#Fuck I'm gonna cry
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i think i found my people
#sorry having a small town queer finally makes friends living in the city moment over here#i just. give people my chosen name and they use it. if i put in one iota of effort even strangers gender me correctly#my course director recognized me from the stage i took in the summer and saw that my name didn't match the legal documents#APOLOGIZED FOR DEADNAMING ME. and said there's a procedure to get my uni credentials fixed even if i haven't legally changed anything yet#I don't think I've ever been so comfortable in my life#fuck I'm gonna cry
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I can't believe I read posts suggesting/implying/making their own fanon canon/twisting canon, saying, Aerys did nothing wrong(YESS!!) saying, Brandon was jealous of Rhaegar and that's why he went to king's landing! Like...i literally don't have words!
#There's so much more I want to write#But can't#Fuck I'm gonna cry#Can't fucking believe people are this stupid#Rickard Stark#His death was NOT HIS FAULT#Brandon Stark#Did NOT DESERVE TO DIE LIKE THAT#So cruelly#No fucking no#asoiaf#a song of ice and fire#House Stark
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WAIT I JUST REALISED AZIRAPHALE WAS ABOUT TO SAY I LOVE YOU BUT TOOK IT BACK AND SAID I FORGIVE YOU INSTEAD WHAT THE FUCK
#i'm............................ dead#i thought ppl were being delulu and i rewatched the scene and omg it's actually there#FUCK I'M GONNA CRY#good omens#shitpost
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Fuuuuuuck dude I've cried like three times playing these games what is UP
#Luke's Kitty and now Hayden's baby brother???#IT'S THE SECOND (probably) CHAPTER#Why are you LIKE THIS game#Broooooo Hayden's baby brother scene got me FULL TEARS#I'm still sniffling#Hayden baby your parents still love you#You're gonna be a big brother!!#Fuck I'm gonna cry#AGAIN#That's just so good aw man#sweetmountainseeds#charlie in underworld#Cuwo#Is that the shortform for it?
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“look at me, hm?”
toji's voice is barely above a whisper, his words softer than ever. with his hands circled around your middle, he stands there behind you, his chest glued against your back like a big bear. his heavy head rests on your shoulder, eyes locked onto yours in a quiet plea. you think you hear a pout in his tone.
but you don’t give him a reaction, gaze locked onto the vegetables on the cutting board in front of you.
you’re upset with him and toji feels like he's dying.
all of this just because you're jealous.
because the love of his life is jealous.
toji only spared her a glance, brushing her off and saying that his partner is waiting for him – she’s the one that went on and on, talking about the milk carton in his hands as if toji had never seen it before. but little do you know, every single word that spilled from the stranger, went in one ear and right out the other – toji couldn’t be less interested in anybody other than you. if you were to crack open his head and take a look around, it’d be all you. you and your laugh, you and your eyes, you and your hands, you and your hobbies. you and you and you. even when he was standing there with the milk carton in his hand, the only thing on his mind was how he’s going to watch you chomp down a big bowl of cereal the next morning.
you just happened to see the moment the woman leaned closer with a charming smile on her lips and her hand on his forearm while saying her goodbye, and that was enough for the ugly thoughts to bully themselves into your head.
even though you trust toji, you know he doesn’t entertain any flirting attempts that might come his way, but sometimes… sometimes you just can’t help but feel that you might not be enough. what if he did think the woman was more beautiful, or maybe he did find the guy, who asked for his help at the gym the other day, hot? what if he found them more interesting than you, what if he feels himself stuck to you against his will?
you heard your own words swimming around in your head and cringed at yourself, ashamed that you were letting that weird growth of jealousy torment you.
but it had already taken root.
that evil, ugly little thing in the back of your mind. and you couldn’t shake it.
not on your own at least.
toji had made his way over to you, taking his place by your side while squinting at the little piece of paper in his hands. but you were quiet, more so than usual, and toji isn’t stupid – he might not be the best with feelings and emotions, but he does know you.
he could tell just by the way you avoided his gaze, the way you started to shorten your answers. the way you pulled away and into yourself – he watched you disappear into your own head right in front of his eyes and he hated it.
but not wanting to push any wrong buttons here in public, he swallowed your silence with a heavy heart and guided you to your car with a hand on your lower back. he’s not as afraid as he used to be – he isn’t as scared to step into your space, now knowing that this is just what you need sometimes. a little push, a little nudge, to break free from the vines of envy and jealousy and doubt. he’ll burn them, he’ll cut you free.
the car ride home was quiet. with your head rested against the window and eyes set on the passing buildings and cars, toji found himself stealing glances at you every chance he got. oh, how he hated the pout on your lips, the very same one you’re wearing now. all he wanted to do was to take you into his arms and kiss you, hold you. to make you laugh. to make you forget every single thing that has ever bothered you.
toji let you simmer for exactly ten minutes, just enough for you to change into your pyjamas and to wash up before deciding on your distraction – the dishes. he snuck up on you as silently as he could; the tips of his fingers itched to feel your skin under them, his ears tired from the silence in the apartment. the sigh that you let out as he pressed himself flush against you, sounded better than anything before. toji had already started to miss you in those twenty minutes you were away from him.
“please… “
it’s not often you get to hear that word, especially in that tone, so it’s hard for you to ignore the stuttering of your poor, sensitive heart. his nose nudges against your cheek and you put down the knife to lean into him on instinct; with your hands on top of his, your bodies mold together like pieces of a puzzle.
“you know you’re the only one for me…”
the words form in the back of his mouth and roll from his tongue like a low purr. they’re coated in something sweet, in something only you get to see and feel. his arms tighten around you and you know he means it. his heart beats against your back, as nervous as it is confident. he’s sure about his statement but a part of him is still scared that you won’t have him. that you’ll leave him.
“she talked about the milk, that’s all she did, sweetheart.” gently, he sways your bodies side to side, letting the warmth of his body engulf you as he ropes you back to him.
“yeah?”
“yeah.”
“do you believe me?”
it’s something you’ve been practicing in order to get rid of any remaining specks of doubt. it goes both ways; he trusts that you’ll say what’s on your mind and you do the same.
honesty.
raw and real.
“yes.”
toji lets out a little puff of air through his nostrils, a wave of relief settling into his body. he knows it’s not over just yet, but it’s a start.
“can i kiss you?”
toji’s mossy green eyes meet yours for the first time in what feels like forever and all he can think about is how much you mean to him. his darling, his baby. he’s not one to be a sap, but hell, when it comes to you, he’s more than willing to drop to his knees and recite love poems for you if that’s what you’d like. anything and everything.
he watches your eyes flick down to his mouth and then back up again and the little nod you give him is more than enough for him to finally press his lips to yours in a needy, hungry kiss. you melt into each other – skin against skin, tongue against tongue, it just feels right. the spark between you is still there, burning brighter than ever after all the time you’ve spent together. over hills and mountains, through lakes and rivers – nothing is too much or too little for the two of you to conquer together. he’ll be there for you and you’ll be there for him.
“‘m all yours, sweetheart.”
his hushed words slip right between your lips and slither their way down your throat. inside, they bloom and they flourish. they overtake the rotting weeds that were growing there before and you feel it. you feel it happen. he breathes into you and you become alive again.
"i love you."
#crying sobbing wailing#i love him so fucking much i'm gonna die#toji#wtf mickey can write#toji x reader#toji fluff#toji fushiguro#toji fushiguro x reader#toji fushiguro fluff#jjk toji#jjk x reader#jjk fluff
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I’m so glad you got Eras tour tickets!!!!
AHHHHHHH GIRL! Me fuckin too dude! This whole week trying to secure these tickets has been the most insane and stressful experience of my life I HAVE AGED 45 YEARS BUT it's okay bc I have tickets I am going to eras I am seeing my emotional support pop star again
#i literally sat on the floor in my back room with my work laptop like a feral raccoon for 4 hours trying to get tickets#but couldn't get passed the fucking ticketek waiting lounge#then half an hour later my best friend on melb called me at work screaming THAT SHE GOT US TICKETS FNDKSKDN#SO EXCITING#i was a lil sad still cause taylor shows is something i do with my sister and bc of the 4 x ticket cap i wouldn't be able to#but then#BUT THEN#AT 7:30PM#9 HOURS AFTER THEY WENT ON SALE#MY COUSIN GOT THROUGH TO THE BUY SCREEN#AND GOT US TICKETS TO SYDNEY!!!!!#NDKSNSOAMAKSNDNSKNSKSJDJDKEJDJD IM GONNA CRY#I AM SOOOOO LUCKY#FUCK i'm gonna CRY#that stupid fucking ticketek queue was literally chosing accounts at random and MY GIRLIES GOT THROUGH!!#LUCKY GIRL SYNDROME#anyways don't yell at me going twice i literally fucking deserve this#taylor swift shows are my safe place and i'm sooooo so so so happy i get to experience this again with my absolute favourite people
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He's a used car salesman. He has a heart of gold. He can't parallel park. He has two gay witch italian dads. He chops the wood. He has a magical talking cat mom. He's an assassin. He isn't an assassin. He's actually the cat from earlier. He's trans (female cat to male human). He's been shot through the heart. He was in Dewar. He was not in the war. He was in Dewar. He's on his last of nine lives. He just had a marble shoved down his throat. He's even bisexual. I didn't say his name, but he popped into your head, didn't he?
#I'M LOSING MY MIND THAT WAS 40 MINUTES OF THE FUCKING EPISODE#dndads#the peachyville horror#dndads spoilers#tony collette#Mack and I were listening to this one together and we have been losing our minds since#I won't be on tumblr much today but I'll have to scroll through later cause WHAT#To be clear: perfect episode#dungeons and daddies#dndads s3 ep. 6#Also idk if I'll make a separate post about it or not but I actually LOVE that he and Kelsey have some weird history#I'm glad we got a more personal interaction between them at the end there#ALSO DR. MANN YESSSSSSSS#okay that's it for now I've been ug weirdly dizzy a lot this week need to lie down aha#I'm gonna cry why is his backstory an old spice commercial
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HOW DID THIS
FELL LESS GAY THAN THIS
?!?!?!
We stan the universal power of gay
#caitvi#arcane season 2#arcane#jayvik#arcane jayce#arcane viktor#arcane vi#arcane caitlyn#so fucking gay#iconic#aaahhhh#icannot#pls help#i'm gonna cry#i cried#own post
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This initially very simple piece was 100% cursed by a witch and I had to start completely over two times, but for my Seacasters? Anything.
#inspired largely by the face that brennan made at the start of this scene that made me immediately cry#bill seacaster#fabian seacaster#fhjy#dimension 20#fantasy high#fabian aramais seacaster#this fucked up evil devil pirate sincerely loves his son so much I'm gonna die#dimension 20 spoilers#fantasy high spoilers
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kitamoto does make me so emotional. natsume says some embarrassingly earnest shit that reveals how undersocialized he is and kitamoto's reaction is to spend more time with him and introduce him to friendship. when someone who appears to be a girl his age tells him she's never read a book before, he's like oh okay, and then the next day he gives her a book with easy-to-read stories in a genre she said sounded interesting. he not only doesn't judge people but he also actively meets them where they're at...i love this sweet teenager so much i could cry.
#he's like huh. what a weirdo. i'm going to respect the shit out of them#he and nishimura taught natsume how to ride a bike. remember that? because i do.#natsume is like will i ever be able to tell him about the youkai? and idk if he means youkai in general or specifically kaeda#but either way. kitamoto would be the absolute chillest person to tell. he's so accepting. even if he thought it was natsume's delusions#he would just like. be so fucking supportive ah goddammit i'm gonna cry again#natsume's book of friends#natsume yuujinchou#kitamoto atsushi#my posts
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It's alright
30 second timelapse:
#ofmd#ofmd s2#ofmd fanart#our flag means death#“I am a brave boy and will NOT cry while getting reference screenshots of Ed” he said.#*barely manages to hit Win+Shift+S through the fucking tears*#I'm sorry but this is the only decent OFMD fanart I got in me for now#I'm shit at drawing people with faces/head and I still gotta learn and find a style but god knows the gay pirates are gonna help me practic#I still need to recover from this scene- this episode- this season- this show goddamnit#ngl at first I liked how I drew Ed's hair but the more I look at it now the less I like it >:C#did I forget to post this? no nope nuh uh I don't know what you're talking about#this absolutely blew up on twitter- lowkey hope tumblr dot com likes it too :>#ed teach#stede bonnet#gentlebeard#ofmd s2e8#tw blood#blood#akans art
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Donald was the best partner in movies I ever had. We were brothers and we loved each other. We had such a deep, sublime chemistry. There was nothing intellectual about it, just this amazing natural harmony. I first met him in the commissary at 20th Century Fox when Robert Altman told us to have lunch together after I’d been cast in M*A*S*H. At first I thought: I don’t think this guy likes me. But it was just the opposite. The thing was: we were such opposites. I’m a Jew from Brooklyn and he was a Canadian from Nova Scotia. But it was perfection: never any conflict, just bread and butter – a relationship that felt like a miracle. Making M*A*S*H made us immediately close because while everyone else was working with Bob Altman, we worked for Bob Altman. He kept us a little segregated. We were both really unsure about the improvisation, the direction of the movie and Bob’s approach in general. Donald was hired well before me, but once I signed on we had the same deal: no less than second billing, and the same money. Later in production, Richard Zanuck, who was at that time running 20th Century Fox, said they wanted to give me first billing. I thought: “Oh that’s a nice honour. But Donald is my friend! I’m not going to be opportunistic – he was here first and should have first billing and I’ll stay in second place.” That’s what Donald meant to me. I never told him about that. A few years later, I turned down the screenplay for the movie that became S*P*Y*S, about two bumbling CIA agents. Then Donald called and said: “Would you do it with me?” And I said: “Oh that’s a different story. Of course!” On the first day of shooting in London, we drove to work together and he said: “What do you think of the script?” I rolled the window down, threw it out and said: “It’s a piece of junk. The only way this will work is if we swap parts.” But the producers could not digest that, so we just did the picture. Yet we did bring some of our own ideas to the table. There wasn’t an ending, for instance - so Donald and I agreed that we would just walk up the road with our backs to the camera and sing Side By Side. We worked together and we succeeded together, but we didn’t socialise very much – though having the opportunity to develop a relationship with some of his family was a total joy. Once, Donald was making a movie in the Bahamas and I came to visit because I had a week off from making The Long Goodbye and was interested in his leading lady, Jennifer O’Neill. Kiefer, his son, was five or six and Donald introduced us. Kiefer wanted me to stay, so when I said goodbye, I said: “Kiss me, Kiefer.” He had an ice cream cone in his hand and put it on my face – he kissed me with his cone. Donald was a true human being – and not all of us are. He could identify with any of us. His presence and his nature, his life and his mind are an asset for everyone. We all come and go physically, but as a being, he was really special and unique. I don’t put anything in the past. With me, it’s all in the present. My feeling is that for as long as I am living, Donald will be with me. I have no doubt about that, and I’m not being sentimental. I can see Donald now. I will see Donald for ever.
Elliot Gould - Donald Sutherland remembered by Keira Knightley, Elliott Gould, Ralph Fiennes and more in The Guardian
#donald sutherland#elliott gould#I'm not crying you're crying oh wait we're ALL CRYING#look we've discussed the massive problematic bits of the film of M*A*S*H#but these two together are just the biz#my brain is so fucked I can't even remember if I watched Little Murders during my 1970s Donald Sutherland film watching#but I'm gonna watch it again and see
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SaneGiyuu nation how are we feeling today...
I'm feeling well fed and slightly spiraling into feral insanity 😇
#demon slayer#kny#kimetsu no yaiba#sanegiyuu#giyuusane#sanemi x giyuu#gosh i love them#i'm gonna cry#bawling my fucking eyes out#sanegiyuu save me sanegiyuu#they are in love#i love sanegiyuu#i love them
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TVARCHIVE'S TV APPRECIATION WEEK 2023 | DAY 5: lgbtq+ pride —Denise Bryson in Twin Peaks (1990, 2017) 🩵🩷🤍
#if you have a problem with this that's your sign to fuck off and get off my blog btw#cause all my homies LOVE denise & all trans women and other people with trans or nonbinary gender identities <333#tvweek23#twin peaks#tv#denise bryson#tvedit#twinpeaksedit#.gif#that shot in the second gif is so out of focus I'm gonna cry. but of course I couldn't not use it....
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peaky blinders — 6x04 'sapphire' created by steven knight
#this quality dynamic even needs its own spin off if we're gonna talk real. don't deprive us of them @ steven knight#arthur is always fucked up i'm crying but mwah i love him#arthur shelby#thomas shelby#tommy shelby#peaky blinders#tommy and arthur#period drama#cillian murphy#paul anderson#text post
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I'm begging you, BioWare... Learn from the mistakes of Baldur's Gates past...
#please accept this low effort meme while i work on Emmrich-inspired creative pursuits#hoping and praying and sobbing and crying#BioWare i'm on my hands and knees begging you to GIVE THE SWEET NECROMANCER A SOFT TUMMY#emmrich volkarin#dragon age emmrich#okay now im gonna start complaining in the tags so this is your warning#i just don't think im strong enough to withstand ANOTHER RPG with companions that Should Not Fucking Have Abs#like sure i could MAYBE suspend my disbelief that the vain wizard would use some illusion magic to give himself abs (still cringe)#or MAYBE he got really into crunches while he was depressed for a year (HIGHLY doubtful)#BUT THE EMACIATED VAMPIRE!?#like come on bestie#did cazador have some really rigorous workout routines that were conveniently never brought up???#im going insane sorry#i just have a lot of opinions on diverse body types in video games#and dont want them to do my man dirty like that#[insert joke about how getting down and dirty with him is my job]#okay sorry i think i got it all out of my system#if anyone actually read this far please know i love you with my entire serpentine heart
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