#Exploding Helicopter
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grindhousecellar · 2 years ago
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ganondoodle · 3 months ago
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so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-
but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again
(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)
i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)
weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward
but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.
right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#ganondoodles rants#sorta#suicide attempt mention in the IRL stuff im talking about in the following tags btw#theres some construction stuff on our house going on#and my father is extremely stressed about it#he used to be very explosive- being silent and then exploding out of nowhere .. probably left me with lasting damage yippie-#but now he much more lets it eat at himself bc hes old and feels bad for the past stuff so now it makes him irritated and depressed#my older brother is the most normal cis straight guy you can imagine and incredibly impatient and bossy (you CANNOT talk with him)#(brother doesnt live in our house)#and while hes helping out hes doing it exactly how my father doesnt like and since you cant talk to the guy (explosive +200) it stresses hi#to the point of my father yesterday saying that “it would have been better if i had just died back in the day”#likely referring to the time when he was drafted for the military against his will and tried to kill himself#which i learned only like .. a year ago- theres so little my parents tell me ....#its like my mother telling me- while my father was in hospital for heart surgery- that she not only almost died back when i was a young tee#and only survived bc of some incredibly unebelievable lucky coincidences (medics on a travel being there that knew what she had-#-while our local doctors said welp- nothing we can do lady AND them beign there with a helicopter and emergency transferring her#to antoher bigger hospital while giving her immediate treatment our local one didnt do- AND at the big one just so happened to have-#-an expert on that illness in the facility when she arrived who was able to narrrowly save her life#BUT ALSO while she was recovering and weak and frail as a dust bunny witnessing someone stealing hospital surplies-#not noticing she was in the room at first (which .. the nurses left her in the nurse room while going on break ... which uhm .. yeah cool)#and if my mother hadnt acted in time like she was fully asleep and the lady stealing stuff beign in hurry- she might have killed her#without my mother being able to fight back bc she could barely even talk (the nurses didnt want to believe her when they got back either)#ANYWAY that comment from my father brough me to tears#and my mom is trying out more ... other medication shes not prescribed in hopes of it helping agaisnt her many pains#but i worry it will interact with the other stuff shes on ...#and i worry so much about both of their mental and physical well being#always trying to be the one to calm them down or help with communication bc that is a big problem in this houesehold#but i myself am also a very much not normal and not medicated shut in who has trouble dealing even with my own feelings
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pigeonxp · 3 months ago
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bts STILL dming tim bro LEAVE THAT MAN ALONE
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noa-ciharu · 3 months ago
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Nest is bird’s safe haven but that’s not what wings are made for: chapter 7 🔞
Another inhale. Seemingly epitome of indecisiveness finally settled on words worth uttering. “Look, I…”
Oh no they won’t. “Want to make things right”, Fyodor filled in for him; angled head and addressed with disgruntled gaze. “To bad for you I don’t want that”, added icily before Nikolai had a chance to interrupt with another hopeless bid for connection. With a huff Fyodor pretended to take another gulp, even if there was nothing left in the mug. He kneaded forehead pretending this conversation is nothing short of a headache and went right for the throat – “But when have my wishes stopped you from being selfish?”
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dareduffie · 3 months ago
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i'm no better than a man (DEEPLY into cool explosions and epic car chases)
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exeggcute · 8 months ago
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it's been forever since I followed metal gear fan content closely but I have a message for anyone still making stuff that casts ocelot as the prissy flamboyant one and kaz the gruff stalwart one: ocelot is an unflappable army baby who structures his whole personality around polishing his gun collection and larping spaghetti western masculinity. kaz is a hotheaded playboy with an entrepreneurial streak and a hairspray regimen that singlehandedly opened a new hole in the ozone layer somewhere above the caribbean. you guys have it backwards!! ocelot is the pragmatist and kaz is the diva!!!!
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dementialmaiden · 2 years ago
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synthient · 9 months ago
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Sense8 seems like a show where the plot mostly Doesn't Matter except as a vehicle for the characters to do something fun/cool/melodramatic. And with most of the plotlines that got dropped because of the cancellation, it's easy enough to infer roughly where they were going that it doesn't really feel like you missed out on that much. I do, however, wish we'd gotten to see more of Lito's fledgling "rich hollywood gay guys who suck" subplot
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angry-glasses · 4 months ago
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one of the things i really, absolutely cannot stand about the Evil God, is that he keeps lying
and like not even clever wordplay, or misleading truths to manipulate people, he just! lies!!!!!!
the bully at Bai Liu's school, i don't even remember his name, he was going to confess! he was going to admit it was his mother who told him to trick Bai Liu, that it was his fault, and the Evil God made him frame Bai Liu instead! and he didn't even manipulate him into it, use his desires to tempt him or something, he fucking puppeteered him! all to show Bai Liu good deeds aren't returned, and it's not even true, because the bully was going to confess!!!
the Xie Ta & Spades identity issue, he made it all up! he just lied, to both of their faces, at the same fucking time!
the whole, "you only ever wanted a hug" thing to Bai Liu, all pitying and caring, fuck, he almost gaslighted me, and then i recovered my braincells, because you expect me to believe Lu Yizhan and Fang Dian never hugged him??? in ten years?????? okay, maybe Lu Yizhan had ulterior motives, but Fang Dian never knew anything! HE made it so she never knew anything, her affection had to have been genuine from the beginning! and he just acted like it never happened!!!!!
he makes me so angry!
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sgt-tombstone · 5 months ago
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I’m watching the CoD MW gameplay and I’m genuinely surprised that Gaz ever voluntarily gets in a helicopter anymore…
Every single time he gets in a heli, everything goes to hell in a handbasket almost immediately
If I were him, I’d be like “nah captain, I can drive, it’s okay”
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simon-like-the-chipmunk · 6 months ago
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RIP Victor Hugo, you would've loved my brain 😔
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benetnvsch · 1 year ago
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god Kunikida would be so proud of her but also so upset
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pinkisacreativecolour · 8 months ago
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BSD MANGA SPOLIERS CHAPTER 114 LEAKS
What the fuck do you mean we got that heat wrenching shit with Nikolai and his visceral fucking grief and confusion with Fyodor and his death and his feeling and that entire scene with the whole ‘god has forsaken me’ shit for FYODOR TO BE FUCKING. I DONT EVEN KNOW. HOW THE SHIT IS THAT NOT FYODOR’S CORPSE IN THAT HELICOPTER. Asagiri you better give us a proper explanation and then actually kill someone you better fucking do it. Also tell us what the FUCK. Higuchi’s ability is. And where literally everyone is. It’s been actual years since we’ve seen major characters what the fuck
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steakout-05 · 11 months ago
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i think having TF2 as a special interest really early in my childhood influenced so many things about myself and my identity.... my gender is big men my sexuality is big men and my sense of humour is big men. i even named myself after the "very tiny and scrawny but still big" big man and i think about all the big men in TF2 on a semi daily basis,,,,,, anyway yeah i like the men in TF2 :)
#tf2#this post is nigh incomprehensible#this is the true effects of autism...... having such a big special interest that it literally influences half of your entire sense of self#i think this is why i feel gender euphoria playing crusty old source games#like i literally feel so connected to TF2 it's crazy#i'm currently listening to a TF2 YTPMV and have it in the corner of my screen and my brain is just going ''ahh... the song of my people''#i look at scout tf2 and i go ''he is just like me!!!''#man's got adhd and likes being an asshole to the other team on the battlefield and if that isn't relatable i don't know what is#i also occasionally play as engineer and i always put my sentries in the most bitchy spots ever#like you're taking a stroll over to the point and you're like ''oop. level 3 sentry that i can't get rid of because the fucker behind it-#-won't stop helicopter parenting it. welp.'' that's my gendar#scout main to engineer main redemption arc to scout main villain arc because my sentries kept exploding pipeline#that made absolutely zero sense.#i usually play on training mode because i'm too shy to play on casual again yet and let me tell you#the amount of times i've yelled at the engineer bots because they just won't build a damn dispenser next to their sentries is insane#like maintaining a sentry would be SO MUCH EASIER if you just built a dispenser nearby. like.#when you play engie you start to not even worry about your health anymore because you're too concerned with your metallic kids to care#it's like ''oh i'm at 2 hp. wow. OH SHIT MY SENTRY GOT HIT ONCE AND LOST A SINGLE BAR OF HP I NEED TO HEAL HIM!!!!! MY SON!!!'#and you never end up dead somehow because dispenser#and when you do die it's like torture looking at the spectating cam and seeing your sentry get shot at and not being there to help it#it's like ''nooo... my son.... please i need to heal my son..... i can't bare to watch''#i should invest in a wrangler.... hmmmm......#anyway this post is... so autism! it's great we love to see it!#autism#i'm very tired yet feel very energised.... i'm having a neurodivergent moment hang on#spy sappin my executive functioning#my brain is literally just 3 scouts and 2 engineers doing do si do with 'erectin a river' blasting really loud at the moment#YIPPEEKIYAHIYAAAAAHYKIYO - my brain when special interest
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lostcryptids · 3 months ago
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i was clapping and grinning
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sadly-in-active · 6 months ago
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Guess who has to go and dance at an event with a limp and 2 hours of sleep ☹️
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