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kelin-is-writing · 1 month

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Sorry, but I can’t stop think about this right here…

#boku no hero academia #my hero academia #league of villains #bnha #mha #lov #shigaraki tomura #tenko shimura #bnha shigaraki #mha shigaraki #bnha season 7 #mha season 7 #LIKE— it’s stronger than me… these words keep replaying in my brain #and they actually destroy me ngl because he is right. HE GOT A POINT.#before you are ‘broken’ everyone doesn’t even spare a glance at you… some even might just downplay your pain…#but as soon as you ‘get out of character’ or explode after years of swallowing everything… you just become a ‘crazy bitch’ or ‘the problem’#which i personally think is sick and twisted because as soon as you choose to stop endure and stand up for yourself…#not only peoples look at you… but they even have the guts to call you dramatic problematic and crazy when you’re just HURT #and you were driven to that point by THE SAME persone who call you dramatic and sensitive who lack accountability #because their egocentrism narcissism and arrogance doesn’t allow them to think of themselves to be at fault #hori manipulating and brainwashing everyone into thinking that the lov weren’t onto something right here makes me nauseous…#like— no. FUCK. NO. WHY ARE YOU INVALIDITATING ALL OF THE LOVs FEELINGS?????? STOP IT. USE YOUR BRAIN DAMMIT.

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atopvisenyashill · 4 months

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i love when people are like “oh i definitely think bloodraven’s methods are evil but i do think his goals are noble” no i’m saying i think his goal is evil he just doesn’t realize exactly how evil or he just doesn’t care. i think he’s bran’s evil mentor and the turning point in both of their stories will be whether bran ~accepts the pomegranate seeds~ or whether he rejects them. bran is fleeing that cave no matter what he chooses, but he will choose and brynden is gonna have an opinion on that choice!!

#like obviously i think bran rejects it #but if you’re the mentor offering the pomegranite. you represent something Evil. ergo…..ajsjdjdj #like he’s hiding something. he’s hiding a Price he’s hiding a Truth he’s clearly hiding Something Bad. there could not be more dread here.#i think BRYNDEN thinks he’s justified but this man’s grasp on morality has always been loose. what happens when he’s several decades being #juiced on weirwood mojo has done to where his priorities lie 😭😭#like even if the others are exactly like in the show. i do believe bloodraven is doing something fucked up.#and bran’s gonna find out. and there will be some sort of magical decisions here.#bc what’s happening is objectively a bad thing to do.#anyways i’m not bitching here tbc i do think it’s funny when people differentiate themselves from like #crazy ‘war crimes don’t exist here so you can’t feel like his magical police state was a little over the top’#like stans on twitter lmao. and are like ‘tbc i think he’s a shady dude but i don’t think he’s trying to destroy humanity’#no man EYE am saying i think he is accidentally trying to destroy humanity. or is About to make a decision that accidentally destroys them.#we see him a little differently aksjdjd #getting on my soap box

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rosicheeks · 3 months

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#just want to apologize to anyone who has tried to reach out lately #just like I texted my friend I’ll tell you guys the same #haven’t been talking to a lot of people lately tbh #pretty sure I’ve mentioned php a few times by now #monday was my last day #and I was feeling on top of the world on Monday #I don’t remember the last time I was so genuinely happy #figured it was the med change or something #so I was feeling pretty optimistic #I’m in between programs now #and today was not the best #not as bad as some of my days #but definitely not even near the day I had on Monday #I just wish I could feel that every single day #I’m working on it but still #waiting to start ‘adult day treatment’ and case management #and I think case management will help me find a place??? I’m not sure exactly but that’s kinda what I was getting #which honestly? I know I’ve bitched about how badly I need to move #but while I was in php I realized I don’t think I’ll truly be able to heal while I’m living here… and that’s a scary thought #idk there’s a lot more deeper things that I don’t wanna talk about #but the fact I don’t have space and I don’t feel safe and comfortable here is hard….#my ‘safe’ space was my car but now that I’m trying to quit smoking my car isn’t the best place for me #I’ve been kinda getting used to my room and I’m finally trying to move a few things around #(now that I have a little energy again)#it’s just……. my arachnophobia is KILLING me here #in the past week I don’t even know how many spiders I’ve seen and killed #they haven’t been crazy and I recognize I don’t live in Australia or places where the spiders are as big as fucking cars #I came home and I was in a good mood until I saw a spider in my room 🙃🙃🙃 tried to vacuum it but not sure if I got it……..#so guess im sleeping on the couch….. again…. but can’t help think if out here is any better…#shut up rosie

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bunnihearted · 4 months

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#this place drives me crazy....#i notice it esp bc when im outside and feel a tiny bit better #(unfortunately this city is a nightmare for a hypervigilant like me to live bc theres crazyyy much noise 24/7)#but my home has for the first 23yrs of my life been a noise wise calm place to wind down and be safe and relax #but a couple of years ago there was like a shift and everyone who moves in here are crazy #my neighbors are constantly stomping banging and thumping. constantly.......#people outside are always screaming and yelling and slamming doors and everything u can do #they let their kids run around and scream like demons and throw rocks on cats and piss on the walls #and they go around with metal pipes or sticks and hit everything #like.... im sorry if u wanna call me a childhater for saying thats fucked up then go ahead #that's not sane behavior and the parents dont raise their kids anymore #constant yelling.... anyway #we have a clan of ppl who do lots of illegal things which is above all NOISYYYYYY #they make shit in the apartment above me and then live in another and then large moving trucks come and pick it up #?????? if u wanna call me a stuck up karen for thinking thats not ok to do to your neighbors go ahead!!!!!! im a bitter bitch #i dont think it's ok to cause such disturbance to your neighbors they cant sleep or exist in peace but thats just me ig!!!!!#these ppl living here are batshit insane bc i've been here for 25 and it's never been like this #and i mean it's MY problem for being noise sensitive ofc #but i feel like my brain is CONSTANTLY always being overstimulated and i can barely function anymore #i like legit wanna kms just to escape all this noise #i dont get any quiet moment ever #not even in the middle of the night there is always some human making noise and causing a disturbance #a few years ago it could be dead quiet in the middle of the day #what has happened im losing my miiiiiiind i wanna dieeeeeeeee #what happens when i reach a point where my brain just overcooks and i explode?#what will i do? what will i do when i lose control sksksk that shit scares me i dont wanna see #i cant live like this but im stuck and i dont know how to get out #and my mom was in a smaller city the other day and she said it was a crazy amount of noise yhere to #what do i do? whrre do i go???? i might jusy have to go deaf or smth i cant do this

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aro-attorneys · 7 months

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Fucking cleared the first Pit of 100 trials WOOHOO

#just get 3 block blocks and jump to the antenna w Luigi #i didn't even get hit once lmao #found out at the end of the battle that if you time it right Luigi can just jump many times on top of the antenna too #super paper mario #im unstoppable now #shadoo you crazy bitch here i come

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im-diseased-but-cool · 6 months

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Gimme be honest fellas I can't stop thinking about the parallel of Lucifer loving God so much and God cast him away and fuccijf Sam and Dean like it drives me crazy. I hate these bitches so much they've ruined my life I have never thought about Cain and Abel but guess what folks! I AM THINKING ABOUT THOSE BROTHERS BEVAUSE OF THESE STUPID FUCKING TWINK ASS FAGS!!!!! Sam and Dean die maybe but don't god im in shambles

#diseasy speaky #sam winchester #dean winchester #spn #supernatural #because why do they consume all of my brain #i need to eat food i feel light headed but also i meed to scream in both of their faces bevause why on god green earth are they like that #too many parallels I'm constantly seeing equal signs #double limed bitchen #fucking #...#sam and dean #dean and sam #i dont care they both need to become omnipotent beings and them explode #seriously the parallels #god amd lucifer #cain and abel #whats next??? jesus and judas fucking probably with these sick sons of bitches #im losing my mind chat #chat help me i am losing it all to these atupid wincest fucks #i feel crazy i need to be locked up in a 20 level security prison with norhing bit lile one toilet amd a pillow padded cell spoon fed theoug #a fuckinf tube and j get one visitor oh my god who is it whos visiting me. boom ita dean winchester and he tortures me by talking about his #baby brother and his puppy dog eyes thay you cant say no to but while hes speaking im thrashing around and foaming at the mouth because lem #lemme out of here please free me tlfrom this hell i just want to leave

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brainrot-stitch · 2 months

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Ough

#vent post #why can i not. look tbe way i wwnt #starts violently biting adn tearing at the fabrics arounf me #what the.freak!!!#ehy does everything always hurtall the time #tweaking out #gang the demons are getting my ass again #if i suddenly dropped dead that would fix me i think #i feel like such a fucking bitch for being unhappy with my weight because like. idk. is it fatphobic?? ive heard it be called that before #and also other ppl who have similar weights to mine are happy so. why should i not be #i giggle and i laugh and i joke but why am i actuayly like this browgat the freak #alsow hy am i soo fucked in the head #im like “teehee i just got silly as i grew!” HELL NAH. i was a lil fucked in the head as a KID😭😭😭😭😭#i remember going to bed one night and my mom was gonna read a chapter of a book to me and i specifically chose the torture chapter and it #caused a huge argument in the family #and i also drew SO MUCH GORE in elementary school #like girl😭🙏you have never been exposed to this. what is up with u #there are also a bunch of other instances but my vent art back then was also wild. as in more gore #now its just weirdly abstract with bright colors and a lota eyes #lots. lots of eyes.#whwre was i going with this #idk i hate my head. my little fucked up little brain #the way i think is crazy because emotions are usually depicted as scenes or images or feelings(its different than emotion trust)#and theres still blood. theres so much gory shit in my head. like girl get out of there!!! thats not where u belong!!!!!!#and then also the daydreams #ougghh the daydreams....#i hate the daydreams i wabt them to stop so bad but i physically cannot and also they r one of my few sources of comfort ESPECIALLY in #situations i cant get out of or distract myself in any other way #and sometimes its fine but also sometimes they fucking suck and its scary because im not here im THERE and so much shit happens there #lore drop

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widevibratobitch · 11 months

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so i am singing that vitellia in the end... but at what fucking cost.

'you gotta sing this softer'

'what'

'this is mozart'

'this is vitellia'

'this is mozart'

'im singing about how much i hate this mf and want him dead before the end of the day'

'this is mozart'

'i wanna murder a guy'

'this is mozart'

'...'

'softer. gentle. mozart'

'...ok'

#they're killing me here #i already bargained for ONE (1) note in chest (thank you so so much that i am ALLOWED to sing an A3 in chest voice <333) and now THIS #THIS is why people hate mozart. fuck you.#i recorded that rehearsal and the first version sounds SO MUCH BETTER. after i did what she asked me to do its just. so fucking boring.#i hate it here #i love this duet so much but frfr im not sure i wanna do it if i have to do it on their terms.#also like sorry to be a bitch but you're a pianist girl. just stick to your stuff and let me take care of mine.#just because you're playing this like you're constipated because tHiS iS mOzArT doesnt mean the rest of us dont care either.#its possible i never will get the chance to sing the entire vitellia so i want to do justice. as much as im able. to this one chance i get #it took me A Long While to deal with the fact that i wont be able to bark that 'indegno' and 'regno' like i always envisioned.#but like. ok. whatever. i can still make it Entertaining. THIS however. no. no fucking way.#and its not even about me being a big-headed know-it-all who thinks she's better than everyone because. lol and lmao clearly im Not #but this is about having a fucking SOUL. its about actually taking the libretto into consideration too. its about trying to figure out #WHY mozart wrote it the way he did. like sorry but this is another fiordiligi case where its CLEAR that the amplitudes the crazy jumps #are there FOR A REASON. the reason is HE WANTED A CONTRAST. some fucking EMOTION. he sure as hell didnt want it to be Soft And Gentle.#i know it because i talked to him and he told me im right about everything as always and you can eat shit girl bye #grrrrrrrr im so angry #i knos i sound so arrogant here but please. please i just want to make this music fun and enjoyable. i just dont want it to be boring #please understand my vision im begging you

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viksalos · 11 months

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had a very healing conversation with two irl friends last night; now that i have an abundance of executive function i find myself overwhelmed with the desire to help mutual friends with *their* problems, being cognizant of the fact that if i want to do that i both need to help them with specific things they actually need and take care of myself in the process, so my two friends helped me figure out what i can/should do. i'm not egotistical enough to believe that i can solve all my friends' problems but it sounds like i can do Some Things for sure :)

#also things are better with my husband; i asked him if he actually disagreed with anything i said abt how his mother was treating me #and he said no. he was angry that *i* was angry at first but after some explanation he understood. who wouldn't be angry lol #i didn't give the ultimatum of ''it's me or your mom'' but i did say you absolutely cannot bring me around her any more until she gets help #and if his family asks him any bullshit like ''when are you gonna leave that crazy bitch'' then he has to shut it down & draw a boundary.#and that made sense to him which is good enough for now lol.#we're out here getting saved babes #text

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lyssafreyguy · 1 month

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God . . . imagine thinking Laios is a bad person who doesn't care about people. actual insanity.

#yea this is about you know who's 'review' again. it's on my mind now that i'm trying to finish the series. sowwy. ;9 #making this unrebloggable from the getgo this time so that drama obsessed freaks can't get their hands on my ramblings again. fuck off lmao #anyways imagine thinking that. IMAGINE THINKING THAT HE DOESN'T CARE ABOUT HIS SISTER. GET WELL SOON OR FUCKING PERISH.#EDIT HEY I'M NOT QUITE DONE ACTUALLY:#i heard someone else say this and now that i finished the series i honestly gotta agree on some level #i think this specific YTer did genuinely try to give the series as a whole another shot (since she was only watching the anime at first)#but then when she went into the manga was so fucking mad at her viewers and fans straight up disagreeing with her personal interpretations #(which were wrong but she took them down the dumb as fuck and extremely wrong road of All of These Are Factual Actually Sorry)#that she only really skimmed the manga (or looked at footnotes/summaries) and took up a soapbox of I Know Everything About This Thing Now #and doubled down on her just completely wrong and honestly dumb opinions and interpretations being presented as fact out of pure spite #it legit sucks so fucking bad. cause like i know and have actually seen her audience who haven't ever touched the series #(or some that maybe started it and have some sort of beef with it for one reason or another and had those feelings validated by her)#parrot back these ideas as if they're true! i partly know it cause it happened with me and her talking about fucking ****** ********!#like legit i sometimes check like her channel or her blog on here every so often and i saw a post of hers on here #where someone in the replies just. blindly agreed with her! and called Laios a bad person probably without ever checking DM out themselves!#which is crazy cause this YTer used to call out like other YTers not taking hard stances #feeling they have to cloak whatever opinions or stances they have in a million This Is Just My Opinion disclaimers etc #which made me realize Oh Hey Yea They Do That like i used to like that about her!#but. you know. if her audience isn't forming their own opinions about a series and just parroting back her own to validate her being wrong.#then it's fine. i guess. epic echo chamber moments or what the fuck ever.#okay NOW i'm done i think. this time. i like to bitch and moan so i might vague post about her again probably. tee hee. :3

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zhinee · 1 month

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looked at old pics of myself at the wrong time and now im crying.,

#i always thot i was just kinda ugly and weird and lame and like. i wasnt. not that it would matter if i was but like. i wasnt i was just. me #in my memories im so mean to myself and then to like look back at who i was at that time is like. so hard like why was i so mean to myself #and why am i still so mean to myself. like who does it benefit to remember myself as awful and annoying and ugly and unlovable #like the only person in my life who thought i was all those things was me. like the only person that hated me that much was ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i hate it here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im fine :)#this was a nice wakeup call i suppose.#also all those old pics i looked so hot im crying actual tears im so mad i could have been getting so much pussy if i wasnt so depressed #idk im just like. trying to be nice to my inner child and my inner teenager is one thing but like. being nice to me early 20s is even harde #i always thought ppl hated me and its like no bitch..... You hated YOURSELF................... anyways im dehydrated #this blog turning 13 sent me into a real spiral ill tell u WHAT.#having spent all my formative years online to then become almost completely offline after getting a job. its drama to say grieving but like #idk it felt like looking at pics of a dead relative. like it looked like me and i could remember taking those pics. but like. thats not me.#GOD. GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD #AND ITS ESPECIALLY CRAZY TO LOOK BACK NOW HAVING GAINED ADULT BODY WEIGHT AT PICS OF ME AS A KID WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS FAT. AND I WASNT.#AGAINNNNNNNNNNN NOT THAT IT WOULD MATTER IF I WASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS #but i spent my whole life being treated as FAT without actually being fat. WHICH I AM NOW. and now im the happiest and fattest ive been.#like i actually wasnt a horrible ugly fat freak of nature. i just needed to get away from my mom #i really am rambling at this point. i know i need to Look Within and Figure Out Who I Want To Be and What Kind Of Person I Want To Become #but also i have work #and the answer is some kind of transgender. one of em. thats for sure. but like. im a waitress so like. rain check that convo....#anyways. i am not a bad person. and i wish i didnt spend so much of my life convincing myself i was. but u live and u learn i fucking GUESS

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lamphous · 2 months

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hand legitimately slipped on spotify playlist and opened daniel hart's page and. well I would format this more excitedly but unless you were REALLY there, it would take about 14 layers of explaining. suffice to say this is the crossover event of the century. TO ME.