#GAAAH I LOVE HIM BAD.

[saexy]

sae baby,, you were meant to be a dad, he's such a anatural with kids, my chest is all floofed w thoughts... I feel our kids would have icecream parties instead of tea parties.. dining in little sundaes in teh evening, his daughters are fancyy schmancy, opening lil ice cream parlours and tehyd bring him his fav flavours.. sometimes he gets real iceceam,, oh and weekeneds, we make ice cream from scracth, its now a ritual.. He dadsss so hard!! MY HEARTTT IS WEAK. <3

[kissingarthurclaus]

Ough good morning everyone (its almost noon) I know I'm kind of in a tf2 mood lately but I CAN'T BELIEVE MY SECOND ANNIVERSARY WITH REX IS TOMORROW!!! 💖💘💖💘💖💘💖💘💖

[allastoredeer]

Alastor really be the asexual ideal of a fandom bicycle. So many ships. He has such effortless rizz.

Unrelated, but I love the image of Alastor and Rosie getting the chance to wow everyone with a proper dance number. Just, deciding to cut a rug at a party at the hotel. Alastor genuinely laughing and having the time of his afterlife.

Most of the cast are impressed.

Lucifer is entertained and trying not to foster feelings.

Vox is apoplectic from jealousy.

Rosie fully planned for all of this, but the dance was fun too.

Hahaha he really is XD It's that charisma. It's too alluring.

I'm such an Alastor multishipper, I see almost any relationship he's in and derive some enjoyment from it. (Current crackship that I'm a little obsessed over is AlastorXAdam, akak AngelicRadio - mostly driven by this lovely artists work Mawdam on Twitter. I eat up everything they draw.)

GAAAH I love anything involving Alastor and Rosie. Bad Besties for life, indeed. And them cutting a rug together, genuinely having a good time, the both of them feeling so easy and comfortable in each other's presence😭 I love i!

And it's made even better by Lucifer, who's never seen this side of Alastor - this fun, happy side that humanizes him so much--that he can't help but catch feelings.

Anything involving Alastor and Vox is an immediate yes from me. God, Vox wishes that were him. I bet he fantasizes about dancing with Alastor in a such a fun, care free way. (Depending on his backstory, maybe he HAS and he misses it extremely).

There was actually a fanfic I read that kind of had this premise. It's a StaticRadio fic with a scene where they're at a club or event (something like that), and Alastor and Rosie are at the piano, drunk, singing, and having the best time. Vox is watching (because he's always watching Alastor), and just about malfunctions when Alastor takes off his tie and unclips a few buttons on his shirt, revealing a - GASP - collarbone.

This scene genuinely lives rent free in my head, I think about it all the time and I love it. I love Alastor having fun and cutting loose, and people being absolutely SHOOK by it. Him taking off his tie and unclipping the top button of his shirt is the equivalent of him stripping down to his underwear and dancing on the tables.

It's unheard of. And I love characters seeing this more relaxed, human side of him, and not knowing how to handle it. I'm obsessed with it.

Here's the fic mentioned above if anyone is interested: Deer Hunting by Quoth_the_raven_Nevermore

Mind the tags! It is a smut fic. The scene in specific is near the beginning for those who may not want to read the smut part, but would like to consume this fantastic, delightful little scene.

[raspberry-vinaigrette]

thank you to user @m0thwinged for hyping me up. hi here's my analysis on "...and if i did, you deserved it" by will wood as an abel song. note that this is pretty based in how i write him which is naturally a lot of interpretation and text inferring from what bits and pieces we do canonically have so this isnt like "this is the ONLY interpretation and im CORRECT" its just for how i write him in fics and whatnot :)

[ @antiquecandlekitty @tripleratskill @themostsanebug pings since yall would probably be interested in this!]

I want a new pair of shades Get paid to wear shoes Do what I say Don't say what I do When we're alone now High up but a low-down You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife And that's why I'm still looking in the mirror

okay so like. there's kinda this persistent theme of the singer hiding themself behind fame and money while simultaneously disliking that same fame and money. and that's a big thing with how i write abel !! all he knows is this businessman identity and so he embraces it full force and the only trace of anything different he understands is when he's with scott. he wants to hide his eyes (the eyes are the window to the soul, for some) and earn the money from being a successful businessman while also enjoying his time along scott... but also he doesnt want it to effect how he's seen by others. he doesn't want to be like scott because he knows he can never be, it's a fruitless endeavor. so he embraces what he is and simultaneously wants to see what makes scott ... scott. its unfamiliar and abel likes it.

ANDDD . "you know i'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife / and that's why i'm still looking in the mirror" gaaah. this has two meanings to me. the first one being ,, abel sees himself as a force to be reckoned with. hes a businessman first and prior to scott he viewed the world very corporate-like. everything is a Business Deal and an Offer and everything people do is to get something out of others. he cant turn his back on a knife, so he can't turn his back on himself because he IS the knife, the sharp edge, the hazard. but also theres the second meaning of it -- abel is the one holding the knife. particularly after scott dies and abel starts on the phone guy shit, he's constantly self sabotaging. he's willing to cut himself down and constantly feel the same grief over and over just for the tiny chance scott will come back. it's a vicious cycle. but he wont stop looking in the mirror when the knife sinks in

Oh, I wanna be safe from the fame but be loved from afar Get paid to write my name, could you airbrush my scars? Get my good side Don't get on my bad side You know I'm not the type of guy to turn my back on a knife It's just my luck, these motherfuckers, talking smack on a guy But I'm deservin' every word they could begin to apply At least they know now

once again the first two lyrics with the whole "abel wants to be seen as the Epidemy of Business" thing i mentioned !! i also think that entire concept is a funny parallel to how scott is viewed as the face of fazbender's so much that all the phone guys are programmed to "be" him even long after abel died. abel sees himself as a businessman first and foremost and in turn scott ends up being the business. theyre soooo important to me (i made most of these concepts up). also the last few lines ... abel recognizes he's an unpleasant person and makes no effort to be more amicable -- at most he just kind of acts less grating because scott makes it easy to. in abel's eyes its so EASY to be a cutthroat businessman around everyone else that he sees no reason not to, and as much as he hates the other managers for shittalking him, he also completely understands why they do. which leads into the next part!

That I really don't care what you think or what you say Either that or I do way too much Oh well, whatever, either way My heart's empty, and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us No it's not big enough for the both of us

CHORUS !! theres so much here. abel simultaneously tries not to care what people say because he has this kind of hardened exterior, but he also DOES care. a lot. he overthinks, he picks things apart, he hates change and wants things to stay as they are for as long as possible -- he wants to be in control. so the fact he can't control everything people think of him and he just has to stay one step ahead Haunts That Man. but all he can do is try to be that step ahead and constantly think before others can, hence why when i write him ,, it's a lot of overthinking in his inner monologue lol. he views his heart as hollow and empty because he's never put stock in personal connections outside of a business viewpoint, so when scott comes along, abel is desperately trying to "fill his heart up" -- he wants to try and understand how scott acts with so much love. but his heart doesnt have enough room for scott's genuine love and enthusiasm alongside abel's businesslike demeanor and attachment to everything he's been in the past. he can't be scott. he can only try and understand scott.

I want no less than the best but the best I can do Is do the worst thing first and leave the rest up to you I'm realistic Everyone's a critic If I keep beating myself up I'll keep on winning the fight And get my ass kicked I'm poisonous, not toxic I'll admit when I'm wrong but only to be right And if it fits in the song I'll rhyme that with contrived

those first two lines uh. Yeah. Abel and scott. thats SO abel and scott. abel wants the perfect life, decorated in a frame of "this is what i need to be" -- he claims not to believe in destiny but also softlocked himself into "i need to run a business" as his only fate so much he rewrote destiny. scott works perfectly with him by not changing this fate but rather rerouting it. abel runs a business with scott, yes, but abel is given a chance to be more than just a cutthroat ceo. ultimately his bad habits with people and how much he wants to understand scott and live beside him forever catches up w/ him, but for a while, abel is doing better than he otherwise wouldve. however he still believes the best thing he can do is act out and be the shitty businessman hes always framed himself as, then let scott handle doing the good things, because thats how they are. scott is loving and kind and good, and abel is hollowed out. the "i'm realistic" / "everyone's a critic" dichotomy adds to this too -- abel thinks he's being realistic both by believing scott is so good and abel himself is rotten, AND by believing that everybody is constantly criticizing him for his behavior. abel views people Very Negatively and while its not unjustified with how i frame his lore + with how we know he was treated by most others (arguably not unfairly) in canon even before the phone guy stuff, it means his dynamic with scott and his dynamics with other coworkers ends up,, wonky. to put it lightly.

the middle lines !! again !! abel overthinks!! he thinks if he keeps gutting himself of any thoughts and rethinking the same subjects and beating himself up mentally so he feels like hes winning at a game he made up. if hes always thinking ahead he can never be caught off guard and lose, which is another notion that scott breaks . u should read misanthrapologist on my ao3 if ur into this kind of thing btw i go more in depth there but ANYWAYS. poisonous implies something you have to consume to be harmed by rather than toxic things, which are actively harmful rather than passively. abel is saying here that he's not actively hurting people around him -- they have to "indulge" in him (converse and engage w/ him) to be hurt by him. hes harmful regardless, though. he won't deny that. the lyrics go on to outright call his thought process contrived and complicated and contradictory too!! he knows his behavior is weird and circular!! but he doesnt care as long as it makes him feel like he's right about himself and others. he'll tell himself he's wrong whenever he tries to be vulnerable or loosen up because that makes things feel right. they don't have to change that way.

Don't meet your idols Hey, fuck you, I'm your idol But the only label that I'll sign is in the DSM5 'Cause my flaws are sorta on the pathological side Don't call me eccentric, call me mentally sick Cause I ain't sold enough tickets yet to be rich and that's the only difference

the first two lyrics ,, ough. abel simultaneously viewing himself as an idol when he runs fazbender's because of the fame and recognizing that he won't live up to the expectations scott / news outlets set, but then being bitter when he realizes that fact. he knows he's not good and doesnt try to be good, but also he's upset whenever anyone acts reasonably shitty because of that. he's so complicated man. AND THE REST OF LYRICS HERE !!! it ties in so well with his view of himself as a businessman in how i write him ... he believes once he hits that rich and famous point that he aspires for, then all his flaws and messed up psychological issues will just Stop Mattering because he did it!! he proved everyone wrong and achieved what he needed to so now hes super normal. dont Worry About It. but also he doesnt wanna sign himself off to anyone until scott comes around and scott diverts him from his priority being "rich and famous" to being "work with scott until i die" . That man is insane

And if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror Yeah, if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror Yeah, if looks could kill I'd be staring in the mirror Even more than I already would 'Cause man, I'm looking good

theres the obvious egotism here with abel hyping himself up now that hes finally pursuing a business he feels GOOD about, but also... he'd look more im the mirror if his looks could kill him. the only reason he doesnt want to look longer is because he'll live to see himself. fucks me up in the context of everything abel does and what happens to him. his mind hinges so heavily on what he wants and thinks but to that end when things start going terribly, despite his own self-centered behavior and actions, the thing he wishes would happen deep down is his guilt just to... eat him alive. he wouldnt kill himself but he WOULD let someone else kill him, i think. its kinda insinuated abel didnt put up much of a fight when joe was like "hey we're going to phoney-fy your ass" and his main concern was just that the phone head wouldnt fit. to the bitter end abel was willing to prioritize the policies and rules he (and scott to an extent but scott was unrelated to the phoney policies in that regard) put in place over the fact his own life was in danger. or maybe it was bargaining, because he knew that he didnt have anything to plea with for his life -- maybe the impracticality of it all would make joe stop and think.

no luck.

finally...

And I really don't care what you think or what you say I'm a cancer, I'm malignant, yeah, you oughta stay away My heart's fucking empty, and I'm trying to fill it up But it's not big enough for the both of us

half is a re-iteration of prior lines but those first two lines ,, yeah. Yeagh. abel goes from acknowledging part of him cares what people say to outright forcing others to view him as a monster because he doesnt give a shit anymore !! things are too far gone!! if it brings scott back he'll rip out his own ribs goddammit !! plus like. yeah he is actively killing people or at least leading them to their deaths just as a means to his end. people should stay away or theyll be lost in his quest. it's all worth it. all if abel can say he's sorry.

[novelmonger]

Seriously, though. Buddy Daddies. Oh my GOSH it's so good and I'm going slightly feral because no one I know has seen it yet, and like...I need to reassess my top 10 anime list, but I think it might be up there ;A;

The premise: Partners in crime, professional assassins Kazuki Karusu and Rei Suwa receive a mission to kill a certain man at a Christmas party. Unfortunately, as they carry out their task, they discover that his four-year-old daughter is there, going to meet him for the first time. They kill their target...but what happens to this little girl, Miri? Her mother was the guy's mistress, and she apparently doesn't want Miri anymore, so now Miri has no one. No one, that is...except for the two of them! So these two hardened assassins decide that they will be her family, and suddenly they have to figure out how to be dads while also being the assassins who killed her father.

Gaaah, everything about this anime was so much fun! <3 Kazuki has a sunny, friendly disposition, cooking and cleaning and bouncing around and making Miri laugh. Rei is dour and taciturn, speaking in a monotone and never cracking a smile. And Miri is the most adorable little girl you've ever seen. Five seconds of her on screen, and I knew that I never wanted anything bad to happen to her, ever. And it's clear her two papas agree! The three of them just work so amazingly well together; I loved how Kazuki and Rei interacted with each other as well as with Miri.

It's hilarious, but it's also so sweet and heartfelt. There were multiple times that I laughed out loud, and one part towards the end got me bawling like a baby (even though I could see it coming a mile away). There's found family, characters overcoming trauma, dealing with the ups and downs and ins and outs of parenting a small child, and then they throw in some awesome gunslinging every now and then as a treat. The animation is slick, the character designs are great, and Miri's actress does such a good job of sounding like a four-year-old, I would never have guessed she was an adult if I didn't know otherwise! :O

Mmph. This is just...so precisely my cup of tea T^T

[fizzingwizard]

Five: the one you've been waiting for, about Moomintroll!!

It is so much fun to go on a rescue mission to find Moomintroll. The bittersweet beginning, with Moomintroll sad as Snufkin leaves for the winter, and Snufkin's dread when he returns in spring to havoc and no Moomintroll... mwah. Love it

Goodness Snufkin chill out would ya

Snufkin might love you, Moomin, but that doesn't mean pics of your body gone splat in the mud isn't absolutely getting posted on his Instagram

So in this game Moomintroll is pretty angelic. He doesn't have a bad word to say about anyone. It's nitpicking of me, but yeah, that take isn't for me. I like my hospitable, awkward, endlessly tolerant Moomins with a pinch of spice. Actually it's rather funny because so much of the game characterization seems to pick off the cartoon, but Snufkin and Moomintroll themselves are just so nicey-nice...? At least we spend enough time with Snufkin to hear him take a few digs at the other colorful characters lol.

I MISSED TAKING A CAP OF SNUFKIN FALLING ON HIS ASS that would have been perfect revenge too ugghh

BUT THE PIGGYBAAAACK

AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH

[fizz.exe has stopped working]

Can't get over how cuuuute this is. If the whole game sucked, it would still have been worth it just for this ending haha. Btw I will definitely have a piggyback in a fic some day and this is the inspiration xP

I love how Snufkin's flower-covered hat blends right in with the flower bed when they're hiding teehee

So theme again. When Snufkin hurts his foot, he encourages Moomintroll to go on without him. But Moomintroll says no, we'll go together, hence piggyback. This is my favorite way the theme comes out, and not just because it's cute, but because it involves Moomintroll overtly offering to help and then really helping. Not needing to be coaxed and indulged or endured first. Yes, in the real world there are all types and we all need to get along. But Snufkin accepts nearly all help, talks to everyone kindly (much more kindly than they are to him!), and isn't even wrong when he tells Moomintroll to go on without him - neither does he make a fuss about going together anyway.

So what growth is he supposed to have here? He doesn't decide to not leave in winter anymore (and I certainly wouldn't want him to). The story is like "Snufkin learned something" and it's... that he should keep being friends with the people he's already friends with? Even though he never said he planned on doing otherwise...? Or are we just punishing him for daring to go on loner adventures period? Maybe a cut scene showing him running away from the Fillyjonk or avoiding parties or something would have helped frame things better, but as it is - I fully understand what the story wants to say, I just don't believe it actually says it.

Take this scene. In essence, I don't have a problem with it. But, since when does Snufkin kick people out of Moominvalley? More likely he's the one skedaddling... "But it's the Park Keeper!" So? In Moominsummer Madness he destroys the park but the Park Keeper still is the one with authority, so it's Snufkin who tries to leave. That's minor, though, what bugs me more is this "Moomins tolerate everyone!" bit. Of course it's not bad...! But Moomins definitely do not tolerate everyone and go to lengths to drive certain types away... Including potential romantic threats haha. This isn't a complaint, the game just goes in a different direction than what I prefer when it comes to Moomins. But Moomintroll is a little over the top, that's all I'm saying...

"He just dammed the river without asking and imprisoned all the animals and caused a forest fire... But I'm sure deep down he's a nice guy"

psst fizz it's a game for kids...!

yeah i know it's my blog and I'll bitch if I want to bitch if I want to bitch if I want to

I digress. The point is how cute these two obviously are. Gaaah. The piggyback 💕💕💕 Also Snufkin's little (>m<) face!

[intothewickedwood]

🐈‍⬛ 🌻 😇 👥️ 🎶 for the ask game <3

Thank you so much for the asks! <3 :D

🐈‍⬛ animal

My favourite animal is a cheetah! I'm just so impressed by their speed and how they run. If I had a mutant power, I'd want it to be super speed. So I want them to teach me there ways!

😇 blorbo

Right now, my The Wilds hyperfixation is so strong I can think of practically nothing else (oopsie). But yes! I love all the Wilds girls but Toni Shalifoe is my favourite <3. Honestly, she might have taken the crown of favourite character of all time at this point. Just gaaah. Such a softie underneath all that understandable anger. Cares so much for those she loves. I love her and all the layers of her character.

Before I watched the Wilds I got really into Legacies again (by finally watching s3 and s4). Absolutely obsessed with Lizzie Saltzman! Very relatable in some regards. Absolutely hilarious! Has so much pain and so many deep insecurities.

Alice Jones from Once Upon A Time, (my beloved) <3! A silly who has suffered too much!!

Chelsea Daniels from That's So Raven. She's so endearing to me. The silliest of sillies. Raven is a very close second, though.

Natalie Goodman from Next To Normal. Relatable in an ansty way.

Peter Simmonds from Bare: A Pop Opera. So relatable. A Cinnamon Roll <3.

Kate Dalton from We Are The Tigers. Sarcasm queen.

Vincent Lin From Adamandi. They may be a murderous blorbo. But they're my murderous blorbo.

Circe from Epic: The Musical. She's just so cool.

Draculaura from Monster High. Again, so cool and I love how much she loves her friends.

Chloe Sullivan from Smallville. Big influence on me growing up. Though I probably shouldn't have been watching Smallville at 9. She just cared so much about those she loved.

Simon Tudor from Jeopardy. His character development is everything <3.

Cloe From Bratz. The biggest drama queen ever and I love her for it.

Kurt Wagner from X-Men Evolution (and just x-men in general). He's such a silly guy.

Shalimar Fox from Mutant X. The most badass, protective queen to ever.

And that's all I can think of, but they're in no particular order. Except Toni. Toni gets the number 1 blorbo badge.

🌻 flower

I don't know much about flowers but I really like the look of Plumeria.

👥️ otp

So many! I shall limit myself to one per show.

Shoni!! (from The Wilds). I think they have made it to number 1 otp status!

Snowing from Once Upon A Time. But also shout out to Curious Archer!

Mizzie from Legacies! Still can't believe they got to be endgame!! I thought it was just gonna be hopes and dreams but the way I screamed my head off!! I love an unrequited love storyline but I love it even more when it then becomes requited. He thought the world of her and then she realised she felt the same about him too and it was beautiful and I cried (and screamed).

Natalie x Henry from Next To Normal. He's just so supportive of her and would do anything to make sure she's okay and that makes me want to cry into my cereal.

Peter x Jason from Bare: A Pop Opera. Everything hurts. But their chemistry was of the charts and they were so in love and I am in pain.

Cheer Wives from We Are The Tigers. They were sooooo bad for each other but needed each other? It was a mess but I was so very there for it.

Quincent from Adamandi. I am once again in so much pain. I can't get over how beautiful the lyrics they sang were when referencing each other.

Freffy from Skins. The way he cared for Effy D,:. He would haved moved mountains just to make her smile. My heart will forever be broken over what happened to Freddie. He deserved so much better.

Dracudeen. Just the whole of 'This is Not How Or Story Goes.' There was no hetrosexual explanation for that and Clawdeen nearly died to save her!

Chlark from Smallville. Next to Simon x Chrissie, they were one of my first otps. No one did friendship like them. But I always wanted it to be more. That whole unrequited thing that was never really given a chance to become requited.

Edited to add: Chlavis! I now one cannot have 2 otps that include the same character but I always go back and forth between which I like best. Chlavis' story was so intense and traumatic but at least it ended up being requited this time around! Extremely requited!

Simon x Chrissie. Tfw the two most terrible people you'd never wanted to be stranded in the wilderness with have the most beautiful, unrushed character development and learn to care for people other than themselves as they slowly fall in love, when there was merely the shallowest one-sided crush you ever did see there before. The way they became heroes <3. And the way Simon just didn't know how to be without Chrissie but persisted in trying to save her when chances were beyond slim. I miss them so much and need to rewatch <3.

Harlan x Cyrus. They had so much chemistry and genuinely had a connection and now we'll never know what happened to them. I wish we got to know them better. Darn you Amazon!

Cloe x Jade from Bratz. It was more of a case of all the unwritten fanfiction I had in my head for them as an 11 year old. But I only let it get as gay as Monster High 2 at the time, which is actually very incredibly gay, so I don't know who my brain was trying to fool.

Lance x Kitty from X-Men Evolution. They had a really interesting connection and were drawn to each other.

🎶 musical artist

I mostly listen to musical theatre songs but my favourite band has always been S Club 7. I'm not sure I have an overall favourite solo artist. Maybe James Morrison!

Thank you again for the asks! They were such a blast to answer!

[borathae]

Chapter 35

it was a pretty bad dream. I tried to make it stop”, MOM I LOVE HIM

we are in his room 👀👀 what happened afterwards “You got pretty drunk last night and then insisted on sleeping with me so I wouldn’t feel lonely.” oops lets see what all she did 😭😭

“I wouldn’t take advantage of you like that.” PERIODT

“You’re a terrible fighter, especially when drunk.” 😭😭😭

are you telling me that you were awake the entire night?” EDWARD CULLEN WHO??

TAE IS GETTING RELEASED YESS YEEHAW WE DID IT

he want to see her happy oh oh

“Also your cheek is really soft, it feels nice to kiss”, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS INFO?? CRY? SCREAM? YEET MYSELF OUT THE WINDOW? PUNCH A WALL? SHIT BRICKS? PULL OUT HAIR? AAA

“Whatever, I’m leaving AAH HE IS SUCHA CUTIE PIE I CANT PLEASE MY TSUNDERE KITTY my lil yogurt

WAIT IS THAT FORESHADOW OR SOMETHING or just me overthinking?? didnt say something like that last chapter( wait that was me jumping into conclusion in the review🤡)

“Nuh-uh you’re not. XD this is so funny, like she just did that haha i love them both pls

You shouldn’t assume the worst, especially when Yoongi is trying so hard to be better for you. You should be better for him too and finally stop doubting him. He is a sweet man, a little rough and cold at times, but at his core Yoongi is a good man. wow just called us all out for having mixed feelings about him BUT I ALSO LOVE HIM STINKING SOO MUCH

HE GAVE US SWEET DREAMS, taking "sweet dreams/goodnight" to another level

“You should have come to me whenever it happened. I could have calmed them down.” oh my yoongi bear

she is so nice, cuz i would have chosen violence for joon

“it offends me that you think so lowly of me.” im sorry 🤷🏻‍♀️

“No, of course not”, he grumbles. ofc he is 😭i love him and his new feelings, the way u subtly describe those changes aah

“Test you?” you giggle, “come on Yoongi Boongie, relax”, you tell him, leaning down to kiss his tensed neck. you have officially broken him

“It’s just how the pants are cut”, he mumbles. sure sure i believe you

The Creator of vampires possesses a sensitive neck and is shivering from mere kisses. AAAAH

another panties ripped #justiceforpanties #stoppantyabuse2024

their chemistry is just 😭😭

“Yeah?” you try not to sound too affected by his confession, but honestly you are. me at you

His voice was made for such dirty words, they sound so sinful when his tongue forms them. HISVOICEINCONCERTSAAAAAA

“Tell me what to do next” I HAVE ASCENDED

“uhm, damn Yoongi, give me a moment. I, I wasn’t ready for you to be so into this.” sis is shooketh, im her she is me

WE ARE RIDFING HIS FACE??

Since when did he get so hot? "Always was”, he says.  WTF SHUT UP U DIDNT HEAR THAT SNEAKY MY

"Christ. Stop teasing hold on yoongles is bc, LIKE BC cuz he is 3000 holy shit, my mind is blown

His hair tickles your nose, it smells of mint and green apple. where did he get green apple scented shampoo

"I think”, he croaks, fingers squeezing your hip.  HE IS HAPPY YES MY YOON

HE IS ARCHING HIS BACK “Princess, s-slow down”, he chokes out. YOONGI UR TOO HOT UR KILLING ME

Yoongi furrows his brows and lets out a soft sob. It sounded desperate and high-pitched.  I HAVE DIED, RESURRECTED AND DIED AGAIN

“I’m your willing s-slave”, boi u cant just say that out of nowhere my heart just gave out

you can devour me IM GONNA BITE YOU, VAMPIRE HEALING WONT DO SHIT TO THE HICKEY IM ABOUT TO GIVE YOU BABY

they are so hot and adorable together i wanna give them my unborn child

it was a pretty bad dream. I tried to make it stop”, MOM I LOVE HIM

I LOVE HIM TOO GAAAH

“I wouldn’t take advantage of you like that.” PERIODT

he is actually so important to me

“You’re a terrible fighter, especially when drunk.” 😭😭😭

jJFASJDF he is so sassy I love himm

he want to see her happy oh oh

*sobs so hard she dies*

“Also your cheek is really soft, it feels nice to kiss”, WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THIS INFO?? CRY? SCREAM? YEET MYSELF OUT THE WINDOW? PUNCH A WALL? SHIT BRICKS? PULL OUT HAIR? AAA

ME FRO REAL LIKE OMFMDFM

“Whatever, I’m leaving AAH HE IS SUCHA CUTIE PIE I CANT PLEASE MY TSUNDERE KITTY my lil yogurt

omfg "my lil yogurt" is unironically such a cute nickname OMFG I MIGHT NEED TO MAKE HER SAY IT TO HIM ONCE IIIHIHIHI

WAIT IS THAT FORESHADOW OR SOMETHING or just me overthinking?? didnt say something like that last chapter( wait that was me jumping into conclusion in the review🤡)

mhhhhhhhhhhm 👀👀👀

“Nuh-uh you’re not. XD this is so funny, like she just did that haha i love them both pls

fajdsjf I love her she is so hot

You shouldn’t assume the worst, especially when Yoongi is trying so hard to be better for you. You should be better for him too and finally stop doubting him. He is a sweet man, a little rough and cold at times, but at his core Yoongi is a good man. wow just called us all out for having mixed feelings about him BUT I ALSO LOVE HIM STINKING SOO MUCH

fjasdjfj HE IS THE CUTEST YOU CANT BE MAD AT HIM GOSHH

HE GAVE US SWEET DREAMS, taking "sweet dreams/goodnight" to another level

😭😭😭😭

“You should have come to me whenever it happened. I could have calmed them down.” oh my yoongi bear

LIKE HE IS SO COMFORT!!!!!

“No, of course not”, he grumbles. ofc he is 😭i love him and his new feelings, the way u subtly describe those changes aah

jadjsf htank you!! heheeh

“Test you?” you giggle, “come on Yoongi Boongie, relax”, you tell him, leaning down to kiss his tensed neck. you have officially broken him

boy is officially fainting (real)

“It’s just how the pants are cut”, he mumbles. sure sure i believe you

jfajsdf I love how he is always lying lIKE BOOy

The Creator of vampires possesses a sensitive neck and is shivering from mere kisses. AAAAH

*feral noises*

their chemistry is just 😭😭

THANK YOU IT IS LIKE IT'S MAKING ME INSANE

“Yeah?” you try not to sound too affected by his confession, but honestly you are. me at you

JADSJF

His voice was made for such dirty words, they sound so sinful when his tongue forms them. HISVOICEINCONCERTSAAAAAA

DONT I WILL CREAM

“Tell me what to do next” I HAVE ASCENDED

I forgot that I made him say that- OGOODBYE

WE ARE RIDFING HIS FACE??

*dies*

Since when did he get so hot? "Always was”, he says.  WTF SHUT UP U DIDNT HEAR THAT SNEAKY MY

I NEED HIM SO BAD

"Christ. Stop teasing hold on yoongles is bc, LIKE BC cuz he is 3000 holy shit, my mind is blown

jfasdjfjas he is indeed JFJADSF

His hair tickles your nose, it smells of mint and green apple. where did he get green apple scented shampoo

THERE IS ACTUALLY GREEN APPLE SHAMPOO YOU CAN BUY IN MY LOCAL STORE IT SMELLS SO GOOD

"I think”, he croaks, fingers squeezing your hip.  HE IS HAPPY YES MY YOON

boongie yoobi baby :(

HE IS ARCHING HIS BACK “Princess, s-slow down”, he chokes out. YOONGI UR TOO HOT UR KILLING ME

HELP I FORGOT ABOUT THE BACK ARCHING WTFFDSFSA

Yoongi furrows his brows and lets out a soft sob. It sounded desperate and high-pitched.  I HAVE DIED, RESURRECTED AND DIED AGAIN

I forgot about this too *dies*

“I’m your willing s-slave”, boi u cant just say that out of nowhere my heart just gave out

I DID NOT FORGET ABOUT THIS I THINK ABOUT IT DAILY

you can devour me IM GONNA BITE YOU, VAMPIRE HEALING WONT DO SHIT TO THE HICKEY IM ABOUT TO GIVE YOU BABY

ME FOR REAL LIKE SREIOUSLY

they are so hot and adorable together i wanna give them my unborn child

HELP HAHAHHAHA THIS IS SO FUNNY HAHAHHA

[bourbon-ontherocks]

on a cheerier note, shoutout to céline’s double take at morgane’s outfit 😄😏 il lui en faut peu pour oublier ses problèmes avec le préfet… (while we’re at it, prayer circle she dumps fachoman sooner than later, c’est la saison des ruptures anyway 🕯️)

let’s also note it’s the outfit morgane shows up in at the date/debrief debacle. bourge coinços vibes much? 👀 loved how out of sync they were, adam was trying SO hard and morgane just couldn’t wrap her head around what was going on 😂😂 (meanwhile, ranir hovering around them, tu crois qu’il avait été briefé sur Le Date™ ? they weren’t seated at the usual table, iirc 🧐) ahh. the way they don’t fit together… delicious. without a case to fall back on they’re completely lost!!

Idk, I’m just a sucker for the contrast between the glimpses of vulnerability they let on and their general uselessness on the day-to-day. something about the miscommunications being trumped by a deep trust, yknow? 🥹 (and I kinda loved how they talked about ~décryptage. it has a blorbo débrief ring to it)

when morgane comes for adam’s help… gaaah. 🥲❣️ (the music had me think we’d get les démons 2.0, tbh) best interaction of the ep. and then she backs out because she doesn’t want to be a burden????? sign me up for that sweet sweet angst!!!! 😱 followed by "vous avez pleuré ?"--😭😭😭❤️💔 pfiou, my hearttt ⚰️ we need more of this healthy gut-wrenching stuff, don’t we? (ils nous doivent bien ça 🥲)

I can't wait to hear your thoughts on all of this, the good & the bad. thx for reading and bye til next time! 👋💖

Lololol, I love how Céline like... freezes whenever she sees a co-worker presenting unusually. Be it Adam without a beard or Morgane in fancy clothes, it never ceases to amuse me 😅 But yea, Céliane vibes all the way 🤗

Also let's not forget how Adam's eyes were falling out of their sockets when he saw Morgane climbing off the car (in his defense, she does look amazing in his clothes lol), so it's very likely that he really enjoyed that she came to the date in her "bourge coinços V2" outfit, this man probably has a kink and now I can't stop imagining the kind of roleplay they'd be into if they were a couple 🙈

The date was SO fun!!!! I've said this before, but a few months ago I had this idea of a disastrous date fic about them, and I just LOVE that the show went this way, it was just SO them, the out-of-sync-ness, le malaise absolu, "et sinon vous êtes allée au cinéma ?", "Ninja Warrior, c'est japonais ?", somebody puts them out of their misery already 😅😅😅, the fact that they only get their chemistry back as soon as they talk shop... Ranir awkwardly standing in front of the table after bringing the wine (btw, "Ranir, le Languedoc s'il te plaît", is it me or did they imply that Adam knows all of Ranir's wines list? This man takes ONE glass of wine at a housewarming and now he's a patented alcoholic I'm losing my mind here) was HILARIOUS, as was Morgane cheering with him out of despair 😆 Also I can't help thinking that Ranir has seen Adam bring all his dates here, he must bet with himself on how many times he'll see this one again, c'est sa télénovela à lui lol!

And I'm with you on the contrast between the deep connection they share, but also their absolute incompatibility regarding mundane things, that's the kind of stuff we want in this house!! 🥹🥹 The décryptage argument was a great moment too, especially when lit up with Morgane's bad faith (but also Adam's inability to call a date a date lol), ambulant disasters 😅

But also. I love SO MUCH that he tries again. He asked her out on a date, it was a complete mess and it would be easy to give up, but he doesn't. And he asks her out again because he believes in them while I turn into a puddle of goo 🫠🫠

Finally finally, Morgane knocking at Adam's door... 🥹🥹🥹🥹 Gah indeed! Bonus point for the implication that Adam listens to love songs while eating dinner alone 🤣 but the simple fact that she comes to him. And he lets her in without even protesting. And he SEES THAT SHE CRIED AND HE WON'T TAKE HER BULLSHIT ABOUT THE RAIN AND SHE'LL QUIETLY ADMIT IT AH BAH OUAIS EN FAIT IL PLEUT PAS -> we were THIS CLOSE to Morgane openly admitting to him that she cried and ugh, my heart 😭❤️

And then cue the case-solving where Adam BLATANTLY is only thinking about kissing Morgane, and they work her way (🥹) and end up in a post-orgasmic haze (it's been two episodes in a row where the final resolution sounds like they're having/just had sex, just saying) where he ASKS HER OUT AGAIN BE STILL MY BEATING HEART ⚰️⚰️

All of this was such a great scene altogether and I agree with you, we need more of this gut-wrenching angst of Morgane taking bad decisions not to be a burden and actually making things worse 😈 Something tells me 308 will deliver in that regard...😏

I honestly can't wish you a happy finale-watch for reasons that I've mentioned too many times already, but when the time comes I'll be happy to hear your thought if you have any. Stay strong, and see you on the other side anon 😘🫂

[hoshibatake]

Sunflower Live - Chapter 6

Previous chapter

Park

<The next day, afternoon>

Subaru: Heeey, you guys! Yaho, yaho〜☆

Subaru: I thought I was the most fired up, but you’re all already here! Are you guys that excited about this?

Subaru: Me too! I couldn’t sleep at all last night because of how excited I was〜! I’m super high-strung right now, because I pulled an all-nighter…♪

Hokuto: You’re always high-strung. Fumu… I see you brought Daikichi with you today.

Subaru: Yup! I’m generally the one in charge of walking him during the summer holidays.

Subaru: I’ve been so busy lately that I’ve barely been able to spend any time with him〜 so I’ve gotta replenish my supply of Daikichi essence!

Hokuto: Fufu. He’s so rotund and cute.

Subaru: You can pet him if you want! He loves being petted!

Subaru: I’d pet him too if I could, but I’ve got my hands full right now.

Hokuto: Were you walking Daikichi without a leash? What if he charges at someone and they get hurt?

Hokuto: Though, I’m sure Daikichi would never do that. Still, keeping your dog on a leash is the correct thing to do as an owner.

Subaru: I only just got here. Why are you lecturing me already〜? Plus, I wasn’t walking him without a leash. I just took his leash off when we got to the park.

Subaru: This park functions as a dog park too, so it’s allowed to let your dog roam free.

Hokuto: Hmm. Is that so? I didn’t know that. Sorry for berating you, then.

Subaru: No worries! By the way, I brought ramune for all of us, so go ahead and have one! They were selling them near the park!

Subaru: Oh, but I want the marbles back☆

Hokuto: Pff, so you bought ramune because you wanted the marbles in the bottles? That’s typical.

Subaru: Of course! The marbles are so pretty and sparkly after all!

Subaru: But that’s not the only reason. I thought you guys might be thirsty, because it’s so hot outside. Heheh, aren’t I considerate?♪

Makoto: Yeah, I actually was thirsty, so this is just what I needed〜♪

Makoto: ...Gaaah!? The soda sprayed everywhere〜!

Subaru: Ahaha, that’s so funny! That’s the kind of line people only say in manga!

Hokuto: Don’t laugh, Akehoshi.

Hokuto: ...Still, Yuuki, you got it all over your face. That’ll probably be really sticky, so you should go wash your face at that faucet over there. You can borrow my handkerchief if you want.

Makoto: R-Right. Thanks. Urgh, even my glasses are all sticky. …Uhm, whereabouts is that faucet supposed to be?

Mao: Here, take my hand and I’ll lead you over to it.

Makoto: Thank you〜 Please lead the way, Isara-kun.

Subaru: Hmmm? I wonder why the contents of the bottle burst out like that, though.

Hokuto: When you saw us a moment ago, you started sprinting, remember? Maybe the bottles got all shaken up.

Subaru: Oh. That might be the reason. Now I feel bad for doing that to Ukki. I gotta apologize to him once he gets back.

Hokuto: You should. …There he is, now.

Makoto: I’m back〜 Hidaka-kun, thanks for lending me your handkerchief. I’ll wash it before giving it back, so I’ll take it with me for now.

Subaru: Ukki〜 I’m sorry!

Subaru: I should’ve made sure not to shake the bottles.

Makoto: It’s alright, don’t worry about it. Washing my face with cold water actually felt pretty refreshing.

Subaru: Huh, so the water at the park is cold? I worked up a sweat while walking Daikichi, so maybe I’ll go wash my face too.

Makoto: In that case, do you want to borrow this towel? It’s a neck towel, so it’s pretty long. You can wipe your face with it while it’s hanging around your neck♪

Subaru: Gimme, gimme! But why did you borrow Hokke’s handkerchief if you had that towel with you?

Makoto: Ahaha, well I couldn’t see where it was, because there was ramune in my eyes. By the way, I brought this towel because I thought it might be a good option for possible merchandise.

Mao: Oh, right. You and Subaru were in charge of thinking of merch ideas.

Mao: Towels are utility items and you often see them being sold at venues. I think it’s a good idea.

Makoto: I’m also thinking we should sell T-shirts.

Makoto: I learned from someone that towels and T-shirts are the typical items that are sold at summer festivals. I also obtained a list of possible fabrics from the prospective supplier.

Mao: Huh? Someone gave you advice?

Makoto: Yeah. I happened to run into Izumi-san…

Makoto: Oh, but it’s not like he did anything to me, so don’t worry. He gave me advice on various topics, so he was a great help, actually.

Makoto: Anyway, what do we think? I did some checking and it seems like T-shirts are usually the things being sold during summer festivals. I think it’s a good idea. Don’t you?

Hokuto: I agree. I think they’re both good ideas. Shall we decide on selling T-shirts and towels at our booth?

Subaru: Wait a minute! I put thought into this too, so hear me out〜!

Hokuto: Fumu… I was the one who suggested you think about it in the first place, so it’s only fair. Akehoshi, tell us about your ideas.

Subaru: Alright! How about we sell summer caps? They’re good protection against the sun, and they’re useful on a daily basis, right?

Mao: That might be a good one. Hats can help prevent heatstroke, and they’re useful in daily life just like towels and T-shirts are.

Hokuto: T-shirts, towels and caps, huh… They’re all good ideas, but if we consider the procurement costs, we can realistically only sell two types of products.

Makoto: Hmm〜 We might be able to keep the costs down when it comes to the T-shirts, though.

Makoto: I saw this technique on the internet called screen printing. As long as you have the proper supplies, you can apply custom prints to T-shirts with that technique.

Makoto: It’ll take some work, but we’d only have to pay for the supplies for the T-shirts that way.

Subaru: I wanna try, I wanna try! Making custom T-shirts with you guys sounds like so much fun…☆

Hokuto: Shall we try making the T-shirts ourselves? That would mean we can order the hats and towels from a professional supplier.

Hokuto: If we can make our own T-shirts, we might be able to make some other things that don’t cost a lot to make, and sell those too.

Subaru: That sounds great! I second that!

Mao: I don’t have any objections, either. If we’re gonna be doing this, let’s make some quality stuff♪

Makoto: But what kind of stuff do you propose we make?

Mao: Hmm〜 Maybe something that matches the vibe of the Sunflower Live?

Subaru: The Sunflower Live will be held at the coast, so why don’t we head to the beach? The weather’s great and there’s a breeze too, so I bet being at the beach will feel super nice right now!

Hokuto: Right… If we go to the beach, we might be able to get a feel for what would be suitable. No time like the present. Let’s head to the beach, everyone.

Next chapter

[cinaea]

I LOVE LOVE LOVE trinity and volition and concordance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't believe I went so long without knowing the bucky/tony/steve ship exists. And has such good fics. And concordance, oh my. I love the way you write clint. I can't wait for the natasha/pepper fic coming up next. Take your time of course, but im sooo curious and excited. Nat is such a mysterious, cool character, I wanna know what she thinks so bad!!! I love the way you made her tough but also beautifully vulnerable in the trinity verse. Its actually kind of hard to find fic that writes her as having feelings (well I don't read much mcu fic so that may be why lol). I hope we'll get to see more bucky/nat/clint moments. I LOVED concordance, but clint was seperated from the two for basically the entire fic. I NEED my codependent trinity back!! Especially the clint/nat friendship, I love them. And im also so curious how nat sees bucky. Obv clint admires and idolizes him very much and i just want nats perspective on everything asap!!! 😫 damn I just love their dynamics.

Thank you for writing these awesome fics and still continuing the series to this day!!!! Thats amazing. I hope we'll get to see more soon, but no stress! I just hope you're having fun writing because it is such a joy to read! :) ♡

AAAAAAAH! Thank you for your lovely words, dear Nony!

You've read the Trinity Universe series, YAY! Now how on Earth did you find this series, if you don't read many MCU fics?

(The Bucky/Steve/Tony ship has so many great fics! You're about to be so spoiled!)

Gaaah, I'm thrilled to hear you enjoyed Concordance and Clint's voice particularly! Since that's the last story I wrote, I'm exceedingly fond of it; it's a delight every time someone says they enjoyed it.

I have SO MANY Natasha ideas. I'm still trying to cram them all into my outline and make it all thematically coherent. And I'm finally looking forward to writing her POV, when I've been so intimidated by the idea for years. I have so many details about how Natasha views and interacts with Bucky and Clint! I'm looking forward to finally sharing them.

Thank you for your generous words, dearest! I hope you've subscribed to the series on AO3 to be notified when I finally manage to post the first chapter of Natasha's story!

[restlesscrybaby]

Werewolf Jack and reader? Perhaps?

Him going out, promising to be safe, coming home injured

Maybe the next month when he starts to turn its in a different room and he locks reader out, it would definitely be scary for him, especially when he pieces together all the symptoms over the past month up to this point

GAAAH THIS IS JUICCCCYYY

Me to this idea

~ WEREWOLF! JACK X READER ! ~

~~ HEADCANONS. ~~

'I can smell your scent for miles.'

☆ CONTENT WARNING : BLOOD, INJURIES, BODY TRANSFORMATION, ☆

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"I promise I'll be safe.'

Those words now rang in his head like a bad melody he couldn't quite get out of his head.

He had left one day, he promised you he'd be safe , but you told him too. You made him pinky promise you.

All for some stupid tin heart from some stupid tin man who put up a fucking fight.

He now leaned against a door, his hard back pressed against the hard mahogany surface. He was looking towards his hands, which shook like he took some kind of caffeine patch with 8 cups of coffee in it.

You stood on the other side, your hand against the cold, golden handle. You rattled the locked door, as you called out his name.

Of course, he should've told you. That scratch along his chest should've let you know he was injured. But, he hid it away. No matter how much it gushed. He hid it with his coat, as it seeped through even his vest. He never let you know, but he should've told you.

Henstill doesn't regret not telling you.

Pain suddenly struck him.

He felt like bellowing, as pain practically coursed through his veins, as his head reared back. He clenched his eyes shut, as ringing bang through his ears while you cried out his name. Pleading with him to open the door.

Of course, he wouldn't. Something was wrong.

He lowered his head, god, his hands hurt so bbbaaaaaaa....

Ooohh..

No.

His eyes widened, as his lips pursed and some teeth showed. Patches of dark fur coated his hands, his palms remained the same, but hard claws adorned the tips of his nails now.

What was going on ...

He screeched, as pain coursed towards his back, practically wiping out towards his legs. He hunched over, as some tears formed at the corners of his eyes rhat clenched shut now. Typically, pain, doesn't do much to him, but god it hurt so bad.

You, of course, heard his loud bellow of pain. Worry now hit you like a train, as you desperately tried to break down tje door. You rammed your shoulder into the door, only letting pain pulse through your own body. But, the adrenaline made you not feel a thing.

He lifted back up, but..

...

Did he get taller?

His blurry vision caught hook upon his legs.

His pants torn, his heels he loved so much had now torn and rested helplessly on the ground. Two large paws heeled on the ground, bent knees coated with fur, beautiful white fur, almost tinted purple.

... Was this why he was craving meat so much?

Wait a God minute.

Fear struck his heart, as the big, Grey, moon shined through the tacky stain-glass, shining on him.

Is this why he wanted to be awake more throughout the night?

Pain suddenly slammed him in the chest, as he nearly fell to his knees. His vest buttons popped, one, byone, until it tore entirely. He watched, as tears plucked his eyes, one slipping down his red cheek. That white undershirt tore like paper beneath the power, his dark lavender coat struggling to keep up.

His chest adorned fur, coats of it, his belly sucking in only a tad as fur piled upon him like feathers applying to glue.

Is this why he felt the need to be outside more? But, even more, why he had such intense chills but such a high fever? But, his belly-- Is this why he ate so much, but it never seemed to ease his hunger?

He screamed in pain, as agony practically broke the bones in his arms. His own bones forming and shifting into a werewolves, agony practically yelled in his face like laughing at him.

The arms of his coat suddenly tore, only to sadly flop onto the ground, as fur coated his arm like some velvet cover. His head hang low, as a tear slipped out once more.

Is this why he got so many aches in his bones during the night? Yet, there was no cure?

Oh god. His heart beat quicker.

But, he could hear you sobbing as you begged him to let you in, fearing what was going on on the other side.

He opened his mouth to speak, but a sudden aray of hurt rammed its hard horns into his head. He couldn't even cry out in pain anymore, his jaw practically locked as something grew and and grew out. A long snout, his once hooked nose now adorned a cute button nose on a large snout. His teeth hurt and hurt, as two rows are shape, uneven teeth chipped out longer.

Is this why his teeth felt so funny? Why he got body spasms?

But, his head spun, churning out smogs of nothing, as his ears formed into two sharp wolf ears on his head. His face churning.as his skull reshaped itself. He couldn't think anymore.

But, headaches, body spasms, nosebleeds, it all made sense..

But..

It was soon done.

His head lifted up, as you sobbed on the other end. Hoping he was okay, your head against the door as you sat upon the cold floor...

His ears twitched, before going down, everything was so much louder. He was hungry. His tail swished side to side, as his eyes cocked towards the door behind him. His large claws going towards the handle..

But he snatched the door open, practically ripping the door off its own hinges as his large paws grabbed the one he called his love.

You were scared, of course, what were you supposed to do?

Drool dropped from his lips, as his lips bared back, showing those sharp canines that adorned his snout. This wasn't Jack, it was wereJack..

His eyes were wide , his pupils practically two little slits as he stared upon you. He brought you close to him, his hot breath hitting against your face.

He was gonna eat you, huh..?

But, his nose twitched, he sniffed you..

He would remember you, right?

...

You watched, as you tried to pull your head away from his large mouth that dripped drool onto his perfect floor he needed cleaned everyday.

...

But his eyes softened, almost flooding with tears.

His large arms wrapped around you, slamming you into his fuzzed chest, his head tucking in to try to protect you in his own arms. His tail tucked between his legs, as dog-like whimpers escaped from between his teeth.

You didn't know what to do. He seemed scared, scared of himself, he didn't know what was going on.

It was going to take a miracle to fix this.

Or, a potion...

Or, just some getting used too..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

'Hunt you down, eat you alive. Just like animals.'

[mxddyhero]

sorry to bother you again with questions i just really like getting to know people, but what's your favorite juza moment?

WAAAH,, NO BOTHER AT ALL!! I prommy I love getting asks fr so thank you for sending them 🥺👉👈💖🫂

Oh god oh fuck oh... there are so many and all for different reasons But!!

This is my fave of all time. HE'S SO SILLY !!! Such a schmoopy!!! I love it soo bad, it lives rent free in my mind fr.

This was one of my fave backstage mini chat things... he is so cute 😭😭😭

I love every moment like this. The kamebun bit from the main autumn story too especially, he is just so !!!! gaaah !!!

Some other faves:

All of Fallen Blood :')

WHEN HE WHIPPED OUT THE FINGER GUNS FOR THE ROMAN EPISODE BCS THE GUNS WENT MISSING. HE DID MORE FOR BISEXUALITY THAN ANYONE EVER COULD.

Ginji ssr story where a kid steals smth and the dude thinks juza was with them and then u step in to defend him ue ue ue

That one white day ssr story where u go to a candy festival and he gives u a lil bottle of his favourite sweets

Strawby milk r card story

And not inherently juza moments per se, but I love the first anniversary lines ue ue ue <33

[positivelybeastly]

Every now and then I think about the fact that Ben Percy hit on the kernel of a good idea maybe . . . once in every thirty issues?

Each of us is a nest of lies, is such a good line.

I'll be the necessary bastard, is such a good line.

There's something in there. There's a story there. But I just. Gaaah. The refusal to engage with even the barest glimpse of Hank's psychology is just so galling! It's SO GALLING!

Hank's entire life is determined by performance! He lives and breathes by performing to expectation, to applause, to pathos, to appreciation - whether that performance be intelligence or humour or athleticism, he is so desperate to be accepted that he'll sing any song, dance any dance, cross the highest mountain for you.

And Ben Percy's absolute inability to grasp this fact, to grasp what it might mean for a character who is defined by performance, who is defined by the selective revealing of his truth to others because he can't ever trust them to receive him properly in his entirety, to SAY THE WORDS, each of us is a nest of lies, it just!

There is a reason that Hank says, oh my stars and garters. Believe it or not, there's a fucking reason. It's an affectation. It's part of the character he's constructed. It's an elaborate distraction from the fact that he was accidentally punching his uncle in the jaw with a grown man's strength as a baby, that he was breaking crystal stemware with a press at age sixteen, that he's massive and bestial and fanged and he craves red meat. It's all a performance. But every good performance draws on something inside of us. All the best actors draw on their pain, their love, their emotionality, to deliver a good performance, and Hank is no different. All performances are essentially a truth, and essentially a lie.

The essential tragedy of Hank on Krakoa, the final lie, the basic lie, the lie he's been telling himself since he stepped onto that godforsaken sex cult death paradise island, is that he's a bad man, that he's done bad things he can't come back from, so who cares? What does it matter if he throws it all on a pyre? He was always bad, so who cares?

And it's a lie because he is a good man. He so painfully obviously is.

He's just gotten so good at performing that even he starts to believe the lie.

[chalterdh22]

Chapter 20: Who’s up for Some Training?

When I awoke the next day, I was in the cabin alone.  I went outside, wiped the sleep out of my eyes in the brightly lit sunshine, looked around and didn’t see Din nor Grogu.  I shrugged and went inside to freshen up.  I looked at myself in the mirror and heard a small commotion coming from outside.  Not a bad one, just some noise.  I took a step back and peaked out the tiny window.  I saw the kid hopping super high from one rock to another while someone was trying to catch him.  They both were laughing, which made me smile, but who was this? 

I squinted again and, oh shoot, it was Din, but he didn’t have his helmet on.  Crap, crap!  I thought.  I whipped around as if I caught someone doing something they shouldn’t have.  Then, of course, curiosity got the better of me.

I leaned over to peak again, and there Din stood.  Just like any other normal man.  Brown hair, brown eyes, facial hair and, wait, is that a smile?  I must have had the dumbest look on my face as I just stared at a man who I knew well but didn’t know at all!  The more I watched them playing, the more my heart seemed to warm up.  It tingled with this soft, sensitive calmness.  It was like watching my family who I have known forever, but barely got to see.

And again, to see Din so clearly, wow.  I can’t lie and say I didn’t find him attractive.  It might have been his looks, the way he played with the kid, or the fact he’s so mysterious, but I definitely felt some attraction to him.  I haven’t felt that in a long time, especially since I haven’t been in too many relationships.

As I finished cleaning myself up, I went out to the front and coughed loud enough I thought so they could hear me.  I didn’t want to impose on their time.

I heard steps getting closer to the front porch area.  “Look who finally woke up kid?” 

“Gaaah.”  He jumped up right onto my lap.

“Hey buddy!  Did you sleep good too?  I did!”  I scratched the top of his head. 

“That’s good you slept well.  We didn’t want to wake you.” 

“Thank you.”  I softly said to him.

Din looked at me.  “Are you ok?”

Wow, was I that that obvious?  I don’t know why I’m acting quietly around him suddenly.  He’s the same person I’ve been with this whole time.  Pull it together girl!!!

“I’m still just waking up is all.  How long have you guys been up?”

“A few hours.  We wanted to let you rest, so we went out back for a while.”  Yeah, I know, I was thinking, a little smile appearing on my lips.  “What?  Why are you smiling?”

“Why are you so observant all of a sudden to human emotions?”  I all but yelled.  He took a step back and looked at me.

“Are you…. mad at me?” 

I stood up with the kid.  “No, sorry.  I’m not mad at you.  It’s just……”

“What?”  I looked down at Grogu, who seemed to understand my broken language.

“I’m just not feeling like myself since meeting Luke.”  I put Grogu down, who was still looking up at me.  I smiled at him.  He seemed to be the only thing to understand me completely.

“Well, is there anything I can do to help?”

“No, not unless you can help me make my mind a little stronger or help me learn how not to hurt the ones, I love….”  My voice trailed off at the end.  I didn’t really just say love, did I?  Oh, for crying out loud!

“No, no I can’t help with that.  But I can help with some other kind of training if you want me to.”

I shrugged again.  I didn’t really know what I wanted.  A part of me wanted to just go back home and a large part wanted me to stay here.  And as if he could suddenly read my mind, “I’m not taking you back home.”

I stared at him doe eyed.  Ok, he is really on top of his game today.  “Ok, I’ll take you up on that offer.  What would you be able to teach me?  I’m not wearing all that armor you are, so what have you got?”  I challenged back at him.  I also realized I was being rude to a guy who already has social issues.  I put my hand up to my chest and said, “I’m really sorry.  I’m not trying to be rude to you.  I’m just super confused and unsure, and that’s not like me.”

I looked straight at him, hoping he could see my sincerity.  “It’s fine.  I know it can be hard sometimes finding yourself.  I went through that at one point.”  He paused a moment.  “But I do think I can train you on fighting, defensive maneuvers and other skills that you could use.”

“Thanks Din.  I appreciate it.  What about you, kiddo?  Can you teach me anything?  I sure hope so.”  I knelt down and ruffled his head. 

“Patu.”

“What is that?  I’ve heard him say that a few times now.”

Din shrugged.  “I’m not sure.  I’m not sure it’s anything.  Maybe one day we’ll find out.”  He looked down at him.  “Grogu.”  He looked up at his dad.  Din put his arm out and the kid high jumped right into it.  Din looked at me.

“What?  I still think you treat him like a pet!”  Din tilted his head and shrugged again.

“I think he’s fine.”  He started walking off the porch area into some open land.  “Now, let’s see what you got.”  I gulped, suddenly getting nervous again.

[intothewickedwood]

Ruby or Mulan, Maleficent or Cruella, Dragon Queen or Outlaw Queen, Shadow Queen or Regina x Kathryn?

Gaaah! Thank you for the questions! These are challenging, for sure!

Ruby. But it's close! The werewolf thing wins it for me, and also because she was in Season One. I have a lot of Season 1 feelings. And also her friendship with Snow! And "Red-Handed" being one of my favorite episodes. She's a great and tragic character who does her best to help others no matter what she's going through herself.

I do love Mulan a lot, though. I may be in love with both Red and Mulan. Oops! I just wish we'd gotten more of Mulan. I loved her dynamics with every character she interacted with. She's such a badass. Mulan x Aurora x Phillip is one of my favorite ships in the show, and I also wouldn't have said no to Mulan and Ruby ending up together. Mulan deserved better.

Cruella. I agree with you about having a lot of room to explore with Maleficent, as she could have done with a bit more development in the show. I'd have at least loved to have seen more of her relationship with Lily. She was an adorable mom in the one episode we got to see them interact. But Cruella makes me laugh out loud. She has some of the best lines. "Sympathy for the De Vil" is one of my favorite, most unique episodes. She just wants to murder people! Let her have her happy ending, Isaac! xD. I don't know, she's just so fun, but I do still really enjoy Maleficent. I wish they'd explained what the heck happened with her and Aurora's parents. I like to believe she was in love with Briar Rose, and it went terribly wrong.

Definitely Dragon Queen. I've just been having a discussion on a different website about how Robin Hood was possibly evil the whole time. Looking at the evidence, his words don't match up with his actions. If he wants to steal from the rich, why date Regina? His code says he can't divorce his wife, but he'll… let her die instead? In the book, there is a page which shows that when he met Marian, he planned to kidnap her for ransom, yet he tells Will that he tried to steal her horse, didn't because she was poor, and from that day forward, he chose to steal only from the rich and give to the poor. Yet, in "Heart of Gold," we see that he only decides to steal from the rich and give to the poor long after he and Marian are a couple. Not to mention he shot at Regina without hesitation when looking for the Wicked Witch and, knowing at the time that the Wicked Witch had bright red hair, hid in the bushes and aimed his arrow at the back of a clearly dark-haired Regina's head for a good while before making his presence known. It's just a theory, but I do wonder if he had a plot for revenge against her all along, at least at first. I think that would have made him a much more interesting character. Otherwise, I struggle to make sense of why Regina, post formation of the Evil Queen, would want to be with someone like him. She kinda had to change her personality during their interactions just to make it make a little sense. It's just not for me. But power to those who like it, and I may adopt the revenge plot theory as headcanon, which might make me more invested in them.

Dragon Queen, on the other hand, has to be canon, right? I mean, the intensity of the moments when their noses almost touch. I think they should have kissed. There is so much blatant subtext there, and it's so wonderfully gay. Okay, so Regina rode home on a dragon. Okay, girl, I see you. "Are you a bad girl, Regina?" "The worst." I mean, come on! Everything that comes out of their mouths when they interact just screams "we are exes who can't stop flirting with each other." I love it! I wish it was more explicit!

Okay, this last one is really freaking hard. I do love both almost equally, but I've been thinking a lot about Regina x Kathryn lately and their potential, and I just wanna go back to season 1 and make them fall in love. I want the angst post-season 1. I need it! I honestly would have been ecstatic if Regina had ended up with either of them. And it's totally cool that she ended up single at the end. That was a nice way to demonstrate that happy endings/beginnings don't have to involve romantic love. But goddamn, I wish Facilier didn't die. I know love triangles aren't popular, but heck, if they'd brought Facilier in earlier and had a Kathryn/Regina/Facilier love triangle, I would have been very happy. Idk, I love both pairings, but the Kathryn x Regina friends-to-lovers gets me. And we could have gotten so much more Kathryn. *Cries forever*.