#God Forgives I Don’t
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Bud Spencer in “God Forgives… I Don’t!” AKA Dio perdona… Io no! by Giuseppe Colizzi (1967) #Western #Cinema
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Finally got around to drawing the distortions, love a character where if the hands look like shit I can say it’s intentional✨
#also more traditional bc digital be kicking my ass this week#I don’t know what I did to piss off the art gods but they really said fuck you in particular#in my hubris#the magnus archives#tma#tma fanart#michael the distortion#helen the distortion#the spiral#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#love these freaks#also not me misspelling Chappell Roan#forgive me chat#my hubris wins once again
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YO! Being a drawing, what’s there to be afraid of!
#can you tell which iteration currently has a chokehold on me#1996 is such a fresh remix on the original im loving it#ngl that first arc almost lost me cuz of how annoying hong hai er was but it started growing on me near the end so I stuck it out#I will say tho that the love interest arc just pissed me off#thank god the love was onesided and she died at the end#I actually did like yan yan as a character but girl GET UP. HAVE SOME DIGNITY!! I DONT CARE WHO HE IS YOU SHOULD NEVER BE DOIN ALL THAT#FOR A MAN#I love this show but it does NOT pass the Bechdel test lmao#I gotta calm down I ranted enough about this arc to my friend - so hard in fact that I got a white hair from it#it physically aged me im never forgiving those goddamn spider demons#journey to the west 1996#journey to the west#journey to the west fanart#jttw sun wukong#sun wukong#jttw#jttw fanart#digital art#my art#im on the mpreg arc now which im so pleasantly surprised that they decided to shoot cuz every other iteration is too much of a pussy to#can’t wait for the group birth#if they don’t show hole on my screen and let me see the baby come out like im King Louis XIV of France this entire thing will be a flop#no exceptions#im also pissed about the tiger general becoming more girly and changing her whole character for a crush girl get UP
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recently (2+ weeks ago) read the tf2 comics and i haven’t been normal about it since so i redrew some of my favorite panels for funsies <3
#tf2 is one of those things where i would see it everywhere but never got into it#i was like 2 when it came out lol#anyway i finally fell into the hole and MY GOD???#i love it here#i could go on and on about it but i don’t have enough space here#still learning how to draw them forgive me#tf2#team fortress 2#tf2 spy#tf2 sniper#tf2 yana#tf2 bronislava#tf2 scout#tf2 pyro#tf2 medic#tf2 miss pauling#tf2 soldier#tf2 heavy#tf2 demoman#tf2 maggie#my art
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been thinking about choices all day everybody moved on but i stayed there
#please dont start your war yet im not done being loved by him yet#i wanted you why couldn’t you have given me you#don’t go to troy#IT TAKES CENTURIES TO GROW THIS KIND OF LOVE#I NEED YOU TO FORGIVE HIM FOR LOVING ME TOO#JE T’AIME JAMES SINCE I WAS ELEVEN#WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? WHY DID YOU LEAVE? PLEASE DONT GO#WHAT WOULD BE THE POINT? TO BE TOGETHER!!!!#GOD#i am normal#<- lie
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Would be waiting for acheron brainrot ramble here
Is it time for Acheron brainrot ramble? It’s time for Acheron brainrot ramble. Prepare for the most stream of consciousness post ever, I had so much fun writing this she has taken over my consciousness and puppeted me for my own ends, and commanded me to demonstrate how peak she really is. So enjoy, hopefully I can get others to love Acheron just as much as I do.
I think there are three reasons why I like Acheron 1) she’s really fucking cool 2) I love characters who guide/mentor others 3) She’s charming as hell.
Hoyo you aren’t allowed to make characters this good.
The music in her trailer, her aesthetic, the amount of fire fucking one liners. THE COLOR RED (I’ll get into it)
“Find me, your end, my origin.” Who cooked here who wrote this who’s the chef please where’s the restaurant I’m eating this up
“On the still waters of oblivion, I guide the wandering souls” GRAHAJDJWJKSSW YES YOU DO OH MY GOD I CANT PUT INTO WORDS HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS LINE SHUT UP EVERYONE SHUT UP. Like she literally is at the edge of existence fighting to help others find their future, I just. RAAAA
SHE CUTS A BLACK HOLE IN HALF?? HUHH AUGHH a black hole that’s the manifestation of meaninglessness in the universe, and she goes “nah” and fucking obliterates it?!!?
“I weep for the departed” Those who have died are gone, and slowly losing themselves even further. For decades, centuries, millennia, even, Acheron has witnessed this, and still cries for them, still guides them to the other side, even if the task itself is meaningless, because someone should do it, someone has to do it, and that someone is HER.
She saves Aventurine, she saves the Trailblazer, she saves the entirity of Penacony. Someone blessed by the manifestation of nonexistent dedicates her life to giving others a reason to live.
Aventurine asks her why people should bother living, if the dice are always weighted in a certain outcome, then why should we keep going? Aventurine asks her why people should bother living if the universe is meaningless?
He fully expects her to say people shouldn’t.
But Acheron doesn’t do that. The dice are weighted against us. Not just in game, but in reality itself. We will all die, you will die, the people you care about will die, I might die, it remains to be seen. However, before that inevitable ending, before the curtain finally closes, we have so many choices to make. If the ending is the same for everyone, it doesn’t matter, and Acheron tells Aventurine this.
Because the Nihility envelops everyone equally, the universe is equally meaningless for everyone, nobody is the special someone destined to have a destiny. Therefore, it doesn’t matter. Aventurine has no reason to live. And Aventurine has no reason not to live. She tells him his time hasn’t come, because it hasn’t. Until that dice roll, until his final breath, Aventurine can still make choices and he can still choose to live for himself, and that’s the answer Acheron gives him.
But she knows that’s not enough. Aventurine will still struggle to live for himself, after all he’s been through, after the mountain of expectations and hopes and dreams piled onto him. So she tells him his friend has already given him the answer. Aventurine pulls out the note written by Dr. Ratio. It doesn’t give him a plan, doesn’t inform him of what expectations he has for him, doesn’t list every single reason why Aventurine should keep going. Ratio tells Aventurine to stay alive and keep on living, because he doesn’t need anything more than that, there isn’t anything more than that. Her caring about Aventurine, Ratio caring about Aventurine, that’s enough to keep him going, because other peoples love is enough of a reason to exist, universe be damned.
existing. The Existence. AKSJAKKSNDKKWEN.
Like you don’t understand, you don’t understand. ACHERON IS ENVELOPED IN THE MEANINGLESSNESS OF THE UNIVERSE BEFORE SHE FINDS ITS EXISTENCE, ITS VALUE, ITS MEANING. Even if it can never be achieved, Acheron is willing to destroy herself completely as she walks farther and farther into the Nihility trying to find the Existence, even if it takes every from her she will find it. Only by giving up her existence can Acheron find the Existence and kill the Nihility. Only by sacrificing her own life and giving up her own meaning can she give it to others.
Red. She tells the trailblazer that when they can no longer see the world in anything but black and white, there will be a brief flash of Red for them.
Red is the Existence. Red is the color of her blade that allowed her to cut that black hole in half. Red is the only color left when she unsheathes her sword. Red is the color of the tears she cries. Red is the color of the words she speaks to us that truly matter.
Red is the color she cuts into reality. In a world of black and white, in which all the light has been swallowed by IX, and the path ahead is blurry, Acheron illuminates the universe’s future in bright red, creating color, creating life, creating Existence in a world devoid of it.
We will encounter the Nihility along our journey, just as we would encounter every other aeon. The world will seem meaningless, and it will be devoid of color, but when the Trailblazer needs it the most, there will be Red. A reason to keep going, a reason to exist, a reason to keep on Trailblazing, because the path of the Trailblaze’s end is also at the Existence, and we will meet Acheron there again. Whether that color will come from us or her remains to be seen, but it will be there for us when we need it.
However, I think we/the Trailblazer will be alone. As that flash of red isn’t the only thing Acheron tells the Trailblazer.
Only when left alone can people pick themselves up. Only when help is absent can people truly fight for themselves. Only when you are alone, can you truly understand your existence.
That doesn’t mean other people don’t matter, that you have to walk the world alone, that you can only exist devoid of others. Quite the opposite actually, other people can be your reason to exist, something to help keep you going. Acheron knows this, which is why she directs Aventurine to Ratio’s note. That’s the meaning he can find in a meaningless universe.
Moreover, people help each other, they provide the tools other people need to exist, the anchors that ground people in reality, the reason why you might want to wake up in the morning, they create the things and ideas that you need and enjoy. It’s when you are ripped of these comforts, stripped of the things that make you want to keep going, is when people fight for their existence. As in a world devoid of everything, can you truly appreciate the things you have, and acknowledge that since there is now nothing, you are the only something. When there is no one there to save them, fools pick themselves up, and that is Existence.
I love Acheron. I love her silly amnesiac tendencies, I love her beautiful design, I love that she’s a Mei counterpart, but most of all, I love what she stands for.
Acheron is the indomitable human spirit personified, she quite literally chooses to exist in the face of absolute nothing. When the world loses all color, does she paint reality in a bright red with her sword, writing her own destiny with each and every slash.
And for that, I will always adore her.
#honkai star rail#hsr#acheron hsr#acheron#hsr acheron#She does not get talked about ENOUGHHH#aventurine#dr ratio#Aventio somehow made it in here I’m sorry#Not my fault she’s their biggest shipper ok?#But like god#Nobody appreciates her like I do#Yall ignored the coolest fucking character in the game and I will never forgive you for that#SHE OWNS A COLOR!!! A COLOR!! ITS HERS!! I WILL NEVER SEE RED THE SAME#“she’s not that cool” incorrect don’t care didn’t ask yes she is don’t give a damn if another franchise did it better bc they didn’t#idk how you feel about Hoyo but the pen was on fire when writing her#Peak trio#Acheron and Ratio need to meet too or I will die#Bc there philosophies are so similar#ask me anything#i love answering them#i hope you like it
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Okay but Mistyfoot killing Leopardstar in revenge for Stonefur’s death/ to assume the leadership could have been such a baller parallel to Bluestar!! ! Doing something hard and terrible for both altruistic and ambitious reasons! Mother, I think I finally understand. Mother, I think I really do forgive you.
#mistystar’s character potential continues to haunt me#obsessed w the idea of her lying to a dying bluestar ab forgiving her and only doing so when she worries she herself won’t be forgiven#god forbid women do anything#warrior cats#bluestar#mistystar#stonefur#leopardstar#bonefall#i don’t actually know that much ab the bonefall au but i know they thought of this first so i’m tagging it
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Peace and love, I’m probably going to be taking a break from here for a bit because I am so emotionally exhausted from the events of yesterday (not my birthday, the o t h e r thing that happened in America) so let me just say this:
To those who are scared, embarrassed, ashamed, I hear you, I see you, and I love you. You’re safe and valued here, and you deserve to exist and enjoy existence just like everyone else. And your existence matters to me.
I’ve got some content queued in my absence, because I don’t think I’ll be gone long, but to be sure, I’ve got things done and ready for you. So if you see me posting, it’s not me, it’s the queue- if you reach out to me and I don’t respond, I promise I will ASAP.
Be well friends. I’ll see you soon 🩵
#also if you voted for him#you’ve put the integrity of mine and many other people’s existences at risk#and I’ll never forgive you for that.#your hate is not welcome here.#this is not a polical blog nor a place for any politics- for gods sake I write cuddle posts for drawings#we don’t talk about the outside world here#but I need to not think for a while#I need to not be on my phone or laptop
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yes i doubt and i despair but. i literally could not have it another way. i cannot choose to stop believing in my god in much the same way an atheist cannot choose to suddenly start believing in my god.
i doubt and i despair and i donate what i can. i think any religion tests you. i think when you believe in forces greater than those on earth you are naturally inclined to doubt and despair about it.
i pray for all who are experiencing pain and terror, because that’s all i can do. scripture won’t have the answers we seek, because it was written by humans just like us.
it is not a sin to doubt. god understands because he doubted on the cross.
#tag: francis asks for forgiveness#please don’t be worried this is not in relation to my personal life#this is just one of those nights where the horrors of the world hit you#as well as the horrors of the old testament#he’s the only god i have
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combining this speech with the fact that hero’s been doing her own thing for years and that sparrows been very firmly forcing lark to stand down when we know he wants to train normal too and i think you’ll find that sparrow is still not as bad of a parent as y’all think he is
#dndads#kasey rambles#dndads spoilers#like yeah god hero’s entire thing is so fucked#but tbh if we blame people for their mistakes without acknowledging that they’ve ACTIVELY recognized those mistakes and seem to regret them#we’ll get nowhere in life#sparrow might not be the greatest parent and he’s made mistakes! he fucked up with hero!#but clearly. he knows that. and tbh it’s probably why normal was raised so differently#ultimately if this quest had never happened normal and hero both would still be happily managing their own lives#clearly there’s no pressure on hero anymore and normal never got any of that pressure so like#idk#i don’t like that people are jumping on sparrow again#he’s not the one still pressuring his twin to give their teen children a gun (lark)#it’s okay sparrow i forgive you
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i am not anti sam but i sometimes find myself hating sam because some samgirls are super into bio/gender essentialism whether or not they realize it. sam is a woman and dean is a man and sam is the victim and dean is his abuser like what show are you watching?
#as much as we all like to have fun these are two cis men characters who have roles to play in the narrative they don’t escape#they are both being abused. we find this out *fully* in s14#but it’s always been present. this is the abuse sam and dean winchester show#but some of y’all don’t actually understand abuse! you think abuse is just being mean and yelling#‘sam is a woman because his autonomy is taken away’ your idea of womanhood is fucked up and you should unpack that#if you compare sam to a woman because he’s been SA’d then you are WEIRD. they are both men canonically getting SAd????#like yes dean has some weird stuff about his own gender that he needs to unpack but it’s part of a mask?? like if u genuinely#believe that he seriously 100% believes this stuff then you don’t know his character at all#and yes their relationship is toxic but if you think for one second that there’s a genuine power imbalance then you’re sorely mistaken#dean’s entire identity is based around taking care of sam. sam can do wrong but not enough to be truly held accountable#it doesn’t matter what he does. dean will always protect him and be there and do whatever it takes to save him. he will always forgive him#and sam knows this and uses it to his advantage. he repeatedly goes behind dean’s back and avoids the communication he says is so important#he blames dean for shit that isn’t his fault because he’s there#and no he may not fight dean on stuff but he can. he often doesn’t because he doesn’t want to!#they enable each other and they don’t grow because they can’t because there’s always something else BECAUSE THEY’RE BOTH BEING ABUSED BY GOD#they’re not allowed to take a break. they’re not allowed to slow down or stop or rethink it’s always the end of the world#so yes some of y’all annoy me with the ‘i wish dean was nicer in the midst of his trauma’#shit or saying that therapy fixes everything stuff or whatever#and the fact that so many of y’all use that to treat sam like some fragile white woman who can’t#have an opinion without her husband’s permission is WEIRD like your gender stuff is weird#and just repacked essentialism onto them. idc if you’re trans. unpack that shit cuz your meta is full#of rad fem friendly or adjacent shit if you refuse to talk about gender without using abuse as an argument#because that does not hold up in canon of these two FICTIONAL MEN!!! or in the real world#(edit: most of the stuff i see is by cis women but im saying ‘idc if ur trans’ bc it’s not exclusive to them)#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#wank adjacent#maybe just straight up#fandom wank
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i’m sorry but i still can’t believe the coma episode is REAL what do you mean there was a whole episode about buck recognizing his role in his loved ones’ lives and how, despite the tragedy of his family, it matters that he found a new one and that’s enough and this life and family and friends of his, they’re important and he belongs and they need him and love him and care about him, and loving them is allowed, he’s allowed to hold onto them and being “buck” was a series of good choices and he doesn’t need to regret a problem he didn’t cause and it wasn’t his fault and it’s okay, everything is okay, he’s doing well and good and everything is okay
#911#911 show#911 abc#911 fox#evan buckley#his conversation with not real bobby always hits different#i don’t love the direction they went with the buckley parents but look i get it#you want to love your parents despite everything and it’s okay to not forgive your parents but it’s okay to forgive them too#but god this episode is so beautiful and it’s hard for me to watch the beginning but i love the ending#also just bobby believing him at the end i love that
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Has anyone ever notices how there’s a ladder leading up to a small attic at the base of atreus’ bed in his and Kratos’ (+mimir’s) home? I don’t remember seeing this in god of war 2018, and I just think it’s a cute little detail, I wonder what it was used for and If younger Atreus went up there when he used to be angry with kratos
#god of war ragnarok#god of war 4#atreus#loki laufeyson#kratos#mimir#my son <3#Faye#bring him back to me#Kratos I don’t forgive you btw#(I do)
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One of the final stages of DD2 realizations is that about a third of the hero roster is a “you’re going to win and have a good time doing it as long as you play decently smartly” type deal and the remaining two-thirds vary from situationally powerful to objectively inferior choices no matter what
#darkest dungeon#runaway and duelist lol. both of them have strengths but only on the third Tuesday of a leap year when it’s raining#meanwhile plague doctor flagellant and man at arms can fit in nearly any comp and do well#truly one of the most balanced games of all time. red hook has done it again folks#jester and crusader are both good BUT can be dragged down pretty hard by heroes that don’t synergize#ik I can’t shut up about this but my god they did vestal so goddamn dirty this game I’ll never forgive it
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#I will riot if they give me the HCA ‘Little Mermaid’ ending for these two#the meta in the show ����😭😭#I just hope that is a sort of implication and not a foreshadowing of their ending#NO webtoon ending please#if Seo Hye Rang is the little mermaid then the show needs to give her ‘justice’ despite her wrongdoings#in the form of forgiveness and continuing love from Ok Gyeong#and I truly hope we get a mini-redemption arc for Hye Rang#she deserves it so much#she is not a bad person#just too obsessive and jealous with her love#I wonder whether her backstory in the drama will be the same as the webtoon#because that is even more reason for her to get her redemption 😭😭😭#you need to speak to HR MOG#I don’t even like Hye Rang as a character all that much#but by god#I feel so much heartbreak for her despite my lack of love#Kim Yoon Hye is so brilliant and flawless in her portrayal and performance#every time she stares at MOG in yearning my heart breaks for her#moon ok gyeong#seo hye rang#Moon Ok Gyeong X Seo Hye Rang#she is doing all this foolishness for you#and even though she is wrong she did it out of love (and her own issues obviously)#but she is so sympathetic 😭😭😭#despite not being anywhere good#jung eun chae#kim yoon hye#jeongnyeon: the star is born#and MOG: you are problematic in your own ways too#hoping against hope these two are given a chance at happiness by the end
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