#idk how to say it

[bambiilooza]

don't wanna sound like an asshole but actually stop with the mpreg asks with me. please and thank you👍

[thou-shall-fucketh-off]

Idk how but the worst Logan was so pouty

[chronicsardonicist]

National gf day post ⭒

@torisaysstuff Happy national girlfriend day to my beloved girlfriend, and the only one I will ever love. The Tori to my Michael, the moon to my sun, the flowers to my green grass. She has shaped my life in a way I never thought possible and I want everyone to know -- you have no chance, I am and always will be devoted to this gorgeous girl. She's just so absolutely amazing, she makes me want to write music, to pick up the guitar, to draw, to do things that I never think to do until I think about her. I adore, and I mean adore, her, in ways I cannot put into words. She will always be the best thing to happen to me, with her empathy and her love and how absolutely hilarious and amazing she is.

^ me and her, if you were wondering.

[lem0nademouth]

my one really big gripe w sdv is how poorly alex is written for like 50% of his arc. i think the drastic difference in his demeanor based on the player’s gender is just. why. bisexual people exist and can figure out they’re bisexual while in a “straight” relationship. like imagine alex unpacking his misogynistic behavior and admitting it was a defense mechanism that resulted from his struggles with his sexuality (trust me when i say this poor sap does not have access to queer education and probably doesn’t know what bisexuality is until the farmer shows up). i want more discussions about the impact his dad had on him! him working through the loss of his mom! his relationship w his grandparents! theres so much depth to alex as a character and for most of the game he’s reduced to a washed up D1 athlete and that’s so fucking disappointing.

[blue-b-bro]

After rewatching the whole show I can now say with certainty that Scott was the hottest girl during s3 and s4

[clovreat3r]

YOYOYO NEW MOON DEISGN JUST DROPPED

[fr3nchtoastcrunch]

I hate the fact that I instantly get really angry and heated when someone disagrees with me about literally anything

Like wtf brain it's not a personal attack

[jonghyoney]

can I just say, the fact that they chose to have their solos as such a big part is so meaningful?? it's like "we're individuals but everything we do is part of SHINee and we love and support each other no matter the context"

I don't have the right words to convey my feelings about this but they are very deep

[parasitic-saint]

idk constantly bleeding from sh and then bleeding from periods make you eroticize this blood thing in a different fucked up way

[coming-of-age-witch]

I CUT MY HAIR SHORTIE SHORT AND I NO LONGER FEEL HUMANELY rather I FEEL VERY VERY CHARACTER-ESQUE

[rgbwings]

Happy birthday!! Echoing what's already been said: I love your art, it's so goddamn good. Hope you're having an excellent day of birth.

I am so happy that you enjoy my silly art! I LOVE your writing, its so good??? I don't know how to put it, I am terrible at explaining things, but it just feels so smooth? the pacing? the flow? Makes me insane?!

thank you! (sorry i couldnt reply sooner)

[robotvsheroinbattleofvietnam]

realized that i always tend to like kinda autistic/non-emotional ppl *or* ppl who are confident in themselves and secure-attachment (and dont need validation from me) bcs ive never been good /adept at dealing with other ppl's emotions tbh

[andseventeenseconds]

Tw: attempted suicide

I have become deeply depressed lately. More than ever before. Which sucks because I’ve also been happier lately, more than ever before. I love my friends and I’ve been getting to the point where I’m starting to love myself.

So when I find myself on the bathroom floor at one in the morning throwing up and shaking and sobbing because I swallowed so many pills that my body had no choice but to respond, I wonder how the fuck I got here. I wonder how my brain can possibly be so fucked up that it would think I’m better off dead than with people who love me.

But that’s not what my brain has been telling me. My brain has been telling me that they’re better off without me. And most times I believe that thought. And sometimes, that thought gets way too loud, and I start to act. And for some reason, I can’t stop myself. As I grab another pill from the bottle, I know that I shouldn’t, but I can’t stop.

I don’t know how to stop thinking and feeling this way. It sucks because then I feel like a shitty person because the people I love blame themselves, but it’s not their fault. It’s my fault. I’m broken and unfixable.

And that’s okay. I’ll have to learn to live with the me I am. Or die trying.

[manny-jacinto]

I think Hollywood has only gotten better about things like racism misogyny and homophobia since the 90s

it is slightly better but since a few years i've been noticing that some people have been more openly racist, homophobic and sexist in a lot of ways too. the rise of andick tatas for ex has given the worse ideas possible to a specific audience and these people are just plain scary and unhinged idk. all of those have evolved and they're still pretty much engrained

[12timetraveler]

I went out to dinner with my parents and my brother recently and on the way home (I don't even remember how we got on this subject) they all started going off about how bad gages look in ears and "what are they gonna do when they're older and it looks ugly?" "Oh they'd never admit they did something wrong," and I tried to sort of defend it all at first

But then I kind of sat there just thinking like... God once upon a time I agreed with them on shit like this. Ten years ago I'd have been laughing along with them about it. And it just kind of marked for me just how far I've come from my family. That I can just let people make their choices and not make fun of them. The way my parents and brother just were talking all high-and-mighty the whole time like... Man.

My parents are actually quite progressive on most things. So it was so strange to see them being so... Idk... Mean honestly.

I've never wanted gages before but there's a small part of me that wants them now just to freak out my family (but I won't because I think that's not a great reason to get a body modification).

Idk where I'm going with this it just was such an interesting moment. I haven't stopped thinking about it all week. I kinda wonder if they're saying similar things behind my back about my tattoos. And I've been kinda considering a septum piercing which I know my family also hates. What would they think about then?

Ah the joys of being the black sheep, I guess. Sometimes I think I'm just being dramatic when I call myself the black sheep but then sometimes my family does something that just like... Oh yeah. I am the weird child.

[albonium]

my mom and i watched knives out it was really good