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501starks · 7 months ago

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that finale got me sobbing for the entire 49 minutes

#the bad batch #the bad batch season 3 #the bad batch spoilers #WE GOT THE BEST ENDING WE COULD ASK FOR #I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY #THEY DESERVE THIS #THEY DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND PEACEFUL #GOOD NIGHT IM GOING TO CRY SOME MORE #I LOVE THE BAD BATCH #TECH WE MISS AND LOVE YOU

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skunkes · 6 months ago

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if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

#i cant let go of it. i cant even enjoy good moments without thinking about how they'll just be memories one day #how they're already memories since moments pass so fast #everything is I'll Miss This and i already miss it and i cant believe once you're gone you're gone forever #and ill never ever see you again. and your shell is in the ground but where did the rest of you go?#should i look at your body one last time? on one hand itll be the last time i see you.#on the other hand it will be the last time i see you.#and the memory of you will die with me too. as if neither ever existed #it impacts me so much too bc i dont feel close to anybody really...and i dont make friends easily #so whats going to happen when the people who have always been there arent there anymore?#im going to be alone for so much of my life.#i will record your voice so im ready for when i cant hear it from the source while also knowing it wont be enough and one day #ill be wishing it lasted longer. it could be 12 hours long and ill want more.#how do you surpass this? it hasn't even happened. when it happens i don't know what ill do. considering my whole life has been #the timer. the countdown. hours and hours of anticipatory grief #and then ill be next. me. some of all thats left of you. it cant be true.#sorry. this gets worse every single year and its been going insane lately #id surprisingly been managing it well for months somehow ! it wouldnt cross my mind...and now its there again #like it accumulated and its all coming out right now. ive been crying for hrs tonight and last night #one day his things will just be things. things ive made and given him will be in my hands again.#talkys #i want to go hug my dad but then ill just cry over how one day i wont be able to....! how do i store it? how do i save it?#how do i preserve it forever....even as i take my own last breath....#i cant believe im the only one of me. and my dad is the only one of him.#i wouldnt want to be reborn as anyone else. i cant believe one day i wont get to draw or eat or be comfy in bed anymore.#i cant take it !! im so scared. ill be scared until the end. and you wont be there to hold my hand. im going to be alone.#and none of those years of grief and joy and memories will matter.#i wonder if it would help to tell him about this. i need something to hold onto for when it happens. anything. but i also know it'll make i #hurt more; obviously. just another piece of him that'll be gone one day

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kirishwima · 3 months ago

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why am i so weak to praise

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mymelodyisme · 6 months ago

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My sister’s graduation day 😤 let’s go 👏🏽

#gosh it’s gonna be a long day and I’m running on two hours of sleep again #i only get the chance to work at night because I don’t have ✨privacy✨#and I’ve been going to bed late and waking up even more tired than usual and my mom’s been scolding me for it #and now I’ve had to tell her what I’m doing and I feel like I just gave another piece of me away again #everything I am everything I do has to be for other people #im so tired when will I give my last piece away 🥹#this was to make ME proud of ME I was doing it for myself and now I feel like it’s for her #and then she’s going to tell my dad and now it’s for him too #also I can’t even cry about it because she HAS to know why I’m upset #she keeps glancing up at me and talking to me in bits #all I have left is my emotions 🥹#anyhow sorry to start the day off so gloomy and depressing I have literally nothing to be sad about I’m very privileged #sorry you guys see me being a baby constantly 🥺 I really do have a good life and shouldn’t be complaining #here’s to a better day for us all #melifails #now i feel like a jerk subjecting you all to this😭 sorry sorry let’s move on #im gonna be a busy bee hopefully I can squeeze in a time for a nap #😭 I don’t waaaaaannnnnaaa sit for hours in the California heat MAYBE with the sun hitting us in the face #our football field is NOT kind in this way #hopefully my sister gets the shady side but even then the sun will hit us in the face eventually just not as long #im !!! excited!!!! I bought ice cream for today 👏🏽 I originally bought choco chip and minto moose tracks?? my sister loves mint flavor #so I bought mint Oreos too so she can eat them with her ice cream 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽#i assume we’re getting take out of some sort so that; ice cream; and uuuuuuu I don’t remember anything else I bought; my best friend did #bring us snacks yesterday!!! pretzels and cookies!!! so that!!!#okay brain no work no more I gotta get dressed love you muah muah muah

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the-kipsabian · 1 year ago

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i thinkkkkkk ive done everything??

just took out the trash about to have a lil snack and chill until sleep consumes me for like. six hours lol

#everything on my to do list has been crossed off minus some last minute packings that i still need overnight like my charger #but apart from that? i think thats everything??#i did the dishes i threw everything away from the fridge that isnt freezable and cant survive #i washed the bathroom floor. took out the trash. packed my things. checked in for my flight and confirmed hotel directions #alllllll should be good? and i have breakfast for the train trip so #now i really just need to sleep and drag my ass out of the bed in the morning #holy shit its happening #..more importantly. i think. i made it. i dont think i have to say how much that alone means to think about right now #but before i cry im gonna go i have to repaint my nails a little after i eat #i'll see you in the morning. if you have asks you wanna drop me for while i wait at the airport for four hours the inbox is open lol #night is an absolute mess on main

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izzy-b-hands · 1 year ago

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Absolutely horrific heart pounding nightmare woke me up for the day. That's. a start to it lmao

#text post #it started out so cool and had like. Jim as a diver? in something v futuristic for some docu that olu was narrating #but it just got. horrible minute by minute #Olu's narration revealed that the earth had been decimated by a war involving multiple nuclear weapons #and somehow things were like. okay enough for some survivors like him and jim to make it? but things were V Fucked lmao #then midway thru jims device/pod thing broke and it felt like i was literally controlling them thru an ocean under the crust of the earth #(no idea what that's abt lmao i think my brain spaced on set dressing this dream a lil bit)#and it was like trying to swim them thru pudding but with so many irradiated and fucked up and ANGRY sea creatures all around #i got them to the surface after floating past a bunch of bodies but they were basically out of air by then so they were gasping hard #and i woke up right then and woke up basically the same way lmao #it's been several minutes now and my heart is still pounding like mad #and im crying a little and can't seem to stop but today i set aside to try and force myself to have a good big cry #i need to find something to watch to make me cry tho so maybe s2 thus far again lol bc certain moments might do it #more likely i need to see what else i have from my past watchlists that are Guaranteed Cry items and try one of those #so i can get over this current thing with the ptsd and get my shit back together even temporarily #duct tape that all back together in the box in my brain until the next random trigger (bc i still dunno exactly what made this one go)#i think it might actually be my brain processing late a lot of Move Feelings re: mum & family bc that's what Housemate #and i talked abt last night a lot but ultimately im ???? as to a for sure trigger #anyway GOOD FUCKING MORNING i guess aksndjffjfj

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milo-is-rambling · 2 years ago

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Most of the time I think life is so so good and then I have one minuscule moment of pain again and it’s like nvm I need to die

#you ever have a good pain week and then you can feel your body getting tense again even when you’re trying to be proactive and it doesn’t #help anymore and you feel like a child again I feel like when I first started hurting when I first realized this was forever I feel like #when I would spend nights crying and thinking about how this was my body and this was my life and how it’ll be like this forever #I almost hate feeling good bc I forget how shitty it is when I hurt #like I truly forget that pain is forever when I have a good couple days and then it always comes back and even when it’s not brutal #immediately I know it will get there again.#I’m pmsing and I’m nervous bc I am stressed and I’ll be starting a new job next week and my shoulders are set more forward then they normal #are and ik it’s from driving and stress and sleeping in so many different places but like god how do I stop being afraid of my body #falling apart while im still using it.#I’m preparing myself for the inevitable endo flare. if it isn’t this month it’ll be some other month. how do I explain to a new boss that I #might have to call out a couple days in a row every month bc I’ll be busy curled up in a ball crying or sleeping for two days #how do I explain that I have to lie about how much I can carry and how long I can stay on my feet because if I didn’t I wouldn’t be able to #get a job anywhere #ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh I feel incredibly young and small and my life is short and just beginning and it feels like it’s racing me to the end #I will hurt in some capacity forever. I just have to deal with that. between emotional and physical pain I am hurting constantly but this #last week has been so fucking good and I have to go back to my regular life tomorrow and try to be good and fix myself and still remember to #stretch even when I’m not driving ten hours and it’s just so hard #I hope I take care of myself. I hope I stop hurting I hope I can be happy soon

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orcelito · 2 years ago

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me gearing up to hate my Fucking life as i work to finish this damned texting bitch of a program due tomorrow, logging into the school website to get the lab info page... only to see the due date's been pushed back a week. probably bc many people, like me, are really... not close to done with it lol

i wouldve known this if id gone to class today probs lol, but i was too busy being gay. so uh. yay? this is a genuine relief lol i was feeling Particularly destructive about it all.

#speculation nation #ive been increasingly irritated today bc of the knowledge that this was waiting for me at home #i knew i wasnt going to finish it in a way that was favorable to me. i was going to need to sacrifice sleep.#but it seems like i wont have to. thank fucking god.#anyways yea my girlfriend was visiting for the past few days (aka why ive been largely absent from here) but she's left again #i only had a few more hours with her so i decided to skip class and be gay instead of going. Lol #and then i had to go to work to do some stuff but i procrastinated leaving bc i was watching critical role #and then the stuff took longer than expected bc i had to make creme brulee bc we were completely out but got more powder for it #did inventory. prepped my notes for the meeting (that is starting. soon.)#then came home. prepared myself for Shit Night. got started looking into shit #and then found this thing. so like lmfao like Hell im going to work on this bitch tonight. fuck that.#uhmmm sorry professor for not going to class for two consecutive class periods i was busy prepping for being gay and then being gay #Finger Guns. lmao #anyways yeah life resumes as normal. im not really getting a day off this week.#WELL depending on things maybe i could get away with not coming in on thursday #i was only scheduled an hour today but it turned into 3.5hr. im not scheduled tomorrow but it's payroll week so i'll go in to do tips #then thursday im scheduled 2 hours for recipe restocking but if no recipes need restocked then like. no need & all #the other days r proper shifts. Though if they dont give us our tapioca by the weekend i'll end up not having a sunday shift #bc BOBA MAKING IS BACKKKKKKKKK (crying tears of joy and pain)#but we're getting a new machine for it so it'll hopefully be Much easier than it used to be. which is good! i fucking hated my Life with it #anyways i know i need to sleep after the manager meeting bc lol. lmao even. staying awake any longer in this kind of mood isnt gonna help

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sitsonatable · 1 year ago

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im so normal about this i promise

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#oh wowza /pos #screaming crying descending into hell dying beibg revived only to die once more and be revived again in some twisted game getting my soul t #taken from me and tormented only to be unceremoniously put back into me becoming a husk of a man merely a shell of whom i was before like a #limp rag on the railing of a porch on a muggy summer day sprawled across the surface lamely #sorry im normal now #love ur art and aus btw they are amazing and epic and awesome #keep up the absolutely bangin work mate #sparkle on its (monday) dont forget to be yourself #also if you (assuming you are the op and artist of this post) are uncomfortable with these tags #lmk and ill remove them! they are all lighthearted and positive but i can understand if u dislike that kind of response :DD #ok bye chat good night i pulled an all nighter and was deleteriously giggling to myself about fnaf i love fnaf i enjoy these aus greatly #i was just giggling and kicking my feet and flapping my hands and going ITS THE GUYS!!! ITS THE FNAF GUYS!!!!!!! THEYRE TOGETHER AND SILLY!#and i was having a bangin time it was great #bro the tumblr tag system is so so silly i can just ramble its so enjoyabalr #i was scrolling through like every post in the fnaf au megadoc and lookin at it with joy in my heart and happiness in my eyes #guys im so so normal about fnaf and fan aus and art and oh my gods #just earlier tonight i was having heart palpitations about an atsv animatic with a miracle musical song I LOVE MIRACLE MUSICAL AND SPIDERVE #SPIDERVERSE OH MY HODS so. so. normal. about things.#ninh(re)blogging

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parasolids · 3 months ago

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i am having a genuine core memory type of bad day today like serious SERIOUS things are going down and i missed a flight because genuine life changing events are happening and got put on standby for another which got delayed multiple times til i would’ve missed my connecting flight home and anyways it was overbooked so i didn’t make it on, and then now five hours after they left me at the airport im finally heading home and i was like “well at least i can eat the fries i bought that i didn’t get to eat yesterday” but my useless cousin who has not only been completely useless through this weeks long ordeal but has also been making things worse stepped in and ate the whole giant box of fries cause he “thought we were leaving” even though my mom clearly left half her stuff behind at the house and told him we did not make our flight so she was going to stay in town and try and get me home and also this whole situation (except for the fries) is straight up my fault cause i didn’t wanna get out of bed for 20 minutes when we woke up and like normally this would be fine especially since i went to bed at 2 am packing suitcases and then had to wake up at 7 and also slept super poorly anyways but i still have no self discipline and everything has gone wrong because of that

#i should be freshly showered and in bed right now having a good cry #i’m genuinely seething at my cousin btw we keep asking him to do the most basic things and he makes some excuse #and then it turns out to be a lie #like my cousin is stronger/bigger than i am so my mom wanted his help w the suitcases #and we went out for one last dinner last night but he kept telling my mom he wanted to go home and sleep bc his job starts early #and getting irritated at her when she tried to take two minutes to finish eating #anyways we went home early and he did not go to bed. we could hear him gaming and yelling at the computer til we went to bed at 2 am #and his job starts at 3 am so he can’t have actually been worried about sleeping #oh he also just didn’t go to work and this is like a repeated occurrence #and he didn’t bother seeing us off to the airport or wake up til like 11 #when i called him saying we needed him to bring my passport and it was an emergency #idk this all seems like super trivial but my mom is straight up handling a tragedy alone #i won’t deny that i haven’t really been useful but i’ve been coming along everywhere on top of remote working from here #meanwhile he’s kinda just been at home gaming and not leaving his room #i can kind of excuse his brother who’s also been at home but he’s also like super obviously been prepping for a super rough final and idk #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. can you at least have some decency and like #try not to pile more work on my mother who is dealing with one of the worst things that can happen to her #and try to use your parents not being around as an excuse to run around town with your friends #while lying to my mom and saying you need to sleep or work or yeah you’ll be straight home (you’re going for lunch with your buds)#i mentioned something about how i’ve spent time with him instead of my friends when he’s visiting us and he was like ‘you have friends?’#i don’t know man i can’t cry in bed i can’t sleep cause they keep the house cold #basic functioning is making me miserable with the brain issues i don’t know what to do #cause if i go home im going to be in the exact same situation just #with a better bathroom and a guitar and feeling useless and sad because i can’t help #anyways i need to text my boss to let her know no shot i can make it tomorrow #which feels awful cause i was supposed to get back A WEEK AGO i had to extend i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here

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aw-bean-s · 7 months ago

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its 4am. i was going to go to bed 2 hours ago. however. for some fucking reason. my c:drive filled up while i was drawing. which is weird. because i swear to fucking god i had at least 50 gigs left. so i have been googling. and cleaning. and searching. and whatever the fuck for two goddamn hours. only for no one and nothing to have a solution for me. i am going to fucking scream.

#even worse.im going to have to get my dad involved.#kill me #he works in it so he knows his stuff or whaver #but hes such a massive dick about it #hes going to be ngry and swearing and condescending as fuck #and i. am going. to cry.#i just dont wanna fuck up my pc #ive only had it a few months it shouldnt be full and i definitely had enough storage space before i started drawing #but hes going to find a way to blame me just not being smart like him again #fuck even thinking about it upsets me which is WHY ive been trying to fix it for two hours even though i dont know shit or dick #fuck and my siblings coming home tomorrow i cant ruin that with this shit fuck #also yes i did a disk cleanup and yes i emptied my recycling and yes i used my anti malware program to check for viruses and no #none of it worked.#fuck me ijust wanted to do a drawing for my sibling #this is why i stick to traditional and mspaint #good night im gonna probably cry some more and try not to think about it #Kinda awful that the worst part of all this is asking my dad for help #I'm not gonna examine that goodnight #Whoops fuck forgot to tag sorry #Vent tw #Vent cw #Vent post #Vent #I'm just tired and frustrated and melodramatic but better to be safe

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raineedayss · 6 months ago

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@operationtimeguard you can NOT just leave this in the tags this is amazing

also YESSS MORE APPRECIATION FOR HIGUCHI!!! we love her here!!!

kunikida is underrated and i will GLADLY die on this hill. hit post.

#AGREE!!!#I AGREE ENTIRELY OP #he’s part of the reason i even got into bsd (saw him in the idv crossover and went :O prettyyy)#and now i’m here and mr anime boy idealist rattles around my brain like a tv logo #hes so underated in the fandom tho :( more than some of my faves tho (higuchi deserves sm more love than she gets 😭)#BUT AFHDHH RIPS MY HAIR OUT KUNIKIDA BELOVEDDDD #refreshing his tag and eating everything i see 🍽#agh that reminds me to go finish my art/fics for him... gotta help my fellow kunikida enjoyers o7 #my biggest flex is my gif pops up when u type kunikida into discord/tenor so hehehe (the good night one)#love making picmixs w kunikida its my fav thing.. and also making ones w him and yi sang it feels so self indulgent #but its so fun!!!! and thats the best part about making fan works imo u can be as self indulgent as u want #sorry for all the tags kunikida rlly just aaa AAAA ALOVE HIMMMMMM i got merch of him a while back its my treasure #ty @/mrechoangel they also had ojiro bnha and i was ecstatic cus love that guy!!#but yea long ramble over ooo followers u wanna love kunikida so bad oooooo #hes the reason i got my current glasses ;w; went for a more square shape for him (and gregor)#what can i say i love ponytailed men w glasses and daughters who died i mean what. aya got better tho <3 OR DID SHE #ASAGIRI LEAVE AYA THE FUCK ALONE PLEASEEEEE #SHES SUFFERED ENOUGHHHH #this got rlly out of hand anyway if anything happens to kunikida or aya in the next bsd chapters i will CRY #or anyone actually bsd has me crying every new update lmaoo #k im done kunikida rambling good post op... good post op... appreciate kunikida #<-prev YOU CANT JUST LEAVE THIS IN MY TAGS THIS IS AMAZING #rainee enjoys things

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thewispsings · 6 months ago

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two lonely friends | oscar piastri

paring: oscar piastri x journalist!reader

summary: lando norris has two lonely best friends. he gets an idea, why not set them up?

f1wags: y/n l/n, landos bestfriend was seen entering the monaco grand prix paddock today!

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user1: OH BROTHER

user2: free my girl y/n 🗣️

user3: the day y/n stops getting referred to as “landos bestfriend” is the day i can REST

user4: landos bestfriend?? sorry i only know y/n l/n f1 journalist??

user5: y’all do this every race 🙄 OFC SHES THERE. THATS HER JOB.

user6: she’s such a moocher

user7: she’s literally there to do HER JOB?

user8: it’s crazy how after a year of oscar being in f1, we still haven’t gotten a y/n and oscar interaction ???

user9: y/n, our comfort outfit queen

ynandlandocontent: my favorite snippet of landos and y/ns interview 🧡

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user10: ugh them ☹️☹️

user11: literally just make out already

user12: the very best FRIENDS

user13: she’s so unprofessional 💀

user14: this wasn’t even part of the interview 😭 this was just a blooper 🙄

user15: OKAY BUT Y/N FINALLY GOT TO INTERVIEW OSCAR ???

user16: ugh i love them so much 😞

user17: lando and y/n shippers where??

user18: HERE 🙋‍♂️

oscarpastyupdates: y/n interviewing oscar today!

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user19: oscar “but um” piastri everyone!

user20: FINALLY SOME Y/N x OSCAR CONTENT!!

user23: why do i ship…

user24: they literally only talked once 😭😭

user23: okay let me BEEE

user25: guys did you see how hard he was blushing, or am i just crazy???

user26: they literally want each other SO BAD

user27: i can feel the tension through the screen

user28: ok so do i ship lando x y/n or oscar x y/n

— one day later !

ynupdates: queen y/n was seen out last night by multiple fans! she looks beautiful!

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user29: HELLOOO???? IS THAT NOT OSCAR

user30: ARE WE JUST GOING TO PRETEND THAT THAT IS NOT OSCAR PIASTRI???

user31: omg oscar stole landos girl

user32: landos girl???

user33: wait i like this

user34: i love how the caption doesn’t mention oscar at ALL

user35: let them cook 🔥🔥

user36: okay oscar i see you 👀

user37: i wonder how lando feels about this..

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lando.jpg: happy birthday to my little sister! you’re ancient now 😞 here’s to many more birthdays together!

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user38: aw ☹️

user39: okay guys i’m crying

user40: lando ALWAYS eats with his birthday captions

user41: i wonder if landos ex’s had ever felt intimidated by y/n

user42: y/n has said that she has never not gotten along with landos gfs, so there’s that!

user43: okay now kiss

user44: i still ship idc

user45: her and lando ✅ her and oscar ❌

yourusername: ugh lando you love me so much, it’s disgusting

lando.jpg: i will take away your present.

yourusername: NO IM SORRY

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yourusername: and who’s gonna pay attention to the redheads of the world?

pic credits: some kid named oscar??

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user46: OKAY OKAY OKAY

user47: ugh you look so good 😔

user48: OSCAR IN THE CAPTION ??? WE ARE SO BACK!!!

user49: happy birthday queen!!

user50: happy birthday 🧡🧡

user51: oscar and y/n hard launch when???

oscarpiastri: ME I’LL PAY ATTENTION TO THE REDHEADS OF THE WOLRD!!! I WILL!!

user52: okay oscar let’s calm down..

user53: oh he’s down bad

user54: who needs more confirmation then THIS??

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oscarpiastri: happy birthday to my best friend, and the most beautiful lady in the world 🧡

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landonorris: bestfriend?

landonorris: oh okay

landonorris: cool cool cool

landonorris: yeah that’s chill

landonorris: totally NOT going to brust out into tears rn

landonorris: hahaha

landonorris: that would be stupid

landonorris: cool cool cool

landonorris: okay okay okay

landonorris: i set you two up and you just completely forget about me huh

landonorris: wow i can’t believe this

landonorris; i’m going to die alone

landonorris; alone and sad

landonorris: FUCK YOU GUYS

user55: let’s all just move pass lando having a mental breakdown…

#oscar piastri x reader #oscar piastri #oscar piastri x you #oscar piastri x y/n #oscar piastri fanfic #oscar piastri fluff #oscar piastri smau #oscar piastri social media au #f1 x female driver #f1 x female reader #f1 x y/n #f1 x you #f1 x reader #f1 imagine #f1 fanfic #f1 fic #f1 smau #f1 social media au

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kawaiianimeredhead · 1 year ago

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Ughhh

#had to come into work on my day idd #off** which tbch i meant to prepare myself a little more for that possibility because one of my coworkers had a heart thing recently #which resulted in his heart stopping for a moment so he wasnt able to come back to work when he was expected to #and today was going to be his day back but he had an issue so he couldnt come in #and on top of that my other coworker called my boss crying because he dog ate something #i dont know what but she is incredibly and understandablely upset about the health of her dog #so he didnt think she was going to come in but when i got here she was #which i had hoped meant something good but i saw Nick ask her if he was doing ok and she just broke down crying more #i cant (but actually can unfortunately) believe he had her stay and do the longest thing we have in the morning to do #when he saw me he mentioned he was greatful we both came in cause hes got a doctors appointment #but im certain he still could have done the longer thing because trash on tuesdays is nothing #he came in last night and got some!#and he was like 'yeah she said her dog got into something that was in aluminum foil? maybe it was chocolate or something but-'#'- she said shes gonna take him to the vet as soon as she gets off. i think shes worried hes gonna die'#and like he heard all of that probably through tears and didnt send her home! or offer to help her at all #cause like i said he hardly has anyyhing to do #i cant imagine his doctor's appointment is before 9am naybe 830 at the earliest #which everything we do can be done before then #im so mad about it #trying to help her where i can but feel like i didnt do enough #cause im very unfamiliar with the floors and i had a smaller broom to sweep with #but he knows how much her dog is a big part of her world and he can hear that she thinks hes gonna die today and just be like #ok well thanks for coning in and please do the floors #shes probably worried hell die before she even gets home of shes that worried about him #i dont think it was chovolate he got i to but i didnt wanna ask becauss i know shes really trying to just push through the morning #if i had to take an absolute wild guess id think he ate an edible of some sort but thwy usually have gummies so i dont know why itd be foil #dont mind me #tag rambles

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florida3exclamationpoints · 1 year ago

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I'm gonna **** ******

#i made too much white cake batter bc its a recipe i haven't used before and now its gonna be so much waste #i baked the chocolate cakes earlier and everything was good and fine #i took them out of the pans and i sliced into the sides whrn i was trying to release it from the pan #so now i have wasted white batter. and wasted chocolate cakes.#and i have to make more chocolate cakes #and bake all the batter in case some idiot (me) messes up the original white cakes #and i was not supposed to be working on it this late its 10 pm!!#i meant to get all the baking done during the day and do all the decorating tomorrow and still get sleep at night!!!!#but i procrastinated and slept today #who knows what im gonna do now bc i wanna throw something and cry and go to sleep #ig ill probably be up till 3 finishing the baking #i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself im spiraling!!!!!!! kill me #she was a baker girl

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hypnagogics · 5 months ago

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Okay.. but like, loser ellie but she’s also a stoner and explains the entire lore of spider man to you while you’re trying to have seggs and she’s like stoned out of her mind and yapping about literally spider man 😭

before you read!!

☆: THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY IM CRYING LMFAO had me dying for like 10 mins straight. this is longer than intended bc im a yapper as we know, and i kinda don't know much of the spiderman lore (and you can def tell oops)…BUT I LOVE THE WAY YOUR MIND WORKS NONNIE.

◇: sfw but suggestive themes. warning: FAR from my best work, just wanted to keep momentum going ig. basically just fluff, lots of buildup as usual SORRY i have to establish a plot before we get to the good stuff…they're of age obviously, their relationship is left vague/up for interpretation so fill in the blanks w/ your own thoughts! “babe” pet name usage, consumption of weed, duh. ok i suppose that's all. OH AND SBWM REFERENCE HAHAHA (shameless self plug :3) + 1.0k wc.

One nice, regular night, chilling at Ellie’s humble abode, getting high, the usual Friday evening activities. You both were laying down in her bed, wrapped up in her dinosaur bedsheets of course, you were resting your head on her chest, occasionally coughing and swatting away the residual smoke that lingered in the air.

The weed had made your head fuzzy and your mouth drier than the Sahara desert, but despite all the not-so-great things, you loved to get high with Ellie.

Sometimes you'd fuck, sometimes you'd talk about life and reminisce about the good, the bad, and the ugly, and sometimes you'd just lay there to enjoy each other's company.

She was so warm and comfortable, you simply wished to merge bodies and become one with her, to make a home inside her ribcage even. You'd be perfectly fine just napping there on her cushiony chest, listening to her steady heartbeat and slow intakes of breath, if it wasn't for the familiar ache of need between your legs.

Shifting to look up at her, she was so incredibly zooted out of her mind, you found it hilarious. Chunky glasses covered in fingerprint smudges and sitting crooked atop her nose, eyes blood-red and so heavy lidded, you'd have thought she was asleep had you not taken a closer look.

You lifted yourself up and pressed your lips to the side of her pink cheek, repeatedly kissing her soft, smooth skin. She let out a husky giggle, her voice all hoarse and crackly from the substance. “Hiiii.”

She dragged out the vowel, grinning widely at you. Her smile was infectious, and you laughed at her state. Burying your face again in the crook of her neck, you mumbled, “Hi Ellie…you're so cute.”

Tangled up together, you kissed her some more on her neck, wanting to be as close as possible to her. She sighed, and angled her head to give you better access to more surface area. “That feels nice.” She'd slur, and you were pretty turned on at this point, to say the least.

It was worth asking. “Ellie…do you wanna fuckkk?” You whisper against her ear, and watch in delight as the bright-red blush spreads across her entire face like a wildfire, even reaching her collar, and spreading underneathyour shirt. “Um, yeah, duh. C’mere.”

You pressed a sloppy kiss to her lips, tangling your hands in her auburn locks and parting your puffy lips to invite her tongue in, not noticing the spit dribble down your chin where your faces met. Her breathing quickened immediately, and she whined into your mouth, the kisses getting even messier to the point where your teeth were clinking together, so you backed away for a breather.

The two of you shifted positions so she was now on top of you, resting her hand on your hip, thumb rubbing small circles. She moved in to initiate more lip-locking, but pulled away abruptly.

“Babe I forgot to tell you, so y’know Peter Parker, right?” And there she goes.

“Yeah, yeah I know him, can you just-” You try to rush past the beginnings of her rambling, because you knew once she got started, there was no end in sight. At least for a while.

You tried pulling her in to meet your lips again by the back of her head, but were met with lots of resistance. She seemed to look more alert now, a miracle. The power of superheroes!

She shuffled off of you and sat upright, assuming a cross-legged position, clearly not noticing your exasperated huffs and purposely obnoxious eye rolling, and the fact that there was a whole-ass human, half undressed, horny girl on her bed right there in front of her, who was slowly losing patience.

Ellie just went to her own world. Her eyes sparkled with passionate wonder as she thought about the series so dear to her heart. “Okay I rewatched all the movies a few days ago and I noticed something new…”

You were ready to give up what you originally had in mind, she was too far gone. She talked and talked endlessly, and you had to feign interest, nodding along and murmuring, “Mhm, yeah Els. Wow that's cool. Huh, never knew.” As enthusiastically as you could, so she didn't feel like she wasn't being listened to.

It was worth noting too though, when she started info-dumping about her interests she really was adorable, an excitement in her grassy eyes you never see otherwise, gesturing wildly with her hands and mapping out ideas to make it easy for someone who's never seen any of it to digest all this new information.

“...And then, in the movies Into the Spiderverse and Across the Spiderverse, there's this character called Gwen Stacy.”

She stops to cough and clear her throat, now seemingly appearing to completely forget that you were even there.

“And- oh yeah! She's also in the comics and ugh she's awesome, I really love her suit. It's got a hood on it…if I were to have a spider suit, it would be her style. Hm, it would also be mostly like, green…with red accents, ah I'm gonna show you all the sketches I made of it. But anyway…”

To be completely honest, you've been out of the mood for enough time now, and you've come to the realization that it actually didn't bother you.

This was Ellie, and you loved her for her! There was always next time you two met for a smoke session, you just loved spending time with someone so treasured such as her, and you'd be lying to say the Spiderman world wasn't a little interesting.

"That's so cool, wait. Okay can you explain the timeline of it all, oh and also how do all these different movies interact, is it the same universe, or something like the multiverse I think you mentioned?”

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