#For my own organising :)

[lydiaalin]

save me horror cowboy game ocs save me

[neon-zoologist]

Palestinian Fundraisers - Less than Halfway to their Goals

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Fundraisers that I have donated to and/or who have reached out to me. All have been verified by another blogger (usually Palestinian) or were listed on Operation Olive Branch/another initiative, unless where specified.

Please donate if you can, or reblog/share elsewhere. I would love to see this list get smaller from campaigns reaching their goals! Last Update: 30 Sep

Alaa Sabry Abu Marahil - €180 / €80,000 Last donation two months ago

Marah Atallah - $7,670 / $27,000 USD Last donation two days ago

Hasan Ali Ayyad - kr218,085 SEK / kr500,000 Last donation two months ago

Reham AL Jarrah - €5,214 / €49,000 Last donation three days ago

Samira Akkila - €2,744 / €30,000 Last donation five days ago

Mohammed Hussein Ismaeel - €10,198 / €25,000

Malak Dader - €6,868 / €25,000 Last donation two days ago

Raneen Ibrahim - €9,294 / €80,000 Last donation a day ago

Sarah Zidan (unvetted but likely legitimate) - €3,423 / €35,000 Few recent donations

Mahmoud Halas - €12,299 / €50,000 Last donation two days ago

Waseem Abusafi - €3,335 / €15,000 Few recent donations

Ahmed Helles - €18,819 / €80,000 Few recent donations

Ahmed Jehad - $5,612 / $40,000 CAD Few recent donations

Mahmoud Alkhaldi (shared by 90-ghost) - $15,615 / $50,000

Mahmoud Baalou - $15,445 / $50,000 USD

Mohammed Naser Ayyad (unvetted but likely legitimate) - €5,902 / €38,000 Few recent donations

Mohammed Atallah - €19,325 / €82,000

Eman Zaqout - $31,549 / $40,000 CAD

Nasser Abu Aker - €3,071 / €12,000

Hassan - $8,787 / $60,000 Few recent donations

Fundraisers More than Halfway to their Goals

[daenystheedreamer]

‘rhaenyra won’ she got eaten. she got chomped and eaten. all her sons died and one of THEM got eaten. the fourth got depression the fifth produced henry the eighth. and all the nuclear warheads went poof disappeared or got EATEN. do you guys think maybe the cannibal is like kind of a symbol. how theyre eating each other. ouroboros autofellatio. idk who knows

[staries]

my professor layton photocards came just in time for my uk trip next month yayyy

[unsteadylilactree]

the progression from "there's a morning snack and a midday snack" and "20 bucks for pizza" buck looking after his friend's kid to "bobby's famous lasagne: 6 types of cheese cooked to perfection" buck cooking for his family to "that's makes me your sous chef" teaching his kid how to cook is making me go so feral.

[hizerain]

2024.11.03

I'm trying to find more peace with 'ugly' productivity. I am vulnerable to the allure of perfection, especially the kind encapsulated in pristine layouts, writing and appearance. Alas, images are not a lived reality. This blog is not a lived reality either, but I would like for it to be somewhat accurate to life. On a different note, I'm idly pondering ways of structing my commonplace. It is almost exclusively text, the exception being film stubs, and I dislike the circle indexing system as that doesn't help me easily find specific information. I would keep a running index digitally, but I have just a few too many loose quotes without further context slotted into the book. Very open to suggestions (and general thoughts related to commonplacing).

[eulogium-red]

i like to think during blackwatch, gabe's costume-making (& prolly by extension, fashion sense) rubbed off on cassidy even if he doesn't show it. a latent learning type deal

he gives everyone the impression he don't care too much about fashion but he rlly does a little bit (he'll look at someone who's dressed professionally but then they're wearing 2 diff shades of brown for their belt & shoes & internally cringes a bit) but never shows it unless necessary

interactions like this he gets to release his inner diva just a bit ykn

[anglerflsh]

get Apollo'd idiot @sheerunfilteredhubris

[dvdexe]

TENNA

[princington]

'wag mong pigilan, hayaan mong kusa

humawak ka sa 'kin, sundin ang damdamin

don't stop it, let it happen naturally

hold onto me, follow your feelings

[summerblueringo]

Simi + Red Bull

[teal-tealwren]

just watched the meeting with the lord stream and oughghh i really love the way planet and zam interact with each other. planet is very uncomplicated in a way; they need to make a video for which they have a clear concept, and so their thinking is mostly out of character. and then you have zam, who is zam. and i just love the way the whole base plot thing goes. like i knew what the planet video was about but this was still a fucking emotional rollercoaster

i guess i just love how much zam takes everything to heart, how much he lets himself be affected. even though planet doesn't rp the same way, he goes along with zam, listens to him, actually gives him good advice. it doesn't matter how much or how little anyone does actual rp, their presence makes them part of the story. planet gained zam's trust and got his base. and then zam found screaming signs someone was there, and knows planet lied to him, and what can he do but spiral? he cannot let this be another castle. so fear is already eating him from the inside, and then the one person he let past his guard destroys his home in front of his eyes, and he doesn't know what to make of it. and he did truly trust planet. it was one of the few things he could hold onto and now he's slipping and he feels manipulated (hi team awesome!), and he knows there is something deeper going on and he's once again in the dark (hmmmm.... zam and getting left in the dark... this might be relevant later i think...). he feels so used and he looks at his hands, at the bloodied heart and the bloodied sword. and he wants to trust planet so bad but at the same time he cannot let himself believe any of the reasons he finds. but in the end he still cares, irrationnally, despite. he's not looking for more enemies. he needs to hold onto something.

still, the tension never really quiets for like. two hours. and then planet comes back to him and leads him through a burning nether maze (really cool visual...) and i knew what would happen but still i felt so relieved seeing the base oughh. love that planetlord did All That

anyway i really like how they have very different styles but they're both very dedicated to their vision and somehow they work so well together, and this gives planet a banger video with a really cool story (like this is a very extra reaction! and it's fucking great!), and planet's actions create some awesome character moments for zam and ughhh. big fan!

[turns-out-its-adhd]

An ADHD morning

7:30 am - First alarm

Roll over to sleepily take meds

Realise I left my water bottle in the kitchen last night when I went to refill it

Have nothing to drink to take meds

Fall back asleep

7:45 am - Second alarm...[third and fourth alarm...]

Manage to wake self enough due to need to pee

Take meds with me to bathroom and slurp water from tap to swallow meds

Hasty wash, brush teeth, makeup

Remove and re-apply smeared eyeliner job

8:20 am [Somehow... what‽]

Bus due at 8:50

*Panic*

Clothes/Dispense food to cat/Dispense love and affection to cat

Keys/Phone/Purse

Am I dressed warm enough? Probably... No? Yes it's fine

Get to door

Realise I forgot to grab cash for bus fare

Run back upstairs, get bus fare

8:42

Leave house

Power walk to bus stop

Get to stop just as bus comes round corner

Success!

8:50 - 9:19

Zone out on bus [except to notice coffee shop we just passed]

9:20

Arrive, disembark bus

Do I have time for coffee....?

9:23

Stand in short but unexpectedly slow queue for coffee

9:26

Power walk to doctor surgery with emotional support coffee

9:29

Arrive at GP just in time for 9:30am psychiatrist appointment

Proud face

Approach reception, check I am at correct reception

Give details

No record coming up in my name

Told to sit and wait while receptionist checks for me

**PARANOIA**

Check phone calendar - appointment today @ 9:30am

****MORE PARANOIA****

Check through phone pictures for photo I think I took of appointment letter

Find photo of letter after many photos of my cat

Letter confirms that :

My appointment was last Monday at 9:30 am

[brick-van-dyke]

So, I've been doing some thinking. This could either be a meaningless little ramble that no one will care about, or something seen as really dangerous and putting a target on my back.

So, what if we, those most weary of the far right created an international group of activists in light of the US election? See, the thing is that Donald Trump and Elon Musk are very dangerous, but they are also very incompetent and could lead the government down a path that weakens it. It could create a very unique opportunity to address the far right problem and the US Imperialist system itself in one go. Or maybe I'm being overly ambitious.

This group I have in mind would have several purposes, such as keeping communities safe and protecting people from the harm the far right would do in the name of winning the election. Or, most importantly of all, connecting activists from all over the world and allowing us to dismantle the system as a concrete and united movement. Maybe it's just me being naive and hopeful, but maybe it's also something we've all wanted deep down but been too afraid to initialise? If so, maybe this is a sign to really stand up and start trying to make those connections.

[rom-hack]

Bomb and Dynamite petpet things i did for fun because i could

[rad-roche]

i do think it's pretty funny my two modes this month are 'depressing movies where everybody shoots each other' and 'children's hedgehog franchise'. i thought about making a sideblog (a sidehog if you will) but decided this was way funnier. if you can't handle me at my genuine adoration for cartoon critter you don't deserve me at my longform noir genre analysis