissed your tears away and soon moved his lips to your ear.

“So... fucking tight,” he breathily grunted on your ear while thrusting heavily inside your tight walls. “You like that, huh?”

You sniffed through jagged breaths, not realizing that you were already scratching his back. His painful thrusts now turned into nothing but pleasuring strokes when you got used to the size of his hardened member. “I-I do... Don’t stop.”

“You feel so good, princess.”

Iwaizumi gently kissed you, whether it was sincere or not, but you could feel the tenderness in his kiss that lasted for a minute before he was rough again. He later separated his body that was resting against yours as he adjusted his cock to go deeper inside of you. It was at that moment when you could feel his tip hitting your most sensitive spot and it left you crying in utter satisfaction.

“Mmh—fuck, y-yes!” you cussed, his cock being pounded harder against your tight cunt, his hips moving into a perfect rhythm, the bed squeaks, the echoing moans.

You wanted Hajime Iwaizumi to keep doing this to you until you could no longer walk straight the next morning.

Your instinct led you to reach for your clit and do circular strokes with your fingers until the ache on your tummy and the clench on your walls were signaling your fast and upcoming orgasm. Iwaizumi saw how you touched yourself and decided that it was nice to tease you about it.

“Fucking touching yourself, whore?” he mocked.

God. That smug smirk on his face was annoyingly attractive. You didn’t know what came into your head when you grabbed his neck while letting him slam his dick more rapidly inside of you. He was surprised at your urge to choke him, but this only made him do the same as he returned the act and constricted your windpipe.

“H-Haaa!” You gasped for breath, feeling his thrusts going faster and rougher, until your body shuddered under him. The feeling of finally reaching your orgasm and watching Iwaizumi enjoy the sight of your completely wrecked figure made the both of you satisfied and contented.

“Ugh, shit. I’m gonna cum, too.” He released your neck and fucked you through your overstimulation in less than a minute or two before he pulled himself out of you.

You were still panting for breath, static as a lifeless doll, when Iwaizumi pumped himself on your chest with curses falling under his breath until his hot seed came out. They were all over your chest and some even reached your chin and your cheek.

It was downright filthy and he loved every second of it.

He soon collapsed on your side while catching his own breath and you were about to pass out from the exhaustion but he later leaned in to plant a kiss on your lips.

“You’re all mine.”

“So the dealer’s got a Springfield 45, Glock 22, Smith & Wesson M&P 9, and what else?”

You blinked, cutting yourself out of trance and remembering that you were inside Tobio’s car that late afternoon just 2 days after your intense night with Iwaizumi. You purposely wore a turtleneck prior to your rendezvous because you knew that the police officer would assume that the marks on your neck were from strangulation.

Technically, it was but not in a form of abuse like he would think so.

“Are you even listening?” he snapped in irritation, turning the pages of the file that Keiji previously gave you.

You sighed and glanced outside the window momentarily. “The list is all in the file. Just read.”

“You look like you didn’t even read this damn thing,” he said, eyebrows furrowing. “Too busy sucking dick?”

“Can you stop?” You glared at him. “You act like you’re my boyfriend.”

Tobio’s blue eyes glowered at you. “I never dreamed of being one.”

Whatever. You didn’t care what he thought about you. You were only here because it was your job to update each other, not because you wanted to be with him. “Instead of bitching about who I hookup with, why don’t you tell me if you’ve got any intel ‘cause I have one.”

“Like what?” He looked away, scanning through the documents.

“Like, I don’t know. Maybe Oikawa is our primary sus.” You leaned your back on the backrest and crossed your arms. “He’s rich as hell and he’s not specifically stating what business they have but I’m speculating they manufacture guns and ammos, have them shipped to and from Argentina and probably supply for the black market.”

Kageyama’s eyes widened at the new information. Although knowing that these were speculations, he seemed to have had an idea on how to find out the truth behind Oikawa’s family business. “Do you have his phone number?”

“Yeah, why?” You didn’t know what was on his mind but you watched him pull out his phone and dial a specific number for whatever reason.

“Hey, this is Officer Tobio Kageyama,” he spoke through the phone. “Serial number 09201. I need a cellphone trace.”

Right. Obviously, he would be tracking the guy’s whereabouts starting from now. It wasn’t a bad idea, actually. The more information you get on the places Oikawa would go to, the easier it would be to find out whether he was really involved with this illegal firearms trafficking.

Tobio made you give out Oikawa’s number that you read out through your phone before he thanked the agent for providing him the details he needed.

Call it childish but you wanted to tease him for being able to provide an actual intel. “Are you not gonna thank me, Tobi?”

He rolled his eyes and put his phone back into his pocket. “If this is a bust, I’m never working with you again. Ever.”

“At least you know I’m actually gathering information,” you retorted in annoyance.

He suddenly fell silent, staring at the empty parking lot of an abandoned shopping center. You couldn’t determine what caused his silence but he was taking deep breaths and hesitating to speak his mind.

You wanted to ask. “What’s wr—”

“I was at the fight club last night,” he opened up, clutching the steering wheel tight. “I was there to see if the Evo was going to turn up but I got called by the guys.”

Did he see the car’s owner? “And?”

“I heard Iwaizumi talking to his friends,” he unfolded the events with caution. “He claims he doesn’t sleep with the same girl twice but said he’s going to keep you for himself because you’re hot and ‘tight as a fucking virgin’.”

Your heartbeat took a pause.

“No, he didn’t,” you said in deniel and in disbelief.

But Tobio was dead serious and this new information just hit you harder than a truck that was going 200mph on a freeway.

“I don’t care if you’re gonna keep using him to get intel or if you really like him,” he said, genuinely for the first time. “But use your mind, not your heart.”

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schnitzelbutterfingers · 4 years ago

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Ethan’s Proposal at Christmas (HC and Insta Edit) (Ethan Ramsey x f!MC)

Before the proposal...

Ethan is pissed off at himself after he accidentally spoiled his proposal plans to his ex.

He knows how Abby is very good when it comes to listening, especially at Ethan’s words, so he wonders if she knows what’s gonna happen at Christmas.

On the morning of Christmas, he sees Abby next to him, sleeping peacefully, and he automatically smiles, kisses her forehead, and goes to the kitchen to attempt and make her favorite gingerbread pancakes.

Ethan really wants to impress Abby and tries to flip one side of the pancake, but it wasn’t ready to be flipped. So, he unintentionally splatters it around.

Thank God his fire alarm was off at the time, because he can smell the burnt pancakes, and accidentally yelled ‘Damn it’.

That does it. Abby wakes up then and walks to their kitchen to see Ethan covered in batter. She let out a laugh, and Ethan turns around, embarrassed.

Abby loves him for trying, and teaches him how to make regular pancakes. When he makes his first successful pancake, he finally admits that she is a good teacher.

While Abby watches her favorite Chirstmas movie, Polar Express, he runs to their bedroom to see if his engagement ring is still in his shoe. Having relief knowing that it is safe, he tells Abby:

“Get up and get dressed. We’re going on a date.”

Abby is pleasantly surprised, and thanks him by kissing him. This left Ethan blushing for a while.

Ethan takes her to a ski resort in Boston, where they will be staying for three days. After unpacking, they go and ski.

Both Abby and Ethan are professionals at skiing, and they have a fun time except for the part where they both freeze to death.

Next, for lunch, he takes Abby to McDonalds. You heard me: McDonalds. Although they are both rich, he knows that Abby prefers fast food restaurants over expensive restaurants.

When paparazzi sees both of them at the restaurant, they take many pictures and posted them on Instagram, but the two couldn’t even care less.

While eating their burgers, Abby sees a young scrawny boy at the front door outside the restaurant, with ripped clothes and a jacket.

She invites him in and buys him an extra burger, chicken nuggets and fries. Ethan sees this and wonders how lucky he is to have an amazing girlfriend.

Ethan goes to the nearest store and buys him a big jacket for him to wear during this cold time, and they take him to the nearest police station.

Apparently, he is six years old, who was kidnapped two weeks ago. He somehow escaped.

When the boy’s parents hear the news they come quickly and hug him, crying. When they see Ethan and Abby, they hug both of them, thanking them for finding him.

It is an emotional moment for both Ethan and Abby, and they leave the police station, happy in helping someone. The paparazzi somehow followed them and also takes pictures of that, and the social media expressed how the two doctors are very kind in helping others.

Finally, it was evening. The time for Ethan’s proposal. And Ethan was nervous as hell, but he didn’t show it.

Ethan tells Abby about the opera, and they both get ready.

Abby is wearing a long sleeve red bodycon with pantyhose and black heels, and it takes Ethan’s breath away. Ethan wears a black suit with a bowtie, and Abby already wants to rip it off.

They reach the opera house, where Ethan checks one more time to see if the ring is in his pocket. Thankfully, it is.

The opera is beautiful, and the beginning was amazing. As the orchestra played its instruments, Ethan takes Abby’s hands, stands up and dances with her.

They are highly amused by this, but was happy nonetheless.

When Abby stopped dancing and looked back to the stage, Ethan knows now is the perfect time. He bends down on on knee with his ring box open. Inside is a beautiful ring.

When Abby turns around, she sees Ethan on one knee, as he begins his speech:

“Rookie, when I first met you, I knew you were gonna be a colossal pain in my ass, but a good one. After you solved your first case, I knew I made the right choice in picking you for the residency. After our first kiss in Miami, I started to feel things. Very weird things. I tried to push away from you and even went to the Amazon because my feelings for you were too real. But it was fate for us to bond again. It was fate for me to think about all the mistakes I’ve made concerning you while you went through that whole ordeal in the decontamination room. It was fate for me to kiss you publicly. And I’m so damn happy that it was our fate because you make me into things I never thought I would be. With that being said, I want to make you mines for the rest of our lives. Abigail Angel Chacko, will you marry me?”

Abby knows that this was going to happen, but his words still make tears fall from their eyes. With a choked sound, her say, “Yes!”

Ethan gets up and puts the ring on her left ring finger, kissing her passionately after.

When they leave the opera, the paparazzi manages to take a picture of the diamond ring on Abby’s ring finger, and they immediately realize tat Dr. Ethan Ramsey proposed.

Both decided to pose for the paparazzi, who eagerly took pictures.

However, they do not see Abby whispering into Ethan’s ear about the red lingerie she is wearing now under her dress. They do see Ethan’s flushed face, though.

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notes: if you made it this far, thank you!

notes 2: first head canon and instgram edit, okay?? this was a little weird from what i usually do, but hey! there’s no problem in trying! this was held after my latest fic ‘To Someone Special’. many ppl asked me for this bc they really wanted to know how ethan’s proposal was gonna be like. wishing everyone a merry christmas and a happy new year! lmk if you wanna be added or removed from the tags! :)

notes 3: shoutout to @poudredevie for teaching me how to make an instagram edit!

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najatheangel · 3 years ago

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[🌴] - Tag Game

tagging: @melonmochimoon @mairahcore @dreamyycore @bigbrainenergytingz @soleilsuhh @madeofsaltiness @earth-to-that-asian @fairyjunn @purplepsycho03 @mochiable @trippy-dejun and whoever wants to give it a go!

what day is your birthday? 07/26/00

what’s your favorite color? I love green! My fav color to wear tho is burgundy.

what’s your lucky number? 12

do you have any pets? Yes, I have 2 cats and 1 dog that I love dearly. ☺️❤️

how many pair of shoes you own? Ermm I think 8, but I feel like I only wear 3 pairs of shoes lol.

favorite song? industry baby by lil nas x ft jack harlow & tiger inside by super m.

favorite movie? Hairspray, I’ll never get tired of musicals honestly. 😭✨

what would be your ideal partner? choi san, lee jeno and park chanyeol. Honestly just someone who has goals in life, a passionate lover and who’s committed to me and ONLY ME 100%.

do you want kids? Yess, I’m reaching to 3 or 4🥺

have you gotten in trouble with the law? The worst I got was a car accident so if that counts then yes. 🤦🏾‍♀️

bath or shower? Shower all the way.

how many pillows do you sleep with? Lmaoo 6 and they still somehow fall off the bed.

what you don’t like when your sleeping? When the tv is not on or when my dog is making too much noise.

what do you have for breakfast? normally a granola bar and a cup of grapes or yogurt. If I get fancy, I normally do waffles, bacon and scrambled eggs.

have you ever tried archery? No, but that would be cool.

favorite fruit? blueberries!

favorite swear word? shit or bitch. Especially singing it, idk it’s a good stress relief.

do you have any scars? I still have a lot of dark spots pretty much everywhere from when I fell numerous times at recess as a kid and I have stretch marks on my thighs, belly and arms.

Are you a good liar? No and don’t dare to do it anymore cause my parents wasn’t haven’t it.

what’s your personality? INFJ

innie or outie? innie

right or left handed? Always use my righty.

favorite food? chicken alfredo, but honestly any kind of pasta.

favorite foreign food? I love Indian food and the dish I always eat is saag paneer or chicken curry!

are you clean or messy? Both tbh, but at least my room is clean for now.

most used phrase? bruh, you what? or really?

how long does it take for you to get ready? On a regular hang out day I would say 2 hours, on a fancy day I would say a good 3. Like it’s expensive to be a women, a black one at that. Also I didn’t care at that you know what they say…being fashionably late.

do you talk to yourself? I call it thinking out loud, but yeah lol. 😬

do you sing to yourself? Yes and I even make up my own goofy songs when I have road rage or when I’m doing laundry.

are you a good singer? I’d say I’m decent…, but if y’all heard my voice before I’d let y’all be the judge of that. 😉

are you a gossip? Not gonna lie I like being nosey and sometimes ppl just trust me to tell me their drama, but I never go off telling other ppl. I would say I’m nosey more than a gossip.

do you like long or short hair? Long hair takes too much maintenance so short.

favorite school subject? Anything Science. Bill Nye the science guyyyy.

extrovert or introvert? I’m shy so introvert.

what makes you nervous? Doing presentations, making phone calls and meeting new people. Like ugh the anxiety.

who was your first real crush? this cutie that was in my 8th grade class. All I remember was dancing with him to don’t stop believing and everyone was cheering us on that we were the best couple.

how many piercings do you have? Zero.

how fast can you run? Pretty fast, but not enough to join the Olympics.

what color is your hair? Dark brown, but sometimes it turns a lighter brown in the daylight.

what color are your eyes? The same case with my hair, dark brown.

what makes you angry? A lot of things, when people are disrespectful to the people I love. Racists, homophobics, sexist people, and don’t get me started on fake people Omgahddd I be wanting to call them out on their shit so bad. Ignorant people to top it off people that have no knowledge on a specific topic and they have the nerve to speak on it like just be quiet.

do you like your own name? Yess my grandma came up with up so I’ll always cherish it.

do you want a boy or a girl as a child? Honestly I want both, but if I can have like 2 girls and 1 boy that would be even better. Whatever god will bless me with I’ll be the best damn mother them kids would ever have.

what are your strengths? My creativity for sure, my passion and ambition that helps me reach my goals. Fast learner, reliable, loyal, supportive and the ability to speak my mind more.

what are my weaknesses? I have a hard time controlling my emotions that’s my biggest one. Another one is my lack of patience for certain things especially if it’s something I want. Lastly, sometimes I be too lazy, but I can’t help it I be overworking my self to the point i go over the limit.

what’s the color of your bedspread? A lot of shades of purple, green and pink going on.

color of your room? green and purple

#tag games🕹#get to know me ��

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hq-lovin · 4 years ago

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hi! you said you’re tying to write again so can i request iwa with a dancer s/o

iwa w/ a dancer s/o

well hello there ☺️ hiii nice to see u again!! tysm for the request!

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➣ pairing : iwaizumi x gn! reader

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➣ warning : none !

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hajime iwaizumi

- iwa with a dancer s/o? did u mean, the most support bf ever??? 😳

- this mans is so soft for you, he’d try his best to come to your recitals and be super supportive

- oikawa would probably beg to iwaizumi to tag along

- he would not hesitate to cheer you on during your performances,, 🥺

- him cheering you on would go one of two ways

- he’d either forget this is was abt dancing and hype you thE FUCK UP bc 1. you’re doing great sweetie and 2. uh,, that’s,,, that’s what he’s used to 😳

- like he’s on a volleyball team!! and their games get intense :0

- other times he’d just silently smile to himself as he watches bc he KNOWS his s/o is doing a fantastic job

- sometimes he’ll overhear ppl talking abt how great of dancer you are and he’d just be sO proud

- like,,, 😌 HE’D BE SO PROUD

- bc you’ve worked so hard to get hear and had your ups and downs and you’re just so perfect and—

- ugh he just thinks your so cool and the dances you do are cool and everything abt u is so cool and-

- you’re so talented 🥺

- will not let you overwork yourself

- like,, n O

- he’s gonna drag your ass out of the dance studio no 🧢 💀 (do ppl even say that anymore?? 😳🤡)

“hajime please, I need to practice some more!”

“nope. not gonna happen. i’m not letting you get injured.”

- he’s besties with oikawa for gods sake, so y’all already know he’s not letting that happen to you 💀

- oh! will help with stretches after dance practices and will take you out for food ☺️

- he’s rlly persistent abt it too, mans plays volleyball 😳 so he knows damn well how important stretching is

- constantly reminding you to take breaks, eat well, rest up 🥺

- does this rlly cute thing where he kisses you good luck right before a big performance when he sees you panicking

- he’ll do his best to calm you down,,, but his way of calming his teammates down is aggressive,, so like he doesn’t know what to do with you

“what if I mess up?! everyone’s gonna be staring at me oh my god—”

“babe, it’s fine just,,, kick some ass out there,,,”

“.. iwa this isn’t volleyball.”

- he’s trying his best

- ends up giving you some “encouraging” words that he definitely pulled out of his ass

- it helps bc he’s used to oikawa being a nervous baby under that fake confidence and also helping with nervous more quieter teammates

- after the performance he will take you out for food as a celebratory gift

- teach. him. dance.

- he’s either a god at it or doesn’t know what he’s doing, no in between

- either way you’re gonna have fuN

- BEG HIM TO DO THAT THING WHERE YOU RUN AT HIM AND THEN HE CATCHES YOU AND THEN LIFTS YOU IN THE AIR

- overall,, yes

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redxblueihateloveyou · 4 years ago

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Hey!! 👋🏽😄 I know you said in your last rant about SK8 and Reki and Renga that you were one of those people that always looks up and learns from others, but after your last Langa edit, I just wanted to remind you how immensely talented you are. I might have not seen your first attempts at editing, but I know how it looks like when you're barely starting something, and I'm sure everyone is proud of the progress you've made and many people looks up to you as the level of skill they want to achieve. You're doing amazing! 💖💖💖

Hi, my love!!!!!! ASDFSDFGHG that’s soooo sweet, thank you so much for saying this, it really means the world to me <3 Oh, haha I’ve deleted most of my old videos so it wouldn’t hurt anyone’s eyes lmao T_T I’m still a bit nervous each time I’m uploading my vids to the day to be honest, even with so many subs rn, but at first I really didn’t have any supporters at all and my god I sucked at this, but I guess the love for my fav ships was stronger apparently haha. So I always get silly happy at each nice comment and feedback, so thank you seriously.

I really love love love vidding, Idk why but when smth comes out the way I wanted it’s a super addictive feeling for some reason, but many times I just looked at the final result and just threw it in the trash and started over and my god how many times SonyVegas crushed and didn’t autosave the project. I’m like Suga now, I’m pressing the save button each 2 minutes, cause don’t want to lose anything xD Being someone’s inspiration is truly an honor to me, I’ve got some messages that hit me too hard. Still feels weird bc I’m like “but do you know that I can’t even use photoshop tho, how do u like me now then?” lol.

I’m always drawn to talented characters, bc they amaze me, esp the humble ones. Like those who hate Haru or Lanaga just buffle me honestly. I understand that they’re pretty and talented and everything, but they’re also the sweetest and loveliest human beings, so like...??? And I adore those who don’t whine and get what they want. I just can’t help it. I’m a strong believer in the fact that "you can do anything if you put your mind to it”. So far it worked in real life so suck it lol.

People are also saying like Langa doesn’t deserve to win this and Haru doesn’t deserve to be in Olympics, like Langa didn’t snowboard since he was 2 and Haru wasn’t swimming every day since he was born. I’m like.. and you need to check in the mirror if your face is a shade of green. BTW I’ve also been in a professional sports for quite a long time since I was a little kid, ballroom dancing and adored it back then, and I did not get jealous at ppl who were talented than me, I was watching the tapes actually with a popcorn. And oh god those large competition events when you sit there for days and give it all, but then you’re like 296 out of 1000. Why was I proud instead of being sad? Idk xD It was fun.

So thanks for liking the vid, cause I even regretted uploading it a bit yesterday. Sadly everyone already knows that we lost this fandom to the middle schoolers being extra, so they do not care for anything each episode except for this ship, so that’s what I got for posting a just Langa vid:

And etc. and that just made me sad, cause I do not like such fandoms, like it’s not even related to the video, that I’ve been making... with love. Also thanks for the "sama” title, I’m flattered, but editor only wants to vid matchablossom for now, so like there’s no need for any warnings. I’ve been in such horrendoes fandoms, that I’m immune to this. I also in fact didn’t know some keep ruining Langa’s page and saying that he steals Reki’s screen time... cause he’s aparently the only main character...? ...lmao? I didn’t even know Langa can be hated tbh. I wasn’t really ready for all the drama that followed me making a vid about him.

I’ve already deleted some comments, cause I’m like what this even has to do with the vid about Langa? No, I am not obliged to make a vid about Reki, too. What if I post a matchablossom vid, everyone will only start commenting “do renga”, cause fuck your efforts? I’m like... I hate such fanbases, seriously. I do not even know where this is going, but their fans are already pissing me off. I’m still trying hard for this to not affect my point of view about the ship, cause it’d be kinda unfair to them, but its getting harder each week istg.

And I maybe can’t take requests, but I love when some try to get me addicted on their ship with passion and great arguments. It happened to me with some nice ppl. But def not with agression and stupidity haha.

Cause apparently its one of the fandoms where you can’t NOT care for the main ship, even if you accept it for the only possible Langa ship (cause he doesn’t give a shit for anyone else, so like what’s the point), but it doesn’t do anything for you. I’m like... thanks for threatening. This will make me on board ASAP. Like it’s not the epitomy of love to me... I’m sorry? LMAO

Some anon even sent me a “you’re dense” (literally thats it) ask after that Reki ask. I was tempted to write smth like “oh I’m sorry, this is the most epic love story of my life and his character is the most complex in the world and he’s the best friend and the most inspiring human being that ever hit my screen. can I become undense now? xD”. But you know I do not know if they’d realise the sarcasm and my pride sadly never allowed me to sell my life values for a bunch of 12 years olds to love me lol

My sister always laughs and jokingly says “but you’d probably get much more subs if you made a vid about this or that, but at what price that would be lmao”. Cause yeah, I never could make myself vid smth I do not like, cause I love vidding and do not want it to be associated with things I do not like, plus it’ll most likely turn out ugly, if I do not care. My mom says that she can feel love I put in my shipping vids that’s why she loves them. I really don’t think she’s wrong. But that also kinda makes me an idiot technically, cause I’m not into many of the popular ships, and some popular animes I just find really basic.

Also I’m like 100% sure it ain’t happening, but even if they miraculously suck each other’s dicks while sitting on a skate board, I can still have the rights not to care at the end. Like did I sign some form where I’m obliged to love each and everyone canon gay ship even if it’s not what I like? Like gay is not the type of love in relationships. You can only care about his ass like Lan Zhan for example or you can only care about your ass. Like that’s different types of relationships, and whatever you like you like. So get all the way of people’s backs, please.

Also do ppl know that you do not need to be blind to the bad sides of the characters in your ships? Or you just gonna be like “I suddenly can’t see” for forever.

So really thanks for such wonderful message and liking the video and for the boosts when I need them and not being an ass to me if I’m not being obsessed with smth, when you like it. (like I think we have different ship in bnha, right? but we’re still doing great tho, thanks for being an angel <3)

I still didn’t expect this becoming a Voltron 2.0. situation tho. We in our twenties see everything differently, I guess. I do get extra about “their love is everywhere”, but I do not get extra by anonymously attacking ppl, threatening creators and yelling “queeerbating psychotic blind assholes if these two aint fucking by the end of the season I’m shaving my head and jumping out of the window and shoot the director. you do not ship it HARD? YOU DUMB FUCK. THAT’S THE BEST LOVE STORY IN THE WORLD”. Like damn, take your blinders off and see the world, kid. Firstly, it’s definitely not, secondly, ppl see love differently in general and at each age too.

Ah, also you must kill Adam, cause he’s a pedo apparently. Like he ain’t even a threat to your ship, unless you’re blind, but they’re still at it, like they do not know that this kind of age difference is literally nothing for an anime? And that there are canon ships with a huger age difference left and right, too. It’s like its their first time approaching an anime or smth. Like in anime world character can literally kill 1000 ppl with his bare hands and bathe in their blood and we can still stan them, depends on their story, ok? Also Langa couldn’t care less for his advances, so like separate Adam from your ship pls. Like, fuck off, if someone is interested in his character. Yeah, he’s a weirdo for reasons, but anime kind of weird do not apply to real life. Stop acting like you’re some purist, when later you’re gonna ship smth else and it suddenly will not apply. Also rules do not apply to animes, everyone knows they do not apply. These are not western cartoons, my god. And 24 years old flirting with 16 year old is defiinitely not the weirdest shit anyone has ever seen in the anime. Chinese BL has characters who were 14 and 30 when they met and happily married. Also FICTION is not life. Literally no one cares. If you’re scared for your saint eyes, do not watch animes, you’re gonna have a heart-attack from what you can see there. Also we’ve seen gayer bromances in animes, who are just bromances, so pls do not shoot anyone if it’s not canon.

So basically I was kinda pissed yersterday, cause fuck them for ruining the tag, but after chatting with my hommies and your ask, I’m okay again, I just have to avoid this fandom and stick to a tight community xD. I just got used to my nice fandoms and forgot for a bit about the precautions you need to take if you’re in one of those. You know. Who make a circus out of lgbt, instead of supporting it, and make other ppl hate being in fandoms.

P.S. sorry for this partially unrelated rant, your messages really always make my heart bloom, so thanks for supporting me, and I know you’re proud of my progress, too <3 and this makes me happy. LY

#answered #heavensweetheart #sk8 #sk8 the infinity #in such moments you for a moment don't even want to vid this fandom anymore #like seems more pain in the ass than joy #but then denying smth bc of stupid ppl is also dumb #so its like I need to breathe and not go to the tags or twitter #sjws ruin everything #anime #I'd rather go spend some time in my chill fandom with less ppl but more adults

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tyunni · 3 years ago

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get to know me tag !

this is lowkey long, but it was fun to write <333 tagged by: @spookybias tagging: @eternallyhyucks @mjnisode @choibinn3 & anyone who feels like it lol (no pressure btw)

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what day is your birthday? dec 21

what’s your favorite color? YELLOW YELLOW YELLOW YELLOW ‼️‼️‼️‼️

what’s your lucky number? uhh... 7 maybe?? idk i just like it a lot for no reason-

do you have any pets? no :(

how tall are you? .... barely 5'0-

how many pairs of shoes do you have? LITERALLY TWO LMFOSOA AND I ONLY WEAR ONE OF THOSE.

favorite song? oh god damn... too many... basically every skz & txt song, but if we're talking abt non-kpop then im gonna have to go w/ woman by doja cat && as the world caves in by matt maltese

favorite movie? i dont rlly... watch movies?? i dont find them that entertaining, but maybe wonder. (my literature teacher made us watch it back in 2019 (?) and i still love it to this day, makes me cry :(()

what would your ideal partner be like? uhh,,, felix.

do you want children? yes... it think??? 3 kids man i want 3 kids‼️

have you gotten in trouble with the law? YOU'LL NEVER CATCH ME. (no, i haven't)

bath or shower? shower.

what color socks are you wearing? im answering these questions at 3AM in BED. who tf wears socks in bed 😟 (no offense)

favorite type of music? sad. sad music. extremely sad music. bonus points if it makes my heart ache a lot. i love crying :D OTHER THAN THAT SUMN THAT WILL HYPE ME TF UP‼️ and also love songs. i love them so fucking much. im a hopeless romantic, & hearing other hopeless romantics put their experiences on paper and turn it into something that sounds so beautiful just keeps me going :(

how many pillows do you sleep with? two.

what position do you sleep in? on my chest (explains a lot...)

what you don’t like when you’re sleeping? MOSQUITOES BUZZING IN MY FUCKING EAR, YA HEAR THAT, JERRY?!?!?! mf has been here for days now, im tired :/

what do you have for breakfast? i usually don't have breakfast, bcuz i wake up pretty late, but ramen??? i live off ramen ok?!?!

have you ever tried archery? NO BUT I WANT TO SO BAD!! listen ik im weak but still ;(

favorite fruit? tomatoes 🍅 are fruits right?

favorite swear word? shit, fuck, mf. cant choose 😟

do you have any scars? TOO MANY!!! on my knees, hands, on my nose (they had to stitch it lol there was literally a HOLE-), on my head.

are you a good liar? well, i personally don't think so. but i lie a lot and ppl seem to fall for it, so maybe??

what’s your personality type? infp-t.

what’s your favorite type of girl? any type of girl!!! girls are just so dbwbdhabwbwhahab

innie or outtie? innie :D

left or right handed? right

favorite food? ramen.

favorite foreign food? any chinese food that shit's amazing.

are you clean or messy? depends....? i dont like it when its messy but i still dont do shit abt it bcuz im lazy.

most used phrase? "LMFAO"

how long does it take you to get ready? like five to fifteen mins- just throw a shirt and pants on, maybe some eyeliner if im feeling a lil funky & im ready to go :D may has got 3 looks and thAT'S IT !!

do you talk to yourself? all the fucking time

do you sing to yourself? uhh.. yeah??? idk what that means-

are you a good singer? yep!!! used to do choir and shit til i quit like a year or two ago.

biggest fear? abandonment issues have entered the chat.

are you a gossip? haUh??? idk-

do you like long or short hair? UMMM on myself?? short. (im literally bald rn) on others?? maybe long?? idk just depends on the person.

favorite school subject? english. fuck everything else english outsold‼️ or maybe its cuz im that one lgbtq+ eurasian bitch who learned english at a very young age through cartoons && is pretty much fluent now.

introvert or extrovert? introverttttttt.

what makes you nervous? awkward silence. it pains me. pretty people with pretty smiles and pretty lips.

who was your first real crush? been having crushes since kindergarten babe!! but idk if that counts so ig my classmate who i had a thing with in 4th grade up until 6th??

how fast can you run? not very fast but if im in a hurry i'm gonna leap.

what color is your hair? brown (might dye it soon tho)

do you like your own name? my real life name, yep. my other name i use, yep. mj or may?? HELL YEAH.

what makes you angry? everything. im a small angry lil gremlin that'll bite ur legs off if necessary.

do you want a boy or a girl as a child? both :D

what are your strengths? ig i give uhh.. decent advice maybe...?

what are your weaknesses? too many. both physically and mentally. my horrible temper, extremely insecure, very stubborn, i apologize even if i didn't feel like i did anything wrong, tend to overshare a bit LIKE RN SO I SHOULD SHUT UP.

what’s the color of your bedspread? grEEN with white flowers :D

what’s the color of your room? pink-ish white-ish yellow... mostly white 😢

#‼️.tagged #‼️.may ted talks #‼️.mutuals #very fundndnsbshbsbs #i love writing these

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aurltas · 4 years ago

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author interview tag (!)

aaAAAA ty to @backcountry-deltora for tagging me!!! much loveee <333 i haven’t been looped into a tag game for so so long and this is making me feel 10000% better about the fact that i have not written a single fic related thing in MONTHS o)-( but i love to talk about writing and myself so here we go,,

Name: i went by crystal silvera on ffn and here for the longest time so a lot of ppl know me as crystal but my Real(TM) name is dani and my ao3 name is auritas so like take ur pick haha

Fandoms: currently in mxtx hell (im a mdzs main, to the shock of no one) but my og fandoms that i am still very much attached to are deltora quest (the OG og), young wizards, the raven cycle, and yuri on ice

Where you post: ao3 alllll the way babey (but i originated from ffn and still have some stuff up there.......it’s Not Good tho)

Most popular one-shot: oh boy i knew this was gonna be a popular one bc i only wrote like?? rambly reflective thematic pieces(?) before this, my First Attempt At Fluff lmao. even then, But we’re alive (because we bleed) still exceeded my expectations by far in terms of reception, probs bc mdzs was such an up and coming fandom at the time and i posted it right on the crest of that cql wave

Most popular multi-chapter fic: obviously where the light goes, also known as my beloved CHILD !!!! i don’t write multichaps anymore but this is 2 long ass chapters so ig that’s Technically a multichap haha,,, yeah i knew this one was gonna be popular for the same reasons as the previous one + the very intentional tipping of the scale i did here with the balance of fluff and other things. like this is just pure distilled sugar it’s so so fluffy

Favourite story you’ve written so far: oh mannnn i gotta say where the light goes. especially that first chapter, just,, damn. what was i ON ?? its so good!! what the heck!!! quite proud of my metaphor work there, even if balancing prose/poetry feel is very stilted at times . in terms of that balance i think i did a Really good job with and neither did the both of us bc i went back and reread where the light goes for inspiration and i was like “oh god this is DROWNING in metaphors i need to lighten it up a little”

Fic you were nervous to post: i was nervous about where the light goes bc i had such high expectations going in, like i Knew people were craving what i had but i was like, did i do it right?? will this be my breakthrough in the mdzs fandom??? and it sort of was and sort of wasn’t, which,, fair. also SUPER nervous for astriferous bc i had written it all in like, one (1) day and it was for an exchange LMFAOOO (and you can really tell it was all written in one go......it was only when i hit the end that it got Good)

How you choose your titles: when i write fic i’m often scrapbooking a TON of different things together so titles are often just whatever it is i’m already drawing from. there are a few exceptions, like here, then, begins the mending, or and i need nothing more where a phrase popped into my head during the writing/drafting/brainstorming process and i was like OH THAT’S REALLY GOOD. TITLE IT IS

Do you outline?: usually only if it’s plot-driven, like my (incomplete for . Reasons) (ok i was being pestered bc i took it as a prompt and my promptee was. hm) YW multichap equilibrium, for which i outlined EVERYTHING. it was so annoying but i also lowkey liked it because these were MY messy outline notes and i could go as ham as i’d like

Complete: everything that’s posted !! except equilibrium ofc . that’s gonna stay where it is unless by some miracle of nature i get my momentum back for it

In progress: i am working on another jaslief oneshot!!! and for my mdzs folks i have been working on a rly long lesbian songxiao oneshot for a Very long time and it’s . mwah (i showed it to one of my friends and she lost her mind so i think i can say that with confidence)

Coming soon: probably nothing until i’m released from ochem/thesis hell hahahahahahahaaa but if anything were to come out this year it would be the songxiao most likely !

Do you accept prompts?: not after what happened last time !!!! ;o; until i’m done with school altogether, i really need writing to remain something For Me

Upcoming story you’re the most excited to write?: i wanna finish my jaslief SOOOO bad oh my god . i put in so much self-indulgence in there and used what i learned from where the light goes to make it REALLY good n thematic. like don’t get me wrong i am also so excited for my songxiao but i wrote it with some uhhhhh Influence from things i was going through irl and it feels weighty now?? idk i’ll work it out eventually,, i’ve also had oubing fic brewing in my head for literally a year and i REALLY wanna write some pynch in the barns/cabeswater content. let me write about dreamthings and nATURE

Upcoming story you’re most excited about?: bold of u to assume i read multichapters anymore HAHAHA i rotate through the same library of 100 one-shots i have bookmarked now......but back when i did read multichaps i was REALLY into the work of iruutciv + orchids_and_fictional_cities team from yoi, they were absolute LEGENDS and their fic and miles to go before i sleep changed me as a person lmao (i also did read part of their ongoing but monsters are always hungry, darling and i’m actually still in their discord for it but it is SO so intricately crafted and i fell out of the loop and didn’t rly get back in) . currently i follow megafaunatic aka etymologyplayground’s work the most closely for my mxtx fix (my fav from them currently is probably you, asleep and dreaming)

tagging: @lenawin4 and uhhhhhhh anyone else who feels like doing this?? for my life i cannot recall any other writers off the top of my head rn o)-(

#i yell #tag games #I WISH I COULD WRITE MORE all i do now is learn my silly little organic chemistry reactions and do my silly little physics example problems #and dont forget my silly little thesis !!!!!!!!#but i Have been writing poetry this whole time mainly bc it's a lot more time friendly so my poetry chops are A+++ idk abt prose tho lmfao

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unproduciblesmackdown · 4 years ago

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The opposite of your last post for the ask meme! Like 1, 5, 9..

thank you lol sorry it took me a minute to get to posting these answers......i also skipped a couple that got asked previously via answering all primes lol

1: What inspires you?

hm well just basic stuff like “being in a good mood” lol or “being hyped up by friends” or “having reason to be particularly excited about something” which is all like, factors that Contribute Energy......learning about stuff / trying something and discovering like oh i’m Into this thing, or that for whatever reason something turns out to be more within reach / doable than i might’ve thought, like, hey i wanna get on this maybe.......~creatively~ it’s great to like, see other ppl’s art, and while i’ve sure been Inspired by professional artists, overall i’m more like, influenced and motivated by seeing the styles / specific works of Online Randos like me.......i also Draw to create [self-indulgent (usually fairly) niche fanart which is also probably gay and is all the time of characters i like] so like, the Stuff I Wanna Make Fanart Of (which has Whatever characters i specifically would like to draw lol) is sure directly Inspiring in that way. i’d say i never had that experience of like, ppl being kids and seeing some [distributed work in a certain art medium] like oh i want to make my own [distributed work in a certain art medium] as in like, i wanna publish a book, i wanna make movies, etc, but i guess i Did b/c i was like elementary school age in the early-to-mid 00s and experienced some instances of online fanart like :o :o wow damn ppl can do that?? just be a rando drawing fanart and sharing it w/ other people online???? and today i am living that dream, so good for me lol. and also i’d like to shoutout marge simpson anime, which is a particular piece of Online Art (technically fanart even lol) which was like, unusually Motivating as a single work of art lol, i made a notes app fanart like immediately and then a way more “painterly” piece of fanart that was v directly inspired by it lol.......and i was sure Drawing It Up last last winter when bmc 3.0 was impending / happening, b/c i got into like Just in the dec before, so that was Fresh, and then bam the Content is happening concurrently and as soon as we even just learned that jeremy has glasses i immediately spent like honestly 25 consecutive hours making fanart for that exact Inspiration. we didn’t even know abt the hello kitty shoes yet!!! and naturally im not out here for stats or clout but it is Inspiring when ppl enjoy the stuff i make and let me know one way or another. [tag comments that express enthusiasm in any way.....Appreciated]

9: Do you trust people easily, or do people have to earn your trust?

i have to say i am wary! that’s in part just like, a default anxiety defensive mode lol. but it takes me a hot minute (aka weeks....or months.....) to realize when someone like, would like to be friends or something, so while i can be Friendly and Outgoing w/ people like, immediately, i’m not picking up relationships left and right that are close enough that i’d particularly talk about “trust” or whatever. i’m not necessarily Distrustful either lol, it’s more just like, again re: the constant wariness thing. it is not unlike a cat lmao i vibe with them lol i Get that [approach]....and there’s been times i’ve been like “hmm i sure do Not vibe with this person ever and am not comfortable around them / interacting with them to any extent beyond occasional casual interactions that i don’t super enjoy. that’s me being overly anxious and failing to be personable i guess!!” and then that person Does give that reason down the line like oh, actually, that eternal uneasiness was warranted :/ damb

21: How does someone become friends with you?

yknow i was like “didn’t i Also answer this one previously” but it turned out the question i was thinking of, which i Had answered, was “how does someone become important to you” lmao.....same diff

tbh it’s kind of an arduous process lmao like. first of all i am Bad about initiating shit, and a lot of times will like, be wary of Directly Interacting with people for a while b/c i am also Bad At not being too passive / unwilling to assert anything so like, if someone’s regularly interacting with me but i’m not into it / Eventually Realize i’m not into it, it’s that thing again where my main strat is [v gradually sidle away] lol and just find it difficult to extricate myself from interactions / relationships and so that plays into me really feeling like i have to have some real confidence that i’d get on with / vibe with someone Before i start significantly interacting with / getting involved with them which....is also difficult natch lol like. can’t rly get a great feel for what someone’s like w/o talking to them.......but then if i Distance myself at all at any point will that be taken as rejection or whatever.......and then anyways say i Am talking to someone, then it’s like, also i’m just not fantastic at casual conversation always and that stage where you don’t know someone too well and talking is mostly a Polite Ritual and it’s like oh god don’t mess up, respond Normally lmaoo......i am nervous. and i also have a tendency to just naturally try to make an interaction go smoothly than immediately prioritize / feel comfortable busting out My Personality lmao.....so then even if ppl are responding well enough it’s like ah jeez i know we’re all performing always but have i shown them What I’m Actually Like to any significant degree, am i just masking it up / mirroring the crap out of how they talk?? and also it then takes me quite a while to put together “if someone keeps talking to you / choosing to interact with you for like, weeks, it probably means they want to / are interested in doing so” lol.........and then i’ll take ages more of trying to consciously Be More Myself without *also* feeling like this is too much of an act lol, and gradually picking up like oh they’re still not like, annoyed or disinterested or something..............what i am trying to say is it sure takes a minute lol

also when i Am attempting sometimes to like [initiate interaction] with people my version of being Active is still not all that active lmao i will be like [occasional Like] or [even more occasional reply] or [tag comments or no comments coz it’s twitter and im rt-ing stuff] and it’s like oh wow if we’re not having more regular interaction i suppose i’ve failed or something?? does this mean anything further lol, did i do anything.....but welp gotta have that perspective that Not Necessarily lol and i’m not the only person in the world who might not make friends or even friendly acquaintances easily / at the drop of a hat and u can’t necessarily read way into shit that hasn’t Actually been communicated to you.......naturally though it is easier to have some ~perspective~ and Serenity about all this sort of thing when you do already have some Friends lmao........been feeling (and consciously nudging myself towards feeling) More Chill about say like, friendly acquaintances i have who aren’t raring to interact with me on the reg.......ppl i’ll go months or half a year or more between having a convo with and then we’ll be like trading dm’s for a couple days and then it’s back to not really talking, and that Is What It Is, not necessarily a tragedy, and really it feels “rude” to acknowledge to myself like oh i’m not sure that me and whomever even Vibe well enough that *i’d* be raring to talk all the time either, but hey, it’s also true, i don’t have to be Validated by ppl who know me having me in their friend circles in any significant way......i be out here on the peripheral / outer orbits and i can appreciate that for what it is, even if, again, easier to be more Cool with that when i’m not Only in ppl’s periphery...........i appreciate the pal i have who like, 99% of how we Communicate is occasionally sending each other pics of our cats, not very intimate but also back when i was offline for months on end they eventually went out of their way to find someone to get in touch with to verify i hadn’t like died or anything lol........i appreciate the Gestures of Caring that ppl have and do extend, even if we do not actually talk regularly.

and like also i’m bad at like. idk the main way i talk is again, At Some Length and often about real specific shit lol so im like woop aware that many ppl are not into that, or they might be down for having an exchange like that for a day and then they’re done.........not at all like wholly Against more lol Conversational conversations but i gotta say that’s more of a struggle lmao..........so let’s say befriending me takes some Patience. i kinda operate on [cat] rules. jellicle

25: How do you stop yourself from going back to toxic people?

i absolutely am Refraining from launching off on a ted talk of a tangent that is also me being the [the guy about to throw down a card on the pile on the table and that card pile is like “any conversation” and the guy is labeled “me” and the One Card about to be played is labeled “it’s capitalism” or smthing like that and also it’s all in spanish].jpg.......

anyways idk just try to keep things in perspective, right......i generally am pretty Passive about gradually sidling away from relationships that are bad and so by the time i Have exited them it’s pretty overdue lmao and i get to be quite confident that it was The Right Thing........and just when looking back on stuff it’s like, well if you remember the Good or “Not That Bad(tm)” parts maybe consciously think about the whole of it And specifically the Bad parts / the reasons for peacing out.......also the other day i was mulling over some standard [conflicted / complicated feelings about having cut certain ppl out entirely] and it also occurred to me that a lot of the [conflicted] feeling part came from sympathy for them, whereas from the perspective of Entirely My Own Feelings On The Matter minus that “how do/would they feel about it” consideration, the thought of never interacting w/ these ppl is like. fine with me lol........stuff like this is always Complicated and Individual and there’s certainly no like, one-stop simple Guide To Navigating All This Kind Of Thing, Cmon It’s Easy........another consideration i saw the other day via a graphic on twitter, which is probably most relevant re: say, controlling / abusive Partners, was how like, to think about how someone is acting if they’re saying you should Take Them Back b/c they’ve Changed their behavior, but to pay attention to if they’re trying to guilt you into it / justifying or downplaying their previous behavior / shifting blame and otherwise manifesting the inherently harmful and controlling patterns that are supposed to be gone now........anyways yeah complicated stuff and also just p.s. (and what would’ve been the jumping off point for the It’s-Capitalism tangential essay lol) ppl shouldn’t be blamed if they do choose to let someone back in their life like oh now they’re responsible for bringing their mistreatment upon themself.....no better than blaming someone for, say, having a harmful / controlling romantic partner in the first place like oh well they should’ve known better than to have gotten involved with this person..........ppl are in control of their own abusive behavior and shouldn’t be considered Forces Of Nature no matter how intransigent they are

33: Do you have someone you know you can always rely on?

tbt question 9 lol there’s defo some people that i do trust! love it....

45: Do you consider yourself creative?

another #tbt to question 1 lol.......i mean Yes i am creative in ways but like, who Isn’t, really.......think sometimes “creativity” means “do you like, do Art things” which, yes i do, but then within that there’s art that’s deemed more ~creative~ or w/e......not to mention that i don’t think something has to be definitively labeled an Art to be creative. like, for example, Science and Art aren’t opposites / the antithesis of each other, and anytime defines ~science~ as like, people just memorizing and outputting Facts and Numbers and considers this a distinction from Being An Artist.....wild and i Will fight you lmao. i tell you i can v much remember times i have had to completely disengage to keep from losing my cool at people arguing about “why i respect science but could only be an artist :’|” or “why Art is actually harder than Science and also we’re the underdogs b/c society values science so much more :’|” like.....mf...........anyways scientific pursuits may certainly have a different Methodology (see: scientific method) than art but lbr it still requires creativity and science and art are friends you fucking fools................and then also just zooming in on the Art-Making business here, i also like, have never had any interest in coming up with Original stories / characters and the like, and i don’t enjoy trying and it just really is not my thing, and it’s Funny or something when people wanna say that creative fanworks have value b/c they let ppl cut their teeth for what really matters, inevitably making their own original content(tm)......that isn’t inevitable for me lol and certainly is nothing i aim to do ever, and when there’s the suggestion that if you’re Good enough at ur medium you gotta manifest some of that original the character do not steal shit.........anyways i’m not pressed to claim i am an Artist(tm) or Creative(tm) lol like i guess technically i am both but i have no professional aspirations and my brain does not Do [generate original content] so it’s all like, i’m just out here.........s/o to this time i was trying to do my fuckin thing drawing on a tablet in a cafe and some random annoying guy is trying to talk and i happen to mention like “lol i don’t exactly call myself an artist really” and Guy goes “OH REALLY??? WHAT’S WRONG WITH ARTISTS? WHAT’S YOUR ISSUE WITH ART” like please cool it lmao but god p sure it was a guy who was just. very Around and very annoying in general

49: Do you feel like you’re a good person?

yeah i think i’m alright but really what is the use in like considering there 2 be achievable Good or Bad Person Statuses for everyone........let’s say it’s an ongoing, active state to be in the process of consciously choosing to be Good and working towards Better. especially considering that We Live In A Society which tries to teach everyone and continuously imbues our existence with Bad Messages about how to perceive and engage with other people, and being A Good Person is a lifelong effort and it’s unhelpful to feel that if you’re already Good or well-intentioned enough you can just dust off your hands and be like “well my work here is done” and be unprepared to examine your beliefs/actions or deal with the might-as-well-assume-it’s-an-inevitability that even if u have some noble-ass beliefs you’ll fail to live up to them at some point/s.......so like yeah lol again i feel like i am a pretty good person but can always be better and ought to be aware of / willing to work on that at any point

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Hi CJ, I have a question. I'll understand if you don't want to answer it, but what are your thoughts about the fighting about Lou and Vi that keeps happening? Do you think thier routes are unequal? I keep seeing posts about ppl insisting that the devs favor Vi and ppl getting nasty towards her about it. I love Louis and sometimes I agree with the posts but they are so mean about it that it makes me feel bad. You don't have to answer but I'd like to know your thoughts on the whole thing. Thank u

…….Sigh.

Okay.

Anon, I’m sorry that it’s taken me a while to get back to you, given all the things I’ve had weighing down on me recently about my blog and life outside the fandom.

I answered this already and was ready to post it but then erased everything. When I reread it to make sure it was alright, I said, “Yeah, okay, that’s really nice and positive and… I don’t like it.” So, let me try again and get what’s really on my mind off my chest.

Basically, there’s a difference between being positive and being fake, and that answer I gave you originally was fake.

You guys know that I like to remain mostly positive about everything on this blog. I don’t tolerate hate towards each other or towards myself. I rarely answer hate anons, if ever. I don’t start shit with other blogs because they happen to disagree with me on one little thing.

Yeah, I get mad about things and complain and be anything but positive when it comes to topics such as Mitch’s death, Lilly’s character just in general, the flaws with ep4′s ending, ect. If you’ve been here a while, you know what I’m talking about.

When I talk about positivity, I mean it more in a way that I like to focus on the good within the fandom while also discussing things I would’ve liked within the series or things I didn’t like and would’ve changed, certain ‘what if’ scenarios. I try to do these things with a kind and optimistic outlook while also allowing myself to be truthful in how I feel.

What I’m trying to say is I try to be a good person on here. I try to be nice, respectful and encourage you guys to create good things within the community and get invested in these characters and other topics.

However, I also firmly believe in honesty.

You asked for my opinion on this topic? Okay. I’ve yet to ever give a fake answer and I’m not starting now.

If you’re new here: Hello. My name is CJ and I am a Louis/Clouis blog who loves twdg and discussing all the different characters, ships, and story elements within the game. I’m about to talk about some stuff with full honesty that it may get me some hate but y’know what? I don’t care, we’re gonna discuss it anyway.

What are my thoughts on the constant fight between Louis/Clouis and Violet/Violentine?

It’s a waste of time.

There are so many talented people out there who are wasting their energy on sending hate to each other, making nasty posts about the developers, shitting on the characters and the community, and then constantly wondering why this fandom is so damn negative.

I made an instagram account a long time ago for this blog where I started posting my favorite screenshots of Louis and posts from this blog. I followed the #twdglouis and #clouis tags and was seeing a lot of great things until I wasn’t anymore.

I don’t post on instagram anymore because it’s a shitshow of hate. What’s new in the #clouis tag? Violentine hate. What’s new in the #twdglouis tag? Violet hate.

I don’t know if y’all know this, but if I’m in any of the Louis tags, it’s because I want to see some good Louis content. OBVIOUSLY.

I swear, if these people sat down, took ALL of that energy they’re using for this nonsense and put it towards the thing they claimed to love, we would have the most amazing content of any fandom out there. I would be able to check the louis tags every day and see brand new, beautiful artwork and read amazing stories.

But no.

As for your second question, that’s where my honesty really comes into play.

Do I think Louis and Violet’s routes are unequal?

Yeah, I do.

I think Violet’s romance has a few more things to offer than Louis’.

When you go fishing with Violet and Brody, you don’t get a choice- you have to hang out with Violet.

If you go hunting with Louis and Aasim, you have to choose Louis if you want to hang out with him.

Brody mentions that she hasn’t seen Violet warm up to someone like she has Clem in a long time.

Not a single person mentions anything about Louis in regards to Clem coming along.

Violet stands up for Clementine in ep2 no matter what you do. She takes on the leader position and you can imply that she and Clementine spent the most time together during the two week time skip, making their romance feel more balanced and understandable.

Louis is still on iffy terms with Clementine and you can imply that they barely speak until their talk during the archery practice, making their romance feel rushed and questionable.

Violet’s romance has a star gazing mini-game.

Louis’ romance does not have a mini-game.

Violet makes Clementine a pin so that they can remember that night because it was easy to retexture one of Violet’s pin and have Clementine wear it.

Louis can’t give Clementine anything because the idea of a piano key necklace was scrapped even though they could’ve made a small model for it for her to wear.

I’m sure there are more, and yeah if I’m being completely 100% honest with you? It does bother me sometimes and it’s okay if it bothers you, Anon. What really matters is what you do with those feelings.

Because y’know what?

Just because I can play a mini-game in Violet’s route doesn’t make me like her more Louis, but it also doesn’t make me want to spam hate posts about her.

Complaining and whining and talking shit about the developers because so many believe Violet is favored over Louis isn’t going to do anything.

Melissa saying she prefers violentine doesn’t make me want to drop everything clouis because “Oh Melissa said it so it’s canon even though we went over this her word doesn’t mean anything.”

Sterling not being on the commentary while Gideon is doesn’t mean anything.

The ending stats don’t mean anything.

The hateful people on here and instagram don’t mean anything.

None of it means anything.

The only thing that means something is you and how you deal with this.

Clouis is the love of my life, as I’ve said many times.

I love Violet. I think she’s a great character and I appreciate the happiness she and violentine have brought to many people in our community.

All the things listed above? They may bother me sometimes, but I can and have written fanfics that have solved this problem. I’ve talked with you guys about it, talked about how I will be forever bitter about a lack of piano mini-game while also sharing cute headcanons and gushing about the wonderful clouis moments we do get in canon. I’ve read amazing clouis fanfics and admired beautiful fanart.

I don’t pick fights, I don’t write hate posts, I don’t shit on the devs [although I will admit that I’ve thrown my fair share of shade at Kent but that was over Mitch’s death so that’s completely different right? …Right?] or throw little baby tantrums because someone said something I don’t like or someone doesn’t like Louis or WHATEVER.

I focus on better things, like this blog, you guys, Louis, Clouis, and many other better things.

Anon, as I’ve said before, all this nonsense is just that: nonsense and a waste of time. It’s okay to feel the way you do but I encourage you to take those feelings a create something better with them. If you, or anyone, ever want to talk about this more, feel free to DM me. If something like this is bothering you, I am more than happy to try and help you.

Alright, that’s enough brutal honesty for one night.

I don’t think I’ve ever admitted to thinking that about the different routes so I’m a little nervous about that, but I’m also not going to pretend that I think they’re equal just to remain neutral and “positive.” It’s actually kind of cathartic to get it off my chest… huh.

God, I hope this post got across everything I tried to say because I don’t want to rewrite it again.

Also, drinking game: take a shot every time I say positive or a variation of honest.

Unless your underage. Then use apple juice or something.

I don’t know what I’m typing anymore ignore me

#asks #twdg louis #twdg violet #twdg clouis #twdg violentine #twdg clementine #twdg mitch #oh boy #it's almost 11 and i'm answering stuff #the hate stuff is nonsense #nonsense!#also i guess it's honesty hour because oh my #this got long so put most of it under the cut

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A Muse List

Wilford Warfstache: reality warping semi-madman. He goes through time and just rolls with the punches. Knows at least a dozen alternate versions of the same person. Makes multiverse ships technically canon. Sometimes he forgets which timeline he's in and acts like a kid who fell asleep in the car and woke up in bed. Kinda OP, but I I'll discuss anything big with the other mun beforehand. For now it's just small stuff. -tagged: pink stache whiplash

Dark: literally watch Damien. Only this Damien had ties to the mafia, which Celine was heavily against. Also Damien and Will had a romantic relationship, highschool sweethearts, promise ring. Then Damien started running for mayor, Wil met Celine, feels were had. (ps: he's got both sets of genitalia, cuz everyone forgets.) -tagged: 3d dream

Fordwil Stachewarf: started as a joke of a bizarro!Wil and now, welp, here he is. He's a manipulative green haired asshole. A creep. He does not "roll with the punches", if one version of you likes him then he will expect all of them to, and he will take. Stuff with him can get hella triggery so I don't use him often. He's a total hardass. -tagged: green jerk

Chase: ha, an average bro. Trickshots. Memes. Bad puns and scraped knees. Anxiety ridden and depressed. Tries to drink away the pain. Also he's a werewolf and used to have hella bad anger issues, they have gotten better, but when it's that time of the month it's easy for him to slip. -tagged: sad awoo

Dr. Iplier: ;A; after losing his V-card to his highschool sweetheart who was moving away, three months later when he tries to break it off, she tells him she's pregnant. So they have a shotgun wedding. Also his family disowned him for this. He had to balance college, a job, and financially caring for his long distance, pregnant, wife. The boy was stressed, and he vented to her. Very next day she says she lost the baby. And ol' doc blamed himself. They've been married since, and whenever he brought up separating she would bring up the baby. He hired a PI who uncovered that there never was a baby to begin with, so now he's just "fuck you, fuuuuck yoooou." Now he's trying to get her to divorce him so she won't take everything. -tagged: doctor love me

Host: ah hah, favorite boi. My Host did used to be the Author, and after getting his ass handed to him, started looking for ways to really amp up his abilities. He found It(not the clown, fck off)and offered a deal "I'll give you a vessel, in exchange for power" and It misinterpreted and took HIS body instead of letting him find someone else. Over the years he's realized his mistakes and has become much more humble. Basically: Host is a host to a being not of this world or even dimension. -tagged: host2

Yan: goes from "not feeling a thing" to "feeling too much" real quick. If you see him being peppy and cheerful, it's an act so ppl don't question him. He wants to feel. So whenever he gets feelings for someone he often takes it too far. Much too far. Also he's a kitsune h e r e -tagged: bloody cute

Winston: fucking pink, pompadour, greaser demon. Him big. Tol. Stronk. Very protective of his partners, especially if they're human. Big teddybear. Loves animals and works as a mechanic. His town? Almost everyone is a demon there, they just wear glamours all the time. -tagged: big pink

Anti: fucking glitchy glitch tech demon. Acts like a computer virus. Very bitter. Up Dark's ass. He has feelios that he refuses to deal with, so he just annoys Dark and insists on being by him most of the time. He likes Dark because he's one of the few who don't take his bullshit and aren't scared of him. -tagged: virus boi

Bing: saaah dude. Super laidback unless he's alone, then he gets to work and is actually semi serious. He's got a few defects, mainly with his eyes, so he wears shades. Default safemode, the dial(yes, dial)is on the back of his neck. Ppl confuse this for volume too often. Notch one: he can cuss. Notch two: he can look up lewds. Notches from then on just increase how raunchy he can be and the frequency of his lewd statements. Very last notch: he can FUCK. also, he has a detachable dick, like, he can still feel it when it's not attached, thanks to bluetooth. Weird man. -tagged: robruh

Virgil/Anxiety: anxious bab with a sarcastic tongue and foul mouth. Total pessimist. Will not go out of his way to interact with people. Loves puns and dad jokes and Disney. Sings. Acts like a damn cat tbh. But surprise! Him a spider. Has giant spider legs coming out of his back that he hides -tagged: smokey eye

Patton/Morality: god, fckin. He's trying so hard. He wants to be the bestest friend/father figure that he can be. Sometimes he holds his own feelings in and bottles them up. -cough-surprise binch, daddy kink and puns. -tagged: pun papa

AD: h e y, I know we all have headcanons n shit, but my Dark would have tried to get their pal DA out of the mirror and into a body, after things settled, somehow. It would have taken him years, but he would have. Course it didn't go quite as planned. By then whatever remained of the DA was far too gone, turns up being stuck in a broken mirror realm can really fuck you up. And eventually turn you into a demon. AD is not the DA anymore, all they remember is that night and that night only.

Any semblance of the DA they once had is now gone. Now they're out for revenge, and when you're able to travel through reflections that can come quite easily. Ofc they look like Mark(more specifically Dark, as he was the one who both put them in and took them out of the broken mirror that was keeping them tied to the manor), only hella scarred and with white streaks all throughout their hair. Their eyes are mirrors, which is just fckin creepy. Personality wise they don't trust easy. A smartass with a sharp tongue. Brutally honest. Redeeming quality? If they see someone/something that's vulnerable they'll protecc. -tagged: spitting image

Kink(Klancy): a kinky mtherfcker. Used to be in a hella abusive relationship with someone who called beating and using him with no regard for his safety at all "bdsm". And it was Klancy's first and only romantic relationship. It wasn't until his bad, horrid excuse of a dom took them to an actual, legit bdsm club that he realized what the dom was doing was abuse. So he dumped him, and Jeremiah and his buddies helped get his stuff. Klancy decided that from now on he'd take his sex life in his own hands. He isn't currently looking for a a relationship, but I'm a shipping hoe so if y'all are up for a slow burn, hit him up -tagged: kink it up

Eric: hoooooo b o y, well, his backstory was awful before. Now it's uh, downright trigger worthy. I won't go into detail, let's just say Pops has a bad touch way of getting Eric to "calm down". He is a quiet, anxious boy. We all know his canon story. He feels guilty that he's the only one of his siblings living now. And Derek doesn't help. He's moved out and with Klancy, because I want them to be friends and you can fite me in the pit. Klancy-aside from Host-is the only one that knows what Derek's been doing since uh, Klancy being Klancy decided he'd try the dad on for size and Derek said some questionable things in the heat of the moment. Klancy has practically adopted Eric, he'll fight Derek.

Eric is a nervous wreck and easy to manipulate. Which makes him perfect for juicy, angsty threads. -tagged: yellow handkercheif

Periwinkle: a defective Google unit made with an experimental sensory system, it made him incredibly sensitive to the point of pain. So he wears clothes from head to toe, along with a helmet, Daft Punk style. He works at a nearby Google place, doing surveys with owners of Google units. He fakes being emotionless when on the clock, as he's been threatened with deactivation due to violent outbursts. -tagged: off limits

Copiplier: his name's Leslie, Officer Morgan. He prefers being called Lee. He abides by the l a w!! No exceptions. Whenever someone makes a noise complaint or some other with the office, he's the one that shows up. Mostly because none of the other officers want to deal with t h a t mountain of paperwork. His hair's on the long side, man bun long. And he buff. When I say he looks good in the uniform I mean "gets mistaken for a stripper" good. Which is fair, because for some time he was a stripper, before police academy(cough, he still is, on the weekends). Strict boi is kinda dense and ever since Yukio gave him some damn pocky he's been addicted to it. Which is great, since he used to be a smoker. -tagged: oh officer

#muse info #muse list

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