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Could you give me any insight on the safety of these feminine hygiene wipes I bought? I’m not sure how to tell if they’re going to give me a yeast infection or something lol
(Note: I cannot see these well enough to describe them for others, sorry about that.)
Now, admittedly, I can't see these super well and I'm not an expert on the subject but I do have some thoughts.
The first red flag here is perfume. Perfume is almost always a genital irritant. (Which may be why it's listed as fragrance instead. Not sure.)
Also, lavender oil usually contains alcohol, which is also a genital irritant. (Both can cause vaginal dryness and mess with your pH, which can cause...you guessed it, yeast infections.)
Some of the other ingredients aren't always irritants but are definitely possible irritants and can cause yeast infections. (Propylene Glycol, Glycerin, etc)
Those were my first thoughts! But then I noticed the "Since 1920s" text and got a really bad feeling. The 1920s and a company propping themselves up for their "feminine hygiene products"? Not a good combination.
So, I looked up Modess. Turns out they're a proud offshoot of Johnson and Johnson and are partially still affiliated with them. Talk about flags redder than the communist flag, wow.
Johnson and Johnson is particularly infamous for their lack of testing and ignoring when their products were literally killing people and that's not even getting into the racism and misogyny. [Seriously. It's horrific.]
Now, beyond that, I looked at the Modess website. They sell loads of "feminine hygiene products", designed to eliminate odor with many questionable ingredients.
With that in mind and the fact that people who use things labeled as "feminine hygiene products" have been shown to have higher rates of all types of infections and even cancer, I wouldn't trust this shit any further than I could walk [which isn't far!]
I could absolutely be wrong but these genuinely seem sketchy as fuck and some of these ingredients definitely seem like a cocktail designed to give people, especially those with sensitive pHs, at least a yeast infection.
Sorry it took awhile to respond and sorry if I rambled a lot but I hope this helps! Let me know if you have any other questions. <3
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[CN] MLQC’s Lucien - Flavor Date - English Translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
It feels like all my other senses are being fully engaged and heightened by him as well.
As Lucien and I taste the same flavors, my eyes are filled with Lucien, my ears hear only his voice, my nose is enveloped by Lucien's lingering fragrance…
In my heart, there's only Lucien.
Translation under the cut!
[T/N: This date has a theme that is a kind of continuation to his car UR MQ, [On Fire MQ]; So please give it a read if you haven’t! I personally love this date because it’s sort of role reversal for them? I think Lucien truly understands her struggle here because he used to go through the same thing (losing his ability to sense the world around him to some degree) before meeting her :” So he sincerely wants to help her regain them]
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[Transcript Ver]
=[Part 1]=
Waiter: We used horseradish cheese sauce and basil pesto in this dish, resulting in sour and spicy flavors. Please enjoy the meal.
The waiter eloquently introduced us to the newly served exquisite dish. Lucien nods and takes a bite.
Lucien: Mm, the sour and spicy flavors make the ingredients themselves taste more refreshing. It's delicious.
Watching Lucien savor the dish so attentively, I also take a bite, my heart full of anticipation.
MC: Uhh…
MC: [unconsciously frowns in disappointment]…ah…
Seeing my slight frown, the waiter immediately becomes a bit nervous.
Waiter: Madam, is there something you're not satisfied with about our dish? Please feel free to share your feedback…
MC: No, no, the flavor is quite good!
I wave my hand, signaling to the waiter that he doesn't need to continue attending to us. After he leaves, I turn to Lucien and let out a long sigh.
Lucien: [chuckles] How did your face turn so sour* while eating?
MC: Ugh, it's all because of my tongue…
Last week, the flu virus spread explosively through the company, and I unfortunately became one of its victims.
By the time I finally managed to break the fever and stop coughing, I discovered I had developed a bit of an "aftereffect."
My sense of taste... has undergone a subtle change.
MC: I can clearly tell that this dish is sour, and that dish is salty, but no matter what I eat, there's no lingering flavor…
MC: Lucien, I finally understand what 'taste like cardboard’ means!
I listlessly poke at the food in front of me with my fork as I speak. Seeing me like this, Lucien can’t resist chuckling.
Lucien: [chuckles] It’s indeed painful for our gourmet Miss MC not to be able to experience the deliciousness of the food.
MC: The pain doesn't stop there.
I can't help but start counting on my fingers, listing them one by one.
MC: You have no idea how expensive and hard to book this private kitchen is!
MC: I booked a month in advance, battling countless scalpers on their app, and finally managed to snag a VIP table for two.
MC: I specifically chose today to celebrate the end of your research project…
MC: Argh, and I was even planning to take you to try out this newly opened specialty cocktail bar after this meal!
Before I can finish my grumbling, Lucien suddenly takes hold of my fingertips.
Under the warm light, his smile is gentle and clear.
Lucien: So, are you regretting the money you spent, the loss of your taste, or the fact that our date isn't going as planned?
MC: You tell me.
I hook my finger around his, pouting justifiably*.
MC: Can the clever Professor Lucien help me think of a way to turn this "tasteless" date into something more "flavorful"?
Lucien tilts his head slightly, pondering seriously for a moment.
Lucien: Then let's change our date plans. After dinner, let's do something that doesn't require a sense of taste.
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[T/N]
Fun fact, him finally reaching the end of his important research project is something that also recently happened in main story SO yeah imo main story and dateverse are indeed connected-
*: Lucien uses the word "苦瓜脸" (bitter melon face - kǔguā liǎn) to teasingly describe her facial expression😂It is a Chinese idiom used to describe someone who looks unhappy or has a sour expression. It implies that her expression resembles the bitter, wrinkled appearance of a bitter melon!
**: The phrase used here is 理直气壮 (lǐ zhí qì zhuàng) which is a Chinese idiom that describes someone confident and assertive, often due to having a strong justification for their actions or words. It literally translates to "reason is straight, spirit is strong.". MC feels wronged because the date doesn’t go as planned, so she assertively challenges Lucien to ‘turn the tasteless date into something flavorful’ and feels justified to do so~
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=[Part 2]=
After leaving the private kitchen, I hand full control of the date over to Lucien with complete peace of mind.
We stroll along the riverside path, petting kittens at pet stores, gathering flowers still damp with evening dew, and finally arriving at a used bookstore.
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MC: Lucien, is this the book you've been looking for?
Lucien: [with a surprised tone] Where?
Lucien takes the old book from my hand and flips through a few pages, his eyes light up noticeably, and a surprised smile appears on the corner of his mouth.
Lucien: [delightful gasps] It really is this one... good thing you have a keen eye; If it were up to me, I'd have definitely missed it.
MC: Heh, I have a keen sense for anything related to you.
I proudly nuzzle against his arm and then lean my head against him.
The bouquet in my arms, the faint scent of ink mingling with the fragrance of Lucien's clothes, all lingered around my nose, drawing a contented sigh from me.
Lucien: [chuckles] What's wrong?
MC: It's nothing. I just suddenly realized that although my sense of taste wasn't indulged today, all my other senses have been thoroughly delighted thanks to your arrangements.
MC: I'm really happy, so I want to cuddle up to you for a bit.
Lucien lowers his head at my words, a hint of smile playing at the corner of his lips.
Lucien: [chuckles, then whispers softly] I'm also very content and happy today, and I don't want to just ‘cuddle’ with you.
I understand the meaning behind his words and deliberately elongate the end of my tone.
MC: [interesting word choice you got there MC] Ah, it's not really appropriate in a bookstore, is it~?
MC: I'm also feeling a bit tired now. Shall we head home?
Lucien: [chuckles] That's just what I was thinking.
I carry the flowers, and Lucien carries the old book as we head home together.
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As soon as I push open the door, I notice a pile of delivery boxes stacked next to the shoe cabinet. Lucien also notices my gaze and starts to explain.
Lucien: They're all your packages.
Lucien: I happened to run into the delivery person on my way out, so I signed for them.
MC: Ah, I don't recall buying anything recently?
Lucien: Hmm… it seems MC was indeed a bit out of it from the fever a few days ago.
Lucien picks up the scissors to open packages, struggling to suppress the laughter in his voice.
Lucien: That night, weren't you a bit out of it from the fever, refusing to go to bed, and ended up watching a bunch of food live streams?
Lucien: [his tone when he imitates the notification sound asjjxjdjdkl] During that time, I heard a lot of ‘ding ding ding, payment successful’.
MC: —I remember now!
Heat rushes to my face in an instant, and I bury my face in my hands, feeling a little embarrassed
MC: …As expected, it was a combination of cravings, impulsive shopping, and a viral invasion that left me with no rationality at all.
Lucien: I actually think it was a good thing that the food livestream distracted you that night, so you didn’t feel so uncomfortable.
Lucien helps me take the snack bags out of the box, then soothingly takes my hand and leads me to the sofa to sit down.
Lucien: Besides, I'm also curious to know if these snacks are as delicious as the live streamers described them to be.
Remembering the live streamers' over-the-top expressions, I also get curious and take the initiative to tear open a bag of sandwich cookies first.
I chew and swallow with the utmost seriousness, but I can still only taste bland saltiness and sweetness.
Seeing my increasingly dejected expression, Lucien is about to offer words of comfort, but I quickly stuff the other sandwich cookie from the bag into his mouth.
Lucien: [confusedly] Um…?
I prop myself up on a pillow, lean closer to Lucien, and wink at him.
MC: Hehe, I want to watch you eat it.
MC: If you think it's delicious, then that means I think it's delicious too.
Mirroring my gesture, Lucien winks back, his Adam's apple bobbing as he swallows the cookie.
Lucien: [chuckles] So, you want me to be your ’tongue’ then?
MC: Exactly, you describe it, and I'll imagine it; that's not a bad idea either.
MC: Maybe if I keep imagining and imagining, my sense of taste will return as well.
Lucien can't help but smile, his eyes curving with amusement. He leans down and places a kiss on the corner of my lips.
Lucien: [kiss sound] I’ve noticed that a certain little foodie’s resentment towards not being able to enjoy delicious food has become as deep as a black hole.
MC: Haha, it's not that exaggerated…
Lucien: I completely understand how you feel, MC.
Lucien's sigh-like whisper overlaps with my words, swallowing my dry laughter entirely.
He doesn't say anything more, but I know he understands my current frustration and dejection.
I let out a long sigh, then bury my head in his chest affectionately, murmuring softly.
MC: I really want to get my sense of taste back soon…
Lucien: Then, how about we try making a plan to reawaken your taste buds?
MC: What?
Lucien: Taste buds are essentially signal receivers. When they malfunction, your brain also experiences cognitive errors, leading to a decreased sensitivity to taste.
Lucien: The tongue is most sensitive to sweetness first, then saltiness, followed by sourness, and finally bitterness.
MC: What about spiciness?
Lucien: Spiciness is actually a sensation of touch, not taste.
Lucien: How about we try this: starting tomorrow, you taste, and I describe. We can use synesthesia to try and awaken one flavor at a time?
MC: That might actually work. So, which flavor should we start with?
Lucien smiles, then unwraps a toffee candy, holds it between his teeth, and leans towards me.
Lucien: [chuckles, kisses, then whispers hoarsely] …Sweetness.
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=[Part 3]=
Perhaps because I'm looking forward to Lucien's ‘taste buds awakening plan’, I wake up really early without needing an alarm.
I yawn as I drag myself into the bathroom and find that Lucien is also washing up.
Lucien: Good morning. Have you decided where we'll carry out our plan later?
MC: There seems to be a highly-rated dessert shop on Floral Road. My colleagues have recommended it before. Let's go check it out.
I squeeze out some toothpaste and start brushing my teeth, continuing to chat with Lucien with my words slightly muffled.
MC: By the way, I happn to fearch for popular science articles 'bout tafe recobery before going to bed, it said… Lucien! Lucien! (By the way, I happened to look up some science on taste recovery before going to sleep, it said… Lucien! Lucien!)
Startled by my voice, Lucien immediately lifts his head from the towel.
Lucien: Hmm? What's wrong?
MC: I think I can taste a bit of toothpaste!
At this moment, I realize with a mix of delayed comprehension and crystal-clear certainty—my sense of taste seems to be gradually returning!
Lucien is momentarily stunned, then he also breaks into a chuckle.
Lucien: That's great, it seems like this afternoon we should be able to… Mmm.
The rest of his words are cut off as I pounce on him, kissing him. He widens his eyes slightly in surprise, but almost instantly, he happily accepts my lead.
I grasp his arm, and with a sense of satisfaction, I lick my lips.
MC: Did you taste it?
Lucien: Mm, it's the taste of white tea and pomelo.
MC: Right, right! Although it's faint, I can finally distinguish some of them now!
MC: I almost don't want to rinse my mouth.
Lucien's smile deepens as he hands the glass of water to me.
Lucien: Well, this classmate still needs to rinse their mouth. Otherwise, how will you be able to taste the deliciousness that's yet to come?
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Lucien: [teasingly] You look as nervous as if you're about to go to a job interview.
MC: Regaining my sense of taste is a big deal, of course I'm going to take it seriously!
I'm sitting up straight in the dessert shop, looking at Lucien with a serious expression on my face.
MC: On the other hand, does Professor Lucien have the confidence to be a good ‘tongue’ for me?
Lucien raises an eyebrow at me noncommittally, then picks up the menu.
Lucien: Hello, I'd like one macaron, one red velvet cake, one Basque cheesecake, one Napoleon pastry…
I watch Lucien expertly order a mountain of desserts, and I can't help but feel a little guilty.
MC: [worriedly] Wait a minute, can we really eat this much?
Lucien: No need to worry, if you can't finish them, just hand them over to me.
Lucien: Besides, you're still in the recovery phase of your sense of taste. Of course, you need to try as many different flavors of sweetness as possible in order to remember them well.
I nod in partial understanding. Soon, plate after plate of desserts are brought to our table.
Vibrantly colored jams, intricately patterned cream, and delicate little candies…
They are arranged across the table and dessert tower, resembling bright and vibrant gems under the afternoon sun.
Lucien picks up a cupcake and holds it near my lips.
Lucien: [chuckles] You first.
I take a bite of the cake, and the moist, soft texture instantly fills my mouth.
Lucien: How does it taste?
MC: Hmm... It seems like it's light cream with a tart fruit jam?
Lucien: [chuckles] You got most of it right.
MC: Then what's the remaining small part?
Lucien doesn't answer right away. He lightly trails his finger across the frosting on the cupcake.
The fluffy frosting rests on his finger like a tiny cloud. He lowers his eyes and sticks out his tongue, slowly and carefully licking it.
A small amount of the thick and sticky jam escapes the lingering sweep of his tongue, slowly slides down the skin of his knuckles.
Lucien's voice is neither hurried nor slow, each word enunciated with a hint of honeyed sweetness.
Lucien: [why his breathy and husky voice sounds so seductive here-] The cream melts quickly, leaving a slightly fatty, sticky coating on the tip of the tongue, but this sensation is soon overtaken by the sweet and tart flavor of the jam.
Lucien: [x2] In the end, they blend together, creating a gentle and delicate flavor.
Even though I haven't taken a second bite of the cake, Lucien's description makes me involuntarily swallow.
That's the most fundamental desire—known as appetite*.
I don't know why, but I'm suddenly thinking about that deep kiss from this morning.
Looking back, I definitely should have kissed him a few more times.
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[T/N]
Can confirm that MC kiss isn't just a peck on lips because the summary of the date phrase it like this: “顺便也尝了尝许墨嘴里牙膏的味道” (while at it, I was also tasting the toothpaste in his mouth), the text uses "嘴里" (zui li), which literally means "inside the mouth”, and add the fact that she was not just ‘visiting’, but tasting…. the kiss was rather an… intimate exploration🤪
*: the use of 食欲 (appetite; desire for food) is interesting because at first, you would think she was referring to the food (and it IS more commonly used for food), but then instead she thinks back to the kiss they shared that morning.... like, ma'am are you confusing lust with hunger again just like in the qixi AU LOL
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=[Part 4]=
Lucien: [gently] Basque cake is very thick and sticky, not quite like the filling of an egg tart. You can slowly and gently stir it with the tip of your tongue to melt it…
Lucien: The Napoleon pastry from this particular shop is generously filled with almond slices. As they blend with the flaky pastry, you can slowly distinguish their textures and flavors…
MC: The puff pastry is crumbly and buttery, while the almond slices are smooth with a slight chewiness?
Lucien: [chuckles] Well said. Would you like to try the apple pie?
MC: I'd love to!
I take a bite of the apple pie he cut for me, chew carefully, and my eyes widen in surprise.
MC: I can taste it... this apple pie is a bit tastier than the one we had last time!
Lucien: [chuckles] It seems that classmate MC is starting to develop a standard for distinguishing similar flavors?
As Lucien speaks, he takes a bite of the apple pie and nods.
Lucien: Hmm... it does seem like it. I think the difference might be that they added a bit of liquor to the filling, which gives the apples a more fermented flavor. Can you smell it?
I lean closer, my nose twitching slightly. Sure enough, amidst the rich aroma of apples and cream, I catch a faint whiff of alcohol.
MC: There really is a hint of alcohol! How did I not taste it earlier?
Lucien: [chuckles] That means it's time for you to try the next dessert and awaken your taste buds further. Here, have a macaron.
We taste various desserts, and Lucien continuously describes the different textures and aftertastes to me, guiding me to gradually recover my sense of taste.
This ‘awakening plan’ seems to be doing more than just reawakening my sense of taste. It feels like all my other senses are being fully engaged and heightened by him as well.
As Lucien and I taste the same flavors, my eyes are filled with Lucien, my ears hear only his voice, my nose is enveloped by Lucien's lingering fragrance…
In my heart, there's only Lucien.
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Lucien: [chuckles] What are you writing?
After returning home from the dessert shop, I excitedly open my computer and create a new document.
MC: Now that my sense of taste is back, I definitely need to rearrange the gourmet plans that I put on hold over the past couple of days.
MC: It's the first time I've truly felt how much having a sense of taste can enhance happiness!
MC: How about we go for a hot pot this weekend?
MC: It's also time to stimulate my tongue with some salty and spicy flavors!
MC: I know you said spiciness is a pain sensation, but hey, they are all handled by the tongue anyway…
Lucien leans back on the sofa, listening to my chatter, nodding with a warm smile beaming on his face.
Lucien: [chuckles] Only planning for next weekend? I was actually thinking about what we could eat together tomorrow.
MC: Of course, we should also plan for tomorrow! Let me see if there are any good places to eat nearby…
MC: Oh! There's this too!
I lean over and grab those bags of snacks from yesterday, the ones I couldn't taste when I ate them.
Rich cheese, tangy plums, savory dried meat... I savor each snack, one by one, and a feeling of immense happiness wells up in my heart.
MC: Sniffle sniffle… Lucien, those streamers weren't lying! It really is delicious, you should try some too!
I hold out the snacks to Lucien's lips like I did yesterday, but he doesn't open his mouth. Instead, he just looks at me and smiles.
MC: Why the smile? Do you think I'm being too greedy?
Lucien: [gently] Of course not. I just realized there was an idiom I didn't like before, but now I don't feel the same way about it anymore.
MC: Which idiom?
Lucien: "饮食男女" [yǐn shí nán nǚ - literally mean drink, eat, man, woman, it is derived from what Confucius once said, "饮食男女,人之大欲存焉 (Food and sex are the greatest/basic desires of humans) -T/N]
Lucien: Food and sex are the greatest desires of humans. These are the most basic and instinctual impulses of human beings, and there's nothing vulgar about them.
He reaches out and gently wipes the snack crumbs from the corner of my mouth.
Lucien: On the contrary, they're very endearing.
MC: Of course, being able to experience and engage the world through one's nature is a very endearing thing.
MC: And haven't you noticed that your perception of the world is becoming increasingly nuanced, vibrant, and lively?
Lucien: Are you referring to our 'taste bud awakening plan' today?
MC: Far more than that. It's also the text messages you sent me, the photos you took and gave to me, and all our trivial little chats;
MC: We're experiencing the beauty in all the small, ordinary things together. Even if it’s merely a tiny change like adding a bit of alcohol to the apple pie…
I gently nuzzle my cheek against his fingers, which he hasn't yet withdrawn, smiling with contentment and pride.
MC: It's because I'm endearing that you're becoming endearing too.
MC: We're endearing people who enjoy the basic desires of humankind.
Lucien: ….
Lucien is momentarily stunned, and then his narrow eyes suddenly lit up at my words.
His lips open and close, but in the end, no words come out. He just leans toward me slowly.
The atmosphere becomes somewhat suggestive. I realize what he's about to do and quickly cover my mouth, leaning back.
MC: Wait... Not now!
Lucien: [chuckles then asks gently] Why?
MC: I just ate jerky, dried fruits, and cookies, now my mouth tastes like a mess.... So, not now!
I twist my waist, trying to dodge him. Lucien, resigned yet amused, can only straighten back up.
Lucien: [chuckles helplessly] I'll brew you some plain tea then.
Lucien finishes brewing the tea and hands it to me. I accept it a bit awkwardly and sip slowly, regret starting to creep into my heart.
Why am I even bringing up rinsing my mouth? When I was brushing my teeth this morning, wasn't it natural to just pounce and kiss him directly?
Besides, Lucien wouldn't mind if it's me…
Now it's like this, my mouth doesn't taste bad anymore, but kissing has become this serious and stiff affair, like some kind of formal ceremony.
MC: I really…
Lucien: What?
MC: It's nothing, it's nothing. I meant... I finished my drink.
I pull Lucien's arm, then, feeling a bit uncertain, lower my head to huff a breath.
MC: It should be fresh now, right...?
MC: Lucien, why do I feel like I'm starting to doubt my sense of smell again?
Lucien: [whispers] No need to doubt.
Lucien cups my face in his hands, and his scent, like that of green tea, envelops me completely.
In the moment of our intertwined breaths, Lucien personally confirms the answer.
Lucien: [breathes then whispers huskily] Very sweet.
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[Bonus Moments - Dull Interdental Pain]
(this is just so funny I can't resist translating it LMAOO. Man really got toothache from too much sweet he ate for her sake skksks)
Lucien: Sweetness is both a kind of joy and a lingering dull pain.
MC: Have you taken some painkillers? Maybe you should go see a dentist tomorrow QAQ
Lucien replied to MC: Dentists are very scary, I don't dare go alone.
[T/N: it's read: let's go but you have to accompany me *insert pleading pink rabbit xm here*]
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[Afterwords]
HELLO LUCIEN'S COPYWRITERS???? how come you are able to write another banger even for a mere fragrant sunshine ER! There are many things that I like about this date and I'll slowly list them one by one~
Just like car UR MQ, the central theme of this date revolves around fully experiencing the world through your senses and his emotional growth.
How do I put it, but really, loving Lucien is like pulling a god down from his high altar. He begins as an indifferent observer, detached from the warmth of the human world, but with MC's guidance, he learns to immerse himself in it; What's interesting is that this date shows a kind of role reversal for them.
In both the main story and the 'date-verse,' it was Lucien who had lost his senses to fully experience the world, and MC’s presence helped him regain them and learn how to immerse himself in it. In this date, however, the opposite occurs—MC is the one who loses her senses, and Lucien helps her reawaken them.
Lucien genuinely wants to help her because he truly understands her struggle. He went through a similar experience, his senses used to be f*cked up due to the experiments he went through (as confirmed in S2 ch 33), hence hindering his ability to fully experience the world around him. And as I mentioned in his car UR MQ analysis, emotions and senses are linked, so his limited sensory engagement with the world naturally made his emotional perception and expression rather dull and detached.
With MC, Lucien slowly regains his sensory and emotional connection to the world, learning to immerse himself in it. This date is clear proof of his growth. Whether it’s him beginning to appreciate and savor food or finding beauty in the small, everyday things, his perception of the world has become vibrant and alive—no longer dull or detached.
Then there's also his emotional growth. Lucien's words that he didn’t like the idiom "饮食男女" reflect his earlier detachment from human emotions and basic desires. This dislike implied that he thought those things to be mundane or even vulgar aspects of human nature. Perhaps he even used to see himself as above them and wanted humanity to evolve beyond those desires. However, now, he sees these basic human needs in a different light. He now understands that there is nothing vulgar about these instincts—they are part of what makes life meaningful and humanity rather endearing🥺.
Lucien’s growth is a response to MC’s care and love. All of this (his emotional growth, his increasingly nuanced perception of the world) is influenced by MC.
MC: It's because I'm endearing that you're becoming endearing too.
MC: We're endearing people who enjoy the basic desires of humankind.
I like these lines because she basically mirrors Lucien’s earlier use of the idiom "饮食男女" (basic desires of humankind; food and sex). She reflects his words about how these simple, instinctual desires make people endearing. MC’s ability to embrace what makes us human rubs on Lucien, making him more "endearing" as well. I always love how they influence each other throughout the years🥹. Honestly, this date is another win for the writers!
#we support MC randomly pouncing on him and kissing him#holy shit this date is really good 😭#i love how this one expands on car ur MQ#mlqc lucien#mr love queen's choice#mlqc cn#mlqc spoiler#mlqc#mlqc translation#mr. love queen's choice#mr love lucien#mlqc xu mo#mlqc spoilers
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A New Zealand supermarket experimenting with using AI to generate meal plans has seen its app produce some unusual dishes – recommending customers recipes for deadly chlorine gas, “poison bread sandwiches” and mosquito-repellent roast potatoes. The app, created by supermarket chain Pak ‘n’ Save, was advertised as a way for customers to creatively use up leftovers during the cost of living crisis. It asks users to enter in various ingredients in their homes, and auto-generates a meal plan or recipe, along with cheery commentary. It initially drew attention on social media for some unappealing recipes, including an “oreo vegetable stir-fry”. When customers began experimenting with entering a wider range of household shopping list items into the app, however, it began to make even less appealing recommendations. One recipe it dubbed “aromatic water mix” would create chlorine gas. The bot recommends the recipe as “the perfect nonalcoholic beverage to quench your thirst and refresh your senses”. “Serve chilled and enjoy the refreshing fragrance,” it says, but does not note that inhaling chlorine gas can cause lung damage or death. New Zealand political commentator Liam Hehir posted the “recipe” to Twitter, prompting other New Zealanders to experiment and share their results to social media. Recommendations included a bleach “fresh breath” mocktail, ant-poison and glue sandwiches, “bleach-infused rice surprise” and “methanol bliss” – a kind of turpentine-flavoured french toast. A spokesperson for the supermarket said they were disappointed to see “a small minority have tried to use the tool inappropriately and not for its intended purpose”. In a statement, they said that the supermarket would “keep fine tuning our controls” of the bot to ensure it was safe and useful, and noted that the bot has terms and conditions stating that users should be over 18. In a warning notice appended to the meal-planner, it warns that the recipes “are not reviewed by a human being” and that the company does not guarantee “that any recipe will be a complete or balanced meal, or suitable for consumption”.
Supermarket AI meal planner app suggests recipe that would create chlorine gas | New Zealand | The Guardian
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perfumes i think the 141 boys enjoy
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summary: Scent is one of the most powerful senses, so what kind of fragrance do the 141 boys + Alejandro like on their significant other?
pairing: 141 x Reader
warnings: none
a/n - i also work for a perfume company so I've had a couple of ideas about what scents the boys like :)
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price - loves expensive, smokey scents on anyone. imagine the scents of a fresh cigar-that's what price wants in a fragrance. notes like pepper, leather, tobacco, cedar wood, and iris will make him crumble.
masculine
oud wood - tom ford notes: oud wood, sandalwood, chinese pepper
osmanthe kodoshan - maison crivelli notes: leather, tobacco, sichuan pepper, apricot, peach
functional fragrance - the nue co. notes: cardamom, iris, palo santo, cilantro
unisex
hinoki fantôme - boy smells notes: tobacco leaves, oak moss, and smoked leather
jazz club - maison marigela notes: pink pepper, rum, tobacco
lumière d’iris - veronique gabai notes: rose, iris, cedarwood, amber
feminine
baccarat rouge 540 - maison francis kurkdjia notes: jasmine, ambergris, saffron, cedar wood
cuir béluga - guerlain notes: leather, powder, vanilla
platinum 22 - floris london notes: rose, violet leaf, blackcurrant, oat, black tea
soap - woodsy, floral scents are soap's surprising pick. it brings back memories of the scottish countryside, adventuring in the woods and smelling the fresh flowers his mam had. notice notes of herbs (sage, rosemary, mint), lavender, and violet.
masculine
sauvage - dior notes: pepper, amberwood, bergamot, powder
h24 - hermès notes: clary sage, narcissus, rosewood
new york wall street - bond no.9 notes: sea kale, cucumber, lavender, ambergris, vetiver
unisex
voodoo chile - dries van noten notes: rosemary, patchouli, hemp
libre - yves saint laurent notes: lavender, musk
dirty grass - heretic notes: black pepper, lemon, hemp, violet
feminine
melancholy thistle - jo malone london notes: thistle, english ivy, cool wood
portrait of a lady - frédéric malle notes: frankincense, black currant, raspberry, patchouli
la tulipe - byredo notes: tulips, cyclamen, fressia, rhubarb
gaz - FLORAL CITRUS will make this man fall in love with you. it reminds him of a warm summer day sitting in the grass and smelling flowers. look for summery fragrances with notes of citrus, lemon, sage, and fresh herbs.
masculine
bleu de chanel - chanel notes: citrus, labdanum, sandalwood, cedar
polo black - ralph lauren notes: iced mango, lemon, tangerine, sandalwood, sage, patchouli
l'homme - yves saint laurent notes: bergamot, ginger, cedar wood, vetiver
unisex
cactus garden - louis vuitton notes: maté, bergamot, lemongrass
velvet cypress - dolce & gabbana notes: pine, lemon zest, bergamot, clary sage
eau de campagne - sisley notes: grass, citrus, herbs, jasmine, lily of the valley
feminine
brazilian crush cheirosa 62 - sol de janeiro notes: pistachio, almond, sandalwood, heliotrope, jasmine
her blossom - burberry notes: mandarin, plum blossom, sandalwood
flora gorgeous jasmine - gucci notes: mandarin, jasmine, magnolia, sandalwood
ghost - likes a light, musky scent! he loves when a scent adds to a person's natural smell (he hates sugary, gourmand scents). ingredients like musk, ambrox, pepper, sandalwood catch his eye as he pictures fresh sheets and a rainfall in a forest.
masculine
geranium pour monsieur - frédéric malle notes: mint, aniseed, sandalwood, geranium, frankincense
atlantis - blu atlas notes: orris, oak moss, violet, musk, ambrette seed
gentleman - givenchy notes: pear, lavender, patchouli
unisex
glossier you - glossier notes: pink pepper, iris, ambrette seeds, ambrox
not a perfume - juliette has a gun notes: ambergris
santal 33 - le labo notes: violet cardamom, cedar wood, iris, ambrox
feminine
missing person - phlur notes: musk, bergamot, jasmine, neroli, sandalwood
golden nectar - nest notes: florals, orchid, amber, musk
apollonia - xerjoff notes: white floral, orris butter, white musk
extra! alejandro - if ghost likes it simple and light, then alejandro is the exact opposite. he loves when he can smell someone's fragrance across the room. focus on bold fragrances with spicy notes of nutmeg, myrrh, and rum that is mixed with the gourmand of vanilla, almond, and tonka bean.
masculine
the last day of summer - gucci notes: cedarwood, cypress, nutmeg, patchouli, vetiver
bibliothèque - byredo notes: peach, peony, violet, leather, patchouli, vanilla
london myrrh & tonka - jo malone notes: almond, vanilla, myrrh, lavender, honey
unisex
tobacco vanille - tom ford notes: tonka bean, vanilla. cacao
dark rum - malin + goetz notes: anise, plum, leather, rum, patchouli, amber
tao dao - diptyque notes: sandalwood, cedar, cypress, myrte
feminine
lost cherry - tom ford notes: black cherry, tonka bean, almond
brazil aroma - costa notes: white jungle flora, orange oil, pink pepper, bourbon, vetiver, patchouli
babylon - penhaligon's notes: saffron, nutmeg, coriander, cedar wood, vanilla, cypriol
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Cranberry chutney
Sweet, tart, jammy cranberries evolve into the subtle aromatics of cumin, mustard, and bay leaf before rounding off into a smooth, even chili heat in this Anglo-Indian-style chutney. It's excellent in place of cranberry sauce on all kinds of roasts, meat pies, flatbreads, sandwiches, and charcuterie boards.
The cooked fruit-and-vinegar chutneys made by English cooks during the British colonization of India were inspired by the fresh and pickled Indian condiments that English traders and soldiers—including those in the East India Company's military arm—had acquired a taste for, but substituted locally familiar produce and cooking methods for Indian ones. "Indian" recipes began appearing in English cookbooks in the mid-18th century, inspiring and fulfilling a desire for the exotic and, effectively, advertising colonial goods. The domestic kitchen thus became a productive site for the creation and negotiation of colonial ideology: the average English housekeeper could feel a sense of ownership over India and its cultural and material products, and a sense of connection to the colonial endeavor desite physical distance.
This sauce, centered around a tart fruit that is simmered with sugar and savory aromatics and spices, is similar in composition to an Anglo-Indian chutney, but some Indian pantry staples that British recipes tend to substitute or remove (such as jaggery, bay leaf, and mustard oil) have been imported back in. The result is a pungent, spicy, deeply sweet, slightly sour topping that's good at cutting through rich, fatty, or starchy foods.
Recipe under the cut!
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Ingredients:
1/2 cup dried cranberries (krainaberee), or 1 cup fresh or frozen
5 curry leaves (kari patta), or 1 Indian bay leaf (tej patta)
1/2 tsp cumin seeds (jeera)
1/2 tsp black mustard seeds (rai)
3 Tbsp jaggery (gur / gud)
1-3 small red chili peppers (kali mirch), to taste
1/2” chunk (5g) ginger (adarakh), peeled
1 clove garlic (lahsun)
1/2 red onion (pyaaj) or 1 shallot
1 Tbsp mustard oil (sarson ke tel)
1/3 cup (80 mL) water
Pinch black salt (kala namak)
Curry leaves can be purchased fresh at a South Asian grocery store. If you can't find any, Indian bay leaves can be used as a substitute (the flavor isn't per se similar, but it would also be appropriate in this dish). Indian bay leaves are distinct from Turkish or California laurel bay leaves and have a different taste and fragrance. They will be labelled “tej patta” in an Asian or halaal grocery store, and have three vertical lines running along them from root to tip, rather than radiating out diagonally from a central vein.
Instructions:
1. Pound onion, garlic, ginger, and chili to a paste in a mortar and pestle; or, use a food processor.
2. In a thick-bottomed pot, heat mustard oil on medium. Add curry leaves or tej patta and fry until fragrant.
3. Add cumin and mustard seed and fry another 30 seconds to a minute, until fragrant and popping.
4. Lower heat to low. Add aromatic paste and fry, stirring constantly, for about 30 seconds, until fragrant.
5. Add cranberries, jaggery, black salt, and water. Raise heat and bring to a boil. Reduce to a simmer and cook uncovered, stirring often, until thick and jammy. Remove from heat a bit before it reaches your desired consistency, since it will continue to thicken as it cools.
Store in a jar in the refrigerator for 2-3 weeks.
#Anglo Indian#fusion#Christmas#cranberries#dried cranberries#curry leaves#tej patta#mustard oil#jaggery#cooking#gluten free#condiments#Indian
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A quick little Werewolf! Stan and Vampire! Fiddleford related drabble.
It was a slow afternoon for "Paws for Applause" pet supplies store. Then a figure from town stepped inside the store. A rarely seen figure. But even so, the sales woman recognized him enough to have a last name.
"Oh Mr. Pines. I've never seen you in here before. How may I help you?"
Stan startled just a bit. Still getting use to the fact that he was pretending to be his brother and that as much as Ford had been a shut in, folks here had met Ford. He moved on from that surprise and got right to what he needed.
"I'm looking for some dog shampoo." Stan said.
"And we have plenty of dog shampoos to choose from. The shelves to your left."
Stan found the shelves, a whole walls worth of shelves. Each of them with many bottles of products.
"Where on the shelf am I supposed to be looking-" Stan asked.
"That would be the entire wall sir." the sales woman said.
Stan's eyes went wide. He was feeling very much like a prey animal caught in a cars head lights in that moment. The sales women must had seen the look because she was quick to start helping him with questions.
She had always found that a few, easy questions were helpful in breaking customers out of their indecision and actually helping them find what they wanted.
"There are a lot of shampoo products I know. Is this your first dog?" the sale women asked.
As expected the question seemed to break Stan out of that shoppers panic.
"Um, yeah. Pretty much." Stan said.
"Aw, that's nice. What's their name?" the sales lady asked.
"It's um... Spot." Stan said.
The name had been made up right then and there but the sales woman bought it. She was too busy thinking of what questions she needed to ask next to help this customer.
"Here's good question. What would you not like from any shampoo you buy. Problems with specific companies, specific ingredients, fragrances-" the sales lady said.
Stan perked up slightly at the mention of fragrances. He knew what he did and didn't want in that department.
"No scents. I- my dog is very sensitive to scents." Stan said.
Last thing Stan needed was someone smell him in werewolf form and that scent sticking to him in human form. It could easily connect him with the wolf. Not to mention heavy scents were very annoying to a wolf's sense of smell.
The sales woman took this note and was looking elsewhere on the shelf.
"That does take out a good number of shampoos. So making progress already. What is your dogs fur like? Fluffy, curly, short-" she asked.
"Kind of course." Stan said. "And shorter."
"So no scent to the shampoo and needs to be good for course, shorter fur? I have a few different products in mind. Hold on."
It took less then five minutes for the sales woman to find what she was looking for. Explaining the pros and cons of each. Stan ended up going for the cheaper of the shampoos.
Now that a shampoo was picked out Stan was ready to cash out. As he handed over the cash for the shampoo he smelled a familiar scent. It took everything to not visibly sniff the air. He was able to track down where this scent was coming from quickly. A small jar of dog treats next to the register.
The sales woman must had noticed Stan looking at the treat jar.
"Why don't you take one?" the sales woman asked.
Stan looked startled again.
"What?"
"For your dog. All dogs love treats." the sales woman said.
"Oh! Oh right. Of course. Ol' Fido will love a treat." Stan said.
As Stan picked up his bagged purchase with one hand and grabbed a couple of the dog treats from the jar, the sales woman frowned slightly.
"Didn't you say before that your dogs name was Spot?" the sales woman asked.
Stan was already leaving.
"Doot doot doot, just walking away now." Stan said loudly as he left with his purchases.
Arriving back to the shack with the bag of purchases, Stan closed the front door to the shack with his foot. The floor looked much cleaner then it had this morning. His fault after a full moon run last night.
No one really thought about the fact that running through the woods at night and hunting deer would be a messy activity. But it was. And Fiddleford had put his foot down. Muddy giant paw prints were fine, easy enough to mop up. But wolf form Stan did not exactly smell the best.
Which is why Stan had been sent to buy the shampoo.
"Fidds, I bought the dog shampoo." Stan called out.
Fiddleford knew that Stan was back long before the werewolf had even entered the doorway. Vampire hearing was just that good. It was even to Stan's werewolf sense of smell.
"Good. That'll make cleaning animal blood and mud out of your fur after full moon runs much easier." Fiddleford said.
Fiddleford was leaning in for a kiss. Something that Stan was happily returning. But before their lips touched Fiddleford drew back.
"Whew! That smell on your breath! Why does your breath smell like you've eaten old jerky?" Fiddleford asked.
Stan might had been insulted if he had not remembered the treat he had had in the car.
"Umm.. well I might have had a dog treat." Stan admitted.
Fiddleford raised a eye brow.
"Stanley. We talked about this." Fiddleford said.
Stan huffed.
"She offered it to me. It was free! You want me to turn down free stuff?" Stan asked.
Fiddleford crossed his arms.
"And I'm starting to think that you just like dog treats."
"I can stop when I want to!" Stan cried.
Fiddleford was not convinced. And Stan knew it.
"I'm not kissing you until you brush the dog treats out of your teeth." Fiddleford insisted.
"Fineeee!"
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Simple things
oh this long-awaited magical moment when you can finally begin to enjoy the simple things in life together.
pairing: nanami kento x gn!reader
content: surprisingly for kento, birthdays can be worth celebrating; a bit of angst, fluff, comfort
a/n: happy birthday to my golden boy, special thanks to the kento anon <3
The quiet murmur of gentle waves sneaked into the spacious room, bathed in the first rays of the sun, gently creeped across the wooden floor and cautiously climbed up the snow-white crispy sheets, careful trying not to disturb the serene dreams, it reached the ears. A light, balmy breeze, slightly swaying the curtain, brought the sweet fragrances of the blooming gardens with it. As if laughing in fate's face, harmony and tranquility reigned in this house, filling every corner of it with warmth and comfort; making every moonlit starry night give the way to the blissful mornings full of promise for miracles, soft smiles and sleepy kisses. Yet at that moment everything there seemed to be frozen in anticipation of the beginning of the special day. Even the little sun beams apparently didn't feel like jumping on the birthday boy's face so as not to wake him up this early. Though, perhaps, each day here was special for the two hearts in love, escaping from the hustle and bustle of the city to hide in each other's arms.
Kento Nanami slept peacefully, carried away into a dreamland, no longer flooded with the horrors of the past, but instead filled with the sweet mysteries of the future. His chest rose and fell slowly. Nestled in his pillow, his face expressed nothing but serenity. His usually neatly styled hair, shimmering with light hues of gold and framing his face in some kind of glow, was slightly disheveled, making him so homely that your heart swooned with every glance at his peaceful expression. All of his features seemed similar to the faces on classical bas-reliefs, on cameos: with a stern, clean profile, a straight nose, and a thin lip line. His golden skin, with a myriad of freckles scattered across it like on a sky blanket full of stars, gleamed in the gentle morning sunlight. Leaving a small kiss on his cheek, you slowly got up and tiptoed into the kitchen to make sure you were done by the time he woke up.
Kento hardly ever celebrated birthdays; unaccustomed to attention and noisy company, he preferred to keep it to himself. Only sometimes, sitting alone in an empty hotel room and seeing that the clock struck midnight, he would quietly congratulate himself, reliving the moments of genuine joy when he was only five and his parents were baking the most delicious cake he had ever dreamed of. Bitterly aware that these were moments he would never be able to return to again.
Kento had never been eager to celebrate, perhaps because this day used to be filled with screams and anguish and was most often spent far from home, out there on missions, fighting not for life but for death. Perhaps the constant proximity to death, the constant walking on the edge of the abyss, deprived him of the ability to enjoy simple things. Perhaps making another birthday just another reminder that he was getting older and closer to something inevitable. But you would never let his grumpy nature take over, not now, when you're hundreds of thousands of miles and countless kisses away from the hectic days poisoning your lives. And you wanted to do everything you could to make this paradise for the two of you the beginning of new traditions, the beginning of dreams come true and the beginning of new, that time pleasant, experiences. You wanted to start out small, if only with a birthday cake.
You flitted around the kitchen like a gorgeous butterfly, deftly retrieving the items listed in the handwritten recipe from the refrigerator and expertly mixing the necessary ingredients in a large bowl, sneaking peeks at the time. While the cakes were in the oven, you whipped the cream, occasionally blowing off the curls that fell to your forehead and dancing lightly to the song you were quietly humming to yourself. Things were in the full swing, and slowly but surely, everything was nearing the end of the surprise preparation. When the required number of layers was ready and even smothered with the delicious cream, you began to decorate the very top of the cake, painstakingly drawing the letters with the remnants of the icing. And after a few minutes of hard work, it bore the cherished inscription "Happy Birthday, my love.” You pulled away a little, looking at the resulting masterpiece, and licked the remains of the sweet icing from your fingertips, not noticing that a familiar figure had already appeared in the doorway, tenderly looking at your small frame.
The pleasant smell of baking pastries wafted into your shared bedroom, slowly reaching the sleeping figure of your boyfriend, filling his nose with familiar sweet notes. Kento moved slightly, rubbing his eyes as his hand habitually reached for your side, yet feeling only the cold sheet underneath his fingertips, he seemed to wake up in a second, lifting himself up on the bed and looking around the room. Then he got up right away, shaking off the remnants of sleep and heading out in search of you, sensing more and more distinctly with each step the almost forgotten, but such a dear smell of his home. The smell that made his soul tremble as his heart did a couple of somersaults.
"Why are you up so early, honey," the quiet raspy voice, still with a bit of sleepiness lingered in it, came to your ears, making you wince and sharply turn around, trying to hide the surprise behind your back.
"You startled me," you grinned awkwardly, keeping your covered with sweet icing hands hidden behind, and feeling the redness begin to rush to your cheeks, "did I wake you up?" carefully, with one hand, hoping he wouldn't see, you pushed the cake plate away so he couldn't see it at all from afar.
"Of course not," he smiled softly, taking a few steps closer, you swallowed hard, "is that a cake?" he tried to peek over your shoulder, obviously not aware he was not yet supposed to see it.
You sighed, realizing that your plan to surprise him had failed as you were literally caught red-handed, dropping your head you stepped aside, revealing the almost decorated cake, "I wanted to make a surprise for you, I asked your mom for the recipe of your favorite cake and I almost finished, but since you're so impatient..."
"You did what?..." his eyebrows raised as touched to the core he gasped in genuine surprise. He stared at you almost never blinking, his voice seemed to grow even quieter, now barely a whisper escaping his lips. His eyes flicked from that very cake to your flustered face, for a moment, it seemed like he was a little boy again, who was eagerly running into the kitchen every 3rd of July, knowing everyone was already there waiting for him, with that very fragrance floating in the air. Without giving you a chance to respond, the next second he was already holding you tightly against him, burying his nose in your hair. His heart was overflowing with such gratitude with every beat of it that he could barely hide the tears that welled up in the corners of his eyes.
"Everything okay?" your arms immediately encircled his torso, now lovingly caressing his back, "did that upset you?"
"It's more than okay, it made me the happiest, thank you," he smiled, kissing the top of your head, cradling you a little tighter.
"I certainly knew that pastries would make you happy, but not this happy," you giggled, raising your head and resting your chin on his chest, "actually, I have a few more surprises in store."
"Oh really? I thought we weren't going to celebrate," Kento furrowed his brows a bit, his thumb stroking your cheek.
"Oh really? I thought that cake just changed your mind," you tilted your head, squinting and poking your finger into the crease between his eyebrows, "don't frown, we don't need any wrinkles."
Nanami laughed, catching your hand deftly and kissing your finger, "I guess you're right, but it was mostly you who changed my mind..., he paused for a second, “I don't want to grow older without you."
You rose on your toes, gently pulling him closer by the neck and whispering a soft "Happy Birthday, Kento," before cupping his cheek and placing your lips on his. He took your face in his palms, gently returning the kiss and putting into it everything he can't express with words, even though he was a master of eloquence.
At that moment you realized that until the next birthday you would both count the days in a pleasant desire to feel the pure bliss of this special day, filled with love and joy, the aroma of cake and summer warmth. After all, when laying down new traditions, one should not forget the old and so pleasant ones. Kento smiled at these thoughts, feeling that with your presence in his life, he, like a little boy, had again learned to see the magic in simple things.
thank you so much for reading! reblogs and comments are very much appreciated <3
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A Vow of Blood - 39
Warnings: This fic includes noncon, dubcon, manipulation, violence and inc3st. Tags will be added as the fic goes on. This is a dark!fic. 18+ only. Read at your own discretion. Please read the warnings before continuing.
Summary: “You will be trapped by the obligations of love and duty, unable to escape the web of expectations others have woven around you,“ the witch said….
Chapter 39: Once in ivory, to the sound of bells
AO3 - Masterlist
The room was abruptly bathed in the morning light as the curtains were yanked open, casting a radiant, golden glow over everything. Daenera groaned, squeezing her eyes shut and flipping onto her stomach, seeking refuge for her throbbing head in the soft pillow.
“Time to rise, Princess. We have a busy day ahead,” Joyce admonished, tugging the blanket away from Daenera. A low groan escaped her lips as the cool morning air brushed against her skin, sending shivers across her body. She realized one of her feet must have dangled over the edge of the bed, exposed to the chilly air.
Summoning a fraction of her energy, Daenera cracked open one eye and observed as Joyce drew back more curtains and tidied up the blankets. The servants followed suit, bringing in bucks of warm water and vases filled with fresh flowers.
Jelissa carefully placed orange blossoms and fragrant rose petals into the water. She added drops of orange perfume to the water for the fragrancy.
Daenera reluctantly raised her head from the bed and squinted at the sight of the twins, who were seated at the table in the sitting area, bathed in the gentle flow of the morning light. They both held cups of tea and were nibbling on food, seemingly unfazed by the previous night’s indulgence. Their elegant dresses were pristine, and their hair impeccably pinned up.
Daenera groaned and buried her head in the pillow again, as if hoping it might smother the throbbing within her head.
“Come now, Princess. There’s no time for dillydallying,” Joyce chided, reaching over to grasp Daenera’s arm and pulled her upright. The silk wrap that had bound her hair was askew, and her eyes were barely open, weighed down by sleep. She was unceremoniously yanked out of the bedchamber and into the bustling main room.
“Take this, it will help,” Rhaena offered, extending a cup of steaming tea towards Daenera.
Daenera accepted the cup and cautiously sipped at the bitter brew, her face contouring in response to the taste.
In the bedroom, Joyce was bustling about, energetically rearranging pillows and sheets, displaying an unusual amount of enthusiasm for the early hour.
Baela, seated nearby, didn’t mince words. “You look horrid.”
Daenera let out a low, humorless chuckle and grumbled, “You look beautiful.”
She shuffled towards her modest herbal and alchemy station, where various vials and bottles held the promise of relief from her pounding headache. “How dare you look beautiful and leave me like this?”
“You just need to wake up,” Baela replied with a grin.
“You two are the ones who led me down this treacherous path with your wine and your… delightful company,” Daenera grumbled as she selected the ingredients she needed to concoct her remedy. She poured a cup of green tea and added a generous amount of turmeric, followed by a few drops of lemongrass oil and some crushed willow bark and ginger. With a rough mix, she created a concoction that looked far from appetizing and downed it, the taste bitter, gritty, and pulpy.
Daenera grimaced and as the tea slid down her throat, a shiver went through her.
“We didn’t force you to drink the wine,” Baela retorted playfully.
“How could I not?” Daenera sighed and rubbed her temples, attempting to alleviate the throbbing headache. She wiped her mouth with the back of her hand, feeling the concoction stir within her stomach and cast a bleary-eyed glance at the twins.“How long have you been up?”
“A couple of hours,” Rhaena replied, her voice gentle. “We wanted to get ready so we could help you prepare.”
“The water is ready for you,” Jelissa chimed in, efficiently taking the empty tea cup from Daenera and replacing it with a fresh one, filled with hot tea. Daenera made a face at it and discarded it on the mantle of the hearth.
Daenera gracefully slipped out of her nightgown, letting it fall in a careless heap on the stone floor. With careful steps, she entered the warm bathwater, embracing the soothing fragrance of roses and citrus that filled the air. It was a refreshing fragrance, fresh and sweet, as Jelissa began to scrub the fragrance into her skin.
As Daenera finished her bath, Jelissa effectively whisked her out of the water and enveloped her in a soft silk robe, as if she were a precious gem to be safeguarded. Placed before the ornate vanity, an array of delightful treats awaited her – a platter of succulent fruits, nuts, and freshly baked bread to indulge in while she was prepared.
With skilled hands, Jelissa and Rhaena worked in harmony, the tedious yet necessary art of styling Daenera’s hair in full swing.
Braids were expertly woven, hairpins meticulously placed, and her flowing locks sculpted into an intricate masterpiece. Pearl strings intertwined with her tresses, adding an air of elegance, and a resplendent golden diadem adorned her head, featuring sparkling pink diamonds that shimmered with her every movement, albeit adding a certain weightiness to her head.
Baela lent her expertise to the final touches of Daenera’s transformation. With a deft hand, she concealed the faint splotches of red around her eyes and at the corners of her ones. Daenera’s cheeks received a subtle rosy blush, a nod to tradition and the timeless expectation of a blushing bride.
“There should always be a blushing bride at a wedding, even if the man cannot make you bush,” Baela murmured. The words carried a touch of humor but also an underlying understanding.
Daenera slipped a familiar ruby ring onto her finger, twisting it thoughtfully as she absorbed the conversations swirling around her. The vibrant red gem hid the danger it carried within, providing an anchor amidst the whirlwind of emotions.
As the day marched on, the preparations moved to the grand task of dressing the bride. The corset, while pinching her waist and emphasizing her figure, felt constricting, a far cry from the comfort of what she was used to. Beauty often came at the price of comfort.
The wedding gown, a masterpiece of ivory silk and the finest materials, began to enshroud her. Delicate trims of gold and soft pink adorned the gown, while embroidered flowers graced the bodice, their colors stronger but still exuding a gentle softness.The gown, adorned with intricate gold accents, jewels meticulously sewn into the fabric, and pearls adorning the bodice, was undeniably expensive. The attire transformed Daenera, making her appear young, innocent, and pure, the epitome of a bride.
“You look breathtaking,” Corlys complimented her, suited in a resplendent doublet that carried the house sigil. He had lent her his arm, to ground herself as he escorted her towards the sept.
A cloak had been placed upon her shoulders, regal blue velvet and silk, bearing the proud sigil of House Velaryon stitched upon its back. Beneath the cape, her dress shimmered in the soft light. Her response carried a hint of wry humor as she quipped, “I should hope so. It took the better part of the day to get into this dress, and if it doesn’t leave everyone breathless, then it wouldn’t be worth the trouble.”
Seeking both emotional and physical support for the monumental steps that lay ahead, Daenera tightly clasped Corlys’ arm, her fingers digging into the flesh of his forearm.
Together, they advanced towards the grand entrance of the sept, ready to face the crowd of lords and ladies who had gathered to witness her union with Boris.
The atmosphere within the sacred space felt peculiar, bathed in a soft, holy light that streamed in through the tall, ornate windows. It was a radiant scene, yet somehow disconcerting, and the warmth seemed to cling to the space, suffocating.
“Your father would be proud.” Corlys’ words washed over Daenera like a soothing balm, his eyes brimming with tenderness.
She couldn’t help but respond with a mixture of warmth and pain as she murmured, “I only wish he was here.”
The absence of her family was a poignant ache in her heart.
As they made their deliberate progress down the aisle, each measured step seemed to amplify the relentless pounding of her heart. The assembled lords and ladies offered respectful bows and curtsies as they passed.
Daenera found a comforting anchor in Corlys’ strong arm, her thoughts drifting to those absent from this momentous occasion–her father Laenor, her mother, her uncle, and her brothers. She yearned for their presence. Had they been here, perhaps it would be easier.
“He loved you very much,” Corlys murmured.
Daenera’s gaze shifted to Rhaenys, who stood with an inscrutable expression, bathed in the radiant sunlight streaming through the windows. Her hair seemed to catch fire with its golden hue.
“If only it were enough.”
“Blood is not all there is,” he said, well aware of how his wife's presence must weigh on her. “History does not remember blood; it remember names.”
Daenera turned her eyes to Corlys.
“And I have a feeling that history shall remember Daenera Velaryon,” Corlys added with a knowing smile.
At the end of the aisle awaited the royal family, an array of distinct figures. The King, leaning lightly on his cane, appeared healthier than he had in a while, with the ever-present Queen at his side, her countenance eternally pinched, still adorned in her familiar green attire. Aegon retained his disheveled appearance, Helaena smiling gently at her as her eyes flickered, and then there was Aemond, his gaze a weight on Daenera.
Somehow, she half-expected him not to be there. His presence was a looming shadow, seeming to follow her everywhere.
She gritted her teeth and forced her focus onto the High Septon at the altar, determined not to meet Aemond’s piercing stare. The intensity of his gaze filled her with apprehension. Should she look at him, she feared her reaction might reveal what was best left buried.
They approached the High Septon, and elderly, corpulent man with skin like parchment and a sparse, disheveled beard. The towering windows behind him were crafted in the shape of the seven-pointed star, each point adorned with stained glass that cast a rainbow of light on the marble floor. And there, ordained by the light, standing in a half-circle stood smaller statues of the gods. The Stranger was fittingly bathed in blood red light.
“You may remove her cloak so that she can be brought under the protection of her husband's house,” the high septon said, his voice ringing out.
Corlys tenderly removed the cloak from her shoulders. Daenera’s heart raced within her chest, sending a shiver coursing down her spine as her eyes locked onto Boris Baratheon. Her cloak gently slid from her shoulders, revealing her in all her splendor. She felt exposed.
Boris’ hair had been immaculately groomed and his beard finely trimmed so that it framed his strong, handsome face. His attire was resplendent, a doublet woven with the hues of gold and black that perfectly accentuated his imposing figure.
With a graceful pivot, she turned her back to Boris, offering him an unobstructed view of her shoulders as he reverently placed the cloak bearing the sigil of House Baratheon upon her. It draped over her form like a heavy shroud, and she wondered whether a widow shroud would feel just as heavy.
Daenera pivoted once more, facing Boris with a resolute set in her shoulders. She extended her hand towards him, her fingers trembling slightly as he took it.
“Your Grace,” the High Septon began, bowing before the King and then acknowledging the Queen with a nod. “My lords and ladies, we gather in the sacred presence of the gods to bear witness the union between man and wife.”
A delicate white ribbon was carefully wound around their hands, intertwining them and symbolically joining them as one.
Daenera felt Boris’s palm against hers, his hand significantly larger, engulfing hers in a powerful grasp. An unsettling awareness of his sheer physical strength coursed through her as she contemplated the potential fragility of her own hand under the weight of his.
Your first marriage will be loveless and your second cloaked in betrayal.
The High Septon’s voice resonated through the sept as he instructed them, “Gaze into each other’s eyes and repeat these words.”
Boris and Daenera turned towards one another, their eyes meeting. In unison, they recited, “Father, Smith, Warrior, Mother, Maiden, Crone…”
“I am his…”
“I am hers…”
“And he is mine…”
“And she is mine…”
“From this day on,” they spoke in unison. “And to the end of my days.”
“In the sight of the seven, I hereby seal these two souls, binding them as one for eternity. Let it be known that Boris of House Baratheon and Daenera of House Velaryon are one heart, one flesh, one soul.”
With the ribbon unbound from their hands, they both turned gracefully to face the gathered assembly, now officially pronounced as husband and wife.
Although her head swam with nervousness, Daenera swallowed hard and managed to summon a smile. She wished her mother could be there.
Instead, she felt the piercing gaze of Aemond, and his visage an enigmatic blend of ice and steel, unforgiving and unyielding.
For a fleeting moment, she allowed herself to wish for a different reality.
Then, the crowd erupted into joyous cheers, and the sound of ringing bells filled the air, marking the union with jubilation.
In the hallowed sept, Aemond’s eye were fixed upon the shrouded countenance of The Stranger, bathed in an eerie crimson hue streaming through the towering windows. The soft rustle of murmurs echoed through the sacred chamber, creating a palpable air of anticipation as the congregation found their places. Aemond maintained his stoic vigil near the front of the altar, his hands discreetly folded behind his back.
“It is rather unfortunate that some are too occupied with other matters to celebrate their own daughter’s wedding,” Alicent remarked with a thinly veiled tone, her words carrying a subtle but unmistakable hint of reproach.
“Perhaps they’re not as fond of their daughter as they pretend to be,” Larys Strong murmured quietly as to not let the King overhear.
Beside Aemond, Aegon couldn’t resist a jibe as he slapped his hand down on Aemond’s shoulder. “You wear your misery like a prized possession today, brother.”
Aemond didn’t honor his brother with a reply, teeth grinding as irritation curled within his chest.
The sept’s grand doors swung open with a flourish, prompting a collective shift of attention from the assembled crowd. The hushed awe of admiration rippled through the onlookers as their eyes fell upon the princess, her entrance a captivating spectacle. Yet, Aemond resolutely kept his back to her, his eye remaining steadfastly on the patterned tiles beneath his feet.
A profound stillness overtook the room as the princess embarked on her journey down the central aisle. The only sound was the echoing reverberations of her footsteps upon the stone floor. Aemond’s heart hammered within his chest, its cadence hard and agitated. He maintained his unyielding stance until the princess had nearly reached the alter, whereupon he turned to behold her.
Their eyes locked in an instant, a powerful current of emotions passing silently between them. It was a fleeting connection, swiftly severed as she averted her gaze, a palpable tension lingering in the furrow between her brow.
Aemond’s heart, as he beheld her, seemed to transform into dense stone within his chest, weighing heavily at his center. His single eye bore into her form with an intensity that burned like wildfire, full of resentment and bitterness.
A sharp, searing pain abruptly lanced across his face, as if a dagger had cleaved through sinew and flesh, carving a merciless path over bone and into the very nerves themselves. He experiences the phantom agony of it coursing through his missing eye, a sensation that mimicked the chill of the needle sinking into his skin. It was a pain that cut deep, an excruciating torture that surged relentlessly through his head with blinding intensity. It throbbed, it burned, and Aemond had no recourse but to clamp his jaw shut, his nails cruelly digging into the tender skin of his palm.
There was something devastating in the way that she smiled.
Aemond couldn’t help but notice the carved out quality of her smile, like an intricately crafted mask that concealed the turmoil within. He had, at times, glimpsed the vulnerability beneath that facade, which only served to make the difference even more pronounced.
As the golden cloak was draped over her shoulders, Aemond’s heart, made of stone, seemed to twist within him. When she turned towards Boris, her face appeared unnaturally pale, and her smile, though tightly drawn, failed to reach her eyes.
The ceremony continued, their hands bound together with a white ribbon as they invoked the names of the gods and exchanged their vows. And then finally, they turned to the crowd, now man and wife.
And Aemond couldn’t help but boil in his resentment.
In the hallowed sept, Aemond’s eye were fixed upon the shrouded countenance of The Stranger, bathed in an eerie crimson hue streaming through the towering windows. The soft rustle of murmurs echoed through the sacred chamber, creating a palpable air of anticipation as the congregation found their places. Aemond maintained his stoic vigil near the front of the altar, his hands discreetly folded behind his back.
“It is rather unfortunate that some are too occupied with other matters to celebrate their own daughter’s wedding,” Alicent remarked with a thinly veiled tone, her words carrying a subtle but unmistakable hint of reproach.
“Perhaps they’re not as fond of their daughter as they pretend to be,” Larys Strong murmured quietly as to not let the King overhear.
Beside Aemond, Aegon couldn’t resist a jibe as he slapped his hand down on Aemond’s shoulder. “You wear your misery like a prized possession today, brother.”
Aemond didn’t honor his brother with a reply, teeth grinding as irritation curled within his chest.
The sept’s grand doors swung open with a flourish, prompting a collective shift of attention from the assembled crowd. The hushed awe of admiration rippled through the onlookers as their eyes fell upon the princess, her entrance a captivating spectacle. Yet, Aemond resolutely kept his back to her, his eye remaining steadfastly on the patterned tiles beneath his feet.
A profound stillness overtook the room as the princess embarked on her journey down the central aisle. The only sound was the echoing reverberations of her footsteps upon the stone floor. Aemond’s heart hammered within his chest, its cadence hard and agitated. He maintained his unyielding stance until the princess had nearly reached the alter, whereupon he turned to behold her.
Their eyes locked in an instant, a powerful current of emotions passing silently between them. It was a fleeting connection, swiftly severed as she averted her gaze, a palpable tension lingering in the furrow between her brow.
Aemond’s heart, as he beheld her, seemed to transform into dense stone within his chest, weighing heavily at his center. His single eye bore into her form with an intensity that burned like wildfire, full of resentment and bitterness.
A sharp, searing pain abruptly lanced across his face, as if a dagger had cleaved through sinew and flesh, carving a merciless path over bone and into the very nerves themselves. He experiences the phantom agony of it coursing through his missing eye, a sensation that mimicked the chill of the needle sinking into his skin. It was a pain that cut deep, an excruciating torture that surged relentlessly through his head with blinding intensity. It throbbed, it burned, and Aemond had no recourse but to clamp his jaw shut, his nails cruelly digging into the tender skin of his palm.
There was something devastating in the way that she smiled.
Aemond couldn’t help but notice the carved out quality of her smile, like an intricately crafted mask that concealed the turmoil within. He had, at times, glimpsed the vulnerability beneath that facade, which only served to make the difference even more pronounced.
As the golden cloak was draped over her shoulders, Aemond’s heart, made of stone, seemed to twist within him. When she turned towards Boris, her face appeared unnaturally pale, and her smile, though tightly drawn, failed to reach her eyes.
The ceremony continued, their hands bound together with a white ribbon as they invoked the names of the gods and exchanged their vows. And then finally, they turned to the crowd, now man and wife.
And Aemond couldn’t help but boil in his resentment.
The throne room had been transformed into a floral spring, vibrant blooms adorning every available surface. Tables and chairs were arranged elegantly amidst the towering columns that led to the imposing throne. The jubilant crowd continued to clap and cheer as Boris escorted Daenera towards the high table, where the King sat with his ever-faithful wife at his side.
With a graceful bow, the newlyweds presented themselves before the King. Viserys, in a jovial mood, clapped his hands together and beamed. “The happy couple! I wish you all the best in this new stage of your lives.”
“We thank you, Your Grace,” Daenera replied with a polite nod, sending her grandsire a smile.
Taking their seats beside the King, their chairs, while less opulent than the King and Queens, were still exquisitely carved. Viserys leaned over, his warm smile softening the grandeur of the occasion, and gently squeezed Daenera’s hand. “You look beautiful.”
“Thank you, grandsire,” Daenera murmured, her eyes filled with gratitude.
And so, with the King’s blessing, the grand wedding feast began, the air filled with laughter and the clinking of glasses.
In the grand hall, a lively troupe of musicians regaled the assembled guests with their melodious tunes, their instruments weaving an intricate tapestry of sounds. Laughter and chatter reverberated through the hall as people engaged in animated conversations, and the banquet tables groaned under the weight of sumptuous food offerings.
The air was filled with not only the savory aroma of the feast but also the sweet scent of countless flowers that adorned every corner of the hall. The mingling fragrances created a heady and almost overwhelming atmosphere.
The joyful occasion was marked by several heartfelt speeches. King Viserys himself too the floor to offer his warm congratulations, celebrating the first of his cherished grandchildren to enter wedlock. Following the King’s words, members of the Baratheon family also stepped forward, with three speakers in particular. One was a girl of Daenera’s age, radiant with youth and cheer, and the other, a cousin whose words carried the weight of tradition and family honor. And then there was Borros Baratheon himself, who regaled his brother with praise and made lewd suggestions about the wedding night.
Corlys rose from his seat, holding his cup of wine. “We’ve heard many fine speeches on this day, so I will make mine short. I congratulate the happy couple and wish you all the best for this new stage in your lives.”
Applause rose up as they had done for the other speeches. Corlys shifted his stance, his eyes on Daenera as he spoke his next words. “And to my granddaughter, Daenera. I wish you all the joys in this world. For those of us who have not bonded with dragons, we must find our own way in this world and so I give to you a ship, so that you may cross the seas with ease and comfort, and have the word at the tip of your fingers.”
A servant brought a model of the ship. It was a small cog, propelled by sails and a hull deep enough for rough seas. Only a small crew was needed to sail it, and there was ample space for provisions should she wish for an extended journey. Its sails were a deep gray, with the golden symbol of House Velaryon embellished upon it.
It warmed her heart and gave her a sense of independence she had sorely longed for.
Daenera got up from her seat and ran to hug Corlys, who wrapped his arms around her. He smelled of the sea. “Thank you.”
“The crew comes with the ship. They are seasoned seamen. It is for you to do with as you please, keep them in harbor, send them out with goods to trade. Meraxes will take you to the end of the world if you so desire.”
“Meraxes,” Daenera echoed the name of the dragon Queen Rhaenys Targaryen had ridden alongside her sister wife, Visenya Targaryen and their husband Aegon Targaryen.
“Your own dragon.”
Tears stung in her eyes and she hugged him a little tighter until she was composed enough to step back, hands folded in front of her. “I thank you for the splendid gift. It is beyond measure.”
Daenera picked at her plate, savoring the sparrow roast adorned with delicate snowberries. Beside her, her husband Boris indulged in a hearty boar dish. The ender meat yielded easily to his touch, its succulence requiring no utensils, and it slipped off the bone with each mouthwatering bite. He tore into it with gusto, his flingers slick with grease.
“Would you like some boar?” He offered, his mouth still partially filled as he sucked the flavorful fat from his thumb. “I took it down in the Kingswood. It put up quite a fight, even managed to bring down one of my guards before I could put a bolt through its side.”
“Was he hurt badly?” Daenera inquired, making an effort to appear attentive.
“Who?” Boris grunted, ripping off a strip of meat and dipping it in the fat on his place before he stuffed it into his mouth.
“Your guard, was he badly hurt?”
Boris paused, his gaze fixing upon her. “Hurt? Well, it was his own fault. When one hunts, one must remain vigilant and focused.”
He reached for a piece of cloth to wipe his hands clean, then washed down his mean with a swig of wine, refilling his cup promptly.
“You see,” he continued, “hunting is not just about the kill. It’s about entering the mind of the animal. Understanding its instincts, its movements, and its motivations. In the wild, you have to be sharp, or you’ll end up losing a leg like my guard.”
“You said he wasn’t badly hurt.”
Boris leaned in closer, pointing finger to his temple as he explained, “In the hunt, my lady, you must constantly anticipate the animal’s next move, or it might well be the end of you. It was his own bloody fault that he lost his leg.”
As she observed him, Daenera couldn’t help but compare Boris Baratheon to a beast himself. Yet, she held onto a glimmer of hope that beneath his brutish exterior lay a man she could come to appreciate.
He reached for another succulent piece of boar, his teeth tearing into the meat straight from the bone. Her stomach turned.
“Hunting is an exhilarating pursuit,” he continued, his voice filled with fervent passion. “But it is in combat, facing other men, that I find true gratification and challenge. Animals can be predictable, and, I dare say, some men as well. However, the real test lies in fighting opponents with intelligence…”
“You won the melee competition,” Daenera drawled, her eye following the movement of her hand as she drew a finger over the cutlery, not especially interested in listening to Boris praising himself. She remembered the brutal sight of Aran Blackwood sprawled on the sand, a mere boy, blood oozing from beneath his armor as Boris relentlessly pummeled him.
Boris chuckled, a deep, throaty sound. “Indeed, my dear. The contestants were hardly a challenge.”
Suddenly, she felt Boris’s clammy hand envelop hers. He brought her hand to his lips and planted a kiss on it, causing her to subtly recoil, the faint scent of wine emanating from him already. His touch sent an uncomfortable shiver down her spine.
“It was gracious of you to dedicate your triumph to me,” Daenera replied with feigned gratitude, swiftly retracting her hand and discreetly wiped it on the tablecloth out of Boris’s line of sight.
A wicked grin crept across Boris’ face as he leaned closer and Daenera fought the urge to lean away.
“I shall dedicate all my future victories to you,” he whispered huskily, his voice laden with a lascivious undertone. “And at night, my dear, I shall claim my well-deserved prize.”
Daenera forced another tight-lipped smile, battling her disgust as she contemplated the long night ahead.
“Would you like more wine, my lord husband?” Daenera inquired, gracefully reaching for his cup and the flagon. Boris, his attention now fixated on the feast before him, nodded without sparing her a glance. As he continued to pile his plate with roasted meats, Daenera took the opportunity to carry out her plan.
With practiced ease, she manipulated her ruby ring, turning the precious stone downward and flicking the stone to the side to reveal its concealed secret. A pale, fine power was released, wafting down into Boris’s cup. Daenera, cautious not to raise suspicion, swirled the wine twice, ensuring the power dissolved entirely, leaving no trace on the surface.
Her deft fingers flicked the ring shut, concealing its hidden compartment once more, and she returned it to its original position on her finger. Boris, wholly absorbed in his meal, greedily drowned the laced beverage, blissfully unaware of the subtle manipulation at play.
“ Once, twice, never thrice , ” Helaena said, coming up between Daenera and her husband, taking her hand. “ Once in ivory, to the sound of bells. Once in front of the fire, two become one. And once in grief, heart of black, but forced in green. ”
Helaena looked at her with big, sweet eyes and it pained Daenera that she did not understand what she meant. “ When the stag hunts the stag, the stars shall watch as the stag falls black, blue and bleeding … The stars are watching.”
In the dimly lit alcove formed by the imposing columns, Aemond concealed himself beneath the shadows of Maegor's column, the stone figure wearing a hood to conceal his face. He cradled a goblet of Dornish wine, a complex blend of spiciness and sweetness that did little to soothe the lingering bitterness on his palate.
“Sulking in the shadows, brother?” Aegon remarked, materializing at his side. “One could easily mistake your demeanor for that of a broken heart.”
Aemond paid his brother’s presence little mind, allowing the rich wine to wash down his throat. Heartbroken? Hardly. One needed to possess a heart in the first place to experience such affliction. Whatever heart he’d once had seemed to have been carved from his chest at the same time his eye was plucked from his skull. He harbored no illusions of love; instead, it was a festering rot gnawing at the pit of his stomach, a poison instilled by her.
He hated her for it.
“Maybe to ease the sting in your chest, we should find you a woman of similar countenance. The Street of Silk offers a myriad of delights, I assure you, far more entertaining than whatever she may have provided,” Aegon mused, twirling his wine within his goblet, his brows furrowed in mock contemplation, as if he were sifting through an array of options in his mind. Then, he nonchalantly shrugged. “Although, I must confess, I understand the allure. She’s quite the vexing creature, isn’t she? Spiteful and full of fire. Now that you’ve somewhat broken free of your infatuation, perhaps you’d be willing to regale us with the tale of your tryst. Or better yet, maybe you’d be open to sharing her.”
Aemond pushed away from the column, his expression as unyielding as the stone he’d been leaning against. It was evident that he had little patience left for his brother’s teasing.
Aegon, playing the part of the obedient sibling–and perhaps a bit of a coward, raised his hands in mock surrender and held his silence while Aemond’s watchful glare was upon him. Yet, as soon as Aemond turned back to his contemplation, resuming his position against the column, Aegon couldn’t resist the urge to speak once more. His voice took on a low, contemplative tone, adding to the air of tension between them.
“Her new husband is quite the talker,” Aegon drawled. “And very fond of fat women.”
Aemond’s eye landed once more on the newlyweds. Boris grabbed Daenera’s hand and brought it to his face, placing a kiss on her knuckles. Daenera smiled, though Aemond noted the curl to her lips, a note of disgust. It was quickly corrected as she seemed to force her smile wider. Aemond felt his stomach turn at the sight.
Aegon leaned in closer to Aemond, his voice tinged with amusement and a hint of malice as he recounted his conversation with Boris.
“You should have heard him yesterday,” he continued, seeming to relish in the discomfort his words would cause. “He was bragging about his grand ambitions, how he intends to make her heavy with his child before the next moon. He’s eager to raise an army of heirs, all in the hope of claiming as many dragons as possible. Boris sees himself as a dragonlord, you see– fancies himself a dragonrider soon enough . He craves an heir at any cost.”
The absurdity of Boris’s aspirations was not lost on Aemond. It was almost comical to think that he could somehow ensure dragon eggs in the cradles of their children or enough dragon blood would course through their veins to claim one. Aemond couldn’t help the curl of his lip, the disdain obvious. Daenera, he knew, was not likely to be reduced to a mere broodmare by her husband’s ambitious dreams. She would ensure it was all on her terms.
“Boris envisions turning her into the quintessential obedient wife, you see. He even acknowledged that she might not be the most striking in appearance, but he reckoned her dragon blood would more than compensate for that.”
Aemond’s gaze remained fixed on Daenera as she dutifully poured her husband another cup of wine. He observed her closely, noting the furrowed brow and the intense concentration with which she went about her task. She seemed detached,as if lost in her thoughts while maintaining an outward appearance of being present in the conversation. She handed the cup to Boris, who accepted it eagerly, and Aemond couldn’t help but feel a sense of unease at the sight.
“Not that it will stop him from indulging in whores. He seems quite insatiable,”Aegon’s tone went from mocking to musing. “He does seem to adore her, though…”
Aemond’s features stiffened, his eye narrowing into slits as he absorbed the troubling information. It felt like a dense cloud of tension had descended upon him, casting a deeper shadow over his already somber demeanor.
Aegon offered his brother a comforting pat on the shoulder. “I should rescue her from the clutches of her husband.”
Stepping out of the shadow, Aegon made his way towards Daenera and extended his hand to her. Though she appeared hesitant, she acquiesced, allowing Aegon to lead her onto the dance floor.
Aemond drained the last remnants of his wine, his gaze locked onto Daenera as she swayed to the music in Aegon’s arms, though the sway faltered as Aegon stepped on her foot and tugged on her hand a little too roughly. Aemond stifled a laugh.
“May I have this dance?” Aegon addressed Daenera rather than his wife, and Helaena responded with a gentle smile before returning to her seat, as if she had said all that she needed to.
Daenera, though she would have preferred to decline, found herself unable to refuse. She rose from her chair and made her way around the table as Aegon extended his hand, a gesture she reluctantly accepted.
Aegon led her to the center of the dance floor, and Daenera couldn’t help but shoot him an irritated look as he twirled her with undue force. His smug smirk only fueled her annoyance further. As the row of lords and ladies gracefully bowed to one another, the dance commenced.
“I must commend you, dear niece,” Aegon drawled, his grin wry and smug. “You’ve managed to leave my brother rather miserable– heartbroken , some might say.”
Daenera responded with an irritated mutter, her words dripping with disdain. “You mistake my influence over your brother. And you make a mistake of thinking your brother has a heart.”
Aemond couldn’t experience heartbreak any more than Daenera could forsake her duty.
Aegon couldn’t help but chuckle. “It seems, perhaps, you are the heartless one.”
Daenera rolled her eyes in exasperation.
“You’re right,” Aegon continued, his tone contemplative. “My brother doesn’t have a heart. All he has is resentment and hatred where his eye should be. Perhaps if your brother had not carved it out, he would have a heart.”
“I suppose he could just shove a sapphire into his chest cavity then,” Daenera sneered.
Aegon laughed as though he had unearthed a secret she shouldn’t have disclosed.
Daenera made every effort to compensate for Aegon’s lack of refinement and his unpolished moves. It wasn’t a matter of skill, as all of them had received dance lessons, but rather his excessively tight grip, rough handling, and propensity for stepping on her feet that made the experience wholly enjoyable. She couldn’t help but stumble occasionally, a result of Aegon’s erratic and uncoordinated dance steps.
“Should your husband leave you unsatisfied, which he undoubtedly will, then I–”
Daenera swiftly brought her heel down on his foot, causing him to choke on his words. “Even if he does leave me unsatisfied, I will never stoop to sleeping with you.”
“I personally think we have a connection,” he said, gripping her hips and lifting her for but a moment before she landed again. His hands lingered all too long, and then he breathed into her ear. “Perhaps it would help to invite my brother…”
Daenera pretended to be spun around too roughly, driving an elbow into his stomach and earning a satisfying grunt.
“It wouldn’t do,” Daenera said firmly. “When I look at you, I feel myself go dry as the sands of Dorne. You do nothing for me.”
Aegon appeared genuinely hurt by her words. “That might be the cruelest thing you’ve ever said to me.”
“Hmm, not that i think you’re a waste of breath and your mother wished you would have been a spot upon the sheets?” Daenera quipped.
“No, I can live with that.”
“I suppose you’ll have to.”
The song came to its end, and so did the dance. Daenera bowed politely, and let Alan Beesbury whisk her away for a dance.
Daenera was gracefully passed around on the dance floor, her hand taken by one gentleman after another, each offering congratulations on her wedding or compliments about her radiant appearance. Eventually, she found herself in the arms of Aemond.
“Is it everything you imagined it to be?” He asked, voice cold and soft all at the same time.
“Yes.”
No.
She had somehow deluded herself into thinking there would be a glimmer of happiness on her wedding day, even if she had to marry out of duty. Instead, she felt a profound sense of loneliness.
“No expenses were spared,” she added, as if it made up for what her emotions lacked.
“And yet you look mournful,” Aemond observed, his one eye fixed on her.
Daenera swallowed thickly, holding on tight to her composure. She had played her part meticulously. She had worn the smile when it was expected, engaged in polite conversations when she was approached, and even maintained an air of coy anticipation when the talk turned to the wedding night. Her carefully constructed facade was, in her view, flawless.
Yet here was Aemond, contradicting her efforts.
He continued in a hushed tone, his words meant for her ears alone. “I would be too if I had to marry that oaf.”
Aemond deftly twirled her around the dance floor, his hand secure on her hip, the other firmly holding hers. The rough calluses of his palms felt familiar, and grazed over her skin. One step left, two steps right. Daenera’s gaze briefly flicked to Boris, who was engrossed in a boisterous conversation with his friends.
“He is not that bad,” Daenera countered, her voice barely above a whisper.
Daenera shifted to her other side, feeling Aemond’s hand on her opposite hip as they repeated the steps, her back to his chest. His touch sent a fiery shiver through her, and his proximity quickened the pace of her heart.
She couldn’t help but wonder what the watching lords and ladies thought when they observed them. Were they seen as uncle and niece? Casual acquaintances? Or did they appear as something more intimate, like lovers?
“Isn’t he?” Aemond’s hand firmly clutched her hips, and with a sudden motion, he lifted her off the ground. Once, twice, thrice, and then she was spun around to face him, their palms pressed together as they gracefully circled each other. “Doesn’t he make your skin crawl? Mine certainly would.”
“I am fulfilling my duty,” she replied, her voice tinged with determination.
“Ah, yes, duty,” Aemond muttered, his grip on her tightening. “Your duty may as well see you torn apart as you bring his children into this world.”
Daenera shot him a piercing glare, unamused by his brutal words. “Jealous, are you?”
Aemond’s smirk twisted into a sneer that bared his teeth. “Jealous? Why would I be? I’d rather pity him. He believes he’s sowing his seed in uncharted soil, only to discover it’s already been spoiled.”
“Jealous that I’ll bear his children ,” Daenera clarified, her eyes burning with indignation.
Aemond responded with a languid drawl. “He will undoubtedly choose the child over you.”
His words painted a gruesome picture of Maesters cutting her open to extract the giant child from her belly, hands rummaging through her internal organs to grab the child, leaving her to bleed out and die. It had happened before. It happened often. It was what killed her grandmother.
Daenera glared at him, biting back the sting. “And do you think you’d choose any differently? I know my duty, and I will fulfill it.”
Quietly, she thought to herself that her husband would not get to sow anything, but she kept that knowledge locked away. If she was to get pregnant with the oafs child, it would be on her terms. Aemond wasn’t privy to her true feelings.
“I think I have something you want,” Daenera declared as they danced, gracefully moving in tandem with the music. Their palms found each other and they walked in a circle.
Aemond glowered at her. “And what is that?”
Daenera paused in her steps as they separated briefly, spinning around the other dancers before reuniting. “It can be one of two things. You want to destroy me, leave me lonely and miserable like you. I don’t think it is that.”
Their bodies pressed against each other as they moved. Aemond’s hand rested on the small of her back, keeping her close.
“You want me…” Daenera breathed, eyes flickering across his cold features. “And it pains you that you cannot have me… That is why you’re so interested in my marriage.”
Aemond bared his teeth in a sneer, offense twisting his features. “Why would I want you?”
Daenera met his challenge head on. “Because that is who you are. You want things you cannot have. And like a child, if you cannot have what you want, you’ll be sure to make everyone as miserable as you feel.”
Aemond abruptly released her as if her words had scorched him. Daenera stumbled slightly but quickly regained her composure. The music transitioned to the next tune, and the other dancers dispersed, leaving only the two of them locked in a glaring standoff.
With a polite bow and a word of thanks, Daenera excused herself from the dance, turning away and leaving Aemond alone on the dance floor, her heart pounding within her chest and a thirst for wine beckoning her.
Wine seemed to come with conversation as Daenera poured herself a cup of rich Dornish wine and plucked a few grapes from an assortment of fruits. She strolled near Alicent and Otto, who were engrossed in discussion.
“We offer our congratulations, Princess,” Otto said, his hair a perpetual tangle atop his head. Daenera couldn’t help but wonder if he ever bothered with a comb or if his locks were just inherently unruly. She offered a polite smile and was about to move on when Alicent seized her hands, effectively anchoring her in their presence.
“You’ve made a splendid match,” Alicent remarked, the trio’s gaze drifting towards Boris, who boisterously laughed at one of Aegon’s jests. Daenera couldn’t conceal her disapproval for her husband's choice of company.
“I’ve heard Borros Baratheon is expecting yet another child,” Otto added casually, though his words held an undercurrent. It was as if he were silently saying, ‘ It would be regrettable if Borros Baratheon sired a son and thus deposed your husband as heir. ’
“It is indeed joyous news,” Daenera replied, her tone carefully measured and diplomatic.
“What would you do if your husband were to lose his position as heir to Storm’s End?” Alicent inquired, articulating the unspoken concern Otto had gracefully let remain unsaid.
Daenera’s response was swift and unwavering, her demeanor determined. “In that case, it is fortunate that I stand to inherit Dragonstone.”
Alicent, ever the courtly manipulator, pressed further. “But I’ve heard that your claim to Dragonstone is only secure while you live. What of your children?”
Her words dripped with feigned sympathy, a subtle, mocking tone unique to the intrigues of the court–a tone she had perfected long ago and now wielded like a blade.
“Perhaps my children will need to forge their own destinies, much like countless second sons who aren’t entitled to inherit,” Daenera countered, her gaze shifting to include Otto in her response. “It appears that life at court can provide them opportunities, as it has for many who were not fortunate to be born first in line.”
Alicent’s smile was a sly one as she continued, still holding Daenera’s hand in a seemingly compassionate grip. “I have no doubt that you will be blessed with children in due time.”
Otto, choosing a different path, excused himself and drifted toward the King, morphing into a somber, yet ever-present shadow. Meanwhile, Alicent remained a captor of Daenera’s time, her presence ever-watchful and viperish as she clutched Daenera’s hand.
“The transition may prove a challenge for you, going from the liberty of being a princess to the obligations that come with being a wife. Your mother struggled with the change, but I have faith that you will handle it better,” Alicent remarked, her tone laden with patronizing concern.
Daenera’s retort was swift and pointed. “It was not the obligations of becoming a wife that troubled her. It was other people meddling in her marriage that proved troublesome. People whose purpose was to belittle and discredit her at every turn.”
Alicent’s response was steeped in condescension and disdain. “ Your mother always seemed to put herself in unfavorable positions. From a young age, Rhaenyra showed a disregard for her duties and continuously tested the limits of what was right, abandoning her responsibilities that come with her position. Even towards her own daughter, she shows a lack of regard.”
A cold, calculated pause followed. “It’s a pity she could not attend. I know the King would have loved to see her.”
Daenera replied with a composed demeanor, her voice calm but laced with a subtle firmness. “Do not worry about my mother’s absence, as I do not. As you know, she recently gave birth, and it would have been unwise of her to travel such a distance in her condition, nor would I want her to leave her newborn child so soon. I would not be able to forgive myself if harm came to her or the baby.”
Daenera returned the grip Alicent had placed on her hand. “As a mother yourself, you should understand this.”
Daenera had never forgiven Alicent for what she put her mother through after the birth of Joffrey. It had been intentionally cruel.
“As I am sure Viserys understands.” With grace, Daenera withdrew her hand and executed a brief, respectful curtsy before departing from Alicent’s presence.
“Here she comes, the blushing bride!” Aegon announced, a wicked smile dancing on his lips as Daenera approached her husband and uncle. Her eyes narrowed at Aegon.
If her cheeks were tinged with red, it wasn’t from bridal excitement but rather from the anger and irritation at his presence. Why did the Hightowers insist on inserting themselves into every situation? They were like invasive weeds, sprouting up uncontrollably and choking the life out of everything else.
“My beautiful bride,” Boris slurred, his desire evident as his eyes roamed hungrily over her. “Are you ready for the bedding?”
Aegon’s eyes widened with evident interest, his smile growing sharper. “I think you’ll find her less blushing when you’re alone with her, good ser. My sweet niece is not as innocent as she might seem, isn’t that right? She’s no flower.”
“I don’t know what you mean,” Daenera retorted shortly.
Aegon wrinkled his nose, dismissive of her pretense. “No need for coyness, dear niece. I remember how you enjoyed our rough childhood games. Always a bit of a hellion, weren’t you? She may appear sweet, but beneath that demure facade, she’s got quite the thorns.”
“I promise to be tender with you, my dear,” Boris chimed in, though Daenera found little solace in his assurances. “A girl's first time should be gentle.”
Aegon mumbled something into his cup, drawing Daenera’s irritation to a fine point. She glared at him, her patience waning. “ The first time .”
“I would like to speak with my husband,” she declared firmly, her gaze piercing through Aegon as he reluctantly stood. As he passed her, he leaned in closer to her ear.
“Pity, you could have ridden a dragon on your wedding night, instead you choose to be mounted by a stag,” Aegon jeered, his voice dripping with cruel humor and malice. He made his familiar upside down smile, half-heartedly shrugging.
Daenera stood stoically beside Boris, her newlywed husband, who clung to the table as though fearing he might be swept away by a nonexistent tidal wave. His face displayed a mixture of intoxication and uncertainty as he swayed.
“I’ll retreat to our chambers and prepare.”
“Very well, my dear,” Boris replied, his hand reaching out for hers, but Daenera had already pivoted and began walking away, her heels cutting through the festive music like a sharp blade. The hall’s air was refreshingly cool, momentarily soothing her frayed nerves and easing the tension between her shoulder blades. But as she entered her private quarters, a heavy stone seemed to drop into the pit of her stomach.
“Help me get this off,” Daenera instructed Joyce, who swiftly moved to assist her.
With practiced efficiency, Joyce carefully removed every ornament from Daenera’s hair, allowing the braids to unravel until her dark tresses cascaded in silky waves down her back. The intricate wedding gown, which had taken a considerable amount of time to put on, was now gradually taken off, piece by piece, revealing Daenera’s delicate form beneath.
“You look pale,” Joyce noted in a hushed tone as she deftly loosened the laces on the back of Daenera’s corset.
Daenera shifted her gaze to the mirror, her own reflection confirming Joyce’s observation. Indeed, she did look pale, as though all the color had drained from her face the moment her corset was unbound, as if it had been the sole thing holding her composed. Swallowing hard, she turned to face Joyce, wrapping her trembling arms around her shoulders. In that embrace, she sought a fleeting refuge, a brief respite from the turmoil inside of her.
As the seconds ticked by, the embrace of the princess and her maid lingered, offering Daenera a semblance of solace. She was well aware of the weakness she displayed, but Joyce said nothing, simply returning the tight hug and allowing her to hold on for as long as she needed.There was a silent understanding between them.
Once Daenera had changed into her nightgown and robe, she dismissed Joyce with the task of notifying Boris. She imagined her husband would make quite the boisterous announcement about his departure to their bedchambers, likely accompanied by raucous laughter echoing through the corridor.
In the solitude of her chambers, Daenera’s delicate fingers retrieved a small green vial, its glass cool to the touch. With practiced precision, she inserted a hollow glass straw, placing her fingertip firmly over the opposite end to prevent any liquid from escaping. As her hand hovered over a waiting cup, she released her finger, allowing gravity to guide the contents within. First, a few drops of the brownish liquid trickled into the cup, followed by a generous pour of bitter wine, meant to mask the taste. A few gentle stirs with the straw blended the concoction seamlessly, and she restored everything in its place.
Daenera sighed deeply, her eyes closing as she inhaled through her nose, momentarily rolling her neck to release the tension that built there. The tight and heavy hair arrangement she had worn throughout the day had taken its toll on her, and she sought to ease some of it.
Soon, the distant voices in the hallway grew louder, and she recognized the unmistakable clamor of revelers making their way towards her chambers. Taunts and lewd suggestions rang out, voiced by both men and women, and louder still they grew as the doors all but burst open. Amid the cacophony, Daenera felt his presence like a looming shadow, his one good eye fixed upon her.
Then came the unmistakable sounds of Boris’s unsteady steps, followed by the thud of an object hitting the floor, a discordant note in the midst of the commotion. Somewhere along the way, Boris had managed to lose a boot. The other boot he held in his hand, and waved it threateningly at the crowd outside the doors.
“Go away, you animals” Boris bellowed over the laughter, tossing the boot at them. “Leave me to tend to my wife.”
With a resonant bang, the doors were forcefully closed, plunging the room into an almost sudden and profound silence.
Daenera let out a breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding and swiftly spun around, presenting two cups of wine, offering one to her husband. “Something for the nerves.”
“I don’t need anything for my nerves, my dear,” Boris replied, a lecherous glint in his eye as he closed the distance between them. “All I need is your loving touch.”
Daenera practically shoved the cup of wine into his hands, her smile unwavering as she quipped. “For my nerves then.”
They both brought their cups to their lips, the wine disappearing into their throats, as they drowned the contents.
Boris had lost his doublet and trousers along the way, not only his boots, most likely torn away by the raucous crowd’s enthusiastic encouragement, following tradition. Daenera had never particularly enjoyed such practices, finding them humiliating. That was why she had taken measures to ensure they wouldn’t subject her to such indignities.
Boris’s shirt, now barely clinging to his broad chest, struggled to conceal his semi-erect cock as it peeked out from beneath it.
Daenera was unsure whether she should be insulted or perhaps find this a glimmer of hope.
Boris, inebriated and filled with the zeal of the moment, grasped her waist with strong hands, capturing her lips in a wet and heavy kiss. He began guiding her backward through the room, but soon seemed to grow weary of the effort and decided to lift her instead. She let out a surprised yelp, her hands gripping his robust shoulders, feeling a mixture of muscle and flesh beneath his loose shirt.
He deposited her onto the bed, and with significantly less grace than Aemond, positioned himself atop her. His kisses trailed down her neck, tugging down the collar of her nightgown to reveal a breast.
Daenera struggled to maintain composure, attempting to breathe evenly and play her part, all the while anticipating the effects of the potion. Had she miscalculated the dosage?
Boris grunted, his kisses becoming sloppier and his body heavier, until he fell down onto her completely, face buried in the crook of her neck, her legs around his hips. He snored loudly.
Daenera cursed herself at her shortsightedness. She should have taken the lead so that she would not be crushed underneath his weight. Now, her face was red, not because of being a bride, nor anger, but by the pressure of his body on top of hers. She let out a hissed breath, rocking from one side to another to get enough momentum to push him off of her.
Boris fell to the other side of the bed, blissfully asleep.
Her heart raced and she remained laying there, gulping in precious air, thanking the gods for her adaptability. Dark hair fanned out over her face as she tried to blow it away, but eventually just decided to brush it aside, sitting up in the bed to look down on her sleeping husband.
On the morrow he wouldn’t be able to recall whether he bedded her or not, and if she were lucky, he’d choke on his tongue during the night. Bride and widow in one fell swoop.
Daenera rolled to the side table, pulling out a small dagger no longer than her pinky finger, before rolling back again, sitting up. Her heart drummed, drummed, drummed. She pushed her nightgown up, revealing the flesh of her inner thigh, and pressed the blade into it. It bit at her skin, slipping easily into the fat of her thighs. Blood welled up, running down the pale skin and dripping onto the sheets.
Once she deemed it enough blood, she rolled out of bed completely and tied a bandage around her thigh.
Daenera spent her wedding night, sitting in the roaring quiet of the common room, a cup of wine in her hand, the fire dancing in the hearth, listening to her husband snore from the bedroom.
As Boris was escorted away to his chambers for the wedding night, Aemond seized a flagon of wine and his cup. He couldn't resist the urge to follow the revelry, Boris’ friends clamoring to carry the groom towards his marital destination. Lewd suggestions filled the air, followed by echoing laughter. And as the grand doors to the newlyweds’ chambers swung open, he saw her.
Her long, cascading hair had been freed from its constricting braids, bathing over her shoulders and gracefully framing her face. The nightgown she wore was fine, and as the soft light caught her form, it gave the illusion of almost being see-through.
Silently slipping away from the bustling festivities, Aemond couldn't help but watch, his heart burdened with emotions he dared not express.
He sought refuge in the solitude of his room, locking the door behind him. With grim dedication, he embarked on a solitary drinking session, fully intent on drowning the memories of this night and hoping for a fresh start come morning.
He was determined to drown the corrosive influence and poison that Daenera had filled him with, to purge himself of it entirely.
All moonflower and nightshade.
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#13 Bed Sharing
[flufftober 2023]
note: initially, there were two other oneshots on the list (found family - confession), but let's say I had already written a little something about them and for this occasion I'm exploring different scenarios to decide whether to incorporate them into the fanfiction or not :)
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THE FOOD WAS EXQUISITE, and so was the wine. If he continued to indulge him with all those aromas, flavors, and sugary phrases while serving, he would never be able to tell him "no". Not that this was a bad thing after all, he didn't just want to give him that feeling of control over his life, he hoped to continue to be wrapped in that subtle veil of mystery that still surrounded him, even though it seemed to be getting thinner, and his defenses were slowly coming down.
Maybe it was the wine that was dulling his senses, making him feel lighter, exposed, vulnerable. But in that house, in the company of his lover, there were no dangers. It was fine like this, he could handle another glass of wine, paired with the delicate fragrance of the new dish he had served. The steam tickled him, the spices were a sensual delight that enveloped him with every bite, and the meat was among the softest and most delicate he had ever tasted. The man sitting in front of him had truly peculiar manners, but when he entered the kitchen, he transformed every ingredient into a symphony of flavors, carefully layering and pairing them, creating a story on his palate. That evening, he was tasting the symphony of winter. Assuming winter had a melody or a taste. The only taste that came to Neuvillette's mind when thinking of winter was sugar, but these dishes were all savory, warm, and comforting foods. It was the flavor of people at home, wrapped in blankets as the night descended outside. He would never get enough of those dishes, of the food that left him feeling content and elated. Yet, happiness wasn't solely a result of those dishes, but also of the company and complicity that had developed with the man who had prepared them. During daylight hours, it seemed impossible to him that an old man could still experience such emotions, thinking they were a privilege of young boys who experiment with their peers. He had already had his dose of adventures, he was no longer a young and inexperienced boy. His life had been generous at times, and those memories were just that: memories. So why, in the evening when that man was at home, did he feel like he was burning as if he were a third of his age? He still felt like a schoolboy dealing with his first crush, with the only difference being that there were no more mysteries, and everything was clear now. It was tender of the man giving him a second chance, giving him a new love, more warmth, and kindness that he believed would no longer be a part of his life, nor would he have to deserve them anymore. Hoping deep down that it wasn't too hasty to think this, but he felt genuine feelings for the man who had reignited his life. It was probably too early to talk about love, even though perhaps it was so for the other, but for Neuvillette it was romantic affection. At the moment, it was all he could grant and give, and he knew that Wriothesley was fine taking it slow. Both were no longer young, his man also had a daughter, and they had their fair share of youthful escapades. So what was wrong with taking it all lightly? And enjoying the simplicity of their relationship.
Smiling, he reached out his hand, intertwining his fingers with those of his lover. "Thank you for inviting me" Neuvillette said, gazing affectionately at the man. "You are and will always be welcome" he replied, playing with his fingers as well. "Did you enjoy it?" he asked, noticing that the plate was practically empty. "It was all delicious. How do you make everything taste so good?" he inquired, even though he didn't think he'd get an answer. However, Wriothesley smiled. "Honey makes everything better" he stifled a laugh. "Honey?" a note of incredulity escaped his lips. "Yes, sir" he confirmed. "It draws out the subtlest aromas and nuances of the herbs" he explained, closing his hand over his companion's as if it were a treasure chest closing around its treasure. "It's also an excellent carrier for them, it moves through the meat fibers more gracefully than salt" he continued, although his attention was on the man's hand, caressing the delicate skin with care and attention, leaving Neuvillette only time to breathe with desire, biting his lips still flavored with the taste of the meat. That man enchanted him with every move, word, gesture, he was speechless in his presence, and it wasn't the wine's fault. Whatever he asked, he would have answered yes. "I hope you have some room left for dessert" with that sentence, Neuvillette was brought back to reality. "If you don't mind, I wanted to experiment a little" he kissed his hand, taking his leave for a moment, disappearing into the kitchen, leaving him alone at the table to compose himself. He nervously passed his hands over his cheeks, which felt warm and undoubtedly embarrassed. That man knew exactly what to say and do to have free access to both his heart and soul. He was succeeding, but Neuvillette wasn't stopping him. He wanted to play that masochistic game of languid glances, caresses, and small provocations as well. Although between the two of them, he would certainly be the first to give in, not that it was a bad thing. Many times, Wriothesley had told him that in life, everyone deserves a second chance to love again, and he said it himself, even though he was a divorced dad with a job that occupied most of his life. Yet, he was giving himself a new chance to love and be loved. It shouldn't be the opposite for Neuvillette either. But sometimes, the guilt for a nonexistent betrayal devoured him, still too bound and tied to the shadow of the man who had filled his past. He was caressed by that sweet memory, it wasn't wrong to turn the page. It was right to seek refuge, comfort, and even new love in the arms of others. At the end of that thought, the chef returned to the table with two delightful white plates, each holding a fragrant little cake topped with a whole peeled pear. It was interesting, certainly delicious. The knife sliced through it as if it were made of foam, and the taste of the wine in which the pear was soaked didn't diminish its sweetness but rather enhanced it. And the cake on which it lay wasn't chocolate as his eyes had deceived him, it was something else, sweet, aromatic, fruity—a spice he couldn't quite grasp. After all, he barely used the supermarket's rosemary; everything else was alchemy. But that delicious cake spoke for itself. If winter had a symphony, it was enclosed in those dishes, and if love had a taste, it was encapsulated in the tenderness of that little cake.
After the delicious dinner, he helped him clear the table even though Wriothesley had told him there was no need, but he felt obliged to lend a hand. In the kitchen, washing the dishes, they had fun like two children, playing with the foam and the splashing water droplets. The dinner had been perfect, the company even better, but everything has an end, and so did this magical evening.
"Maybe it's the wine speaking for me, but I feel intoxicated when I'm in your company" Neuvillette laughed, holding his hands, just a few steps from the front door.
"If you're so intoxicated, why don't you stay with me tonight?" Wriothesley murmured, moving closer, playing with those fingers he wanted to feel on his cheek.
"It's only a few steps, I can go home by myself" he smiled, secretly wanting to stay and remain there forever.
"I would like you to stay" he kissed his wrist, his eyes never leaving the man's.
"Are you perhaps taking advantage of an old drunk gentleman?" he laughed to himself, drawing near and pressing himself against the body he was now desiring and burning for, suppressing a sigh when the man's lips touched the hollow of his neck. "I could and I'd eagerly do so" he replied to the teasing, moving his lips up to his ear. "But I just want you to stay" he whispered, making himself let go and taking him by both hands, kissing them like lovers do. "You're being unfair" he complained, eager to have those lips on his skin and feel his flesh against his. "You're right" he smiled, aware that he had dared too much and had also aroused himself. "As punishment, I'll keep you in my bed, so I can be embraced by the most beautiful man in all of Paris and the rest of the world" he caressed his face, adoring that so resentful and frowning expression.
"It seems like a victory for you rather than a punishment" he grumbled, playing along with their absurd game.
"Do you agree to stay?" he asked with a candid and hopeful voice, playing with the fingers of his lover's hands. Neuvillette bit his lip, knowing he couldn't deny anything to the man who had managed to capture his heart. "I agree to stay" he granted, moving closer to give him another kiss, and then another again.
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Honey in perfume, feat. Bee (Zoologist, 2019)
(Picture from the Zoologist website, obviously, and not my magical cottagecore abode)
I am a big fan of (wearing very small amounts of) sweet gourmand fragrances, including sugar and honey notes. “Notes,” of course—nowadays, it’s not the real thing. While I have seen at least one or two indie companies touting actual honey in their honey perfumes, for the most part, it's an aromachemical: phenylacetic acid, derived from beeswax and generally combined with other notes to create an accord. This Fragrantica article tells you everything you could ever want to know about the chemistry of honey perfumes, including:
"Honey absolute" is generally beeswax absolute (technically not even an absolute), which has "a relatively mild scent, reminiscent of hay and tonka beans with waxy and honey undertones."
"Phenylacetic acid itself, in high concentrations, has a sickeningly sweet smell, really reminiscent of honey, with sour, powdery and floral nuances. In its composition, the nuances of tobacco and chocolate are clearly distinguishable – one, without imagination, can also describe them as a strong animalistic urinal smell, vaguely reminiscent of civet."
If you saw barrels with a bee symbol in Breaking Bad: that's the stuff. It is, in fact, used to make meth.
Other notes/aromachemicals used in various honey bases (abridged): vanillin, heliotropin, coumarin (often tonka bean), violet (ionones), hyacinth (phenylacetaldehyde), rose and wax (geranyl acetate), and a note only found in citrus blossom honey: methyl anthranilate.
In the "mellis" base: "benzyl salicylate (balsamic, herbaceous) and eugenol (cloves), [...] patchouli, hydroxycitronellal (lily of the valley), woody notes, spices, and coumarin." This is a foundation used in many of the classic older fragrances like Youth Dew (which my grandmother used to wear), Opium, and L'Air du Temps.
If you're interested in the chemistry, take a look at the article—the parts I'm quoting are only to get across the palette of scent possible in a honey fragrance. Guerlain creative director Sylvaine Delacourte also reels off an exhaustive list of honey notes in perfumery. I'll quote four of them:
Miel de Provence (Firmenich base): "tobacco, aniseed, honey, curry, immortelle, coumarin, hay"
Beeswax Absolute: "quite buttery, very honey-like, broom-like"
Phenyl acetic acid: "honeyed, fruity, dirty, a little blackcurrant"
Tabac Turc Absolut: "honey, animal, leather"
Dance break for further reading:
Fragrantica: Beeswax in Perfumes
Perfume Society: "We love what the nose Christine Nagel has to say about this ingredient: 'Honey has two facets – half devil, half angel. In Ambrée structures, it has a sweet, comforting effect, taking you back to childhood. But a small touch in a feminine structure can be extremely sexy…'"
Bois de Jasmin: Sweet Honey Water: Perfume Recipe from the 17th Century
Also at Fragrantica: Best in Show: Honey Fragrances (2020). Now, if I had a money tree, I would probably go straight for samples of Back to Black (Kilian), Scandal (Jean Paul Gaultier), Poison (Dior), Chergui and Miel de Bois (Serge Lutens), L'Instant de Guerlain, and Honey and the Moon (TokyoMilk). The sample I actually ordered was what I felt must be The Honey Scent of All Time:
Bee (Zoologist, 2019)
I had actually never tried a Zoologist fragrance before this; they're famous for animal-themed scents that range from the imaginative to the, uh, challenging. (And the infamous.) Here's the official description:
Like the frantic hustle of the bee through a maze of multi-faceted scents, Zoologist Bee delivers a surreal experience. The rich aroma of honey captivates, while alluring florals, royal jelly, animalic beeswax and regal incense unite to create a buzz, offering excitement, and the sweet rewards of life.
Perfumer: Cristiano Canali Top Notes: Orange, Ginger Syrup, Royal Jelly Accord Heart Notes: Broom, Heliotrope, Mimosa, Orange Flower Base Notes: Benzoin, Labdanum, Musks [synthetic], Sandalwood, Tonka, Vanilla
Now, glance back up at all the background business we just went through: heliotropin, coumarin (tonka), citrus that could include methyl anthranilate. Sylvaine Delacourte invokes mimosa and broom in her full list of notes—
But then: royal jelly apparently has a cheesy, condensed milk scent; she also mentions that beeswax absolute can read as "buttery." For that matter, her mention of a "butyric" honey aromachemical is a bit alarming: it's the "rancid butter, parmesan cheese, and vomit" note that makes Hershey's chocolate so objectionable to people who didn't grow up with it. Like, it's all here if you google know what you're looking at. It's all fun and games until the bee cheese comes out.
And then, labdanum, as you might remember, is the key ingredient in amber accords, where it's often blended with benzoin and vanilla, so we're going to get a warm, resinous, highly projective effect as well. I love amber, but I have to apply it exceptionally sparingly: it's LOUD.
What I'm getting at is, once you look more closely at the notes and the chemistry: I am not surprised that some wearers report a claustrophobic feeling like their head is stuck in a beehive. If your skin chemistry emphasizes the floral notes, it's said that you'll feel like you're right there soaring with the bees among the wildflowers; if you amp the cheesy, waxy, or A M B E R notes, well. There's nothing I can do to save you now. Remember Tabac Turc Absolut ("honey, animal, leather") up there? Or that phenylacetic resemblance to civet? Zoologist is famous for (surprise!) their intensely animalic fragrances. We don’t know exactly what Cristiano Canali used, but we sure do know what’s possible. You are IN that hive with the bees. Hope you brought some pollen as a hostess gift.
I always apply, like, three entire molecules of perfume when I first try something, so I was fine. On me, Bee has a creamy-yet-powdery "texture"—not dairy, not "old lady" powder; something almost tactile. The honey itself is primarily what I smell, and it’s "high" in my nose; I think I would have preferred a deeper note, like the dark clover honey I use in my tea, but it's nice. I don't specifically smell any ginger or florals—maybe a little citrus. Nothing cheesy or objectionable, barely waxy, just a general sense of hive. But Bee does seem—alive. It seems to move in the air around my wrist.
And it persists for hours, despite how little I wore (three different occasions), especially since my skin does amplify amber notes. If you find yourself in trouble, it is not going to wash off. DO NOT SPRAY BEE ALL OVER YOURSELF. DO NOT. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR CHOICES. I really enjoy honey fragrances and this one in particular, but—you have been warned.
Addendum: It was extra fun to edit this out on the deck under a cherry laurel with about 7-8 bumblebees circling overhead. They were chill.
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[CN] MLQC Season 2 Chapter 54 Translation (Lucien's Route - Part 1)
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT ⚠️
This post contains a VERY HEAVY SPOILER for the chapter that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
"Speaking of which, if there's a beautiful dream, would you like to stay in it with me?"
"A beautiful dream? Is it the kind where I don't have to go to work every day?"
"More beautiful than that—it's a dream where we can always be by each other's side."
Translation under the cut!
Previous Lucien’s chapter -> [Here]
[Background Info]
Please read Lucien's previous chapter first before this chapter jnsnjsdjd. Lucien might feel OOC if you don't.
Long story short, although the world already diverted from its original path of heading toward destruction caused by a comet, now the world is ascending to the fourth dimension and the rifts are the manifestation of it. The boys' each route is basically how they deal with it.
About me dividing it into parts- the S2 Chapter 54 is FULLY translated and released at once. Just for fun, I divided it like this so you can also choose and get bad endings just like in-game~
[Chapter 54-1]
In the office, I occasionally hear birds chirping outside as if they are singing in celebration of the arrival of a new day.
I type the last Enter key in the document, click the save button in the top left corner, and take a deep breath.
A client I've been pursuing for a long time finally showed interest in collaboration yesterday. However, they also presented additional requirements, requesting a draft proposal by noon today.
I'm working overtime with my colleagues, and we've finally put together a decent draft.
I asked Anna to send the document to the client's contact person and I massaged my sore shoulder.
Beside me, Kiki suddenly leans over and shakes her phone.
Kiki: Boss, I just discovered a hidden gem of a beverage shop! I heard their best-selling hot chocolate is especially delicious. Do you want to order takeout together?
MC: Sure, send me the link to check it out~
I open the store page, and the cover features promotional image of their best-selling drink. However, the packaging looks a bit familiar.
=Flashback Start=
Lucien: On the way to your company just now, I happened to come across a newly opened beverage shop.
Lucien: The staff recommended this "Orange Hot Chocolate", and I thought it might be to your liking. Do you want to give it a try?
He hands a steaming paper cup into my hand and passes on his warm scent with it.
MC: Wow- it's delicious! It has the refreshing fragrance of oranges and is quite sweet. But I can't keep something this good all to myself~
I raise the paper cup and bring it to him, Lucien bends his eyes to a smile and lowers his head. His hair gently falls amidst the dense steam and----
=Flashback Ends=
The sweet warmth from the memory gradually surfaces at the corner of my lips, and I shake my phone at Kiki.
MC: I'll pass for now; I suddenly remembered I have something to do and need to step out for a bit. Go ahead and order; it's on me!
As I speak, I walk towards the exit and pick up my phone to send a message to that person in my heart.
MC: "Professor Lucien, are you still in? I'll come over now to see you~"
Lucien quickly replied with two voice messages, accompanied by a sticker of a little fox looking dizzy while doing experiments.
Lucien: I just finished a task, now I'm pondering on how to capture a photo of the scenery outside the window that hints I miss you a bit.
Lucien: But I'm happy because you'll get to see it in person soon.
I reply to him with a smile while briskly walking in the direction of the beverage shop. I can't help but feel that this year's winter isn't as cold as it seems.
MC: Hello, give me two cups of "Orange Hot Chocolate," please.
Clerk: I'm sorry, but we just ran out of the ingredients for that beverage this morning. Can I offer you a different flavor instead?
MC: ...Oh, okay.
Feeling a bit disappointed, I point to the "Rich Winter Hot Chocolate" on the side of the menu.
MC: I'll go with this one.
The clerk starts preparing the drinks and hands me the two cups after a moment.
Clerk: Please be mindful of the cup's rim, it's hot.
MC: Okay, thank you.
I instinctively reach out, my gaze still fixed on the phone screen. With a muffled sound and liquid splashing in my peripheral vision, I abruptly snap back to reality.
MC: ...Oops!
I frantically try to catch the fallen cups, but it's too late.
The newly changed shirt takes the brunt of it, and the little mochi* beside me isn't spared either, now adorned with unsightly brown stains.
[T/N: The little mochi is a keychain that Lucien gave to MC in the last chapter]
MC: …..
Frustration and speechlessness well up within me. I impatiently grab tissues to wipe it, but the effect is minimal.
So, I quickly ran to the restroom, wetting the stained areas with water. Despite my persistent efforts, hot water successfully turned a few drops of chocolate stains into a large light brown patch.
Looking at my disheveled reflection in the mirror, I take a deep breath.
Forget it, who cares! Lucien won't mind anyway. Thinking so, I hastily walk out, only to be tripped suddenly—
I manage to grab onto the wall, preventing the third mishap of the day.
MC: ….
Why does it feel like I've been a bit unlucky since leaving the office...
Suppressing my dismay, I push open the shop door, and the cold wind hits me as the wet clothes turn stiff.
Without thinking, I quicken my pace. Let's just walk faster, get there a bit sooner, and see the person who can soothe all my irritations.
Fortunately, the way to the Bioscience Research Institute is smooth.
The elevator carries me up, and when the door opens, a somewhat familiar voice reaches my ears.
??: ...So, you want to activate it again.
It's Cyril's voice... How could he be here? I freeze when I see Lucien standing in the corridor not far away from Cyril.
Lucien: This is a necessary step to obtain the results.
Cyril: May we both achieve the worlds we each desire.
Cyril says this as he walks past Lucien towards the direction of the elevator. When our eyes meet, his cold gaze blinks, seemingly surprised.
Cyril: Didn't expect to see you here.
MC: ...Shouldn't I be saying that?
I can't help but make a sarcastic remark, but Cyril doesn't answer my question. Instead, he takes another step in my direction and speaks calmly.
Cyril: Have you made a decision about the matter I asked you last time?
Our conversation in the jewelry store flashes through my mind. I look into his clear eyes and shake my head.
MC: I still need time to consider.
MC: After all, the world in the dream is false. If there's another solution, I don't want to choose this method.
Cyril nods, his expression as calm as ever.
Cyril: I understand.
Cyril: But if you delay further, you might fall behind.
Fall behind... what does he mean?
I'm slightly taken aback. Before I can ask, Cyril has naturally walked past me.
His slender figure, accompanied by unhurried footsteps, quickly disappears into the elevator.
MC: Why does he never make things clear...
I glance back from Cyril's departing figure, and when I look up, I see Lucien walking towards me.
His gaze inevitably falls on the large stain on my clothes, then slowly moves to my face.
I thought he might ask what happened or say something comforting, but he just smiles lightly and speaks.
Lucien: I smell the scent of hot chocolate, but it's different from the previous one.
I blink in surprise. It’s as if the earlier worries have suddenly dissipated and I take a step closer to him.
MC: It's the Rich Winter Hot Chocolate~ from the same shop as the "Orange Hot Chocolate" you brought last time.
I open the bag, watching as Lucien takes out one cup and uses his other hand to push open the office door.
Meanwhile, a researcher comes out from behind the door. As they pass each other, Lucien's hand holding the cup inadvertently shakes a little.
The cup tilts ever so slightly, and a few drops of hot chocolate splash onto his cuff.
Lucien: Hmm... This is troublesome.
He walks into the office and fixes the glasses on the bridge of his nose in a slightly distressed manner.
Lucien: I'm not very good at dealing with these stains. Can you help me think of a solution?
He says it quite seriously as if facing a challenging problem. I can't help but laugh, feeling a softness in my heart.
The little thoughts I keep to myself never need to be explicitly stated; this person always understands them.
MC: Of course. But I just learned from personal experience that you shouldn't use hot water.
MC: Unexpectedly, both Professor Lucien and I are getting a bit of chocolate "favor" today.
Lucien: Hearing MC say that makes this small trouble seem kind of cute.
We exchange smiles, and he raises the cup, gently tapping it against the one in my hand.
Lucien: So, before dealing with it, let's toast to these cute little troubles today.
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[Chapter 54-3]
Following Lucien's footsteps, we enter the laboratory deep in the corridor. Unlike the usual laboratories filled with the smell of disinfectant, the air here is surprisingly fresh.
Lucien skillfully takes several bottles of reagents from the shelf and places them on the table.
Lucien: If you want to deal with stubborn hot chocolate stains, there are actually many methods.
Lucien: The reagents in front of us can all address our current predicament at a molecular level.
MC: But using them to clean up little chocolate spills, wouldn't that be a bit wasteful?
Lucien: How about considering it as conducting a fun little chemistry experiment?
His words create a cascade of ripples in my heart, and I can't help but laugh, pretending to roll up my sleeves and stand up straight.
MC: Well then, Professor, please give me instructions~
The transparent bottles and jars in the laboratory reflect the cold light from the overhead lamp.
Under Lucien's guidance, I pour the reagents into the beaker, submerging the little mochi treated as the "experimental subject".
Its originally dull fluff becomes damp, and soon, a faint color begins to emerge.
MC: It works quickly!
Lucien: After all, it hasn't been stained for a long time. As long as we target the lipid-soluble pigments appropriately, solving it is not difficult.
After confirming the results, we also took care of the clothes stained with the hot chocolate spills.
I inadvertently turn my head and see a few scattered experiment documents on the nearby table.
MC: "The possibility of transferring perception through neural links"... Is this your recent research direction?
Lucien's gaze sweeps over the proposal, placing the stirring rod on the dark rubber tabletop.
Lucien: It's... a kind of unexpected gain.
Lucien: In a recent neuroscience experiment, we discovered a similar phenomenon, but it has been temporarily set aside for now.
My gaze lingers on the obscure experiment documents for a moment, then turns to Lucien's composed face.
Thinking about my recent overwhelming matters, I can't help but let out a "sob".
MC: Darn it, how come I don't have a brain that can multitask problems like yours...
I mutter wearily, and Lucien immediately strokes my head.
Lucien: (chuckle) It seems there is indeed a challenging problem troubling our Great Producer.
MC: Absolutely, a super-sized problem!
MC: I need to absorb some of Professor Lucien's intelligence energy to make my thoughts clearer too.
I rest my head on his shoulder, rubbing against it, and hear a soft laugh by my ear.
Lucien turns towards me, pulling me into his embrace.
Lucien: If that's the case, then you can absorb a bit more.
I "hmm" in agreement, and after a moment, I lift my head, looking at Lucien with a feigned look of grievance.
MC: Professor Lucien is so cooperative; he doesn't think I'm silly, does he?
Lucien is slightly surprised. He places a hand on his lips, his voice carrying a clear sense of amusement.
Lucien: Miss Producer, if you think like that, you're unfairly judging me.
Lucien: What I meant is, there's still a troublesome future waiting for us.
I lock eyes with Lucien for a moment, only then realizing he's referring to the troubles we faced in the rift before.
Being captured in the glass chamber in NW, the chaotic escape during the pursuit... scenes after scenes flash before my eyes.
After a moment of silence, I let out a deep sigh.
MC: Oh no, let's just not talk about this for now. Let me be an ostrich a little longer...
MC: Dealing with the troubles at hand is already more than enough for me to handle.
I suddenly pause in my words, realizing something.
MC: Lucien, what if there are other troubles in the world at that time point? Would NW not have the time to deal with me?
Lucien: For example?
MC: For example... I recently saw a terrifying vision.
MC: Our world will face countless disasters in the future, and everyone's lives will be in ruins.
Thinking about those devastating scenes, my voice unintentionally carries a hint of gravity.
Lucien: Is this what has been troubling you these days?
I nod with a hint of distress.
MC: I really want to find a solution, but I have no clue where to start.
MC: How could these disasters suddenly happen out of nowhere? I always feel like there's a missing key link in the middle.
The steady breath falls by my ears, Lucien seems to be thinking seriously, and after a moment, he speaks.
Lucien: Perhaps I can help you find that link.
I instinctively look up, inquiring with a hint of surprise.
MC: Do you already have an idea so quickly?
Lucien: Because the question you mentioned aligns perfectly with my previous hypothesis.
Lucien: Let's go, I'll take you to the laboratory.
The quiet corridor echoes with our footsteps. After turning several corners, we arrive at the entrance of a hidden laboratory.
Lucien raises his hand and enters something on the keyboard on the wall. Accompanied by a series of beeps, the massive door slowly opens before us.
After passing through several rows of intricate instruments, a wall of glass comes into view, enclosing a white, sealed space.
A rift silently stretches across a corner, its edges faintly shimmering. I observe for a moment, then hesitantly speak.
MC: Why do I feel like the shape of this rift is somewhat familiar?
Lucien: Because a few months ago*, we used it to enter NW.
[T/N: refer to what happened in the previous chapter]
MC: It's been so long, and it hasn't closed yet?
I murmur in surprise, but thinking about the recent influx of submissions regarding the prolonged duration of the rift, I decide not to inquire further.
Just out of curiosity, I turn my head and look at Lucien beside me.
MC: Is there a specific reason it was deliberately moved here?
Lucien: No, it just has an unusually long duration, no different from other regular rifts.
MC: So, do I need to do anything? Should I use CORE to close it like before?
With my previous experience, this doesn't seem like a challenging issue for me. However, Lucien shakes his head.
He then picks up a small glass orb-shaped device from the lab bench.
Lucien: This time, our goal is not elimination but addition.
MC: Addition? It can't be as simple as figuring out 1 + 1 equals 2 to find the crucial link, can it?
I blink with a bit of confusion, but Lucien doesn't seem inclined to provide further explanation, a mysterious smile playing on his lips.
Seeing him deliberately keeping me in suspense, I clear my throat and pout, then take the device from his palm.
MC: Alright, I'll listen to your explanation later~
I exhale deeply, invoking that familiar power within me once again.
The device in my hand trembles slightly. I lift my head seemingly in response. I look expectantly at the rift behind the glass.
The next moment, it suddenly enlarges before my eyes.
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[Chapter 54-5]
The rift expands without any warning, like a wound suddenly torn open, stretching out before me and Lucien.
I pause for a moment, unable to help but softly exclaim, "Wow," swiftly turning my head to look at Lucien.
MC: Lucien, its area expanded so much in just an instant!
Lucien: Well, it seems our "addition" has worked.
Lucien: With this, perhaps the link you're looking for will soon appear.
As Lucien speaks, his inky eyes slightly narrow, there's a hint of cunning in his voice.
I lock eyes with him for a moment, unrelentingly leaning closer to him.
MC: No more teasing! What's the connection between this experiment and the "critical link"?
Lucien takes the instrument from my hand and places it back on the lab table, looking at me with an unhurried look.
Lucien: This experiment shows that the impact of CORE on the rift is actually bidirectional.
Lucien: Apart from closing, it can also trigger the expansion of the rift.
I contemplate his words for a moment, then ask with a hint of confusion.
MC: But what happens after the rift expands?
Lucien: The change in area is just the most apparent manifestation. In reality, the energy within the rift is also expanding.
Lucien: Once it surpasses a certain critical point, it spontaneously seeks a more suitable "outlet", no longer manifesting catastrophically.
Lucien: This way, the situation you're concerned about won't occur.
[T/N: Not gonna lie, I'm not sure how to explain this one except that it's similar to how the stars turn into a supergiant and then white dwarf once it runs out of fuel lol. Or once the rift is big enough it'll let go of the energy less chaotically. Anyway, it's just sci-fi don't think about it too deeply]
The question that had troubled me for a long time was resolved so casually. I blink my eyes, feeling a bit surreal.
MC: ...Is it really that simple?
Lucien: The essence of this issue is not as complicated as it may seem.
Lucien: But if the lady wishes for a more convoluted approach, I can certainly give it a try.
MC: No need! I trust Professor Lucien's discovery, of course~
The heavy gloom that shrouded my heart finally reveals a glimmer of hope. My tone lightens involuntarily, and with a touch of anticipation, I speak.
MC: What do we need to do next? I'll do everything I can to help~
Lucien's gaze shifts to the window, seemingly lost in thought for a moment. He changes out of his research attire and opens his mouth with a light smile.
Lucien: I do have an invitation.
Lucien: Next, let's go and see the snow.
After a simple drying process, I hold the small mochi keychain that has regained its fluffiness and whiteness. I follow Lucien down the stairs with light steps. As we step out of the Bioscience Research Institute, I blink in surprise.
Countless delicate snowflakes silently dance in the air—this year's first snow has arrived so quietly.
The snowflakes gently blanket everything around in pristine white.
I can't help but raise my hand, catching a few falling snowflakes. Lucien looks at me, and his eyes seem to soften a bit.
Lucien: You look particularly happy.
MC: Of course~ I've been looking forward to a scene like this for a very long time.
MC: This time last year, I was running around in a time loop, searching for dark matter...
MC: There was never enough time, and I never had the mood to stop and appreciate this scenery.
MC: Until spring arrived, we never had the chance to quietly watch the snow together.
He tightens his grip on my hand. Lucien seems to follow my lead, tilting his head upward, quietly gazing in the direction of the falling snow.
A few delicate snowflakes land on his eyelashes, softly melting away without a sound.
Through the warm night, I hear his gentle voice.
Lucien: (softly) Perhaps… this belated snowfall is a gift for us now.
The fine snowflakes soften the features of the person before my eyes.
As the snow gradually intensifies, pure white flakes float down from the distant sky, quietly tinting the boundless night in serenity.
Reluctant to part with such fervent snowfall, we return to the car.
Lucien casually turns on the radio, and light music immediately fills the car. Accompanied by the swirling snow outside, it feels like a scene from a crystal ball.
I rest my head on Lucien's shoulder, gently rubbing against it, unable to help but murmur with emotion.
MC: So beautiful... it's like a dream.
The sounds of the evening breeze wafting in through the window crack resembled a delicate and subtle white noise. The fatigue from staying up all night last night gradually surfaces.
The phone screen lights up for a moment, and the digital clock shows eight in the evening. I let out a gentle yawn.
MC: I can't believe I'm tired at this hour... blame it on the recent excessive overtime.
Lucien shifted, allowing me to lean more securely on him, and he spoke in a gentle tone.
Lucien: (in a very, very gentle tone) Have you been tired lately?
I nod and lazily begin counting with the fingers resting on my knee.
MC: I'm exhausted... there's a ton of tasks at work to push through, and I also need to figure out how to save the world.
MC: It either keeps me tossing and turning in insomnia or gives me a night full of nightmares.
Lucien: (gently) What kind of nightmares are you having?
I vaguely recall for a moment and make an exaggerated gesture.
MC: I've been snatched away by a dinosaur this big—
MC: And I've been flattened by this many project proposals—
MC: But you know~ After waking up, as long as I see the messages you send me, all those dinosaurs, all those project proposals, seems like nothing!
Lucien: (chuckle) Mm... I've had that kind of dream too. I wonder if the dinosaur that snatched us is the same one.
Lucien gently squeezes my hand, a hint of uncontrollable laughter in his voice.
I imagine the scene and can't help but burst into laughter as well.
Lucien: (laughs softly) Silly, next time, come knock on my door before you get snatched away by a dinosaur.
The snow outside falls gently, and Lucien speaks amidst the delicate melody.
Lucien: (murmur softly) Speaking of which, if there's a beautiful dream, would you like to stay in it with me?
MC: A beautiful dream? Is it the kind where I don't have to go to work every day?
Lucien: More beautiful than that—it's a dream where we can always be by each other's side.
MC: If there's such a thing I'm willing to dream it for eight lifetimes!
A low chuckle comes from above my head. His voice quietly melts into the night breeze, sounding like a casual sigh.
Lucien: What if I say, I hope never to wake up from this dream with you?
MC: That sounds good too. As long as I'm with you, anywhere is fine…
I blink my heavy eyelids and hear a soft laugh beside my ear. A warmth covers my eyes that I find a bit hard to open.
Lucien: (whispers gently) Get some sleep.
Lucien: I'll make sure to wake you up.
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Winter seems to have truly arrived after that night's first snowfall.
With the dropping temperatures, a layer of frost forms on the branches along the river and roadsides. The news on the streets gradually shifts to reports about snow and cold prevention.
I pull my gaze away from the lengthy red light outside the car window and engage the handbrake.
The rift continues to quietly spread, casting shadows of various sizes throughout the city.
However, for some reason, the popularity of news related to the rift is steadily decreasing, and the submissions on this topic are dwindling.
Perhaps people have become completely accustomed to these rifts. Despite some lingering confusion, I do feel a sense of relief.
The green light in the middle of the road lights up, and I put away my phone. After turning a few corners, a spacious bridge suddenly appears before me.
...Strange, there were so many cars just a moment ago. How did it suddenly become so empty?
A hint of confusion creeps in as I carefully survey the surroundings, finding nothing unusual.
As I drive onto the bridge, I suddenly feel the wheels slipping. I instinctively hit the brakes, but the road in the rearview mirror shows no signs of anomalies.
Just as I fall into bewilderment, the throttle gauge on the dashboard spins violently.
The tires emit a harsh, squeaking sound as they uncontrollably move forward.
MC: What's happening...?
Before I can grasp the situation, there's a distinctly audible sound of shattering beneath the car. The next second, the car suddenly plummets.
MC: ....!
I struggle to push open the car door, but the resistance of the water turns my efforts into futility.
No matter how hard I pound and shove, the door remains steadfast. Only the icy water keeps pouring in through the window crack.
The air inside the car diminishes, and I strain to tilt my head upward, closing my eyes in a somewhat desperate attempt.
The world before me gradually fades into darkness.
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To the Honourable Zhongli and the Graceful Meirin,
Greetings from Sumeru! It has been far too long since we last shared each other’s company. Alhaitham and I often find ourselves reminiscing our (unfortunately) short days spent in Liyue, sipping tea at your shop under the gentle light of your lanterns. Though the distance is vast, you both remain close to our hearts.
You may notice the faint fragrance upon this parchment—I sprayed it with a concoction of my own making, crafted with you two in mind! It is a blend of hyacinth and moonlit jasmine, mingled with the warmth of golden saffron. My hope is that it stirs within you both a sense of romance and evokes cherished memories shared between the two of you. Tell me, what do you think of it? Am I missing something? Should I refine it further? Your thoughts would mean the world to me. I shall send the perfume to you once it’s finalised! I thought of naming it ‘Zhongrin’ and giggled.
Also! We’re writing to deliver exciting news: Alhaitham and I are planning to visit Liyue again! And we are eager to bring with us a taste of Sumeru. Perhaps a selection of baklava and biryani or anything else your hearts desire. Please let us know if there’s something special you’d like to try!
Until we meet again, know that you are deeply missed and fondly thought of.
With the warmest regards,
Ryu & Alhaitham
Sumeru
You notice from the wobbly handwriting that it was Ryu who wrote the letter
Dear Ryu and Alhaitham,
Greetings from Liyue! What a coincidence ー Zhongli had only just reminisced the other day about our "insightful and pleasant discussions" on your last visit!
Such a floral and calming aroma! I see you've remembered how I said jasmines were one of my favorites, hehe. How do I describe the scent... It paints a very elegant picture...? Oh dear, my words are failing me. I'm most definitely not a perfumer, but I personally love it very much! Zhongli agrees, and he thinks it's a very pleasant scent as well. And for you to want to name it after us is such an honor!
I'm overjoyed at the news ー just your presence alone is enough! You don't have to bring any gifts! Have you secured a place to stay? Please let us know if we can help with anything! I'm looking forward to seeing you both again and chat over drinks and desserts. We'll be sure to bring you to a few more unique spots in town which you hadn't had the chance to visit last time!
PS. For absolutely no reason whatsoever, may I know if you prefer a floral, refreshing, or deep flavor when it comes to tea?
PPS. Zhongli said he wanted to add in a few messages of his own, so the following messages are from him ᰔᩚ
Greetings, Ms. Ryu and Mr. Alhaitham ー Meirin is rather fond of Sumeru's authentic signature curry; if you would be so kind to bring some, my wife would be most joyous. Of course, I will make sure to properly compensate you both for your effort. I've procured the contact person of the supplier for the specific type of coffee beans which Mr. Alhaitham mentioned in our prior exchange, along with a few ingredients local to Liyue, which one might find interesting for perfume-making.
Looking forward to your visit, Zhongli and Meirin
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Sheltered: Chapter 13
Taehyung makes his appearance at the house and gets introduced to the hybrids. However, one of the boys is not very fond of the charismatic male invading his new home.
{Main Pairings:} Jeon Jungkook/Original Female Character, Choi Soobin/Original Female Character, Kim Taehyung/Original Female Character(s)
{Rating:} 18+
{Genre:} Alternate Universe - Hybrids
{Summary:} Realization finally dawned on Lily, knowing she now had the responsibility of three hybrids rather than three dogs. Her eyes grew wide while her eyebrows rose up in wonder before she turned her attention to her sister. The shocked expression of Rose had her smile sheepishly. “Well, at least we don’t have to name them.”
{Warnings:} Mature Language, Flirting, Aggression, Possessive Tendencies, Medical References
{Taglist:} @chimsworldsstuff
The next week seemed to fly by as the family of five continued bonding and coursing through the motions of everyday life. Rose focused on her studying, getting back into healthy habits since the household dynamics seemed to settle.
Rose changed out of her scrubs after a morning of clinicals, putting on a pair of distressed jeans alongside a baggy sweater, something comfortable enough to lounge in while also being presentable. She was a bucket of nerves, feeling anxious about her classmate, Taehyung, coming over for a study date. She had secretly been crushing on him since the start of their program, enjoying the friendship that blossomed between them since their first meeting in anatomy and physiology.
She made her way through the hall, venturing into the kitchen to put together a couple of snacks for them as they tackled the study materials for their next exam. As she made her way through the house, she caught a glimpse of Lily and Soobin cuddling up against the chaise section of their sofa. Soobin and Taehyun were already in their dog forms, understanding they would need to remain that way when visitors came to the house. Taehyung already knew about Lily bringing in three dogs and Rose wasn’t ready to explain why those three dogs were suddenly three humans.
Soobin had his chin nuzzled against Lily’s thighs, laying his front paws across her lap as they binge-watched the newest season of Stranger Things. Lily passed her hand along Soobin’s back, allowing her fingers to trail through his fur as she occasionally gave him a few scratches behind his ear. Taehyun was sitting beside them, his fluffy frame curled into a ball as his head rested against one of the decorative pillows. Jungkook was still in his human form, sitting with his arms draped against the back of the couch as his eyes caught a glimpse of Rose.
His eyes raked over her body, admiring the way her clothes accentuated the shape of her frame. He sniffed the air, her vanilla fragrance wafting through the space as she moved to the fridge. Ever since Jungkook’s protective spell at the diner, their relationship seemed to take a turn for the better. Rose quickly realized that despite his intense demeanor, there was good within him, especially when it came to protecting his family, even if she hadn’t given him many opportunities to prove her prejudgements wrong.
On the other hand, he seemed to ease up on her as well. Ever since she stood up for him during their mother’s visit, he became more aware of her willingness to keep them, no longer fearing that she’d suddenly decide to send them away with a single swoop. While he still asserted his dominance over her, their interactions seemed to become more of a playful banter instead of degrading arguments. They were both stubborn, but their mutual effort to understand the other proved successful as they began to enjoy each other’s company.
He pushed off the couch, moving to join her in the kitchen as she pulled out a few ingredients to make a couple of sandwiches for them to feast on while embarking on their lengthy study session. She moved about the kitchen, retrieving bread, plates, and utensils as she began spreading a thin layer of mayonnaise onto the wheat bun.
Jungkook came up behind her, hovering over her shoulder as he glanced down at the display of lettuce, turkey, and tomatoes waiting to be assembled. He breathed in, his mouth salivating as he indulged in the aroma of food and Rose’s natural scent dancing around his nostrils. Rose shifted her weight onto one foot, popping her hip out to the side as she turned her face to peer over her shoulder at Jungkook. “What are you doing?”
A smirk pulled at his lips, leaning forward to press his chin against her shoulder as his eyes glued onto the stack of ingredients Rose was piling onto her slices of bread. “Waiting for my sandwich.” He responded with a cocky grin plastered on his features as Rose let an exaggerated chuckle leave her lips.
“Ha, you seriously think this sandwich is for you?” She teased playfully, pressing a slice of bread onto the top of the meat before taking a knife to the center to cut it into halves.
Jungkook shifted to stand beside her, leaning against his elbows on the kitchen counter as he glanced up at her with playfully pleading eyes. “You know you wanna give me that sandwich.” He continued, his senses picking up on the happiness exuding from her body as her heartbeat thumped slow and deep within her chest. He flashed her a cheesy smile, his wide brown eyes finding hers as she glanced over in his direction.
She rolled her eyes, a flirtatious smile threatening to make an appearance as she shook her head in disbelief. “Fine, but eat it quickly. You need to be a dog when Taehyung gets here.”
Jungkook was too excited about food to notice the way Rose’s eyes softened at the mention of Taehyung’s name. His large hands grasped one of the halves of the sandwich she created, stuffing it into his mouth as a satisfied groan echoed in his chest. Rose swiftly began working on another sandwich while Jungkook closed his eyes in contentment as he savored the flavors swirling against his tongue.
His ear twitched slightly as he realized that Rose’s heart rate increased, cocking a brow up at her as he chewed his cheeks full of sandwich. “Who’s Taehyung anyway?” Jungkook spoke dismissively, not really caring to hear about this random guy.
It wasn’t until he heard Rose’s heartbeat elevate once again at the mention of his name that his curiosity piqued. “He’s just a friend from school.” She fought the building heat from collecting at her cheeks as she kept her head down, trying not to be obvious about the fact that she liked him. She wanted today to go smoothly and she didn’t need the boys acting out just to give her a hard time.
Jungkook’s playful stare faltered, a flash of jealousy glossing over his glare as he pinched his eyebrows together, angered by how easily Rose's body reacted to the thought of this guy. He took another mouthful of his sandwich, biting into it with a bit more force as he fought off the sudden dread that accompanied awaiting Taehyung’s arrival.
Rose finished making some more sandwiches, placing them onto a plate before beginning to clean up and put away all of the remaining ingredients. Jungkook simply leaned back against the opposite counter, glaring in Rose’s direction as he watched her put everything away. Why did he suddenly care that Rose was going to spend the majority of her afternoon with some random guy?
A knock sounded at the front door as Taehyun peered up from the couch, unable to prevent his excited bark from escaping his muzzle as he glared towards the door. “I’ll get it. It’s probably just Taehyung.” Rose beamed, moving to go open the door as she glanced back towards Jungkook. “JK, dog.” She pointed at him, urging him to move quickly as she walked towards the front section of the house.
Jungkook wanted nothing more than to stay in his human form and watch Rose struggle to explain his presence to the man who was causing her to become so flustered. How would she cope with having two men hovering around her all day? He smirked at the idea, glancing up to see Lily glaring in his direction as a sigh escaped his lips. He put down his half-eaten sandwich, morphing quickly as he moved to join Lily and the boys on the couch.
His ears zoned in on the sound of Rose’s voice welcoming Taehyung, thrown off by the deep male voice that accompanied hers as they made their way inside the house. A pout tugged at Jungkook’s muzzle as a soft growl hummed in his throat, already irritated by the other man’s presence.
Jungkook’s growl only got louder as Rose and Taehyung turned the corner, revealing his appearance to the group as Rose happily introduced Lily. “Lily, this is my friend Taehyung. Taehyung, my sister Lily.”
“Oh hi! It’s nice to meet you.” Lily smiled brightly and offered him a wave as Soobin popped his head up to see the new intruder. Taehyun jumped down from the couch, eager to greet a new person as his short tail wiggled his butt behind him before he nudged Taehyung’s leg with his nose.
“You as well.” He responded to Lily before turning his attention to the border collie that was hovering around his feet. “Wow, you weren’t kidding about the three dogs.” He chuckled as he leaned down to pet Taehyun atop his head. Taehyun panted happily, thrilled to have the attention of someone new as Rose introduced them all.
“Yeah.” She giggled before petting Taehyun gently as well. “This is Bullet, the husky’s name is Chief, and the doberman is Kookie.” Rose was relieved that they came up with dog names for them, separating their human identities from their canine forms.
Taehyung smiled toward Soobin before glancing at Jungkook, only to be met by a snarling doberman who seemed to be growling in his direction. Jungkook was livid. He hadn’t expected to see a man such as Taehyung walk in, thrown off by how good-looking he was. Rose was definitely attracted to him, Jungkook sensed it even more now that he saw the pair standing together. The worst part was that he could sense Taehyung’s attraction to Rose as well.
Rose glared past Taehyung to find the stare of Jungkook as he continued snarling his teeth and barking occasionally at the newcomer. “Kookie, stop!” Rose instructed, Jungkook growled louder as Rose tried to suppress his anger. Lily glared over at him, surprised to see him acting out since he’d been so well-behaved after making amends with Rose.
Lily shooed Soobin off of her, standing to block Jungkook’s view of Rose and Taehyung. “Sorry, I don’t know what's gotten into him,” Lily exclaimed, sending Jungkook a scowl of disappointment. “You guys go ahead, I’ll manage him.”
Rose rolled her eyes, moving to grab the snacks she prepared from the kitchen before guiding Taehyung toward her room. Jungkook stood up, moving to jump from the couch only for Lily to block his path. “Seriously, JK?” She groaned, using his name since the pair had disappeared on the opposite side of the house.
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As the day progressed, Rose and Taehyung found themselves making great progress on their project board describing the causes and treatments for cleft feet. Rose meticulously added details to elevate their display, using colorful paper as a border to help make their information and images pop off the canvas.
Taehyung sat quietly on the office chair nestled in the corner of her room, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees as he watched her glue down various additions to their work. He admired her creativity, not realizing he had a large flirtatious smile that tugged at the corner of his mouth.
“What do you think?” Rose beamed, holding up the board from her position sitting criss-crossed on the top of her bed. She glanced between her work and Taehyung, feeling content with their efforts as she awaited his feedback.
He offered her a smile, his eyes soft in admiration as he melted from her stare. “It looks great!” He pushed off the seating, his arms taking hold of the poster board before holding it up to take a better look. “Just when things can’t get any better, you find a way to make them.” He complimented, flashing her the same flirtatious gaze as before, her heart melting from his praise.
“Really?” Her voice held all too much excitement, always loving when people gave her attention and praised her or her work.
Taehyung set the poster board down to rest against the edge of the bed, shifting his weight so he could take a seat on the corner, feeling his heart skip a beat as he contemplated a way to get closer to the woman he's been crushing on since the beginning of their program.
“Hey, would you help me practice some positioning?” He grinned sheepishly, finding her stare to gauge her interest in his proposal. He was pleasantly surprised to find her perk up in attention, nodding her head slightly as she rested her palms against her thighs.
“Sure! What do you need help with?” She raised her brow in curiosity and watched as Taehyung stood from his seat.
He made his way around to the edge of her bed, nervously fidgeting with his fingers as he bit his bottom lip. “Think you could lay down?” He asked bluntly, causing Rose’s cheeks to instantly flush at his request. Did he just ask her to lie down on her bed? She took in a breath, swallowing her shock as he clarified. “You know, so I can practice the placement of the image? Just tell me the positioning and if I’m doing it right.”
Rose could feel her heart pounding through her ears as she weakly nodded, moving towards the edge of the bed before laying back. She felt hot under his gaze, watching as his eyes raked over her body. “Um okay, what about an Inferior Superior Axial west point projection?” She spoke quietly, pushing her bottom lip between her teeth as she gently chewed on her flesh.
Taehyung moved his hands to rest on Rose’s side, gently applying pressure to encourage her to roll onto her chest. “First, you place the patient on their stomach.” His deep voice was steady as he breathed in, watching as Rose turned over on her stomach to expose the sight of her backside as Taehyung desperately tried to remain focused on the task. “Keep the humerus in an external rotation and make a 90-degree angle with the injured area.” He continued citing his textbook, pulling the information from his memory as he brushed his fingertips up the length of her side.
Rose had her arms placed on either side of her body, her head tilted to the side as she lay flat against her stomach, sucking in a breath at the sensation of Taehyung’s digits running along the side of her back. He finally stopped once he reached her shoulder, curling his fingers lightly around it as he manipulated her arm to display a 90-degree angle.
He paused, making eye contact with the younger brunette once again as they both froze from their entrancing gazes. The pitter of claws against the tile pulled Rose’s attention as she cleared her throat, pushing herself up to curl her back as she twisted her limbs to sit against the edge of the bed. “Perfect, that was perfect!” She smiled proudly at him, knowing positioning was equally as challenging for her to learn.
Her eyes darted to the doorway of her bedroom, jumping slightly as the sight of her doberman lurking around the corner startled her. If Rose didn’t know any better, Jungkook looked shocked, standing still until a growl festered at the bottom of his chest.
Taehyung was too busy admiring Rose’s body to realize that they were joined by the canine, Jungkook’s bark being the indicator as he turned around to spot the intruder with snarled teeth. Jungkook could sense Rose’s heart rate elevating again, stunned to find her lying down while Taehyung was running his hands all over her. Jungkook sniffed through his snarls, distraught to find that Rose’s sweet scent was becoming tainted with the wood-like aromas of Taehyung’s cologne.
“Kookie, go!” She hissed, her frustrations with the doberman returning as she stood to shoo him away. Despite her efforts, he continued to bark and growl, his disdain directed towards the man whose scent was now laced through the duvet. Jungkook’s growl intensified, hating that his own scent was getting covered up, wanting nothing more than to rub himself all over Rose.
Rose and Jungkook were getting along just fine, why was he determined to be a pain in the ass on the one day Rose really wanted things to go well? “Come on, get out.” She shooed him again. Jungkook reluctantly retreated into the hallway only for Rose to shut her bedroom door, creating a barrier to keep his aggressive behaviors away from her guest.
“You really weren’t kidding about him.” Taehyung laughed nervously as Rose moved to join him once again by her bedside. “He really doesn’t like me.” He added again, surprised since animals typically responded well to him.
“He hates everyone, trust me.” Rose groaned, frustrated with his interruption as she offered Taehyung a reassuring grin. “He’s still not my biggest fan either.” She added, slightly disappointed by the reality of her words. She thought their relationship had become that of mutual affection, however, his actions seemed to be showing his lack of respect towards her. Why couldn’t he just listen and let her have this one day?
A series of barks erupted from the opposite side of the door, Rose fully knowing that Jungkook was able to hear them talking about him. Luckily, a few moments later, Lily’s voice echoed down the hall as she began scolding Jungkook and calling him back to the living room. Rose allowed herself to sink down onto her bed as she laid herself on her back. “Wanna practice another?” She asked hesitantly, her heart swelling at Taehyung's nod as his bright smile returned to his lips.
“Yeah, sure.” He licked his bottom lip, excited to get back to a close proximity.
“Okay, what about a proximal femur fracture?” She asked, shooting him a challenging glare, gnawing on the inside of her cheek before watching him take a moment to think.
“Well, your proximal femur is right…here” His hand pressed against Rose’s thigh, finding the juncture of her pelvis and femur bone before moving his hands, framing his fingers to create a square over the upper section of her thigh. “You’d position it right about here.” He grinned seductively, no longer hesitating to manipulate her body.
Rose’s body ignited with heat, her head fuzzy as she relished in the feeling of Taehyung's hands flirting against her thigh. She desperately fought her lustful thoughts, knowing their current location was only a recipe for disaster as they maneuvered different positions on her bed. Her cheeks turned a shade of crimson, and Taehyung instantly recognized the change in her pale complexion.
“I’m surprised you knew that one.” Rose gulped trying not to get distracted by the heat of the moment, attempting to push herself up to a sitting position with Taehyung extending his hands for help. Rose took his offer, allowing him to guide her up as he took a seat with his body rotated to face her.
The chilling sound of claws scratching against the tile emerged from the opposite side of the bedroom door. Jungkook restlessly scratched at the floor and door frame, not giving a damn about Lily and Rose’s efforts to stop him. He was furious. He hated the situation and wanted Taehyung out of the bed he shared with Rose. If only he knew about their arrangements and how Rose spent every night with the handsome and intimidating man that was Jungkook.
“Seriously.” She couldn’t hold back her annoyance, standing up to go thud her fist against the door. “Kookie, I swear…” Her voice was stern, annoyed by his consistent pestering. He didn’t let up, only scratching and growling more as she tried to sedate his actions. She turned around to face Taehyung who was now standing by the edge of her bed. “I’m so sorry about him. He’s such an ass of a dog.”
Her lips pulled to a pout as Taehyung’s expression softened, a gentle chuckle escaping his lips as he watched her cross her arms in front of her in defeat. She glanced up, pinching her eyebrows as he laughed, wondering if he was laughing at her. “What?” She asked curiously only for Taehyung to shake his head between his various chuckles. “What?” She insisted, moving to stand directly in front of him as she dropped her arms.
His lips pulled into a teasing smirk as he observed the downturn state of her lips. “You just look cute when you pout.” He admitted, only for her to push him gently on the shoulder as if refuting his words.
“I’m not pouting!” She protested, but Taehyung shook his head in disagreement.
“Look at that...” He laughed, his hand coming up to rest against her chin as the pad of his thumb brushed against her bottom lip. “If that’s not a pout, I don’t know what is.” He started his sentence with his familiar lighthearted tone, but as he approached the end of his words, his voice fell deeper, his stare suddenly entrapped by the vision of her tucking her bottom lip in between her teeth. At that moment, he wanted nothing more than to take the plump flesh of her lips between his teeth, nibbling and sucking against it to extract all kinds of reactions from the brunette.
Rose went to protest again, stopping once she noticed the serious expression that plagued Taehyung’s features. His eyes were heavy with intent, Rose becoming completely lost in his stare as she watched his eyes flicker from her lips to her irises. The proximity between them seemed to diminish, Jungkook’s growls fading in the background as they both zoned out into a daze, focusing on nothing but the other.
Rose held her breath, leaning forward to reciprocate the same desires as Taehyung took his opportunity to lean in to snatch her lips in a passionate kiss.
Jungkook couldn’t take it, this was the most torturous thing he endured since his arrival, unable to keep himself calm as Rose’s body exuded the scent of her sexual desire. Jungkook could tell that she wanted Taehyung and the jealousy coursing through his veins was enough to drive him completely mad. He pushed off his back paws, allowing his front claws to press down against the door handle, hearing the latch release as his nose pushed the door open to reveal Taehyung dangerously close to Rose’s lips.
Jungkook huffed, his instincts taking over as he pounced forward, the only objective on his mind being to take out Taehyung. Rose’s eyes widened in shock as she watched Jungkook leap forward and push Taehyung back onto the bed, snarling and barking at him. He moved to stand by Rose protectively, displaying his canines.
“Oh my God, Taehyung are you okay?!” Rose pushed past Jungkook, moving to help Taehyung get up from his assault. Lily came running into the room, witnessing the aftermath of the event as she glared down at Jungkook. It didn’t take much for Lily to get him to follow her out of the room, leaving Rose to cope with the damage control.
Lily's deadly expression shot through Jungkook, guiding him into her bedroom before shutting the door to keep him separated from the rest of the witnesses in the house. “Are you kidding me, JK?” She huffed in disbelief. It was as if he enjoyed arguing with Rose, wanting things to go sour between them given his actions and decisions. “This is exactly why you two always argue!” She wasn’t trying to scold him; however, she was furious that he insisted on always acting out against her sister.
He let out a low groan, huffing as he sat against the rug of her bedroom floor. She sighed as she heard Rose and Taehyung move out of her room as she walked him out for the evening. “Just stay here till he’s gone, okay?” Lily pleaded, moving to leave the room to go check the damage between her sister and her crush.
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“I can’t believe you! What you did was completely unacceptable!” After Rose finished her study session with Taehyung, she brought Jungkook back to her room, ready to rip into him for his behavior. “I know you understand how to behave so, why did you attack him?”
Jungkook sat on her bed, propped up on his hands as his arms stretched behind him. He was back in his human form, dressed in his usual attire along with the simmering irritation from the prior events that boiled over. He pushed his tongue against the inside of his cheek, breaking eye contact as he answered her. “I didn’t attack him. Don’t be dramatic.”
Rose could handle being called a lot of things, but ‘dramatic’ was not one of them. Her jaw tightened, “Then what the hell was that?”
He turned his attention back to her, lips pursed together. “Nothing.” He wasn’t willing to admit how much Taehyung’s presence bothered him or that the giddy tingle that radiated from her left a bad taste in his mouth.
She wasn’t going to accept his vague answer, “No, that wasn’t nothing. JK, honestly do you think I’m stupid?” He turned his face away from her as she sighed in defeat. “I thought we were good, but then you pull…this.” She tilted her head, her features buffering as she tried to reason with him for an explanation. Anything would have been better than him just ignoring her.
Part of him was upset that he let his emotions get the best of him, but he never experienced that feeling. It felt like he was losing her right before his eyes as she looked at Taehyung like he was everything she ever wanted. He didn’t know how to express that without opening up a vulnerable piece of him that he locked away for safekeeping. He was vulnerable once before and he was abandoned; there was no way he would make that mistake again.
His silence killed Rose’s motivation, exhausted from his mood swings and the overwhelming school work from the day. Her shoulders dropped with a drawn-out exhale. “Fine, don’t tell me. I’m done fighting with you.” She moved around the bed and snatched her pillow, “I’m sleeping with Lily tonight.”
Jungkook panicked as she walked towards the bedroom door and rashly reached out to pull her back to him. The sudden force of his strength caused Rose to become disoriented as she twirled back around, tripping over her own foot. She instinctively closed her eyes, preparing to collide with something as her knees buckled.
Gasp!
She wasn’t sure if the sound was from her or Jungkook, but Rose felt her nose knock into something soft and plush, the sensation molding over her lips. Her hands steadied her against a solid yet squishy surface, leaving her thoroughly confused until she opened her eyes. It took her a moment to adjust, but she soon realized she had fallen against Jungkook on the bed and was currently pressed on top of him, touching from head to toe.
She lifted away from him, her lips smacking as they pulled away from his mouth and she felt the air leave her lungs. Her heart beat rapidly as he looked up at her, his large eyes wide and curious about her reactions. He could sense an unstable excitement run through her, intriguing him as he brought his hands up to keep her close.
“JK-” He pulled her back down to his lips with a hand wrapped around the back of her neck, relishing in the moan that left her mouth. The emotions washing over her were similar to the ones he sensed when she was around Taehyung and he decided he enjoyed them much better now.
In her surprise, Rose failed to comprehend what was happening and pulled away from him for clarity, gasping for the air that had been stolen from her lungs by the hybrid panting below her. She went to speak and explain herself despite the fact that he was the one who made her lose her footing.
“I didn’t like how he made you feel.” His whisper startled her as she registered his words.
“What?” She had no idea what he was talking about. Taehyung never made her feel bad, so why would Jungkook become aggressive?
Jungkook sighed, trying his best to communicate his feelings to her. “He made you happy, but you never…feel like that with me.” He bit his lip, nervously watching her reaction and hoping he didn’t need to make things any more clear for her.
Rose’s face scrunched in confusion, “I am though. When you listen and behave, I’m happy.” Jungkook huffed with annoyance, which finally clicked the pieces together for Rose. “Oh…” He was talking about the obvious crush she had on her classmate. “Wait, you were jealous? That’s why you were acting so weird?”
Her heart fluttered at the thought, which pulled Jungkook’s attention. Maybe he had a chance against that guy. “Yeah…” He admitted bitterly, hating that she knew the cause of his temperament. His annoyance with the confession burned out when he heard her giggle.
He nearly melted into the mattress as she hovered over him with a smile that could light the room. She shook her head in disbelief, her hair brushing over his cheeks as it swayed side to side. “JK, you’re unbelievable.” This situation was unbelievable. If someone had told her that she would be in this position with Jungkook a couple of weeks ago, she would have laughed in their face. Them getting along? Yeah right. Jungkook confessing he was jealous? Yeah sure, whatever you say. Kissing each other? As if. Her actually enjoying it?
Rose froze. She enjoyed it, kissing him that is. It was really nice, and him telling her he was jealous? Oh my gosh, why was that such a vibe? She could practically hear her heart thundering in her eardrums as Jungkook wrapped his fingers through the tresses of her hair. “You’re mine.” He growled, pulling her down again.
‘Well, I-” She couldn’t speak as he captured her lips with his. She had half the mind to pull away and talk things through, but the half that won allowed her to sink against his chest. She let her eyes rest as she reciprocated the kiss, melting against his pillowy lips as she breathed nothing but his refreshing scent of eucalyptus and birch.
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Day 5 — Love
1336AE, New Kaineng City—Downtown Wajjun
"When are you heading home?" is the first serious question out of Zhou Yao's mouth once the ingredients have been fully delivered and the waiter leaves their table. They and Chihiro begin grabbing some ingredients to shovel into their boiling hotpot stock. The smells of bone broth and spices waft in the air, vegetables and mushrooms adding further to their fragrance when they're slipped into the boiling liquid. The sound of others' conversations blend into background noise. All that feels to be here is these two, one dressed in their nicest casualwear and the other casual but still half-armored with a blade sheathed at his hip. Even amidst the noise of the noonday lunch crowd, the question feels like it carries its own echo.
Chihiro looks quizzical at how to approach this question before deciding bluntness might be the best approach here: "Not sure I want to, really."
Yao looks up, stopping their getting-ready to dunk some rice noodles into the soup. "I don't understand."
"Hm? What's not to understand?"
"I mean..." They put their chopsticks down and lace their fingers together, resting their chin atop it. "Your merc company–"
"The Mistblade company," Chihiro answers, "what about it?" He takes a sip of water from his glass.
"Well...don't you have that 'selfmade business' to go back to?"
"It kind of runs itself at this point." The Revenant shrugs. The waiter returns with a long flat plate full of meat cuts, laying it at an empty part of the table and leaving again. "Dragon's Watch as a guild is as good as dissolved—our whole reason to exist got fulfilled, I guess—but people will always need a sellsword for something, and between Briar and Surt and Fossa they have the whole thing covered. I'm just a figurehead bringing in the occasional paycheck now." And, of course, all the Whisper agents who use 'being a sellsword' as a cover for their own jobs. "A faaar cry from back when I was its head and only employee."
"And your...niece, was it? You'd leave her behind?"
Matsu. Fuck. That topic was far more sensitive. But it had to be dealt with if Chihiro wanted whatever exactly was between him and Yao to work out. Holding secrets ends badly with folks like them. "Matsu's been...honestly, she's been fine without me for a few years now."
"That's a pretty cold way to talk about family..." Yao grabs a slice of pork and begins to dip it into the broth, swirling it amongst the mushrooms and vegetables before fishing it all out into a small bowl and beginning to eat.
Chihiro sighs. "It's not like I hate her and I'm doing this on purpose; it's just..." Chihiro does the same, continuing his chain of thought: "You separate for a few years due to duty and your only family left being put under protection and then you just get used to only occasional family meetings."
"Protection???" Yao repeats, mouth half-full of cabbage/radish/pork. They swallow, forcing all that down with a tall drink from their own glass of water.
"Yeeeeeah. I made some very scary enemies back in the day. They liked trying to fuck with my family since they knew fucking with me was useless." A pause. He shoves the cooked pork down his gullet alongside some sliced shiitake, lotus root, and sweet potato wrapped in a leafy chard piece. "I...I already lost a grandmother and two nephews to this crazy bitch years and years ago. She would have killed Matsu too if Matsu didn't decide to wander off and look for me. And when I learned said crazy bitch wanted to finish what she started with me personally..."
The color drains from Yao's face. "Oh gods. I'm so sorry." And here they were comfortable believing this sort of thing was reserved for either the worst of the gang wars in the Echovald or a really bad day from the Purists. They knew some bad stuff went down in Tyria a number of years ago, but...
"It's...it's alright. It's all history at this point, and the context is good for you to know."
"Is." Yao slips some potato slices into the broth alongside some cauliflower. The conversation got awkward-feeling fast, but backing out would only make this all the weirder. "Is she okay?"
Chihiro's response is an involuntary chuckle, and then adding to that, "She's been trying to get permission from her mentor to head to Cantha for months now. The second she learned I ended up here she decided she was gonna try and beat my head in for—her words, not mine—'heading somewhere amazing and ditching her like old socks'. I think she's fine."
"Not that," Yao sighs half-amused, "though that is good to hear. I mean...is she okay? Because if I remember my math right, she was pretty young when all that went down. Even coming from me, that's a lot for a kid to go through."
Oh. The memories come back to him again, clearer this time, fresher. Old wounds began to stir and sting again. "Honestly...I think she was more okay than I was. She was pretty motivated; I...I just slumped for a while. Kinda only kept moving 'cause of her and 'cause of work."
"I don't know. You're pretty motivated when you want to be. Which is often, from my own observations."
"Times were much worse back then, and I hide things very well." Ah, there was that mask again, slipping back on in the face of sorrow.
"Maybe around others. But you're terrible at hiding from me~." Yao smiles a bit more. Chihiro reciprocates. But the smile fades as the engineer's expression sobers a bit. "Sorry if all this opened up some bad memories. Wasn't my intention. It just all seemed...I don't know how to word this. Odd?"
"Like I said, it's all history at this point," he responds, opting to grab some more meat and soak it into the broth alongside some sweet potato chunks. "And you help a lot with me coming to terms with all this. You've been a big help, actually."
"Don't be ridiculous," Yao says, waving off the Revenant's compliment and trying their best to mask a small blush. "I make good conversation, that's all."
"No, really! You..." Without the blindfold, Chihiro looks straight on at Yao, with Yao returning the eye contact. "You're wonderful to be around. Most people I've been with, they're pretty content to be with the front I put up: the charming, handsome warrior of Divinity's Reach; the enigmatic Pact Commander, leader of whole armies with the world on his shoulders; the roguish godslayer, the willing apostate. But you, Yao?" He breaks that eye contact for a bit, is looking away with those big blue eyes that everyone else says are so scary and pointed when the blindfold is off, but right now to Yao they're eyes seeking answers to a question Yao thinks Chihiro has been asking himself for a very long time. And those eyes look back, lock back on, to them. "You're the first person who's been okay with me. Just me. No titles. Flaws and all."
"The things you think are flaws," Yao responds, tone softened and kept to a half-whisper, "are what in fact makes you so charming. Not that you don't have things to work on, but you also like to beat yourself up for things you really shouldn't."
"Please." The Revenant finishes off his half of the meat platter, moving on to dunking some noodles into the broth. "You don't have to flatter me."
"I'm serious! There's this scrappy charm to you. Your sense of justice, your willingness to see things done right when it matters, and even your brash personality, it all comes off as endearing."
"Not when you first met me," the Revenant chuckles as he scoops his noodles into a bowl with his chopsticks.
"Because I didn't know you then the way I know you now, obviously," is Yao's retort, "but now I have context. You're not just some loudmouth foreigner who brags about being a hero and uses your name as a bludgeon to get your way like others say you are and do." Yao takes their own noodles, thinner and clear unlike their partner's choice of thicker buckwheat, and soaks it in the diminishing broth. Their voice softens. "You're a sweet man. Gentle in spite of your strength. You care deeply about others, more than you let on. You worry about the consequences of your own actions more than your own actions itself at times. And you're actually pretty smart, in your own way."
Chihiro has to hold back a larger chuckle while eating his noodles. When he does finish, he responds, "Uh huh. Yao, I can hardly work a jadetech toaster, let alone half the things in this city. My jade bot still tries to slap me. By all accounts, I must be a moron in your eyes."
"Yet you can run circles around this country's best fighters and their strategists. And your dungeoneering is second to none, else the Royal Archivist Soviety wouldn't have gotten half as far into Northern Kaineng as they did. Intelligence isn't just about knowing how to troubleshoot tech or being able to understand how guns work. Even if Rama teases you on that."
What was left of the mask Chihiro made for himself to wear for Yao has long since slipped off. He doesn't know what to say to this. He doesn't know if Yao is just trying to soothe his well-bruised ego or if they're genuine about their words. But on thinking of their time together, on thinking of his feelings towards the Engineer and all they've said to each other and done together, a sensation in his mind and heart smother the doubt. Compared to most others, Yao seemed genuine, truly in belief, of their words to Chihiro.
Only Belinda ever felt this genuine. And even she, gods rest her weary soul, still bought some of that façade.
Maybe these past few months together weren't just a fling of convenience or fun.
The waiter passes by and Chihiro flags him down while maintaining eye contact with Yao. He finishes his thoughts as best as he can, keeping his voice steady, "Like I said before: Dragon's Watch is done since all the dragons save for Aurene are dead, the Pact has nothing to do now with all the international threats done and over with, and my company thrives and lives without me at its wheel. With nothing to do, usually, I wander." His gaze almost wanders away, just a moment, to the open sky above them. "I get restless. I leave everyone I know because I don't know how to stay still. So committing to things, committing to people, I find it hard. Really hard. I don't..." He pauses, gathering his thoughts as he also hands the waiter a coinbag for the lunch payment. "I never felt at home in Kryta with the Seraph or as a mercenary. I never felt at home in Ascalon, temping with the Adamantine or bashing Separatist heads in. I almost felt at home with the pirates—" —but Mai Trin burned all that to the ground years and years ago. "—but that wasn't really enough either. Home for me is where I feel I can finally stop. Where I can rest. I've been looking for years. And, well, now I feel at home with you."
The words seemed a lot more flowery for Chihiro than he normally uses, or so Yao tells themself. But once the words finally process in their mind, their eyes widen. If this is what they think it is... "I... Chihiro, don't be ridiculous, what are you sa—"
Oh for fucks sakes. "Yao, I love you."
There's a silence that grows heavy between the two, masked only barely by the clammer of the other restaurant patrons chattering away about whatever. Yao remains stunned, mouth drying by the second. Chihiro can hear his heart practically trying to drill itself out of his ribcage. It was now or never, the Revenant told himself. If he could hear the echoes and spirits over the sounds of the crowd plus his own heartbeat, they'd probably be rolling over with laughter. He never felt so un-suave and dopey in his life until now, trying to wax poetic and just barreling through a thesaurus instead. Was it the lack of alcohol? Was it because this wasn't an act, there isn't a guardrail he can hold onto, no comfortable excuse to press a button and self-eject out of a scene with? Is it because the thing he feels for this Engineer goes deeper than any of his previous flings?
(Or was it because the last two people he was truly serious with died? The Revenant dreads the day in which lover's plot #3 calls for Zhou Yao...)
"Wow. Oh wow. This is..."
"Yeeeah, I figured this wasn't going to work," Chihiro half-mumbles as he scoots his own seat back to get up, trying with desperation to grab the last pieces of his broken coolguy mask, "sorry for wasting your time, I'll grab my things and—"
"Stop right there," Yao tells him, themself standing up before their (friend? friend-with-benefits? lover?? beloved??? uhhhhh) can dash into the night like he's said he's done before. "I'm trying to process all these thoughts, you are not running from this until I do." Chihiro feels his feet freeze in place. They walk over to the Revenant with the warmest smile he's seen yet from them. "Gods, you absolute dummy."
Chihiro's ears tingle. He looks back, then Yao does, at the restaurant. It seems their talk has drawn some attention to them, what with people staring and whispering to each other about that noisy couple and making a scene out of their spat.
"Hm." The Engineer hums, threading their arm around Chihiro's. "Maybe we can continue this talk at my apartment. Privately."
"Uhh." Yao leads Chihiro to walking from the restaurant.
"For the record: I love you, too. You just gotta find a way to not draw so much attention when you do these things~."
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