#Give my brain a break
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A friend of mine practically asked me if I'm still into dst since I haven't been posting as before I absolutely fucking am It's just that my brain is faster than my hands so I've not been satisfied with what I've drawn
Well... I like some stuff but I'm not posting them here (nor in the nsfw twitter)
#I posted 3 times a week for like a whole year#Give my brain a break#random shit i wanted to share#Lots of Au stuff orbiting my thought too#don't really want to flood the blog with it#also they're comic ideas so they take time#Don't you love Tumblr's tag system?? Where you can just add thoughts and everyone's ok with
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How many times a day do you ask yourself 'what's my purpose in life?'
#mood diary#cyclothymia#mood disorders#mental health#low mood#documenting life#mum life#feeling shitty#give my brain a break#anxitey#anxious#ups and downs#life#questions#overactive thoughts
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Deep I know but this reminds me of those times it didn't work. If it did work I wouldn't be sitting here holding my baby. So for that, in grateful.
i don't pay attention to the world ending. it has ended for me many times and began again in the morning.
― Nayyirah Waheed, Salt
#depression#mental illness#self h@rm#mood diary#cyclothymia#mood disorders#mental health#documenting life#just another deep thought#low mood#give my brain a break#deep thoughts#sad but true
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was getting good at selecting the parts I needed to build my PC but then I got to the monitor and keyboard and now my brain is fried again with the amount of options and new stuff I gotta learn
my monitor has to be small to fit on my desk due to a built-in shelf and then I'm so damn used to the soft flat keys of a laptop after primarily using them for over a decade that i gotta have a low profile keyboard that isn't clackity it's a must
#baby bat unmuted#trying so hard to stay within a certain budget#the monitor and keyboard is making this difficult#welp I'll probably start buying the other parts to the pc this weekend#give my brain a break#I've also mostly cleared off my desk so now there's some space to sit down and game#i think it'll be another week or so before i can play bg3#not being able to play is eating me alive#I'm trying so hard to avoid spoilers#and ive somehow been mostly successful so far#i dunno if i can keep it up another 2 weeks before my pc is all set up
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#i am not feeling great so#just gonna watch mitski live#why not#give my brain a break#mitski is good for the soul
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Most days ...
#mood diary#cyclothymia#mood disorders#mental health#documenting life#low mood#mind vs body#my head huuuurts#give my brain a break
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hmm?
FIRST KANAPHAN as AKK and KANT episode 2 of OUR SKYY 2 THE ECLIPSE and episode 1 of THE HEART KILLERS
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#kantbison#akkayan#gmmtv series#th: our skyy 2#the eclipse the series#gmmtv bl#thai bl#mlm#thkedit#th: the heart killers#bibi gifs#userrlana#tusermona#tuserhidden#tuserrowan#images you can hear#or at least i can#because istg akk's little hmm? lives rent free in my brain#first kanaphan your range man#such a cutie in the eclipse so baby#and so fucking hot as kant#like dude give me a break
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etho will never forget that time bdubs used the word plethora incorrectly. 10 years ago
#hey hi is etho ok#in the brain??????#why is he bringing up plethora. its been a decade PLEASE give the man a break#ethubs#my vids#guys there's so much i want to clip idek where to start but#etho#bdubs#secret life spoilers#ethubs herstory
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A Sukuna doodle to help motivate me to study ;_;
#my art#fan art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#true form#jjk sukuna#king of curses#doodle#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#pain#heian era#i saw that one Instagram Sukuna Edit last night and ive been enamoured ever since#i NEED to focus Sukuna u need to give my brain a break
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ark aftermath
#being in the ark with knives who had gathered such immense power definitely fucked with vash's brain#their fight before the ark haunts me. what do you mean 'blackness of decay' jesus christ#it reminds me of 'youve got more of them...scars'#knives seeing that his brother is actively like. dying.#also what do u mean knives tried to merge with him. that definitely took a toll on both of them#anyway so vash has vivid hallucinations of his brother and whatnot#wolfwood hates himself for that obviously#just imagine the horror he would experience if vash called him 'knives'#vash literally spitting blood because 1) anxiety 2) hes so fucking tired and tortured and shit#he wants a break guys give him a break#but ooobviously vash (the man he is) he'll never accuse wolfwood of trapping him in the ark. of betraying him etc#so he'll just be happy to be there alive and relatively well and hope the same for his brother#at least for the time being before vash meets him and kills him#this is the longest comic ive made sorry if it feels a bit rushed/not well concluding#best i can do#its been kicking my ass for the past week and i just wanted to be done w it#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#my art#millions knives#<- for a fragment of a second#what else#tw hallucinations#tw blood#tw emetophobia
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#narureno#narumi gen#ichikawa reno#my art#kn8#I HAVENT FINISHED ART OF THEM IN SOOO LONG#omg i missed them i am also crying about how much i missed them ;;#when will i stop drawing them in the damn suits is the real question though why am i not giving myself a break from this ksjdfhs#my brain is so soft and squishy over the thought of narumi needing a moment and reno knowing this#and pulling him in close to hide him from everyone else ueueue#ANYWAYS THEY'RE IN LOVE#but also my vacation is ending so i'll be back to full time work next week :c#so my art output will probably slow down considerably ;;;;#BUT I WILL KEEP WORKING HARD WHENEVER I CAN FOR THEM !!!#i know only like 3 people out there care but still#i care for all 3 people who agree with my ship choices
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Can this just go away now please.....
Feel like I'm expected to remember every single thing for every single person like I'm their fuckin diary. My brain feels so full like it's going to burst. I can't concentrate. It's like I don't know how to.
A simple 5 minute task taking me 30 minutes or more. It's so fuckin long I'm bored of it because it's taking so long.
Mind is racing, I got that urge in me to do something spontaneous but everytime I blink the blinks are longer, a random clip like a dream starts and disappears when I open them.
#mood diary#cyclothymia#mood disorders#mental health#low mood#documenting life#mum life#manic bipolar#disrupted#give my brain a break#diary#daily diary#todays thoughts#thoughts#racing thoughts#dream clips
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me leaving my bubble and seeing everyone hate on demetri for taking the last sekai taikai spot
#you guys don't get him like i get him#like that annoying prick is my FAVORITE character#and eli fucking stomped all over his heart once again#give him a break if he acted out of anger#and guess what!!! eli and dems whole fight was not about who was the better fighter!!!!!#i stg it's like everyone missed the whole point#anyway take my baby's name out of your mouth#demetri solos and no one is ready to admit that#like all his actions are justified#and he's the only one with enough of a brain to be like why the FUCK are we still doing this karate war bullshit!!!#the man is TIRED#he's ready to be DONE#also congratulations is is order for his MIT acceptance#that's INSANE GOOD FOR HIM#ok rant over i just love him#ck spoilers#cobra kai spoilers#cobra kai season 6 spoilers#demetri alexopoulos#cobra kai
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this was kalim's idea
#they were NOT invited by jamil#it was ace who did#i don't think kalim was even aware of the basketball game until ace invited them#they're giving attention to the guy who doesn't want it and not to the one who DOES want it#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst art#twisted wonderland#twst#scarabia#jamil viper#kalim al asim#twst yuu#twst yuusona#(💜) yuusha#(💜) scarashackle dish#-✦—]#this was inspired by a webtoon i was reading aajkdsdjskal#i said i was going to take a break#but the little gremlin in my brain said no and i spedrun this piece#then the battery on my stylus finally died while i was drawing and i have zero replacements atm#i think the universe was trying to tell me something#anyways every now and then i try a new style of drawing#and sometimes i'm just pleasantly surprised#like wtf i've never done this before#i love it i should do it more#sorry for rambling in the tags aldjlfjsklfd#twst is rotting my brain
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Thy Ballad, I have a question for thee. What inspired you to make the designs for the cat and the lamb? I've not really seen many who puts the lamb as a more muscular force, while having the cat more of a stick figure that looks like he can't compare to the lambs lift
i like big bitches
#munpost#that's it that's all#long bitches. thick bitches. wide bitches. thin bitches.#i just like big bitches#idk i could do a whole post about how i subliminal message my brain to give characters certain traits off of how i percieve them but#i dont think anyone's ready to hear me talk about shape language and how the lamb being a monument to a dead people must look statuesque#and narinder being the reaper in a sea of souls must be the blade#sharp and thin#but also must be able to move between the currents and flow of life like a fish. thus; long and slinky like the tale of the reed#that can never break#anyway i'm nuts.#also i dont think medieval peasants looked like twinks or statuesque gods#i think they looked quite gross actually#but no one's ready for biblically accurate ballad's cult of the lamb#which is it's own thing i can't go into it you'll never hear the end of it from me
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𐙚𝒯𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒟𝒶𝓃𝒸ℯ𝓇 ୨ৎ
𝒞ℴ𝓇𝒾ℴ𝓁𝒶𝓃𝓊𝓈 𝒮𝓃ℴ𝓌 𝒳 ℬ𝒶𝓁𝓁ℯ𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒶 𝓇ℯ𝒶𝒹ℯ𝓇
𝐁𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐩𝐡𝐲𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐮𝐬𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝, 𝐂𝐨𝐫𝐲𝐨, 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐠𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐫𝐞𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐬𝐚𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐢𝐨.
𝐓𝐖: 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬, 𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬, 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐥 𝐟𝐨𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐣𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚
𝒴𝒶’𝓁𝓁 𝒹ℴ𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀ℯ 𝒾𝓉 𝓌ℯ𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝒶𝒷𝓉 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝒻ℯℯ𝓉!!
Ballet was your passion. It was like when you entered that room, glossy hardwood under-toe and expansive mirrors across the wall— you forgot your body’s limits.
At the end of the day, the lactic acid would kick in and you’d feel like a true cripple. Your toes were cracked, your spine brittle, your legs stiff from being pulled so taught.
Coriolanus was so, so endearingly supportive of you. Your grace was unmatched in every endeavor you took, yet ballet was your calling. He was at every performance, your enamored husband, yet careful to respect your wishes of letting your success be solely from your work. You were adamant that you didn’t want him pulling strings for you.
If he couldn’t use his political power as President to get you ahead, he’d dote on every single other aspect of your dancing.
A leotard in every color you pleased. The best hairstylists and gentlest products to keep your hair silky and healthy, unlike what most ballerinas had to deal with. Hell, a whole dance studio in the presidential mansion all to yourself for the few days you didn’t have rehearsal with your dance company.
Coriolanus noticed in particular that your feet took the largest toll. Bruised and battered between heels for events as the First Lady of Panem and pointe shoes for performances as a Prima Ballerina… it broke his heart. He saw to it that your slippers were custom-made to fit your feet, the finest quality and comfortable as possible.
And yet, though the pain was exponentially better, your passion continued to discomfort you. You’d insisted how much you loved ballet, insisted that you didn’t mind some pain in the face of your career.
That didn’t mean that Coryo didn’t feel awful.
One night, Coryo slipped into the dance studio. You were somehow more awake than him in the late hours of the night. He’d finished up his address for the next cabinet meeting, and for the first time in the past few months felt truly ready for bed.
You? Not so much. You were in your ballet slippers, in a cream-colored leotard and pink skirt. Working your pretty little ass off. You were practicing an important routine for the next show, which you had an important role in. When you heard the door open, your heels immediately hit the floor and your head whipped to see Coriolanus.
You let out a soft sigh. “You scared me.”
“Sorry.” Your husband cooed, his sapphire eyes shamelessly drinking you in. He waved a hand to you as he crossed the room to sit on the bench against the wall. “Keep going, my love, don’t let me stop you.”
You smiled a bit shyly, turning around so your back was to him. You met his eyes in the mirror as you began from where you left off in the dance, a dainty arabesque.
Coryo just leaned against the wall, his legs spreading lazily as he sat and watched you dance. You were absolutely captivating in every movement. Graceful and iridescently beautiful.
That was, until you couldn’t bear to dance on the pointe of your slippers and stumbled a bit. You groaned in frustration, slipping to your knees in a smooth and somehow still elegant motion.
“What happened?” Coriolanus sat up now, brows drawing in concern as you began to undo the ribbons of your pointe shoe. You shook your head, rigid with frustration.
“I think it’s time for bed.” You admit, slipping your right flat off and undoing the thick bandage wrapped from your heel to your toes.
You grimaced at the sight of your foot. Some of your toes were purple with bruises, cruel and mocking blisters on your knuckles. There were indivudual bandages around certain more damaged toes, a bandaid under the ball of your foot. The bones of your foot were strained against your skin. Even you could admit that you looked beaten.
Before you realized it, Coryo was scooping you up with his arms under your back and knees. You gasped a little, though it delved into a little giggle. He couldn’t pretend that your battered feet didn’t bother him, he couldn’t manage a smile. Your husband gently sat you down on the bench he had been on, reaching for your ballet duffel bag. He dug around a bit.
“Poor baby.” Coriolanus cooed, pressing a kiss to your knee as he shifted to kneel at your feet. In his hand he clutched a roll of soft pink bandages and a tube of Neosporin you kept in your bag. “It looks like it hurts.”
You hummed, admiring the sight of Coryo on his knees in front of you. His sleeves were rolled up to his elbows and baring his forearms, his dress shirt’s top few buttons unbuttoned. His hair was ungelled, to your delight. “It’s not that bad.”
But you flinched as Coryo pressed gently on a bruise with his thumb. He’d hardly applied any pressure, and you were reacting like that. “This? This isn’t that bad?” Coriolanus huffed, he held your foot in one hand and gestured to it by lifting it just a bit. He raised his brows, blue eyes wide in disbelief. He shook his head disapprovingly, looking down and applying some Neosporin to the opened blisters on your toes.
“My love, you’re pushing yourself too far.” Coryo murmured, his breath warm on your shin as he reached for the bandages. He took loving care in wrapping your foot, once, twice, as much padding as he needed to ease his mind.
You shake your head. “Don’t be dramatic, Coryo. This is normal.” You watched your husband’s jaw tick. He leaned down to press a tender kiss to your ankle, his eyelashes tickling your calf.
“Normal, fine. But I’m not dramatic when I say that it hurts to see.” Coriolanus turned to lean his head against your knee, unraveling the ribbons of your other slipper with an agonizingly gentle touch. His fingers were featherlight, as if you’d crumble under his fingers. “You don’t deserve this. Such a good, beautiful woman as you shouldn’t have a scratch.”
You smiled faintly down at him as he slipped your pointe shoe off. He was unbelievably doting, despite what people might say about his coldness. Coryo was completely different behind closed doors. He melted with you. He adored you.
“You’re too good to me.” You murmured softly, Coriolanus scoffed and shook his head as he carefully unwrapped the fabric covering your toes. He could see the deep crimson staining the cloth already, his brow was already pulled taut.
You grimaced at the damage to your feet. Damn. You hadn’t realized it was bleeding until now, looking down at the rubbed-off skin and blisters cracking your toes. Now that the wounds were exposed to the air, they suddenly stung and ached. Coryo was staring down at your foot for a long few moments before rifling through your duffel bag for some baby wipes. He was sure this had happened before, he was sure you would be hesitant to tell him.
“My poor darling..” Coriolanus cooed, successfully finding a wipe and cleaning the blood from your skin. You whimpered at the touch on the raw skin, but when your husband looked up at you as if to ask if he should stop, you gently pushed your fingers through his blonde curls.
“I’m fine.” You assured him, watching as he squeezed some Neosporin onto the opened skin. Coryo was painfully gentle in wrapping up your foot, he cooed sweet words and apologies to you, though it wasn’t his fault.
Coryo was certain you didn’t deserve any of this pain that came with your passion. You were too good for any kind of pain, period. He pressed a gentle kiss to the top of your foot, his lips trailing up to your ankle, the length of your shin, your knee. That last kiss, he let his azure eyes flutter shut, humming lowly against your skin. You couldn’t help smiling down at him, gently scratching and rubbing his scalp. If only he could see himself now, kneeling in front of you, kissing up your legs and practically worshipping you.
“I love you.” Coriolanus murmured, propping his chin on your knee and looking up at you with soft eyes. Well, he was looking up at you like you were a goddess, like you were something to pray to. His eyes twinkled, his expression sincere.
Your smile only widened. You folded at the waist to press a kiss to the crown of Coryo’s hair, whispering, “I love you too.” That brought a fond smile to his lips, a little snort from his nose.
He tossed those devilish slippers into your bag after a long, lingering few moments of staring up at you. “Let’s get you to bed.” Coryo hummed, zipping up the duffel and swinging it over his shoulder as he stood. You moved to stand, opening your mouth to ask for the sandals in your bag, but before you could speak he was scooping you back up into his arms like a princess. You couldn’t help the giggle bubbling from your lips, wrapping an arm around his shoulders.
Coriolanus pressed his lips to your temple as he pushed the door open with his back, carrying you down the hall. He didn’t really care if a servant or an Avox saw you two; he wasn’t doing anything that a loving husband wouldn’t, anyway.
Your pain truly hurt him. Coryo felt an ache in his heart every time you’d complain of stiff joints or blistered feet. He made sure to have ballet slippers created specifically for you, so that you wouldn’t feel such pain again.
You didn’t have to ask; Coriolanus was a husband who jumped to your every need before the words rolled off your tongue.
#this is kind of rushed/crappy#I’m in suuuuuch a rut rn 😭😭#I think after this I’ll#take a few days break#to give my brain a break so hopefully I can come back a little more inspired#coriolanus snow x you#coriolanus snow imagines#coriolanus snow smut#coriolanus snow x reader#coriolanus snow imagine#coriolanus snow fanfiction#coriolanus snow fanart#coriolanus x you#coriolanus x reader#coriolanus fanfiction#coriolanus snow#coriolanus imagine#president snow x reader#young president snow#thg snow#thg coriolanus snow#thg tbosas#ballerina X Coriolanus snow#ballerina au#ballerina#coriolanus smut#coriolanus fic#snow thg#thg fanfiction#thg Coriolanus
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