#FEEELINGS i say
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konohamaru-sensei · 1 year ago
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When you smile, I fall apart, and I thought I was so smart.
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lemongogo · 2 months ago
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#ran out of tags LOLLLL#and then .at least on fords end . be able to witness the moment of collapse . in which all his ‘righteous’ feelings r sucked out like a#vacuum or some star collapsing on itself bc not only is he like . having to come to terms w his own flaws#and the insidious like . stomach churning guilt associated w that but also the panic and fear (realized#w the portal or bills deception) into looking outwards and having that silent ���oh’ moment where its like yeah#thats why he left . why wouldnt he#GRAAAAA LIKE I WANT DESTRUCTIONNN I WANT THINGS 2 FALL DOWN SO HE CAN FINALLY REBUILDDD#let me innn😭😭😭😭💥let me in to the self reflection those thirty years😭😭😭💥💥💥💥💥#who did you meet that reminded you of himm😭😭😭who wronged u in similar ways who gave u a reason to be betterrr whoo what did you see#and when you finally came back what did u FEEEL .. and dont lie and say there wasnt that wisp of nostalgia laced arnd ur heart#girl…..talk to me focus on me u know me u know these things#stanford pines#gravity falls#sry for taggingn these i need it for my own blog i prmmy i need to reference this . i will#ok im back bc i read fords end snd i want to rip my hair out bc fiddleford has such good ‘collapse’ imagery too#like we liteally got the soc of the blind eye videos . HIS DOCUMENTSRYYY#oohhhits rly over for us (me) now (and stanford and fiddleford.and stanley bc i feel bad excluding him💔)#only talking ab ford bc i need a reason to connect it to stan bc im sick in tbe brain and i need the familial conflict aspect too#but fidds .. ur misery does not go unnoticed by me ‼️#anyways. ik i said idc if they didnt get back together but the beauty of multiplicity is also liking the idea#HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHlike whenb im over the conflict im like dude they went through so much tgether it must be nice to find urself in the#familiarity again. uugughh.AUUUH./
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c-kiddo · 1 year ago
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repeatedly saying "he should be at the club" to my friends about caduceus solely because he is like the firbolg equivalent of 24 , knowing full well he hates that shit so much
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zealotic · 3 months ago
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Curly hair don’t care ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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xpastelsweetsx · 27 days ago
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Sorry I'm standing on my little Billy Kaplan soap box rn but I'm in IB Global Politics and I hate this class and I'm bored so I'm yapping about my absolute fav comic book character that the MCU is irreparably fucking up
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mymarifae · 1 month ago
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if you're wondering how i'm taking mizu5
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the answer is "badly"
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fishlung8877 · 2 months ago
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Her arm changes every time I try to draw it
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wellhalesbells · 10 months ago
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the thing that fucks me up about rereading instructions for dancing is trying to pinpoint when it is that derek becomes obsessed with stiles and realizing the answer seems to be always. from the beginning. the moment they met. that poor bastard. he probably should have tried to be a little nicer about it, though, saved them both some hardship.
I think it slides so quickly from fear and annoyance that Stiles will steal Scott away to 'Oh no, oh fuck,' I'm not even sure Derek knows himself. Poor guy hamstrung himself by starting out with the 'I'm going to scare him away' mentality then wondering where the hell that went and trying to find it again through almost every subsequent interaction (while something so much bigger and so much worse - Derek's Thoughts™ - completely eclipsed it). Meanwhile Stiles also helps cultivate Derek's dickish-ness by assuming that original motivation to be his only interest in him at all, essentially until the moment Derek tells him he's in love with him.
Which is hopefully why it seemingly comes out of left field for Stiles and the reader, because that's what I wanted.
#i mean you should definitely think: uh ohhh derek caught feeelings before that moment#but since it's stiles and scott pov - they are the bright spots in each other's worlds so they are the focus#and occasionally derek will come along and glow around the edges and distract stiles a bit but that's all he is - a momentary distraction#and he's still that when he finds out that scott may be stiles' bright spot but they don't want each other the way derek wants#and so he blurts out 'i'm in love with you' before someone else shows up to want the same way he does#and since we've been in stiles' head and only gotten to see the moments that define him and derek is in so few of those#he's COMPLETELY thrown for a loop because what do you mean?? how could derek be in love with him??#how could stiles be all his defining moments and NOT know it y'know?#(because if you got instructions from derek's pov stiles wOULD BE so many of them)#and realizing they are in different places by a lot but not wanting that to mean they can't be anything more to each other says#'give me a chance to catch up' which in my mind is the only thing and the perfect thing#that was the very first scene i wrote for that fic actually - it changed almost ENTIRELY before the end but that line stayed the same#i just love the idea that you can be totally oblivious to something so defining for someone. that people can be such enigmas#inject that shit directly into my veins pls and thank you!#sorry i just love that dynamic so i can yammer on for DAYS about it lol#thank you for the ask and yeah you're pretty dead on about that haha#instructions for dancing#sterek#teen wolf#!ask
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wildpokemon · 10 months ago
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guys go read haikyuu. or watch it, whatever. just please. haikyuu
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qulizalfos · 10 months ago
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words dont look lkie words anymore .
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rivertigo · 10 months ago
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i never should’ve learned that groupie testimonial. If i hadn’t then maybe i would have lost this lame ass obsession
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suckishima · 11 months ago
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rrrrrrrrr im so frustrated with my writing. its just been weeks of struggle and whyyyy. idk i think i need to rework or rethink what im going for with this one or something, its like i can feel the threads of the themes i wanna do are sooo close to tying together but it just isnt quite reaching yet and so it reads like a stilted bland mess but the more i stare at it the further away it feels aaah
i know it can get there i kNOW it can, the ending and like aha moment is so cleaaaar that i think its almost too solid and thats why my beginning feels so fucked—like i just keep asking myself 'well if hes gonna get there in chapter 5, whats stopping him from getting there now in chapter 2??' i tHOUGHT i had reasons but now that im there i just keep instinctually writing him to have the connecting/realization moment anyway and like. if that's how it is then what even IS the story??? i need a break
#leaving for my parents for christmas tomorrow and while its always a little lowkey stressful there esp during holidays#itll be nice to at least have a different stress than this one for a few days lmao#mandatory writing break coming at a good time ig#anyway a lot of the real problem is that a big reason i wanted to write this fic is bc i wanted to explore tsukkis mental space during#the ball boy arc bc i feel like its an interesting transitional time for him in terms of like being after his big moment but then#he slightly regresses in that post match bathroom scene until yamaguchi sets him straight and like. i love just how furudate is showing#that growth isnt linear and so i wanna explore how tsukki would feel during the camp (which he didnt seem stoked to go to)#and in contrast with hinata who couldnt go but weasels in anyway and like how does tsukki deal with#that intensity of stupidity and passion in regards to how he feels about his own relationship to volleyball now#like i dont think its a straight line from blocking ushijima -> admitting yeah sometimes volleyball is fun#i think theres some wavering in there and oooo i wanna explore it but FUCK its hard??#why furudate why does tsukki deny extra practice the first night of rookie camp but accepts the second night??#i know why he accepts night 2 im excited abt that. i'm big time struggling with pinpointing why he says no night 1 in a way#that doesnt come off like 1 hes fully regressing 2 like im having him say no purely bc thats how it is in canon so magical ~plot reasons~#truthfully furudates reason is probably just 'was funny to have tsukki and kunimi say no in unison' and it isnt out of character for#tsukki to say no either but i also can feeeel it i can feeel the threads of a solid character developmental reason that will fit with#all the OTHER stuff im also trying to do lmao#i just need to piece it together in the right way in the right order and right emphasis#and its so cloooose rn but ugh it just feels wishwashy atm#and so. i struggle lmao#eesh anyway fun tag rant yay#heres to hoping not thinking about this for a week will help#x#....who wants to take bets on whether ill delete this later lol
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coming-of-age-witch · 1 year ago
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I CUT MY HAIR SHORTIE SHORT AND I NO LONGER FEEL HUMANELY rather I FEEL VERY VERY CHARACTER-ESQUE
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chewwytwee · 1 year ago
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Do I go to my bullshit 'disciplinary hearing' stoned as shit
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bewby · 2 years ago
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this is like so embarassing imo like i don't care when otjer people have this issue but i find it so embarrassing when i have it. like. i have a hard time talking to people and continuing conversations because i usually am really nervous when it comes to conversations especially irl because i feel like whenever i have convos with people i sometimes feel like time is running out and they want me to just respond to them because they don't really care about what i have to say and so i usually zone out and don't even . take in information..
it's not because i want to but i learned this as i grew up with my parents because they tend to ignore me wjen i was talking as a kid and don't even get me started on having conversations about how i feel or my opinions. we never had any of that ever and they didn't even allow me to hang out with irl friends so i literally had nobody i could even talk to like that and now i have to deal with it as an adult and it's like so fucking embarassing because people just have it so easy to hold conversations and like maybe i'm a little too hard on myself who knows but from my perspective i feel like i look like a loser and i'm always the one who just observes other peoples conversations because they have it. so easy. to just do this. naturally.
i don't know if anyone is going through a similar thing as me i really hope so because i feel so lonely and literally everyone has such an easy time it seems. and if they are nervous in conversations they seem to deal with it much better than me. i'm trying not to just dissociate and i'm trying to be more present because i don't even wanna be like this i just always learned to just live like that . joker giggle . OK my breaks almosr over
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clarabowmp3 · 9 months ago
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good thing i am tall its optimal for lily headpats
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me receiving head pats in bed w my 9-year-old teddy bear like im going to DIE any day now jfskdlffv im so dramatic but also so serious WHAT is it going to take to go away!!! >:((
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