#FEEELINGS i say

[konohamaru-sensei]

When you smile, I fall apart, and I thought I was so smart.

[lemongogo]

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[c-kiddo]

repeatedly saying "he should be at the club" to my friends about caduceus solely because he is like the firbolg equivalent of 24 , knowing full well he hates that shit so much

[zealotic]

Curly hair don’t care ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[xpastelsweetsx]

Sorry I'm standing on my little Billy Kaplan soap box rn but I'm in IB Global Politics and I hate this class and I'm bored so I'm yapping about my absolute fav comic book character that the MCU is irreparably fucking up

[mymarifae]

if you're wondering how i'm taking mizu5

the answer is "badly"

[fishlung8877]

Her arm changes every time I try to draw it

[wellhalesbells]

the thing that fucks me up about rereading instructions for dancing is trying to pinpoint when it is that derek becomes obsessed with stiles and realizing the answer seems to be always. from the beginning. the moment they met. that poor bastard. he probably should have tried to be a little nicer about it, though, saved them both some hardship.

I think it slides so quickly from fear and annoyance that Stiles will steal Scott away to 'Oh no, oh fuck,' I'm not even sure Derek knows himself. Poor guy hamstrung himself by starting out with the 'I'm going to scare him away' mentality then wondering where the hell that went and trying to find it again through almost every subsequent interaction (while something so much bigger and so much worse - Derek's Thoughts™ - completely eclipsed it). Meanwhile Stiles also helps cultivate Derek's dickish-ness by assuming that original motivation to be his only interest in him at all, essentially until the moment Derek tells him he's in love with him.

Which is hopefully why it seemingly comes out of left field for Stiles and the reader, because that's what I wanted.

[qulizalfos]

words dont look lkie words anymore .

[suckishima]

rrrrrrrrr im so frustrated with my writing. its just been weeks of struggle and whyyyy. idk i think i need to rework or rethink what im going for with this one or something, its like i can feel the threads of the themes i wanna do are sooo close to tying together but it just isnt quite reaching yet and so it reads like a stilted bland mess but the more i stare at it the further away it feels aaah

i know it can get there i kNOW it can, the ending and like aha moment is so cleaaaar that i think its almost too solid and thats why my beginning feels so fucked—like i just keep asking myself 'well if hes gonna get there in chapter 5, whats stopping him from getting there now in chapter 2??' i tHOUGHT i had reasons but now that im there i just keep instinctually writing him to have the connecting/realization moment anyway and like. if that's how it is then what even IS the story??? i need a break

[coming-of-age-witch]

I CUT MY HAIR SHORTIE SHORT AND I NO LONGER FEEL HUMANELY rather I FEEL VERY VERY CHARACTER-ESQUE

[chewwytwee]

Do I go to my bullshit 'disciplinary hearing' stoned as shit

[bewby]

this is like so embarassing imo like i don't care when otjer people have this issue but i find it so embarrassing when i have it. like. i have a hard time talking to people and continuing conversations because i usually am really nervous when it comes to conversations especially irl because i feel like whenever i have convos with people i sometimes feel like time is running out and they want me to just respond to them because they don't really care about what i have to say and so i usually zone out and don't even . take in information..

it's not because i want to but i learned this as i grew up with my parents because they tend to ignore me wjen i was talking as a kid and don't even get me started on having conversations about how i feel or my opinions. we never had any of that ever and they didn't even allow me to hang out with irl friends so i literally had nobody i could even talk to like that and now i have to deal with it as an adult and it's like so fucking embarassing because people just have it so easy to hold conversations and like maybe i'm a little too hard on myself who knows but from my perspective i feel like i look like a loser and i'm always the one who just observes other peoples conversations because they have it. so easy. to just do this. naturally.

i don't know if anyone is going through a similar thing as me i really hope so because i feel so lonely and literally everyone has such an easy time it seems. and if they are nervous in conversations they seem to deal with it much better than me. i'm trying not to just dissociate and i'm trying to be more present because i don't even wanna be like this i just always learned to just live like that . joker giggle . OK my breaks almosr over

[clarabowmp3]

good thing i am tall its optimal for lily headpats

me receiving head pats in bed w my 9-year-old teddy bear like im going to DIE any day now jfskdlffv im so dramatic but also so serious WHAT is it going to take to go away!!! >:((

[fighterbound]

GET TO KNOW THE WRITER.

BOLD OR COLORIZE WHAT ALWAYS APPLIES TO YOU, ITALICIZE WHAT SOMETIMES APPLIES TO YOU, AND STRIKE THROUGH WHAT WILL NEVER APPLY TO YOU.

I RUN: lots of blogs || a few blogs ( sideblogs ) || just this one

I FOLLOW BACK: muses in the same fandom || only muses who interest me || fandomless muses || friends of mutuals || only members of a closed rp group || everyone

I AM ACTIVE: more days than not || as often as not || some days here and there || depending on my schedule || rarely || I'm often lurking even if I seem inactive

I LIKE TO WRITE THESE THEMES: fluff || angst || action || casual interactions || intense interactions || crack || first meetings || platonic rp || shipping / romantic rp || threads || ask memes || prompts

I PREFER ROLEPLAYS THAT ARE: one-liners || single-para threads || multi para threads || novella || different lengths depending on my mood

FOR SHIPPING, I AM: mutliship || single ship || poly ship || no ship || plotted ships only || open to new ships || not looking for new ships || mostly or exclusively looking for high engagement ship partners || mostly or exclusively looking for casual or low engagement ship partners || not picky about ships || somewhat picky about ships || extremely picky about ships

I LIKE TO PLOT: everything || most interactions || some interactions (major plot points) || first interactions || nothing || threads || everything except memes and crack || ships || family relationships || history / backstory for our muses

TALK TO ME OUT OF CHARACTER: ANYTIME || to plot || if you're confused or have questions in general || to remind me to reply || sparingly || only if it's really important

I GIVE ALTERNATIVE CONTACT METHODS (discord / social media) TO: friends || mutuals || anyone who asks ( reserved for mutuals) || people i've spent a lot of time talking to already || ship partners || members of a certain rp group || no one

tagged by: I stole it from space @sozokami! ^^ tagging: you! steal it if you'd like and feel free to tag me! c:

[hanaasbananas]

nothing like listening to a really silly song ONCE, finding it funny and listening a couple more times and then realising with dawning horror that this song has now landed the coveted position of "play on a loop for two weeks straight"