#GUESS THIS IS A SLOW BURN NOW
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I’m so tired of wlw background ships in mlm fandoms.
mlm shippers almost never develop wlw ships to the degree that the audience feels invested in them. The conflict and character development and love story rely on tropes rather than actual narratives, yet fandoms act like they’re doing wlws a favour by shoehorning in this shitty “representation” when it’s just golden retriever x black cat over and over and over again in different fonts.
To be clear I don’t blame anyone for not having big wlw ships, because most major media out there do not have two fully fledged female characters you can ship together. If you want to write mlm ships, good for you! If you want a lazy wlw ship in the background, that’s fine! But don’t act as if the fandom actually cares about them, or that anyone did the legwork to make them characters that you can care about. Most of these female characters are never properly developed in the canon source material, and they’re almost never properly developed in the fanon material either. You can always tell by how these women are like, one archetype + gay (sporty gay, feisty gay, slutty gay etc, like some kind of gay Spice Girls). Yet fandoms just love to act like these background wlws mean so much & have the best love stories & everyone just should ship them. It’s all so performative.
wlws are not an aesthetic. wlws are not 2D happy couples to round out your queer utopia, a queer utopia that somehow still manages to foreground men. Women are always treated as 2D characters in narratives, except now there’s a subgenre where these 2D women are gay. Groundbreaking.
#It’s not just fan works btw.Glee kinda did this with Klaine and Brittana…take a guess wrt which of these ships the creators cared more about#Women are accessories and now they get to be gay accessories. Wonderful#Let’s not even get into how women (like Katara)’s characteristics are given to a man to round out a mlm ship like wtf?#and I’m not saying you can’t have mlm ships (wolfstar owns my soul personally)#& the lack of wlw ships in general is a media issue not an issue of any individual fan#however the utilization of wlws as an aesthetic in service of an mlm ship and the posturing that comes with that…def a fandom issue#fandom salt#anti zukka#i kinda like MaiLee but that’s def their role in Zukka#anti jegulus#I assume Jegulus is where stuff like Dorlene and Marylily come from…neither are that big in WolfStar#like why would I care when no one is writing 500k word slow burns? I should care about them just bc they’re lesbians? Non#anti marauders fandom
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Roommate and I have watched Hazbin together multiple times and I am just finding out that she was convinced Husk and Angel were set up as a father/son relationship???
#like i guess I see where you’re coming from#but I ship them so hard#she now knows they’re set up for a slow burn#but she aggressively doesn’t ship it#I don’t know if we can live together anymore#huskerdust#hazbin hotel
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help wait i just got an overwhelming urge to write a universe where u have wenclair right?? but like Amber Freeman (from scream) is a legit psychopath but we love her so she gets sent to nevermore...
actually im gonna make her a werewolf or vampire cause that suits her real well so she gets sent to nevermore right?? wait omg can i do hybrids?? like a vampire and werewolf like she has the temper of a werewolf and ferality and psycho ability of a freshly turned werewolf but she is also mysterious and cant be in the silent cause i mean look at Amber she gives lesbian vampire vibes.
and Tara, Ambers 'best friend' (crush) who unfortunately after many years of christina carpenter problems (parent problems) she gets sent to the next suitable caregiver/guardian. The Addamses.
who coincedentally has wednesday at nevermore and since lil Tara is ptsd and u kno? not ok she gets sent to nevermore for wednesday to protect.
which she then meets up with Amber coincedentally, after the ghostface killings. and yes amber was not charged with any cases of murder, they framed richie. and shes a werewolf/vampire soo yeah. shes is now legally under the protection of weems.
i presume this would also start around id say after crackstone? so on the holidays before school starts for them, and weems is not dead!! pretend she somehow survives.
BECAUSE THEN WE GET SLOW BURN WENCLAIR AND TAMBER!!
#wenclair#tamber#ideas#writer#slow burn!!#wednesday addams#enid sinclair#tara carpenter#amber freeman#COMBINE THE UNIVERSES!!#wednesday#scream 5#now just wait until next year cause guess whos busy till jan next year!! ha.
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Every word I type brings me one step farther from the end of this fic.
There is an end in sight, but it sure as shit ain't getting any closer.
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if you title this you could post the first few chapters already!!! (for the wip ask game lol)
WIP Ask Game! tw: abuse implied
But Christian isn’t looking at her face. His gaze is currently fixed on Satine’s wrist where—Satine notices as if in slow motion and with a lurch of her stomach—the sleeve of her coat has ridden up and a nasty purple bruise is on full display. Unable to adjust her sleeve with her hands full of coffee cups, Satine rotates her arm but it’s too late; the damage has been done. “Are you alright?” Christian asks, reaching for her arm. His touch is as warm as Satine remembers but she flinches back from it as if it’s scalding hot. “I’m fine.” “I’m sorry, did I hurt you?” Christian asks, searching her eyes. “Not at all,” Satine hastens to reassure him, realizing too late that she probably should have taken that excuse when it was offered to her, that flinching away from something that didn't hurt is suspicious while flinching away from something that did is reasonable. “Nothing to worry about,” Satine tries next, “just one of the hazards of live theatre. The show has a lot of lifts and I bruise easily. You’ll see tonight—the dancing is incredible,” Satine says, trying to get him back on topic of opening night.
#yeah i could. in fact. post this if i could decide on a title dksfnjdg#i could post the first 3 chapters In Fact#but i am stuck between titles so have this for now i guess haha#this is one of those multichap fics i love a lot im very excited to share it with you all#idk if anyone else will enjoy it because it's a modern au and satine is still with the duke for a lot of it but i think its a very fun slow#burn and i am having the most fun writing christian earning her trust and the two of them becoming friends before they become anything else#the love is THERE but satine is terrified of being in love and christian wants her safety first and foremost so hes keeping everything#non-platonic to himself until satine is safe and ready to hear a confession like that#yeah i have made a moulin rouge slow burn for the people who fell in love in canon on the night they met. what of it#i can do whatever i want forever and you cannot stop meeeeee!!!!!#also theyre impossibly sweet and soft and i love them sooooo much!!!! i love when christian is careful with satine its one of my favorite#things to ever happen#someone yell at me and you might get the first chapter soon haha#thank you for the ask!!#moulin rouge#my fic
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The Grocery Store
The grocery store is… noisy even though it’s empty. The chattering of the managers two aisles over, the sound of Seth racing like an eight year old up and down the aisles. Seth practically blurs past him and when he’s back he’s dumping a six pack of Bang Energy into his basket, crushing the bread.
Seth, the fucking speedster, is just about to race off again, but Jacob is faster, yanking him from his hoodie.
“Put this back.” Jacob says sharply, pulling out the six pack.
“C’mon!” Seth’s voice has a whining edge to it, “I was planning on playing Fortnite with my friends tonight! It’s a Friday!”
Jacob sighs, usually he wouldn’t acquiesce, but the overhead light is buzzing and the sound is drilling into his skull like it was the United States and his brain was oil.
“Seth. Work with me here, it’s a no.”
“I even have money!”
Jacob blinks, furrows his brow, “What money?”
“It’s the, uh, 20 dollars you said you owed me when you forgot it was my birthday!”
He did not forget. He very much did not forget.
Seth must have taken Jacob’s dazed silence as a resolute no.
“Okay then well uh– Dad owes me money!”
Jacob sighs through his nose, when he inhales the air is cloying and sticky–too much. He pinches his brow. He hates that Seth can see his technique working.
“Will it get you to shut up?” Jacob grumbles.
Seth is giving him the biggest sparkling puppy-dog eyes, like he didn’t just crush Jacob’s bread.
There’s a beat of silence, “Fine. But go get a cart first.”
Seth hisses his cheer like Jacob didn’t hear him– and usually Jacob wouldn’t, but he seems to hear everything. He replaces the crushed bread with a better looking loaf, scans the rest of the aisle for jam and peanut butter.
Jacob feels someone practically glide next to him, glide close, cold like they stepped out of a cryo chamber. They smell familiar– they smell nice, they’re too close. Jacob backs up, every sense in him honing on the figure.
“Here, you wanted jam.” His voice cuts through the dissonant symphony of his senses, and Jacob is blinking blankly at him.
“Huh?”
“Jam.” It’s a young man. He looks shockingly familiar, “Peanut butter too, right?”
“Right…” Jacob says, “was I… was I speaking aloud?”
His eyes are golden, last time Jacob checked his eyes were jet black.
“Hm…” The young man says thoughtfully, “Not currently, no.”
Right, because this one could read minds. His voice hooks on a memory, far far off in his mind.
“Edward Cullen.” Jacob says aloud, and Edward nods his head like he’s doing a curtsy, his mouth making a little smirk.
“What the hell are you doing here?” Jacob says, recoiling, he’s tempted to slap the jar out of Edward’s hand.
“Grocery shopping, like you.”
“Bloodsuckers don’t eat.” Jacob says. Edward’s sudden presence ticked the switch of ire in him. Last time Jacob saw him, Edward was covered in blood, wiping his mouth, licking his lips.
Edward makes a face, rolls his eyes, “Common misconception. We don’t need to. Doesn’t make eating less pleasurable.”
Bull-shit!
“I assure you, Mr. Black– it is not.”
“Don’t fucking do that.” Jacob says. When Jacob gets a proper look at Edward, he’s taller, all marble cut with those familiar golden eyes and the copper quiff of hair. He looks the same as when Jacob saw him last, but different– worldly. Or at least better dressed.
He smells nice. He looks nice. Fuck. That can’t be normal.
“I can assure you.” Edward says, voice languid, almost teasing, “That it is. It’s called attraction.”
“Fuck off.” Jacob says. It would be a bad idea to start a fight here, especially since he can’t take on Vampires alone and Seth is with him–
“Relax.” Edward smells like vanilla perfume and musk, it rolls off him in waves. “You and your brother are safe.”
“How many?” Jacob demands through grit teeth.
“None– well, one.” Edward says, and he has the audacity to act sheepish, “Me.”
“Stop. Stop doing that.” Jacob says again, he shakes his head, swallowing, “You reek.”
“No good to lie to anybody.” Edward says, “Least of all to yourself.”
“Oh.” Jacob scoffs, “Like how you convince this whole town that you’re human?”
“Now Mr. Black. There’s that statement about stones… and glass houses…”
“Oh fuck. Off!” Jacob takes a step back, Edward takes a step forward. Fuck no, safe his ass!
“You’re too keyed up Mr. Black.” Edward says, “I already said you and your brother are safe.”
Jacob takes a deep breath, his head is spinning and the store is too fucking loud and Edward smells so good; a maw of feral hunger opens in his stomach.
Edward is taking two more steps forward, tilting his head to look at Jacob more intensely. He’s close, way too close and he’s cool enough for the temperature change to release the pressure gauge in his head. Jacob realizes that he’s breathing shallowly, biting the inside of his cheek to keep himself from leaping at Edward– to fight? Nope. The feeling is too incongruent.
“It’s inconvenient.” Edward’s so close and his voice is low and soft, “I assure you, it’s inconvenient for me too.”
What? He can smell that? Is it like catnip for girls? Catnip for gays?
“Hm.” Edward says shortly, he steps back turning his head, when Jacob looks in the same direction, he sees Seth, two Bang Energy six packs, a family sized bag of Doritos Cool Ranch, and– much to Jake’s unexplained relief–two ribeye steaks. Seth’s eyes go huge and round at the sight of them when he takes a deep breath.
Say nothing, Seth, he begs internally, please say nothing. Luckily, it’s as if Seth follows his directions because Seth nods when their eyes meet.
“Pleased to make your acquaintance.” Edward says and he nods at Seth, who looks like he’s trying not to rear back and growl like a dog. Edward places the jar he was holding into the shopping cart and soon he’s out of sight.
Seth stares at Jacob, turns to look back in the direction Edward went, looks back at his brother.
“Is he your boyfriend?”
“Huh?!” Jacob’s eyes go wide, then his face grows hot, “What–? No!”
Seth looks unconvinced, “Are you sure?”
“Seth!” Jacob hisses, “How would I not be sure if I had a boyfriend?!”
Seth gives him a level look, with a glint in his eye that makes Jacob apprehensive.
“You didn’t kill him on the spot.” Seth says, suspiciously, “And he’s a bloodsucker, like you said. You know him.”
“We’re in a grocery store!”
“Practically empty!” Seth counters, “no one would really see, are you going after him?”
Not a bad idea!
“No…” Jacob says.
“Then I’m telling.” Seth says. Jacob tries to give him a hard stare, but Seth makes a face like he’s already won.
“How much?” Jacob asks, and he’s reaching into his pocket.
“Fifty.” Seth says smugly.
“No.”
“Make that 100.”
“That’s not how this works!” Jacob protests.
“100 and a PS4.” Seth says.
“PS4.” Jacob says without thinking, and his head snaps up to take it back but Seth is already interrupting him before he can speak.
“And you buy me Bang Energy!” Seth says gleefully. Jacob gives him a withering glare.
“You take one bang energy and that’s fuc-dging it.” Jacob yanks the second six pack out of the cart and places it haphazardly in the aisle where it didn’t belong.
This is a section of a bigger slow burn Twilight Jakeward fanfic where me and my body double collaborator who's roommate write a Gay Twilight Fanfic as a joke. Double Sike! It turned semi-serious and now is an actual work in progress fanfic with nearly 30,000 words and three months of time sunk.
Read it here! https://archiveofourown.org/works/55266253/chapters/140190751
#proof of concept#The Jakeward Files#Away With The Woods#awtw fic#Jacob Black#Edward Cullen#Gay Jacob Black#Gay Edward Cullen#Jakeward#This project was supposed to be a joke!#Guess we're the joke now!#fanfic#oneshot#slow burn#slowish burn#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#lgbtqiia+#ships#Twilight#Twilight fanfic#twilight fanfiction#technically Crack treated seriously#but I think we're both emotionally invested in the characters that we made in the hollowed out husks of Jacob and Edward#m/m romance#m/m fiction#romance
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Going for Lucanis romance and while it is indeed a case of going "Wait what" when other characters comment on the romance bc tbh i wasn't sure AT LEAST HE DIDN'T RUN OUT RIGHT AFTER A GOOD NIGHT LIKE FENRIS
#txts#tbh this was the first thing i was thinking about#like Lucanis JUST had a moment(tm) w/ spite only for Rook to saunter in and flirt#and it ALMOST worked but totally understandable that he needs a bit#especially with the...fucking eVERYTHING i just played his presumably last companion mission like...SIR#we are already trying to kill gods and now...responsibilities? ridiculous#the crows sure.....are#anyhow i love him & spite your honor#how will i ever try to romance anyone else? physically impossible at this time#i did hear the romances in general are less around but Lucanis is a special case of slow burn#which tbh i am fully chill w/#i am easy to please apparently#dragon age#da2#da:v#i guess#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age: the veilguard
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I swear to you, readers, one day I will learn to write something that isn't a slow burn, but until that day...
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
#keep those goddamned fire extinguishers away from me lolol#i guess this is the problem when your two favorite romances are Pride and Prejudice and Persuasion#one where they meet in the beginning of the book and finally get together at the end#and one where they knew each other like 7 years prior and were in love then but were pulled apart by circumstances and meddling#(also I think my favorite part of a romance is when the two people finally realize they like each other lol)#(I might have a problem lol)#the first one of the smutty idols books I'm working on; the FL and ML get together BEFORE the end and I was like#“...wtf do they do now?” and had to look for my “how to write a romance outline” book I had from a million years ago#and relearn how to write a NON-slow burn romance lol#so: it'll happen one day#(though I think the first book of the group member after that will be a bit more Persuasion-ish if I'm being honest)#ateez i guess#slow burn#fanfic
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WHY?, “Sin Imperial" // Car Sear Headrest, “I Can Play the Piano”
#Whywithaquestionmark#Car Seat Headrest#trigger warning for eating disorders I'm sorry I don't know the best way to tag them I never had to before#I was having a conversation earlier about how I have a very specific relationship with fasting#in that for me specifically I feel like it’s just slow-burn starvation#because it gave me an eating disorder#this idea that if I just stop eating then I'll lose weight and if I lose weight I'll be better#that eating was a moral failure on my part because if I just held out a little longer then I'd be beautiful#so when I'd eventually break fast because it had been days and my vision was fading#I'd make myself throw up afterwards because I had failed#that morphed into all the different little toxic relationships I have with food#I still consider myself a monster for eating#I still lie about how much or how often I eat#and after I stopped forcing myself to throw up after every meal all the consequences hit#my hair started falling out my teeth started falling out all the weight I lost came back#and there was this voice in the back of my head that said that if I had kept going none of that would have happened#and that's kind of true because either those delayed consequences wouldn't have hit#Or I would have actually succeeded in starving myself to death#anyway I relapsed after dinner tonight and purged again and the why? song came on shuffle on the drive home#and I thought it was a little ironic haha#and I ate some more when I got home and I'm really struggling with this one right now haha#because I told myself I wouldn't have anything else to eat tonight but I did and now I feel like I have to pay for it#I think people forgot I was bulimic a few years ago or I just thought I told them and didn't#because it seemed like news at the dinner table lmao#I don't talk about it a lot because it's really upsetting to people I care about#But I haven't made myself throw up in a long time so this is kind of scary I think#Or maybe I shouldn't be scared and instead I should just force of will this#back myself into a lose-lose situation where I either hate myself for eating or hate myself for starving/purging#that's the only way my brain knows how to function I guess#whoever wins we lose haha whatever
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do yall take screenshots of IF authors' ask replies? like sometimes ill reread them like Brand New Information 💀
#sonetimes they r more fun than the story itself or sometimes wip slow burn is slow burning n u know itll take#a decade to read abt the relationship in story so youre just#reading the ask bits 💀 for inspiration or just plain amusement#interactive fiction#xx#this is also what makes me nervous as a legit writer.....what if u change things about a character but ppl out there will#have the now ooc info Forever 💀#okay i guess good settled characters dont change that much#Unrelatedly ---- i changed Eos' shepherds of haven template for the LAASSSSTTTTT time Last.#😇
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I remember how I had a very minor, barely-there jaskaveawn (or whatever tf their ship name is) fic idea that’s like a ‘fresh start’ trope with the absolute slowest of slow burns and it’s these four coming across each other post-tdpi. and it came abt bc I randomly imagined dave in one of those hairstyles where his sides are shaved or one side is, and the hair at the top (and maybe the other side) just flops together on that side. like punk vibes dave who stops giving a shit and is just tired now. this man def had an emo phase, I bet, and I’ve no doubt he would adopt the punk style (at least the general looks) if motivated
but abt the fic idea...
dave was rescued from the island due to lawsuits and his family’s influence, but everyone else assumed he was a goner and that niggling bit of guilt/regret is still there in the rest of the three (bc y’know they’re all good ppl who do have some form of connection with him, despite it all). then sometime later there’s a confrontation at a bar between dave and keith—who fucking hates his guts after the finale—and somehow dave ends up from being in an alley, close to hyperventilating bc of how grimy it is, to waking up with a hangover in jashawn’s apartment/house, and he ends up staying there, temporary at first but it stretches as time passes bc he’s drifting around with no tether; he's lost physically and metaphorically, and while he doesn't want to ever see the three ppl who, in his eyes, took part in making him this way, there is a smaller part (that grows with every interaction) that yearns for it, the touch, the acceptance, the grounding support of normalcy; he craves it but he, too, is filled with regret and shame--especially when he sees sky for the first time since the incident, and finds out that she, jasmine, and shawn still keep in touch. he feels out-of-the-loop, but he also feels he deserves it. what he did went against his believes of normalcy and he hates himself for reacting so 'abnormally extreme'. and then there's sky who doesn't know how she feels anymore so she suppresses it and honestly doesn't want to see dave and that doesn't change drastically until much later; then there's jasmine who takes sky's side more but is partially willing to hear dave out, and shawn, who's more or less the opposite (leans toward dave's side, but also sky's bc he gets both sides) like he's also stuck at the center of all this bc dave did inadvertently try to kill him too in his spite--but with all four of them in the same apartment, things get a little...well, something starts to grow. (plus there are some more keith cameos here and there that bolster that growth, though I'm sure he doesn't mean it to lmao). overall the fic touches upon the idea that every character is capable of growing and redemption, the concept of perception, how they live post-td with former competitors, but also the utter angst and panic and misunderstandings, and yeah. in my head, it’s a rollercoaster and I’ve these random scenes mapped out that I’ve no idea how to connect lmao
#its just...a lot lmao#every now and then I get the urge to bring it back again and actually plan some stuff for it#*stuff meaning nonvague scenes and moments#total drama#noahtally-famous#kit stuff#tdpi#total drama pahkitew island#td dave#td shawn#td jasmine#td sky#idek what their shipname is 😭#jaskaveawn#i guess???#I had (have) a djuncan idea that follows a similar vein too (just not as much of a slow burn as this one)
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ashiro mina as a character is so interesting to me because she’s such a Big Thing in the kn8 universe and everyone respects her and she’s well known for having this niche skill/speciality nobody else can replicate but she’s also sooooo distant. and even when it comes to official merch/art sometimes she doesn’t appear (no volume cover, not included in that game collab, etc) and it’s just like.. when you compare her to hoshina for example who is rightfully a very popular character because of how much we see of him in the manga it’s just. IDK WHAT I WANNA SAY i’m not bitter (yes i am) that she doesn’t get as Much as she could’ve because i know it’s purposefully done (dragging her story out, showing her pov only 100 chapters later) but ARGHHHH ashiro mina i want to know more about you so bad.
#egg boils#also i know this is largely kafka’s story but it ties in so much with him wanting to fight alongside her like they promised so im like..#damn we are REALLY going for the slow burn and not showing how she feels until the very last minute huh#<- also made myself panic and think about how she might Die LOL.#idk i just thought she’d be way more plot relevant i guess? but then i realized that she’s probably had less page/screen time compared to#others which i guess..? fair? i just never realized or let it hit that she’s actually more of a side character than anything#NOW IM UPSET!#also bc people were immediately dissing her for taking kafka into custody BUT DID YOU NOT SEE WJAT SHE SAID AFTERRRRRR#in the end mina is just a person who stands so far and Alone above the rest that i guess its why she’s not properly delved into until much#later… i wish she hadn’t been saved by kafka but the latest chapter of her getting up and helping him oh my besties ever. finally fighting#together..#again i do wish we went MORE in depth in the main manga but hoping we get a better insight of baby mina in bside.. please#narumi MOVE! it’s ashiro mina time.
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So, I cooked up a little sequel to the prompt story “Things you said when you thought I was asleep” to give it some closure. Enjoy the Bo/Fennec slowburn I never inteded to write! :D
Title: Binary sunrise
Rating: T
Warnings: No archive warnings apply
Characters: Bo-Katan Kryze/Fennec Shand
Summary/Preview: "Step one: Get in. Step two: Find and retrieve the data. Step three: Get out. That's the job she's here for, nothing more. When Bo accepts it, she knows it means crossing people she once worked with. She doesn't think twice about Boba Fett, a false Mandalorian and common thief to her; she does think about Fennec Shand, though. They made a formidable fireteam back on Moff Gideon's ship, each women as deadly as the one next to her. It doesn't make them friends, though."
READ ON AO3
#bo-katan kryze#fennec shand#bofennec#fenkatan#my writing#fennec is pretty much a reflection of how i deal with life in general lol#bo now owes fennec like three favors and she WILL call them in#i've always wanted to write a slow burn and i guess this is it RIP
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while I'm not one for romantic relationships or long term stuff i really do hope i meet someone who makes me feel big emotions again (spongebob getting a piano dropped on him meme. of the positive sort) somewhere. somehow. it's been so long. bc of shitty therapy i conditioned myself into stepping back and never letting myself feel and i just want to know someone who'd be able to make me break this conditioning and return that same amount of emotions too. one more time
#this is why I'm so hung up on it even months later ig. big emotions. MUTUAL big emotions. that felt good#while for me it was mildly euphoric bc it's rare i even *want* to feel this way#it was stressing them out to have those same emotions. so they cut it. but this made me deflate all at once#they made me want to at least try to live 😐 which. you probably already know is a tough thing to do#soooooo crashing this feeling all at once..... well...... didn't end up so well as you can guess#ig the fact i want to feel that way again is a good sign tho lol :/ just. not quite there yet#(wanting to find someone who will make me want to try finding a reason to want to live. that's. a lot of steps)#but it did confirm me one thing and that's that i need to be obsessed with someone to feel good akdkglg#not a good sign either!!!! but!!!! if it's the only way i may as well try it!!!!!#the problem is!!!! i am very bad at getting deeply attached enough to make it last more than like. a week. if i even can at all#i am very bad at love and i am very bad at getting attached or opening up etc etc#and it's hard for me to develop this steadily without an initial spark either which is probably the biggest problem :/#I'm not good at slow burns. not even a matter of impatience i think i just never reach the result that way#man I'm just rambling now!!!! idk!!!! I'm letting out thoughts!!!!!!!!#do i need to tag this as#vent#???? is it??? idk it's not that depressing compared to my other shit
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Ooooooh TobIru ask! Anything for more TobIru content! Here's a hunch take your pick if you choose to!
Tobirama does not appreciate and gets very grumpy jealous when someone gets too friendly and touches what's his (Iruka).
Iruka sort of confesses cutely by accident when giving Tobirama a week late birthday gift big ass bouquet of flowers maybe?) after plenty of encouragement from his useless troll friends. His head is probably like about to explode while doing this as he blabbers.
Shirtless Tobirama ➡️ Iruka is gone
Shirtless Iruka ➡️ Tobirama side eyes and admires because he's got more control than anyone else but cannot not look at a cute sensei
If you like modern AU, then the coffee shop trope. Spill coffee order, apologises, makes up for it, gets a number? Keeps coming back? ☕️
Whether you like any of these asks or not, either way, KEEP CHURNING THAT TobIru content.
So many tobiruka thoughts u have~ is a delight to see more ppl being distracted into thinking of (and creating ^^) them :3
As for me, I'm more of the flavour where the self controlled guy getting more distracted than he himself even realise (or realise it and grow frustrated by himself x3). And. How would would ever be me if it couldn't be turned into misunderstandings :3
#tobirama#iruka#naruto fanart#tobiruka#comicish scribblings#scribbly#answering asks with doodles#i think i simply _have_ to turn physical attraction moments into misunderstandings or cockblocking x'D#because im a useless ace like that who cant handle the concept so uh no look this way instead!#i make myaelf now think of qhen our cata are being annoyances and decide eiiii lets HUNT the other cats!!!#and i gotta step inbetween to brrak the intense gaze or physical things will happen#only the cats will fight and i guess the fictional dudes I'm literally truing to get to bang are meant to going to bang#but like#i also canr stand that#plus i cant stand fluff#so whyever im so into this whole shipping tjing and get together concepts and pretendinf dudes are into each other#bah my brain is useless for my sanity x'D#this is why slow burns are great#you get ages of elated tension and then confession get together and then its over#and any smutty parts are tidily placed and can easily be skipped on days my poor little sex is complicated brand of ace brain cant handle#...it is late and i so very much need sleep and stop rambling x'D
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pov i am watching shadow and bone season 2
#they've changed SO much#like... i don't hate alllll of it#mal and alina in novyi zem was a nice touch i LOVED when they all rallied to protect her 😭#plus the way they met nikolai wasn't a terrible change#and a lot more smaller things#but like... mal's characterisation is so skewed#it feels like they've turned him into a total puppy dog rather than his own person with yknow thoughts and feelings#(to appease mal anti's no doubt but i don't care to get into THAT argument...)#not to mention him and alina???? why make them slow burn alllll of season 1 only to make them kiss first episode season 2#sort of same with Wylan and Jesper!#they've been so rushed so far this season and it makes both ships feel kind of... disingenuous.#don't get me started on the crooked kingdom plot because i really can't figure my feelings on that rn 💀#i have a hunch that they're including it now to use as a parallel back to it if they adapt the ACTUAL plot#so they can idk further the stakes i guess????#but if i'm to be totally honest#the shadow and bone writers aren't exactly leigh bardugo#ig this is sort of arse kissing but idc. they're really not on her level in terms of story telling skdjdhgsjak#because this is all over the place#shadow and bone spoilers#s&b spoilers#shadow and bone#i've decided not to binge the whole thing in one go and i'm going to watch the next four eps tomorrow so i hope things improve#but at this point i'm not ~that~ optimistic lmao
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