#Gay but in denial is what he is
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im gonna be fr but people tend to like male or masc presenting characters more than female or fem presenting characters
bc one of the possibility i thought is that bc their character is fem presenting or fem so they tend to interact w the opposite of their character more ??
#me looking at Marshal who's gay and feminine cause SLAY he doesnt care about anyones opinions shit what he looks and what he wears#me glancing at Angela who's a nerdy woman who doesnt back down from any kind of fight#even if she wears a dress... shits gonna get real with her#then over at Eliza who i made her character more like Angelica and Eliza Schuyler from Hamilton musical cause i think its cool#marshal and Angela and Eliza are all friends with adamCookie#then theres that one oc who's a feminist but wont admit it cause he's around of a bunch of bitch men#Gay but in denial is what he is#no not really he's Bi
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i cracked the code.
#believing dirk is the worst guy because its what dirk thinks of himself#ignoring daves bisexuality and think hes a gay man in denial even when he explained hes bisexual#believing john 'im not a homosexual' egbert is explicitly straight while he makes out with his mcconahey and cameron posters more#than he kissed women(literally only once)#believing that rose is an edgy psyhcotic little bitch when she was neglected. she speaks elegantly to cover that shes silly and a total ner#and how did people forget that rose also writes gay wizard fanfiction. reads Wikipedia. and her beautiful artstyle as a result of neglect#(and by neglect meaning having SO MUCH TIME to draw)#jake wasnt into dirk. he also told di that he didnt like how brobot getting touchy with him during strifes#but as part of the repression 4(prospit kids). he refused on changing the bot settings#what jane said about roxy being better when she was drunk. it was fucking sarcasm. its the least insane shit you could say to a best friend#all the kids have issues and of course people get mad over a girl being sarcastic.#when KARKAT said THE SAME THING to rose when she was drunk on the meteor nobody bats an eye#trolls are just grey humans that are bugs. he doesnt get an excuse for being an alien. humans were made from KARKATS BLOOD#jade isnt all silly girl and is so FULL OF HATE towards the trolls. she called karkat a fuckass (VERY FUNNY) to do her a favor#“jade would rather have punched karkat in the fact then had a pleasent conversation with him.”#“she viewed the trolls as rude mean and cruel. and even thought that nepeta was just making fun of her.#despite it being that nepeta just wanted to roleplay and have fun."#dred.loki#I HAVE YET TO ADD MORE. THESE ARE JUST NOTES#homestuck#chss
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‘billy hargrove wouldn’t bottom’ i know him better than you
#he told me himself#essentially saying he’s too masculine to bottom is so crazy what are we doing here#me when i’m neil hargrove and in denial that my son is gay#preferences are great but this is something else entirely#bottom billy bottom steve who cares it’s never so serious you gotta get that weird about it#billy steve switching so real to me i don’t care#they’re getting crazy with it whichever way they can#billy hargrove#ickyspeaks
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the gradual shift in joel from being the guy who’s so desensitized that he can carry a dead kid the same way he carried sarah to the site of her death and toss the corpse into a fire without blinking to being the guy who has a massive breakdown and almost nukes his whole life from the fear of ellie being irreparably harmed while under his care......and the way the last few episodes the show go out of their way to specifically test him on that fear.....like hey joel you’re mortally wounded and can’t protect or take care of her, what do you do. hey joel while you were bedridden she went through the worst experience of her life, what do you do. hey joel [insert spoilers for last ep here, you get the idea]. and he rises to the occasion, he pushes through the fear for her, because she asked him to. she wanted him to be the one to deliver her. she didn’t want anyone else. and he’s decided he’s going to give her whatever she wants
it takes time for the realization that he’s gonna have to confront his worst nightmare to really sink in. he’s built up a mental fortress against what happened to him 20 years ago. and you see that when he really starts to care is when all of that comes back up. the time skip between ep 5 and 6 was probably the Joel Quietly Freaks Out with Increasing Frequency and Intensity variety hour
and him telling her she’s not his daughter. aside from being that thing where you say the worst thing you can think of to someone when you’re trying to end your relationship with them so you can’t go back and change your mind later. but also, when you peel back all the layers of pain and fear, that’s him saying “you are not going to die.” up until that moment it’s the most honest and open expression of his feelings that he’s shared with her. his daughter died in his arms. that’s what happens to “joel’s daughter.” so ellie cannot be his daughter
that probably should’ve been 3 separate posts but it’s season finale day and i’m unmedicated, fuck it
#he's so full of fear#but parenting is fear#tlou just dials the horrors of parenting up to eleven lol#and then the way it manifests for him is the inverse in a way#instead of 'im so afraid to let my kid out of my sight'#it's 'im so afraid to be with my kid because if something bad happens to them that means im responsible'#my man has baggage what can i say#i just thought that was an interesting flipflop#anyway im excited for final ep#i will probably not be engaging with s2 not bc i think tlou2 was bad necessarily but just bc i emotionally am not in a place to handle that#lol i prefer to live in denial sometimes thats my human gay right#tlou#the last of us#my stuff
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Okay hear me out bc yes Jared has a wife and kids but I’m I crazy for being convinced he and Jensen were thirsty asf for each other while filming-?
Like these scenes had no business looking so homoerotic but somehow they were asf
Idk maybe Jared just accidentally serves gay
#I know damn well it’s not just me#AND LOOK AT JENSEN IN THE SECOND GIF#HE WANT THAT PADACOCK#only one person in this world can tell you what you are#Jared :)#no me Sue Sylvester#like that shit was so gay??#no shade to Gen but girl your husband was having homo relations prior to you#denial is a river in egypt#jared padalecki#jarpad#jensen ackles#j2#j2 tinhat#I don’t acc know what that means but I’m pretty sure it’s their ship name or smth#supernatural#spn#genevieve padalecki#gay men#asf#sam winchester#dean winchester#are they gay or is wincest real
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Macaque...
Didn't you feel something different to mayor?
How your heart was beating in a different way...hmm???????
Don't you think it might be a....sign of...being more deep relationship with mayor?
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#monkie kid macaque#lmk macaque#blue and violet#the only 'deep' thing going on is Macaque's deep denial/j#the funniest thing about this though is that Macaque doesn't even answer your question#and thats more than telling on what he feels#kinda#anyways Macaque is very much a guy who does things and plays it off as either being annoying on purpose or as a joke#so obviously he wanted to cuddle with Mayor last night but disguised it as 'haha I want to annoy you and make you uncomfortable >:]' /j#silly gay monkie
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guys what if i write a situationship!saneoba
like.
“We aren’t dating.” The words slipped from Obanai’s lips mechanically, as if they’d been engrained with a blade into his tongue as he spoke. He looked like he regretted them already.
Even as Shinobu frowned at this, her concerns were obviously not shared as Sanemi nodded along with Obanai’s voice, turning back to her.
“We aren’t,” he agreed, much more easily. His hand remained clasped in Obanai’s.
#guys you cant say no because i already started writing it#<- no promises ill finish tho#LMAO#😭#kny#saneoba#sanemi shinazugawa#obanai iguro#sanemi x obanai#situationships#bc theyre kinda interesting to read & write#kimetsu no yaiba#hashira#demon slayer#gay#sanemi’s in denial#what if i give him internalized homophobia#so he justifies their relationship as friendship#and thats why he denies dating obanai#bc he doesnt want to be gay
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Is this what Happiness is?
- hey so I haven't seen an interpretation of the bar scenes in Half that I fully agree with, so I wanted to throw my own two cents out there into the void and pray that it makes sense !!!
so, in the bar scenes in Half we see what I interpret as a hangout with old friends (or, hangout with old friend + his wife.) These scenes used to be the biggest piece of evidence for the cheater theory, but now that that's been debunked by the man himself, I have a new way of looking at them
~ before I go any further, I just wanted to say that I'll be calling the brown-haired woman whiskey for simplicity's sake
In this scene, Kazui turns to look at Whiskey, saying the lyrics:
"laughing together, side by side, this distance in our relationship is misleading me, is this what happiness is?"
With my guess (cuz that's really what it is there's no evidence for it) that Whiskey is the Bartender's wife i think this scene is Kazui being conflicted with what he's been told is true, that marrying Hinako is "true love", versus what he feels is true, that marrying Hinako has brought distance into their relationship.
He looks at Whiskey, a woman happily married, and wonders why his relationship with Hinako isn't like that.
~ shout out to @prisoner-000 for the following screenshot
in this post he points out that Hinako and Kazui's rings are silver in Cat, not gold like they were in Half, yet Bartender's ring colour stays the same.
For the sake of this writing I'm going to go with the first meaning they put out, that Bartender's ring is gold because his marriage is genuine.
But wait!! I hear you ask. This is Half and Kazui's ring is still gold in Half!! EXACTLY MY FRIEND!!
Kazui's ring IS still gold in Half because at the time of these scenes he's still fooling himself that this relationship is good, that he will eventually garner real romantic feelings for Hianko.
"laughing together, side by side, this distance in our relationship is misleading me, is this what happiness is?"
Remember this lyric that plays during the Whiskey -> Hinako scene. You know what other scene in Half this lyric reminds me of?
laughing together, side by side,
this distance in our relationship is misleading me,
is this what happiness is?
He's beginning to doubt if what he believes is true, he's beginning to believe the feelings telling him something's wrong (and remember, the scene right after this one is when he confesses (?) his secret to Hinako) ARE infact true, and that maybe the logic he's been following for so long has a couple holes in it.
I think these scenes are meant to show Kazui gradually realising that his relationship with Hinako will not work out. It just won't, no matter how hard he tries.
He's able to laugh together and talk with Whiskey because she's his friend, yet he can't do the same with his own wife? Even though, according to his gold ring, their relationship is supposed to be real and true and genuine?
#thats not even getting into the gay theory implications btw#bar kazui staring at audience kazui with the lyrics “all these memories and you / only if i could erase them”#because his crush on his friend literally haunts him and his relationship with hinako (the green apple)#confessing his love to his friend “just so its out in the open” because he so desperately needs to get it off his chest#most likely having his feelings not reciprocated as his friend his married and staring at his wife#who then transitions into hinako / wondering why he does not feel the same happiness with her than he does at the bar#because he's lying to himself and he's lying to her#he *knows* that their relationship is not happiness and yet he hides in denial#because it's not like he will be able to find his happiness anyway as his friend is already taken#sorry#this doesnt rlly make sense and i'm aware of that i wish i could beam what im trying to get at into ur head#unfortunately its nearly 11pm and when i was brainstorming this idea i had a nap and NEVER WROTE MY THOUGHTS DOWN (biggest mistake ever)#someone with a bigger vocabulary pls come and pick this up and explain it better thank youuuy#anyway just hope you get what im trying to say#thats all#sorry for the ramble in tha tags but also this is my house so#milgram#kazui mukuhara#hinako mukuhara#milgram theory#ig i never know what to title these
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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way
#a little creature#sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like#is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink#anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much#the most important women in his life bar none#marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just#rose up and burst again#its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad#and she just doesnt know what to do with herself#the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen#but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV#the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be#edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated#marcille's denial of her feelings so far#bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out#in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now#bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin#so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story#it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where#she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part#and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story#and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle#so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it
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thought of this after a small discussion with one of my friends... can you tell how long it's been since I've drawn 2012!Raph
#tagline: this turtle is a bisexual disaster#I mean honestly#I think he's just in crazy denial about... everything#that or he just does not know what it means to be gay/bi#art#fanart#doodle#tmnt 2012#2012 raph#tmnt raphael#tmnt raph#2012 rasey#rasey#raph x casey
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#sw fanart#the mandolarian#dinLuke#din/luke#gay ppl real#new season starts to air so yknow what time it is ! denial time#i didn’t forget the glove he has synth skin on again#skydalorian#cause this name is still cooler#luke skywalker#din djarin#no grogu this time. maybe in the next#i have ni idea what the context of this is. I Just think they deserve it#star wars#sketch#id in alt text
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Torrence: Seth… you’re a bitch!
Seth: …
Seth: Who taught Torrence that word??
Mylanie: I did, bitch!
So on my non-AU blog I was asked about the relationship between Toffee and Seth in the Septarsis-Dragonfly AU, and I basically stated that their conflict all kind of stemmed from Seth’s relationship with his mother, Mylanie, and what Toffee observed in his youth.
I also mentioned how Seth (a deeply closeted gay man) got real confused and misinterpreted the thrill he got from debating Mylanie about Mewmans and Politics… as romantic feelings, thus leading to him trying to convince her to become Lady of Septarsis, which she always refuses because they are just friends.
And I alluded to the fact that Toffee is very defensive and protective of his momma.
So, that’s where this little interaction comes in! It’s kinda self explanatory.
YES CURRENT TIMELINE/OVELIA STUFF IS COMING DW 🫶🏻✨
#star vs the forces of evil#svtfoe#septarsis dragonfly au#alternate universe#au#oc#svtfoe au#fanart#original character#toffee of septarsis#seth of septarsis#seth kardona of septarsis#mylanie ambrose of septarsis#baby toffee appreciation#hes so adorable and silly i love his design#most people: toffee and seth have a great relationship#me for some goddamn reason: yeah so toffee can’t stand him whoops#seth tries to marry mylanie for the hundreth time#(he’s gay)#(he’s just in denial)#(and unaware that this isn’t what love is)#(he just loves a challenge and fun debate)#(nothing more)
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there is no heterosexual explanation for this. only homo.
#stranger things#byler#mike wheeler#will byers#this literally looks like a poster for an 80s coming of age adventure movie with gay subtext#will is looking at us bc he knows. he’s not in denial. mike is looking away because he refuses to confront his internalized homophobia#i don’t CARE if you think I’m overanalysing. i am probably UNDERanalysing#shoulders blended together. mike in yellow will in blue#will is surrounded by a storm which signifies his hidden powers#mike has palm trees. he is will’s safe space his oasis his paradise#he has a moon where his heart should be. something something he was looking at the moon i was looking at his hand……….#what if i JUMPED
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oh uh. so my essay about Lucidity is getting way longer than I meant it to, because I ended up figuring more shit out as I went, but I'm impatient to share my newest fucked up beloved so i'm just going to share some basics + the heroforge ref
JR is gone. Their head quarters literally blew up and there's only a handful of survivors. He didn't take it well.
he took it so badly in fact that he eventually ended up with goddam Jet and Obsidian, because it just so happened that they're looking for the same group that blew up JR to get rid of them! And since Lucidity, in shock and grieving and absolutely livid, is hunting them, they decided to team up.
yeah he lost his goddam mind <3
this whole thing started with me going 'what if i made ds dream evil and made him and obsidian kiss. could i do that?' and it evolved into "so there's a gay evil poly going on, but that's side story because right now we're watching lucidity's descent into evil and low-level madness as he hunts down [group] and otherwise just helps obsidian and jet achieve multiverse domination. because he's having fun."
He's also realized that he does care about nightmare a lot and really doesn't want to kill him, so there's that I guess?
oh the meme squad knows what's happening. they may be the only other ones from their MV who knows but I'm not certain yet
also Lucidity's versions of Obsidian and Jet are presently nicknamed Shale and Nightshade, respectively, though this may be subject to change.
While Lucidity's presence has made the situation in JMV much much worse overall, he has managed to get certain specific things to stop. jade and zuli are doing a little better now.
someone should probably stop them but honestly i have no idea who or how so they're just going to run free and cause severe problems for everyone. except nightmare. lucidity won't let nightmare get involved in any way, shape, or form, including trying to keep him hidden away in the manor. nightmare must go home and stay there.
(Nightmare, Cross, and Error are digging up all the information they can find about what's been happening in JMV. they have no idea what they're going to do with this information, because they're real sure they can't do shit, but they're looking.)
#I'm going to make these fuckers one tag just so it doesn't end up in sciency corners#Lucidity/Shale/Nightshade#Lucidity lost everything he had. *Everything.* and now he's gonna get revenge.#though he also got boyfriends out of it. and woe betide any who hurt them#on the bright (?) side there's very very few people who can actually hurt them other than each other. so he won't have to worry too much#shale naturally refuses acknowledge the fact that they're all dating. Nightshade and Lucidity? yeah. obviously.#him and either of them? what the hell are you talking about. why would you even think that. are you stupid#he's in denial dwbi#he *is* a little bit better about it when it's just the three of them. mainly because lucidity got tired of his shit even before the gay#and told him to knock it off#(with stronger language)#(and possibly a threat to fry his ass a little if Lucidity has to hear one more “I fucking hate you.” - “I love you too <33” - “fuck *off*”#but he's still an emotionally constipated little bitch (derogatory) (also a little affectionate)#nightshade meanwhile is having a GREAT time with his new boyfriend who can fly AND they keep ganging up on Shale when he's being stupid#because they lov himb <33#it's still a little Yikes but not as bad as it could be. which is saying something.
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“Cameron isn’t gay” and then this is Cameron
#gay ass back#what do you need that waist for? for other men to hold?#richard cameron#chameron#hear me out ok#the angst the denial#they are tragic they are doomed#anderperry - happy 50s gays#chameron - angsty 50s gays#charlie after realizing he has a crush on Cameron: I’m refusing to date him as a power move#that’s an actual quote from i kissed Shara wheeler btw#no one does it like Casey McQuiston#dead poets society#dps#dead poets#charlie dalton
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Highlight of chapter 10 is mk teasing shadowpeach about their walks 🤭
#theyre gay and he knows#mk staring at them: i know what y'all are#Wukong's denial is also a highlight#he's so afraid of mac getting upset and not wanting to hang out anymore#which is ironic bc then Wukong says something that upsets mac and he doesnt want to hang out anymore#constellations fic#constellations spoilers
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