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Part 1 * Part 2
Pairing: jeongin x reader
Word count: 2,1k
Summary: when Jeongin has a proposition for you, who are you to turn him down? Tags: suggestive maybe, but its mostly setting the scene for the smut in part 2
a/n: Happy birthday to our beloved Innie!! This was supposed to be a one shot, but because I'm not finished yet I decided to upload it in 2 parts. Part 2 will be smut ;)
Everyone in the studio has been excited about Yang Jeongin's shoot today. It’s all anyone could talk about this week, you included. You’ve been a Stay for a while now and when the call came that you’ve been chosen as the intern to work with the head photographer on this particular shoot, you may have fangirled your little heart out.
When Jeongin walks into the studio this morning, looking sleepy and a little nervous, you expect to have to coax him out of his shell during the shoot. But boy were you wrong. As soon as he changes into his first outfit and the camera’s are turned on, it's like he transforms into a different man.
You know he’s used to the camera’s, that he knows how to work them, but you also know how he feels about his body. He’s always been careful with showing too much skin and even with the Hallucination performance now existing, you didn’t think he’d be this confident, this sexy. Not that he shouldn’t be. The man is an absolute vision, with and without clothes.
All through the photoshoot you can't keep your eyes off him. He's a work of art, perfectly sculptured with smooth skin and muscles in all the right places. It doesn't help that his eyes keep finding yours, holding your gaze, both through the lens of your camera as without it.
‘Is it just me or does he look at you like you’re his next meal?’ Yumi, one of the make-up artists whispers in your ear during the second outfit change.
‘I’m glad you’re seeing it too and I’m not going crazy,’ you mumble, looking through the photos you just shot.
‘You’ve been undressing him with your eyes as well, don’t pretend like you haven’t,’ Yumi teases. ‘But I don’t blame you, that man is fine.’
‘Don’t let your husband hear you say that,’ you laugh. ‘But yes he is, look at this.’ You show her a picture where Jeongin leans back in the chair he’s sitting on, his abs on display as he has an arm thrown over his head while he looks right into your camera.
Yumi whistles through her teeth. ‘It’s like he’s looking right into my soul, damn girl, this is good stuff. If you don’t want him, I’ll take him.’
‘You have a husband, babe,’ you repeat. ‘Besides, I’m pretty sure he doesn’t sleep around.’
Your eyes meet Jeongin’s then from across the room and the way he smirks at you almost feels like he heard what you just said.
During the next break you make your way to the snack table and grab a handful of grapes. You need something sweet to silence the beast inside you and usually food can do the job almost just as well as sex.
You grab some grapes and pop them in your mouth, already eying the chocolate on the other side of the table. The flavour of a perfectly sweet grape hits your tongue then and you hum in surprise, immediately reaching out to take some more. Wow, these are good.
Someone chuckles next to you and with flushed cheeks you look up to see Jeongin looking down at you. He has the same look in his eyes as before and his lips are tipped up in a grin.
Up close he's even more beautiful than through your camera.
'I, uhm, can recommend the grapes,' you stammer dumbly, not knowing what else to say. You quickly pop some more grapes into your mouth so you won't have to talk for a moment.
'I have a proposition for you,' Jeongin whispers into your ear as he leans close to you to grab an apple from the bowl on your other side.
You nearly choke on the remaining grapes in your mouth and start coughing loudly.
What did he just say?
A proposition?
What the fuck does that mean?
Jeongin looks at you with both concern and amusement as you continue to cough, but then he reaches for a bottle of water and unscrews the cap before giving it to you. One of his hands comes up to rub your back and you look up at him with teary eyes, before taking a sip.
'Thanks,' you say, clearing your throat. 'I don't think I heard that correctly.'
'You did,' Jeongin smiles and he looks around to see if anyone is in hearing distance before he leans in close again. 'And the next time you look at me with tears in your eyes will be when you're choking on my cock.'
Your mouth falls open at his words and you nearly drop the bottle of water in your hands.
'I--what?'
Jeongin just shrugs, giving you a cheeky grin before his eyes travel up and down your body.
'You can say no, but I hope you'll meet me after the shoot.'
You blink at him and pinch your arm, not sure if you're dreaming or hallucinating. You must be. Right?
Yang Jeongin, Ayen, the maknae of Stray Kids did not just suggest he wanted you to blow him, did he? Because that would be insane.
'But- You- I,' you stutter, your brain is definitely having an error at the whole situation.
'Me and you,' Jeongin nods. 'I'd like that very much.'
At this point you're just gaping at him, probably looking like a fish on dry land. Fucking hell, what did he just do to you?
'What happened to sweet innocent Ayen?'
'Who said I was innocent?'
'Uhm, everyone?'
'Have you seen the Hallucination performance?' Jeongin asks. 'Have you been paying attention today?'
You scoff at him. Of course you have and he knows it or he wouldn't have approached you, but he just raises his eyebrows and waits for you to talk.
Damn Chan for rooming with him. It has to be his fault.
'You've been corrupted and I wasn't ready,' you pout.
'Or have I just been pretending?' Jeongin winks, taking a bite of the apple you forgot he was holding.
'Breaks over!' Your boss yells then and you jump like someone just electrocuted you.
'Wait for me after, okay?' Jeongin asks, smiling sweetly before he turns around to get his make-up touched up.
What the fuck just happened?
The rest of the shoot goes by in a blur with Jeongin being even more sexy and confident than before and it's driving you insane. It feels like he’s playing with you, with his food, like you’re the prey and he’s the hunter.
Your camera is filled with pictures of him biting his lip, rolling his eyes upwards, baring his neck and many more sexual images. Everyone around you is buzzing with energy, happy with the vibe and the pictures that are being shown on the computer screens from both Junhi, the head photographer, and you.
You lost count how many times your heart skips a beat as Jeongin looks at you, or rather at your camera, but from your point of view there’s not much difference. By the end of the shoot you feel hot and your clothes feel too tight against your skin.
One by one staff members pick up their stuff and leave the studio. You're being deliberty slow with putting your camera and laptop away and you linger to chat with your co-workers to buy yourself some more time to decide what to do.
You'd be a fool to turn down Jeongin's proposal and you desperately wanted to go with him and do anything he wanted, but a small part of you wondered if it was a good idea. You had one night stands before, but being with a world famous idol is new for you and you’re not sure if you feel confident enough to go for it.
When Jeongin leaves the studio, his manager on his heels, you stare after him. Will he wait for you somewhere? Will he come back to see if you are still here when more people have left the building?
‘Miss?’ A soft voice startles you.
To your left a kind looking man smiles down at you. He's wearing a suit and there's a security emblem on his sleeve.
‘Yes?’ you ask, nerves filling your body.
‘Could you come with me for a moment? I have some questions I'd like to ask you.’
You share a look with Yumi and she shrugs at you.
‘Uhm, sure,’ you nod, following him to the hallway. ‘What's this about?’
The man doesn't answer and leads you to a secluded room at the other side of the building. Inside sits another man in a suit and in front of him are a bunch of papers.
‘Hello,’ he greets you kindly, gesturing to the seat in front of him. ‘You're L/N Y/N?’
‘That's me,’ you nod as you sit down.
‘Good, let's get straight to it shall we,’ the man smiles. ‘Yang Jeongin has asked to spend the evening with you, do you agree to this?’
You blink a few times and your mouth falls open in a small ‘o’. You should have known that this was about Jeongin.
Squirming in your seat you try to ignore your galloping heart as blood rushes to your cheeks.
‘I agree,’ you say, screaming internally at how easy it was to say.
‘And do you also agree to sign an NDA?’
You tilt your head. ‘What would I be signing for?’
The man pushes a paper across the table for you to read. ‘The most important thing is that you can't share anything about your night with the outside world, if you do we'll sue you and you'll have to pay a large fine.’
‘Okay, so no talking about it. Got it,’ you nod, scanning the text in front of you.
It’s all pretty basic. You can’t share any personal information with anyone or make any pictures or videos during your stay with Jeongin. It makes sense that they want to protect their idol from any scandals and you weren't planning on telling anyone. Who, besides Yumi, would believe you anyway.
‘Can I borrow a pen?’
Thirty minutes later you're in front of a hotel door. Your heart is once again beating so fast that it feels like Jeongin would be able to hear it if he opened the door right now. The security guard who brought you up, gives you a funny look when you take three deep breaths before knocking on the door.
Stay calm Y/N.
Jeongin opens the door within what feels like two heartbeats. He's wearing the same outfit as before, but his hair is much messier. It looks like he continuously dragged his hands through it. Was he nervous? Did he wonder if you would come?
He grins when he sees you and steps aside to let you in.
‘I wasn't sure you'd come,’ he says as he closes the door behind you. ‘I'm really glad you did.’
‘Yeah?’ you smile, shrugging out of your coat and dumping it on the couch along with your bag. ‘I’m glad I decided to come too, then.’
‘You were having doubts?’ Jeongin asks when you turn to look at him.
He has his arms crossed and his eyebrows are raised as he studies your face.
‘Not really,’ you shake your head. ‘I just have never done anything like this with an Idol before.’
‘So in a sense, I’m your first?’ Jeongin grins, dropping his arms next to his body as he steps closer to you.
‘I guess so,’ you laugh.
‘I like that,’ Jeongin says, he’s so close now that you have to look up.
There’s a glimmer of something in his eyes that makes your stomach flip. He looks excited, hungry and playful and heat fills your belly in anticipation. You have no idea what to expect from him.
‘What else do you like?’ you ask, smirking up at him.
‘You’re about to find out,’ he says and then he pounces.
His lips are soft, but he kisses you hard and fast. He tastes like coffee and cinnamon and when he sucks on your tongue you moan into his mouth. Jeongin’s hands are on your waist and he slowly walks you back until your back hits the door.
‘You’re mine for tonight, Y/N,’ he whispers against your lips.
All decent thoughts and any lingering doubts leave your mind then. You like this confident man in front of you and instead of answering you just moan again and roll your hips forward to collide with his. Whatever he wants, he’ll get. You’re ready to completely give yourself to him.
Jeongin’s hands tighten on your hips to keep you still. ‘What do you say to that?’
Your brain takes a moment to come up with a reply.
‘I’m yours?’ your voice sounds breathy and shaky.
‘Is that a question or an answer?’ Jeongin asks, his lips leaving a trail on your neck as he slowly sucks on your skin.
‘I’m yours,’ you say, sounding more sure. ‘I’m yours for tonight.’
‘Good girl.’
a/n: part 2 with the smut will be up either tomorrow or monday at its latest! ;) I hope you liked reading this hehe (sorry i just cant write smut without at least SOME story or warm up lmao) - taglist: @jaeminie-cricket @jeonginsbaee @staylovesmiley @newbbystay @cashtonsbetch @mariahxrrera @kaleigh-2002 @silencionyx @smileykiddie08 @my-neurodivergent-world @yaorzu-blog @yoongiismylove2018 @staytinyluv @bookswillfindyouaway @queen-thiccness @notastraykid @ateez-atiny380 @estella-novella @furfoxsake22 @hyunjinhoexxx @insomnjen @girl-in-love-with-kpop @vivilovesuu @velvetmoonlght @skz8love @corgilover20 @littlelostdemonofthelight @stephanieeeyang @zulie-and-cats @chanshugsaretherapy @pizzalove5000 @dazzlingjade @milie-com @thequibbie @channiesrightasscheek @strawbrriz @delulustardust @velvetskize @channiefever @luvbangchan @aalexyuuuhm @katsukis1wife @herpoetryprincess @ye0lkkot @glitterywastelandgardener @vampcharxter @boi-bi-ahaha @mlink64 @greyyeti @mariteez
#stray kids x reader#stray kids fanfic#stray kids scenarios#stray kids imagines#jeongin x reader#yang jeongin x reader#in x reader#skz x reader#jeongin fanfic#chancloud8 writes
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"You're my -" "I'm your daughter."
Runaan catching Callum when he jumps into the boat after helping the elves escape, even when he himself was barely strong enough to walk there
Rayla running to find safety in Callum's arms after Lyrennus rejects her, and how he curls around her
Janai trying to learn sign language made for people with five fingers just to talk to Amaya better
Ethari braiding Rayla's hair before she left to Katolis the first time
Soren genuinely trying to help Callum look cool in front of his sister, even during his "bully" years
The way Runaan and Ethari smile at each other after their first kiss in two years
Soren making stupid fart jokes to remind Ezran it's okay to just Be A Kid sometimes
Ethari telling Runaan about what happened to Rayla within minutes of being reunited, because she matters so much to them
Corvus baking every year for Amaya's birthday
Gren's look of concern towards Runaan's cell, even though he's a soldier who's been raised and trained to see him as an enemy
The way Amaya picks him up and spins him around in a hug because she's so happy to see him after he returns to the battlefront from Katolis
The way Callum and Ezran's love is never made the butt of a joke, and they tell each other they love each other so freely and honestly
Corvus' anxiety about losing Ezran after finding the boys, and giving Ezran rides on his shoulders to help teach Zym how to fly
The way Ethari's wedding cuffs on his horns have gems the same color as his husband's eyes, and turquoise gems that match show up on more of his clothing after two years apart
Soren being simultaneously protective and a goof with Callum and Ezran, being the big brother for them that Claudia wouldn't let him be for her
The way Harrow cuddles his bird
Harrow thinking of Callum as his son from the beginning
Soren doing push ups with the boys and Bait on his back
The way Harrow and Sarai refused to be absent parents while also being monarchs, going sledding and building snowmen and teaching their kids new games
The rose Harrow gave Sarai while courting her, and the way she smiled
The way Barius lets Ezran steal jelly tarts, because it reminds everyone of Sarai
The bird's name is Pip, and he peeps. Harrow is a pokemon collector
Janai making a habit of taking Amaya out for romantic picnics
Callum just freely saying he's in love with Rayla when a child attempts to tease him
On that note, Callum clearly having thought about having kids with her before when Lira brings up the concept
The way Ethari laughs at Callum and Rayla's shock at "ten babies", and how Runaan smiles at him after he starts
Small moments in TDP to remind us of love despite the horrors
The Amaya and Corvus forehead touch
Callum sharing Harrow’s letter about history being a narrative of love with Ezran sometime during the time skip
Soren carrying Ezran on piggyback
Ezran deciding his big brother needs a 17th birthday party to get cheered up
Soren caring and worrying about Zubeia’s infection
Callum stroking Rayla’s hand with his thumb
Soren opening up to Corvus about his mom’s photo being tucked in his armor
Sarai and Amaya signing to each other and laughing
The Baitlings. Just them.
Rayla singing Stella to sleep
The Callum and Rayla fist bump
Ezran running to Rayla the moment he saw she came back and making it known he wants her on the mission
Callum copying the tickle thing Harrow used to do with him and Ezran
Ezran teaching Zym how to fly
Soren “giving” Aunt Amaya a punch in the arm “from him”
Rayla being hugged in the middle of all her boys
Ezran telling Rayla he loves her in front of Sorvus and Ruthari
Callum setting up the boat with all the little animals
Terry kissing Claudia’s forehead
Callum being so excited Amaya was getting married he tossed his staff to rush to her and Gren had to catch it
Amaya coming to Gren and saying for advice on how to write her vows
Callum wishing Ezran was there because “he’d know what to do” with the star weaver spider
Astrid asking complete strangers if they were Aunt Amaya
Stella playing with Soren’s hair when him and Rayla were hugging
Rayla touching Callum’s face lovingly
Amaya holding Janai after her nightmares
Callum having a drawing of Rayla in his office
Bait. Just Bait. Their grumpy emotional-support therapy toad.
Callum memorizing and reciting Damien’s poetry
Soren wearing pajamas under his armor
Callum tying a bracelet of phoenix feathers around Rayla’s wrist
Gren bring the best third wheel ever
Zubeia laughing at Soren’s jokes
Rayla kissing Esmeray so gently
Callum going straight to Ezran to tell him he loves him after reading Harrow's letter
Bait patting Soren’s foot to let him know he wasn’t a “failed son”
Callum finally calling Harrow ‘Dad’
Corvus clapping at Soren’s jokes.
Callum’s wing hugs. They look like the warmest safest hugs ever.
Soren apologizing to Callum and squeezing him on the Storm Spire steps. Fastforward two years and they are holding each other.
Kazi’s “wild and crazy student years”
Sarai proving that love knows no bounds by falling in love with a poet then a king
Ezran holding Callum in his arms when he had passed out even though they were fighting
Callum pushing back Rayla’s hair
Adoraburs. Just adoraburs.
#the dragon prince#tdp#continuethesaga#giveusthesaga#i thought we needed some softness and positivity to remind us why we love this show right now#ADD TO IT IF YOU HAVE MORE#tdp season 7#god this hit me in the heart in the best way#thanks for the reminders OP#I need to rewatch the show for all of these reasons now
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Kagari Amagase 1st Birthday Campaign: Story
His POV Story
"I Want The Princess"
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I stood on the battlefield, washed off the blood and headed to my secondary residence.
…
The instant I stepped inside, I collapsed like a puppet whose strings had been cut.
Like always, I felt lightheaded and couldn’t think straight.
However, the book laying on my desk caught my eye.
The cover of the book was decorated with a rose motif, a flower rare in Kogyoku.
I crawled closer to the book and reached for it.
When I opened the cover, a piece of paper with text written in the Princess’ penmanship fell out and landed on my face.
Those were various detailed annotations about the book’s contents.
A pure desire to enjoy the book came right to me.
(My birthday…)
(It was my first time.)
…
Nobleman: Happy birthday, Prince Kagari. I wish you a joyful and prosperous year ahead.
Kagari: Oh.
This year too, there was a snaking line of people outside the castle for my birthday.
I received countless birthday greetings, but I didn't know the appropriate response to them.
(Everything is different from when I was still part of the royal family. There are so many things I don’t understand.)
Back in the day, my birthdays were simple, ending with a congratulatory speech from the King.
My older brother had countless people celebrating his birthday and even had a banquet held for him, but that wasn't the case for me — his younger brother.
No one ever doubted it because the difference between me and my older brother, who possessed remarkable capabilities that made everyone around have high expectations for him, was like night and day.
(But… thinking about it now, I wish I’d at least gotten one dorayaki.)
(... Hm?)
At the very end of the line — a familiar figure was standing under a cherry blossom tree in the distance.
My body moved on its own before I even realised it.
Kagari: You’re wide open, Princess.
The Princess reacted exaggeratingly in surprise. I put a hand over her mouth and dragged her into the shade.
Emma: Mmph…!
I pinned her struggling body against a tree trunk before closing the distance between us to avoid drawing the attention of the people nearby.
(She’s still as weak as ever, like she could die any moment.)
Kagari: Do you promise to behave?
I took my hand off her mouth and she nodded.
Emma: … What are you doing here, Prince Kagari?
Kagari: I saw you.
Emma: So you came to see me?
Kagari: You called me here.
(Maybe.)
Her fidgeting near the line must mean she wants to see me, right?
Kagari: If you were planning to join the line, don’t bother.
Kagari: It won’t end until nightfall.
Emma: That long…?
Kagari: There’s a banquet tonight. That’ll go on till dawn.
Kagari: So, why are you here?
The Princess’ eyes darted around awkwardly.
It was suspicious behaviour, she looked very uneasy, as though she was hiding something she wanted to say.
Emma: … Um… there were so many people gathered, and I got curious…
She hid the bag she was holding behind her back.
Given today’s occasion and the Princess’ personality, the answer is obvious.
(She’s hesitant to celebrate my birthday.)
(Is this really something to agonise about?)
(... I don’t really get it, but this is fine.)
(It doesn't matter whether I receive birthday greetings or not…)
(But spending my birthday with her might actually be more enjoyable.)
(I’ll take her along for the customary inspection.)
…
Dressed as one of the Yasha’s subordinates, the Princess pointed an imitation sword at the assassins.
I couldn’t help but be secretly impressed as I watched from atop a roof.
(She’s gotten more used to things compared to when she first arrived in Kogyoku.)
(Even though it’s only an imitation sword, she’s learnt how to point one at others.)
(With that amount of guts, she’ll have no problem surviving in Kogyoku. Full marks for her.)
(Also… the clothes my subordinates wear really suit her.)
I stared absentmindedly at her exposed nape, where her hair was tied up in a single knot.)
(I remember Matias saying something about this before.)
(“The nape, usually hidden by her hair, is the most valuable”.)
At that time, I thought he was purely spouting weird nonsense, but I understand now.
(It’s so slender, I feel like biting it— wait, what? Why do I want to bite it?
(No idea. I’ll ask Matias next time.)
(If this is something that requires some brains, I’ll ask Azel.)
While I was lost in thought, the assassin placed their hands on the hilt of their swords.
Before they could unsheath their swords ever so slightly, I jumped down and swung my sheathed sword.
The impact was solid, and all the assassins’ eyes rolled back as they fell unconscious.
Had I drawn my sword, their heads would have flown off their shoulders.
(Weak.)
Kagari: That was easy. I hoped they’d at least be good enough for me to draw my sword.
As I turned around feeling disappointed, the Princess was in the midst of sheathing the imitation sword.
Before the blade fully went into the scabbard, I moved closer and held her slender hand.
Kagari: Princess, you need to adjust the angle of your stance.
Emma: I see…
Kagari: Also, never hunch your back on a battlefield.
Emma: I never noticed I was doing that.
Kagari: Exactly. Even though you’re dressed like one of my subordinates, you’re weak.
Emma: … I’m sorry.
Cat: Nyaa…
While I was guiding her for future use, I heard a meowing sound coming from next to my feet.
It was the stray cat I had an undesirable, yet inseparable relationship with.
Kagari: Ah, give me a minute.
I folded a piece of paper with instructions on how to deal with the men lying on the ground and handed it to the cat.
It gave a delighted meow as it took the paper in its mouth and scurried off.
Emma: What was that…?
Kagari: Calico No.1.
Kagari: It often roams the streets. So if you ever need to contact me, you can count on it for that.
Emma: So instead of a carrier pigeon… you have a carrier cat.
Kagari: Yeah.
(This guy’s more temperamental than a pigeon, though.)
Emma: About the piece of paper you gave it earlier on…
Kagari: I summoned my subordinates. It’s a hassle to clean up this mess.
I stood up and looked down at the amateurish assassins lying on the ground.
The Princess looked eager for an explanation, almost to the point she was getting restless.
(They’re no more significant than random passersby, but…)
Kagari: This is a “gift” I receive on my birthday every year, amidst the celebrations.
Kagari: I was looking forward to a more challenging opponent, but I got disappointed this year too.
The Princess frowned at my blunt response.
(Is she angry?)
(Weird. It doesn't even concern her.)
(Maybe this is something “strange” to the Princess?)
(When you come from a different place, what’s common and what’s not changes. That's interesting.)
(What’s common knowledge to me, might not be so common to her.)
…
Night fell as usual, and it was time for the banquet.
Savouring the enjoyable time we had together, I parted ways with the Princess.
Soon after, the ever so hardworking Calico No.1 came with a letter in its mouth.
…
I went to the cherry blossom tree where I sometimes admired the flowers with the Princess, and the sender of that letter looked clearly pleased to see me.
Feeling comforted by her reaction, I sat down next to her under the tree.
Emma: Has the banquet ended?
Kagari: Not yet.
Emma: You managed to slip away.
Kagari: Your summon is more important.
Cat: Nyaa
(Is it asking for a reward?)
I gently petted the cat that had been nuzzling itself against my leg and it left like it was never there.
Heartless cat.
(Right now, the Princess is more important than Calico No.1.)
Kagari: You changed your clothes.
Emma: Yes, I wanted to meet you as my usual self.
Emma: If I’m going to celebrate your birthday, I want to do it as the version of me you met in Kogyoku.
Kagari: …
(Is this what she meant when she said she “wanted some of my time after the banquet”?)
Emma: Happy birthday, Prince Kagari.
The Princess, who had been hesitant about wishing me a happy birthday this morning, presented me with a cherry blossom-patterned package.
I accepted the package, unwrapped it, and took out what was insides
Kagari: A book?
Emma: It’s a storybook from Rhodolite.
(It’s my first time receiving a book as a birthday gift. I’m feeling uneasy.)
Kogyoku’s Yasha was thought by others to only wield swords and never read books.
But in truth, I don’t dislike reading.
Emma: You’ve taught me many wonderful things about Kogyoku.
Emma: It’s thrilling to discover new things about the world that I’ve never known before, so…
Emma: I chose this book because I want you to experience that thrill too. It’s one of my favourites.
Emma: … And, if possible, I thought it might help convey Rhodolite’s charm too…
Kagari: The book is set in Rhodolite?
Emma: That’s right! It’s a collection of heartwarming short stories.
Emma: It’s the perfect remedy for when you’re feeling worn out.
Kagari: I almost forgot you’re a book merchant.
(I thought it’s just like any other book, but this one’s carefully chosen by the Princess.)
Knowing the amount of thought put into the gift made it much more significant.
Kagari: You’re probably the only one who’d think of giving me a book.
(I’ve decided. I’ll make this a family heirloom.)
I stared at the cover, flipped through the pages, and briefly scanned through the text.
It doesn't seem like I’ll be running into any trouble if I end up with too much free time for a while.
Emma: … I’m relieved I could properly celebrate your birthday.
I looked up when she suddenly spoke.
The Princess heaved a sigh of relief, like she had been holding her breath for a while.
Kagari: You’re overthinking it. I’d never find it bothersome to be celebrated.
Emma: But your detached reaction to all the greetings and gifts made me rather worried that you would.
Kagari: … Did I come off that way?
(I didn't realise. No wonder the Princess hesitated.)
I closed the book and lowered my gaze.
Kagari: It’s not that I dislike being celebrated, or that I’m uninterested in birthdays.
Kagari: It’s just… I still don’t know what I should be feeling when I’m being celebrated.
Kagari: It’s been a recent problem for me.
Never had I ever imagined that not having extravagant birthday celebrations like my older brother did would someday become a source of my troubles.
(Receiving a celebration particularly from her is complicated.)
(... I feel restless, and it’s hard to even look her in the eyes.)
(Is this the correct feeling I should be getting? What kind of emotion is this?)
As I sat there in silence, full of uncertainty, a gentle breeze blew.
Petals from the cherry blossom tree that was in bloom all year round danced in the air and fluttered down.
The Princess, whose attention had been constantly focused on the Yasha until now, suddenly turned her gaze toward the cherry blossoms.
Emma: It’s beautiful.
(…)
The restlessness turned into something murky.
(... Not going to look at me anymore?)
(You’re so heartless.)
I grabbed a fistful of the Princess’ skirt.
It was a spontaneous gesture.
Emma: Prince Kagari?
(Why must I lose her to some cherry blossoms?)
Kagari: You’ve been thinking about my birthday all day long, and now you’re completely mesmerised by cherry blossoms?
Emma: Of course I’m still thinking about your birthday.
Emma: I just think that it looks as though the cherry blossoms are celebrating too…
Kagari: Just you celebrating it is enough. Don’t look away.
For some reason, the Princess reacted to my vent with a gentle smile.
Kagari: … What are you smiling about?
Emma: It’s nothing.
(I’m curious… but this doesn't feel so bad.)
I felt my facial expression soften, and the Princess turned her gaze to the cherry blossoms once again.
My grip on the fabric of her skirt tightened.
Emma: … I planned to only give you your gift, but we ended up talking for quite a while.
Emma: Shouldn’t you return to the banquet soon, Prince Kagari?
Kagari: …
(I don't want to.)
(I want her to celebrate my birthday, more than the banquet.)
(But somehow, even though they’re all celebrations, something feels different.)
I retraced the day’s events, recalling each and every one of the Princess’ words and trying to pinpoint the cause of my restlessness.
(If there is a difference… it’d be that everyone else’s celebrations are nothing more than mere formalities.)
(You could say they have ulterior motives, wanting to gain the Yasha’s favour and protection.)
(But the Princess’ celebration doesn't have any of that.)
(... This is the first time I’m receiving a sincere birthday celebration.)
Kagari: Princess, don’t you want to keep the Yasha all to yourself?
Emma: I think I’ve already monopolised you enough.
(It’s not enough.)
(... I want more)
Kagari: … Stay here.
Emma: Then… I’ll take you up on the offer.
Emma: Can I continue celebrating your birthday for a little while longer?
Kagari: Yeah.
Hearing the word “celebrate” from her lips made me restless again.
(Could this restless feeling be… bashfulness?)
(... Am I actually feeling bashful because she’s celebrating my birthday?)
(That’s a first. I learned something new today.)
Kagari: If you want to celebrate, do it. I can’t guarantee I’ll make it to my next birthday.
Emma: … I don't like such jokes.
Kagari: I’m not joking. But rest assured that I want you to celebrate my birthday over and over again.
(It’d be nice if there’ll be a “next”.)
(... I want to feel bashful again. I want to experience this feeling even more.)
(I want to get to know this restlessness better.)
(When I’m with her… my emotions come alive.)
…
When I opened my eyes, I was surrounded by darkness.
(... Did I fall asleep?)
As I regained consciousness, I realised I was holding a book in my arms.
I heard a faint sound of gentle breathing coming from next to me.
I shifted my gaze in its direction to see Calico No.1 laying there with its belly facing up, looking completely defenseless.
(It's getting better at hiding its presence and becoming more shameless too.)
(Who exactly does that remind me of?)
Careful not to wake Calico No.1, I picked up the book and opened it while laying down.
Even though I had already finished it and remembered its contents, my eyes didn't stop following the text.
The stories were set in a peaceful country called Rhodolite.
The Princess, born in that kind of country, was honest, straightforward, and her existence dazzling bright.
(That makes sense.)
On my birthday — when I received those empty, soulless birthday greetings from the crowd, the Princess looked like she couldn't stand it any longer and took my hand.
Under the cherry blossom tree, her smile was like a flower in full bloom and she celebrated the Yasha’s birthday genuinely from the heart.
(She has a beautiful heart.)
(And yet, she unhesitatingly held these hands of mine that have been stained with blood of the people I’ve killed and even gave me her blessings.)
(Ah…)
(... I want the Princess).
(But I don't understand why I want her.)
(Will I understand it if she becomes mine, just like this book?)
I sat up and closed the book.
Although the battle was over and my body was supposedly back to its usual state, my head started feeling fuzzy again.
That sensation worsened when an image of the Princess’ face emerged in my mind.
Despite knowing my symptoms were worsening, my hands refused to let go of the book.
I couldn’t peel my eyes off it.
It was as though I was clinging onto it.
(I want to see her.)
(I want to see the Princess.)
#ikemen prince#ikemen series#ikepri translations#kagari amagase#cybird ikemen#cybird otome#otome#ikepri birthday
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love hearts (Loki x F!Reader)
A/N: I'm back already with another oneshot (yay)! This one is shorter and it's a valentine's day one, something fluffy/smutty in honour of me thirsting over loki again (and him being my only valentine this year). anyways, i hope you all enjoy and are doing well!
PS: happy birthday to tom hiddleston! <3
PPS: thank you again to @cafekitsune for the divider and the permission to use it!
AO3 LINK: https://archiveofourown.org/works/62925667
She often wondered how she'd even gotten into this situation. Dating a god wasn't just something that people did. People, human ones, especially. Moreover, dating a god who'd been forced and tortured into trying to destroy New York City was even more of an unusual case. How could she even bring that up to the people in her life? She didn't, actually. She and Loki acted like he was a mortal (much to his amusement) and he simply charmed everyone with a well-timed grin and any possible contradictions about their supposed story were forgotten. However, one bad thing about their romance was how unpredictable his appearances could be. His own habits had to do with that, of course. He liked keeping people (especially her) on their toes. But he was also a royal prince to some kingdom on another planet that she'd not yet seen. He seemed keen not to take her just yet. "Mother would love you," he often insisted, but he didn't say as much about his adoptive father. She didn't think she'd be quite fond of the man either, from what she'd heard.
Loki had been gone for two weeks now. On Asgard, or maybe even one of the other Realms at this rate. He tried, but communication was somewhat hard to maintain inter-planetarily. She understood, but she missed him. Her life was rather particularly mundane, and especially during the colder months, he was the most exciting thing about her. He always regaled her with stories of his centuries of life, or simply got her to do things she would've never thought to do on her own.
It was February now, thankfully. After a particularly long January, she found that the second month of the year was going by in a flash. Today of all days, happened to be Valentine's Day, the day of love and friendship. She'd never made a big deal of it, or had big expectations for it, but she'd still opted to wear something of the pink/red variety to work today. She'd gotten in touch with the important people in her life and they'd thanked one another for being in each other's lives. She'd even received a small package of love hearts at work from one of her colleagues (everyone had gotten one). With no warning from her lover, she felt it was safe to assume that his business (whatever it was), had not yet been concluded and that he would not be joining her tonight. She was alright with it. Even if she wasn't, there wasn't much she could very well do about it.
That's why she found herself making a casual meal for herself, something not too complicated, and then pouring herself a nice drink. It was a day to celebrate, after all, and it had fallen on a Friday, so she felt she could indulge a little and welcome the weekend. Even if she was alone to celebrate it this time, she still had herself, and that was an important person to thank and cherish, indeed.
What she did not expect, was to hear the telltale woosh of magic, rather, of seiðr, that usually preceded the arrival of someone with a far longer lifespan than hers. She'd just finished washing and putting away the very few dishes she'd used for both the preparation of dinner and the cooking of it, when she turned to see just who had teleported into her apartment. She hoped her guess wasn't wrong.
And it wasn't. He stood there, waiting for her to set eyes on him. When she did, in his (always) dramatic fashion, he spread his arms wide and grinned with pride at himself.
"I... am back," Loki said dramatically, nearly waiting for applause.
She approached him and wrapped her arms around him right away, smiling into his chest.
"I can see that. Welcome back," She says, her entire demeanor seemingly softening in his presence.
It was impressive how they did that to one another.
"... Is that all? No tears of relief at my unexpected return? Darling..." He frowns, placing a hand to his chest. "I'm offended. I might just go back to Asgard for a redo."
She shoots a heatless glare in his direction. "Don't."
He groans and moves to flop somewhat gracefully onto her couch, long legs spreading nearly automatically and giving her a great view of his thick thighs. She moves her eyes away before he can catch her and tease her for it. He was still dressed in his Asgardian leathers. The ones she loved so much, the ones that were black, with some gold and dark green accents and all those clasps and flaps and added (unecessary) parts. No helmet, though. She moved to him, sitting next to him, her thigh touching his. It earned her a nearly rakish grin, his eyes already glinting with a particular kind of mischief she'd come to recognize (and cherish).
"I wasn't expecting you back just yet," She says in the comfortable silence. "Did you forget to send a message?"
"No. Did you miss me, love?" He asks, reaching out to place his arm on the back of the couch. He was teasing.
He could touch her so easily, move his big hand just a sliver and touch the back of her neck. But he wouldn't, and they both knew it. She wanted it too much.
"Of course I did. I always do." She reassures him.
He hums, considering her words and being seemingly pleased.
"And... am I wrong in recognizing today as a mortal holiday?"
She falters for a beat, surprised that he considered that to be information worthy of being stored in his mind.
"I... well, no. It's Valentine's Day, yeah."
"Mm, as I thought, then. Good." He says, before conjuring up a small, green cloud of seiðr, which left only a rose in its wake.
She seemed openly surprised at that. He grins and cocks his head.
"What? Did you want twenty instead, my sweet?"
"No... I just didn't think you'd be back today, and I also didn't think we'd be doing this."
"Doing... this?"
"Yeah, you know... celebrating Valentine's together."
He seems offended at that.
"And why the Hel not? Have we become lifelong enemies in my short absence? Have we had a falling out?" He gasps dramatically, looking at her with wide eyes. "Have you... found another?" He asks, knowing full well she hasn't. His facade of shock was already faltering, his eyes gleaming with mirth, and his lip twitching ever so slightly.
She groans, rolling her eyes.
"No, Loki."
"Then... whyever shouldn't we celebrate this, pet? We are a couple, yes? And not a couple of friends, either..."
The final few words he says are lost to her, mind getting caught up in what he calls her. He only really calls her that when he has particular intentions with her. It makes something deep inside of her warm up.
"We are a couple... of course we are. I just didn't think you'd care."
"Well... my lover is a mortal, and I assume that she cares for such a popular holiday in her world. I am trying to be nice, you know..."
"And I appreciate that... but I didn't expect my immortal boyfriend to even pay attention to what day it is on Midgard, much less make the effort to gift me a rose." She says, resting her cheek on his arm resting on the couch in thanks.
He turns up his nose slightly at her calling him her boyfriend. He didn't much like that term, least of all for himself. He found that lover was better.
"Well, dearest, I am trying to be romantic. And nice... nicer. For you." He declares, still holding that damned rose.
She smiles, and takes it, inhaling the scent of it. It was addicting, and so very fresh. Clearly magical. His doing, of course. It was the most perfect flower she'd ever seen. Its red petals smelled fresh, like dew and earth, but also of their expected rose scent. However, there was something disctinct at the end of the scent... a sort of aftertaste. An aftersmell? She practically sighed in relief at the smell of it. Loki grinned, her reaction and thoughts surely being obvious. Most of all to him, with his mind reading powers (that he swore he didn't use on her unless explicitly told to).
"That's ambrosia," He says in that low, soft purr that makes her insides feel all hot and molten.
"Ambrosia? I thought that was only for gods to have."
"Mm... in food and drink, yes, I suppose so. But no one said anything about smelling it, hmm? A simple enough enchantment, pet. Now..." His hand finally, finally moves, moving to touch the back of her neck ever so gently. "What is it you smell, hm?"
She focuses on that smell, trying to name it for him (he seemed to be after her answer like a cat after the cream).
"It's... sort of woodsy.. minty, I guess... and leather-y?" She speaks carefully, naming the scents out with careful consideration, her eyes closed to make sure she is smelling it all properly.
Her eyes open, and she finds him looking all smug and proud, his hand now rubbing her neck softly.
"It's you. It smells like you. This isn't ambrosia."
"Oh..." He purrs proudly, leaning in. "But it is, my love... ambrosia tastes, or smells, like ones favourite things. I suppose that just means..." He moves in further, pressing the lightest kiss she's ever felt to her neck. "One of those things for you... is me,"
Her pulse flutters both at his words and at the touch of his lips to her skin. God, she just wanted to absolutely devour him sometimes. Okay, all of the time. He was all long limbs, and he was lean, but he was also so built. He was strong, and those shoulders... and that ass. And all the other, more salacious parts of him, and all they could and had done to her.
"I've missed you," She says and she finds herself breathless in his presence.
"Oh, pet... I've missed you, too..." He grins, his voice getting lower, the last few words nearly a groan.
"I want you to kiss me..." She whispers.
"I'll kiss you... and then I'll kiss you everywhere... and then I shall lick you everywhere." He vows, pressing a kiss to her jaw, this time.
She groans, hand moving to brace herself onto one of his biceps.
"I want you to take me... or I can take you..." She says, unable to stop herself from getting closer, from trying to sit in his lap, from simply trying to make herself one with him.
He laughs softly, even as he pulls her closer, half of her in his lap by now.
"We've time enough for both, my heart... the night is yet young, and we've a fortnight to make up for, hm?"
"Plus, it is Valentine's Day." She reminds him softly, pressing the first of her kisses to his neck, and then his sharp jaw, and then those damned sharp cheekbones.
He moans softly at her attentions, holding her closer by the waist.
"Oh, yes, it is indeed... the day of love, and lust... we must do our best to celebrate it, yes?"
And celebrate it, they do indeed.
#loki x reader#mcu loki#loki odinson#loki#loki laufeyson#loki fanfic#loki friggason#loki friggachild#loki laufesyon x reader#loki laufeyson x you#loki odinson x reader#loki odinson x you#loki friggason x reader#loki friggason x you#loki friggachild x you#loki friggachild x reader#mcu#x reader#x f!reader#loki x f!reader#loki x female reader#loki x y/n#loki x you#my lil meow meow#vday#fluff#smutty#smutty thoughts#smutty ish#we're not at the full smut yet guys
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Mikasa Ackerman! Strongest Girl With That One Flaw
Today is that day when I can express once more of how much of a Mikasa defender I am! But despite all the good, I will acknowledge the major flaw that caused many to dislike her as well, and unfortunate ruined her character going onward.
(Plz, I don’t wanna see any of you haters here for this girl on her special day, thank you)
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We all know of Mikasa’s strengths; figuratively and literally. She’s known as one of the manga/anime’s strongest fighters, due to her Ackerman blood and what she had to go through as a child. It was because of both her power and compassion is how she managed to save citizens of Trost to escape the city in S1. She showed signs of a dependable soldier.
One other noticeable side of her character that got explored a lot more within the story was her connection with Eren, and that divided a lot of the fans as the series went on. On one hand, it reflects back to when Eren saved her from being sold for profit and how much his kindness meant to her, but on the other hand, it slowly started to isolate her from other important aspects needed to keep her interesting.
But it wasn’t all that bad; to me that is. There have been times when Mikasa showed worry for her other closest friend Armin, protecting him and comforting him during hard times, swung in to save Historia and Sasha from titans, checked on Connie by asking if he’s okay, and even was concerned about Levi’s ankle.
So yeah. Mikasa grew connections with almost everyone around her, opening up to have more friends within her small circle since her childhood, however, her feelings for Eren started to overlap those friendships. Not that it is a bad thing, I love how the two grew closer as the series went on but it really shouldn’t be the only important part of her development. A healthy mixture of all her traits would’ve made a better experience.
Sadly, the concept of her undying love for Eren gets heavily exaggerated in the dreaded fourth season.
By that I mean for most of her screentime she spend worrying about Eren and only him. Sure there was… Sasha, but it didn’t really last for very long. In fact, she didn’t really speak much to anyone other than Armin afterwards, and I thought she’d be more open to help them out with their own struggles.
In fact, her love for Eren seemed to have made her more fragile to his own thoughts as well, like when he spoke his mind and pretended to admit he hated her, she got over emotional.
(this is the same girl who didn’t hesitate to punch him in the face when he went too far)
But at the end of the day, it didn’t really matter since she managed to save the world by killing Eren with her own hands but still has him at the front of her mind years later. Yes, it can be hard to move on but at least show some scenes of her bonding with her other friends, even leaving Armin in the dust.
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Anyway, happy birthday, you poor girl. You deserved much better. Not as in Eren, but as in better writing to expand your character. I had a lot more to say but I don’t wanna make this too long. Maybe I’ll update this later on.
#attack on titan#shingeki no kyojin#aot#snk#mikasa ackerman#eremika#appreciation post#character appreciation#birthday girl#poor girl :(
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Happy Birthday to the only AU Vanessa I have that has a birthday lol
#a hat in time#demondoodles#my art#ahit#queen vanessa#ahit vanessa#ahit au#role swap vanessa#role swap au#first role swap au art in a loooong time lmao djskssns#I always try to make something for her birthday cause she's near and dear to me uwu#birthday facts let's go:#she never had a cake before but secertly baked one when she turned 16 which sparked her love for baking#there was a lot of snow when she was born and it kept going to a week#her first gift was at 5 she was given a plush rabbit from a foreign dignitary which her mom had to let her keep#she never celebrating her birthday until hattie came around and found out basically making a huge deal about it until she relented#her favorite cake flavor is strawberry with her favorite dessert being strawberry tarts#says she hates everyone making a big humbug of the day when Christmas is just around the corner but is secretly happy hehe
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One of my mutuals opinions is the "bro code" thing, that Curly is one of those guys who wouldn't care about the victim because the perpetrator is his friend and I'm really banging my head on the wall like that other anon. I've only played through the game once but Curly's behaviour/reactions etc read completely different from the "bro code" thing and I have to wonder if my mutual and I even played the same game.. like the constant digs at him from Jimmy, his body language in his face reveal and so on like you mentioned in your post. While this game is a little different obviously, it kind of reminded of a point in Alice Madness Returns that makes it very clear that Alice's pain blinded her to the abuse of the other children and her failure to act earlier because of it. Curly is guilty of a similar inaction but it doesn't change the fact he was a victim of Jimmy too. I don't think I can look at it any other way because both of these games have really stuck with me.
I genuinely think it really is the idea that people want a simple easy to blame problem and the idea that the only relatable victims of abuse are those that "surpass" it or do a lot to help others. When it comes to victims, especially those that don't fit the typical demographics, who either accidently perpetuate it, enable it or aren't ideal in some way shape or form, people jump to ignore what they went through as it's easier than dealing with those conflicting sentiments.
The bro-code conversation in Mouthwashing stems from a concept I generally dislike that there had to be something about Curly that made him meet or keep being friends with someone like Jimmy. I think people genuinely underestimate how many like decent and good people just know an asshole or are friends with someone who is really bad outside of their view/established dynamics. The game makes it clear none of the inaction against Jimmy is because of a lack of care, it is a lack of understanding from the privaleged postions they have as men to not have to worry about what Anya does/went through and the type of extremes men like Jimmy will go through to cover it up. They are all too preoccupied in their own strifes.
Another thing I see being oversaturated the idea that you have to be a freak, misanthrope or have a disorder to do the thing Jimmy does. The game is an escalation, it's a spiral that I don't see people comment on that Jimmy was not likely having the mood swings and episodes of rage/frustration we were seeing in the game. This is after they all start experiencing the worst moments in their lives that he got THAT openly bad. Of course, this is just my interpretation but much like in real life, people that go to extremes like that usually live mundane lives. It's a pressure cooker affect to where the stress made them pop. It's self inflicted but still the case.
I really think people need to be more willing to acknowledge that not everything needs to be an extreme or in black and white or easy to understand. It doesn't need to be happy or have an answer or solution, especially in the cases where the abused sadly helps perpetuate what they experience. It's not he should've known better from experience or shouldn't he have known what could've happened because victims tend to not like to think in matters of the worst. Not to mention, especially in cases of abuse where it feels so personally directed that you don't expect to happen to someone else.
#i also hear the bro code thing in tandem with his comments on saying he knows Jimmy but that is also in a much different context than#if he said it when Anya was actively telling him about the dead pixel or the pregnancy or even when she told jimmy that was about himself#and getting between Anya and Jimmy as in he knows Jimmy and knows he wont try anything when hes around not that he doesnt think hes#doing anything or doesn't believe Anya and Im a bit annoyed people shorthand or try to recontextualize the statements he makes about it#cause even the let me talk to him line is more in concern of what Jimmy could be doing and less wanting to make sure hes okay and#being more worried about his friend than Anya in that moment like removing the context makes the sentiments sound more uncaring#and typically but the context is how they are deconstructed to give the story and themes a deeper nuance because Anya is happy that Curly#says that becuase he leads it under the idea of protecting her as he knows and she has likely seen/experienced it enough that Jimmy#back down/off around Curly typically as we see he does relatively subdue Jimmy's attitude before the eval and it only gets bad once the#scene at the birthday party happens when Jimmy is likely in a mode where hes not going to listen to Curly about anything after cause he fee#personally betrayed in a selfish egotistical way like the game is a deconstruction nothing is supposed to a typical one to one on the#concepts it handles. this also ties to me like getting more and more annoyed everytime is see a post making Curly the most milktoast#no opinions ever sort of guy when he does have a personality outside of enabling Jimmy and has opinions on things like the QnA's#talking about him being snow Tony Hawk flesh him out more realistically than think pieces saying he has no opinions on anything#and would never take stances like this is a immediate dire circumstance with multiple facets I dont think hed hesitate to help if he active#saw like someone getting attacked on the street or that hes a centrist that doesnt care about womans issues like this is the equivalent#of when a character gets dumbed down to their like favorite food and one defining aspect of themselves and even then I feel like everyone#else but the mouthwashing fandom has a better grasp of that aspect before they make it unrecognizable.#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#curly mouthwashing#captain curly#ask#anon
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I FORGOT TO THROW OUT AFTER THE EPISODE RELEASED NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#hand jumper#webtoon#sayeon lee#heron#ig??? BRUH..................#these fireworks are going to SET ME ON FIRE!!!!#but that's alr i guess!!!!!!!!!#because charcoal grilled prawn literally solves all my problems#before thinking about killing people i need everyone to sit down and think of their favourite food#and manifest the version of them that has it!!!!!!!!#maybe then all compulsions and intrusions of the mind can just go away#what if we all just pictured better versions of ourselves and just did it!!!#if we all stretched out our hands and tried we can at least live in the world knowing we did try!!#and it's better than not trying!!!!! AND BEING USELESS PIECES OF ROTTING GARBAGE!!!!!!#idk i've had a shit three years man i don't think i can take this any longer#IGNORE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#AND INSTEAD NOW LET'S THINK OF THE GOODIES YOU'RE GONNA GET IN TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#or now if you offer up your wallet to OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR sleepacross#and for the SMALL price of 5USD that's right 5USD!!!! this is to the people with credit/debit cards ofc#YOU CAN ACCESS THE GOATACROSS QNA BECAUSE IT IS PEAK!!!!!!#but just because the juninators[on here in case they aren't in the server] need to hear this so we can all sing happy birthday to her#INSTEAD OF MISSING IT FOR TWO YEARS#AND HAVING A WHOLE WINTER/CHRISTMAS COMPETITION IN DISCORD WITH MEMES AND ALL WITHOUT THIS CRUCIAL INFORMATION!!!!!!!#I THINK BECAUSE I KEEP THESE IN TAGS IT'S SAFE TO SAY THAT HER BIRTHDAY IS DEC 24TH AND WE SHOULD ALL SAY HAPPY LATE/HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY#TO OUR BELOVED QUEEN JUNI CHANG#BECAUSE NOW I JUST SHAFTED A 40K WIP I NEVER FINISHED FOR LAST YEAR'S WINTER SEASON FOR THE CHRISTMAS EPISODE OF 2024 IN THE RECYCLE BIN!!#BUT NOW WE CAN GIVE HER QUINTICE THE AMOUNT OF GIFTS THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!! SO LET'S DO THAT INSTEAD!!!!#ONE FOR HER BIRTHDAY!!!! ONE FOR CHRISLER!!! ONE FOR CIVIL SERVICE APPRECIATION DAY!!!!!#ANOTHER FOR BEING PEAK MENTOR!!!!! AND ANOTHER ONE FOR BEING GOD'S SILLIEST SOLDIER!!!![in our hearts!!]#APOLOGIES AS ALWAYS IF YOU MADE IT THIS FAR HERE!!!! AND A GOOD EVENING TO YOU ALL!!!!
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#THIS IS A GIFT FOR A MUTUAL BUT IVE ALREADY TAGGED HER IN OTHER SOCIAL MEDIAS AND IM BUT AN ANXIOUS GUY#EVERYONE GO SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO @ISCREAMKITTY RN‼️‼️‼️🗣️#mikey and build a bear mikey because i care them sm#tmnt#tmnt 2012#tmnt mikey#tmnt michelangelo#my art
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silly doodle for my fursona since i made her 11 years ago today :-)
#my art#YAAAAY KADEN BIRTHDAY#featuring her new design bc i keep forgetting to update her ref#ive been a furry for 11 years. isnt that something LMAO#im on fall break now!!! doing a lot of recharging bc the few days before break have been making me wanna eat my keyboard#< nothing crazy bad going on its just the work im doing being super annoying + dealing with a weird bout of imposter syndrome#BUT ANYWAY!!! happy birthday kaden. kissing his big head#i have a couple of things i wanna do for my next tattoo/its just a matter of committing but i Do want to get a cat#< I DO WANNA NOTE kaden and i have dif birthdays :-) mine was at the end of october hehe#but i do draw kaden on my birthday bc he is me but he is also Not Me . but he is. yk LOL#tattoo somewhere to honor kaden. just a standard shorthair/nothing that necessarily reads that im a furry#or the cat having her design bc it changes every now and then bahaha#AND LIKE IM VERY CERTAIN I WANT A CAT TATTOO FOR KADE LOL shes been a staple of my life for Eleven Whole Years#and shes helped me accept parts of myself. bc if i gave her the traits i had/have and i still loved her. then i could love me too#and that has drastically helped with So Much and my therapist says thats actually#a great therapy tool. forget the exact wording but the idea is there#everyone make a fursona now. ur homework is making a fursona and loving them. and then loving urself
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they should make a life where you don't have appointments, work, school and scheduled events every single day for months on end
#i just wanna spend like 2 full days rotting in bed is that too much to ask#december i'm going on a vacation with family + gf and we're trying to schedule a lunch/dinner so that we can go over the itinerery#and other stuff like my gf is diabetic so she's going to tell everyone the procedures in case of an emergency etc#and the soonest i'm available for that is oct 20th like bruh#every week day i've got classes 7:30-11:50 work 13:00-17:00 and then gym therapy or futsal practice at night#oh and sometimes the professor that i'm the student assistant (? monitor in pt) for wants me to go to her night classes#and then on weekends i've got futsal practice sat morning usually a match either saturday or sunday legal advice clinic 4x a semester#and then birthdays friend group meetups (with ppl i haven't properly seen in a WHILE so i don't wanna bail) family stuff or gf's family stu#oh and i take care of the finances of our futsal team so there's that as well#and then when i'm free i spend my time with my love (who i mostly see on either day of the weekend and sometimes for dinner on weekdays)#those are my favorite “appointments” i love spending time with her so much but even though we have quite a few staying in dates we also#pretty frequently go out to cafes restaurants parks meet up with mutual friends etc#so like... no bed rotting ever adfdsal#honestly i am not THAT busy compared to some ppl that i know#like i work from home most days of the week commute only 20 min to college am not a part of any study group etc etc#but man... that vyvense sure is working cause i do not think i would be able to do what i do now when my adhd was unmedicated#also i'm thinking of maybe getting a new internship next year cause even though i love my current one it's in public law which atm#is the field i'm thinking of getting into after school but getting into private law in brazil with only public law uni experience is#incredibly difficult. so i wanna be 100% sure i actually want public law. which means experiencing private law.#which means a private law internship#so i'm wondering how the fuck imma be able to pull that off next year#at least it pays much more than my current one! like probably double!#but honestly even with all the shit that i do and wishing i had more time for myself i've actually been so happy lately#i'm learning more at uni than i used to be able to i do pretty well at my internship i've got wonderful friends both old and new#my family is well and we get along like always i switched positions in futsal and am doing suprisingly good as a goalkeeper#and i'm in my first ever relationship. it's been almost 8 months till we made it official and it blows me away how good it's been#like we haven't faught once. disagreed on a couple things sure. but not a single fight and tbh even disagreements are very rare#idk we communicate and give each other grace and i just feel so loved. she knows me so well. i love her so so so so much.#like man just this saturday we were having an early dinner at a bakery. she stopped what she was saying and just stared at me smiling#and like i couldn't hold eye contact. cause she's so so fucking beautiful and she was looking at me with so much love and i had to look awa
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happy birthday to the world’s most gorgeous diva ❤️🔥
#she’s seriously so#like i know we as a community say this a lot but. wow#couldn’t have made this without ashie helping me find pics and em letting me scream at her about the boscys i found :)#teamwork#anyway. happy birthday bosco everyone go drink beer and watch the muppets for her#bosco#i love her so much she makes my chest hurt !!!!!!!!!
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𝓗𝓪𝓹𝓹𝔂 𝓑𝓲𝓻𝓽𝓱𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝓕𝓻𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓲!
guys guys guys it is ~Franci’s birthday~ and OMG I HOPE YOU HAVE THE BESTEST DAY!!! You’re just the best mutual ever and so sweet and funny not to mention TALENTED HELLO?! I reread every one of your fics all the time (Fangirl behavior) and I’m just so glad to have found you here- you’re supportive and lovely and you deserve the best of everything <3
Have the best birthday today love! @francixoxoxo
#everyone say THANK YOU FRANCI#for being born#everyone go wish her a happy birthday NOW 🫡#you know I love you girl- enjoy your vacay 🫶💋💟
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#edel vents#disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh...#so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!!#today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today#and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go#i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with#aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there#and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to#discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual.#had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore)#so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood.#went home tired. can't really do anything right now.#at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks.#...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone#worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..?#i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed#as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them.#when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness.#to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth#and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her.#she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred#i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many#i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating.#i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin.#i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out.#i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it.#and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved.#i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something.#maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now.#sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.
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oh shit i get to take a train out to the city tomorrow!! absolute win ^_^
#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍#ITS MY MOMS BIRTHDAY EVERYONE SAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIGHT NOW OR ILL EXPLODE#also the city is nyc because im a [jschlatt voice] new yorker. fuck you.#anyway we are going to visit nyc for her present and i gotta think of what i wanna bring on the train#and also download some apotheosis episodes#though im almost at episode 11 and i refuse to experience biblically accurate androgynous sex in public LMAO
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in honour of @asahicore day please enjoy these images i’ve taken while with asahicore (w the exception of lego sunghoon which i made for her while she was away and the targeted tshirt which is literally a screenshotted tumblr ad) i love this girl beyond 🙏💕⭐️‼️
#everyone go say happy birthday to her while it’s still dec 13 !!!#i have some things to do but .. watch this space 🙄#emma checking her phone to find me @ing her on tumblr disc and insta .. poor thing#emmbacore#mb#star emoji
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