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who wants to tell him that the lower left is not kunikida. who wants to shock this user with the information of who that is.
#for those who don't know#it’s america from hetalia 😦#idiot rambles#bungou stray dogs#bsd#kunikida doppo#hws america#hetalia#GOD I HAVENT USED THAT TAG IN A WHILE
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drew some of my fav ody designs! wasnt originally meant to be also replicating the styles but thats sort of just how my brain works. except i didnt copy the lineart styles of anyone here so its DEFINITELY a bit uncanny for a couple of these (LOOKING AT YOU QINNY IM SO SORRY) but whatever
the designs featured here (from left to right) belong to: me, @gigizetz, @neal-illustrator, @irunaki, @bigidiotenergytm, @qinnyanimation, and @foopsie-daisy
#WAUGHHH IM SO NERVOUS TAGGING PEOPLE COOLER THAN ME#HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS I NEED TO STOP PANICKING OVER STUFF LIKE THIS#bc like I KNOW THEYRE JUST PEOPLE. I WOULD BE SO HYPE IF SOMEONE DREW MY ODY ID LOVE TO BE TAGGED IN THAT.#BUT WHAT IF I AM SHOT. WITH A GUN. gfrdfvb vfrdedrf#i am a very normal non anxiety having person i swear guys#worst thing i did here was have odys hands very visible for the qinny one. because i didnt realize the way they draw hands is very realisti#BUT THEIR WHOLE STYLE HAS REALLY REALISTIC ANATOMY I SHOULVE KNOWN#irunakis style is SO fun to draw in bc its a lot like some of my older art so its very familiar yk yk i wasnt worrying too much about makin#-things accurate. but i think that accidentally made me too comfortable and so i ended up straying a bit too much#i think a lot of irunaki and qinnys styles specifically is in the lineart. so me using my normal style of lines makes them less recognizabl#anyways. neals odysseus i have shit talked in private (its a good design it just feels uncanny w/ jorges voice to me) but hes really-#-interesting to draw. i wanna do style studies on neal their characters have a very. idk animated feels like the wrong word but like.#something like animated. feeling to them. theyre very distinct in shape i wanna do studies thats it#bigidiotenergy i found this morning while FINALLY looking at cloudysseus art and instantly fell in love w their design#i need to ruffle his hair. hes so silly. absolutely incredible design. but GOD was the style a nightmare#it was too late id already comitted to trying to replicate the styles. but ohhh my god its so far from my own it was so hard#theres so much detail in places i dont normally put any at all#and its like. WAUGH its scary i need to do anatomy studies in general maybe#uhh havent commented on the gigi one. he was really easy to draw though lol. weirdly enough gigis style was close enough to my current one-#-that i didnt have any trouble whatsoever? and i think its the most accurate too but only because of the lineart styles being similar lol#ALSO NOT TO PLAY FAVORITES BUT FOOP ODYSSEUS IS MY FAVORITE#I LOVE HIMMM I LOVE HIS SILLY SHAPES HE LOOKS LIKE A WEIRD CAT KINDA. HE INTRIGUES ME.#my ody feels kinda lame next to all these guys gbfdefgbf#but oh well. hes ingrained into my mind now i cant change him at this point /silly i am actually happy w him but i might make changes#thaats thoughts on all of the odys here. anyways art tags time#doodles#odysseus#epic the musical#OH MY GOD EDIT I FORGOT TO DRAW FOOP ODYS SHOES. HEAD IN HANDS. IM SO SORRY
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#baby's first posted mcyt fanart everyone cheer#my art#< wow i havent used that tag in a While#oh god i have to tag all of them dont i#grian#goodtimeswithscar#mumbo jumbo#jimmy solidarity#smallishbeans#scott smajor#impulsesv#skizzleman#tangotek#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#zombiecleo#martyn littlewood#rendog#ldshadowlady#bigbstatz#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#life series
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TENNA MY BELOVEDDDDDD

#tenna deltarune#god this chapter is so peak holy shit#i just had to draw him#havent used procreate in a WHILE#deltarune#mr. tenna#idk what to tag him as lmao#tenna
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god okay. sorry for yet another text post. but i'm just still thinking about the argument that veilguard is bad because the only option re: morality of your player character that it gives is kindness.
Now, to preface. I understand where this criticism comes from. Veilguard IS a departure from the general scheme of the previous games, in several aspects. And i understand how people would be upset at not having quite the same kind of options/ways to influence the world. It took me some getting used to, also.
What i do disagree with, however, is using that to claim that the game is bad, irredeemable, and also meaningless n soft or whatever.
Because it's really not. It's just different, with a different narrative focus. I've played the previous games several times, and as i said before, origins is in first place for me. Veilguard is a very close second. And i'm not more right or wrong in this opinion than someone who thinks datv is the worst game in the series.
You can still make choices that will influence the world in wildly different ways, they're just not... ''genocide or no genocide'' kinds of choices. Which i can see how some people would not consider the difference significant enough to be interesting for them personally. Which is whatever, im not their dad, i dont really care.
However. I think it's kind of weird to say that ''the game made me resent being a nice person'' or that "kindness you dont have the choice not to offer isnt worth a lot"
Like, game criticism aside. That is just an objectively weird thing to say.
There are ways to phrase that particular dissatisfaction in a way that will not make most people side-eye you. This is not one of those ways.
The thing is, it was a deliberate choice in characterization. Since game development at AAA scale is. an incredibly complex beast, i suspect there were many different reasons for it, and not all of them purely narrative. It is also not 2009 anymore. We are not getting another Origins, like, probably ever.
But. Rook is established in the very second cutscene to care about other people. It makes sense narratively, too, with Varric being the one to recruit them. Their backstory also shows that they gravitate towards the 'moral' choices. It's not bad writing. It's deliberate.
That does not mean that everyone has to like it. And i don't think the people who are upset about the change in this gameplay aspect are stupid or wrong.
We are all different people with different preferences, and i really am sorry if the game ended up being a disappointment for you. I know how it feels, and it does suck.
But i also do think it might be worth to examine the way people choose to phrase this complaining. The claim that kindness is somehow diminished in value if you aren't offered the choice to be cruel alongside it. I just think that, like. misses the point of what kindness is?
I know what those people mean when they say it, i just...fundamentally disagree with the sentiment. And i think phrasing it in this way is incredibly weird. sorry 🤷♂️
There is a better way to talk about this particular complaint. I just never actually SEE that being done. and i do think a lot of it comes from not actually engaging with the source material people are trying to criticize. Like, the person i sort of quoted earlier explicitly said they have not finished the game. If you never give something a chance in the first place, if all the information you have is second-hand, then i do not find your criticism valuable in any way. There is no substance to it, no backing. You are not proving a point, you're just chasing your own tail at that point. There isnt even a bone to chew. You've only heard of the bone. you havent actually experienced it.
Another part is people being too twisted up in the emotion of disappointment to actually see that they're not making compelling arguments, necessarily, and that they're actually being a tar pit.
I know not everyone thinks as much about the push towards dismissing the value of kindness for kindness' sake as i do. But like. It really is very weird to see this insistence that game bad bcs it didnt have the option to do a murder to an innocent person, or something. While also dismissing the horrible things we Are shown as 'not in your face enough'.
And honestly, personally? I dont love origins or any of the other ones specifically for the ability to choose the evil options. It's never even been a choice for me, because you can very well play the games without having to make the bad choices. theres always a workaround. And that workaround doesnt even harm u in any significant way. there isnt an actual like. terrible complexity here. I enjoy the dwarf politics quest a lot but ultimately, knowing the outcome? its EASY to choose Bhelen. Unless you're playing a dwarf noble origin, i guess. Rip Harrowmont 🙏 you would have made a terrible king.
And again, my personal opinion is not more right or wrong than that of someone who adored the prev dragon age games exactly because they allow you to make some terrible terrible moral choices.
At the end of the day. why are people still so pissed about a game that came out almost 6 months ago that many of them havent even played in the first place? Relax. take a walk if you can. Maybe move a snail out of the road if you find one. There tends to be a lot of them after it rains. Think about the ones that didn't make it. Try to find compassion for lives so easily dismissed. Maybe that will make you think about whether or not kindness on its own really is so lacking in value.
#valtalks#da fandom critical#dragon age fandom critical#honestly this is just an excuse for me to spread the 'be kind to bugs and other tiny creatures' propaganda#anyway. this is the piss on the poor website so im sure it will be taken out of context eventually yet again#but like. at some point. stop being a tar pit n actually go do something you enjoy#my original post that got vagued i made. admittedly. while being a bit fired up from the sheer ridiculousness of a crit post i saw in the#Main Tags for the game#so maybe i wasnt making my point clearly enough#or maybe they just did not want to actually engage with my point#but like. do you Need to use the main tags for your nothingburger of a complaint?#like youre not even bringing anything valuable to the conversation#cite ur sources or go do something that makes u actually happy#THAT was my point#and kindness IS valuable on its own#and yeah sorry i do think you need to play the game at least once and actually engage with it if you want to pretend#that your complaining has any weight#thats just usually how media analysis works#u cant analyze something u havent engaged with#anyway. back to da2 replay#during which i shall thank all the gods that might listen that there is a 'skip combat' mod because GOOD. GOD.
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ok apologies for lurking but in 2022 (!!) you wrote an answer to a question about AOC and in it you wrote that in BOTW link does not choose zelda over his duty to the kingdom and in AOC he chooses her over his duty. iirc (I don't) the calamity stuff in botw is only through diary entries etc....... how do we know that in botw he doesn't choose zelda (genuine question my botw copy is not with me rn :( )
ok i don't remember saying that exactly, but what i DO remember saying and what i'd continue to argue today is that AOC link made the choice to favor zelda over his duty much EARLIER than botw link, and that is the reason he was able to subvert his fate and remain alive to defeat the calamity in his own time. before the calamity hits and the time-travel fuckery really starts in aoc, it's implied that what we're witnessing is near 1-to-1 with the events that happen pre-calamity in botw, with a few key differences. The major difference is, of course, the existence of terrako, which sort of has a butterfly effect. Most importantly, terrako's initial interest in Link has him and zelda interacting much more closely much earlier on in the story. at the time that link and zelda meet and interact in AOC, link is a simple hylian soldier. he has either no rank or a very low rank, he's taking orders from captains and engaging in battle on basically the same level as every other solider. the first battle in the game is implied to be one of the first times he really grabs his superiors' attention with his skills in combat, specifically by taking down those moblins basically on his own. because he is the first one to run across terrako, he and zelda are given a reason to interact before either of them know what is in store for them, so their relationship has a foundation that is not built on the baggage and animosity that comes with that. In botw, in contrast, it's implied that the two of them never interacted without that baggage. what we know of their past is admittedly scarce, and most of it comes from zelda's diary. the first page reads:
After meeting with the Champions, I left to research the ancient technology, but nothing of note came of my research. The return of Ganon looms—a dark force taunting us from afar. I must learn all I can about the relics so we can stop him. If the fortune-teller's prophecy is to be believed, there isn't much time left… Ah, but turning over these thoughts in my head puts me ill at ease. I suppose I should turn in for the night. P.S. Tomorrow my father is assigning HIM as my appointed knight…
already this timeline is incongruous with what we see in AOC--in the botw timeline, link is not assigned to be zelda's knight until AFTER the champions have all been found, whereas in AOC, he accompanies her to meet with each one of them:
Lamenting the kingdom's plight, King Rhoam sent his daughter to gather pilots for the Divine Beasts. Alongside Link--whose brave conduct had earned him a role as her knight--Zelda would meet with the four candidates.
In later pages of her BOTW diary, zelda makes repeated reference to link as wielding the sword that seals the darkness, and in link's own memories he never interacts with her without it on his back. I'd wager that in the BOTW timeline, he is not appointed her knight until AFTER he has the sword. (this also accounts for the way she talks about him being appointed in her diary--she'd have no reason to be upset about it if she didn't already see him as being ahead of her in terms of prophecy progress.) This is important because this percieved slight on zelda's part colors every bit of their interactions in botw--they both percieve the other as standoffish and haughty, and thus it takes them an INCREDIBLY long time to actually communicate healthily with each other. In fact, the only time we REALLY see them communicate receptively with one another in botw is during the sanidin park memory, which is days if not hours before the calamity actually strikes. In AOC, in contrast, link and zelda behave much more like equals if not friends from the very beginning. Their interactions are of course still colored by their respective ranks, and Link is still obviously suffering from the communication issues that come with his mutism, but they very clearly have a better understanding of each other from the getgo because the foundation of their relationship was built before they knew the extent of their destinies in connection to one another.
All of this lays the foundation for the climax of their story thus far--the night of the calamity. we know how this goes in botw--Link and zelda, woefully underprepared and miles from hyrule castle, race desperately to the sanctum. it's implied that they get all the way to actually fighting calamity ganon, and only when they realize that they can't win does link take zelda's hand and run. By the time they get to fort hateno, link is ALREADY majorly wounded from their failed attempt to quell the calamity, so when he turns to face those guardians, both he and zelda know that there's no way he'll win. It's important to note that the guardians at fort hateno never actually hit link, zelda stops them in their tracks before they're able to fire, but he collapses anyway due to his previous wounds. he was already mortally wounded going into that battle, and no matter what zelda did at that point, he was always going to fall there.
In AOC, however, the story is different. the calamity comes while link and zelda are in the castle, and rather than attempting to fight it, link makes the decision to take zelda to safety immediately. Because of that choice, when we get to AOC link's "grave danger" moment with the reanimated blights, he is able to survive. the major story beats still play out the same way--confronted by an ambush of incredibly powerful enemies (this time the reanimated blights) which he likely cannot defeat on his own, link attempts to fight anyway to protect zelda, despite her protests. Zelda, terrified for link's life, reaches out to him and her power instinctively activates to save him. the difference is that, while aoc link likely couldn't have survived that fight without zelda's interference, he had no pre-existing wounds because he was not coming straight from another impossible fight. So in AOC, when zelda's power destroys the blights, link is unwounded and able to remain standing. there is no impossible decision to make regarding his life, and, crucially, he remains alive to seal calamity ganon in his current time now that zelda's power has finally awakened. None of this would have been possible had he not chosen to flee the castle during the initial strike instead of attempting to fight a losing battle anyway, and THAT is a decision he was unable to make in BOTW because, at the time of the initial strike, his fear of failure still outweighed his love for zelda.
#god i havent thought about aoc in YEARS i should replay it. i never actually finished the dlc#what a. game. it was so good when it was good#asks#zelda analysis#<< been a while since ive used that tag omg
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I gave in

#havent drawn the little guy since 2022 i thinks#its been a while#drew mans from memory#ctommy#tommyinnit fanart#god i haven't used thpse tags in ages wow
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Is it maybe a little pretentious to have my persona be more.. god like? Perhaps- XD
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In one manner, Starry is a sovereign of the night sky, the stars at dusk. She watches over the world, spanning across several universes, and her domains resides above them all. She spends her time watching over the little people in their worlds, embarking on journeys, meeting strife, falling to love and loss. She does not instill fate, she simply watches, but she knows of what is to come. She does not exist to any of them, as a concept outside of their universe, the goddess of their gods. And yet?
In another manner, she is nothing. Nothing omnipotent or all-powerful about her, other than her regal/elegant looks. She is a big nerd at heart, kicking her feet and giggling at people's writings and aus. She may have curved horns and stars dotting midnight skin, but she is no more of a god than a human wearing a yellow poncho. She resides our with the community and has the niche ability to summon a blue martini glass that she can communicate through/physically embody if need be. Why? Comedic humor. XD /hj /silly
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Clique's Angel au :
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#tags flashbang WARNING below!!! /gen /srs#---------------------------------------------------------------------------#The first paragraph is basically just Starry's (as a general persona) narrative role/relevance in all the aus/drabbles i write abt#if/when there's no Starry self insert in said universe#It's also a reference made literal in regards to fic writers being the literal creators/“gods” of their universes/aus#The second para is more realistic to Starry's (as a general persona) relevance in regards to actually representing ME within the community#if those previous tags still confuse you just look at my newest post tagged under “serious starry posts”#and scroll till you see my definition of self insert and persona (what i mean when i use those terms in any post#while talking abt Rosyne/Starry)#----------------------------------------------------------------------------#pc rpf#rpf#pc rpf community#main posts#pc angel au#the taste of sugar#swizard's maidpocalypse#swizard's maidpocalypse is a concept more than anything but i do actually have drabbles for my self inserts in clique's angel au and ttos#bringing back ALLLL the tags XD#and finally... a persona tag yippee!! XD /hj#starry's sona(s)#all made from picrews (some of which are edited) aka non original works of mine#------------------------------------------------------------------------------#speaking of which while i do need to finish my cherie crash drabbles- i havent made a picrew for starry or rosyne in WOTC#also bc i do reference my general persona appearance but only for a second or so bc its like a hallucination-#btw its fine if yall still see me as a martini glass for the humor i just figured it was time to give myself an general human persona XD#i also debated for a LONG time whether or not rosyne's general design should have black void eyes like starry or white void eyes#still not deadset abt liking it but the whole point for them originally was to be opposites before i made them two halves of a whole XD#i think im still gonna use rosyne as my identity when addressing serious things but im also gonna use her for my chaotic/intrusive thoughts
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it's weird to see anti-catholicism stuff. because, yeah, I get it, and I'm sure you're talking about the church and the magesterium and not, like, the fundamental belief in that God, but like. it's still strange. i'm the opposite of the prototypical catholic in many ways (young, neurodivergent, queer, anti-evangelization in most contexts, pro-choice, democratic, etc) but I still believe in the God of Abraham, I believe that Jesus is his son, and that the Eucharist is his body. people are saying they hate catholics, and yeah, I dislike a lot of other catholics too! but you're talking about me. and it's... it's just alienating
#im sorry i probably sound like a pick me or something#just saw someone saying “down with catholicism” and im like “ok so i'm not allowed to believe in my god?”#“or just the organized‚ unified church?”#mm#religious stuff is weird when you're a christian leftist#existenceunrelateds#personal shit#havent used that tag in a while
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do you have any arima headcanons?
i love that you are another person who loves arima so much and i just am dying to see some of ur little interpretations of him!! <333
i am SO SORRY to dissapoint bc a) this took FOREVER for me to answer and b) I got nothing man
I usually dont have very many headcanons for any of my fav characters, or I just don't realize that they're headcanons until a post or a fic or sometimes even canon itself reminds me that they are in fact headcanons. So i thought maybe I should let this ask stew and maybe something will pop up. Alas...
okay I have one very silly little headcanon and it's that arima HATES caterpillars specifically.
#tokyo ghoul#not tagging this with arima bc there's really NOTHING#you could probably come up with some symbolic reasoning for the caterpillar if you tried... something something butterfly....#while we're on the topic tho (if ur reading this)#got any urself? or fic recs. god its so hard to find fics with him#actually i havent checked in a bit maybe it's improved after the dbd update#that update came out and IMMEDIATELY there were crossover fics#anyway for those of you that observed my not-rwby obsession ozpin seems to be the exception to this headcanon rule#but i think thats only because canon gives us exactly ONE piece of info on him and then contradicts it immediately for plot#at least arima got a spinoff like damn#I guess it comes down to how many questions i have ab the character (and how many of them i can actually answer)#okay im done rambling
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talked w/ a friend about this and wanted to post something similar yesterday after a convo i saw also
about people criticizing ttcc / ttcc fans for just... being cog fans? being cog centric? usually coming from people who only like the toons.
and everyone likes what they like! it's okay! but saying that people who like the cogs are horrible and support the bad things they do, is just blatantly wrong. i thought we knew that enjoying villainous and morally Bad / grey characters is... okay? it doesn't mean you support what they do. it's interesting to explore these topics.
i've seen many people just... paint anyone who likes the cogs as horrible because they're "apologists of x and y" and... i dunno. rubs me the wrong way! you do have a point and recognize the cogs do bad things, but liking them as characters means nothing about who you are as a person.
and this is not to say that people who are in toontown for the toons are bad. hell! they are right this IS toontown. i may be on the cog liker side but i like the toons! maybe ocs more than the npcs - mostly because i like my friends and the sheer creativity the toons can bring out!!
SO what i wanna say... i dunno. let's not point fingers...? let's have fun in a goofy cartoon game together??? also complaining about people liking VILLAIN ROBOTS on TUMBLR is kind of funny to me. do you realize where you are. but then again a lot of this i see on discord and in-game as well since i avoid things on tumblr... i am a sensitive little fella i avoid misty fight bc of One Really mean "Critic" guy i saw there and i have been shivering in my bootsies since. so you get me
but like yes ttcc is more cog centric but... that's okay? things could be written better and i still wanna speak on it, and i do thing the toons deserve attention and better writing... but the fact it focuses on the cogs isn't... bad? if you don't like how con centric it is you can go play ttr...? god forbid people have fun and explore the villain's side of things...? i'm not saying either toontown server is better or worse than the other... and everyone can like their own things!!
but like... people will just like the cogs and that's okay and it doesn't make you bad. let's all be friends okay? both sides may be going at each other's necks in-game and the cogs in fact do horrible things - but it's what makes them fun, and it gives the toons things to do in the game!! but we don't gotta !!!!!!!! i may be really sarcastic and sometimes mean in private but like that's me just privately sassing, deep down i think people should just... y'know..? enjoy things.
so yea that's the guzma / cathal thought of today. toon people cog people both people are all awesome as fuck and you keep doing what you're doing i love you toontown isn't toontown without you
#anyways omg god forbid ppl are cog kissers on the robot kissing website /silly#but like!! tt/r may not be for everyone and tt/cc may not be for everyone and THATS OK!! ur not gonna like everything!!#like i accepted tt/r isnt for me but its mostly bc they dont show cog health specifically and i struggle with these things but !! i#heard they are updating that so i might be able to play without getting bored / frustrated again ^^ i havent played properly in yeaaaars#i will still prefer clash bc fixation and?? i LIKE ROBOBTS....!#but tewtow is tewtow its all swag. the least toony thing u can do is bully someone for Liking Robobt. be niceys#like ya i admit im not perfect i also dont like people andhave so much one sided beef and i am sensitive to so many things and i complain#in private but at the end of the day its to make myself feel better and i KNOW to not engage and look away and work on feeling better#bc this stuff does Heehoo upset me bc Mental Health Probulem. but i know everyone should and can do their own thing and have fun#i may complain about (redacted ship) all the time and i dont get it at all but...? bro... just have fun... be free. im not here to stop you#im just not gonna interact as i should. good for both of us! joyous world! happy that ur happy!!!!#why complain abt ppl just Enjoying Cogs like that though................................................ do you not like fun#this is not at anyone specific#my friend did show me tags of a post anonymously#and i vague a person whos name i dont know ingame like A YEAR AGO#and a convo what happened in a server a while back. but its not anyone specific i just wanted to like. speak my thoughts#lets be frense... and if not thats okay lets not argue either then we all stay in our lanes
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Carlos Sainz they will never make me like you in any way.
What do you mean p2 was possible? What do you fucking mean when Perez literally had you? What do you fucking mean when you attacked your teammate in a place where not only it was impossible to pass but highly dangerous, which almost caused BOTH OF YOU to lose the fucking p2. What kind of selfish ass garbage can of a man comes on main and openly says this blatant lie?
#anti carlos sainz#i havent used this tag in a while#oh my god december cant come soon enough#please end this let us out of bere#here
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oug im so fukke n anxious you guys wouldnt lie to me right? you guys would tell me if my layout on my straw/page sucked right? you wouldnt submit it to an acc dedicated to making fun of customized websites right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? right? (I CANT FUCJIG TAKE IT ANYMRO
#uuuggghhhhhhhhghhh i went on the wrong xitter act 2day :((#imfine i just. gh. i need to stop purposefully triggerin mah anxiety#ace.vent#god i havent used that tag inna while lol
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i'm so sorry, i've been so inactive lately...! this time, the reason is not personal struggle/distress. i have been incredibly incredibly busy with studies, work, and life changes, but they are good changes! i am really doing better now, and i am so so thankful to the Lord; i am so happy that i finally feel myself growing closer to Him, and my love for Him grows every day
i wanted to really sincerely thank everyone who prayed for me or sent me nice messages after that vent i posted a while back, it means so very much to me. the ppl on here are so kind and lovely! <3 (also, i am not ignoring my asks- i'll respond as soon as i have the time to give thoughtful input!)
this blog is not abandoned and i will return to regularly scheduled Christposting sooner or later!
hope you are all doing wonderfully, mutuals, and God bless you all!
#talk tag#i feel like i have a lot to share regarding the developments in my faith (how much stronger it has gotten)#i havent looked at tumblr in a while bc i feel so stretched thin irl#but in a good way#like im convinced things are hard in a “God is putting you in this situation for a reason and you will learn and grow from it” way#i got out of some bad situations i used to be in and things are getting better all by His grace#and i trust Him to guide me to a place where things are less chaotic and more okay!#i am so glad my faith was “tested” for a bit cause i feel like you have to experience that as a Christian at some point in order to#actually notice and appreciate how subtly God works if that makes sense
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my hyperfixations have died down so much, idk if its the adderall or the general downward trend ive had in creativity, but i haven't been seized by something in a long ass time
#when i like an album. sorry i got distracted by a suggested tag there what the fuck#ron is only useful when hes being a human sextoy. less than an object. garbage otherwise. at least he can do something right once in a whil#hello? oh boy.#not relevant. now.#when i like an album its for like. a week. and then i lose interest#and i fell off w dndads (although im still listening to it now & on and off w some regularity)#just havent had a period not defined by SOMETHING in a while.#hetalia to danganronpa to off to gwar to msi to taz to undertale (and back to taz) and dndads and now like. idk. im not into anything#in that intense of a way#which is good cus in the trenches of my fixation i can get. weird about stuff and irritated by my brain not shutting up#like willyscary sending me into a manic episode#but also like. i dont have anything to cling on to when i need it. yanno. nothing hits right#.dxt#sorry that list of things is immensely cringe (i forgot btd what the fuck. btd came after danganronpa.) but you have to forgive me#for being young#god i need to draw strade#anyway
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i have to stop going in the main fandom tags on ao3
#theres been such an uptick in incest lately for some reason its gross to see. always upsetting#i got used to it not being much of a problem in that fandom but people are gross everywhere i guess#talking tom#not asoue i havent. really been in that fandom for a while. and i always knew better than to look in the main tag#but i found good fics just from my mutuals and stuff i miss how closeknit asoue fandom was :(#i've been in another for like. god probably 3 or 4 years now. and i've come away with like 4 trusted mutuals. lol
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