#GOD THIS HURTS.
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♯ - 𝑰𝑻'𝑺 𝑨 𝑺𝑪𝑹𝑬𝑨𝑴 , 𝑩𝑨𝑩𝒀 .ᐟ
HELLO ! THE NAME IS JAY ! I USE SHE / HER PRONOUNS .
-- i'm just a normal person who aspires to be a surgeon . but for now , i'm hyperfixating on many things.. which may not be healthy but we're on tumblr so..
-- i am canadian with a russian heritage, and i am currently struggling at life in general. Also, guess what? I'm cool. You're cool too. We should moot up, trust. -- my blog will contain many things, such as:
headcannons / oneshots
me ranting about hyperfixations
vents (not often)
random graphic designs and such
and more.. as time goes on-
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───〃★ HYPERFIXATIONS : the boys. x-men. one piece. scream. nightmare on elm street. house md. call of duty. the office. brooklyn 99. outlast. saw. analog horror. dead poet's society.
───〃★ FAV MUSICAL ARTISTS : arctic monkeys. cigarettes after sex. tyler, the creator. mother mother. tv girl. tupac. bo burnham. kendrick lamar. jack stauber's micropop. citizen soldier. mitski. sir mix-a-lot. eminem. marina. pitbull. cigarettes after sex.
───〃★ BASIC INFO OF ME : I have ADHD and BPD, so if i get too clingy and/or depressed, i'm very sorry. I enjoy baking and cooking and I hope to make friends on this app, no matter the age, gender, race, etc.
-> IF YOU LIKE ANY OF MY HYPERFIXATIONS.. MOOT UP WITH ME AHAJBHOIPIJSBHKJ
#erm okay#i am NOT good at tumblr-#so do i just- just write random tags?#dead poets society#the boys#saw#scream#house md#tyler the creator#arctic monkeys#bo burnham#one piece#thats it#i don't understand#HOW DOES THIS WORK?!#GOD THIS HURTS.
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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When all this is over, will you stay with me? For good?
#bg3#baldurs gate 3#laezel#shadowheart#lae’zel#shadowzel#more like shartzel#when im telling you they were meant for each other#what do you mean theyre both loyal followers to their god-queens who eventually forsake them and force them to become their own people#what do you mean they both crave the recognition and validation of their overseers but will never get it#the hurt/comfort of this ship is unreal yall#crying screaming sobbing
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(minors / ageless / blank blogs dni) ok but do you know how quick sukuna would fold in an argument if he ever made you cry?
we know he can get there. we know he can be difficult to communicate. but picture this:
he barks another reply, his responses always so sharp. the frustration gets you riled up and you can’t help but sniffle, can’t help but let the welling tears finally fall. you turn your back to him, your shoulders slump and miss the moment where the realization strikes him, where all the irritation and anger inside him evaporates.
“you…you can be such an ass…” you murmur, choking out a sob as you wipe your tears.
you don’t want him to see you.
two arms are around your waist then, “I’m sorry,” he huffs, “fuck, angel, I’m sorry, please don’t cry…”
and you turn to his embrace, because you love him. because his apologies are incredibly sincere towards you, and you alone. his voice is suddenly so gentle, his words chosen ever carefully.
yes, he can be vicious and rabid - but not towards you. never towards you. the guilt eats him up alive.
“I’m sorry,” he repeats, keeping you firmly against him. his chin resting atop your head, one hand massaging the back of your neck.
people say he’s incapable of this, but his love towards you is immeasurable regardless of their opinion. they don’t understand and they never will. but in a moment like this he will always hold himself accountable, reminding himself never to cross this particular line with you.
you should never taste his cruelty, no matter how natural it exists within him.
so, when he cups your cheek in his palm, his eyes drooping in regret, you know that he recognizes his mistake. his thumb wipes away the tears, his lips pressing to the apple of your cheek. “I’m sorry,” he whispers against your skin, “I lost my temper”
you squeeze your hand around the fabric of his clothing, another shaky breath leaving you. but when you gaze up at him from underneath your lashes, you know you’ve already forgiven him.
he rests his forehead against yours, another kiss follows but it’s a peck to your lips.
“you need to work on that,” you pout, your hands reaching for his jaw and he melts between your fingers like butter.
“I’m trying,” he exhales, mostly disappointed in himself. “I’m trying…”
#god this man#THIS MAN#sukuna x reader#sukuna x you#true form sukuna x reader#sukuna x y/n#Sukuna angst#sukuna fluff#hurt/comfort
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Need to draw them more actually ;((
#gravity falls#the book of bill#fiddauthor#fiddleauthor#fiddleford mcgucket#stanford pines#gravity falls stanford#gravity falls fiddleford#gf#gf standford#gf fiddleford#gravity falls fanart#reposted cause I had to fix a tiny mistake that was driving nuts akshhs#GOD I MISS THESE TWO AND WHY DID FIDDS SUFFER THE MOST FUCK#it hurted so much rewatching the show knowing EVERYTHING now waaaaa
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tango doodles
first you make up a guy and then you struggle to draw him correctly
#i need to stop drawing all the faces in 3/4 this is just silly.#gahh#anyways yes! im still on my quest to make tango look at least a little older#because every time i hear his voice the image in my head doesn't fit the sound at all.#dude has a raspy voice that doesn't exactly fit a little guy. if i could id draw him with more realistic proportions but i cant.#because um. reasons.#i can't just give up on my creachur cmon now...#ive noticed recently i tweaked a lot of my designs to be less cartoony. not sure if i like that actually. hm.#man i keep saying stuff like 'oh i gotta make weirder designs' but then i do the exact opposite??? huh?#i should stop trying to be normal. it's really hurting my image#GOD anyways. tags under the post yes.#tangotek#my art#sketch
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FUCK. You know what hits hard. Luke being the first words of comfort Percy hears at camp. Sure, Chiron was with him and led him around camp, but their conversation felt more like losing hope for Percy. And then he get to Hermes' cabin and he is so ready for a fight, but instead he gets a warm welcome from Luke. AND THAT FUCKING HURTS OK.
#god. it fucking hurts.#pjo spoilers#pjotv#pjo#riordanverse#gi talks#luke castellan#percy jackson#1#1k#b
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names names names (3-4/4)
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bonus
#(edgeworth voice) not like that phoenix god dammit#ace attorney#aa#ace attorney fanart#gyakuten saiban#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#larry butz#spoilers aa 3-4#dounart#narumitsu#if you squint#art#fanart#last panel made me want to smash my head against the nearest vertical surface how the fuck do you draw#me/perspective: enemies to arch nemesis arc (hurt no comfort)
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your love returns in tragedy (ID in alt)
#farcille#falin touden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#coming face to face with the consequences of acting out of love - marcille u will always be famous#dunmeshi is really a series that keeps on moving bc it's about so many different characters and centered on the journey#rather than like... introspectively on one singular individual so i dont think we see marcille dwell on it but we can see her fatigue#her shock and surprise in the recent ep “don't hurt her she's just confused” Gah. desperately trying to grasp everything thats going on and#not to lose hope. bc undoubtedly the remains she put together was falin's - that short moment of reprieve the party had was with falin#she was able to bring her back her magic did it!! but the violence the fatal swings was not falin at all.#just pondering about holding that guilt... it's such a huge responsibility to be in charge of life in the first place and yet it is#a burden she'll keep trudging with. defying the natural orders to keep the people she love alive... i Lauv her...#also shared sentiment with the rest of the fandom but God. Chimera Falin... she is Everything....#ruporas art
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“How can I move thee? Will no entreaties cause thee to turn a favourable eye upon thy creature, who implores thy goodness and compassion? Believe me, Frankenstein, I was benevolent; my soul glowed with love and humanity; but am I not alone, miserably alone? You, my creator, abhor me; what hope can I gather from your fellow creatures, who owe me nothing?”
#Frankenstein#Victor Frankenstein#the creature#frankensteins monster#Mary Shelley#gothic art#this one hurt my brain to figure out#I worked on this for like six hours straight today good god#I used a different quote over on instagram because I couldn’t choose one lol#it is very late and I must sleep GNIGHT <33#my art
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I took these last wisdom teeth almost a week ago but now they started hurting like shit omg 😭😭😭😭😭
#god this hurts.#i have complained abt it for everyone in my life so far so I’m bringing this to my blog#god it hurts a lot#I already took a painkiller but still#ouch#I can’t remember exactly the pain scale but I’d say this is a solid 6#bergi gabble
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"I don't really have any Venti ships" WAIT I LIED
#genshin impact#venti#nameless bard#aoooaaouughhh they hurt so good#tfw ur nice to a dust bunny once and it becomes god#'where is venti's flower' it's symbolic. (i forgor)
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Scary Sunset.
I'm concepting things way outta order in this story, but I'm sure you can piece things together. Context is for a storybeat where, after defeating and capturing Adagio (thus having all three sirens in her possession), Sunset enacts her revenge plot to release the sirens on Canterlot as Thea discovers she's been manipulated. In a confrontation, the two scuffle and fight over the siren orbs while Sunset struggles with her conflicting wants and emotions.
#mlp#sunset shimmer#twilight sparkle#twiset#the orbs are the glass balls sunset carries on her back btw its in her cast line up art#deep down sunset hates thea. she was named “twilight” by celestia. the time of day succeeding sunset. she was always her replacement#but at this point in the story sunset's also fallen for thea. so it's also a conflict of wills in sunset. love or hatred.#hence the “don't make me do this” language. she's rationalizing her hatred and violence as thea forcing her hand and getting in her way#when in reality she doesn't need to do any of this. it's her last stand and outburst to cling to a life of revenge that she's grown too#fond of. because she knows thea has the power to change that and disrupt her identity as a pathetic victim who fell from glory#and that's scary. thea's a very scary thing to sunset because suddenly sunset wants something and to be someone new.#she suddenly wants to change. to be better for someone else. and she never thought or believed that could be an option for her#anyways toxic yuri yayyy#my art#the grand galloping 20s#character design#i hope i got across the pained conflicted emotions in sunset's face tho i belabored over them these past 3 days#i hope a look of anger and dissonance and guilt and “oh god i don't really wanna hurt you please just obey me” while trying to intimidate#is readable. if so it's all in the eyebrows babey
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cant believe i forgot to post cassidy here
#art#digital art#fanart#artist#overwatch#cassidy#cole cassidy#oh my god hes hurt and you have to help him
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i don't normally participate in these redraw challenges but it's megumi so i'll make an exception
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk megumi#megumi#looks at clock UHHHHHHHH oops#i got lost in the sauce that is rendering his gd chin and under his lips.... ive been in stylized anime mouth land 2 long i fear#i had forgotten how much of a pain those shadows are :'>>> eSP at a lookdown angle#fought a bit but little did he know i spent years doing coloured pencil portraits. this is My domain#god but the rest of the skin render was so FUN i love . warm grey in2 brown in2 red/orange fr the deep underneck shadow#lip tint heavy blush freckles glossier model fushiguro megumi...........im a believer i fear#had a bit of a hard time finding a middle ground between how i normally draw his hair and a more Realistic take on it#the model in the og has hair that's pretty close but i think the strands r a bit short n too heavily curved fr my tastes#its my brand im afraid i simply must give itfs both longer hair#nothing else feels Right#but god i underestimated how Good this photoshoot is as megu material . i get the hype now i get it#i did the sketch n i looked at it and i had an oh /oh/ moment#smh megumi put those lustrous emerald orbs away before u hurt some1#his gaze is too powerful . slaps a red bg on him makes him my new icon :)#anyway its 6am it is morning time do i sleep fr like 3 hrs or do i say megumi voice Whatever we shall see
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2 ibuprofen and dick from that old man would fix me
#spacie spoinks#sorry my demons#my.head hurts#I've have a migraine for hours#god#nsft#I'm going 2 bed so I can sleep for 11 hours (again)#actually I changed my mind I'm not sorry Abt anything#I said what I said
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