#GOD AWFULLLL
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#god awful sleep today#GOD AWFULLLL#😭😭😭😭😭#i really couldn't switch off my brain#had a very intense dream and woke up in the middle of the night feeling SICKKK#heart was racing and everything#EUUUUGHHHHH#it wasn't even a nighmare lmao#i just remember it being overwhelming idk#and then i managed to fall back asleep only to have another big dream#can't remember that one but#i feel like i didn't get any sleep💀💀💀#i love it#mayor of loserville
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gonna be honest with y'all lestat's 264th birthday is the only good thing to come out of this week
#we did get a trans person elected to congress though 🤍#other than that things are awfullll#thank god for lestat de lioncourt#iwtv#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#monsieur le rockstar#the vampire lestat#rockstat
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i hope work is easy on me today or else im gonna end up on the news
#moth speaks#i feel awfullll#wahhh wahhh#im very sorry#to my followers and mutuals#that have to see me liveblog my whining#but god damn
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𝟏𝟎𝟎 𝑵𝑶𝑵𝑽𝑬𝑹𝑩𝑨𝑳 𝑷𝑹𝑶𝑴𝑷𝑻𝑺 . » NOT ACCEPTING
@pratisodha asked: 20 and/or 90 :) ↳ 20. sender lifts receiver's chin , invoking eye contact . 90. sender helps receiver patch up a wound .
A sharp hiss sucks in through grit teeth as scarred fingers nurse the aching wound making a home along the curve of her waist. It throbs with every slight bit of movement, somewhat severe, yet far from deadly; although, while she's found herself in worse states, it hurts all the same.
Pain is pain, and used to it as she may be, Nicolette hardly enjoys it in this particular context.
Complaints come out breathless and strained, ending in a whine as her companion remains nearby. ❝ I think my nose is broken... my good looks... ❞
Stumbling, the woman reaches out to catch herself along the wall, rough brick scraping her palm and eliciting a sharp gasp. The twisting of her body agitates jagged, cut skin and tears the layer of freshly clotted blood. A sudden warmth seeps past stained fingers and slips down her side, refilling the air with the harsh scent of iron.
It burns something fierce, edges of split flesh red and inflamed, rubbed raw by her shirt. Nicolette tightens her grip, forcing the distraction of pain back until her focus sharpens and the stream of blood becomes sluggish, then stops entirely. Her legs give out by then, body slipping down the wall to shiver pitifully on the ground. Her tone become despairing as she continues, ❝ Ugh, God... I'm gonna throw up— ❞
Perhaps it's her warning, or the pathetic moaning and groaning, but Ramattra seems to lose both his patience and ability to stubbornly ignore her. Her vision swims, painting him in blurred shades of black and purple as he moves closer and crouches down, becoming clear only once he's near enough to cast her wilted frame in shadow. The sensation of cool metal digging into her chin knock all thoughts from her mind, pale neck bending back as their eyes are forced to meet. She whimpers and squirms only for a moment before settling under the scrutinizing. His grip is not gentle, but neither is it particularly painful, as her face is tilted back and forth.
A black eye and bruises blooming on the bridge of a bloody nose and cheek, but nothing dire. He tells her as much, sounding exasperated as though disappointed by a missed opportunity to deliver bad news. Even so, the reassurance relaxes much of the tension in her shoulders and allows exhaustion to creep up, so much so that she struggles staying upright when he releases his firm hold.
Things quickly go fuzzy around the edges, and her eyes drop half-mast. The sound of his voice passes through her ears, distant and muffled like they've been stuffed with cotton, but Nicolette thinks he orders her to stay awake, though it's hardly out of concern. ❝ 'm tryin'.... 's hard... ❞ Those cold hands return, lower now, and they seep a chill straight to her bones that makes her flinch. ❝ Ah— ! Fuck! Okay, okay! I'm awake! ❞ The woman groans miserably, only barely catching the tail end of his refusal to ❛ carry her again ❜. She doesn't quite recall that, but it's tempting nonetheless, to test the validity those claims.
Her gaze falls to where the omnic tightly wraps fabric around her abdomen, breathing a soft sight of relief. ❝ You're so confusing... ❞ she mutters, head shaking limply. The machine hardy seems to stand her presence, and she intentionally does not make it any easier to do so, yet this makes more than once that he has not left her to die in the street. Perhaps he simply finds her suffering to be payment enough. The reason matters little though, if it allows her to live another day. ❝ Your bedside manner could use some work... but you really are my hero, Rama— OW! ❞ A particularly rough pull is her punishment for provoking, but she hardly looks guilty, barking out a warbling laugh, instead.
#pratisodha#i struggled because it's hard to tell how much ramattra hates her at any given point and i didn't wanna make him ooc#dfgdgfj but then i got carried away and wrote too much anyway#I HOPE THIS ISN'T GOD AWFULLLL#blood cw#injury tw#⊰ 🩸 // ASKS » when she talks she talks like she can handle it. ⊱#long post
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sunday playlist is a MESS
#but it’s fine.#i’ll fix it#when penacony comes out#/ when we learn his lore#it’s 3 hrs 26 m.#my longest character playlist is 3h 33m#help#i’m not even on shuffle and the genres r bouncing around so much THIS IS AWFULLLL i need to fix this it’s hurting me#but they all fit.. from my expectations at least UGH#can penacony be here FASTER oh my god..
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THIS ONE THIS ONE I CAN REBLOG RIGHT NOW WHILE I'M WITH FAMILY- SHAKES YOU SO FAST AND VIOLENTLY AND AND IT'S THEM AAAAAAAAAA
also @mbirnsings-71 s second gift which deserves their own post :3 just a quick mavbo doodle returning to my mcyt roots rq
#mavbo#pkciv#parkour civilization#evbo#evbo’s master friend#emf#emf parkour civilization#Ru :D!!#SOBBING SHAKING WAILING LOOK AT THEMMMM LOOK PLEASEEEE LOOK AT THEMMMMM#PLEASE THEY'RE BOYFRIENDS AND AMD AMDA GOD WHEN I GET HOME I GOTTA EDIT MY MAVBO PROPOSAL TWO-SHOT SO BADLY THAT'S WHAT I'M DOING GODDD OKAY#sHAKES SO FAST JUST JUST OHHHHH I MISS THEM#i still check the mavbo tag regularly guys I still am starved for content about them I weep So violently JUST LOOK AT THEM#I really need to draw them again SOOOO BADLY THIS IS AWFULLLL#ALSO CAN WE JUST SHAKE RU'S ART FOR A BIT? BECAUSE GOD IT'S SO TASTY AND THEIR COLORING AND AAAAAAA#MERRY CRISIS RU I WILL BE SOBBING SO HARD THANKS <3
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I can’t get the thought of mean dom Armin out of mind. Ik everyone thinks he’s soooo sweet, but tbh I think he can be downright MEAN in bed 🤷🏻♀️
Like I mean.. nasty shit that you would never expect a sweet boy like Armin to say. Like, if he wasn’t fucking you so good, you’d be worried cause.. the words coming from his mouth? FOUL.
I’m having massive mean Armin brain rot help ☠️☠️
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍒꒱ mean, mean boy armin arlert!
bf!Armin x fem!reader
Overview; mean Armin being deliciously devilish between the sheets! 🥰
Content; SMUT
Warnings; 🔞 mdni, utterly nasty smut, mean!Armin
Kinks; degradation, light humiliation mean dirty talk, mean dom!Armin, pn slut and baby, implied multiple rounds, unprotected sex, creampies, dacryphilia (and licking ur tears), daddy kink, slight breeding kink, he calls u pathetic
A/N: OH MY GOD YES i have a craze for mean dom Armin and his nastiness 😩 he's feralllll he's awfullll!! tysm for this juicy request i put all my ussy power into it
He chuckles and talks in that venomous, condescending tone. "Can't even keep your eyes open f'me? I've gotta say, Y/n, I really thought you'd be able to handle me better than this. This is just pitiful."
You whimper weakly, feeling his stubborn cock exert this unbearable yet delicious pressure on your gummy walls. It felt like the room was spinning. All you could sputter out was hiccoughs and pleas for him to keep going — which made a devilish, toothy grin spread on Armin's face.
"Aw, your pathetic pussy's already tired isn't it? Oh, too bad, baby, too bad."
Armin's mouth gets even dirtier as the creampie count goes up. His delicious seed is sloppily spilling out the sides while his cock relentlessly bullies your hole. How could it not spill out when you're so stretched out?
He lowers his pretty, lustful gaze at the place where you and him connect. He won't say it, but he's so impressed at how well his baby takes him.
The bed springs are getting worn down as he gets into a merciless pace. His breaths become ragged and his voice shakes with pleasure as he speaks.
"D–damn, babyyy — you should just give up on working n' be my full-time slut. You'd like that right? Just staying in my bedroom all day, waiting 'till I get home so I can fuck this slutty pussy dumb? Mmm — don't paw at my abs baby, that's so indecent."
Of course, he has to add that at the end of his awful speech while he shoves his whole length inside; when he's balls deep, he gets so much meaner.
He holds his cock inside you like that, as if he's testing your hole. " God, 'm gonna ruin your pretty hole, 'gonna make sure you remember who loves you most." he pants, feverishly kissing your shoulders.
That mean mouth comes kissing up your sweat-dampened neck until it hovers over your flaming cheeks. "Aw, is my slut cryin' 'cause she can't handle daddy being mean?"
"Nooo! 'love it, 'love it please don't stop!" you hiccough, " 'm gonna — m' gonnaaaa — !" you let out a strangled cry that your neighbors most definitely hear, cumming hard on Armin's cock.
A white ring of both cream and cum coats his base, frothing up more and more as he fucks himself into your heat over and over again.
Those sexy brows of his furrow deeply, causing a cleft between them. He looks so devilishly handsome, so lustfully angry, that in your fucked-out state you nearly ask him to marry you right there in your sweaty, messy bed.
More fat, hot tears of pleasure flow down your cheeks, so Armin licks them up. He hovers menacingly over your swollen lips.
"Hey, look at me — yeah, look at me, slut. Did I give you permission to cum? No, no I don't think I did." he feathers in a saccharine tone that doesn't reflect his nasty words at all. "you better announce when you're gonna cum, or I'll make you cry harder, okay?" he adds with a smile.
You think that's nasty enough to say, but oh no he gets worse when he's ready to cum again.
That tongue knows how to do two things very well; eating you out and spouting awful shit. "All you're good for is taking dick, huh? Yeah? But I love 'that 'bout you, baby. Now be a good slut and take daddy's cum, too, 'let's get that naughty pussy knocked up."
#mdni#smut#🐬ocean prince#armin#armin arlert#armin x reader#armin x you#armin x y/n#armin x fem reader#armin x reader smut#aot smut#snk smut#attack on titan smut#shingeki no kyoujin smut
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omd rylee help me. (tw puking)
so i was js doing my run, bcs ive been trying to run daily yk for that winter arc and i at a protein bar after the run (and doing two sets of an ab workout) and my stomach was really hurting after, but i js pushed it aside bcs i didn't know if it was my anxiety giving me a stomach cramp or js me hurting
so im js in bed, and i realize i didn't drink any water today so while i was about to throw up and literally die, i chugged water (big mistake) and then i threw up like 3 times
i tried to sleep but that was a few hours ago and now it's almost 3sm and i feel like i need to throw up again and i have really bad emetophobia😭
and i literally dropped my phone in my puke so what's new with you!
oh my god thats awfullll 😭😭
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heres some of my fob opinions, some unpopular, some probably pretty common:
-as toxic as bandom was in 2015, I think it was equal or maybe even worse during the mania era. tons of "fans" saying fob were being cringe with mania, that fob was over, chasing their heyday, and that if you liked mania you just like it because it was fob.
-fob aren't appreciated for how innovative or dynamic they are or the mark they've left on music because of their association with "emo music", which is associated with teen girls.
-pete and patrick's relationship broke down completely during the hiatus, to the point that there was animosity between them - but they downplay it/act like they just drifted apart when talking about it now because it's too painful/it's in the past.
-patrick could've found tons of success with his solo stuff it he went the pop route because of his vocals (but im glad he didn't, I love soul punk!).
Sorry, this ended up being too long!!!
omg love when ppl sending multiple opinions like this def not too long hehe thank u for sharing!!
- i wasnt even in the fandom during 2015 but Absolutely was for mania and. yeah. hard agree. the fandom was literally like horrible to be in at the time i cant lie, the constant discourse and hating on mania and fob for mania was awfullll. so so glad the fandom was able to. somehow break out of being so divisive and toxic since then fjdnd
- YEPPPPPP they’re literally just not taken seriously bc of bigotry like that’s the bottom line bc theyre So associated w, as you said, teenage girls but also cannot ignore the way racism plays a role in them not being taken seriously also
- yeah :( thinking abt this makes me so sad because like people will make jokes abt how their stories about the hiatus is constantly changing bc they forget how it went but it seems much more to me that. literally as you said. they downplay it because like. the hiatus Fucked them all up, and who would want to constantly be brutally honest about that to interviewers and fans??
- god yeah he couldve, his voice is so so good and versatile he absolutely couldve made a killing becoming a pop artist. theres another universe where that happened but tbh think this universe got the best outcome <333
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qphil and qmissa for the ask game if ur doing qsmp, if ur not thennn c!awesamponk :3
I DONT KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT PISSA TO ANSWER ABOUT THEM UNFORTUNATELY i think theyre cool tho i like them
AWESAMPONK What made you ship it?: GODDDD theyre just so good. Literally every Awesamponk moment is good I don't even know when I started shipping them i’d say when they first started dating tho! What are your favorite things about the ship?: THAT ITS FUCKING AWFUL DUDE THEY FUCKING HATE EACHOTHER IT RULES its genuinely such a fascinating relationship to have this one sweet anf passionate valentines love sour and turn to loathing as Sam treats Ponk like absolute shit and Ponk is left to deal with the pieces of losing HER FUCKING ARM and being cast away into the woods. They’re BITTER AND ANGRY AND ALSO NOT DOING WELL AT ALL she shouldve killed c!sam dude God god God C!ponk and c!sam i love you i love you Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?: do people defend c!sam c!sam was absolutely AWFULLLL to ponk i love c!sam because he sucks he is almost NEVER the goodguy in a given situation im sorry
Askgame!!!
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oh jesus god. my art in 2018 was awfullll. anyways. glow up.
#forcing myself to not put the old art under a read more#girl lost some saturation over the years....
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I'm all about being more positive regarding my writing these days, you know like less put downs and negative remarks such as "I'm sorry this sucks" and "this could have been so much better" and “my writing is shit” and blah blah. I feel like it’s disrespectful to both myself and those who have read and liked my fics.
It's why I like to reblog positive and encouraging writing posts. I don't want the negative attitude anymore. I’m willing to point out bits I’m unhappy with, but like I’m also determined to work on those bits and improve and get better at my craft.
BUT--reading over what I have of the second draft of my Merlin fic and it is so bad lol, like oh my god I don't know how to fix it, this is just completely bad storytelling. I know technically it's my first ever Merlin fic and I'll need time to find my voice for this world (that's a thing right? I'm not the only one?), hell I can see the improvements in my FFXV fics as I wrote them over the years, but oh my goddddd this is awfullll.
Anyway, negativity over, back to positivity let’s gooooo ✨✨✨
#ugghhhhh frustration lol#just emptying the brain#getting it out of my system and all that#dice ramblings
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why are periods so fucking awfullll i literally woke up bc my back was hurting so bad that i can hardly even move im laying on an ice pack rn but oh my god make it fucking stopppp
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THIS EPISODE
Oh my god let me just say. The archivist, at least to me, is not Jon or at least not the Jon from the universe we are currently in. I don’t think it’s Jon at all. The archivist we’re meeting is somehow who succumbed to the eye and I firmly, firmly believe that. They’re wandering and still collecting scraps of fear for a master they failed to please and ended up like this or something similar to that moment but at the end of the day they’re still an archivist. The entire reaction to Helen really really firmly establishes Celia is not from here. It’s the Celia we know. I mean obviously every hint has been there from the start but her being uncomfortable with the Distortion really hits it for me. Because she was nearly eated up by that thing and that laugh must bring back some awfullll memories. THE FADE TO BLACK SCENE MADE MY JAW FALLLLLL it was just everything about this episode was really good. Nice episode , very wonderful. I hope I’m semi right but if I’m not that’s on me I just like divulging in my silly theories. I hope we’re all just here to have fun
Tl;Dr : GOOD EPISODE GREAT EPISODE
honestly one hell of an episode. alice making a joke about protection, sam immediately registering it as innuendo while celia just whips out a knife in the middle of the workplace. the fucking 'who are you?/an archivist' thing like oh! okay! normal about that. the oiar/dphw thing not having a section for archivist is insane - like not even as an occupation? 'we set it loose' yeah we're so fucked. theres four episodes left. girl. celia saying the archivist isn't acting the way she expected??? thats really interesting... i dont know where to begin with helen. tragically tory. celia being uncomfortable the Whole Time because helen distortion tried to eat her. 'She laughs. It’s very reminiscent of The Distortion. Celia is unsettled. Sam laughs nervously.' absolutely normal and fine thing to say. hidden in the transcript btw if ur confused. SAM WITH THE BABY!!!!!!!!!! i cant believe samcelia had sex at the end there. a fade to black sex scene? in my magpod???? somehow likelier than we ever thought????
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Welp, my brother is having a panic attack currently, I don't know how to comfort and I am trying not to let that spark a panic attack of my own!! So, fuck my life :)
This trip is so god awfullll...
#canyon adventure#jfc this trip is honestly falling apart..#we dont even *need* to see shit here in california#our grandma just wants to#bitch needs to stop treating us like kids :/ cause thats what she often does on these trips#we're our own fuckin people and have our own concerns and shit#i dont even know what to do for my brother#ive never been good with comfort#hell- i cant even comfort myself#godsssss whyyy
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I'm living in a country where the humidity doesn't drop from like 60% how does it feel to live my dream (also hi country neighbour 🫰)
ITS AWFULLLL😭😭😭😭😭 my state is like known for its low humidity and god its sooo bad, my nose hurts from how dry it is, i wake up with a sore throat and its like 51% today, its gonna be 37% in a few days im gonna DIE neighbour
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