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#This remembers me of#The landscape#From my grandma home#In Cojimar Cuba#back in the day#Bay#Seaside#View#Branch#Flowers
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manifesting a slutty/cursed dan voting post
#i need the distraction!!#when i get home from work liz will still be working at the polls#probably going to spend a lot of time on the phone with my grandma in arizona#who represents the blue senior vote#and we always have a good time screaming into the void together#but.#can this all be over please?!
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i just woke up, itâs 7am and iâm having thoughts about jingliuâŠ
if there was one person on the luofu who knew jingliu the longest, it was you. not the high cloud quintet or the cloud knights, you. the daughter of jingliuâs master, and the stubborn sword championâs personal healer. she entered your life as a gangly, hungry girl who could barely hold a sword in both handsâand now, sheâs the greatest warrior the luofu has ever seen.
but more importantly, now, sheâs your wife.
it seemed almost like an inevitability, that youâd fall for her. for all that she was your motherâs disciple, you didnât see her much as children. jingliu would always be training, and you would always be studying. it was only after she became a member of the cloud knights, and you a member of the alchemy commission, that things would really start to blossomâlike a lotus flower, bright and pure.
you were the only healer jingliu really trusted and even allowed to heal her. the warrior had a stubborn streak several miles wide, but perhaps it was the echo of your mother in you that had her obediently heeling to your treatmentsâa fact that always awed her fellow cloud knights, who teased her relentlessly about it. âwhipped,â theyâd say. jingliu would only grumble and grudgingly thank you, before leaving the clinic and decidedly and publicly putting every one of her squadmates on their asses during a sparring match.
but nonetheless, it is no one but jingliu who comforts you when teng xiao arrives at your door, a set of armor folded neatly in his arms, and a grim, apologetic look on his face. that night it is jingliu who sits by your side, letting you weep into her shoulder as she awkwardly and clumsily attempts to console you. grief burns through you like a wildfire, but jingliu is there, her presence soothing and cool like moonlight. you both fall asleep tangled in each otherâs arms, finding that, if nothing else, there is comfort in shared loss.
the next morning, you ask her about it as you both still hold each other close. jingliuâs mouth opens and closes, struggling to choose the right words. âi swore to her that iâd protect you,â she answers. it makes you smile, just a little, even if grief still twists sharply in your heart.
âyouâre protecting me by cuddling me?â you tease her, and her pale cheeks flush.
âthatâsâ i believed you might have neededââ she stammers, and you cut her off by pressing closer against her cool body.
âiâm just teasing,â you whisper against her skin, arms tightening around her muscular form. as if to ground yourself, as if to assure yourself that sheâs really here. âi appreciate it, jingliu. thank you.â
at your words, the warrior relaxes. her voice is barely higher than yours when she replies, tinged with a hint of tenderness. âof course.â
jingliu is different, after that. you guess that itâs because you are all she has leftâmuch the same in how she is all you have left. there is a gentle awkwardness to her now, like someone who has never known how to be soft trying to learn for the first time. she sits patiently as she lets you fuss over her wounds, knowing that you need this, that you need to know sheâs alright. she only looks away when you get a little too close, when she can feel the warmth of your breath on her skin, and she hopes you donât notice (you do).
she comes to the house whenever she can, which feels just a little emptier without your motherâs commanding presence. she stands shoulder to shoulder next to you at the counter making dumplings, her rough, battle-scarred hands dwarfing your own more delicate onesâbut she wraps the dumplings with finesse all the same. you eat them together, quietly, but the silence is comfortable. you know each other enough that words are unnecessary. these nights you can only ever fall asleep in her armsâand she can only ever fall asleep in yours. neither of you question it, but what is there to question anyway?
jingliu ends up being many of your firstsâincluding your first kiss. it happens on one of those nights, tangled in each otherâs arms, with nothing but a sliver of moonlight to illuminate jingliuâs pale face. you feel her pulse jump under your touch, as your thumb traces the ridge of her cheekbones and your lips press gently against hers. kissing her is nothing grand, no fireworks or butterfliesâjust the quiet sense of finally coming home.
jingliu is your first time, too. her hands trail down your body with reverence, lips pressing kisses like prayers against your skin. she brings you to the edge of heaven with her fingers and her mouth until you lie boneless on the sheets. she kisses you while your essence is still smeared across her lips, and you eagerly return the favor.
jingliu is your first and only love. itâs the soft, quiet kind, more of a respite than a whirlwind in and of itself. a shelter where both of you can return to, when the world becomes too much. youâre there for each other at the lowest lows and the highest highsâjingliu attends the ceremony as youâre sworn in as the cauldron master of the alchemy commission, eyes trained only on you as you accept the honor. and you attend jingliuâs ascenscion ceremony for the title of sword champion, standing at the forefront of the crowd, a proud smile on your face. to jingliu, that is her true victory.
and yet, even as the sword champion, there are still things she fearsâlike telling you she loves you. it takes a grand amount of coaxing from her new friendsâa blacksmith, a high elder, and a pilot, respectivelyâbefore she works up the courage. she whispers it against your neck one moonlit night, intertwined with you in the sheets. her voice trembles ever so slightly, her breath fanning unevenly against your skin, and she tenses when you laugh softly. but the tension bleeds out of her immediately when you say it back, and she slumps against you, as if the weight of the world had been lifted off her shoulders.
(baiheng and yingxing later force her to buy them drinks, and she does so, grudgingly. after all, they were right when they said there was no way youâd say anything other than âi love you tooâ. dan feng only attends for the free alcohol, but he is happy for her nonetheless.)
your marriage is a quiet affairâor as quiet as it can get, with baiheng and yingxing together on the guestlist. but it is perfect, to you and jingliu. the rings were crafted by yingxing, inlaid with stones baiheng discovered along the trailblaze. neither of you actually wear them on your fingers due to your jobs, but none other than dan feng gifts the both of you corded red rope to loop the rings through and wear as a necklace. it becomes your greatest treasure, even centuries down the line.
the next few months of your life are calm and routineâuntil jingliu returns home one day with a teenager, of all things. the boy has long, shaggy, white hair, and curious golden eyes. He reminds you of a cat.
âthis is jing yuan,â jingliu introduces to you. âmy disciple.â
the boy greets you politely, before jingliu sends him off to an empty room in your home for him to claim as his own. once the boy is out of sight, you turn to jingliu, quirking a brow.
âdisciple?â
she nods. âyes. i believe he has potential.â
you only hum at her answer, stepping forward to fix her collar. she lets you fuss, as you always have, and then presses her lips against yours gently, her hands on your waist. âtrust me,â she whispers, and you do.
jing yuan fits into your life more easily than you expected. a sharp-witted young man, quick with a blade but even quicker with his words. it isnât long before you grow fond of him as wellâin an almost parental sort of way. before you realise, you start fussing over him the way you fuss over jingliu. it seems youâre not the only one susceptible to jing yuanâs charm, since the newly formed high cloud quintet adore him just as muchâbaiheng, especially, is delighted to have another little brother figure besides yingxing. jingliu is no exception; the pride in her gaze as she watches jing yuan train is visible to anyone.
nowadays, your home feels fuller. it is no longer just you and hingliu making dumplingsâanother pair of hands, sometimes even another three appear to help. the dinner table is full more often than not, and there always seems to be more plates in the sink. sometimes you find purple fur on the floor, or the occasional jade-like scale in between your couch cushions. but joy, you learn, is fleeting. nnd no one ever notices it is here until it is gone, ripped from your hands before you can even blink.
jingliu is your first and only love. she is also your first and only heartbreak.
everything youâve built with jingliu over the course of centuries crumbles in a matter of days. the battle against shuhu is vicious. you can barely even keep up against the constant stream of injured that flood the alchemy commission. you and your colleagues down energising pill after energising pill to stay on your feet and support the xianzhou forces. tet the news from the frontline would nonetheless bring you to your knees.
baiheng, dead. yingxing, cursed. dan feng, imprisoned. and worst of allâ
jingliu, mara-struck.
the ten lords commission keep her under strict watch in a holding cell. you barely have the time to visit, what with the number of patients that demand your attention. jing yuan is the one who visits her, by his authority as the new arbiter general. he speaks to you when he can, updates you on her conditionâbut youâve treated enough cases to know when something is bad, even if jing yuan tries to assuage you with purposefully vague wording.
she barely recognises you when you approach her. her beautiful ruby eyes are covered by a ragged, black cloth. thick, metal bindings encircle her wrists and restrain her arms behind her back. you call her name, quietly, gently, trying your hardest to stifle the tremble in your voice. sometimes, there is a flicker of recognition. most of the time, there is nothing.
you return to an empty house. itâs so, so cold, and your bed is far too big. you hold tightly to your ring, praying that jingliu be spared this fate. but the aeon does not listen.
because no more than a few months later, jingliu breaks free from her confinement, and rampages across the luofu. smoke chokes the air as ice and frigid wind sweeps across the epicenter that is jingliu. but instead of running away, you run towards her. the ice seems to part and melt before you as you run. you need to see her.
instead, all you witness is the majesty of the lightning lord, as he strikes down your beloved.
nothing remains of jingliu. they find no body, not even any remnants of armor or personal effects. after that, they strike her name from every record for her dishonor. all her achievements, her victoriesâerased. as if she never existed. you are forced to resign as cauldron master in shame, with your apprentice dan shu taking your place.
you feel⊠nothing. only a pervasive, parasitic emptiness spreading through your entire being. you spend your days in a bed in a guest roomâyou canât bring yourself to set foot in the room you once shared with her. the kitchen lies deserted. you barely feel hunger or thirst, or any sort of sensation. and yet, you keep living. your cells respire and your lungs draw breath, and your heart still thumps in your chestâeven as your soul rots and decays.
the only thingâor person, ratherâthat stirs you now somewhat is jing yuan. he has lost everyone too, this general who will always be that curious-eyed boy to you. you do your best to pick yourself up; if not for yourself, then for him.
(but jing yuan knows. he sees it in your eyes, the truth of the matter. the guilt that gnaws at you, that compels you to keep fussing over him.
you think that caring for him will help you atone for the way you failed jingliu. he wants to tell you that his master wouldâve never thought such a thing. but he doesnât, and lets you mother him all the same.
he needs this too.)
jing yuan appoints you as his personal healer, even as his advisors protest. they question your abilityâafter all, how could a good healer not even mend the one she loved most?
that moment is the first and last time you ever see jing yuan angry. it fades as quickly as it comes, however, and you are appointed as his personal healer nonetheless. you remain by his side for the next few centuries, watching as he grows more and more into the role of the general. the pain of your loss doesnât healânot fully, at least, but it scabs over.
still, you canât help the ache in your chest when jing yuan approaches you one day, a young boy at his heels.
âthis is my disciple, yanqing,â he introduces. the boy has flaxen hair, and expressive amber eyes. thereâs a fire in them, a determination that you remember seeing in a pair of ruby ones. he greets you, politely and a little shyly.
itâs a painfully familiar scene, and the best you can manage is a wordless smile.
yanqing becomes another target of your fussing soon enough. he squirms when you check him over for injuries, insisting that heâs fine. the boy is incorrigibly stubborn. but in the end, he is still a boy. his enthusiasm, unmarred by grief and loss, brings a liveliness to your monotone life. you canât help but sneak a few more extra strales into his pockets for swords when jing yuan isnât looking.
(but he knows. jing yuan always knows.)
you are not happy, not truly, not without her, never without her, but for now you are content. the boys in your life give you reason enough to keep going.
yet your life turns upside down once more when the stellaron bursts on the luofu. jing yuan keeps you away from the whirlwind of conflict, assigning an elite squad of his knights to guard your house. it makes you curious, but the answer reveals itself to you only a few days after the crisis is resolved.
there, standing amidst the unconscious bodies of the cloud knights supposed to guard you, is none other than the ghost of your beloved.
sheâs as beautiful as the day you lost her.
#sev.scribbles#jingliu x reader#the brainrot got away from meâŠâŠâŠâŠ again#mother/son relationship between jy and reader#means grandma/grandson relationship between yq and reader LMAO#had to build up some hella backstory bcos personally#i feel like if jl had no partner and then met bh it would be over#baihengâs trailblaze rizz would have swept jingliu right off her feet#so reader had to get there EARLY early yk#anyway ngl had a lot of fun with this one#describing how house changes to home then back to house#kinda fell off towards the end but thats about normal for my writing JDHDHSKSKSL#well anyway#i wrote this in 2 1/2 hours#it is now 9.30 am#this ones for yâall jingliu nation đ«Ąđ«Ąđ«Ą#hsr
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the crane wives are once again inspiring me. higher ground is SO mudpawcoded
#rye.txt#'the corvids are calling // warning a forest of predators approaching // am i in danger or am i the threat?'#<- DUDE.#the uncertainty of the future. the fear of change. hiding truth. it's like it was made in a lab for him#mudpaw#also! still taking time away from online stuff/content creation#but I'm feeling better these days#my grandma's memorial service is gonna be next week#hoping that will help with closure and everything#i still find myself doing things for her#like thinking 'oh someone needs to stay home to watch over her' or 'better stay quiet to not wake her up' that sort of thing#and then I remember and it hits me all over again#but I'm doing better :)#thank you guys for all the well wishes
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this post
That's...not...
yikes
âšongoing genocide aestheticsâš
đŠglide bomb coređŠ
đ„scorched earth vibesđ„
#i don't know what to say#my grandma's home is now one of the âabandonedâ houses probably#is it considered abandoned if it's stolen from you and destroyed by an evil empire?
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Fluent Freshman - 38
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If it werenât for the fact that he and Riko had stumbled across a truly traumatizing video of his birth that they had watched secretly in Tetsujiâs office when he was away on a business trip one weekend Kevin would believe that he was born with an Exy racquet in his hand. But the image that is seared into his retinas to this day has proven that he came into this world empty handed.
That doesnât change the fact that Kevin has spent the majority of his life utterly and completely submersed in Exy. He was trained as a Raven, he was court, he was a champion as both a Raven as a Fox and if he had his way heâd leave college with more Championships under the orange and white than the black and red.
Exy was everything in the world to him.
He could overlook many personality defects if someone brought something to the Court.
Apathetic five foot nothing who was more likely to stab him than shake his hand? Well, heâs the best goalie that Kevin had ever seen in his entire life (and that was saying something).
Tight ass who has anger management issues and will not shut the fuck up about his girlfriend now that heâs not even allowed to have? Well, he is a very solid backliner who has excellent ball handling skills (even if Aaron keeps telling him to stop saying it like that or why he keeps yelling that heâs straight).
Overly touchy, too emotional, will not shut the fuck up about his fiancĂ© in Germany? Well, he is a very solid backliner who is great at rebounds (Kevin doesnât get why Nicky gets mad when he says that or why he brings up Erik).
Guy who actively dislikes him and is dying for any chance to punch him and also being overly attached to his friends? Heâs a great enforcer on the court and had the stamina to play far longer than the other two backliners (Why Dan always said âyeah he doesâ whenever Kevin commented on Mattâs stamina he will never understand, and he also doesnât want to.)
Suspicious kid from Millport with a mouth that could strip paint and a past so shrouded in mystery that it even had Andrew perking up in interest? Well, heâs the fastest Striker in the game and the only person that has ever kept up with Kevinâs obsession with the sport. (There was the minor downside that he was the son of the Butcher and almost died before the championships, but Neil pulled through.)
He tolerated all of them and now theyâre his best friends.
There are some who he does find personally objectionable but so long as Jack and Sheena manage to continue to be good on the court he doesnât care about the many many faults in their personalities. Theyâre his teammates, they arenât his friends.
He accepted that he might not like any of the others that came onto the team. For the most part he had never given a shit about before the Foxes, content with his brotherhood with Riko even if it wasnâtâŠperfect. Then he became friends with FF and FF had done him a truly large favor and Kevin wanted to pay that back the best way he knew how. Through his truly infallible health advice and through perfectly crafted smoothies.
Then Daniel appeared with the truth that FF truly met all requirements to be a Fox and Kevin tasted his own smoothie for the first time.
He considered both revelations to be equally upsetting.
StillâŠ
FF was one of the best dealers Kevin had ever had the pleasure to be on Court with. The man knew his position well and interrupted offensives with an enviable ease that made Kevin wish to possibly strap some sort of device onto him and figure out how he did certain things.
It wasnât that far off to believe that a man raised in the same environment as FF could possibly have similar talents and since Lisa fucked off back to some small town cult they really did need a good sub. Sheena was a good offensive dealer but they had games coming up where defense would be imperative and FF did not have the stamina for a full game and likely would not for quite some time considering heâd be recovering from being stabbed.
So, heâd defended Danielâs right to try out.
At first, he had felt vindicated. Daniel kept up quite well during the initial warm-ups. Kept pace with Jack, Sheena, Aaron, Andrew, and Nicky. Kevin had been bringing up the rear mostly to make sure that Andrew didnât stab the guy during warm-ups.
Then it was time for the first precision drill.
The other thing about how Kevin was raised is that he was raised surrounded only by the best of the best. The Ravens were at the top of the Collegiate hierarchy. The National Court used their stadium for practice.
The worst Exy that Kevin had ever seen in his entire life up until the moment that Daniel took hold of an Exy racquet was still only the worst team in Collegiate Division 1 Exy.
Then Kevin watched the ball go so wide that the entire court went silent.
All of the drills that followed were as bad, if not worse.
Kevin felt himself start to vibrate with anger the longer it went on. He started to shout corrections at Daniel but the younger man merely rolled his eyes, âI think I know what Iâm doing.â He would say before pointedly proving that he did not.
Kevin only realized nearly an hour in that he had wasted his entire practice shouting himself hoarse at the actual waste of human life that was Daniel Stanton.
Kevin could accept being bad at Exy and having an inoffensive personality. Kevin could accept being good at Exy and having a bad personality.
Kevin could not accept being bad at Exy and having a bad personality.
Coach Wymack called the practice to an end and Kevin thought that heâd manage to keep his anger mostly inside (he is ignoring the near hour of practice he spent screaming directions) when Daniel decided to deliver the Coup de Grace.
Sweat soaking his bangs, panting, and without a single thing done correctly (even the way he was currently holding his borrowed Exy racquet set Kevinâs teeth on edge) the man had the gall, the gumption, and the absolute AUDACITY to come up to the coach.
âSo, where do I sign?â he asks.
Kevin sees red and unleashes hell.
***
This was the most fun Andrew has had at a practice since he started having to come to them.
The look of embarrassment on Danielâs face as Kevin accurately tore into everything he did wrong on the Court and every personal failing that Kevin could home in on. His attention shifted away to FF sitting in the stands near the University official who was shaking her head at the obvious poor showing. The University may have wanted Daniel around to spruce up the Foxâs marketability but even they couldnât let someone so obviously awful onto one of their few Division 1 teams.
FF was sat sipping one of Kevinâs god awful smoothies looking completely unshocked by Danielâs showing.
Kevin turned his attention to FF, âYou said he was good!â Kevin points at the freshman as he continues to sip the drink.
Andrew interrupts, âHe never said he was good.â He remembers the conversation so exactly and there are few things he loves more than having the opportunity to rub it in Kevinâs face when the man is wrong, âHe said âDaniel has always been athleticâ never anything about him being good.â Andrew reminds.
Kevin whips back around to Daniel, âHave you ever even played Exy?â Kevin demands.
âI didnât think itâd be hard to pick up.â Daniel argues crossing his arms defensively.
It sets Kevin off on another furious rant.
Andrew had thought that FF didnât have a mean bone in his body and heâs quite pleased to have been proven wrong. The thought that FF had let Daniel get all the way into embarrassing himself in such a way?
Andrew had to give him props.
âHow does it feel getting to watch this idiot crash and burn?â he asks coming to the glass.
âReally thought he could manage it if I could.â FF says with a shrug that has Aaron bark out a laugh.
âYou really figured?â Aaron asks coming to stand next to Andrew.
FF just shrugs again, âI mean I also started not knowing how to play and now Iâm on a pretty good team.â He says as if FF starting as a child not knowing how to play is the same as someone walking in demanding a spot on a college team.
Nicky lets out a laugh.
âOh, Smithy I could kiss you.â Nicky laughs and makes his way towards the Court entrance to likely do exactly that moving past a Daniel who was so red in the face with embarrassment and anger that he looked as if he was about to turn purple.
Andrew tuned in.
ââŠsmall pond. The only reason you ever felt like you were worth anything is that Smiths was too nice to put you in your place before now!â Kevin was probably talking about medium-sized fish in a small pond but Andrew didnât really care to know.
âAre you going to let him talk to me like this?!â Daniel finally turned to Wymack.
âKevin, you shouldnât talk to the public like that.â Wymack says without a hint of chastisement in his voice.
Kevin still straightened at the reminder, âYouâre right. Sorry coach.â Kevin sneered at Daniel, âGet off the court before you taint it.â He hisses.
âYouâre really not going to sign me?!â Daniel demands.
âWhy would I?â Wymack asks with a raised brow.
âYou took a chance on John!â Daniel points towards FF.
Andrew watches as Wymackâs face does something heâd rarely seen it do, it goes utterly and completely cold. âI donât take chances with my kids.â He spat, âI give my kids a second chance. Get the hell off of my court.â He hisses.
Danielâs face purples further before he stomped off of the Court.
âDonât you dare walk off with that racquet! Itâs worth more than you!â Kevin shouts after him and Andrew in that moment realizes that Daniel is going to do something stupid.
And FF is on the other side of the Plexiglass with only Nicky at his side.
Itâs like watching a train crash.
Daniel might say something, but Andrew doesnât know. He sees Neil rushing as well, his sense of danger always well-honed but Neil had been in Captain mode in the moments before walking some of the sophomore and freshmen through what they had done wrong.
Neither of them will make it in time.
Daniel throws his racquet, and he throws it right at FF barely 5 feet away in the stands.
The Racquet blows past FFâs head and Andrew lets out a breath.
Then before it could crash into the seats behind him and break FFâs hand wrapped around the shaft of the stick and stopped itâs trajectory.
âYour aim really isnât getting any better by not listening to Kevinâs advice.â Smith says as he twirls the racquet in his hand so that the net was on the ground. âAlso, donât break the equipment, like Kevin said itâs pretty expensive.â He says.
Daniel let out a primal scream but where Andrew had stalled out to watch the miraculous catch Matt Boyd had not. Daniel was tackled to the ground by the backliner, âAbsolutely not.â Matt said with a scowl.
âSmithy are you okay?â Andrew hears Nicky ask.
âYeah, why?â FF asks as if he hadnât just been attacked but considering everything that Andrew had seen it wouldnât shock him if Danielâs attacks were just par for the course back home for FF. âThe racquet looks okay too.â He adds.
âCoach Wymack,â The University representative made their way down looking flustered at the outburst of violence.
Obviously not someone who regularly watched Exy or paid attention to their team.
âThis is why I wanted absolute control over who does and who doesnât get a shot here.â Wymack hisses pointing at Daniel as he struggled under Matt.
âYou have our sincere apologies for this.â She says looking at Daniel, âHe didnât⊠we thought heâd be good for the teamâs culture but it seems like we may have misjudged-â
âThat guy just tried to take Smithy out!â Nicky interrupts.
âI told you he was dangerous.â Neil adds.
âCan someone call campus security?â Matt asks from the ground, âThis jackass keeps aiming for kidney punches and I would like to not be pissing blood during winter break.â Matt requests.
âO-of course!â the University representative says fumbling for her cell phone.
Andrew looked at Matt and figured that the backliner had a handle on that particular mess at the moment.
He made his way over to FF and Nicky who was checking over the freshman.
âNice catch.â He says.
FF shrugs, âItâs my racquet he was borrowing.â He says, âI didnât want to get a new one.â He adds.
***
FF watches as campus security took custody of Daniel as he continued to spit and scream. There are talks about pressing charges, but FF just wants Daniel off of the campus and away from him. Itâs Jack of all people who says that getting a restraining order is a great way to make sure Daniel stays the hell away from him and FF nods consideringly.
Honestly, heâs still mostly in shock he managed to catch his racquet the way he had. His reflexes werenât quite up to snuff since heâd been trying to catch the netting, but his hand only closed around the shaft.
Embarrassing.
He really hopes no one teases him about his slower reflexes.
âHe needs to be charged for assault at least.â Kevin hisses as they watch the security officers take Daniel away.
âItâd be attempted assault.â Aaron corrects.
âHe assaulted my eyes with his Exy.â Kevin insists.
âIf that counted as assault, donât you think I would have pressed charges for all the times I have had to see you dance at Edenâs?â Neil asks. âAlso, youâre the one that insisted he try-out.â He reminds.
âSmiths told me he was good!â Kevin screeches.
âNo, weâve been over this Day. Smithy said he was athletic.â Nicky reminds. âAre you going to do what Jack suggested?â he asks turning to FF.
âIâd like to see significantly less of Daniel.â FF admits.
âYou know he did actually commit assault, if I pee blood Iâm making Kevin go buy me pads.â Matt says.
âWhatever.â Kevin says as they continued to make their way back to the dorm to get ready for the day.
MASTERPOST FOR ALL PARTS OF FLUENT FRESHMAN AU
NEXT
#Fluent Freshman AU#Up next is the Winter banquet and Winter break#looking forward to that as well#I'd like to thank Snow for their help with some decisions made in this chap#and declunkifying some of my phrasing#I would also like to thank the new Jujutsu Kaisen OP for being a banger#also Unfathomed Force from Trails to Azure OST for continuing to be a banger#Grandma Smith is heading home in the next part which makes me sad even if she hasn't featured a lot in the drafts since the hospital#Daniel absolutely ends up punching a security guard#And ending up in like a holding cell at a real police station#He has one call#And he calls Smith's number demanding he come and help him get out#too bad the only number he has is a phone sitting in Wymack's desk#Guess someone else is gonna have to come and pay bail and help Daniel outta there#also my apologies for putting Daniel on u Elle Woods but it's for the meme#Also also I would like to give a shoutout to Matt Boyd who made the 'save of the day'#Its an award usually for goalies but u da real MVP today#AFTG#AFTG OC#AFTG AU#FF - 38
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bought my favorite cinnamon roll for dessert after i break my fastđ€
#wouldâve been zlebiya or mkharek if i were homeđ„Č i miss ramadan back at home so much might cry!#been calling my grandma every day after we both break our fast and she would be like well at least thereâs less dishes to wash now bAHAHAH#She also sends me pics of what sheâs cooking and itâs so endearing bc she tries to take different pics from different angels to make it look#pretty and it makes me miss her so much!!!!!!!
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why is fernsong on thin ice with dovewing, did ivypool use him to send her messages or something like that
Yeaaaaahhh. I figured it was obvious enough to figure out lmao.
Dovewing really likes Fernsong (who doesn't?) but Ivypool continues to be a petty badger for years. She's changed a lot after the impostor murdered her daughter publicly for codebreaking and suddenly ShadowClan didn't look so crazy to resist him from the very start...
But she treated Dovewing like garbage for years. Always looking for ways to spite her and her 'Friendship' with Tigerheart, and it didn't even stop after she booked it. Dovewing doesn't WANT to fix this.
Sure, this stems from Lionblaze being a really bad parent, playing obvious favorites with Dovepaw and neglecting Ivypaw. But Ivypool would take it out on her. Well into their adulthood. And NOW she wants to reconcile? When Dovewing's finally away from her, and living happily?
Fernsong and Dovewing have a history, making friends with each other before Fern started dating Ivy when he first joined ThunderClan, but he FLOATED the idea of Dove talking to her sister, "you know... Ivypool talks about you," and she shut it down fast.
(That means she walked away, cutting the whole reunion short. She really did discover the power of Just Leaving and has been using it like a superpower)
He hasn't dared try again, since that moment. He knows very well he won't get a second chance, and Dovewing is his friend. He doesn't want to ruin it. She's forgiven him, but hasn't forgotten.
I think Dovewing has a reputation of being really sensitive, according to ThunderClan cats. And, she kinda is? But it's because she was so patient for years with them. She feels like if she gives an inch, they'll take a mile, and reacts accordingly.
...it's why the deafness isn't ALWAYS a bad thing, in Dovewing's mind. Sometimes she really appreciates it. She doesn't have to listen to her dad bark for her to get back here, or Bumblestripe break out into a sob, or whatever stage of denial Ivypool's circled back around to. If she does, it's quiet.
It's SO much easier to walk away now.
#That's the hardest part about leaving. It doesn't feel like a win in that moment.#It feels like you're being mean and selfish.#It gets better. I promise it gets better. But it doesn't always feel good right away and that's okay#You still made the right choice.#lmao this reminds me of something really sweet I learned from my great grandma#She used to say to my parent 'You always gotta have mad money. I don't leave home without mad money'#Mad money being (the equivalent of) 25 bucks. 20 for a taxi and 5 for a bag of chips.#Just tucked into your pocket or purse or whatever.#It makes me smile when I stash a bit of mad money someplace haha. It stays alive in me.#tw toxic family#tw abuse#better bones au#BB!Dovewing#BB!Fernsong#I do have a lot of characters in BB who do reconcile but Dove's not one of them.#She gave them enough chances. She's done being responsible for their happiness.#lovewing dovewing
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there's an entire temple dedicated to the maintenance of the seasons in holodrum and protecting the rod of seasons and its four spirits. meanwhile nayru is just keeping the harp of ages in her basement
#legend of zelda#random stuff#oracle of seasons#oracle of ages#I'm replaying the oracle games right now#humans could make a temple dedicated to the easily understood cycle of seasons (which are kind of supernatural in this game)#time is only understood by the hippie singer who lives in the woods and is important enough to have a triforce barrier protecting her home#dude. oracle of ages is so much more grim than seasons#people in ages are like 'my husband left to go work on the evil tower. I'm never going to see him again'#a city got destroyed by an eruption in ages and you need to go back in time to save it#some kid got turned to stone and his grandma won't leave his side#meanwhile in seasons sure a city got flooded because of icecaps melting but everyone is ok. nobody needed to evacuate#there is silly music playing in the bg. and a legendary diver guy who lives there#despite the little girl with no parents to speak of stranded at the entrance eternally blowing bubbles because she can't swim#and the fact that there's a monster fortress right outside town preventing anyone from evacuating#I mean. despite the flooding the game makes it seem like the city was always 90% water
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thank you @presdestigatto for tagging me đ
tagging @balaclavacharles @never-looked-so-good @ferrariprince16 @dobbiamo-capire @charlescherie @caffeinatedlovergirl @debushit and anyone who would like to do this - you are legally obliged to say i was the one to force you to do it
#other things i didnât include but i wanted to: the stress ball from shey i love to play with but made all grimmy and never washed yet (oops)#one of the 1d themed books#5 pretty buttons my grandma gave me when i was a kid#rocks collection with time and location stamps#empty peroni bottle from the peroni event in bratislava#wristband from red bull showrun in prague#the ferrari car i made out of kids toy#the real ferrari bluetooth controled car i won in a game#the lid of LEC chocolate crunch ice cream because the rest of the tub didnât fit in my backpack home#a book of religious stories my friend from uni dedicated to me#empty bottle of red bull that saved my life after i got stung by a bee and got a bad allergic reaction#the ikea pillow with black and white hearts#mercedes 2023 driver cards i got by pure luck tbh because shey didn't get them#the ollie bearman driver card that's judt downloaded from his site (lol)#heartshaped lollypop from my cousin's wedding#bottle of handmade origami stars that glow in the dark made by shey#a lanyard with my 'ice hockey player' photo that i got at 2024 iihf championship in prague#the ice hockey jersey number 93 i won at the same championship#paper crown from uni ice hockey battle (which our uni won of course)#'have a toto-lly amazing birthday' card from my sister#the charles with huge neck paper figurine from shey#the postcard collection and tickets collection#the 'family chronicles' journal with family stories and inside jokes i collected over the years#cookbook which is honestly plagiarised mostly from my grandma#a rainbow flag from louis tomlinson concert in prague :)#and of course my good luck ferrari shirt#e#polls#oh wait i also have collection of dried pressed flowers!!!@
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i wish i could go back in time and hold my mom as a baby and tell her sheâll be loved forever
#moving away from home fully hit me at 10pm last night#my moms relationship w her mom/my grandma đâ€ïžâđ©čđ·đ#my moms relationship w her daughters đđ€±đ§žđ#growing up for me is registering my mom had a childhood too and it was worse than mine#and mine wasnât bad bc of my mom it was bad bc of my dad#growing up is forgiving your mom for the small stuff#she was going through it too#mine
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sorry sorry sorry commissions are behind again, this whole fucking month has been one thing after another. my grandma has been in the hospital since yesterday, she's ok for now but she's had health problems for a while now and the doctors never seem to know what's going on :/ anyway just wanted to say i'm here and still working and everything, i might just be like a week or two behind schedule for a bit >w<
#also today is my birthday!#and yesterday was my moms birthday#we spent all weekend doing family stuff (for us birthday people)#and honestly the whole thing was so stressful#i'm the only queer person on my moms side of the family#and definitely the only trans person#and there's a lot of religion on her side#soooooooooooooooooo yeah#my grandma though is like my number one fan#she rules and i love her and i hope she comes home from the hospital safely
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its so hard to talk about how traumatic it is to watch somebody be claimed by dementia without going "well i cant complain because at least i wasnt the one losing my mind (for now)" but that shit fucks you up so much. that ghost is going to haunt me for the rest of my life and all i can do is hope it Stays a ghost
#tiddytaco#b#thinking about it rn bc today while i was driving my mom home from pt#she saw someone she knew from years ago driving & was like FOLLOW THAT CAR & we met them in a parking lot#& the conversation turned to 'hey what the hell happened to your parents' pretty quickly bc our families hadnt been in touch#& it was a long conversation in the hobby lobby parking lot#& idk if itll ever Stop being fresh in my mind but now its Extra fresh in my mind#that whole time period was just so insane & awful#bc it was like Ok we're caring for both grandparents#& then my grandpa died#& all our pets at the time were very old#& when he died it occurred to me that we could easily lose both grandparents and all 3 pets within the year#it turned out to be like a long drawn-out year & a half from the first to the last#& looking back it seems impossible that is was that short a time period bc it felt like an eternity#we got off easy with grandpa bc he died before it got too bad but with grandma it just kept getting Worse#& the climax of the caring experience was traveling to take her to my uncle bc he wanted to take his shift caring for her#& that was so . So bad. SO bad#like it literally could not have gone more smoothly and it was SO bad#just thinking about it i feel like im there again i get so stressed out
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RESIDENT EVIL â THE WESKER FAMILY
To the public, little is known of the families behind some of the worldâs most renowned bioterrorists, but the question remains: did they play a role in causing their children to walk down the path that they did? Or are these individuals simply ambitious criminals with delusions of grandeur?
For Diana Wesker (nĂ©e Afanasyeva), her introduction into the bioweapons black market trade was upon discovering her employers were using her research into limb regeneration with salamanders to further their experiments in creating enhanced soldiers, instead of developing human therapies with which she was recruited for. Although the prospect of using biological weapons in the military did not appeal to her, the concept remained fascinating for her own selfish endeavours. Born on the 27th of October, 1963 in Sydney, Australia to Russian immigrant parents, Diana had harsh expectations placed upon her at a young age, ones that no matter how hard she tried she could never live up to. Her mother, Tatyana, was an unfeeling woman, absent for long stretches of time with little regard to how it affected her daughters, much more concerned with her craft as an accomplished opera singer. Viktor was no better. A strict man whose role as father and ballet master blurred, he pushed his girls to one day follow in his footsteps. Whilst Sofia enjoyed ballet, and went on to become a professional ballet dancer, Dianaâs heart was set on going into the field of biology. She wished to make a name for herself, separate from her family â to which she succeeded.
Diana was married to former U.S. Marine, Dave Monroe, for only a year until he was declared dead in 1992 after succumbing to injuries sustained in a horrific car accident. Foul play was ruled out while Diana played the role of the grief-stricken widow, but in reality, she had snapped after years of mistreatment at her husbandâs hands, and opted for something she could pass off as an accident to be free of him. For years she believed he was dead â and he was, legally â but that proved to not be the case when he found his way back into her life again in 1999. Unbeknownst to her, she had been lied to by the police and coroner, who were paid off by her employers when they took Daveâs body for themselves and used him as one of their first test subjects in developing supersoldiers. Before he could ever hurt her again, Dianaâs second husband, Albert Wesker, tracked the man down, captured him and tortured him, before allowing Diana to get her violent and bloody revenge.
The origins of Albert Weskerâs involvement in bioterrorism, alongside his twin sister, Alex, are much different than that of Dianaâs. The two hail from London, Canada, but unfortunately, they hold no memories of their lives there, nor what happened to their biological parents when they were eight years old. Agents of Oswell E. Spencer, an aristocratic billionaire and eugenicist, took the twins from their home and executed their parents as per Spencerâs orders. Albert and Alex were then placed in a home funded by the Spencer Foundation where they were given new names and a privileged upbringing. They had access to the best education possible, free to pursue whichever field they decided, but it was by no accident they both went into virology and bioengineering; at home, their adoptive parents â agents whom they believed to be their real parents â instilled them with the beliefs of Oswell E. Spencer, harbouring disdain for war and pestilence, and believing humans to be an evolutionary dead-end in need of a rebirth. They were only two of the hundreds of children âadoptedâ as part of what is known as Project W, a plan intended to develop an advanced race of human beings. The most promising candidates were headhunted by Umbrella Pharmaceuticals, the twins amongst them, where they went on to create bioweapons for the company founded by none other than the man who had handpicked them for his plan. The final stage of this was to infect the thirteen Spencer saw fit, however, only two survived; Albert received the intended effects, now possessing superhuman abilities, however, Alex was only offered more time to live due to her terminal degenerative illness.
In the summer of 1995, Diana was working undercover within Umbrella to gather development data on their projects for her company. Here, she had a chance encounter with Albert, an intelligence officer at the time, which permanently altered the course of her life. The two were never seen far from one anotherâs side, marrying in 1998, and they went on to become notorious in the bioweapons industry. The development of the Uroboros virus was where things took a turn for the worst. Although Dianaâs infection was successful and she bore abilities that rivalled her husbandâs, the plan itself did not succeed as they had hoped, and almost cost Albert his life at the hands of his former subordinates.
Now, they work within the shadows, with Diana declared missing and Albert believed to be dead. Their legacy, however, lives on with the mark they left on the world. As visionaries in their field, they influenced bioterror attacks carried out by countless individuals and organisations. In turn, they also inspired others to fight against such atrocities. One such person happens to be Albertâs son from a former relationship, Jake MĂŒller, whose existence he was unaware of.
#mine.#oc: diana#pair: ewskers#click for better quality cause it's large & tumblr ate it âĄ#hii so happy birthday diana !! queen is 60 today :]#um. there's no template cause i made this from scratch...i couldn't find any i was vibing with so i was like you know what lmaoo#i'm sorry for the essay...it was meant to be just a short rundown of the family but well...that happened. typical leah fashion...#oh and guys. did you know that there's a limit to the amount you can put in one blockquote? that's why the rest is just left like that caus#i didn't like how it looked with a blockquote each paragraph...cause the spaces between were unever. you understand đ#with the tree i was also going to include weskids adoptive parents but i couldn't figure out how to arrange it all & make it look nice !!#cause i also wanted to have spencer in there as well cause he's a big reason why the weskids are the way they are...was maybe gonna include#sherry as well. like connected to jake (hehe) and then do her parents too but that would've made things so wide & it's already big enough#yes. i hc that albert & alex are biological twins. just for clarification there :] i don't think i added anything else that isn't canon or#implied with canon. cause the weskids were put in homes (or at least whatever ''controlled environments'' means) where they were monitored#by umbrella but were unaware of it. so yeah. i don't think i really changed much there !!#honestly i could've kept rambling cause there's alex's whole situation. there's my lore with jake's mum. there's way more with the ewskers#but it's already so long & i can't be concise so there's that lmaoo oh also diana's grandma. so much stuff#also meant to say the weskids birthday in that ramble. it's january 15 1960 :] they are capricorn sun leo moons but alex was born earlier s#their rising signs are albert is a scorpio rising & alex is a libra rising !!#had to redo the image cause typo on diana's birth year for some reason lmao so if that messed up the formatting i will sob
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Blanche's grandma's place is the only place she felt consistently loved in... no I'm fine. I'm fine
#the IMPLICATIONS#i completely forgot about that line#room 7 makes me lose my mind in general but ohhh my god#OH my god#i'm#yeah no i'm fine#i have so many feelings about this i can't even put them into words#idk but she speaks about that place with so so much nostalgia#we see blanche in a way we've never seen her with anyone from her past#she didn't look even remotely as happy or peaceful (or nostalgic!) when she visited her childhood home#but when she's in her grandma's old home? she calls it her family home#she talks about it like *that's* the place she grew up in#because apparently it was the only place she was always sure she could be loved#so i guess it might not have been the only place she grew up in#but it sure sounds like it was the one place she was allowed to be herself in and still be loved unconditionally#without competing for anyone's attention#ohh blanche ;-;#i teared up when she held that windchime and smiled right before finally leaving that house#that was *such* a powerful moment ;-;#anyway#uh#i guess i'll just go and stare at a wall or something now#the golden girls#blanche devereaux#adding on to this to say that maybe it really was the only place she grew up in#because to grow up i'd say you need an environment where you can at least somewhat freely explore your identity#without feeling a constant need to be the best/cutest/prettiest sister to get your parents' love and approval#it sounds like blanche grew older in her childhood home#and she got the chance to *grow up* with her grandma#(i knoooow i'm reading too much into this but i can't stop thinking about this episode)
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can a dr3 expert say if lando is wearing enchante shorts... dont want to jump into conclusions but i think i've seen them before...
sdfjkhskjdhfjkas no you're right those are definitely....Enchante shorts..... so that's Enchante merch number 3 now with the shirt, hat and now shorts....
#I'm literally like.#I'm not normal#I just got home from eid at my grandma's and I was going to nap but then. Why is he wearing Enchante shorts....#lando norris
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