#Gee💕

[inlovewithaspiderguy]

love of my life

[havockingboo]

Just the few of the many drawings I have of this larger than life gentleman ;]

featuring some oc interaction tomfoolery and the sketches used for scrimshaw’s ref sheet. what an honor✨

scrimshaw belongs to @/sammysamps !

[targaryenrealnessdarling]

Director’s cut of No Pain No Gain please 😈💕

😈😈😈

gee you know exactly what you're doing

horny stuff below the cut

SO

No Pain, No Gain came at a time in my life where I pursued having a personal trainer. I've never had one before but I just wanted to know what exercises I could do to make myself just that bit more fit ye

The personal trainer I got was FIT

like 100% would smash

let do horrible things to me sort of fit

he's also a fucking idiot, but in a golden retriever sort of way. Like he didn't know Asia was a continent ok

I got thirsty for this guy, he was just doing his job and telling me how to do the exercises and shit but he was saying shit like 'good girl' and I-

so basically most of what happens in No Pain, No Gain in the gym happened in real life (apart from the fuccin obvi, we're a monogamous girlie). Kicking legs apart, 'good girl' and UNF

I wrote it as basically a horny awakening into modern!Aemond and how he would be as a personal trainer and literally no other reason 😭😭😭

apologies if you wanted an in-depth discussion, but it is really just

✨HORNY THOUGHTS✨

TY FOR THE ASK GEE YOU MENACE

also this didn't help

[gayhoediaz]

"You got a talking stuffed bear...for me?" Buddie pls for the five-sentence ask thingy love you mwah <3

ahhhh gee ily this was such a good one this is a little more than five sentences 🥺

“You got a talking stuffed bear… for me?”

Eddie holds the small build-a-bear bear in his hand, the dim kitchen light serving only to highlight the way in which his eyebrows come together into a confused frown; he doesn’t look ungrateful, though - only confused - and it’s endearing; so endearing, in fact that Buck can’t even find it within himself to be nervous about the gift - despite the heat in his cheeks.

“I can take it back…” Buck jokes, stretching a hand out in between them as if he’s about to do just that.

“No,” Eddie says, though, looking back down at the bear, his frown fading into a soft smile - the kind that makes Buck feel as if he’s intruding on something - private and gentle - then he looks up at Buck, and the smile doesn’t move.

It’s all for Buck.

“You uh… gonna press it?” Buck asks - and Eddie does.

“I’m in love with you, Eddie Diaz,” Buck’s own voice comes through the cheap speaker.

Before he even has a chance to worry, Eddie huffs a laugh, and looks up at him.

“This is our story, huh?” he asks, and he looks so incredibly fond. In love. Buck thinks he can feel the warmth across the kitchen before he even walks up to him.

“Yeah,” Buck nods, cheeks already aching with the stretch of his grin, as he places an arm across Eddie’s shoulders, gratefully allowing him into his personal space.

“I love it,” Eddie says, and Buck feels himself relaxing into the comforting weight of the arm that wraps around his waist. “I love you.”

“Eddie?”

“Hm?”

“Put the bear down and kiss me.”

send me a sentence and i’ll write the next five✨

[youre-ackermine]

- This post is personal -

I'd like to give a big shout-out to my friends (you all know why 🥺)

@the-milk-anon Milk (my Beloved Waifu) ❤️

@happybird16 Tay 🤍

@theferricfox Andrea 🧡

@jayteacups Jay 💜

@levmada Gee 💙

@sckerman Suki 💚

❤️❤️❤️ I love & admire you all so much ❤️❤️❤️

[ewanmitchellcrumbs]

Ange save me from this man I wanna bite his collarbone 🫨😭😳😍😩

How am I meant to save you when I am not surviving myself?!?! Let's team up and kill him.

For the purposes of people not being able to identify when I am serious and when I'm not: THIS IS A JOKE.

[honeynclove]

Wow Mr. Clove you’re so handsome we should kiss and adopt three hairless cats together <3

eat my mushrooms boy 🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄🍄

- Jade Leech

omg three hairless cats just like I’ve always wanted 🥺🥺🥺🥺 and we’d name them citrine, chanterelle, and artemisia 🥺🥺🥺

[towriteloveontheirarms]

💖🥰💫 THIS IS A TUMBLR HUG! PASS IT ON AND HAVE A LOVELY DAY!

Ily Gee! I hope you're having the sweetest day!💕💕

[hotchsdharma]

CONGRATS FOR THE FOLLOWERS LOVE!!

THANK U BRIT MY POOKIE ILY💕💕

[wallpaper-inside-my-heart]

here we are again ! which 3 fictional characters (can be any medium: film, books, video games, etc.) do you relate to the most? - katie

thank you katie, once again 💙 @jovenshires 😊

I gotta be honest, this is a really tough question for me. (I know I'm the one who asked it, but still 🙈) Cause while there are so many great characters out there, whose stories I love and can def connect to! I rarely find characters I genuinely relate to a lot 😅

But let's get into the ones I managed to think of 😊

Abed Nadir from Community 🧡 (he is def one of the reasons I love community as much as I do! relating almost everything to film/tv or story telling devices and planning elaborate projects on smth for or with my friends is such a mood! I could talk about this lil guy for hours; and anyone who knows me irl (and Abed) would agree on how strong the resemblances can be 🙈😹)

2. Entrapta from She-Ra and the Princesses of power 💜

(it's been a while since I watched the show, so the details are a little fuzzy, but I remember how much of a mood her entire vibe was. Her obsession with tiny foods (tho I just love miniature stuff in general), losing herself in her projects and neglecting other aspects of life, and also being willing to believe in someone that other ppl may distrust)

I don't really have a set nr.3, so here instead some honorable mentions, that I maybe only relate to like 80%, but still heavily vibe with: Spock (TOS version, tho I love all of them), Merlin (bbc), Tara Maclay (Buffy) & Jo March (Little Women)

[inlovewithaspiderguy]

GERARD

[butchdykeorpheus]

sometimes i wonder if many non-lesbians understand that Realising You're Into Women and Realising You're Not Into Men are often two completely different processes and, at least in my experience, the latter was a LOT harder to come to terms with than the former. like i realised when i was about 19 years old that i'm attracted to and interested in dating women, but it took me about five more years after that to very, very slowly disentangle myself from cisheteropatriarchal expectations that Women Should Be Available To Men to realise that i'm, like, not interested in dating or sex with men (or that i'm not a woman but that's a different can of worms). at all. and in a society like that, it's often not enough just to love and prioritise your relationships with women/other sapphics, you have to be firm about your boundaries and explicitly Not Want Men. like your lesbianism HAS to be, in part, about Not Being Available To Men. and even then the pressure is so often there to try to make you drop that boundary. of course not every lesbian experiences their sexuality in this way, but it's not uncommon

i always think about that when i see people claim that it's inherently "restrictive" to explicitly exclude men from your sexuality/romantic or sexual life. there's this increasingly prevalent attitude floating around which echoes traditional lesbophobic stereotypes that there's something inherently "bitter" and "man-hating" about making a point of not being available to men, as if any lesbian who makes a point about their sexuality, dating and sex lives not including men MUST be a Mean Radical Bitter Lesbian Separatist

which is just.......................not anywhere closer to my experience, and also A Hell Of A Leap. my not being sexually or romantically available to men doesn't mean i live in deliberate isolation from them, it means I Am Not Sexually Or Romantically Available To Men. if anything, it's improved my ability to relate to and connect to men!!! i've been able to better contextualise the discomfort i once felt around unfamiliar men, and to see men as potential friends rather than as people who i might be expected to cater to in my appearance or in intimacy, and to assert my boundaries without guilt if a man approaches me with that sort of intent; and if the man is shitty about those boundaries, i know i have no responsibility to placate him

and that's SO freeing to me!!!! THAT'S freedom!! it's so wild to me when people say that excluding men from your sexuality is "restrictive" when i used to feel trapped by expectations of cisheterosexuality and femininity for the male gaze. being able to say No Thanks, Not Men has given me so much freedom to explore dating, sex, fashion and gender expression in ways that feel authentic and good to me; i've been able to not care about whether men find me attractive and instead find joy in being GNC and butch and making myself attractive to other sapphics. i am genuinely so happy to not be interested in men and i'm not going to be apologetic about that. (let me stress this: It Is Not A Slight Against Men To Not Want To Date Them Or To Enjoy Not Wanting To Date Them. i don't have to want to fuck a man to see him as a human being or treat him with respect. unless you genuinely think we like, owe that to men for some reason, in which case i'd like to redirect you back to the Feminism Beginner's Course)

of course, none of this happened overnight — it took me a LONG time to unpack all of this and to internalise the idea that i really don't have to be attractive or available or appeasing to men at all, and tbh even now i find myself struggling with it sometimes, because a lifetime of patriarchal socialisation will do that to a bitch. it's only recently, after a lot of work, that i've started being able to show my body hair in public and not give a shit if a man (or straight woman tbh) finds it gross. it took many, many years of deliberately choosing, over and over and over again, to not give a fuck about what men think of me, to tell myself "No Thanks, Not Men". again, not an uncommon lesbian experience. the reason many lesbians enjoy not being attracted to, interested in or available to men is that we've so often struggled against shame for that aspect of our identity, so we choose to take joy in it instead, and that joy is hard-earned

and yes, i do get frustrated with men still. i DO sometimes make jokes about being a misandrist, express my frustration with cisheteropatriarchal expectations and with men who Don't Get The Memo. many lesbians do. many women who are into men do the same. it's how we cope with the lesbophobia/misogyny lmao. but to flatten us to those moments of frustration/venting as if they define our entire lesbian experience and refuse to consider the sociocultural context of our "mean misandrist dyke moments" strikes me as kinda obtuse, deliberately or not, and also lowkey reminiscent of Respectability Politics

i've also seen the take that lesbianism should be about "loving women, not rejecting men", as if my lesbianism can only be one thing. my lesbianism contains multitudes. my lesbianism IS about loving women. it's about community and relationships with other sapphics. it's about my gender identity and expression and connecting to other trans and nonbinary sapphics. it's about my connection to and place within the wider queer community. it's also about No Men, Thanks. lesbians are like onions we have layers etc etc please refer back to paragraph 1 of this thesis for more on the topic

of course there are many people out there who DO find freedom and joy in being attracted to / available to men - i know tone can be difficult to judge on the internet so believe me when i say that, sincerely, i'm happy for everyone who does. it's just not an experience i share. and that's fine!!! my joy at not being into men isn't a slight against your attraction to men, either (and if you have experienced shitty/biphobic/panphobic behaviour from a lesbian over your attraction to men, i'm sorry, and know you didn't deserve that). just because excluding men from your sexuality sounds restrictive to you doesn't mean that's the case for everyone else, no one's experience is universal, etc etc etc

idk at the end of the day i'm just one lone genderweird lesbian on the internet and i do not speak for, like, the Global Shadow Council Of Evil Lesbians or whatever. i'm also lucky enough to have far less trauma surrounding my interactions with men than many other lesbians do (which is why i cannot demonise any lesbian who does personally choose not to nurture any relationships with men, platonic or otherwise). i can only speak for my own experience and the trends and experiences i've personally observed from being in this community. it's just strange to repeatedly see my lack of availability to men characterised by people online as something that makes me Mean, Angry and Bitter. i'm actually much happier and more chill than i've ever been lol

(begone T3RFs this post isn't for you 🔪🔪🔪)

[sadisticyouko]

if you receive this, you make somebody happy! go on anon and send this to a few of your fav blogs who make you happy or somebody you think needs cheering up ! if you get one back, even better ♡ no pressure, it’s all for funsies !

(im off anon bc fuck the rules 😎 im yelling it with my whole chest 💖)

Omg you are too sweet !! you bring me much happiness too !!!! ૮⸝⸝> ̫ <⸝⸝ ა

[gayhoediaz]

🌹

“Baby, if I ever gave you the impression that I wouldn’t let you cut my dick off just so you could use it as a toy, I’m very sorry.”

for every 🌹 in my inbox i’m posting a line from my wip✨

[real-life-cloud]

WAHOO!!!

[towriteloveontheirarms]

🌸🤍✨SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL! KEEP THE GAME GOING! 🌸🤍✨

Aww Gee!! You are the most wonderful 🤭🩷