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Helsknight and Tanguish from @silverskye13’s incredible fic, Redstone and Skulk <333333
they mean the world to me ougiauaosgsiegdjdd
#chrome draws#I tinted Tanguish’s cheeks ears n shoulder with purple since his blood’s red#so. red plus blue. ourple blush <3#redstone and skulk#rns#tanguish#helsknight#everybody go read redstone and skulk Right Now it is so so so so SO good#hermitcraft
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when I want to write something self indulgent to give me all the angsty and cuddly hurt/comfort feels but I can't because I end up feeling guilty because I'm seeking after feels that I feel in an inappropriate place because my mom told me one time when I was 15 that I shouldn't search that out or it's probably sexual sin but it confuses me because ALL the feels happen that way for me even if it's entirely platonic and nonsexual and so I don't know if it's okay to want to write to that because apparently all pleasure of any sort, even over platonic stories, is sexual or comes with a possibly probably sexual feeling and I also am having a hard time figuring out what's genuine conviction from God and what's just my anxiety/OCD/perfectionism/fear of failure
#like I feel like it's conviction. but also when I analyze it... I'm not doing anything sexual??? the stories I'm writing are#ENTIRELY platonic#it's like. found family feels.#but then why do I feel so guilty/convicted over it and feel better/less guilty when I stop writing anything feelsy#like... I guess I'm only allowed to write plot and can't ever write hugs and hurt/comfort anymore#my mom keeps saying I should journal all this instead of venting it at everybody and honestly maybe she's right#idk how to handle this but also I feel like if I just find a holding pattern where I can strike a healthy balance of lile#like* what is correct and healthy for me to enjoy#then the anxiety over it might pass? I don't want to avoid conviction though but like. why am I convicted over#writing a story where someone who's been treated like a monster finds a family who loves them#like.. is it because I'm seeking out whatever that feeling in my lower belly/groin is????#but that's like... so tied up in enjoyment and hurt/comfort to me that idk if I'm ACTUALLY looking for that#or if this is just what I write#and idk if that even is sinful in any way at all!!!#and why can't I just get over this? like I keep going in circles with it and it's so frustrating#idk this is totally tmi I just got hit with this awful feeling after work today and the only thing I can pinpoint it to#is this specific thing I've been writing. but even though yeah I've been getting feelsy with it... it's PLATONIC#ENTIRELY COMPLETELY NONSEXUAL. so like... is it that pleasure feeling that's the thing I'm being convicted over??#probably. bc that's the only thing that eases the feeling of conviction/anxiety/guilt#and also probably no one is reading all these tags lol sorry guys I'll go away now
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est ce qu'il y a des français dans la salle
#the terror amc#the terror#francis crozier#shitpost#FRENCH SHITPOST MIND YOU#for any english speaker reading the tags it's a french meme thing going on right now on tiktok/insta it translates to :#bad news : you can't please everybody#good news: i don't give a fuck#j'ai réellement fais un effort j'espere que ça trouvera un public meme si on est genre 3
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“living with maria is sort of like living with a rainbow”

@marceltheshellwithflipflopson DONT DO THIS TO ME FRIEND
#everybody go read milky twilight moonlight floor right NOW#FIC REC#IM TWENTY SECONDS IN TO CHAPTER 2#singlehandedly might get out of my metaphorical bed for steph#i feel like when mushu was awoken in mulan#i live#ive been through
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i love crazy contrasting 1p2p in every way(not every way). so i always subconsciously have 2P rusame be friends. unlikely friends etc. in whatever weird school au theyre friends. meri was probably bullied until he started hissing at other kids or something while rus2 was just like huhh okay yeah okay what fine. rus2 found him in a broom closet and it was as awkward as it sounds. in the weird stuckin1Pcoldwar au i have theyre friends also in the torturous existence. 1P rusame is too weird life is too short lets tomodachi✌️
#in comparison 1p rusame would be school insane psychological games social competition nerds MID OFF#2ptalia#i like the jp fanart where 2p ame is pitiful and gloomy. its cute#a little wannabe edgy but spare him he was left in the rain in a cardboard box when he was 2 years old.#i keep imagining a gay school au sorry. im gonna say shit now#rus2 is blunt and kind of. bad at reading signals. accidentally drags him and meri into karaoke with ame(enigmatic popular kid)#meri is like fuck my life... but he has a killer bitch face so people are like uwaa scary... hes brooding...#rus2 is like ah sorry i forgot you never had a normal teen friendship and clung onto (nada) all the time#meri is always coping like these people... dont get it... hes half right#they go to karaoke and ame sings really off key#actually i have a common daydream where ame's elusiveness is really funny to meri#he's like hahahaha what the hell that kids crazy ahahaha. like laughing at a cartoon#and then somehow he keeps being approached by ame (slow trying to step away) hes like noo... i dont actually wanna get close to u at all...#meri and rus2 probably play observers theyre quiet kids who go hmm im nooticing!#observing 1p rusames weirdship that everybody can see but they don't think anyone notices their crazyship#and rus2 is like oh two people talking and interacting alot. theyre friends. its just like a rivalry thing yeah?#while meri is like fuckkk the fucking golden boy is talking to us when ame talks to them rus2 is like#why dont you invite (rusia) to the karaoke arent you two friends#(ame mania face turns around)#okay thats all i got bye
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conservative X-men fans will see a franchise about an oppressed group of people who fight for their civil rights and freedom in a world that sees them as freaks and monsters and imagine themselves being on the mutants’ side but then can’t even handle masculine cis women in sports or a man with painted nails or cisgender teens on puberty blockers for health issues.
conservative X-men fans will see that oppressed group of freaks and monsters constantly facing the threat of an apocalyptic future specifically caused by hate mongers in powerful positions who very blatantly will and do destroy the same humanity they claim to be protecting if it means destroying Those Freaks and think “wow cool robot.”
conservative X-men fans will agree with the villain who was based on Malcom X and specifically came to hold his beliefs through surviving the Holocaust and claim that he can’t even be considered a villain anymore because his ideology makes sense and is consistently proven right by the humans’ unwavering intolerance, but go into hysterics the minute a real life minority holds any sort of hatred or resentment toward their oppressor.
conservatives in general will always pretend that the media they consume doesn’t have any deeper meaning or purpose other than being entertainment slop because they almost always retreat into media for some type of “comfort” or escape from having to acknowledge reality and their own bigotry. they want the freedom to be bigots without any pushback or consequences so they surround themselves in an echo chamber of fictional characters and universes who can’t argue with them or tell them they’re wrong and bad.
conservatives have to constantly and deliberately turn their brains off to consume a specific piece of media because they know that they would be the villain in it if they gave it an ounce of deeper thought and that’s exactly why they push back so hard against anything that drags them out of their comfy echo chamber, anything that threatens their blissful ignorance.
they thrive on the idea that their media isn’t “that deep” or based in/affected by reality; that there’s no such thing as representation or allegories or coding in media (and alternatively, that representation doesn’t matter or is just propahanda). they thrive on willful ignorance and they want to convince everyone else to be just as ignorant and the death of media literacy is exactly how they’ll achieve it
#this wasn’t supposed to be a long post but whatever i feel very strongly about it as you can tell#very vindicating to verbalize this#cal.txt#reading is fundamental#media literacy#x men#x men comics#do I want to tag conservatism do I really want my neck being breathed on right now#media literacy is important for so many reasons but this especially#I am once again stating the biggest example of fiction affecting reality is propaganda#and the biggest tool of conservatism is media illiteracy to discourage thinking about /how/ it affects reality#or how it’s connected#I am also stating that fiction reflects reality as much as it affects it#fiction is a product of reality and reality can hold products of fiction#everybody uses jaws as an argument but that’s because it’s literally correct#an animatronic shark almost caused the near extinction of an entire species because of fictional fear mongering#the fucking author of the book spent his life helping sharks as best he could to fix the effect his story had#I’m falling asleep now but literally I could talk about this forever and ever#queer coding#allegories#I’m going full autism here#important#tagging as such bc I’m fucking cooking#5 star meal right here personally
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GODZILLA MINUS ONE
#POSSIBLY ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES IVE SEEN EVER. GOD THIS IS WHY I LOVE GODZILLA#EVERYBODY READING THIS GO WATCH GODZILLA MINUS ONE RIGHT NOW IM NOT PLAYING AROUND#literally no misses. writing acting music visuals themes!!#godzilla#original
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“What do you think of Molly?” you asked... he looked across the living room at her. Her emerald eyes widened and she looked away quickly. Danny’s cheeks glowed as he looked back at you. “She’s okay,” he answered... He chuckled, glancing back over to her, admitting it out loud. “She’s pretty far-out.” - Summer In The City by @gretasmokerising
#HI KAIT HERE'S YOUR PRESENT!!!!#i was trying to think of what those pics of danny reminded me of and i was like OH. THAT'S SITC DANNY!!!!#and i love him and molly so much so uhhhh here <33#everybody go read sitc RIGHT NOW (including me jhBJH)#danny wagner#summer in the city#maddie attempts art!
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exams JUST ended and now immediately, on the first day back to normal classes, my english teacher is suddenly telling everyone that we're all gonna have to write and then read a speech out to the class next lesson. and we weren't ever told about this speech before today
#mole talks#writing the speech is going to be so fun! ill be able to do that before the next lesson no problem#but READING IT OUT IN FRONT OF THE CLASS?????? whyyyy :[#i like writing and all but reading stuff aloud ?? absolutely not#i would like to have a day of rest plz#im tired!!!! and i feel so sick right now too!#2025: everybody be mean to maud year
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i feel so happy because the past few years idk there haven’t been that many book releases i felt THAT excited about but this year i get double kl walther, carley fortune, emily henry, finlay donovan series is ending, burn bright, new taylor jenkins reid….WHAT A TIME TO BE ME

#GIRL WHO IS GOING TO BE OKAY CORE#this is also going to be my first time having a real person job for these releases which will be interested#*interesting#usually i get my hands on them asap and like. spend the WHOLEEE day reading#in hs i would always do my homework early so right when i got home i could just read#and in high school classes are fake. nothing ever got in my way in college#*****in COLLEGE classes are fake. not hs lol#i was an english major i told my professors i was excited a book was releasing they would be like#‘omg me too homework canceled this week! nobody come to class!’ okay 💅#now i have a 9-5 which makes me feel dead inside but i think it will be okay#mine#obviously i’m exaggerating about my professors but remember in college when you could just choose if you wanted to go to class? those were r#THOSE WERE THE DAYS#especially for me who would ALWAYS want to go to class. occasionally not going was like a little treat#unexcused absence allotments my beloved#let’s normalize an unexcused absence quota for 9-5s#not sick days just days where you don’t go. i’ll even say if you don’t make it a sick day they don’t have to pay you#everybody wins
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All the things I'm never going to experience properly again... all the things I'll never do because It'll feel wrong.... all the things I'm never going to have the right way because people will never see me the way i want them to..... this shit sucks man
#is it even worth it.#like all these things i read about and hear about that i want so badly but it'll never be the same for me because something's wrong with me#i can't be a girl because of myself and i can't be enough of a boy because of everybody else. floats facedown in a river and fucking drowns#tw vent#what is the point. all i want is to be reckless and kiss people who call me boy and run around without worrying and climb things#and be comfortable being touched by more than my three designated people and go out at night alone and fuuuuck why are there so many things#to list like jfc it shouldn't be this hard to exist in my own fucking body#do you know how many times as a younger kid i would say shape-shifting would be my ideal superpower?#because i would be able to turn into animals and give myself wings and change my hair to fun colors#and its still my first choice now. because i could be a tall flat chested boy with good teeth and big hands. and people would see me right#for once in my fucking life#hhhg. whatever. i can always just die.#tw dysphoria#[insert cool original post tag]
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some like to believe it's the book that chooses the person
#carlos ruiz zafón i just love you so damn much i want to cry#i am reading the angel's game again and i'm so emotional right now#when i finished the entire series years ago i spent like two weeks staring at the wall#i didn't know what to do with myself#i will never be normal about those books#and i will never find anything as good as this series#everybody shut tf up now and go read zafón you won't regret it#i say whatever and whatever that i want*
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rereading tgftos on this train trip wuhg I forgot how much it Gets me
#everybody go read the girl from the other side right now‼️#I want to try and get my dad to read it while we're in nj >:)#ghost posts#text#tgftos
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um excuse me sorry for barging in like this but i simply had to know how it feels to be SO COOL???? like all the time??? and do so many things and have so many adventures while ALSO being the coolest guy around????
kissing you kissing you KISSING YOU !!!
#asks#laingley#everybody go read through each and every nerve and fiber right NOW#laingley does crazy things with spaces and it makes me feel like a dog with a reallyyyy good chew toy. slobber. everywhere.
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my mother keeps inviting me to go swimming with her and my sister at the local Y and I keep being like... ma'am I LOVE swimming but we're having an unseasonably dreary spring and I don't really want to go to the pool on a day that's already cool enough that I'm wearing a sweater. I want to go to the pool on a day when it's sunny and warm. sunshine please come to me I want to go float on my back for 2 hours while my sister makes friends with the female lifeguards
#we were going to go with my brother bc he hadn't realized they've been going so much and wanted to get in on the fun#but everybody has to work today and I'm like#mama I'm sorry but I want to sit around reading books and watching YouTube videos today bc it's dreary and cozy 😭#I feel so guilty any time I tell my mom no. like idk why. I am an adult! I do not live in her house right now!!#but I DID for so long that I still struggle with feeling like I'm disobeying/rebelling anytime I decline to do An Activity with her#sometimes I'm still sixteen inside my mind#Lu rambles
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Oh hey, it's Sneak Peek Sunday! Have some fic about it.
This is another sample from former heroes who quite too late, part three in the AU where (almost) all the Hawkins kids have powers.
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Heather Holloway barely manages to slam on the brakes when something flashes out into her headlights.
By the time she gets her breathing back under control, her heart lurching back down out of her throat, whatever it was is gone. The dark trees on either side of the narrow road have swallowed it up without a trace.
But Heather could have sworn she’d just seen a kid run across the road.
She debates with herself for one long, agonising second, before she shifts her beloved little Chrysler convertible into park and kills the engine. The sudden night hush swallows up its rumble like it was never there, the faint tick tick tick of hot metal parts cooling under the hood blending seamlessly into the rustle and chirrup of bugs in the trees and the soft susurrus of a breath of blessedly cool wind through the leaves overhead. She doesn’t think she hit – whoever or whatever that was, but she came pretty damn close. And if it really was a kid –
Heather listens, hard, for anything that might sound like footsteps. Like a human voice.
There might be a rustle, a crackle, off to the right of the road. Like small feet pattering over decades’ worth of fallen leaves. Like a small person pushing their way through the brambles and brush scattered between the trees.
“Hello?” Heather calls, pushing open the driver’s-side door. “Is somebody there? Hey, are you okay?”
The looming mass of dark trees doesn’t answer her.
Heather steps out of the car, looking back and forth along the road before she shuts the door behind her. The heavy metallic chunk sounds obscenely loud in the quiet of the night.
She doesn’t see approaching headlights in either direction. And there’s really no reason for anybody to be out this way at this hour unless they’re coming back from the pool. It’s probably okay to leave the convertible, for a minute or two. Heather crosses in front of her car’s nose to step onto the grassy sliver of shoulder between the road and the trees, passing through the glare of her headlights. The pool of light they cast on the road, catching motes of swirling pollen and the occasional whirling mosquito hanging in the air, only makes the lowering twilight around the car seem even darker.
Heather thinks she can faintly make out, in that dark, a small white shape retreating between the trees.
“Hello?” she calls, again.
Again, only the soft hush of the breeze answers her. And a crackling sound that could be distant thunder.
Heather glances back at the road, but her own car is still the only one visible. The headlights dim to a dull brown, then flicker out, briefly, as she watches. Leaving it sit with the lights on can’t be good for the battery.
She takes one last glance over at the trees, where she thought she’d seen the white shape. But there’s nothing there now. Maybe she’d imagined it. Maybe it’s just the dark, and her own worry, playing tricks on her mind. Nobody’d answered back when she called out. She hasn’t heard anything that sounds like a cry of pain, and she’s pretty sure she managed to brake before hitting anything. If there’s a kid out here on their own – and that seems less and less likely – they don’t want to be found.
And Heather doesn’t really want to let her car die in the middle of the road. Even if there is almost no traffic at this time of night.
She hurries back through the headlights, watching them carefully for any more flickers, startling a little when she catches sight of her own shadow moving in the pool of light they cast out of the corner of her eye. The heat of the day is starting to fade as the last of the sunlight drains out of the sky, and the little breeze that’s making the treetops whisper is chilly in just a polo shirt and chino shorts. As soon as she gets back in the car, Heather’s pulling on her sweater.
A sudden flapping, rustling commotion overhead has her looking up, just in time to catch a flock of dark-winged shapes fluttering against the starry blue velvet of the sky. Bats.
Maybe she’ll put the ragtop up, too.
It takes her a few minutes of struggle to get the top up and fastened into place. Heather’s just climbing back into the car when she hears the rattling thrum of another engine, coming up the road from behind her. Her timing is, apparently, perfect. She twists the key in the ignition and shifts up into first, pulling right to let the headlights now shining in her rearview mirror get by her.
But the white panel van coming up her tailpipe doesn’t pull out around her. Instead, it drives right up behind her, those headlights blinding in her rearview. It keeps riding her bumper as she shifts up through the gears.
Heather’s got no idea who it could be, but she can’t say she’s impressed. If they were going to wait for her to get up to speed, then maybe they should’ve waited. Driving like this out here, they might actually hit that kid Heather saw.
If she really did see a kid, that is.
And, she thinks, watching anxiously in her rearview mirror, if they keep speeding up, sooner or later they’re going to rear-end –
There’s a sudden burst of light, a headlight flashing on, glaring directly through the windshield and into her eyes. Heather glances down from the mirror, and chokes on a yelp as she slams on the brakes for the second time in fifteen minutes.
She only just has time to wonder who the hell drives a motorcycle at night straight down the middle of the road with no lights on, before the nose of the van behind her collides with her rear bumper and turns the world into a terrifying fairground ride. The woods around her flash drunkenly in her headlights as she spins out, tires screeching, heart hammering, the sharp taste of blood in her mouth as she desperately tries to wrestle the convertible back under control –
The ride comes to an abrupt, jarring stop. Heather never knows what, exactly, she hit. Or what hit her. The last thing she knows, after her head bounces hard off the steering wheel, is the quiet scrape of her door being pulled open, and lowered voices arguing about something her stunned mind, barely clinging to consciousness, can’t understand. Strong, broad hands under her arms, pulling her gently but inexorably from the car.
And then nothing but darkness.
#this is mary's fic tag#stranger things#former heroes who quit too late#the hawkins indiana psychic baby boom#i think one of the things that's keeping me from making progress on this fic right now (now that Life Stuff has settled down a little)#is that I'm not confident in my characterisation re: the s4 characters#because I. still haven't finished it. because every time I think about doing so I immediately think of twenty other things I would rather d#at this point I really just need to bite the bullet and read a summary so I can know wtf is going on#and get back to playing in the sandbox with everybody else
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