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Dolls of Despair by C.G. Salamander - fun and exhilarating graphic novel
Dolls of Despair is a fun and exhilarating graphic novel, set in a magical world filled with captivating characters and vibrant illustrations. Dolls of DespairSynopsisReviewBook Links Maithili and the Minotaur: Dolls of Despair (Outlandish Graphic Novel Series #3) by C.G. Salamander Publication Date : April 17, 2024 Publisher : Puffin Read Date : September 25, 2024 Genre : Graphic Novel /…
#book about friendship#Book Blog#book blog feature#Book blogger#Book review#book review blog#Book review feature#Books Teacup and Reviews#Dolls of Despair#Early middle grade book#Fantasy#Graphic Novel#Indian Book Blogger#Maithili and the Minotaur#Outlandish Graphic Novel Series#Penguin books#Puffin
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Mary Penelope Windsnap in Book 1: *courageously disarms and traps in a net with her bare hands a dangerous Royal spy with superhuman armed guards at his beck and call*
Mary Penelope Windsnap in Book 2:
* sails headfirst into a deadly sea monster’s reach to find her daughter*
Mary Penelope Windsnap in Book 8:
* is too scared of a possibly unarmed man in a silly pirate costume who’s surrounded by a bunch of kids to do anything except just hide*
#Mary would’ve ENDED Jacob the Pirate King if he showed up in the early EW books#she was such a badass so what happened?#I guess it’s good that she’s being more cautious but…#this isn’t like Revenge of the Sith where Padme’s pregnancy gives her a good reason to stay out of the action#is Mary Penelope pregnant again?#emily Windsnap#Mary Penelope Windsnap#emily Windsnap and the Pirate Prince#Liz Kessler#middle grade fiction#middle grade series#middle grade books#ya fiction
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Thank you so much for answering all of our questions! I'm struggling to conceptualize the difference between an early reader, a chapter book, and middle grade? (Do they ever call middle grade books chapter books?) Thanks!
If I wrote a book and was having a hard time determining if it fit into early reader or chapter book, is that something an agent can help me figure out where it best fit?
While there is a little bit of crossover between these categories -- a LITTLE bit -- ie, a handful of books that one might argue COULD be considered early readers/chapter books, or chapter books/young MG -- the reality is, for the most part, these categories each have pretty distinct parameters.
Therefore, I'm going to be brutally honest: If you can't tell the difference between these categories, you have not read enough children's books to be writing them. Go to the bookstore or library and get to reading!
But before you go, here, I made you a cheat sheet -- hey, don't make fun of it, "graphic design is my passion" lol :D
(ETA: Oh and yes - sometimes random people -- parents, teachers, kids -- do call anything with chapters a chapter book. In publishing terms, though, chapter book is its own distinct category, and a middle grade book would never be called a chapter book.)
(ETA AGAIN: Sure, your agent can certainly help you decide at which audience to aim your book, like for example, suggesting that an early reader might sell better as a chapter book, or vice versa -- but it would def help if you knew the difference first and had a goal in mind, yanno?)
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BOOK ALERT
If your child is a fantasy-fiction lover, I have a perfect book for you. Featuring a storyteller grandma, curious children, a beautiful garden, the bond of siblings and, of course, fairies.
Buy it only on Bribooks -
#children's books#children's fiction#children's literature#reading#Bribooks#booklover#illustrated book#Fairies#storytime#First Chapter readers#Early readers#middle grade fantasy#Short Story#fiction books#fiction
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i need book friendssss
#I NEED SOMEONE TO GO TO BOOKSTORES WITH MEEEE#AND WE CAN BUY BOOKS AND SWAP THEM OR SOMETHING IDC#if u like early 2000s paranormal romance but in a silly way and middle grade horror umm 🙏🙏🙏 hmu#honestly the only genres i dont really read are scifi fantasy and nonfiction but im expanding my horizons#books#eurgh
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i definitely think quarantine stunted everyone under the age of like 25's growth and its detrimental to society today
#like obviously society was 'on hold' for however long people decided they wanted to quarantine for if they even did#and people were doing and saying the craziest shit wayyy before the pandemic#but i notice a lot in the younger kids in my neighborhood thay are starting middle school or are starting school in general#that they act 3 years younger and arent fully adjusted (?) to where their brains need to be for their ages#even with teens in my classes! obviously we're teens and we act immature but this like a whole other level#you have people in class stuck in 6th-7th grade and dont know what a rhyming word is#and not even like your usual handful of ppl who cheated their way thru school but like a good 5 ppl in class know the diff between#metaphors nd similes. we're reading classic literature and stories set 100 years ago when blk people were making their own communites#and you have people loudly whine that theyre pissed at the book and nobody talked like Shakespeare did in the 1500s or#nobody talked like just free black people back in early 1900s#like duh quarantine was necessary and all but i think a side effect of it was general immaturity in society#l speaks#ranting in the tags because i can#OH. i was gna mention ab online discourse too like obvi people over 30 use the internet#but you only really ever see dumb fights with insane outcomes come from people who just hit drinking age#idk i just feel like i noticed something that j think other ppl may have noticed but.
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Book Reviews: Children's Edition; Simone Biles: Little People, Big Dreams; My Friend LeVar; The Owl Prowl Mystery; Big Jim and the White Boy; From the Early 1900s to the Mid-1900s: Inventors #NetGalley #NewBooks
Time for another round-up of ARCs that I've read lately. This time 'round, it's a bunch of children's books of all ages, including a retelling of Huck Finn, and a book on #Olympian #SimoneBiles #Bookreview #netgalley #newbooks #levarburton
I’m cruising along and getting through all my Advanced Reader’s Copies from NetGalley. In order to keep up with blogging about them all, I’ve decided to do more roundups like this. Most books can be found at the affiliate links below or try your local library when they are released! (Amazon US) (Amazon CA) (Amazon UK) (AbeBooks) (Barnes & Noble) (Booksamillion) (Audible.com)…
#2020 Olympics#ARC Review#August 2024 Books#Backyard Rangers#Big Jim and the White Boy#Book Review#Britannica Educational Publishing#Charlesbridge Books#David F. Walker#Dianna Renn#Early Reader#Ezra Edmond#From the Early 1900s to the Mid-1900s#Graphic Novel#Henry Ford#Historical Fiction#Inventors#Jenna Nahyun Chung#July 2024 Books#Lee DeForest#LeVar Burton#Little People Big Dreams#Marconi#Marcus Kwame Anderson#Maria Isabel Sanchez Vegara#Mark Twain#Middle Grade#My Friend LeVar#Mystery#Nadia Fisher
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-Chronicles of Prydain; it gets a bit darker as the series goes on, but I'm 99.9% sure it has no swearing--they end up talking about Annuvin a bunch, but (a) it's not actually hell, and (b) all the place names are in pseudo/actual Welsh, so he probably won't know if it pops up anyway, lol
-Another series by Lloyd Alexander is the Westmark Trilogy; I read it at around 14? Really good, but it has more mature themes than Prydain. There's probably swearing in at least book 2 (The Kestrel is quite possibly the most blatantly gory YA book that I've ever read--I pulled an all-nighter so I wouldn't dream about it, haha) but book 1 (Westmark) will probably be okay? Although thinking about it, the series opens with "Theo was, by occupation, a devil. A printer's devil..." as in an apprentice to the trade. It put my little sister off the series until I told her I'd read it out loud and substitute "devil" with "apprentice" (she's so cute, I love her)
-if he likes Star Wars, I 100% suggest the OG Thrawn Trilogy (the one from the 90s; I haven't read the new one yet), and maybe Young Jedi Knights (pretty sure it's YA? if he's more willing to jump into grimdark, New Jedi Order is AMAZING)
-I totally forgot Earthsea!!!! So good! Ursula Le Guin was an amazing writer. It's probably targeting late YA/mid- to late teens, now that I'm thinking about it. I remember having a really obsessive phase in 7th grade or so? and the creepier stuff went over my head. You might want to read them first to decide if he'd like them--there's some stuff that looking back was actually really dark? But it's so well written, and the things that were bad were very obviously painted as Things Not to Do, so it gets a place on the list
-Redwall is really good, actually--if he changes his mind he should go for it
Trusted mutuals and friends, I put a question to you: my youngest brother (thirteen years old) is desperately looking for some books to read—do y’all have any recs? A few criteria: a few of his favorite series recently have been Keeper of the Lost Cities, The Unwanteds, and The Green Ember. He’s also pretty sensitive to swearing, but not so much to violence.
#I have so many recs#middle grade fiction has so much good stuff i swear#half of this is from like the 60s and the rest is from the 90s/early 2000s#i swear im not old#i havent hit 20 yet#book suggestions#prydain#westmark#star wars#young jedi knights#new jedi order#earthsea#a wizard of earthsea#redwall
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so is a child in this book written really badly or are my only references Early Bloomers with 160 iq
#i have the opposite of the problem in the book im reading#where a neurotypical 11 year old is really small and doesnt know a common phrase because of his age#when sometimes i think 'isnt everyone like 5'9/175 by middle school' because of my brother#and 'doesnt everyone know long division by first grade' because of myself#feeling more self conscious + self aware from a very early age is deeply isolating but if anyone wants critique on their writing hmu 🤪🥴
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Stuck at the bookstore until 3. Normally I wouldn't mind, but most of the people who have walked in here have been either annoying or an asshole.
#personal#literally had someone come out of the children's/middle grade section with a stack of nonfiction middle grade history books and#hand them to me saying that they don't belong there#like??? actually they do#i learned about those topics as early as 5th grade
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Grandpa's Bag of Stories by Sudha Murty - engaging collection of stories
Grandpa’s Bag of Stories by Sudha Murty is fast-paced, beautifully engaging collection of stories filled with morals that parents and grandparents will love sharing with their children of age 8 or more. Grandpa’s Bag of Stories by Sudha MurtySynopsisReviewBook Links Grandpa’s Bag of Stories by Sudha Murty Publication Date : July 29, 2024 Publisher : Puffin Read Date : September 2,…
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#anthology#Book Blog#book blog feature#Book for age 8+#Book review#book review blog#Book review feature#Books Teacup and Reviews#Collection of Stories#Early middle grade book#Grandpa&039;s Bag of Stories#Illustrated children&039;s book#Indian Book Blogger#Penguin Children&039;s books#stories within a story#Sudha Murty
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After finishing the Netflix ATLA I realized Shiprock is a lot like the Northern Water Tribe. They treat women OK but give them way fewer opportunities than the men. Just as women in the Northern Water Tribe can only be healers, women in Shiprock can only be schoolteachers or sirens . With very few exceptions.
And they make miserable any woman who dares want more options.
(I always thought Jake Windsnap is a bit sexist in the early books and this comparison confirms it)
#Katara and Mary Penelope and Millie all suffer from this#I always thought Jake Windsnap in the early books is a bit sexist and this just confirms it#netflix atla#ATLA#northern water tribe#emily windsnap#middle grade fiction#middle grade series#live action atla#avatar the last airbender
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Why Kids Aren't Falling in Love With Reading - It's Not Just Screens
A shrinking number of kids are reading widely and voraciously for fun.
The ubiquity and allure of screens surely play a large part in this—most American children have smartphones by the age of 11—as does learning loss during the pandemic. But this isn’t the whole story. A survey just before the pandemic by the National Assessment of Educational Progress showed that the percentages of 9- and 13-year-olds who said they read daily for fun had dropped by double digits since 1984. I recently spoke with educators and librarians about this trend, and they gave many explanations, but one of the most compelling—and depressing—is rooted in how our education system teaches kids to relate to books.
What I remember most about reading in childhood was falling in love with characters and stories; I adored Judy Blume’s Margaret and Beverly Cleary’s Ralph S. Mouse. In New York, where I was in public elementary school in the early ’80s, we did have state assessments that tested reading level and comprehension, but the focus was on reading as many books as possible and engaging emotionally with them as a way to develop the requisite skills. Now the focus on reading analytically seems to be squashing that organic enjoyment. Critical reading is an important skill, especially for a generation bombarded with information, much of it unreliable or deceptive. But this hyperfocus on analysis comes at a steep price: The love of books and storytelling is being lost.
This disregard for story starts as early as elementary school. Take this requirement from the third-grade English-language-arts Common Core standard, used widely across the U.S.: “Determine the meaning of words and phrases as they are used in a text, distinguishing literal from nonliteral language.” There is a fun, easy way to introduce this concept: reading Peggy Parish’s classic, Amelia Bedelia, in which the eponymous maid follows commands such as “Draw the drapes when the sun comes in” by drawing a picture of the curtains. But here’s how one educator experienced in writing Common Core–aligned curricula proposes this be taught: First, teachers introduce the concepts of nonliteral and figurative language. Then, kids read a single paragraph from Amelia Bedelia and answer written questions.
For anyone who knows children, this is the opposite of engaging: The best way to present an abstract idea to kids is by hooking them on a story. “Nonliteral language” becomes a whole lot more interesting and comprehensible, especially to an 8-year-old, when they’ve gotten to laugh at Amelia’s antics first. The process of meeting a character and following them through a series of conflicts is the fun part of reading. Jumping into a paragraph in the middle of a book is about as appealing for most kids as cleaning their room.
But as several educators explained to me, the advent of accountability laws and policies, starting with No Child Left Behind in 2001, and accompanying high-stakes assessments based on standards, be they Common Core or similar state alternatives, has put enormous pressure on instructors to teach to these tests at the expense of best practices. Jennifer LaGarde, who has more than 20 years of experience as a public-school teacher and librarian, described how one such practice—the class read-aloud—invariably resulted in kids asking her for comparable titles. But read-alouds are now imperiled by the need to make sure that kids have mastered all the standards that await them in evaluation, an even more daunting task since the start of the pandemic. “There’s a whole generation of kids who associate reading with assessment now,” LaGarde said.
By middle school, not only is there even less time for activities such as class read-alouds, but instruction also continues to center heavily on passage analysis, said LaGarde, who taught that age group. A friend recently told me that her child’s middle-school teacher had introduced To Kill a Mockingbird to the class, explaining that they would read it over a number of months—and might not have time to finish it. “How can they not get to the end of To Kill a Mockingbird?” she wondered. I’m right there with her. You can’t teach kids to love reading if you don’t even prioritize making it to a book’s end. The reward comes from the emotional payoff of the story’s climax; kids miss out on this essential feeling if they don’t reach Atticus Finch’s powerful defense of Tom Robinson in the courtroom or never get to solve the mystery of Boo Radley.
... Young people should experience the intrinsic pleasure of taking a narrative journey, making an emotional connection with a character (including ones different from themselves), and wondering what will happen next—then finding out. This is the spell that reading casts. And, like with any magician’s trick, picking a story apart and learning how it’s done before you have experienced its wonder risks destroying the magic.
-- article by katherine marsh, the atlantic (12 foot link, no paywall)
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April 2023 New Releases
No foolin' - April 2023 has a bunch of great New Releases that are on my radar - and should be on yours too! #comingsoon #NewReleases #MustRead #TBR #TBRlist #BookTwitter #coverlove #readingcommunity #bookstoread #BooksWorthReading #books
Happy April! Spring is in the air here in Georgia… and so is pollen haha! There are 85 titles on this list of April 2023 New Releases, and they comprise a range of genres – contemporary, historical, cozy mystery, suspense, Amish fiction, children’s books, YA, and even some speculative fiction. And, of course, expect to see lots of romance because it’s me, after all 😉 All books listed are…
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Miracle III
Aitana Bonmatí x Baby!Reader
Summary: An early morning with Mama
The sunlight filtering into the room has Aitana blinking awake, squinting as the soft rays of sun glow directly in her eyes.
She yawns, glancing away from the gap in the curtains to look directly at the baby monitor on her bedside table.
The image shows you clearly, wide awake and standing. One hand grips your pegasus plushie while the other stretches up to play with one of the hanging stars on your mobile.
You're probably getting too big for it now, developing quickly from baby to that weird baby-toddler in between that Aitana can remember happened to Skatt and before Skatt, Conejita.
She wishes that she'd studied them more carefully so she'd be prepared for this.
You seem to realise she's watching you though with the same weird sixth sense you have when you're playmates are ready to climb in the playpen with you at training.
You babble a bit, interspersing nonsense with real words as you blow spit bubbles.
"Mama Ta-Ta! Ta-Ta!"
Aitana finds a fond smile appearing on her face as she rolls over in bed, slipping her feet into a pair of fluffy slippers and pulling on a bathrobe to keep the early morning chill out.
You make a little noise of happiness when your bedroom door opens and Aitana plucks you into her arms without anymore nagging.
"Good morning, estrella," She coos, dropping a soft kiss to the end of your nose which makes you go cross-eyed.
"Mor'ing Mama Ta-Ta."
You reach out a hand to grab at Aitana's face, scraping weak little fingers against her cheek before finally getting a grip on her ear.
She laughs, gently pulling your grabby little hand away as she checks the funny little cuckoo clock Mapi had gotten you as a joke.
It's still early.
Too early to be up on a day off.
"Let's go to my bed."
You seem fascinated with the soft blanket covers as Aitana lays you in the middle of her bed as she strips back down to just her pjs, running your fingers over the patterns again and again as you gnaw on pegasus' wing.
Aitana drags you towards her in just the way you like, pulling out your fuzzy onesie legs until you're right next to her.
You kick out happily as she gently manoeuvres you into a sitting position.
There's no hope in getting you to sleep again, not when you're wide awake like this but that doesn't mean the two of you can't stay in bed for a little while longer.
Aitana is easily amused by the funny little sounds you make and the way that you try to sound out words you've heard her say before.
You're startlingly intelligent for your age, far advanced than what Aitana can remember baby Skatt and baby Conejita to be like. She isn't quite sure whether it's a genetic thing or just how much time she dedicates to your education, young as you are.
Tv time is spent only watching educational kid's shows or some documentaries. Time is set aside to watch a bit of football together of course but even then, Aitana waffles on about tactics and formations and everything else under the sun she can think of.
She's read all the baby books about raising children bilingual and how to foster a love for reading in them. She'd taken you to her parents once and returned to find her mother reading a university grade textbook to you before bedtime.
She doesn't know if it's just a Bonmatí thing or if it's how she's raising you.
Either way, she's glad because even now you're working your brain and you've barely gotten up.
"Mer-ry," You say and Aitana smiles.
"Mercury," She corrects.
"Mer-cry."
"Mer-cury."
"Mercury!"
"Good job, estrella!"
You giggle as Aitana tickles your tummy, hand coming out to imitate her movements but Aitana captures it easily, pressing a soft kiss to your palm.
The rest of the early morning goes the same way, with you struggling to say all the planet names until Aitana helps to correct you.
At some point, you migrate to her lap, head tilted all the way back on her shoulder so you can see her clearly.
Something about the way you look at her, your soft baby features, the smile on your face, the sparkle in your eyes, has Aitana's chest bursting with warmth.
"I..." She says, feeling slightly choked up as your hands gently explore her fingers," I love you, estrella."
"Lub you," You say back," Lub Mama."
The warmth turns to ice instantly, like a lance cracking her chest open and finding a home in her heart.
"No," Aitana says gently," No Mama. Mama Ta-Ta, remember? You've already got a Mama."
You shake your head. "Mama."
"I...Estrella...Estrella, no. I'm not Mama. I'm Mama Ta-Ta."
It feels disrespectful to take that role.
This was never the life Aitana was meant to have. You were hers biologically. That had been the plan.
She was meant to donate her egg, the least she could do for her two best friends who desperately wanted a child but couldn't have any of their own. She was meant to be Tia Aitana, Tia Ta-Ta who would swoop you up occasionally and show you the joys of life. The one that you could come to when you were a moody teenager and in that stage where you 'hated' your parents.
Maybe if you had called her 'Mami' it would be different but Mama was the name that Aitana's friend referred to herself as. She was meant to be your Mama, not Aitana.
Not Aitana who is already pushing invisible boundaries by allowing herself to be called Mama Ta-Ta.
You shake your head stubbornly. "Mama!"
It seems you've inherited the Bonmatí stubbornness too as your smiling face sets into a little frown just like Aitana's.
She doesn't know how to explain it to you, doesn't know how to explain that she can't be your Mama. No matter how much she wants to.
"Mama..." You whine, frown morphing into a chin wobble and a chin wobble morphing into big fat tears rolling down your face.
"No, no, estrella! It's okay! Don't cry! I'm sorry!"
Aitana desperately tries to bounce you, to soothe your tears but you're inconsolable until you're tucked into her chest, hand reaching up to tug at the collar of her sleep shirt.
"Mama," You babble through your tears, trying to shuffle even closer," Mama, please."
Aitana's own bottom lip wobbles as tears prick in her eyes.
She rests her cheek on the top of your head, breathing in the soft baby smell that never quite left, lingering on the edges of her senses like it had the first time she'd met you.
It feels disrespectful to take her friend's name but at the same time, it feels right.
To be your Mama.
To take the name that you've so happily bestowed upon her.
The name you've chosen for her.
No longer Ta-Ta or Mama Ta-Ta.
Just Mama.
You whimper a little, wiping your runny nose all over the front of her shirt. "Mama?"
"Yes, estrella," Aitana says," I'm your Mama."
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Tolerate It
pls enjoy this kinda angsty little thing I wrote a couple of months ago when I was really going through it in a relationship and have been too shy to post anywhere until today. I miiiiight have the second part to this halfway done. If this sucks I'm so sorry lmao it’s very lightly proofread and I have not written anything that hasn't had to be turned in for a grade in years.
Part Two
You sit alone at the table wondering how you ended up here. The dinner you'd spent the better part of the evening preparing grows cold as you sip on what has to be your third glass of wine. From your spot you can see Abby standing at the counter, speaking softly into the phone while she reads through the mail that had piled up over the last week. You pick at your food, hoping she'll join you eventually, but when fifteen minutes turns into twenty and then thirty five, you realize you're wasting your time. The laughter from the other room tells you the work part of the call ended long ago. Pushing your chair back, not caring when the loud noise earns you a glare from Abby, you gather your plate and blow out the candles at the center of the table.
Abby moves to sit on the loveseat in the living room after her call. It doesn't take long for her to get lost in the new book she had just brought home. Your eyes shift to the untouched plate of food still waiting for her in the dining room and then to the apple in her hand. The sound of your throat clearing catches her attention.
"Your plate is still at the table if you want it, babe." You gesture to the lone plate at her usual spot.
There's a pang in your chest at the sight of the floral arrangement you'd chosen for the week. Behind that, strong wind pelts rain at the window. The gloomy weather a perfect representation of the storm brewing inside you.
"I thought I told you I had an early dinner with a couple of colleagues."
"Oh."
It comes out as a whisper. Not bothering to tell her she hadn't called you back after her lunch break. Again. You make a mental note to put the plate away before bed, knowing she'll pack it for tomorrow.
Your arms are elbow deep in soapy water, trying to rush through the last couple of dishes before she retreats to her study. The clanking of pots and pans fills the quiet space. You scrub at a particularly stubborn spot, trying to think of a way to bring it up without sounding too obvious.
"How was work today?"
"Fine." Your wife replies, not elaborating further.
"It's the twenty first, right?" There's some hesitation in the question.
"Yup."
Okay.
She doesn't look up from her book when you shuffle past her a little while later, placing a steaming mug on the coffee table. Her hand caresses the soft skin of your thigh and you perk up when she mumbles a soft thanks, placing a quick kiss on her temple. The sleeping cat on her lap stirs when you give him a gentle scratch behind the ear.
You settle into the sofa across from her and watch her read. She's in the cotton pajamas and fuzzy socks you'd laid out in the closet for her. It makes you feel ridiculously overdressed. Your hands fist the skirt of your dress, feeling foolish. There's a dark spot on the satin material from leaning over the wet counter.
The record player in the far corner of the room catches your attention. You miss the nights where she'd play you one of her favorites and dance with you around the living room before letting you sit on her lap as she read out loud to you. You never thought you would miss those boring medical journals. These days you're lucky if you get more than an hour with her before she locks herself in her study.
It hadn't always been like this. The two of you have been together longer than you've been apart. Visions of eleven year old Abby teaching you how to braid her hair for soccer practice flash in your head. Crawling into her bed in the middle of the night after another nasty fight between your parents. Summer vacations to her family's lake house. Her and her parents at every dance recital and play you'd ever been part of in high school. Realizing at sixteen that your feelings for the girl weren't so platonic. Then moving into the spare bedroom down the hall from her a year later after coming out to your family. Prom dress shopping with her and her mother, sneaking kisses in the tiny fitting rooms. The Anderson's were the family you never had.
Navigating young adulthood with Abby had been fun. You'd rented a tiny apartment in Seattle and paid way too much for it while attending university. It wasn't much, but it was home. You remember the dance parties in the tiny living room. The time the blonde begged you to let her keep the tiny cat she'd found in an alley on the way home one random afternoon. Going on dates and exploring the city. Staying up late and fantasizing about what life would look like in ten years. The look on her face as her thumb rubbed small circles on the exposed skin of your belly after you'd shown her your list of baby names. Getting married just after graduation.
Abby had never been too busy to show you how much she loved you, no matter how busy she got with school. Packing your meals for work, making sure your car had enough gas in it, organizing stay at home date nights whenever your schedules aligned. And you doing the same for her when she was up to her eyebrows in work for school.
The notes were your favorite. They had started appearing randomly after you'd been unexpectedly laid off. You'd been moping around the house for weeks, losing hope after not hearing back from any of the companies you'd applied to. Always in your favorite color, the purple post it notes could be found stuck to the wherever you'd see them first thing in the morning. The silly declarations of love and the affirmations always made you smile.
Those days were long gone. You were slowly going from high school sweethearts to two people who simply co-existed. No matter what you did or how hard you tried, it was getting harder to deny the lack of warmth in her eyes when she looked at you sometimes. Today proved what you had been too afraid to admit to yourself. The only person who had ever felt like home has slowly started becoming a stranger that slipped into your bed later and later each night.
Your eyes start stinging and you bite down on your lower lip. There's no way you're breaking down in front of her, not tonight. The warmth radiating from the fireplace does little to keep away the chill running through your body. Shaky hands bring the mug to your lips, hoping some tea would calm the nausea swirling in your stomach. You're not surprised to find yourself unable to keep drinking after a few tiny sips. Abby's favorite mug grows cold on the coffee table and you're positive she doesn't even remember it's there.
The sound of her phone ringing startles you both. Abby snatches the phone off the counter, a tired sigh leaves her parted lips when she sees who's calling. She jogs up the steps, intently listening to whoever is on the other end of the phone. You pick at the chipping nail polish on your left hand, watching the way your engagement ring glints in the dim light of the fire. Your stomach dips as you slip the stack off your finger, placing them in the small bowl on the coffee table.
"Are you going somewhere?" Your head shoots up to where she's standing in the threshold. The sight of her in a fresh pair of navy blue scrubs doesn't surprise you. Her loose bun traded for a tight braid that hangs over her shoulder.
"No. Why would I be?"
She gestures at your dress. Eyes roaming over your face, finally noticing the makeup you'd carefully applied hours before. You see her lock in on your empty hand, her sculpted brows furrow in confusion. Please say something. You beg, just wanting to understand why this is happening. Was she so busy she couldn't even bother to ask what's wrong? Did she even care anymore?
The constant buzzing of the phone in her tote bag answers your question for you. She shakes her head and turns to the door, stopping to slip her feet into her sneakers. You follow silently behind her, wondering if you should say something.
"Abigail?"
She hums in acknowledgment, not bothering to look up from her phone. Her fingers move at lightning speed across the touchscreen. Your nails dig into the palm of your hand, fighting the urge to snatch her phone and chuck it against the wall.
"What?" She asks again when you don't speak up. The look of annoyance on her face has you taking a step back.
"Nevermind," you turn towards the coat closet, pulling out her winter jacket. "It doesn't matter." You don't have to look back to know she's rolling her eyes.
"I should be back before you leave for work." You busy yourself with the already organized closet, pretending to move things around while she gathers the rest of her things.
"Be careful." You mumble, blinking rapidly to stop the tears from flowing. Not trusting yourself to say much more without your throat closing.
"Always am." She plants a kiss on the back of your head and heads out the door. It's only when you hear the sound of her car pulling away that you let yourself cry. No longer caring about the mascara that is certainly smearing.
Unsteady legs carry to the foot of the stairs where you collapse into a pathetic heap. Tears freely flowing down your cheeks, further staining the material of your dress. Your hands harshly pull at the fabric, wanting nothing more than to rip it off. The pins in your hair clatter loudly on the floor as you harshly pull them out.
Your sobs echo throughout the empty house. Pain radiates through your body, from somewhere in your chest to the tips of your fingers. The nausea has increased tenfold. You inhale sharply, resting your head on your knees. Watery eyes fixed on the front door your wife had just walked out of, this gut wrenching feeling of loneliness overwhelms you.
"Happy anniversary Abby."
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