#Dua To Get Your Ex-Boyfriend Back in Your Life

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Dua To Get Your Ex-Boyfriend Back in Your Life

For a young lady, falling head over heels is an exceptionally unique inclination and experience. One of the most outstanding sentiments acquires warmth and harmony in life. This glow or harmony doesn’t endure forever for some young ladies. At the point when a young lady’s relationship breaks, it is plain to see that she misses her sweetheart. The main idea at the forefront of her thoughts is the…

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New Rules - Scott McCall x Reader

Pairing: Scott x Reader

Prompt: New Rules by Dua Lipa. Also requested by @sjsjsksskks

Warning: None just fluff and angst (I think)

Thank you to my amazing Beta for listening to my rants this morning about my personal life thanks to getting that off my chest I was able to come up with this! Thanks @lets-imagine-fanfics

ENJOY!!

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You walked into the kitchen where half the pack was inhaling coffee. It was late at night so most of the pack was asleep but those who had work tonight or school work were still awake.  

Lydia was eating a fruit salad whilst reading a text book of some sorts. Stiles was inhaling his coffee, complaining about work as Derek stroked the back of his neck affectionately whilst sipping his own coffee. Scott was cooking something on the stove with no shirt and a pair of skinny black sweatpants.  

You sat down next to Lydia smacking your head off the breakfast bar counter. The loud thud caused Stiles and the rest of them to look at you with wide eyes. You sat up just as your phone started ringing. You groaned and looked at the phone with narrowed eyes.  

“Don’t pick up.” Lydia huffed without even looking at the phone. She knew who it was without looking and that caused you to roll your eyes. You left the phone to ring but after it stopped it quickly started back up.  

“Y/N you know it’s a bad idea right?” Derek muttered carefully. You stared at them but when the phone started ringing for the third time you gave in and picked it up.  

‘Hey babe.’ He slurred down the phone letting you know he was drunk.  

“What do you want David?” You sighed tiredly.  

‘I miss you.’ He whispered softly. His voice sent your heart rocketing, no matter how many times you made this mistake you never learnt.  

Before you could reply the phone was yanked out your hand. Lydia stood there with your phone in her hand. She quickly hung up on him with a scowl on her face. You let out a growl but inside you were momentarily thankful.  

“One, don't pick up the phone. You know he's only calling 'cause he's drunk and alone.” Stiles sang as he danced about the kitchen, his coffee finally kicking in.

“Two, don't let him in. You have to kick him out again.” He continued with a laugh.

“Three, don't be his friend. You know you're gonna wake up in his bed in the morning.” He whispered like it was the biggest secret.

“And if you're under him. You ain't getting over him.” He giggled as Derek rolled his eyes at his boyfriend’s antics. Once he sat down on Derek’s lap Lydia spoke up.  

“As much as Stiles is an idiot and his way of saying it is moronic, he’s right. You need to stop Y/N, it’s going to kill you.” She sighed softly as she placed your phone on the kitchen side.  

You gave her a sad nod before sitting down. You laid your head on the counter as you thought back to your relationship with David. He was your first love, the boy you gave you virginity to. He was a coyote like Malia except he was raised by humans. He’d lived in beacon hills most of his life but coyote weren’t pack animals so even when Scott had offered to be his Alpha he declined.  

He still hung out with the pack occasionally but you and he had grown close in that time. You eventually started dating but you knew he didn’t love you. For him it was just sex. After you guys broke up he called you when he was drunk, telling you he missed you but after sleeping with him he left like it never happened. It’s been five months since you broke up but every now and then he calls and for some reason you always crawl back. You couldn’t understand it yourself, but either way you did.  

Ten minutes later there was a knock at the door. You shot out your seat when you caught David scent. You tried to run to the door but Scott beat you to it. He opened the door flashing his red eyes before catching you by the waist effectively keeping you away from your ex-boyfriend.  

“You’re not welcome here.” Scott growled as you struggled against his hold.  

“I just wanna talk to ‘er.” He slurred sadly.  

“No.” You let out a whimper at his sad tone.  

“Y/N listen to me. Forget his tone and forget his face look at me.” Scott mutter softly in your ear. You huffed but played along anyway. You glanced up at your Alpha with a frown.  

“Chemo signals.” He muttered causing your eyes to widen as you zoned in on the chemo signals around you. You found Scott’s first his was concern and something you couldn’t quite pin point. Then you zoned in on David and your eyes widened in hurt. The only chemo signal coming from David was arousal. No hurt. No longing. Just pure lust.

You’re eyes welled with tears as you stared into Scott’s dusky brown ones. He strocked your cheek sweetly before pulling your head into his chest. Stiles came out the kitchen with a glare firmly on his face. Before anyone could figure out what was happening Stiles punched David across the face.  

“Leave. If you come back I’ll take my bat to your pretty little face!” Stiles growled angrily as his boyfriend ran out the kitchen to grab him.  

David let out a laugh before leaving calmly like he hadn’t just ripped open a wound that was already bleeding. Scott held you as you shook against his chest, but as soon as you were sure he was gone you burst into tears, collapsing to the floor with Scott who was making soothing sounds that frankly you barely registered.  

You weren’t sure how long you cried but by then end of it, your eyes were sore and you felt beyond tired. Stiles and Derek had left for work and Lydia had gone to bed. You finally looked up at Scott who was holding you like you were the most precious gem. He shot you a sad smile before reaching out and stroking your cheek once again.  

“You ready for bed?” Scott asked gently. You gave him a nod but as you tried to stand your legs gave out from under you. Thankfully Scott caught you before lifting you up bridal style.

He carried you to your bedroom before placing you in your bed. He brush your hair out your face before pulling the covers over you. You gave him a smile that probably looked more like a grimace but either way he returned it. And you were vaguely aware he bid you good night as you felt into a deep sleep.  

****

You weren’t sure what time it was when someone shook you awake but you were aware you had tears sliding down your face and a sheet of sweat glistening across your entire body. You shot up with a sob you hadn’t even realised you’d let out, before glancing at the person who woke you up.  

“Hey it’s okay. I’m here.” Scott muttered softly as he pulled you onto his lap, his arms wrapping around you tightly. You buried yourself into his chest silently and the tears involuntarily kept falling.  

He rocked you back and forth until you finally pulled away your face covered with dry tears. He wiped mostly of them away before waiting patiently for you to speak. When you finally found your voice it was scratch and felt so raw you almost winced.

“I don’t even remember having a dream..” You muttered sadly.  

“You were crying so loudly. Stiles tried to wake you but when he couldn’t he came to get me. I’m just glad I left you door open a little otherwise we wouldn’t have heard you. The soundproofing in this house is no joke.” Scott chuckled sadly.  

You glanced at his chest quickly realising her was in nothing but a pair of dark red boxer briefs. You coughed awkwardly before he looked down and realised what you’d looked at. He flushed before scratching the back of his neck.  

“How about I go put on some sweats then I can stay in here with you?” Scott asked softly his embarrassment fading quickly.  

“I thought you hated sleep in clothes?” You chuckled in amusement.  

“Well usually but I have a little more respect for you than to sleep in your bed in just boxers.” Scott smiled softly as you took in his words. They made your stomach flutter softly but you quickly dismissed it before looking at him.  

“I don’t mind. It’s not like you’re naked.” You giggled softly before crawling into bed. He followed quickly getting in behind you so your back was against his chest. You sighed happily before closing your eyes and letting the much need sleep take you.  

****

When you woke up against you felt someone restricting your movement and then when you tried to move something very large poked your ass. You thought maybe you left your sports bottle on the bed again but your eyes shot open as you remembered last night. Scott’s ridiculously large morning wood was pressing against your ass.

“Mornin’ how’d ya sleep.” He muttered sleepily as he started coming to.

“Yeah great…Scott I hate to embarrass you buuut your monster dick is poking me in the ass.” You deadpanned. He started flapping about until he finally fell off the bed. You burst out laughing as you looked over the side of the bed in amusement.  

“M-Monster dick?” Scott stuttered his face bright red.  

“Yep I thought I’d left my sports bottle on my bed again.” You giggled softly as he tried to cover up his problem with a pillow.  

“O-Oh I’m so sorry…” You muttered the scent of shame taking over the room. You quickly hopped off the bed and bent down next to him.

“Scott I know it’s not because of arousal it’s fine. I want to be a doctor remember? I know it’s because of the need to pee. Not all the time but most of the time.” You shot him a smile before stroking his cheek gently.  

“How about you go sort it out while I make us some breakfast and coffee.” You muttered sweetly as he nuzzled into your hand happily. He gave you a nod before running off to your on suite bathroom.  

By the time breakfast was done Scott strolled down stairs in some tight jeans and a burgundy Henley. It wasn’t a tight Henley like Derek’s is was slightly baggy but recently Scott had been working out more with Derek so he was slowly filling out the top.  

“What time do you have work?” You asked as you both sat down at the breakfast bar. Just then Stiles walked into the kitchen with a tired gaze before stealing a piece of bacon off Scott’s plate.

“I have work at 8am so in about thirty minutes.” Scott mumbled softly as he smacked Stiles hand away as the other boy tried to grab another piece of bacon.  

“You have a day off today right?” He added with a mouthful of food, as he scoffed down his breakfast.  

“Yeah no lecture today either so I’m gonna be lazy all day.” You giggled as you sipped you coffee.  

You picked up a piece of bacon on your fork before holding it to Scott’s lips. He gave you a lopsided grin as you wrapped his mouth around the fork happily. You returned his smile before eating some more of your eggs.  

“Okay well if you need me text me. I gotta go.” He stood up and cleared away his plates before walking back to you with a smile. He leaned down and placed a kiss on your temple before muttering goodbye.  

You stared at Stiles with wide eyes as Scott left the house. Stiles stared back mirroring your expression. You flailed your arms around in an attempt to communicate something that only Stiles would most likely understand. He gave you a shrug before stealing Scott’s abandoned coffee.

You weren’t entirely sure what happened but you couldn’t exactly say you were unhappy about this little development if anything it made you heart fluttered excitedly.  

Just then Derek walked in and Stiles looked up from the coffee, a smile broke across his face as you sniffed the air to get a feel of their chemo signals. You smelt the same thing you’d smelt on Scott last night so you glanced at Derek putting out your hand to stop him approaching Stiles.

“What’s that emotion raidiating off Stiles right now?” You asked Derek cautiously. Derek sniffed the air as Stiles made grabby hands at Derek ignoring my words.

“Oh that’s attraction.” Derek muttered as he opened his arms for his boyfriend, who happily ran into them.  

“So like a toned down version of lust?” You asked in confusion because you were sure this smelt nothing like lust.  

“No…Hmm how do I word this…It’s the pheromone that gets released when you’re in love with someone. It smells kinda sweet right?” He asked as he hugged his lover tightly.  

“Yeah. WAIT...LOVE!?”  You squeaked loudly as Derek flinched and started at your with furrowed brows.  

“Yes. Love. Why where have you smelt it?” Derek asked with a laugh.

“S-Scott smelt like that last night w-when he was looking into my eyes…” You muttered shyly.  

“Oh cool.” Stiles stated before pulling away from his boyfriend.  

“COOL!? THIS IS A BIG DEAL STILES!” You screamed loudly.  

“Not re-Wait…You really didn’t know he was in love with you this whole time?” Stiles asked in shock.  

“You guys knew!?” You yelled angrily, slamming your coffee down on the table in frustration.  

“It’s not hard to see. You were just too blinded by David fucking asshole Smith! I mean come on! SMITH! What kind last name is that!?” Stiles groaned dramatically. You shook your head before storming to your room to think about this new revelation.  

*****

When Scott had gotten home that night, you’d locked your bedroom door. You hadn’t known how to face him. The reality of the situation had been too heavy for you to bear at that moment. You had still been so screwed up about David you honestly couldn’t have even thought about a relationship with Scott. Even if your heart had fluttered around him a number of times.

However now you somehow find yourself brimming with anxiety and seething with jealousy. Malia and Scott had gotten closer over the past few weeks since you had kept your distance but right now they were currently giggling and flirting away with one another.  

You suddenly felt a wetness on your hand which made you frown and snap out of your jealousy. You looked down at you hand and noticed it was covered in blood. Your frown deepened as you tried to assess what happened. That’s when you notice your phone was practically bent in half on the floor covered in blood.  

You looked up to see Stiles staring at you with wide eyes and suddenly Scott sniffed the air his eyes shooting to yours. You hid you hand before he could see it but that apparently did nothing because he was on your in seconds.  

“Why are you bleeding?!” Scott asked with a panicked tone.  

“It’s nothing go back to your flirtatious conversation!” You snapped before picking up your phone and storming out the living area.

You were about to close the bedroom door but before you could Scott burst in after you, slamming it loudly in apparent anger. He paced your room a few times before looking up at you with anger on his face.

“What the hell was that about!?” He growled angrily, his eyes flashing red.  

“What are you so angry about!?” You snapped.

“Malia is down there thinking she was stepping on people’s toes by expressing her interest in me!” Scott screamed angrily as he took a step forward.  

“YEAH WELL MAYBE SHE WAS!” You yelled back with an equal amount of viciousness.

“YOU HAVE BARELY SAID TWO WORDS SINCE THAT NIGHT AND NOW YOU SUDDENLY GET TO ACT JEALOUS!? I DON’T THINK SO!” He screeched.  

“I FOUND OUT YOU WERE IN LOVE WITH ME! I HAD JUST BEEN THROUGH MY FIRST HEART BREAK! HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO ACT! W-When all of a s-sudden you entered my head and started making my heart flutter…I-I was scared.” You trailed off as you tried to hold back the tears threatening to spill over.

“Is that what these past few weeks of avoidance has been?” Scott asked his tone raw with pain.  

You gave him a nod before glancing up to see his face contort in pain. You let out a whimper as you took in his expression. You hated seeing this man hurt. Especially when it was because of you.

“Bu-But over the past few weeks as you a Malia got c-closer I realised…I-I want to be…” You stopped as you felt your tears start falling.  

Suddenly Scott was inches from your face, his hands cupping your cheek like you were the most valuable breakable artefact in the world. His eyes were boring into yours, his expression one of hurt, concern and love.  

“Please don’t cry…When I see you cry it kills me.” Scott whispered brokenly.  

“I’m s-so sor-sorry I never w-wanted to hurt you.” You cried as you clutched onto his dark blue hoodie.  

“I…I know…I know. I’m sorry I yelled at you. I’m sorry I confused you and if you would let me…I’d love to kiss you right now?” He muttered softly as he looked into your eyes questioningly.

“Please.” You replied breathlessly as your lips parted slightly.  

He caught your lips in a soft yet passionate open mouth kissed. It was sweet and portrayed everything you’d both felt the past few weeks. He twisted his head the opposite way as you did you same. Never deepening the kiss but you honestly didn’t care because this moment was the most picture perfect moment you had in your life and you were sure nothing could ever compare.

After a few more seconds he pulled away a little breathless. You stared into his eyes only to see the brightest loving look staring back. You stood on your tip toes as you leant up, throwing your arms around his neck, burying your head in his neck.  

“I think I’m totally head over heels in love with you.” You giggled softly into his neck as happy tears dropped onto his shirt.

“If it makes you feel better…I’m totally head over heels for you too.” Scott chuckled happily as he hugged you back.

The only rule you knew you’d need in your life now was; Never let this beautiful man go.

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dua to make someone love you and marry you

Do you need a dua to make someone love you and marry you in 3 days? Want your boyfriend or girlfriend to love you like a crazy person? Do you want to see the outcomes of a powerful wazifa to make someone madly in love with you? Then you are in the right place.

Today, you will learn how to use dua and wazifa to instantly make someone fall in love with you. islamicloveduas.com

What Can You Get From Dua & Wazifa?

The Islamic tools of Wazifa and Dua are powerful. The dua and wazifa can:

 Can turn impossible into possible.

Can get your ex to come back to you

Can make your friend or boyfriend love you again.

Can get them to marry you.

Dua For Making Someone Fall In Love With You

If you think your partner or husband is interested in someone else, you can use dua to make someone love you. People read this when their ex-lover doesn’t want to be with them anymore. If your boyfriend is interested in someone else, he will immediately end the relationship and return to you. If you make someone love you again, this powerful dua will help. Everything will be fine between the two of you again.

If you feel like your lover doesn’t care about you, mistreats you, and doesn’t give you the love and attention you deserve, you can use this dua to make someone love you.

The Islamic dua for making someone fall in love with you will bring your relationship back to life and help your lover understand your importance to them. That person will love you again, and your relationship will grow. Things will get better between you two.

Tips To Remember Before You Begin Reciting Duas To Make Someone Fall In Love With You

Before doing a dua to make someone love you, one must first perform wudu.

Keep the Zamzam water close by and pray facing Mecca.

Then start with Salawaat, or welcome to the Prophet Muhammad.

Take beautiful names and say Alhumdulillah three times to worship Allah, the Highest.

You should now do Istighfar and repeat “Astaghfirullah” three times.

The Prophet addressed Allah, saying, “We praise Allah and seek His help and forgiveness.”

Please avoid using hate, as it is banned in Islam.

Is It Possible to Get Someone to Love You by Making Dua?

Every prayer in the Holy Quran helps us find love and peace in life. This is why every righteous Muslim should never forget the prayers mentioned in the holy book.

It is extremely common to have a crush on someone. But when this crush reaches the phase of one-sided love, many people become happy. The desire to reciprocate one-sided love sometimes takes away all the happiness in life. Many people are unaware of the Islamic dua for making someone love you to fulfill this desire.

To read the dua to marry someone specific madly as much as you love them, follow the steps mentioned below:

 Take a shower and picture yourself living a happy life with the person you love very much.

Take a seat on your prayer mat and read Surah Al-Qariah 11 times. 

Then, say Durood Sharif 5 times and picture being with the person you love for all time. 

Dua To Make Someone Love You Back

If you’re not sure about your partner or want to find true love, you should say a dua to succeed in love. You will find the right love with the help of the dua for making someone love you. It will make your soul mate want to be with you. You and the person you’re dating will break up if they’re not right for you, and your true love will come along.

Before you do anything else, you should talk to our Molvi Sahab about the dua for someone to dream of you.

You must understand this dua for making someone fall in love with you and the steps involved. If you really want something and work hard for it, Allah willing, you will get it.

Here Is The Dua to Get Married in Three Days And Make Someone Crazy About You

The steps to execute Dua For Making Someone Love You are as follows:

Sit somewhere clean with fresh ablution and recite Durood Ibrahim. Eleven times

Then, repeat “Allah Hus Samad” 1000 times and Durood Ibrahim eleven times.

Finally, make a dua to Allah talah to make your beloved love you back and build tremendous love in his or her heart for you.

Insha Allah, you will achieve your goals in just 30 days.

Insha Allah, you will notice visible changes in your partner’s attitude. They will begin showing affection and concern for you.

How To Complete This Dua

From Friday night on, say this dua to make a girl love you.

Cleanse yourself, put on clean clothes, and sit somewhere clean.

Hold out a glass of water.

Say the Durood Shareef seven times and blow into the water.

Say “Surah Fatiha” 15 times and blow into the water each time.

Say the verse “Ayat-ul-Kursi” 15 times more, and then blow into the water.

Finally, say Durood Shareef seven times and blow into the water.

Drink this water and think of your partner.

Ask Allah Talah to make your lover miss you and love you very much.

If Allah will, your wish for a girl to love you will come true in 11 days.

How to Make Someone Dream About You

When a person wants to make their crush fall in love with them, they always try to catch their attention. To make the person you are crazy about always think of you, you should try an Islamic remedy we suggest. With the help of the dua for love, you will successfully get someone’s attention.

We all know that praying specific duas before Allah has excellent benefits. The most significant advantage of the dua to make a girl love you is to make your lover think of you. They will begin thinking about you more when they see you in their dream. With you always in their mind, they will start paying more attention to you.

Along with the dua to make a lover dream of you, surah to make someone love you, and you can also recite the dua to make a girl fall in love with you. The combination of both these duas will help you immensely. Within a short time, these duas will help you begin a relationship with the man or woman you deeply love.

To perform the dua to make a girl fall in love with you, follow the steps mentioned below:

 Make fresh wudu, then sit calmly to conduct the Tahajjud namaz.

As soon as you finish your namaz, fantasize about a great life with your partner. 

Begin reading the 18th through 21st verses of Surah Ar-Rahman seven times each. 

With a pure and honest heart, ask Allah to provide you with a happy life with your lover.

Dua to Make Someone Love You and Marry You

Being in love is the best feeling in the world. When someone is in love, they want to spend all of their time with that person. It’s important to them to spend time together and make memories. People also want to find love so they can have real help when things go wrong. Read the dua for marrying someone you love to make this kind of love come true.

If you want someone to love and marry you, say the dua. Here are the steps: 

Make an ablution before performing the dua or wazifa to make someone madly in love with you. 

Say the 11 times of Durood E-Inaam. 

After that, read the 23rd chapter of the Quran.

Say the first five lines of Surah Al-Muminun five times. 

Finally, ask Allah, the Almighty, to grant your dream for real love to come into your life.

 How Can You Make Dua For Someone You Love

If you have experienced multiple rejections. Then, the surah to make someone love you will assist you in having a successful love life. The surah to make someone love you will pave the road for you to find love. Who would love you unconditionally from the heart? Even if your partner takes you for granted. Then chanting the dua to make a girl love you will change her feelings toward you. He or she will become dedicated to you and make great efforts to surround you and make you feel special.

Which Surah is Beneficial for Marrying Someone You Love?

The Quran is a holy book that tells people how to live. According to some beliefs, many Surahs in the Quran have special benefits for love relationships. You can also get Allah’s favor by reading these surahs, which are more profound and essential.

Here are some examples of some of them:

Surah Al Imran (Chapter Four of the Quran)

To improve your bond with Allah (SWT), recite this Surah every time you pray, Salah.

Surah al-Muminun (Believing Ones)

This Surah is recited to strengthen a relationship founded on love and mutual understanding. This Surah underlines the value of a believer’s respect for their spouse.

Wazifa for Making Someone Fall in Love with You

If you believe that your husband’s love has faded with time and that he no longer shows you the same affection that he once did, then the wazifa to make someone love you will help you feel better. The wazifa to make someone fall in love with you will restart your marriage relationship and make your husband fall in love with you again.

Our Molvi sahab can teach you how to do a wazifa to make someone fall in love. He will suggest the best solution for you based on your situation once you begin practicing the Islamic prayer to read for spouse love. You will start to notice a difference in your husband’s attitude.

The following wazifa will make someone love you:

Keep any of your lover’s belongings in front of you as you recite the Salah.

Then, recite Durood Shareef eleven times.

Then, recite Surah Al-Ikhlas 786 times.

Also, recite Durood Shareef eleven times.

Then think of the person and make a wazifa to Allah Talah to make someone madly in love with you.

Blow on your lover’s belongings.

Insha Allah, during 21 days, they will develop feelings for you.

Final Words

In conclusion, the “Dua to Make Someone Love You and Marry You” presented in this post effectively makes someone love you. Thousands of individuals have tried this dua, and it is effective.

If you’re wondering which of the numerous prayers above is right for you, we’d want to let you know that you can make any of these prayers for yourself that seem appropriate.

The sole condition is that you pray with the entire faith in Allah.

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Dua to Get Lost Love Back

We, as a whole, face periods of detachment and separation in the relationship in our life. The genuine issue happens when these separations become wide and nearly the lasting finish of the relationship. If you have parted ways with your darling as of late and are searching to win them back.

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Dua to Get My Ex Lover Back

Dua to Get My Ex Lover Back

Having love in your life is the best feeling ever anyone can experience if you won’t get your ex-lover back, then you can definitely pray Dua to Get My Ex Lover Back, and pray to give your love back to you. You can use this Dua for getting your ex-lover back in just a few days. You can get your ex-lover back through the power of Quran Kareem to win the ex-love back again. Follow the Dua to get…

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Wazifa to make My Ex Boyfriend Love Back

Wazifa to make My Ex Boyfriend Love Back

A girl may take a short time in accepting a proposal or choosing a partner but Wazifa to urge Wife Back Wazifa For Wife to return Back Home when she loves, she does it along side WAZIFA TO MAKE MY EX-BOYFRIEND TO LOVE ME BACK her whole heart and soul. it’s indeed very difficult for a lady to forget her lover and thus the memories of him. A study showed that girls take much more time in recovering…

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Scared to be Lonely

Miya Atsumu x Reader (wc 4.1k) Inspired By: Scared to be Lonely (Conro Remix) - Martin Garrix, Dua Lipa, Conro ⚠️WARNING: Vulgar language, brief mention of inappropriate drug use (taking cough medicine to go to sleep), brief mention of suicidal actions (the act is mentioned in an argument but is NOT acted upon) A/N: This story has been banging around in my head for MONTHS now and I finally got it down!!!! I absolutely love the song and this particular remix, feel free to put it on repeat and drown in your feelings! It jumps between the past and the present but there are notes of when the jumps happen! Enjoy! :)

Now

A soft knock at the door wakes you from your restless sleep. Next to you, your yellow labrador huffs, sitting up and staring at the front door with her ears perked. She doesn’t bark, doesn’t move until you sit up. She descends from the bed and bounds forward - the nails on her feet tap tap tap against the wooden floorboards in your apartment. She sniffs at the crack under the door and even in the dark you can see her tail wagging back and forth.

It's like clockwork.

You don’t even bother checking the peephole (a habit you really ought to get back into) before undoing the locks and turning the door handle. You have to shuffle your puppy out of the way lest she gets bonked by the door but she eagerly moves, her whole body shaking as the door opens and she takes in the visitor.

You on the other hand are not as excited.

Because on the other side of the door is Miya Atsumu. Your ex-boyfriend.

You stare at each other - your face blank and his expectant. Wordlessly you move aside, the invitation clear. He steps over the threshold and joins you in the dark of your apartment.

It's like clockwork.

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Then

You and Atsumu were close in high school. You never took the leap and dated, despite your clear affections for each other. You didn’t really want to deal with the messy and wholly unnecessary drama that would ooze in toxic clouds from his fan club, and Atsumu was putting as much time and energy into volleyball as he could. But you still went to his games, still cheered him on, and still longed for the day where you could call him yours.

It was Atsumu who made the first move. He presented you with his uniform button at graduation, and for the first time in your life you felt you would burst from all of the happy emotions in your chest. You accepted his confession and you both began dating. All throughout your years at uni, all throughout his years playing for MSBY, you remained devoted to each other. You carved out as much time in your busy schedule as you could, and you knew that he did the same.

Needless to say, you were both so in love.

It was the kind love that was too much and not enough at the same time. It was the kind of love that filled your waking thoughts of Atsumu, Atsumu, Atsumu. It was the kind of love that made you feel comfortable and safe. So it was a no-brainer that after your uni graduation you moved in with each other. Atsumu had always joked about playing house with you someday, but this felt less like playing and more real.

Life was complete bliss. Waking up next to your lover and your best friend, bustling around in the morning because you had extra snuggles in bed, coming home to cook dinner together before going to bed in each other's arms. You really didn’t know what could make it better.

~~~

Now

After Atsumu walks into the apartment, you close the door. Relocking the locks bought you some time to get your emotions under control. He wasn’t a surprise visitor, but everytime you see him you’re filled with a bitterness that leaves you unsettled.

You hear Atsumu petting your dog, the dog that was once yours and Atsumu’s. She’s excited to see him, basking in the head pats and belly rubs.

You try not to think of her as a traitor. She’s just a dog.

You leave them to their reunion and make your way to the bedroom. You don’t have to look behind to know that he’ll follow you. This routine you’ve both developed is like clockwork.

And sure enough, as you’re settled back under the fluffy down comforter on your side, you hear footsteps walk through the apartment towards your room. You don’t turn to acknowledge Atsumu, and he doesn’t ask you to either. You feel the bed dip as he takes his place behind you. There’s some shifting of the covers and soon an arm is wrapped around your waist.

“Thanks.” The simple gratitude is whispered in your ear. This routine is so established that you’ve been able to train your body to not break out in gooseflesh at the whisper. Instead you remain quiet but let yourself shift back and further into Atsumu.

~~~

Then

Couples bicker and argue and nag each other all of the time. Especially two people who are passionate and stubborn. It wouldn’t take much for you to snip at Atsumu, usually about a dirty sock or plate in the sink. And he had no problem pointing out the drawers left open in the bathroom and the empty carton of milk you had left in the fridge. You would both apologize, promise to do better and move on.

Until one day, you couldn’t.

Looking back you weren’t sure if it was you or Atsumu who couldn’t let a little argument go. And what was worse was that you couldn’t even remember what the stupid argument was. What you do remember is Atsumu raising his voice and calling you a lazy bum. And you vividly remember how much that had hurt, and how you wanted him to feel just as bad. Who was he to have such control over your emotions and wield them so dangerously? So you opened your mouth to reply just as scathingly.

That was the first time you had slept on the couch and Atsumu slept in the bedroom.

The next morning you both moved in stuffy, sleepy silence. Sleepy because you hadn’t gotten a wink of sleep and stuffy because you refused to apologize. You both left for your respective jobs and you had spent the day wondering what hell would await you once you got back.

But instead, Atsumu had set up take-out on the coffee table, queued up your favorite television show, and waited for you to return. He gestured to the setup once you came into the apartment and that night you both sat side-by-side, laughing at the show and enjoying the food.

It wasn’t until you were both in bed, snuggled together, that you realized neither of you apologized for the argument. He didn’t apologize for his hurtful words, and you didn’t apologize for yours.

~~~

Now

You startle awake as the bed shakes but you relax once you realize it was your puppy jumping up in bed and getting comfortable. You watch her settle between your legs and Atsumu’s - she spins in place twice before plopping down in a tight coil. But she immediately closes her eyes, so you can’t imagine it’s that uncomfortable.

You look away and your eyes land on your ex-boyfriend, sleeping soundly. You can’t help but frown as you see the dark circles under his eyes and the way his body is completely lax as he slumbers.

I wonder if he’s not sleeping well. You wouldn’t put it past him - in fact, you would sympathize with him. It’s only been a month and a half since your split and the sleepless nights are adding up. You tried everything - new pillows, new sheets, soothing scents spritzed on your pillowcases to lull you to sleep, reading, sleepytime tea. There’s nothing in the world that has helped you get to sleep, and then stay asleep.

The one stupid (very VERY stupid) time you thought it’d be smart to take night time cough medicine to knock you out proved to be a very bad idea as your dreams were plagued with snippets of your memories with Atsumu, warped in a way that the drug makes dreams seem. It was a lesson learned and you didn’t try that again.

As you watch Atsumu sleep you wonder what he’s done to try to sleep, if anything. Maybe more late practices at the gym, or watching game tape until his eyelids won’t stay open. You hope it’s something, something other than the remedy you need to sleep.

~~~

Then

It was wishful thinking to hope that the argument was a one-off.

Because if anything, you had more of those arguments. The ones that left you shaking with anger as you both lashed out at each other. It left Atsumu storming out of the apartment, slamming the door behind him while you threw pillows across the room.

In your mind, the fights were always Atsumu’s fault. He was never home, he didn’t get any dinner ready for you both, he didn’t hang the laundry so now your clothes smelled weird - the list went on and on. In your mind, rarely were you to blame for the start of the fights.

The escalation of those fights, on the other hand…….you weren’t blameless.

But damn were you frustrated. You’ve been putting so much time and energy into this relationship that you both supposedly wanted to be in, but it wasn’t easy anymore. Real life made sure of that. But the one part of it that was always supposed to be easy was being the most difficult portion of all.

And to you, it seemed like that portion didn’t care.

So yeah, maybe you were a bit harsh when you fought. Maybe you used specific barbs tailored to sting. Maybe a part of you relished in seeing the hurt in Atsumu’s eyes, because then it for sure mirrored the hurt and anger in your eyes.

But Atsumu didn’t back down nor did he cower. If anything he took the hurt he felt and shoved it back in your face with an extra side of “fuck you.” So thus a bizarre game of volleyball began - it was a special version you both concocted. You played this detrimental game for nearly six months, spiking mean jabs at each other and receiving those hurtful words on arms bruised beyond belief. The game ran you both ragged but you’d be damned if you gave up first. And Atsumu was way too competitive to throw in the towel.

You endured. You persevered. You played that fucking game because you still loved Atsumu, and you hoped to god that he loved you too.

However with each “game” you played the court beneath you both crumbled away. It withered into kindling, piling at the foundation of your relationship. Each argument was fuel added to the pile. And it grew, and grew, and grew. Until whatever remained of the “court” was balancing on a precipice of kindling and fuel, and instead of a “volleyball” you hurled at each other you passed a lit match back and forth. One wrong move and kaboom.

You both knew how precarious your relationship had become. Both of you knew that one more argument, or one more nasty snip said at the wrong time could be the end of you and Atsumu.

But it didn’t stop the match from falling. It fell, and you didn’t know who was responsible for it’s fall. Your arguments started with you each pointing the finger at each other, but when the time came, you both had played your parts in the explosion.

And what an explosion it was. It was an explosion of seismic levels, of legendary proportions. It was so bad that you didn’t know how you and Atsumu escaped from the rubble unscathed.

Well mostly unscathed - your hearts and psyches took a beating that had left you hollow. Even a month later you’re still reeling from the aftermath. Not only had you lost your boyfriend that day, you had lost your best friend.

~~~

Now

You open your eyes again, your throat dry and eyes crusted. Your room is still dark but you feel way more groggy than before so a few hours must have passed. You reach for your phone on the bedside table and blearily read the screen - 4:42.

You set the phone back down and settle back into bed. You turn on your side to face a sleeping Atsumu. Just over his shoulder you can spot your dog pressed flush against Atsumu’s back, also fast asleep.

You can’t help but smile sadly. The sight brings you back to lazy mornings in bed, cooking in the kitchen together, running around the apartment playing tag. The memories rush back to you, not unlike a film montage of the happy and sappy couple in a romantic comedy who finally get together and jet off into the sunset together while a soulful soundtrack blasts through the speakers.

If only it were that easy.

Now your mornings are filled with silence, coffee is made for one, you take longer routes to work to avoid billboards showcase MSBY’s Monster Generation, and a numbing pang of loneliness follows you wherever you go.

You don’t feel that loneliness now, with Atsumu in your bed. But you feel another, uncomfortable emotion twisting your gut.

Regret.

You know this is wrong. Atsumu knows this is wrong. You two broke up because being together was slowly tearing you apart. It was better to be alone.

Even if being alone scares the hell out of you.

If your best friend, someone who you’ve known for eight years, can’t stand to be with you, then who could?

But between being alone and enduring screaming matches every other night, you’d take being alone. It was better for you, and better for Atsumu.

But you’re not alone now. As you settle closer to Atsumu, you cherish the moment. The next time you wake he’ll be gone, fully completing the ritual. So you take the extra time to savor having Atsumu here with you. You’re hoping it’ll be enough to ward off the aching loneliness that’s sure to come back.

It never is.

~~~

You wake up and know that something is wrong.

You don’t think you’re in danger (your dog would be barking up a storm if that’s the case.) But something is...off.

As you shift to sit up, the heavy arm around your middle shifts with you.

Your eyes widen and you quickly turn around. You see the arm that was around you belongs to Atsumu, who is still sleeping in your bed.

You blink but he’s still there.

What the fuck?

Atsumu never stays. He made that clear on the very first night of this sleepover arrangement.

“Just for tonight,” he had said. His eyes were bloodshot and he looked like he hadn’t slept in a week. “I promise I’ll be gone before ya wake up.”

While he wasn’t able to deliver on both promises, he did manage to keep the latter. WIthout fail Atsumu would be gone, no trace of him to be found come morning.

(You had thought, at least. Until you walked out from your bedroom to a fresh pot of coffee and your dog’s water and food dish full.)

But he never stayed for you. He said he wouldn’t so he didn’t. Sometimes you thought that you had dreamt his arrival on your doorstep and the entire night spooning together in bed. But there’s no way a dream could soothe the ache on your heart like Atsumu’s physical presence could.

But instead of being soothed now you were filled with wary confusion.

You tense as Atsumu stirs and begins to wake up. You watch his eyes brlink open, looking around the room before finding you. His whole body seems to freeze, his eyes widening. Clearly he is just as surprised to find himself here as you are to see him.

“Mornin’,” he rasps out.

You clear your throat. “Good morning.”

“‘M sorry,” he says after a beat. “I know ‘m not supposed to be here.” He sits up and the comforter pools at his waist. You watch him raise his arms above his head to stretch.

“It’s fine,” you reply cautiously. He moves to the other side of the bed to stand. Your eyes are on him like a hawk. “But I don’t think you should come back.”

Your eyes widen at the words that flew from your mouth. Wait, why did I say that?

Atsumu is frozen, his back still turned to you. The air in the room shifted from sheepish sleepiness to attentive tension. You’re still reeling from what you said but you begin to prepare yourself for whatever excuse Atsumu will try to sway you with. Or whatever insult he chooses to fling.

He shrugs his shoulders and stands.

.

.

Huh?

“I understand.” Atsumu says. He reaches to the ground to pick up the sweat he discarded last night. You watch him slide it on, tugging it over his head. He’s not meeting your eyes.

“I’m sorry.” You end up speaking, unable to deal with the silence. “But I think it’s for the best.”

He pauses in fixing his hair and turns to give you a look. You recoil slightly at the intensity in his eyes.

“D’ya really believe that?”

His question has you jolting again. Your mind blanks and you have to shake your head to clear your surprise. What kind of question is that? Doesn’t he too believe it’s for the best? He never stayed, so he knew how bad this was just as much as you did.

In your confusion and surprise at Atsumu’s question you don’t reply right away. But he seems to take that as an answer in itself. He nods, his face going hard before walking out of the room.

Either the simple dismissal from Atsumu or the fact that he thinks he knows what you wanted to say from your silence makes your blood boil. That arrogance is his kryptonite that he refuses to reign in.

You’re on your feet before you know it, following him to the front door.

“Hey!” You snap at him. You catch him flinching imperceptibly but he doesn’t stop shoving his feet into his shoes. “Don’t act like you knew what I was going to say.”

He snorts. “I’ve known ya for eight years, Y/N. I think I can make a pretty good guess.”

“Fuck you,” you mumble. “Honestly, we know this isn’t healthy. If I didn’t say anything we would’ve continued with this delusion-”

“Delusion, huh?” Atsumu whirls around and meets your gaze, his eyes hard. “So now I’m crazy, is that what yer sayin’?”

“My god, don’t put words in my mouth. You used to do that all the fucking time,” you can’t help but laugh. “See? Do you see this? We broke up because of this!”

“It wasn’t my choice.” You hear him mutter.

You laugh again. “You had just as much say, Atsumu. Besides your garbage behavior, you agreed to us breaking -”

“I wish I didn’t!”

Your mouth drops open and you’re unable to reply.

Funny, it’s probably the first argument in your apartment since you broke up. And it’s the first time that an argument has rendered you speechless.

Atsumu’s eyes are also wide, but he shakes his head and utters a soft ‘fuck’ before standing up straight and facing you.

“I wish I didn’t agree to breakin’ up and I regret not fightin’ for ya more.”

You still can’t find it in you to reply, your throat completely dried up.

“I’m sorry Y/N. I miss ya. I miss ya so much.”

Atsumu’s quiet honesty is what makes you finally find your voice.

“But we fought.” You croak. “All the time. We were miserable.”

Atsumu nods. “Yea, but it was my fault. No,” He holds up his hand to stop you interrupting. “It was. We fought a lot, yea. But you were fightin’ for us. I was the one who didn’t put in any effort, and the fights were because I was bein’ selfish. I put too much into my team and I took ya for granted. And when ya tried to talk to me ‘bout it, I ignored ya.”

~~~

Then

“For FUCK’S sake YN, will you get off my back?!”

“No! Because this is the FOURTH time you’ve stood me up! On our anniversary, no less!”

“We have an important game comin’ up and I hafta prepare. I can’t have any distractions.”

“Oh so now I’m a fucking distraction? Jesus, why don’t you throw me out the door with the garbage then?”

“A bag of garbage would be less naggy than you.”

“Fuck you Atsumu. I know your precious volleyball team needs all the help it can get but when I’m coming to you and telling you how I feel you decide to shit all over me. I’m not gonna deal with it anymore.”

“My team is the fucking best, ok? Don’t be condescending.”

“Oho, the best?! Because of you?! What a joke. Do you really think you’ll ever be as good as some of those other players? Do you really think you’re good enough to be on the national team? They wouldn’t take you as a ball boy!”

“...”

“Hey, baby. I’m -”

“You’re such a fucking bitch. It’s a wonder I haven’t offed myself to escape you.”

“...”

“I’m going to Osamu’s, don’t wait up.”

~~~

Now

It’s a very different Atsumu standing in front of you now. Instead of the raging, nearly feral man you once loved you have Atsumu, standing tall and face full of remorse.

“What I did, and what I said - I know it’s unforgivable.” He sighs and shakes his head. “And I know it’s even worse that I realized it after we broke up. But I am so sorry, Y/N. I’ve done a lot of stupid shit in my life but none of it compares to how I treated ya.”

You truly have no idea what to say. How could you? This, your former best friend and soulmate, changed into some unrecognizable character hellbent on achieving his own goals at the expense of others. He became a monster that plagued your thoughts, day and night. But what was worse was that it made you a monster. You would be so angry and lash out just as hard for your own selfish pleasure. You hated the person you became when you were fighting Atsumu?

Were you destined to go down that path again?

“I promise to leave ya alone if you want.” Atsumu pledges to you. “I’ll leave and never come back, god I know I don’t deserve to even be here. Ya’ve been so kind, lettin’ me stay but I deserve sleepless nights for the rest of my life for how I treated ya. But if ya want to try again, I promise I’ll do all that I can to make ya feel appreciated and loved.”

You continue to stare at Atsumu, mute. Your thoughts are a jumbled mess, and you have no idea what to do. You have no idea what to say.

Atsumu takes your silence as an answer yet again, and nods dejectedly but accepting.

Yet again, you can’t believe the audacity of this man.

Atsumu turns away and moves towards the door.

“Wait,” you say.

He turns back to you, still despondent and trying very hard not to show it. Your thoughts are all over the place. You know you both will have to sit down and have a long, long talk. But you finally say what you’ve wanted to say since Atsumu has been coming to your door in the middle of the night.

“I’m sorry, for everything I did.” You pause, taking a shaky breath in. “Please stay.”

It takes Atsumu a minute to register your plea but once he does his eyes widen and he runs back to you. His arms wrap around you and he brings you close to his chest. You exhale sharply, from both the impact and from finally giving into what your heart desired.

“Y/N, Y/N, Y/N,” Atsumu whispers into your hair. You feel his shoulders shake as he breaks down in tears and you let a few escape on your own.

“Shhh, it’s okay.” You reassure him. You’re just as desperate to hold him in your arms and tell yourself that everything is fine. “It’s okay.”

“I was so scared,” he sobs into your hair. “I was so scared you’d say no and I’d be alone.”

“Don’t be scared.” You tell him. You pull back so you can meet his tear-filled eyes. You give him a gentle smile, one that has felt more genuine than any you’ve given in the past few weeks. “I’m here.”

You give him a gentle peck on the lips, feeling him reciprocate despite the wobble to his. You don’t hold the kiss for long before he breaks down in sobs again and clutches you.

You let him hold onto you, as desperate as he is, and you let yourself unwind. Both of you were terribly scared to be lonely, that much is clear. But you know that isn’t something you’ll ever have to worry about again.

END.

Taglist: @psycho-nightrose

[heylors]

The one where Harry Styles and Taylor Swift reunited at the GRAMMYs 2021.

I just wanna taste it, I just wanna taste it Watermelon Sugar high Watermelon Sugar–

And the applause of the small crowd echoed in the studio they were in. It was ten seconds of clapping for Harry Styles who just opened the GRAMMYS with his hit single that is nominated for tonight. He bowed and fixed his hair while appreciating the cheers for him.

After his performance, he made a quick change and wore a custom made Gucci outfit with a fuzzy purple boa wrapped around his neck. He took photographs for the red carpet before proceeding to his seat.

After twenty minutes of waiting, the program resumed with the host presenting Taylor Swift to perform.

His heart suddenly started to beat faster than it did when he was opening up the GRAMMYS as soon as he saw his old flame on the big screen performing her song, Cardigan.

And when I felt like I was an old cardigan under someone's bed You put me on and said I was your favorite.

She then continued her performance by singing August and Willow.

Harry was able to sing along throughout the performance since he tried listening to Folklore. He's been always so amazed by how Taylor writes her lyrics and how she puts melodies into it. He remembers how she wrote 'Style' where she stated that he really got that James Dean daydream like... who writes like that? Who compliments their exes like THAT?

He was also stunned on how she wrote the bridge of Out of the Woods and how she narrated the downfall of their relationship in just a span of 20 seconds.

Taylor did the same thing as Harry after performing. She changed her wardrobe after going back to her seat with Jack and Aaron.

While waiting for the program to resume, her eyes explored the tent where a lot of nominated artists are seated but as soon as she laid her eyes to the man who inspired the album that was awarded AOTY last 2016, it never left.

She smiled behind her mask. She remembers how Harry would talk about how cool it is if he wins an award for himself back in 2012. She knew he was so passionate as her on writing songs about his feelings and seeing him 9 years later, nominated for the same categories with her at the GRAMMYS, is something that makes her feel cozy at some point.

Harry gazed at her the same time Taylor was gazing at him. His green and her ocean blue eyes collided once again after years of not seeing each other.

They both squinted and knew they both lowkey smiled at each other since their masks were covering their mouths.

After the quick intimate staring, they both looked at different ways and made themselves busy but they couldn't deny the fact that memories from the past starts to linger in their heads.

Before they can even zone out from their reality, the program resumed and they were about to announce the winner for Best Pop Solo Performance where they are both nominated.

While they are showing the nominees, Harry kept looking at Taylor's direction because he knows that she's gonna get the GRAMMY and didn't even thought of winning it for himself. He's already too grateful to be nominated alongside his ex and other wonderful artists.

Taylor on the other side is hoping for her old flame to win knowing how much it would mean to him plus, she knows he deserves it.

"And the GRAMMY goes to...."

"Harry Styles." Taylor breathed.

"Cardigan." Harry sighed.

"Watermelon Sugar, Harry Styles!"

Taylor smiled and stood up before anyone else. Even before Harry.

She clapped and looked at his direction. She starts nodding as if she was saying "Well deserved, Lad. Well deserved."

Harry proceed to give his acceptance speech for his first ever GRAMMY which he only dreamt of having. He grabbed the trophy and put it back seconds after holding it.

"Wow, erm..." He sighed before continuing his speech. He couldn't believe it, and the thought of winning something from a prestigious award show couldn't sink in that quick.

Taylor's watching him from her seat and couldn't help but to grin behind her mask all throughout his speech. She could tell that he's nervous because he speaks too fast and he kept looking down.

"All of these songs are fucking massive." Harry said and took a quick glance to Taylor so they made another eye contact.

"I feel honored to be among all of you so thank you so much." This time, Harry's eyes were locked in to Taylor and she didn't even looked away. She's just so proud of him and how far he's made.

Harry made his way out after giving his speech but he forgets to take his GRAMMY with him which made Taylor giggled.

Harry took some quick photographs backstage with his achievement and the thought of winning against those artists is still not sinking in for him. He went back to his seat since he's nominated for two more categories where in one of them, he's nominated alongside Taylor again.

It was time to announce the winner for Best Pop Vocal Album so Taylor and Harry made themselves comfortable in their seats since this is a big category to win.

Taylor was sort of anxious because out of six nominations for Folklore, she won nothing since the pre-show. This is her second to the last nomination.

Though she was worried about it, a part of her didn't care about the awards because she didn't even think of winning awards for the album that she only wrote to keep herself busy and to entertain her fans during the lockdown.

"And the GRAMMY goes to... Future Nostalgia, Dua Lipa!"

Taylor as well as Harry clapped and stood up for their good friend. Despite of not winning 5/6 of her nominations tonight, Taylor remained calmed and enjoyed the rest of their evening.

As soon as Dua ended her acceptance speech, Harry took a quick glanced at Taylor who's also applauding for her.

He's thinking of approaching her before he gets out of the tent since he's not nominated for anything already. A little catch up wouldn't hurt anybody aye?

After the cameras stopped rolling, Harry stood up and talked to some artists in the room before walking towards Taylor to start a conversation.

"Hey, good to see you." Harry greeted Aaron Dessner as soon as he reached their table, "Congratulations on your nominations. Folklore deserved!"

Aaron congratulated Harry too for winning his first GRAMMY.

"Thanks! I couldn't believe it either." He then turn his attention to Taylor who's sitting on her chair, listening to their conversation.

"Great performance by the way." He looks down to her and started the conversation.

Taylor stood up so she would be on the same level as him, "Thank you! Did you see it?"

Harry nodded, "Yeah."

"We were like so nervous because its the first time we played on National TV." She explained.

"Yeah, it was great." Harry responded.

It felt like it was 2012 all over again but everything's not out of place, and there's no trace of uncertainty. He could tell that Taylor is in a very grounded, and stable life which he failed to give when they were in a relationship. She looked as beautiful as the day that he lost her.

He always imagined that they would be standing here, talking to each other about how great life is going on for the both of them. After what they had in the past, Taylor was something for him. She will always have this piece of him that she didn't know she holds.

December 2012 ( I highly recommend to play Unchained Melody by The Righteous Brothers while reading this part. )

"Help me move this one, Babe." Taylor asked his boyfriend a favor as she holds a side of her couch.

"Let me do it. I workout for you, you know."  Harry flexed his muscles and winked at Taylor before holding the other side of the couch.

"With your clumsy ass? Yeah right." Taylor chuckled and rolled her eyes. Harry mocked her accent which made Taylor giggle.

"Let's just move the furnitures please? So we could dance."

After they moved some tables and upholstered piece of furnitures, Harry puts on The Righteous Brothers' vinyl record and Unchained Melody starts playing.

He walked towards Taylor who's waiting for him at the middle of her apartment.

He holds her tight like it was the last time because he knows deeply that this is soon gonna last considering that their relationship is very fragile and tentative.

They swayed slowly to the music with their eyes closed, feeling each others' heartbeat.

"I wish we could stay like this forever." Taylor whispered.

Harry rubs her back because he knows she's tearing up, "I always pray for it, baby."

After seconds of silence, she spoke again but this time with her voice cracking.

"Do you think we'll make it?" Taylor.

"We'll make it right?" She continued.

Harry sighed and responded, "Of course, we'll make it."

He kissed her temple and hugged her as she starts to sob. She held him tighter than she ever did before, knowing that it could be the last time she'll be holding the love of her life.

**

"Well, its great to see you!" Harry tries to end the conversation since he still has things to do backstage.

"It's great to see you too, Haz." She tilted her head and flashed a smile at him.

He bids goodbye to Taylor and the others who were at the table and then proceeds backstage. He wouldn't be there when they would announce the Album of the Year but he is certain that Taylor is going to get it. He is so sure that he already have a draft of a congratulation-text for her.

Taylor watches Harry walk away and realizations just hit her on the spot.

They made it.

Separately.

But they still made it.

and she's happy for that.

She considered Harry as someone who would interrupt her wedding because he believes that it isn't over yet. That it should be him that she must marry.

Nine years later, she still considers him who would still go to his wedding but to not interrupt it. He would be there with a date on his arm,  a date he loves truly because he found his person too. He would give a beautiful toast about love and growth... about relationships that are meant to be and relationships that are meant to send you on a path of change.

They will share a dance where he kisses her on her forehead just like what they did back in December of 2012.

He'll tell her that he is proud of her, of them, and of their history and she's thankful to hear that from him.

She's been thinking about the hearts she's broken on her journey here, and he tells her his heart was broken but it taught him about himself in only the way your first love can.

Taylor tells him she really loves this person he is with and he tells her that he's been planning to propose and a year later, she's at his wedding giving a toast about love that's meant to be and love that helps you grow.

"And the GRAMMY goes to... Folklore, Taylor Swift!"

Harry flashed a grin as he watches Taylor makes history for being the first woman to win Album of the Year three times from the television backstage.

"Joe.." Taylor let out a sigh of relief as she thanks his boyfriend.

"Who is the first person that I play every single song that I write and I had the best time writing songs with you in quarantine."

And when I walked up to the podium, I didn't forgot to say your name.

And on her way home to her boyfriend, her phone lits up with a message notification from someone she knew and might really never forget as long as she lives.

From: unknown

Congratulations! I knew you would make history. You deserve it, Taylah.

Send my regards to Joe, I would love to meet the lad someday.

All the love, H.

___

[mizuuziz]

Dream of Me Pt 1. - San

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Tags: Angst, Mentions of Dream Sequences, Mentions of Future, Mentions of Cheating, Mentions of killing, Mentions of Marriage, Strong Language, San x Reader (Gender Neutral)

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Part 2 - Final

You were walking around the park when a man approached you, he told you his name. San explained your life story. No one else knew what you went through, someone who you barely knew told you all this. He was a stranger who you met mere minutes ago. He even spoke of your plans for a secret marriage to your boyfriend Hongjoong. No one knew, not even Hongjoong's friends. He even spoke of how you met Hongjoong as a kid. You both were in kindergarten, he even spoke of how you and Hongjoong got engaged. You were frightened, yet you felt like you knew San.

"I'll prove that I'm right, I'll show you your future." San looked at you dead in the eye, as he spoke to you.

"I believe you." The words came out of your mouth without hesitation.

"Do you want to know more? I'm warning you, it's all very hard to deal with. Are you sure you would want to know more?" San asked you, as he was sure to speak to you in a secluded area.

"I should, there's a reason as to why I met you. I should have listened to you if by chance I met you in the future." You nodded, as you only spoke the confirmation that San needed.

"If I stand corrected, your parents are opposed to this marriage, they don't believe that Hongjoong should be the one you marry. Well, you marry him, but you're only miserable. You believe that you know all of him, you even trusted him. For proof, I'll leave a detail out of how we met and something else, if you see it then you'll know that you were meant to know. As a result of your marriage, you were condemned." San waited for your response to what he saw you go through.

"What if I make a different choice? Can you see that other path I would choose?" You waited for San to respond to your visibly shaking hands. You started questioning your love really meaning something to Hongjoong.

"I cannot see any other alternatives, I'm a time traveler, I can only see what you went through when I met you. I loved you then, even when you dismissed my opinions on Hongjoong. You said that I was only jealous of him. I never wanted to see you suffer. You never even invited your parents because they opposed it, it was wrong. I am only given a chance to time travel in this time for now to stop you." San sadly glanced at you. You didn't know why your heart was aching for San.

"I'm sorry." You got up to hug San even if it's for a mere moment. You forgot about Hongjoong at the moment.

"I created a time machine, so I'm here. You both married in my presence, we had already met at the time. You also won't be able to wake up until you see your future, it's an effect to seeing your future. Y/n, he even cheated on you before the wedding. That sick in the head dared to." San looked at you in the eye with tears threatening to fall out.

Hongjoong cheated on you, yet San was the most affected. He saw you go through that. You approached San and wiped his eyes.

"Don't, I'm still not over you." San sadly backed away from you. You didn't know how to respond. You couldn't find another way to break the silence.

"San, tell me more." You worried more and more about what situation you got yourself into.

"Y/n, he had a baby. You married him without knowing that he had a son with a woman. You found out and wanted to get divorced. Hongjoong refused to let you go, even when you applied for a divorce. He was controlling. He even had the kid and the woman living with you." San looked down in sadness.

"You one day had enough and decided to kill him for taking away your youth. You told him that you both wouldn't divorce if he came to the apartment building rooftop. Everyone was living in that apartment building, you pushed Hongjoong off the rooftop. You were taken to prison for First-degree murder. Even after his death, you were tormented. My advice for you now, follow him today at night to prove my point." He finally spoke about what he could tell you.

"Thank you, I wish I would've listened to you before. I also hope that I could meet you at this point of my life." You started crying because there was someone who truly cared. You were determined to take the bind off your eyes.

"In two days, at 9 am was the moment we met. I have to go now." San hugged you until he disappeared.

You finally took off to your place while taking a fresh breath of air. The day became sad after San left. You didn't want to believe what you were told, but you shouldn't be fooled any longer. You would finally know who was lying. Hours passed and you finally got in touch with your fiancee. He called you to make sure you were okay.

"By the way babe, my friends are coming over tonight, I can't go see you. I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you." Hongjoong apologized over the phone. He seemed nervous, and you were apprehensive.

"It's fine babe, see you tomorrow." You responded in the usual manner.

You decided to use an excuse to go to his place. There was still light in the sky for you to go observe him. You took your car and waited at a stop that was out of sight to watch Hongjoong. You grew bored, but you needed to know. Good thing you didn't confront Hongjoong without proof when he called you. You waited until it was nighttime. The night stars beamed, you wanted to shine bright like those stars. You hoped to meet San again, you didn't want him to dissipate from your life. Then all of a sudden, you found your answer. Hongjoong ran out of his place to come to get a woman who was as young as you both. You never even met her before. To take away any doubts, Hongjoong even ran to her arms and kissed her on the lips. He was holding hands with her. That was your cue, you got out of your car. You approached both of them from behind and tapped on Hongjoong's shoulder.

"What the fuck, are you doing Hongjoong?" You were now mad that you were betrayed.

"Were you stalking me? Y/n, you're a psycho!!!" Hongjoong screamed even in front of that woman.

"You're a psycho for wanting to marry me even while having an affair, I don't deserve this. Now here's your stupid ring!!!" You finally threw your engagement ring on the street.

"No, you're not doing this to me!!!" Hongjoong gripped onto your wrist so tight.

"I called the police, now let her go!!!" A man came to your rescue and led you out of the situation. You recognized him immediately, it was San. Times changed, you were supposed to meet him in two days. You guessed that events changed since you caught Hongjoong cheating.

"Are you okay? Did he hurt you?" This present time San was just as kind as future time San. You stared at San in awe, he was right.

"I'm okay, thank you." You thanked San and asked for his number just in case Hongjoong came by again.

You drove home and called your parents to apologize. If San was right about this, then it's only right to reconcile with your parents. Now all you needed to do was go to sleep. You snuggled on your bed and slept.

You had dreamt about that future life. You met San at the grocery store when you went to go buy cereal and he was in that same aisle. He helped you reach the cereal you wanted. You both started meeting more and more until he found out you were getting married. He even told you that was walking to his house at night and saw Hongjoong with another woman kissing. Just as you saw them when you confronted them in this time because you changed time, but you dismissed San even when he told you what he saw. You even said that he was jealous and never wanted you to be happy. That same moment, he confessed his love for you, and you told him that you didn't want his worthless love because you loved Hongjoong. You couldn't recognize yourself, you became a monster. You didn't believe San and that led you to your doom at that time. You also saw how San created the time machine and wanted to use it the day of your wedding, but it failed. You committed a crime and were thrown in prison, you would refuse to see San. You also saw every single detail that future time San told you. That was all you could see.

You finally woke up, two days later. It was 6 am when you realized that there would be another encounter. You got ready even if there was still time. You realized the true meaning of love, Hongjoong only made you suffer in the long run. You tried to make things the same to not alter too much. You still dressed in the time you did before when you had to go for groceries. You finally drove to the groceries and went inside and went in just a bit before 9 am. He only said you both saw each other at 9 am. You approached the cereal aisle at exactly 9 am and there he was. He was with another woman, you thought that you should just leave. Then all of a sudden, he called out to you.

"Excuse me, I saw you yesterday. Don't go." San called out to you. You stopped for a moment before turning around.

"Oh hi, thank you for yesterday." You nervously replied as you approached him.

"No worries, but meet my sister Ha Neul." He grinned ear to ear as he introduced his sister and looked at you. You forgot that he didn't tell you his name even when he gave you his number. He only said his name in the future time, but at present time San didn't even have your name.

"I'm Y/n, what's your name?" You grinned as well as you asked San. You forgot that he never told you his name at present time.

"Omg, I'm sorry I didn't tell you my name. My name is San." He was soon told by his sister that he should've introduced himself before. She is pretty just like him.

"I didn't call you because I lost your number. You didn't put a contact name and I accidentally saved it without having your name." You replied. It was indeed true, but you also had been asleep for 2 days. It was all a supernatural experience that you wouldn't forget.

"Y/n, do you have a boyfriend?" Ha Neul asked you and San whispered to his sister to not ask such things.

"No, I got out of a relationship with someone who I realized that I no longer loved because they were bad to me." Both San and Ha Neul apologized.

"I'm over it, San actually saved me. And I took pictures of my arms." You told both of them. You also explained to Ha Neul what happened yesterday.

"Well I have to go now, thank you both." You smiled and said your farewells to the siblings. They both waved and you noticed that San was blushing. It seems like his sister was teasing him about you from the way his sister was looking in your direction.

You decided that you weren't going to break San's heart. As soon as you walked out of the grocery store, you felt like a weight was taken off your shoulders. The sun was shining bright today and you had no regrets. You walked out and embraced the sun rays that blinded your sight at the moment. The fact that San loved you all throughout the future time was comforting, you only wished that you chose him instead of Hongjoong. He loved you enough to save you from your doom, he never intended to make you fall for him. He even respected your decision to not accept his feelings in the alternate future. You planned to change your future.

Everything you saw in the alternate future took place in a span of years, but you fell for San in a span of days. All you needed to do was make him fall for you, he must not love you at the moment. If nothing happens, then it's not meant to happen. You will always be grateful for San since he saved you in both worlds. You refused to go down without trying even once. San said that you hurt him, your heart must have ached for a reason. You must have realized your faults too late and only pushed San away. You refused to make the same mistakes, you were almost involved in a poisonous marriage. There were small details that changed like the first time you both met and you even met his sister when you didn't do so in your alternate future.

You walked to your car as you felt the trees rustle on the shade your car was parked on. You were afraid that San wouldn't love you in this life. If he has no meaning for a time machine, there probably won't be one in the life you changed. All throughout the drive home, you worried that the changes could make it impossible to be with San. It may seem ridiculous, but you were going to go to the end of your newfound love for San. After all, he made so many sacrifices for you and you only hurt him in your alternate future. You finally rolled down your car windows because you felt overwhelmed already. The drive home felt like an eternity, then you noticed that it seemed like you would be getting new neighbors. The moving trucks were parked in the next-door neighbor's driveway.

You felt quite sad these days. You decided to just lounge around your house, you had nothing to do. You were laying down on your couch and were watching a series. Your doorbell rung, you don't have anyone to visit you which only makes you nervous. You look through the peephole and notice Ha Neul and San. Why are they here, could they be the new neighbors? You wondered if what you changed, had an effect on San's life.

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Us, January 11

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Cover: Diets That Work -- Julianne Hough

Page 2: Red Carpet -- Stars flex their right to bare leg in high-slit dresses -- Dua Lipa, Cynthia Erivo, Kristin Cavallari, Bebe Rexha, Sydney Sweeney 

Page 3: Nicole Kidman, Jennifer Lopez, Ariel Winter, Hailey Bieber, Shay Mitchell 

Page 4: Who Wore It Best? Olivia Wilde vs. Natalie Portman, Ashley Greene vs. Rachel Zoe 

Page 6: Loose Talk -- Barack Obama joking about quarantining with his daughter Malia’s boyfriend, Pink revealing she broke her ankle and had a staph infection in addition to testing positive for coronavirus, Amal Clooney joking to husband George Clooney about the time and effort she put into her new 1000-page legal book, Miley Cyrus on feeling like she really made it after Cher slammed her 2013 VMAs performance, Anderson Cooper on being a dad to 8-month-old Wyatt 

Page 8: Contents 

Page 10: Hot Pics -- Blake Shelton and Gwen Stefani stopped at the music studio together in Pasadena 

Page 11: Tiger Woods and son Charlie teamed up for the PNC Championship in Orlando, Vivica A. Fox during a tropical getaway in Tulum in Mexico, Joe Jonas and Sophie Turner took a stroll around the village and did some shopping in Mammoth Lakes, California 

Page 12: Paris Hilton and Carter Reum in Sherman Oaks, Niecy Nash showed support for Regina King at a drive-in event for her film One Night in Miami in Malibu, Candice Swanepoel in a white bathing suit in Miami 

Page 13: Duchess Camilla held a virtual royal engagement in London, Dancing With the Stars couple Sasha Farber and Emma Slater were in a great mood while out and about just days after becoming American citizens in L.A. 

Page 14: Stars They’re Just Like Us -- Matt James hit the golf course in Jupiter in Florida, Renee Zellweger with an armload of packages in L.A., pregnant Emily Ratajkowski sipped on a beverage during a beach day in L.A. 

Page 15: Molly Shannon hopped on her bike after withdrawing cash from the ATM in L.A., Sandra Lee taking out the trash at her new place just days after moving out of the N.Y. home she shared with her ex Gov. Andrew Cuomo in Malibu

Page 16: Seeing Double -- mom match with their mini-me’s -- Serena Williams and daughter Alexis Olympia Jr., Sutton Foster and daughter Emily, Gabrielle Union and daughter Kaavia, Kylie Jenner and daughter Stormi, Cardi B and daughter Kulture 

Page 17: Kourtney Kardashian and daughter Penelope, Tamera Mowry-Housley and daughter Ariah, Eva Longoria and son Santiago, pregnant Kelly Rowland and son Titan 

Page 18: Lady Gaga’s hair looks great in all hues 

Page 20: Love Lives -- Lauren Burnham and Arie Luyendyk Jr. welcoming twins 

Page 21: Kevin Jonas commemorated his 11th wedding anniversary with wife Danielle by sharing a photo of the two posing at the very spot they met, Chrishell Stause is defending her new romance with Keo Motsepe against all of the conspiracy theories, Jamie Lee Curtis and Christopher Guest’s love was built to last 

Page 22: Just days after Shia LaBeouf was sued by his ex FKA Twigs for sexual battery and assault and emotional distress Shia was spotted making out with Margaret Qualley at LAX airport -- they’re very much in the honeymoon phase and Margaret’s totally smitten and she trusts he’s not the bad guy people say he is but Margaret’s loved ones are concerned about her new beau especially her mother Andie MacDowell who’s keeping an extremely close watch on the situation and if Shia so much puts a foot out of line she’ll come down on him like a ton of bricks -- Shia insists he’s a changed man and that he’ll never go back to those dark days ever again 

Page 23: Life behind bars hasn’t been easy for Mossimo Giannulli and he’s having a rough time -- he’s in Covid-19-related protective custody and spending almost all of his time in his cell has been very mentally taxing but he’s doing his best to stay positive by reading, writing letters to his family and planning future business ventures and turning to prayer when he feels weak 

* After relapsing in December John Mulaney is hoping to make 2021 a better year and he’s committed to a total change of lifestyle -- John who has been vocal about his decades-long substance abuse struggles and he had been on a really long run of bad habits that had turned his life upside down but his family and friends are standing by his side and they’re proud that he’s finally getting the help he so desperately needed for quite some time 

* Keeping Up With Us -- Maren Morris has officially cancelled her upcoming tour due to the ongoing coronavirus pandemic and is in the midst of working on her third album, Rachel Zoe was scarred for life after her 9-year-old son Skyler fell 40 feet from a ski lift, TikTok star Charli D’Amerlio and her family are getting their own reality series, Wilmer Valderrama and his fiancee Amanda Pacheco are expecting their first child, six months after The Weeknd put his Hidden Hills mansion on the market for $25 million his asking price has been slashed to just under under $22 million 

Page 24: A Day in Our Life -- Sistine and Sophia Stallone 

Page 25: Ariana Grande and Dalton Gomez are engaged -- she’s beyond excited and they are so in love and committed to spend the rest of their lives together and her loved ones approve of the real estate agent

Page 26: What Leah Remini Knows -- actress and Scientology critic Leah is calling out Tom Cruise for his on-set freak-out 

Page 28: Reality Bites -- these stars got their first moments in the spotlight appearing on unscripted TV shows -- Lady Gaga, Cardi B, Laverne Cox, Kesha 

Page 29: Aaron Paul, Josh Henderson, Emma Stone, Jamie Chung 

Page 31: Cover Story -- Survival of the Fittest -- how the hottest stars get and stay in shape -- Halle Berry 

Page 32: Julianne Hough, Jessica Simpson, Carrie Underwood 

Page 33: Weight Loss Winners -- Rebel Wilson, Tiffany Haddish, Adele 

Page 34: Jennifer Aniston, Gal Gadot 

Page 36: Kaley Cuoco, Jennifer Lopez 

Page 37: Power Couples -- Thom Evans and Nicole Scherzinger, Gabrielle Union and Dwyane Wade, Mark Consuelos and Kelly Ripa, Camila Cabello and Shawn Mendes 

Page 38: My Healthy Routine -- Kristin Cavallari, Miranda Kerr 

Page 39: Reese Witherspoon, Vanessa Hudgens 

Page 40: Style -- shades of glory -- Pantone’s Color of the Year for 2021 is actually two defining hues -- wear Illuminating Yellow and Ultimate Gray in myriad ways 

Page 42: Entertainment -- Gina Torres on her role on 9-1-1: Lone Star 

Page 43: 2021 movie preview 

Page 46: Fashion Police -- Gwen Stefani, Ashley Roberts, Lily Collins 

Page 47: Saweetie, Gavin Rossdale, Bella Thorne 

Page 48: 25 Things You Don’t Know About Me -- Brian Austin Green 

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Take a Selfie, Fake a Life ♡ Park Jimin x Reader

Pairing: Jimin x Reader Genre: PURE fluff (like, really) and a pinch of angst  Word Count: 3.2k  Warnings: Jimin is a broken boy, parents divorce, bi Jimin (thats not a warning but he does kinda unintentionally come out and is afraid) Summary: Park Jimin is most probably the most popular guy on campus, top student, dancing extraordinaire, Instagram star, except there is no depth to his life at all. There is only so much a camera lens can capture. A/N: Hello. I didn’t intend on writing this as it came out. I have a severe case of writers block in the middle of a depressive episode but nevertheless I liked how it turned out. Please enjoy!

Everybody knows Park Jimin. Even if they don’t, everyone has heard of Park Jimin. That’s the first thing you come to learn in your first year in college.

Truth be told, you first encounter Jimin during some maths class when you were both fifteen. It wasn’t exactly your class, but the school had decided to hold an academic competition and you just so happened to run against perfect scholar Park Jimin, head of the student council, first place in the semestral talent show and prom king two times in a row. 

All it took for you to break down his perfect facade was some stupid trigonometry question and being a mere two seconds faster at answering it than him. 

News flash: Park Jimin was not the perfect student he appeared to be. 

To say that you became non-existent to him was an understatement, he had somehow recovered from the slip two months later by becoming first place on a national elite math competition.

Not that you paid much attention to his life, but it was somehow hard to miss as years went by and he became a regular topic on campus while on college. Everybody knows Park Jimin. Even if they don’t, everyone has heard of Park Jimin. 

It was indeed hard to miss the hallway gossiping about how Park Jimin turned down Korea’s National Ballet, or how Park Jimin just got a whole another thousand followers on his Instagram because he made it into yesterday’s Dua Lipa’s Instagram story while both of them were in some exclusive bar, but you’ve come to know better than base your opinions on said man because of his social media, there is only so much a camera lens can capture; even after his unmentioned cold shoulder of five years, you had come to be a first-hand witness to his parents’ daily fights just outside your bedroom window, leading to their divorce and Jimin’s’ signature house parties just hours after he had cried himself to sleep; it wasn’t that you were nosy, but some things were just hard to miss. 

The shrine in which Park Jimin had found himself making a new home after leaving the one beside your own, the one that everybody had him on and paid their respects blinded by follower numbers on screen and price tags on the outfits he wore to school were all made of lies. 

To put it simply, Park Jimin’s life was utter bullshit but you seemed to be the only one completely aware of it.

“I could maybe, you know, talk to him for you if you’d like” Taehyung suggested as you both waited for your respective drinks after the partner lists for the campus seminar came out from the dean’s office, Park Jimin, Y/LN Y/N printed on the second to last sheet of paper, just above the terms and conditions of no change under any circumstances.

“Tae, I have no problem talking to him, really, he just likes to pretend like I don’t even exist” you said to your friend as he made a face that you knew was his way of asking for more information on the topic, a topic which you had been avoiding for the last year since you had told him you shared a past with the guy “I guess I’ll just drop by his dorm once classes are over, then he’ll just have to talk to me”

“Come on, Y/N-ie, just tell me already… did you guys used to date?” 

“You’re his friend, why don’t you pester him with these questions instead of me?” you retorted as you passed him his drink and took a sip out of yours, grimacing at the temperature of it

“I tried,” he said “But he denies even knowing you” 

You hum in acknowledgement as you both begin walking out of the café, your phone dinging as a way to let you know that you had a new notification on your social media, a message request from non-other than the devil himself, Jimin.

“Hey so, we’ll catch up later yeah?” Tae says, stopping while you still have your phone in hand “Let me know how it goes with your ex-boyfriend!”

“He’s not my ex!” you shout at him but he is already dashing down the sidewalk, opposite to you.

Jimin [just now]: hey Jimin [just now]: drop by my dorm in 10 You [just now]: oh wow, he talks! You [just now]: why don’t you drop by my dorm in 10 Jimin [just now]: I have an image to take care of, Y/N You [just now]: well so do I You [just now]: let’s meet at the library in 10 Jimin [just now]: fine.

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“You know, you could at least abid to common etiquette and take your glasses off while we’re in the library,” you said as you continued tapping on your computer as a good five minutes went by after Jimin made it half an hour late to your study date “Plus, it’s rude from you to turn away while I’m talking to you”

“Just go on about what I should do for the project and I’ll make sure to deliver it before the deadline” 

“And here I thought you actually deserved the valedictorian from high school,” you said as you closed your laptop and pressed your hands together in a sarcastic manner before exhaling heavily “Just tell me already what your problem with me is, we’ll work it out before beginning the project”

Silence took over the table for a few seconds before someone walked up to him and they greeted each other exchanging a few words and you just smiled their way “I don’t know what you’re talking about”

“Square up, Park. We’ll either talk it out or we’ll punch each other until it all goes away”

“Listen just- let’s get this over with so we can go back to pretending we don’t know each other” 

A few days after your first meeting in the library, things slowly started to work since you had accidentally dm him a meme that was meant for Taehyung, now working together through a shared drive and a few other meetings in the library when you both had time off after classes.

You were slowly woken from your sleep as a faint knocking sound kept lingering from somewhere, turning on your bed to look at your phone that signalled 2:23 am, you made your way to your dorm door, peaking through the peephole to see none other than Jimin waiting outside, dishevelled hair, oversized hoodie and laptop in hand.

“What the fuck are you doing here?” you hissed at him as your eyes tried to shield out the light coming from the hall “Do you even know what time it is?”

“Hello to you too, Y/N,” he said as he took a seat on the small desk chair beside your bed “I just had this idea stuck in my head for the project” 

“And it couldn’t have waited, I don’t know, until the morning?” 

“Not really” he turned to face his laptop as he began explaining out his idea to you, your mind not really processing the words that left his mouth but fixating on his face instead, from the way he stopped whatever he was saying every few seconds to lick his plump lips, to how his eyes shined with bright interest as his hands emphasised his words, a soft aura around him that made you wonder if you were to capture the moment, it would stand out from any other pic he currently had on his feed, even when in sweats and dark circles around his eyes, this was the first time you had truly seen Park Jimin shining because of who he was in the moment rather than who he was trying to be.

Your eyes shot open and your heart skipped a few beats as you felt an unfamiliar weight above your middle as you turned to be face to face with the owner of the hand that held you cuddled close, the same soft aura surrounding him as your mind once again wandered off; even though your relationship with Jimin was difficult and borderline uncomfortable as it was, over the days it had somehow become weirder, no doubt more uncomfortable now that you both were found cuddling against each other in your tiny dorm bed, how the night before he had appeared in your door to tell you about his input for the project only to have him dozing off a few minutes after on the desk when you had offered him to share your bed for a nap until his mind could get him back to his own dorm, which clearly did not happen as he was currently asleep beside you.

“Jimin” you nudged him a bit as he stirred and whined in protest “Jimin you should get back to your dorm before class” 

He opened his eyes reluctantly but almost jumped at the sight of you both tangled together in bed “Oh god I’m so sorry, I really fell asleep” 

You smiled a forced smile at him “yeah… no problem though”

He was quick to stretch around and bid you goodbye with a slight pink tint on his face before disappearing out the door and you slumped against your bed groaning. Sure, Jimin is quite a sight to see, he is one of the most handsome men you’ve come across, but having known him for five years, with most of the time barely talking to each other, to suddenly cuddling together over the night had your mind and heart racing. Which it shouldn’t. Because he had made it clear on the first day that after the project was done, you both would go back to how it all was before. Whatever happened in between were just… occupational hazards.

One thing that came with Park Jimin was the gossip. In exchange of thousands of followers, he had to practically give up his privacy, almost as if he was some kind of celebrity, the juicier the gossip promised to be, the faster it expanded around campus, the easier people got a hold of his most intimate moments, which you came to learn sooner than later, with Taehyungs’ text attached to a set of pictures of Jimin walking out of your dorm adorned with an overlayed white text that read ‘Walk of shame on a school night’ and a few flashing gifs. Which you guessed he saw since he didn’t contact you for the rest of the week.

The next time you saw Jimin wasn’t exactly planned. The university had sent off a few invitations to some fancy diner just outside campus to be attended by a previously selected group of students representing their majors, amongst them, obviously, Park Jimin. 

A few hours into the night, and more than a few cocktails after, you had seen most of your classmates leaving except for a certain blond one that you had seen take off to the balcony, which you approached “Jimin? I’m heading home do you want me to-oh” his hands were placed around the middle of another man as his lips trace his exposed skin, Jimin turning to face you in surprise, heat rising to his cheeks as you turned your leave

“Y/N wait!” he called after you, his shoes clicking just mere seconds after your own as you made it towards the door until his hand grabbed your wrist to turn you around “Y/N…”

“It’s- nothing Jimin, really, you and I aren’t even a thing” you smiled at him and even though the words you spoke were true, you couldn’t help the clenching of your heart at the sight you had just encountered “I’m heading to campus if you wanna share a ride” 

His eyes scanned your face, hand never leaving his grip on your wrist as he took out his phone with his free hand to call an Uber and taking both of you outside to wait as your mind raced a hundred miles per second about the whole thing.

The whole ride was silent, even though you ached to ask him why in the hell would he call a whole SUV for the two of you on a 10-minute ride back, but you came to figure it had to do with something about his ‘image’. He was kind enough to walk you back to your dorm building, despite you advising against it, given the photos from a few weeks before that had him separating from you “Listen, Y/N” he whispered as you turned to him before the glass door “I need to ask for a favour” 

You just hummed in acknowledgement for him to go on  “What you saw tonight… no one can know I’m into guys”

That just about did it. You’ve known Park Jimin for five years, you’ve seen his parents’ marriage dissolve right before your eyes, no doubt he knew about it, yet he somehow thought of you as some telltale, you held his whole real-life secrets in your hands, none of his social media, selfie-induced lifestyle. 

“There’s nothing bad about being gay, Jimin,” you said back in a whisper, on your last sanity thread you could muster

“I’m not gay” his eyes fixed on the floor beneath him as he absentmindedly played with his shoes “I’m bisexual” 

“Yeah so, is that another relatable thing for you to post on your social media? Or are you actually being true to yourself for once?” his gaze fixated on you as if you were spitting venom at him “Don’t worry about it, Jimin, just don’t ever contact me again. Your secret is safe with me. Just like all those years ago” 

You were slowly making your way back home after one of your firsts nights out with some friends when out of the corner of your eye you catch a glimpse of an all too familiar silhouette, seated cuddled up in one of those comfortable café couches was none other than Park Jimin, lips brushing against this other guys’ you knew from school, a few years older, Min Yoongi, hands held together and as you subtly tried not to stare, you couldn’t help but feel happy for him since he seemed genuinely happy in the moment, something you thought he deserved, given the whole ordeal going on back at home.

You didn’t think much of it at the time; sure, it was kind of frowned upon in such a small and closed-minded place like Busan, and you wouldn’t even dare to think about the hell that would rise if high school heartthrob Park Jimin turned out to like guys, but Jimin seemed like the type to place his happiness first. 

Up until during one of those tedious dominical women-only Sunday brunches your mother had started to bring you to, Jimin’s mother approached you for small talk.

“So how was yesterday’s date?” the teasing tone she was using throwing you off at first but everything seemed to click at once. Jimin’s mother had always not so subtly hinted at her son that she would love to have you as her in-law, with Jimin just brushing off the comments whenever she came up with them at one of your gatherings, going as far as setting you up as her son’s plus one to a family Christmas dinner. 

Jimin had just told his mother he was going out with you to hide the fact that he was going out with a boy.

And it somehow felt like your responsibility to cover up for the boy next door with the broken home, as if the happiness you had seen him exude when you saw him kissing that boy depended on your ability to lie right there and then. And you did.

Park Jimin stayed true to your wish and didn’t even attempt to contact you for the next week or so, you could see him occasionally writing his assigned part on the drive for your final project, his social media as dead as it could get, which quickly aroused questions on his well being plus some questionable rumours once he wasn’t seen around campus for three days in a row like how he had probably just gone studying abroad, but somehow, deep down you knew better. You didn’t know the Park Jimin that was the constant talk of the campus, no, but you knew perfectly well the Park Jimin from a broken home that likes to spend his days inside and cry it all out.

Once your final grade came back with a perfect score, and Jimin had completely missed the revision session, you found yourself walking to his dorm to share the news on your joint efforts. 

The first three times you knocked on the door there was no answer, until the fifth one a messy-haired,  shirtless Park Jimin opened the door with swelled eyes and pouty lips 

“I’m sorry” you blurted out

“You have nothing to be sorry about, I was kind of asking too much of you” he mumbled, lips trembling as he stayed close to the door 

“Jimin” you reached your arm to him, in an attempt to comfort him “I am in no place to validate your sexuality, nor am I one to go around telling people  who you love, I guess…” you breathed in an attempt to calm your racing mind and trembling lips that threatened to sob “I guess I just want you to be happy for who you are, not who you let others see”

“Y/N…” 

“No, just please listen, it’s been years, I want you to know that all those things I’ve kept to myself are in no way meaning that you are somehow indebted to me, I did it because you seemed happier that way” his hand came up to hold yours, softly caressing it as he motioned for you to come in and take a seat next to him on the couch

“Y/N you’ve been there for so long, through more bad times than good ones I guess” you both giggled at that “And I’ve been so ungrateful for it. If someone is to thank for the way I’ve been able to live this fake dream life I thought I wanted, it’s you, Y/N” 

There was a long moment of silence where he kept on playing with your hand in his, and unspoken shared remembrance of all the times you were a silent witness he knew he could find solace in until he broke the silence.

“It’s true, you know?” you raised your head to meet his eyes in a questioning look “that I’m bisexual”

You smiled at his words “What is that supposed to mean, Jimin?”

Suddenly his small smile faded and he drew closer to your face, his hand coming up to reach your cheek and caress it a few times, his eyes fixed on your lips, waiting for you to lean into him the way he did “It means, Y/N, that these past few weeks I’ve been happier than I ever thought I could be, with you” he pecked your lips for a second “Because of you”

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Dua to Make Someone Love You and Marry You

Do you need a dua to make someone love you and marry you in 3 days? Want your boyfriend or girlfriend to love you like a crazy person? Do you want to see the outcomes of a powerful wazifa to make someone madly in love with you? Then you are in the right place.

Today, you will learn how to use dua and wazifa to instantly make someone fall in love with you.

What Can You Get From Dua & Wazifa?

The Islamic tools of Wazifa and Dua are powerful. The dua and wazifa can:

 Can turn impossible into possible.

Can get your ex to come back to you

Can make your friend or boyfriend love you again.

Can get them to marry you.

Dua For Making Someone Fall In Love With You

If you think your partner or husband is interested in someone else, you can use dua to make someone love you. People read this when their ex-lover doesn’t want to be with them anymore. If your boyfriend is interested in someone else, islamicloveduas he will immediately end the relationship and return to you. If you make someone love you again, this powerful dua will help. Everything will be fine between the two of you again.

If you feel like your lover doesn’t care about you, mistreats you, and doesn’t give you the love and attention you deserve, you can use this dua to make someone love you.

The Islamic dua for making someone fall in love with you will bring your relationship back to life and help your lover understand your importance to them. That person will love you again, and your relationship will grow. Things will get better between you two.

Tips To Remember Before You Begin Reciting Duas To Make Someone Fall In Love With You

Before doing a dua to make someone love you, one must first perform wudu.

Keep the Zamzam water close by and pray facing Mecca.

Then start with Salawaat, or welcome to the Prophet Muhammad.

Take beautiful names and say Alhumdulillah three times to worship Allah, the Highest.

You should now do Istighfar and repeat “Astaghfirullah” three times.

The Prophet addressed Allah, saying, “We praise Allah and seek His help and forgiveness.”

Please avoid using hate, as it is banned in Islam.

Is It Possible to Get Someone to Love You by Making Dua?

Every prayer in the Holy Quran helps us find love and peace in life. This is why every righteous Muslim should never forget the prayers mentioned in the holy book.

It is extremely common to have a crush on someone. But when this crush reaches the phase of one-sided love, many people become happy. The desire to reciprocate one-sided love sometimes takes away all the happiness in life. Many people are unaware of the Islamic dua for making someone love you to fulfill this desire.

To read the dua to marry someone specific madly as much as you love them, follow the steps mentioned below:

 Take a shower and picture yourself living a happy life with the person you love very much.

Take a seat on your prayer mat and read Surah Al-Qariah 11 times. 

Then, say Durood Sharif 5 times and picture being with the person you love for all time. 

Dua To Make Someone Love You Back

If you’re not sure about your partner or want to find true love, you should say a dua to succeed in love. You will find the right love with the help of the dua for making someone love you. It will make your soul mate want to be with you. You and the person you’re dating will break up if they’re not right for you, and your true love will come along.

Before you do anything else, you should talk to our Molvi Sahab about the dua for someone to dream of you.

You must understand this dua for making someone fall in love with you and the steps involved. If you really want something and work hard for it, Allah willing, you will get it.

Here Is The Dua to Get Married in Three Days And Make Someone Crazy About You

The steps to execute Dua For Making Someone Love You are as follows:

Sit somewhere clean with fresh ablution and recite Durood Ibrahim. Eleven times

Then, repeat “Allah Hus Samad” 1000 times and Durood Ibrahim eleven times.

Finally, make a dua to Allah talah to make your beloved love you back and build tremendous love in his or her heart for you.

Insha Allah, you will achieve your goals in just 30 days.

Insha Allah, you will notice visible changes in your partner’s attitude. They will begin showing affection and concern for you.

How To Complete This Dua

From Friday night on, say this dua to make a girl love you.

Cleanse yourself, put on clean clothes, and sit somewhere clean.

Hold out a glass of water.

Say the Durood Shareef seven times and blow into the water.

Say “Surah Fatiha” 15 times and blow into the water each time.

Say the verse “Ayat-ul-Kursi” 15 times more, and then blow into the water.

Finally, say Durood Shareef seven times and blow into the water.

Drink this water and think of your partner.

Ask Allah Talah to make your lover miss you and love you very much.

If Allah will, your wish for a girl to love you will come true in 11 days.

How to Make Someone Dream About You

When a person wants to make their crush fall in love with them, they always try to catch their attention. To make the person you are crazy about always think of you, you should try an Islamic remedy we suggest. With the help of the dua for love, you will successfully get someone’s attention.

We all know that praying specific duas before Allah has excellent benefits. The most significant advantage of the dua to make a girl love you is to make your lover think of you. They will begin thinking about you more when they see you in their dream. With you always in their mind, they will start paying more attention to you.

Along with the dua to make a lover dream of you, surah to make someone love you, and you can also recite the dua to make a girl fall in love with you. The combination of both these duas will help you immensely. Within a short time, these duas will help you begin a relationship with the man or woman you deeply love.

To perform the dua to make a girl fall in love with you, follow the steps mentioned below:

 Make fresh wudu, then sit calmly to conduct the Tahajjud namaz.

As soon as you finish your namaz, fantasize about a great life with your partner. 

Begin reading the 18th through 21st verses of Surah Ar-Rahman seven times each. 

With a pure and honest heart, ask Allah to provide you with a happy life with your lover.

Dua to Make Someone Love You and Marry You

Being in love is the best feeling in the world. When someone is in love, they want to spend all of their time with that person. It’s important to them to spend time together and make memories. People also want to find love so they can have real help when things go wrong. Read the dua for marrying someone you love to make this kind of love come true.

If you want someone to love and marry you, say the dua. Here are the steps: 

Make an ablution before performing the dua or wazifa to make someone madly in love with you. 

Say the 11 times of Durood E-Inaam. 

After that, read the 23rd chapter of the Quran.

Say the first five lines of Surah Al-Muminun five times. 

Finally, ask Allah, the Almighty, to grant your dream for real love to come into your life.

 How Can You Make Dua For Someone You Love

If you have experienced multiple rejections. Then, the surah to make someone love you will assist you in having a successful love life. The surah to make someone love you will pave the road for you to find love. Who would love you unconditionally from the heart? Even if your partner takes you for granted. Then chanting the dua to make a girl love you will change her feelings toward you. He or she will become dedicated to you and make great efforts to surround you and make you feel special.

Which Surah is Beneficial for Marrying Someone You Love?

The Quran is a holy book that tells people how to live. According to some beliefs, many Surahs in the Quran have special benefits for love relationships. You can also get Allah’s favor by reading these surahs, which are more profound and essential.

Here are some examples of some of them:

Surah Al Imran (Chapter Four of the Quran)

To improve your bond with Allah (SWT), recite this Surah every time you pray, Salah.

Surah al-Muminun (Believing Ones)

This Surah is recited to strengthen a relationship founded on love and mutual understanding. This Surah underlines the value of a believer’s respect for their spouse.

Wazifa for Making Someone Fall in Love with You

If you believe that your husband’s love has faded with time and that he no longer shows you the same affection that he once did, then the wazifa to make someone love you will help you feel better. The wazifa to make someone fall in love with you will restart your marriage relationship and make your husband fall in love with you again.

Our Molvi sahab can teach you how to do a wazifa to make someone fall in love. He will suggest the best solution for you based on your situation once you begin practicing the Islamic prayer to read for spouse love. You will start to notice a difference in your husband’s attitude.

The following wazifa will make someone love you:

Keep any of your lover’s belongings in front of you as you recite the Salah.

Then, recite Durood Shareef eleven times.

Then, recite Surah Al-Ikhlas 786 times.

Also, recite Durood Shareef eleven times.

Then think of the person and make a wazifa to Allah Talah to make someone madly in love with you.

Blow on your lover’s belongings.

Insha Allah, during 21 days, they will develop feelings for you.

Final Words

In conclusion, the “Dua to Make Someone Love You and Marry You” presented in this post effectively makes someone love you. Thousands of individuals have tried this dua, and it is effective.

If you’re wondering which of the numerous prayers above is right for you, we’d want to let you know that you can make any of these prayers for yourself that seem appropriate.

The sole condition is that you pray with the entire faith in Allah.

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Salam, the guy I like is engaged to someone else and I am heartbroken. When Will it be my turn? I am so ugly and fat

Walaikum Assalaam

Marriage is something that will happen when Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala wills. It doesn't matter how you look if Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala has written something for you then you will get it. I have seen many beautiful sisters but they are facing problem in getting married. Marriage will happen when Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala wills. It's just matter of time. Pray to Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala that He grant you a righteous spouse who will be the coolness of your eyes.

If you are fat but healthy then that's good. Love yourself. But if you are not healthy then better to lose weight because those who have higher BMI; they are at greater risk of having diseases. If you make the intention to lose your weight so you can worship Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala in a more better way then you will get the reward as well in shaa Allah.

The best remedy is to keep yourself busy and to be in His rememberace. When you get thought of him seek refuge in Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. Fix your prayers and make your relationship stronger with Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. Think of ways how you can improve your relation with Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala. Help your mother in the house. Be good to your family members. Do activities in your free time. Do dhikr all the time. It will help you in shaa Allah

First we need to attach ourselves to Allah then we can easily detach from others. We need to balance the love of Creator and the Creation. Keep the love of the creation in your hand and the love of Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala in your heart that’s difficult to do but with time you will learn. For this we need to make dua and love for the sake of Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala

“Call on your Lord when your heart is brittle, that is a time when it’s in pieces and the Light of Allah can fill the gaps. That is why Allāh is with the broken hearted.”

-Shaykh Hamza Yusuf

“The fastest way to heal a broken heart is to find someone better to love, and love more. Know that sometimes heartbreak happens just to push you to Allah.”

-Yasmin Mogahed

Fix your prayers and ask Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala for the help. Always remember that Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala plans are better than our wishes. Make lots of dua and while asking Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala always say “if it’s good for me” because we don’t know what’s good for us only Allah Subhanahu wa Ta’ala knows.

“But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not.” (Quran 2:216)

Advice from Hadia Alia on moving from a ex boyfriend

“Moving on from an ex-boyfriend can sometimes be very complex. Every situation is uniqe and will require different actions. Here are a few tips to get over him:

Cry. It is ok to cry if you want as it feels better when you let all the emotions out instead of keeping them bottled up inside you forever.Talk to someone you trust. Sometimes you just need someone to listen rather than offer advice. Even you cannot understand why it happened, talking about it can help you accept that the relationship is over.Get the help you need. A breakup can have serious negative effects on your mental and physical well-being, especially if you find that you are still dwelling on it months later. Breakups have been associated with weakened immune systems and an increased risk of illness. People who have not gotten over a breakup within 16 weeks can even experience physical changes in their brains that reduce their motivation, concentration, and emotions. A therapist can help by listening to you, encouraging you to confront your feelings, and teaching you new ways to do with your pain.Remind yourself to let go. There are variety of behavioral techniques you can try to stop thinking about your ex. All of these techniques rely on your ability to recognize when a thought about your ex enters your mind and to take a specific action to stop that thought from coming back. Remember that these techniques are to be used for obsessive thoughts only! If you have not yet dealt with your feelings and taken the time to grieve, you should not try to suppress your thoughts.

– You can try wearing a rubber band around your wrist and snapping it each time you think about your ex.

– You can write down the thoughts you are having about your ex on a piece of paper and then throw it away.

– You can try a visualization exercise, which requires you to visualize a specific scene whenever a thought of your ex occurs to you. For example, you could think of a stop sign in order to remind yourself that you need to stop what you are doing. If you do this consistently, the association should become automatic.

Focus on taking care of yourself. In order to boost your mood, it’s important to practice healthy habits. Make sure you exercise regularly and get plenty of sleep. Committing yourself to a healthy lifestyle will not only make you feel good, but it may just offer you the escape you need from thoughts about your ex

– Start praying five times. It will help you to regain your positivity and let go of the stress associated with your breakup.

Remember, you are strong and can get over him if you really want to.”

Always remember this:

“No amount of guilt can change the past and no amount of worrying can change the future. Go easy on yourself for the outcome of all affairs is determined by the decree of Allah. If something is meant to go elsewhere, it will never come on your way, but if it is yours by destiny, from you it cannot flee.”

-Umar ibn al Khattab (Radi Allahu Ta’ala Anhu)

On healing broken hearts:

If you are trying to get over a person you can’t be with, treat it like an addiction:

1. Cut yourself off from the drug completely: Cut off all communication and reminders–even if that means blocking numbers, emails, a Facebook profile, and stop checking their Facebook! This is your detox.

2. Replace it with something better: Increase in your thikr (remembrance of Allah) and get closer to Allah. If you aren’t praying your daily prayers, fix that. Pray all and pray on time. Pray qiyam in the last third of the night (just before fajr). Make duaa, tawbah (repentance), cry, plead to Allah. This is your treatment.

(Yasmin Mogahed)

Unlawlful love before marriage…

Ibn al Qayyim al Jawziyyah (rahimahullah) mentions in regards to unlawful love before marriage (i.e. haram sexual relations, or love for someone who you are unable to marry).

“And the cure for this deadly illness (i.e. unlawful love before marriage) is for the person that is afflicted to realise that this love is only due to his/her own delusions and ignorance.

So upon such a person is to first and foremost strengthen their Tawheed and reliance upon Allah, and secondly to increase in worship and busy themselves with it, so much so that they do not have any spare time letting their minds wander and think about their beloved.

And they should call upon Allah to protect them and save them from this evil, just as Prophet Yusuf called upon Allah and he was saved. And they should do as he did, be as he was, in terms of ikhlaas (sincerity) and remembering Allah in abundance.

This is because if the heart is filled with ikhlaas for the sake of Allah, there will be no space left for any unlawful love to be present, rather this only happens to a heart that is empty and has no ikhlaas whatsoever.

And let such people remind themselves that whatever Allah has decreed for them is only in their own best interests, and when Allah commands something it is never to cause harm or misery to His slaves.

And let them also remind themselves that their unlawful love does not benefit them, neither in this world or the hereafter! As for this world then they will be so preoccupied with their love that it will cripple them and will cause them to live in a fantasy world. And as for the hereafter then it will cause them to be preoccupied with the love of the creation instead of love for the Creator!

These people need to be reminded, that the one who is submerged in something will never see it’s ill effects, neither will the person who has never experienced such things. The only people who will be able to relate to them are those who have experienced the same thing but have been saved. Such people can look back and realise how evil it is.”

Recite Astaghfirullah as much you can.

Following are some dua for marriage:

1.“Our Lord, grant us from among our wives and offspring comfort to our eyes and make us an example for the righteous.“ (Quran 25:74)

2.”Rabbana aatina fi’d dunya hasana wa fi’l aakhirati hasana wa qina `adhab an-nar.” [O Lord! Grant us good in this life, and good in the next, and save us from the torment of the Fire] (Qur’an, 2: 200). Recite this dua’ with the intention of marriage as it is included in the phrase “fi’d dunya hasana” (good in this life).

3.My Lord, do not leave me alone and You are the best of inheritors. (Surah al-Anbiya` 21:89)

I hope it will be helpful. May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala guide us all to the straight path. May Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala grant you a righteous spouse who will be the coolness of your eyes.

Allahumma Ameen

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Wazifa to make My Ex Boyfriend Love Back

Wazifa to make My Ex Boyfriend Love Back

A girl may take a short time in accepting a proposal or choosing a partner but Wazifa to urge Wife Back Wazifa For Wife to return Back Home when she loves, she does it along side WAZIFA TO MAKE MY EX-BOYFRIEND TO LOVE ME BACK her whole heart and soul. it’s indeed very difficult for a lady to forget her lover and thus the memories of him. A study showed that girls take much more time in recovering…

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Debate your mother

1. Uffie- pop the Glock

2. Nicki Minaj - super bass

3. Jeremih - oui

4. Laurel Halo - years

5. Kelela - rewind

6. Sunny Sweeney - from a table away

7. Miley Cyrus - space boots

8. Black eyed peas - meet me halfway

9. Hyuna- bubble pop

10. Winter Gordon - dirty talk

11. Lady antebellum - need you now

12. Shady - Go in

13. Taylor Swift - the archer

14. Ciara - ride

15. Fifth harmony - work from home

16. Nav- myself

17. Xxyyxx - about you

18. Travis Scott - sicko mode

19. Yung lean - ginseng strip 2002

20. Brianna Perry - Marilyn Monroe

21. Katy b - Katy ona. Mission

22. Maggie Rogers - on + off

23. Saweetie - my type

24. Picture plane - goth star

25. Charli XCX - Gone

26. Lorde - Ribs

27. Juice Wrld - lucid dreams

28. Lady Gaga - Judas

29. Selena Gomez - bad liar

30. Rick Ross - BMF

31. Migos - motorsport

32. Best coast - boyfriend

33. Clairo - bags

34. Anna Meredith - nautilus

35. DVSN - too deep

36. Teen suicide - salvia Plath

37. Skrillex - bangarang

38. IloveFriday - Mia khalifa

39. Young MA - ooouu

40. 21 savage - ocean drive

41. FEMM - fuck boys get money

42. Kreayshawn - Gucci Gucci

43. Jazmine Sullivan - mascara

44. Becky G - shower

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46. SZA - drew veeeymore

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48. Hyetal- Phoenix

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51. Nadia Oh - taking over the dance floor

52. Jennifer Lopez - on the floor

53. Rebecca black - Friday

54. Gil Scott heron - New York is killing me

55. Grimes - oblivion

56. Beyonce - formation

57. The knife - full of fire

58. NERO - promises

59. Nicki Minaj - starships

60. M.I.A. - xxxo

61. Kero kero bonito - only acting

62. Xxxtentacion - look at me!

63. Tove Lo - habits stay high

64. oOoOO - hearts

65. Rihanna - love on the brain

66. Jam city - the courts

67. Taylor Swift - we are never ever getting back together

68. Salem - king night

69. Azealia banks - Anna wintour

70. Lana Del Rey - the greatest

71. Maren Morris- 80s Mercedes

72. AG Cook - keri baby

73. The Dream - Yamaha

74. Travis Scott - antidote

75. Bladee - be nice 2 me

76. Icona pop - I love it

77. Ciara - bodyparty

78. Sky Ferreira- everything is embarrassing

79. Charli XCX - vroom vroom

80. Dej Loaf - try me

81. April - oh! My mistake

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83. Yemi alade - Johnny

84. Madonna - god control

85. Playboi Carti - lean 4 real

86. Nicki Minaj - black barbies

87. Kane brown - heaven

88. George clanton- slide

89. Elle king - exes and ohs

90. Selena Gomez - good for you

91. Cigarettes after sex - each time you fal in love

92. Moses sumney- don’t bother calling

93. Waka flocka flame - hard in da paint

94. LOONA - girl front

95. Weyes blood - andromeda

96. Purity ring - fineshrine

97. Ariana gende - thank y next

98. Lady Gaga - do what u want

99. Ski mask the slump god - faucet failure

100. Marina - how to be a heartbreaker

101. Ellie Goulding - love me like you do

102. Hatchie- sugar and spice

103. Spooky black - without u

104. Loreen - euphoria

105. Ella Mai - boo’d up

106. Rina sawayama - alterlife

107. Sofi de la torre- vermilion

108. Billie Eilish - bury a friend

109. Rihanna - what’s my name

110. Chelley - took the night

111. Noah Cyrus - make me cry

112. Crim3s - stay ugly

113. Kacey Musgraves - merry go round

114. Rosalia - malamente

115. Nicki Minaj - chun li

116. Drake - crew love

117. Anhoni- drone bomb me

118. Britney Spears - til the world ends

119. Didddy dirty money - ass on the floor

120. Lana Del Rey - video games

121. Daphne and Celeste - BB

122. City Girls - act up

123. SOPHIE - bipp

124. Moses sumney- quarrel

125. Lil uzi Vert - xo your life

126. Wonder girls - I feel you

127. Kyary pamyu pamyu- ponponpon

128. Taylor Swift - look what you made me do

129. Lorde - royals

130. Cupcakke - cpr

131. White ring - IxC999

132. Jai Paul - str8 outta Mumbai

133. Tay K - the race

134. Flo milli - beef flomix

135. Katie got bandz - I need a hitta

136. Jhene aiko- sativa

137. Fever Ray - to the moon and back

138. The internet- girl

139. Susanne sunddor - delirious

140. Future - codeine crazy

141. JLin - erotic heat

142. ASAP ROCKy - LSD

143. Mariah Carey A no no

144. Dua lipa - don’t start now

145. Paramore - hard times

146. Azealia banks - heavy metal and reflective

147. Kesha - tik tok

148. One direction - kiss you

149. Kelis - acapella

150. Azealia banks - 212

151. Future - mask off

152. Demi Lovato - cool does the summer

153. 100 gecs - money machine

154. Chief keef - love Sosa

155. Lana Del Rey - high by the beach

156. Post Malone - better now

157. Lim kim - awoo

158. Nicole Dolangangrr - chapel

159. Let’s eat grandma - falling into me

160. Miley Cyrus - we can’t stop

161. Charli XCX - track 10

162. Cardi b - bodakyellow

163. Leikeli47 - attitude

164. K Michelle - VSOP

165. Sevyn streetwr - it won’t stop

166. The band Perry - if i die young

167. Usher - climax

168. Trippie Red - love scars

169. Lady Gaga - bnorm this way

170. Lana Del Rey - Venice. Bitch

171. Kelly Rowland - motivation

172. Yung lean - Kyoto

173. BANKS - Gemini feed

174. Hudson Mohawke - fuse

175. F(x) - 4 walls

176. Rihanna - kiss it better

177. ASAP Ferg - Shaba

178. Sophia Grace - Best friends

179. Kim Petras - heart to break

180. Sleigh bells - tell em

181. Sandy Alex g - Bobby

182. Florrie- I took a little something

183. The 1975 - love it if we made it

184. Nicki Minaj - your love

185. Mitski - your best American girl

186. Carly Rae Jepsen - run away with me

187. Robyn - honey

188. Jade bird - lottery

189. Rosalia - con Altura

190. Kanye west - black skinhead

191. Solange - cranes in the sky

192. Lil Peep - kiss

193. Fka twigs - two weeks

194. Ty dolla sign - paranoid

195. St Vincent - masseduction

196. Bad bunny - caro

197. Drake - in my feelings

198. Kanye west - father stretch my hands

199. Bhad Bhabie- hi bich

200. Caroline polachek - Door