#EITHER OF THEM

[shanastoryteller]

Shana, your tags on this post ...I need to know more! What exactly was the plan for Supernatural season 3 if it hasn't been for the writer's strike??? And how haven't I heard about this already?? I need the deets!

i'm so glad you asked :)

the original plan for season 3 was for sam to descend into using his demon powers to get dean out of the deal, and for dean to never go to hell. then the writers strike happened, the season got cut from 22 eps to 16, with only 4 after the strike, and that wasn't enough time to establish sam's spiral and powers, so changed the ending. it's on the wiki and there are some articles around about it

this was, in my opinion, the worst fucking decision they could make

it ruined the characters in a lot of ways and really unbalanced everything in a way the show never recovered from

the thing is that this arc is so well set up!

literally at the end of season 2 we get

"You're my big brother, there's nothing I wouldn't do for you. And I don't care, I'm going to get you out of this. I'm going to save your ass for a change."

sam has evaded azazel's every attempt to corrupt him. his shitty home life, all the demons he's exposed sam to, killing jessica, taking away his father, putting him in a literal life or death hunger games scenario. each time sam refuses to play ball

(sam's incorruptibility is what makes him qualified to be king of hell, but that's a different post)

he's the moral compass between him and dean. always has been. there is nothing in sam's messed up, twisted life that has pushed him pass mercy

but dean could do it. there's nothing sam wouldn't do for his big brother

john told dean that he had to either save sam or kill him. except he's never needed to save sam, because it's literally always sam making the measured, compassionate, merciful call. he's the one holding dean back, not the other way around

and sam straining towards darkness for the first time, for dean, would kill him. we'll come back to this

mystery spot, as an episode, is actually pointless if the plan was for dean to go to hell. because sam's sneak peek into what his life is like after dean doesn't do anything. i love this ep, but it's narratively pointless now

however

with the og plan, mystery spot is the turning point. it not only tells sam how miserable he'll be after dean is gone, but it also establishes what he's willing to do to get him back - pretty much anything. it's not theoretical pain, it's not theoretical grief. mystery spot is the thing that pushes sam towards being hard, away from the moral sweetness he's embodied for the past two and half seasons.

the next ep, jus in bello, shows this. sam is considering doing the terrible thing. he's now capable of considering the terrible thing in a way he wasn't before mystery spot. this is when his descent starts, when sam decides he's willing to trade his humanity for his brother's life

and then the writer's strike happened

right when it's getting good, right when sam's arc is ramping up, we lose it. and instead of picking it back up, pushing dean's deal to next season and giving it the weight it deserves, they say fuck it, and send dean to hell

but this fucks it all up. we have sam's "descent" with ruby and demon blood. except not really because he's not even hurting anyone. and dean's back, but not because of sam. sam didn't save him

this fucks it all up

because deans anger and fear and desire to save sam should have been tempered with the knowledge that he did that to save dean's life. that once more someone dean loves has made a terrible sacrifice for him, which he can't stand, which he hates. he has the self esteem of a gnat and the best people he knows keep destroying themselves for his benefit

i think the og build up was sam strengthening his powers to kill lilith, doing it, and then releasing lucifer at the end of s3. sam unwittingly starting the apocolypse to save his brother (does he regret it, dean wonders. it would be easier if he did)

and now everything is shit and dean's drowning but here and his brother has turned himself into something that's not unlike the kid dean loves so much it almost killed him, but not exactly the same. and now he understands john, because this is the sam that dean has to either save or kill, except he could never kill him. he loves him (and how can he kill sam for doing this when it's dean's fault, when dean made the deal that doomed his brother when all he wanted was to save him)

this is the flip that the show has been building towards. dean having to be the moral center for his brother for once. dean being the one saved. dean finally having to face his father's words and deciding once and for all if he's john's son or sam's brother

but instead dean goes to hell. and he's no one moral's center. because he broke in hell, he tortured people and he enjoyed it. they ruined dean with this. because instead of fighting and growing from his violence, they push him into it, and then they call him a righteous man. dean was the one harming people, he's the one that descended into darkness, not sam. sam and his demon blood had still only been trying to good, and in the end did do good, far more than anything dean did in hell, or has done since. his moral outrage, his anger, his disgust towards sam isn't only wildly out of character, it's hypocritical as hell. sam remains the moral, compassionate one, even through this. it never slides to dean. neither of them are really forced to grow or change, only to become twisted into each other in ways that hurt them both

this should have been the story of what sam would do to save his brother (anything) and what dean would do to save his brother (anything)

they should have saved each other

[z43dyn-inzero-g]

So I rewatched the new Star Trek movies and...

HES SO CUTE TO ME SUDDENLY????

So I started watching the original series and

!?!?!?! WHAT????? HES SO!!! SO!!!! AAUUUGGHSJKLALSKSNSNAL

So naturally I

I'M ONLY ON EPISODE 6

HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO SURVIVE THIS SHIT

WHEN HE LOOKS LIKE THATAAAHSKSKALAQLAKAK

[incandescentwarmth]

Sometimes I'm not doing anything and out of nowhere I'm thinking about Sirius finding out his brother is dead

[hotbrownmourningpotion]

the fact that there is only ONE colin/sam fanfic is a travesty

i need more of them and gwen/alice

[shinigami-mistress]

Based on this:

[sarah-cam]

i literally want to die

[bookholichany]

Ralph Fiennes and David Tennant as Macbeth 2023

I'm absolutely jealous of ANYONE who gets to watch these two live.

[juliets-roller-derby-awesomeness]

hey! i have a question!!! how did you get into new girl/psych and do you take recommendations?? because if you like sitcoms, you could try something like gilmore girls etc because you finished new girl

afdsf thanks for tje ask!!

my cousin recommended psych to me years ago and i watched a couple episodes w my brother, then i visited her on summer holiday and we watched expedition british colombia. i said something like "she's so pretty and he's so mid, why does she look at him like that" and when i went home i binged 9 episodes in 8 hours to look at juliet's face

snsjdjwjs also shawns not mid im in love with him too i just didnt realize at the time

with new girl, a couple years ago when i was in school, my mom planned a holiday during midterms and she left me at a friend's house because she didn't trust teenage me home alone for 3 days i guess. anyway, the friend's family watched new girl every night together, and it was really sweet and wholesome (the family watch time, not necessarily the episodes lmao), so after i spent a ludicrous about of coinage on peacock for psych, i saw new girl and thought like "oh here's a show i like i can watch in between psych episodes so i don't finish too quickly" and then ofc i finish new girl before psych but i digress

anyway, all that is to say that yes i do take recommendations!! i love recommendations :)

[artschoolglasses]

I love that all the Eivor fans saw Karlach and were immediately just like 👀😳🖤😍

[tinogiehd]

Adding on to your rant/analysis on paranoid lyrics heres my personal addition.

Might be a wee bit Parasocial but if I was in dreams shoes I would be terrified of making a long term friendship into something romantic.

That's just my input.

i kinda agree with this i think what scared him a lot was the inevitability of the transition from friendship into Something more because he didn't know exactly how it would happen but he knew it would and he knew it already halfway had. like they were beyond what's considered normal long before they even met so it was simultaneously him feeling like it was moving without his permission and he was on a ride he couldn't get off of (but also didnt Really want to get off of) and him not knowing how to approach the inevitable and make the steps for those last big chances

[stephaniebrownthespoiler]

I'm literally never not thinking about these panels btw. like this is them this is everything you need to know about them

[k0uk0]

Ah, I miss my wet cat man so much

[saintseiyasl]

This three panels being the exact fucking same is high comedy, i cant handle it

[hungryhungrygremlins]

Taking a moment to appreciate Worm, for having a setting with power creep right out of Shonen jump, and a MC with half the power set of spiders-man

Beautiful, glorious 1.68 M words that has you on the edge of your seat desperately anticipating how things will happen next

[bee-whistler]

Well, that’s not a good sign.

[bloodredfantasy]

The problem with loving someone is how much I want to tear them apart and feast on their flesh and fuck their body when im done having emotions about them