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How Cornley Cast Members Spent Their 25th Birthdays

In honour of my 25th birthday being last week (10/24), here's my headcanons for how the Cornley members spent theirs. As this is me we're talking about, this got. Long. Also, I don't know the ins and outs of each character's canon besides what I picked up on in the show and on their character wikis, so please go through this with an open mind.

Chris — March 7

Oh… Oh, my love…

So he would've been recently out of uni, and I picture him immediately diving into any sort of theatre production he can

So, he's working at a local theatre just outside Cornley

(But nowhere near his home village because he doesn't want to deal with the complex feelings that accompany being an adult in and of his own right, but having Celia and Raymond treating him like he can't make his own decisions as if he's still thirteen-years-old)

But anyway. Back to his 25th, which I picture him being born sometime in the late winter/early spring, perhaps around the beginning of March. So for flavour, let's agree on March 7th.

It's, let's say, around ten or eleven at night, and it's been drizzling on and off the entire week (I am not fact-checking British weather for this post) and he's off rehearsal and had been planning on going out with some cast mates to a pub near the theatre.

When it came time to go, however, they were nowhere to be found.

Picture newly twenty-five-year-old Chris looking around the front foyer of the theatre, in his slightly too-big tweed coat and leather messenger bag thrown across his body. His hands gripping at the strap of the bag nervously as he waits to see if anyone will be arriving, and the gnawing realisation that no one is coming.

His eyes sticking to the floor as he walks to the pub himself, the rain more of a mist than anything else. He got there and picked a small table away from everybody else, and ordered a pint to start.

The rest of the night continued in that way, Chris getting pissed alone in the back of some random pub on his birthday.

He didn't get back to his flat until some time after two a.m., and passed out on the sofa, messenger bag on the floor with the strap loosely in his hand.

The contents were strewn about on accident, a result of his drunken struggle with his bag.

Robert — August 24

Robert's twenty-fifth was spent with his older brother Alex and younger sister Ellie.

Alex's wife Gabi, and their daughter Lucy, were away on a small holiday to Brighton and couldn't make it.

Despite their best efforts, Ellie managed to get her older brothers to go out for a pub crawl to celebrate.

In the middle of August, on a warm night, the Grove siblings went from pub to pub in Ellie's uni town.

The fourth pub they hit, called the Dog and Broom or something similar, is where he met Denise.

She was there on a hen do for a friend of hers she worked with at a small magazine.

Robert was instantly smitten with her, the way her black hair reflected the purple and pink and blue lights of the pub, the way her dark red lipstick stood out against the light brown of her skin.

He hated to admit it to himself, but he knew if he didn't talk to her, he would be thinking about it for the rest of his life. (Ugh, how dreadfully romantic of it all.)

So he pat his siblings on the shoulder and pushed away from the bar top to walk to where she was standing, waiting for refills for the group with another friend.

The two women looked up as he approached, and when blue eyes met dark brown, everything disappeared. (Cliché, I know) He vaguely remembers hearing her friend laughingly say something as she walked away with a tray of drinks, but Denise was already biting her lip in a shy smile, so he was a bit preoccupied.

(I cannot not believe that Robert isn't a secret romantic, esp based on how he broke down on stage during “The Spirit of Christmas”.)

The remaining hours of Robert's twenty-fifth were spent in flirtatious conversation with Denise and a promise of a coffee date later that week.

Dennis — May 2

Dennis' twenty-fifth was spent at the aquarium with some friends of his that he's known since Year Four.

They paraded him around the aquarium with a novelty “happy birthday” fish hat that they'd found somewhere specifically for this.

He was all for it, if we're going to be completely honest.

And the staff, for the most part, were happy to let them walk around with the obnoxious hat and homemade banner strung across his chest.

Dennis and his friends took enough pictures that when they developed them a few days later, even though they binned the rubbish ones, they had enough pictures left over for the scrapbook his Mum and Aunt Dorothy were making.

(This was not the first one they were doing for him, but as he'd got older, it really focused more on things like his graduation and shows and birthdays. It was nowhere near as detailed as his first few were when he was a boy.)

After their outing, they went to a birthday dinner at a restaurant that Dennis had been saying he wanted to go to, but had never had the time.

They had pre-arranged for there to be a whole song and dance, literally, when the server would bring the cake out at the end of the meal.

Dennis ended up leaving the restaurant with his friends and the phone number of one of the servers in his pocket.

(He and Emma would go on to date for about six months after, breaking up just after Hallowe'en.)

Sandra — March 7

So, she and Chris share a birthday.

(I'm sure you can tell where this is heading…)

She and Chris were in the same company, but she had a larger part in this show than he did, and the two of them really didn't have any scenes together, so they just knew each other in passing.

(The same way you know someone in one of your classes, but have only talked to them in group discussions, and even then, not that much, really.)

But she, being Sandra, is a magnetic person and knows how to work a room.

And even though she didn't have a lead role, she still got on with the leading cast members.

So much so that, when they found out it was her birthday a few days before, they promised to take her out after rehearsals.

I don't think that she's cruel enough, even as a mid-twenty-year-old, to have let the cast take her out if she'd known that they promised to go out with Chris, so she didn't know about any of it. Not even that they're birthday buddies.

She didn't notice the cloud of guilt that hung over some of the cast members as they walked to a bar on the north end of Cornley square, a bit more high-end for their budget, but hey. You only turn twenty-five once, right?

She's just flush with excitement about going out, since the last few years she'd been too busy and focused with/on other things. She had mainly celebrated her birthday with a friend or two, or whomever she was roommates with at the time, by drinking some wine and re-watching movies like Pride & Prejudice (2005) or The Importance of Being Earnest (2002).

Once they got there, a posher place called The Thistle's Roundel, the cast promised Sandra that she wouldn't be paying for a drink tonight. They had her covered.

She was touched, though she didn't take outright advantage of their promise. After all, they still had rehearsal tomorrow and the last thing she needed was a hangover.

But she's not a saint, so she did indulge a little in the drinking.

There was dance music being played by a live DJ, and a space in the middle with coloured, light-up tiles to comprise a dance floor.

She and several of the other gals in the show spent quite a lot of time on it, laughing about how the blues and greens of the floor would make them look haunted, but the oranges and pinks made them look sunburnt.

It was on one of her water breaks that she made eye contact with a guy a few seats away from where she was standing by the bar.

He wasn't drop-dead fit like Hugh Grant or Jude Law, but there was something about his smile that made her cheeks flush pink for a reason other than her dancing.

After a few minutes of glances and coy smiles, he made his way over to her, breaking away from the two men that he was with.

She sat her water down on the bright purple napkin and subtly wiped her hand on her skirt, drying it off from the condensation and sweat.

Once he made it, he stuck out a hand with a smile. “I'm Jonathan.”

She took it, a matching smile blooming on her face. “Sandra.”

Annie — November 24

Annie spent her 25th with her partner, Sher; her older sister, Alice; and Alice's partner, Bren, along with their parents.

Mr. and Mrs. Twilloil took the four of them to an ice skating version of the ever-classic The Nutcracker.

It has been a tradition for the Twilloils to go see a performance of The Nutcracker every year around Christmastime. When the sisters were little, they took part in community ballet classes, which is why the tradition was started.

(Mrs. Amita Twilloil would've taken them regardless of them being in ballet or not. She adored Tchaikovsky's music, and was a professional ballet dancer when she was younger.)

(Alice was dancing in the role of a Snowflake for three years in a row, and Annie was a Sugarplum Fairy once.)

Annie had been dating Sher for a little over two years by that point, the two of them having met in an improv class a few years before, and started a solid friendship.

Sher, actually, was the one who introduced Alice and Bren on a blind date.

But, I digress. Back to the birthday celly, lol

The Nutcracker on Ice was something that everyone was looking forward to. Everyone all bundled up in their coats and scarves and gloves, huddling togerther against the rail of the outdoor ice skating rink.

Hot chocolate vendors hovered at the edges of the crowd, selling spiced nuts and baked sweet potatoes as well.

The sounds of the crowd while the orchestra warmed up gave the Twilloils and their guests the warm feeling of Christmas in their hearts.

Annie ended the night of her 25th with a snog under multicoloured fairy lights decorating one of the lampposts along the pavement.

Max — June 15

Max spent his 25th on his family's country estate with his family, cousins and nieces and nephews running about over the Bennett grounds.

Because the Bennett family is so large, they have a tradition of celebrating all the birthdays of a given month at the beginning of that month.

(This tradition started with Max's great-grandmother after the War. It eased her mind to have all the family with her after the loss of her husband and eldest two sons.)

Other than himself, the month of June in the Bennett family had the birthdays of Aunt Elsie who was celebrating her 67th; Uncle Joseph who was celebrating his 56th; Margot, his older cousin who was celebrating her 34th; Adelaide, his younger cousin who was celebrating her 22nd; Marcus, another younger cousin who was celebrating his 18th; and the twins June and May, his nieces, who were celebrating their 12th.

The day was spent with various events around the estate, such as the younger kids playing around in the swingset and fort setup, and some of the teenagers taking the horses for a ride.

The older members of the family sat under the shaded patio with their spouses (if they were present), drinking tea and other, potentially more alcoholic, drinks.

Those Bennetts who were in their twenties through forties were found in various places throughout the estate. Several were with the younger kids; these Bennetts were the parents of some of the children there.

Others joined in on horseback riding, taking one of the trails with a drink as well. These brave members were almost all in their late-thirties and in their forties.

Max hung out with his siblings—Hugh, his older brother by three years, and Caroline, his older sister by two years. They were also joined by Adelaide and Marcus, and Jax, Hugh's eight-month-old son.

The day ended with a large birthday cake with everyone's names for the month of June, and a tonne of presents and cards that were opened and gushed over.

His Nana Claire owned the Bennett Estate, and since it was so large, everyone was able to stay the night there in the country, if they were so able.

Max's Uncle Charles (40), Aunt Angela (53), cousin Algernon (32), and cousin Nikki (24) were unable to stay as they had early shifts at the hospital in the morning.

All in all, it was a typical Bennett birthday event, and Max was content to be celebrating with everyone.

Trevor — September 2

Trevor hated his birthday.

Hated celebrating it, hated being reminded of it, hated everything about it.

Every year, something seemed to go wrong on his birthday.

He broke his arm when he turned 12. His girlfriend at the time turned out to be cheating on him with some posh prick in the Year above who played rugby, and he found out when he saw them kissing behind the bleachers at the pitch on his 15th. His Grandad passed away on his 18th. He found out he was supposed to be a twin on his 23rd.

And those were just the ones that sprung to mind instantly when he thought about September 2nd.

So, suffice to say, Trevor rarely ever discussed his birthday with anyone who didn't already know it.

He was already involved in Cornley's stage crew program at this point, and had been working with the theatre since he was old enough to.

He liked to work with his hands, but he also loved learning the ins and outs of how a theatre worked. Especially the lighting tracks and cues.

This past year, he had been working as an unofficial assistant to the Lighting Manager, an old man named Ralph who reminded him of his Grandad in a way.

The show that they were working on was for the Children's Theatre Program, a stage version of Frog and Toad.

Opening night was September 2nd.

When Trev got to the theatre, he found out that Ralph had called-in sick.

(He wasn't, really, but his granddaughter was in the show, and he wanted to be able to watch little Izzy on stage without having to worry about timing things right.)

So, Trevor was promoted on the spot that night to Lighting Manager.

He took to it like a duck takes to water, helped on, of course, by the fact that he'd been learning the cues now for several weeks.

Though he was slightly nervous, the show went off with only a few minor hitches that were more to do with the kids being kids and waving to their parents whilst on stage, or getting their costumes caught on props, than anything serious.

There was a standing ovation for the kids, and Trevor found himself genuinely smiling and cheering them on from the booth. The Sound Manager, Missy, next to him was gushing over her son's titular performance as Toad.

After curtain call, as Trevor was cleaning up the booth and making sure things were set for the Saturday showings, Ralph came back and introduced little Izzy to him.

Izzy glowed at Trevor's review of her roles as Cattail #3 and Egret #2, her frizzy red hair only making her blush that much more vibrant.

On their way to the rest of their family, Ralph and Izzy stopped and gave Trevor a dark blue envelope, his name written on it in Ralph's hand in silver ink.

Ralph winked at him and touched the side of his nose, wishing Trevor a goodnight, and he and Izzy disappeared into the crowd.

Trevor had a small, slightly confused frown on his face, but he opened the envelope on the spot.

Inside, there was a "happy birthday" card that was signed by the rest of the crew and Izzy. Little frogs and toads and other show related doodles appeared in various spots of the card throughout. Some were obviously done by the wee girl, but others he recognized as being done by his fellow crewmates.

It's still on display in Trevor's flat to this day.

Vanessa — October 31

Hallowe'en baby!!! We love to see it <333

Soz, the favouritism LEAPED out of me, lmao.

I know Hallowe'en isn't as big a deal across the pond, but this is my headcanon so fuck it, we ball <3

Nessa spent the morning of her 25th chaperoning her niece Alyson's class Hallowe'en party at school.

Aly insisted her Auntie Nessie dressed up as the Loch Ness monster, and since Aly was eight, she won the argument.

Nessa showed up at Aly's Primary school at the same time as the other chaperones, slightly embarrassed about the stuffed felt head on top of her own head.

That lasted until she saw Aly's friend's Mum wearing what looked like the child of a clown and old French mime.

The combination of black and white colouring on a clownfit did a lot to help her mood.

Aly greeting her with a delighted scream of, "AUNTIE NESSIE!" while wearing a mini scuba diver outfit lifted it even more.

The party at the school was fun, all things considered.

The Primary teacher for Aly's class, Mr. Thoms, had arranged for the kids to decorate Jack-O-Lantern cookies as one of the classroom activities.

Aly suckered her Auntie into helping her decorate, making a winking Jack-O-Lantern with a sharp-toothed smile.

After that, the Primary school had a trick-r-treat event in which all the kids got to walk around from classroom to classroom to get candy and show off their costumes. Nessa took many photos for her brother and sister-in-law, David and Wendy, of Aly going around with her little plastic mummy's head.

The school day ended early, and Vanessa took her niece back home to her flat. Aly was going to hang out with her until David came to get her after work.

Vanessa, as an early 25th birthday gift to herself, had got a new cat a week and a half ago.

The cat was older, around seven or eight by the vet's guess, and she was a lovely dark tortoiseshell colour. Her orginal name was lame, in Vanessa's eyes, and she was always rather a fan of Shakespeare.

So, despite the cat being a middle-aged lady (in cat years, of course) Nessa named her Othello.

Aly adored Thello, and the affection was reciprocated. As soon as Nessa's niece's voice was heard outside, the two Wilcock-Wynn-Carroway gals heard Othello's loud meowing.

The cat curled up underneath the chair that Aly was sitting in at the dining table as she worked on her homework, purring loud enough to be heard from a few feet away. Nessa smiled fondly at them and took candid photo to send into the family groupchat.

After David came to get his daughter, Vanessa got changed out of her Loch Nessa cosume and into a pair of fuzzy pyjama bottoms with a comfy long-sleeved shirt and a dressing gown thrown over top it all.

She planned to spend her 25th with Thello, her favourite takeaway from that Indian place down the way, and a marathon of Midsomer Murders. She had a cupcake and a pint of ice cream in her freezer for afterward.

Yes, Vanessa's 25th birthday would be spent with her cat and feeling cozy and taking time for herself.

Jonathan — May 18

Jonathan, on his 25th birthday, was at an event that his company was hosting, ringing in the new summer catalog.

He didn't really have a choice in going or not going because his two best friends, Ben and Davy whom he's known since they were doing kids' modeling, dragged him to it.

While Jono himself stuck mainly to hand and wrist modeling, Ben and Davy had delved into full-body photographing. Ben tended to be called up for more athletic shoots, while Davy was more elegance and class.

As a wrist model, Jono could do any of the above and then some.

But he worked with these people nearly 24/7. He just wanted one day, just one, where he could not have to see Mandie, Brandie, Sandie, and all the other -ie's he worked with.

Davy and Ben promised him that he'd only need to stay there for an hour before they'd skive and go on a mini-pub crawl.

He was holding them to that no matter what.

But that night, Elsie Harris, a writer for an online magazine who sometimes worked with him, was also there.

He'd fancied her for several months now, and she seemed to feel the same. He wasn't positive, but Sandie and Davy kept pushing the two of them together, and Elsie didn't look all that upset by it.

Once he saw her, Ben and Davy knew that any chances of the mini-pub crawl happening were over.

They still smiled and chatted with her when she and Jono came over, of course. Though the two men were disappointed about the way the night changed, they were thrilled to see her leaning into Jono's space.

And they were even more thrilled several minutes later when Jonathan said something about grabbing their stuff and heading out.

Ben looked at Elsie and then back to the birthday boy with a question in his eyes, and Jonathan answered, telling his best friends that he had mentioned what they were planning on doing, and that she wanted to come with them.

She'd never been on a pub crawl on purpose before, and she wanted to try it out.

The more the merrier is how Davy took that news, and the four of them set off into the night.

Elsie, as it turned out, knew how to hold her drink and did so, drinking Davy under the table accidentally.

Ben jokingly complained about having to carry Davy's deadweight back to their flat, but when Elsie apologised, he brushed it off.

Ben asked the bartender to call a cab for him and Davy because David was in no way fit to continue partying.

When Elsie and Jonathan saw them off, Ben and Davy drunkenly wished Jono a happy birthday for the nth time that night, getting into the cab. Jonathan ended up having to tell the cabbie where to go, seeing as the three of them lived in the same flat.

Elsie and Jonathan ended up going back to her place and celebrating his 25th a... let's say in a different way.

He woke up the next morning with her hair spread across his chest, and their hands locked together.

**Bonus**

Lucy — April 17

Lucy spent her twenty-fifth birthday with the Cornley Amateur Drama Society, rehearsing for A Trial to Watch.

They had just started to act it out on stage, reciting their lines rather than reading from the book, and she was excited.

She loved working with Cornley and her Uncle Robert, even if her Mum and Dad weren't especially keen on the idea.

(Which, to be fair, was understandable. The last two times she'd been on stage with them, she'd suffered from several broken bones and two concussions.)

But Uncle Robert, along with Max and Chris, assured them that since all she had to do was simply walk on stage and sit in a jury box, surrounded by several other people, the possibility of her breaking anything or getting a concussion was nearly impossible.

She wasn't a child any more, of course, but even though her parents were divorced and frequently disagreed on many things, the one thing they always agreed on was her safety.

The rehearsal went smoothly, even on Dennis' behalf which was a surprise. He hadn't really forgotten any of his lines, though he still did mess some phrases up, but he did well.

They needed to work on physical cues, but it would be easier with the set when it was built.

After rehearsal, the cast took her out to a pub that was near the theatre for drinks and a show.

It was drag night at the pub, and Lucy adored every second of it.

Several queens flirted with Chris, much to the casts' general amusement, and a king or two did hit on Sandra and Max, much to the casts' great amusement.

After the show, Lucy received gifts from each member, and she may have cried a little a lot into her cocktail.

Her Uncle Robert took her back to his and Dennis' flat after she had one too many and started to fall asleep at the table.

Robert set her on his bed, made sure her phone was plugged in to charge overnight, grabbed some pain meds for her head in the morning and a water bottle, and set it on the bedside table.

He texted his brother Alex and his ex-sister-in-law Gigi and let them know that their daughter was fine and would be sleeping off the celebrations at his flat.

He made sure that his niece was safe and on her side, just in case, before going to the couch in the living room and piling pillows and blankets on it to sleep.

Lucy woke up the next morning, her official second day of being 25, to the sounds of Robert and Dennis chatting in the kitchen accompanied by the smell of French toast and coffee.

(She was also joined in bed by a headache, but thankfully the meds Robert left out the night before were right there, and she solved that issue rather quickly.)

[ubescoups]

Run To You

Chapter One

January 2023.

Last semester in college. 

Elle’s seniors say it is the most pivotal semester for an accounting student. 

Make it or break it.

It doesn’t help that her mother has been vocal about her being a graduating student. She knows she cannot claim it yet. Elle’s far from being a graduating student. 

Whenever her mother says that her breath hitches a little, maybe it’s because she needs to finish this degree this June. She has no choice. She’s at the mercy of her aunt, who’s residing overseas and funding her college education. It’s a fact she has to remember over and over again to force herself to study. 

As the youngest among her cousins, she has heard the great tales of her parents’ wealth in the 90s. 

Alam mo, Elle, dati, ang mama at papa mo ang naggagala sa amin sa Greenbelt noon tapos they would take us to restaurants to eat out. 

Mama mo ang nagpaaral sa amin dati. 

The best talaga sila mama at papa mo.

She could only listen to those stories and wished that her parents did better at handling their finances. 

Hindi naman namin alam na dadating ka sa buhay namin, anak.

They were trying for a baby for a long time and had her years later. Her late father and mother often say she’s an answered prayer, but it makes her wonder. Why did they not think too far ahead about the life their kid will have if she’s a prayer they have recited maybe a million times?  

Despite growing remorse for her parents’ past decisions, she keeps pushing forward. 

Ano nga naman magagawa ko? Nangyari naman na ang lahat. Wala na akong magagawa. Pagbubutihin ko na lang. Ako na ang bubuhay kay Mama pagtapos nito.

It has been ingrained in her mind that she will be the family’s breadwinner once she completes her degree. 

Si Elle ang pag-asa mo.

Her relatives would say it to her mother as she gloats that her daughter, Elle, has been the responsible and intelligent kid she has always wanted. Her mother would say she was able to raise her well by making sure she had the best study habits and demeanor as a kid. It has been that way since she was a kid, and it’s why her aunt has supported her studies since she was a kid. She was the wonder kid of the most influential maternal figure of the family after her grandmother. 

“Napaano ka, Elle?” Jun asks as he settles beside the lady drowning in her thoughts. 

“Ah, may naiisip lang,” she replies with a slight smile. 

“Oh, ito. I got us some coffee,” he says. 

“Nag-abala ka pa, huy,” she hastily replies. 

“Wala ‘yan. Break ka muna sa pagkakape sa Lawson. Tikman mo ‘yan. Bagong bukas ‘yan sa Dapitan,” he tells her as he places the cup of coffee on her armrest. 

Elle thanks him. On the cup’s lid is a carefully folded note. She opens it. 

Kaya mo ‘yan, Elle. Ikaw pa! Andito lang ako. - Jun <3

“Thank you, Jun. Effort mo talaga,” she says, lips curling slightly. 

She’s been hesitant to think about what Jun has been doing for her. Elle knows she cannot handle being responsible for another person’s feelings when she can’t even contain her own. Elle still cannot sleep at night alone with the lights off. She would feel suffocated by her thoughts. That alone proves that she will only hurt Jun if she lets herself fall for him. 

Kapag hindi kami nagtagal at napamahal na ako sa kanya, mawawala ako sa huwisyo. Hindi ko kaya ‘yon. May hinahabol pa akong pangarap.

Elle knows her limits. She has to be focused on one goal. All eyes are on her. A lot is expected from her. She knows she has no right to be sidetracked. Being an only child means carrying out the family’s responsibilities because it’s her role. 

“Saan ka nga pala after class, Elle? Gusto mo ba aral tayo kasama sila Denise at Coleen?” Jun asks. 

“Cafe ba? If yes, pass muna. Gusto ko muna umuwi agad. Masakit likod ko eh,” Elle responds. 

“Discord na lang?” Jun asks. 

She nods.

That is not just the reason why she declined Jun’s offer. Elle doesn’t tell her friends that she’s trying to budget the allowance that she gets from her mother to have her indulgences. She has committed to joining her friends outside the university in a drag show next month. For a student who commutes from her hometown to Manila every class day, Elle gets to save a little money that she spends on sudden school-related expenses and her hobbies. Because of this, she would put herself on strict financial planning to ensure she saves money. 

Purgang purga na ako sa siomai rice at rice meals ng Lawson.

She eats a lot of food at home to minimize the need to buy food around the university. It doesn’t help that lately, her friends would drag her with them to study in cafes or co-working spaces. Elle can only sigh at how tight her finances are. Unlike the pandemic's peak when she could do some business and work to support herself and contribute to their household while studying, she cannot do part-time jobs anymore as she has to focus on her courses. 

“Kakasimula palang ng sem na ‘to parang mamamatay na ako sa bigat ng subjects,” Coleen retorts as she picks up her bag from the plastic chair. 

“Discord na lang diba, Jun, Elle?” Denise asks.

Elle nods. 

“Okay. Kitakits. Mga eight na tayo magsimula para makahinga-hinga lahat pagtapos bumiyahe,” Jun says, looking at Elle. 

The three nod in agreement. 

“Una na ako, guys. Maghahabol pa ako ng jeep,” Elle says. 

“Gesi. Ingat, Mama Elle,” Denise replies. 

“Ikaw rin. Coleen, Jun, kayo rin,” Elle adds.

“Bye, Elle. Text me when you get home?” Jun says. 

Elle nods. 

After some hugs and a little chitchat, Elle steps out of the room as she places earphones on her ears. If one thing could silence her raging thoughts, it would be music. She momentarily forgets her worries over the upcoming first comprehensive exams for each of her subjects this semester. She doesn’t think of the many things she has to catch up on at home and her internship that’s about to end. She doesn’t think about the upcoming research defense initially scheduled last month. Aside from that, she has some org work to accomplish. 

She walks along the pathways in front of Albertus and Ruaño, music blasting in her ears. The wind is cooling her sweaty skin as she looks around her surroundings—a temporary solace. 

A man laughing with his friends blocks the path as she trudges on the sidewalk. 

“Excuse me po,” she retorts. 

“Ay, sensya po,” the man mutters. 

Elle stops herself from rolling her eyes. Engineering students block the pathway every day she’s in the university. They would talk in the middle of the sidewalk while walking slowly—her pet peeve. She continues to walk, focusing on the music she’s listening to. 

If not for the slow traffic along España, she would stay on the campus for a bit. She would let the cold wind of the late afternoon kiss her skin as her eyes wandered to the greenery from Plaza Mayor to Lovers’ Lane. The turmoil caused by the classes in her building is silenced by the solace brought upon by the campus once she goes out of Albertus. It has been that way since 2019, even when the college was still in the university’s carpark. 

Having those thoughts, Elle realized how far she had come. She was far from the girl who was discouraged by the guy she took care of when she was a freshman and he was a sophomore. 

Hindi mo kaya ‘tong course na ‘to.

Kung ako sa’yo, umalis ka na habang maaga pa. 

Shift ka na.

It was three years ago when it all happened, but his voice is still in Elle’s head whenever a semester starts. 

Will she be able to survive it? Is he right all along? 

It’s no secret that Accounting, in general, is never her dream career path. It didn’t help that she transferred from BS Accountancy to BS Management Accounting in her second year in college. Elle has always felt doubt and uncertainty about her decisions and path in life as an accounting student because she was never sure of it, and she had someone doubt her from the start. 

She sighs heavily as she exits the campus to cross the street through the footbridge. She looks at the heavy traffic flow caused by the rush hour. Surviving a three-hour lecture is one thing, but the commute home is another story. 

Her daily demise as a student could have been prevented if her parents planned her college education well, but she knows there is no point in thinking about it already. She can only live in the moment and work with what she is provided. She has no chance to voice out these feelings without upsetting her mother. 

As she reaches the sidewalk after going down from the footbridge, she waves her hand to signal an approaching jeepney she wants to ride. The vehicle stops, allowing her to get in and find a seat just in time before the light goes green again. 

It’s going to be a two-hour commute going home.

[dcnise5]

Starship Rocket from SpaceX

by Denise De Alba- Esqueda

The rocket was set to launch on this Monday, April 17. However, 15 minutes before its departure the company announced a "scrub" which meant that the Starship's takeoff was postponed for at least 24 hours. This isn't the first time the Starship rocket's departure has been postponed. Back in 2021, the FAA did not approve of its departure, which ultimately pushed back the timeline. A frozen valve was the amin reason for the delay in the departure. However, it is said to be rescheduled for this Thursday, 4/20. If there are no complications with the Starship, the rocket while fly across the whole world. What makes this rocket so special is that it is the biggest rocket in the world and it will land vertically as opposed to NASA's rockets that land upright. The landing is expected to be smooth and will land in one piece. SpaceX is planning to launch Starship by 9:20 am Eastern time. As of now we are awaiting the start of loading methane and liquid oxygen propellants.

[testbankprovidersell]

Test Bank for Essentials of General, Organic, and Biochemistry Third Edition Denise Guinn

Table of Contents

1. Matter, Energy, and Measurement 2. Atomic Structure and Radioisotopes 3. Ionic and Covalent Compounds 4. Molecular Geometry, Polarity, and Intermolecular Forces of Attraction 5. Chemical Quantities and Introduction to Reactions 6. Chemical Reactions: Energy, Rates, and Equilibrium 7. Changes of State and Gas Laws 8. Mixtures, Solution Concentrations, and Diffusion 9. Acids and Bases, pH, and Buffers 10. Introduction to Organic Chemistry: Hydrocarbon Structure 11. Alcohols, Phenols, Thiols, Ethers, and Amines 12. The Carbonyl Containing Functional Groups 13. The Common Organic Reactions in Biochemistry 14. Carbohydrates: Structure and Function 15. Lipids: Structure and Function 16. Proteins: Structure and Function 17. Nucleotides and Nucleic Acids 18. Energy and Metabolism Read the full article

[slaydirty]

FACECLAIM : MENA EDITION

DISCLAMER — La liste est divisée en deux parties : Afrique du Nord (Maroc, Algérie, Tunisie, Mauritanie, Libye, Egypte) et Asie de l’Ouest (Arabie Saoudite, Yémen, Jordanie, Koweït, Afghanistan, Liban, Turquie, Iran, Irak, Palestine, Syrie). Si vous cherchez une origine spécifique je vous conseille de ctrl/cmd+f+nom du pays.  — Toutes les personnes listées ne sont pas forcément arabes et/ou musulmanes. Ils existent plusieurs ethnies, religions et identités dans ces régions du monde. — Si vous avez des coups de coeur uniquement pour le combo peau claire + yeux clairs… posez vous des questions. AFRIQUE DU NORD (Pays d’origine entre parenthèses : Maroc, Algérie, Tunisie, Mauritanie, Libye, Egypte)

Abir Haronni (Maroc) Afef Jnifen (Tunisie) Ameni Esseibi (Tunisie) Anissa Bakhti (Algérie) Assaad Bouab (France, Maroc) Aya Ibrahim / ayaibrahimx (Egypte)

Bibi Bourelly (Haiti, Maroc) Bilal Hassani (Maroc)

Chams-Eden Moussa (France, Tunisie) Cole Basta/Col3trane (USA, Egypte)

Dali Benssalah (Algérie) Dounia Tazi (Maroc)

Elisa Sednaoui (Italie, Egypte) Elyes Gabel (Algérie)

Fady El Sayed (Egypte) Faouzia Ouihya (Maroc) Felukah (Egypte) Fu'ad Aït Aattou (France, Maroc)

Hafsia Herzi (Tunisie, Algérie) Hajar Brown (Maroc) Huda El Mufti (Egypte)

Ilham - lil habiba (Maroc) Inès Oussaidi (Maroc ?) Inès Rau (France, Maroc, Algérie) Imaan Hammam (Maroc, Egypte) Iman El Deeb (Egypte) Iman Meskini (Norvège, Tunisie) Issam Harris (Maroc)

Jade Thirlwall (Royaume-Uni, Yemen, Egypte) Jasmine Ana (Algérie) Juny Breeze (Maroc, Egypte)

Leïla Bekhti (Algérie) Lella Fadda (Egypte) Lisa Bouteldja (Algérie) Lyna Khoudri (Algérie)

Malika El Maslouhi (Maroc) Malak El Husseiny (Egypte) Mallak Waleed (Egypte) Mamoudou Athie (Mauritanie) Manal Benchlikha (Maroc) Mariah Idrissi (Pakistan, Maroc) Mariam Abdallah (Egypte) Mariam Al Ferjani (Tunisie) Marwan Kenzari (Tunisie) Meena Rayann (Maroc) Mena Massoud (Egypte) Mehdi Dehbi (Tunisie) Meryem Aboulouafa (Maroc) Meryem Slimani (Maroc) Meryem Tilila Oulhaj (Maroc) Mimi Elashiry (Australie, Egypte) Mina El Hammani (Maroc) Miral Mahilian (Egypte) Mnatalla Eldas (Egypte) Mohamed Amine Khemissa (Maroc) Mohcine Harisse (Maroc)

Nabil Taleb (Algérie) Nadia Hilker (Allemagne, Tunisie) Nadia Kounda (Maroc) Najet Leyklye (Maroc) Nazim Bouaziz (Algérie) Nisrina Sbia (Maroc) Noha Hamid (Égypte) Noor Tagouri (Libye) Nora Attal (Maroc)

Omar Metwally (Pays-Bas, Egypte) Omar Sy (Sénégal, Mauritanie) Oulaya Amamra (Maroc)

Rami Malek (Egypte) Rami Youssef (Egypte) Ramy Moharam Fouad (Belgique, Egypte) Rania Benchegra (Maroc) Rhita Nattah (Maroc) Rilès Kacimi (Algérie) Roschdy Zem (Maroc)

Sabrina Nait (Algérie, Maroc) Sabrina Ouazani (Algérie) Salma Abu Deif (Egypte) Sami Outalbali (Maroc) Samira Mahboub (Allemagne, Maroc) Samy Seghir (Algérie) Sandra Shebab (Egypte) Sara Kayali / sarakayaliii (Egypte, Syrie) Sarah Guendouz (Algérie) Sarah Kazemy (France, Iran, Algérie) Sarah Morbi Leila (Italie, Maroc) Shaïn Boumedine (Algérie, Maroc) Sherouk Farid (Egypte) Shirine Boutella (Algérie) Sid Oudainia Beaulieu (France, Algérie) Sofia Boutella (Algérie) Sofia Jamal Eddine (Maroc) Sohaila Kandil (Egypte) Sonia Ben Ammar (France, Tunisie) Souheila Yacoub (Belgique, Tunisie)

Tahar Rahim (Algérie) Tamino-Amir Moharam Fouad (Belgique, Egypte) Tara Emad (Égypte) Tarek El Seidik (Egypte ?) Tawsen (Maroc) Teo Abihdana (Colombie, Maroc)

Xavier Dolan (Canada, Egypte)

Yasmine Al Massri (Palestine, Egypte) Yasmine Sabri (Egypte) Yassine Rahal (Maroc) Younes Bendjima (Algérie) Younes Bouab (France, Maroc)

Zayneb Azzam (Turquie, Egypte)

ASIE DE L’OUEST (Arabie Saoudite, Yémen, Jordanie, Koweït, Afghanistan, Liban, Turquie, Iran, Irak, Palestine, Syrie)

Adam Bakri (Palestine) Ahmad Kontar (Syrie) Ali Gatie (Canada, Irak) Alia Shawkat (Irak) Amin Nazemzadeh (Iran) Amina Muaddi (Roumanie, Jordanie) Amira Al Zuhair (Arabie Saoudite) Amira Jazeera (Palestine) Anisa Dagher (USA, Liban) Aria Shahghasemi (Iran) Aslihan Malbora (Turquie) Ayca Aysun Turan (Turquie) Azita Ghanizada (Afghanistan)

Bahar Sahin (Turquie) Balqees Fathi (Yémen) Bella Hadid (Pays-Bas, Palestine) : racisme, appropriation culturelle Berker Guven (Turquie)

Çağlar Ertuğrul'dan (Turquie)

Demet Ozdemir (Turquie) Dominic Adams (Royaume-Uni, Iran) Denise Bidot (Porto Rico, Koweït) Deniz Baysal (Turquie)

Ebru Özkan (Turquie) Edy Ganem (Mexique, Liban) Ekin Koç (Turquie) Elian Amer Marjiya (Palestine) Elyanna (Chili, Palestine) Emeraude Toubia (Mexique, Liban)

Fai Khadra (Palestine) Fares Fares (Liban) Fouz Al-Fahad (Koweït) Freema Agyeman (Ghana, Iran)

Gigi Hadid (Pays-Bas, Palestine) : racisme, appropriation culturelle Golshifteh Farahani (Iran) : soutien woody allen + pas dérangée à l’idée de bosser avec polanski

Haaz Sleiman (Liban) Habiba Da Silva (Brésil, Liban) Hazar Erğüçlü (Turquie)

Jade Hassouné (Liban) Jessica Kahawaty (Australie, Liban) Joanna Marie Kutkina (Russie, Turquie) Josie Totah (Palestine, Liban)

Karen Wazen Bakhazi (Liban) Kayvan Novak (Iran)

Lana Albeik (Syrie, Palestine) Layla Kardan (Iran) Leena Snoubar (USA, Palestine)

Medalion Rahimi (Iran) Melisa Pamuk (Turquie) Merve Bolugur (Turquie) Meryem Uzerli (Turquie) Moh Flow (Syrie, Arabie Saoudite ?) Mona Haydar (Syrie)

Nadia Aboulhosn (Liban) Nadine Nassib Njeim (Liban) Nasim Pedrad (Iran) Natacha Karam (Irlande, Liban) Nazanin Boniadi (Iran) Nour Rizk (Liban)

Rafeea al-Hajsi (Emirats Arabes Unis) Reem Al Sanea (Arabie Saoudite) Rémie AKL (Liban)

Sara Kayali / sarakayaliii (Egypte, Syrie) Sarah Angius (Irak) Shahad Salman (Arabie Saoudite) Shanina Shaik (Pakistan, Arabie Saoudite) Sharin Attamimi (Indonésie, Yémen) Simay Barlas (Turqie)

Toni Mahfud (Syrie) Tuba Büyüküstün (Turquie) Tugçe Kumral (Turquie)

Wafia Al-Rikabi (Irak, Syrie)

Yara Shahidi (USA, Iran) Yasmine Al Massri (Egypte, Palestine)

Zayneb Azzam (Egypte, Turquie) Zeina Mates (Liban)

MAJ : 07.04 merci à @devoratum pour sa participation. 

[rabbitfeet200]

Characters: TV Shows

Ackley Bridge

A:Razia, Nasreen, Kaneez, Missy, Hayley, Grandmother Paracha, Rashid, Saleem, Tahira, Amina, B: Alya, Zain, Mo, Waqar, Clint,Amin, Jake, Shannon, Candice, Mandy, Kacey/Spud, Rukhsana, Chloe,Freya,Marianna, Mandy, Samir,

C:Jordon, Riz, Nell, Naveed, Kayla, Samantha, Martin, Emma, D: Dan, E: Nadine, Ken,

F: Iqball,Kyan, Adam, Sian,

Almost Never

A:Nate

B: Harry, Elenour, Chloe, Sasha, Lola,Tara, Fabio, Jordon,

C:Oakley, AJ,

D: E: F:

Chiefs

A:

B: Nigella Lawson,Gordon Ramsey, Mary Berry, Paul Hollywood,

C:

D: Ina Garton, Ree Drummond,

E:Jamie Oliver

Cobra Kai, The Karate Kid

A:Miyagi, Bobby, Miguel, Carmen, Rosa, Aisha, Moon, Kimiko, Jimmy, Alison, Amanda, , Lucile,Bert

B: Samantha, Tory, Eli, Chris, Mitch, Robbie, Chozen,Lucille, Daniel, Tommy, Dirk, Frank, Abe, Doug, Mikey, Nate, Edwin, Little Red, Big Red, Stiven, Piper, Dieter, Paul, Anosh, Betsy, Sato, Laura,Johnny,

C:Demetri,Yasmine, Louis, Lynn, Nester, Anthony, Kenny, Séan, Dutch,

D: Kyler, Brucks, Raymond/Stingray, Armand, John Kresse, Terry Sliver,

E:Mike Barnes, Sid,

F: Kreese's and Sliver's Captain,

How to train your dragon

A: Astrid, Snotlout, Heather, Stoick, Gobber, Gothi,the dragons

B:Hiccup, Ruffnut, Tuffnut, Fishlegs, Alvin, Atali, Minden,

C:Dagar, Mala,Thorik,

D:Valka, Spitelout, Viggo, Ryker, Johan,

E:Krogan,

F:Drago

Holly Hobbie

A: Piper, Amy, Holly, Grand mother Helen,

B: Heather,

C: Savannah, Levi, Robbie, Leia, Tyler, Oscar,

D:

E: F: Jason Ryan Reeves

Fireman Sam

A: Sam, Penny, Helen, Hannah, Sarah, Mandy, James, Lion,Radar,

B:Norris Steal,Ellie, Arnold, Malcolm, Tom, Moose, Charlie,Dills, Trevor, Derek, Chief Boise,

C: Elvis,

D: Mike, Joe,

E:Norman,

F:

Jamie Johnson

A: Molly, Zoé, Alba, Ruby, Dylan, Karen, Nancy, Harry,

B: Dawn, Becky, Joanne, Boggy,Jess, Jamie, Mike, Hansard, Aisha, Freddie, Eric, Katya, Tayo, Jake, Michel, C: Jackie, Bex, Liam,

D:

E:

F: Ian

Masha and the bear

A: Bear, Rosie, Penguin, Panda, B: Female Bear, Rabbit/Hare, Wolves, Goat, Dog, Dasha, Squirrels,

C:

D: Masha, Other Male Bear,

E: F: Masha's Parents

Mustangs FC/Mightey Mustangs

A: Danny, Ruby, Marnie, Liv, Bella, Anusha, Laura, Hanifer, Freya,Hamit, TJ

B: Jenifer,Cindy, Jas, Zee, Summer, Georgie, Jasper,

C:Mikayla, Terri, Gabe,

D:

E:Tom,

F:

Legacies: A: Hope

Secret life of Boys

A: Roberta, Robbie, Ginger, Corey, Matt, Ethan, Heba,

B: Daisy,Penny

C: Chris, Bob, Tabitha,

D:Jimothey,

E:

F:

Tracy Beaker Series:

My mother Tracy Beaker/Beaker Girls

A: Tracy, Justine, Jess, Flo,

B: Camilla, Mary, Tyrone, Jordon

C:Peter,

D:

E: Carly Beaker

F:Séan

The Dumping Ground

A: Chloe, Kazima, Charlie, Carmen, Tee Sasha,Gina, May Li, Mo, Lily, Noah, Billie, Toni, Faith, Ryan, Jody, Tracy, Alice Wang, George, Sapphire, Henry Morris, Jack O Donovan, Dave O Donovan,

Alice Peters,Finn,

B: Gus, Jacob, Johnny, Bailey, Taz, Joseph, Viv, Sid, Floss, Bec, Ruby, Katy, Max, Nazzer, Elektra, Liam, Frank, Alex, Courtney, Lauren, Ivy, Shona, Fred/Dudley, Harry, Archie, Jake, Iona,

C: Mike, Tyler, Piper, Rick, Peader, Melissa, Ross, Aileen Peters, Grandmother Wang, Luke Jackson, Janice Umbellbey, Luke, Freya,

D: Murphy, Dexter, Scott,

E: Sarah Reeves,Blake, Melanie Morris, Lucy Taylor, Sally Lewis, Kelly Bellman, Helen Howle, Carly Beaker, Denise Jackson, Kingsley Jackson, Peter Umbellbey,

F: Reggie Wallis, Keith Taylor,

Tracy Beaker returns

A: Carmen, Tee, Gina,Lily, Sapphire, Tracy, Jody, Justine,

B: Camilla, Johnny, Harry, Liam O' D, Frank, Mandy/Elektra, Kitty,

C: Mike, Tyler, Rick, Melissa, Luke Jackson,

D: Poppy, Rosie,

E: Helen Howle, Carly Beaker, Denise Jackson, Kingsley Jackson, Lizanne,

F: Keith Taylor, Dennis,

The Story of Tracy Beaker

A: Justine, Tracy, Jackie, Liam/Crash, Adele, Duke, Jenny, Chantal, B: Camilla,Bouncer/Bradley, Shelly, Elaine, Rio, Roxy, Layla, Hayley,Louise, C:Lol/Lawrence, Amber, Marco, Wolfie, Dolly, Marco, D: Mike, Nathan, Michael, E: Carly Beaker F:

Thomas and Friends

A:Hiro,Paxton, Edward, Toby, Ryan, Mavis, Nia, Percy,Norman,Sidney, Shankar, Jonbow, Norjan, Salty,

B: Marion,Ashima, Rex, Burt, Mike, Thomas, Gordon, James, Daisy, Diesel, Harry and Bert the Diesels, Radviv, Conner, Caitlin, Belle, Finn, Crankey, Captain, Rocky, Judy, Jerome, Skipp, Duck, Oliver, Donald, Douglas, Porter,

C: Bill, Ben, Spencer,Diesel 10,

D:

E:

F:

13 reasons why

A:Jessica, Tony, B:Sherry, Hannah, Clay, Justin, Zach, Alex,Tyler, C: D: E: F:

The Four O Clock Club

A:Agnes,Fleur, Eleesha, Polly, Molly, Zoé Marie, Violet, Clem, Nathan, B: Nero, Katie, Owen, Eli,Josh, Ryan, Ash,Amber, Darnish, C:CJ, D:

E:

F:

The Next Step

A:Michelle, Richelle, Amy, Izzy, Rachel, Eva, Beth, West, B:Emily, Chloe, Thalia, Mary,Male Jude,Giselle,Noah, Heath, Winnie, Henry, Summer,Clara, John, Female Jude, Amanda, Sloane, Kenzie, Presley,

C: Ozzy, Jacquie, Davis, Kingston, Lily Nick, Piper, Phoebe,James, Riley, Eldon, Latroy, Abi, Skylar, Cierra, Max, Gabi, Abbey, Chamel, Theo, Leia, Luke, Cleo, Stephaine, Tiffany,

D:Finn, Kate, Angelia, Alfie, Maggie,

E:Tess, Shontelle,

F: Elliot, Lucien,

Whitney Fat Girl Dancing/My Big Fat Fablous life:

A:Babs, Glen, Heather, Ashley, Jessica,Tal, Todd, Will

B: Whitney,#

C: D: E:Buddy, Chase, Ryan

F: Avi

[youremyonlyhope]

Starship Rewatch

10 years ago today (well, yesterday since I’m posting it a day later), 15 year old Hope curled up on her couch to watch a new StarKid show called Starship right as it dropped. This was the first time I got to watch a show when it was posted since I didn’t become a StarKid fan until a months earlier. I was so excited.

And now, I’m rewatching Starship for the first time in full in at least 5 years I think. I listened to the soundtrack twice earlier today, singing along at my desk at work (thank god no one else was here tonight to judge me). I still know so many of the lyrics. And so many little jokes and stuff were flooding back. Starship was my favorite StarKid show for a long time, so I’m so excited to watch this again to see if it’s still my fave.

This post ended up being really long, so you’ve been warned. But it also includes pictures of the crocheted Roach and Bugette plushies that I made as a teen.

OH. THE OLD LOGO. AHHH. I already have so many feels. The future is now! I can’t handle this. The nostalgia! The Galactic League of Extraterrestrial Exploration. My facebook account to this day says I am a Starship Ranger at the G.L.E.E. because I’ve never bothered to change it. Also, shoutout to anyone from the StarKidPotter FB and EFST days if you’re reading this. AHHH IT’S CHRIS AND ERIC. Ok I might have to pause 20 thousand times during this Starship Ranger ad to acknowledge all the StarKid cameos. Tyler! “We come to conquer... in peace!” Tyler I love you. Brian and Richard! I forgot they painted Richard BLUE. Britney and Ariel! Nicholas Joseph Stauss-Matathia! I see that StarKid’s website has shortened his name to just Nicholas Strauss but remember the days when we’d purposefully say his full name? Anyway, I literally just screamed “NICK” when I saw him because he was always one of my faves. The Old Snatch was and still is iconic. Devin and Lily! The Wizard God himself, AJ Holmes. God... remember those AJ Holmes appreciation days where we’d make Chuck Norris-like memes about AJ? So much is rushing back from the depths of my mind oh my god... It’s been so long yet it feels like yesterday... “Someone really *static* F- *static* -ucked up big time” Love it.

2 minutes and 22 seconds in. I’ve written so much. I had to pause before Joey started singing to take a moment. I love this show so much. I love these goofballs so much. And they’re all so young. Most of them are younger than I am now. This is insane.

Ok I have to promise myself not to pause as much now. *Spoiler, I failed*

“I’ll fight off this gamma radiation if it’s the last thing I ever do!... We’re going down! This is the last thing I’ll ever do!” Oh my god. Look at baby Joey. He hasn’t even graduated from college yet. And that Bug puppet! Someone remind me to dig up the pictures of my crocheted plushies of Starship puppets since I made Roach and Bugette and gave them to the StarKids at SPACE and Apocalyptour. (I also did Rumbleroar, but the bugs were my own pattern I made so I was more proud) The camera is focused in on Bug instead of Joey’s face. I love it. So much. Brannnttttttt. My god. Am I gonna freak out over every single entrance? Roach pretending to die, he’s the best friend ever. “The needs of the many bugs outweigh the needs of the few bugs.” “Or the one bug, I know.” Oh man, when that line comes back... “Dirt eater” “Exoskeleton polisher” “I wanna build honeycombs” “The bug that ruins your picnic” “A fly on the wall!” That line came back to me earlier today and I died. Remembering that line was like 50% of the reason I listened to the soundtrack today.

Nick Lang! Julia! LAUREN LOPEZ. THERE SHE IS. Lovebugs, I can’t. *Sentimental music* “You could come over to my nest and I could... tear off your head and let my larva devour your body?” How did I forget that line? The way Lauren has to kick Bugette’s larva sack to walk. But the way that it also works so well with the character. I can’t. The Mosquito Brothers!! I forgot they show up so early. “This is our sister, Sweetheart” “...YO.” I CANNOT HANDLE JIM POVOLO. The “zzzz”s like buzzing as backing vocals instead of the usual “ahs” and “oohs.” The things you don’t appreciate until years later. Darren, you genius. That is such a good detail. For a second I couldn’t remember who the Overqueen is played by. 99% sure it’s Jim (It is). Also. Overqueen like ovary... and it looks like a giant vagina. That had to be pointed out to me later. “FLATTERY WILL GET YOU... everywhere.” Why did I forget that line too? “I’m a starship ranger” “Quiet you, you’re drunk” “No I’m drunk!” I remembered that line probably like... 2 minutes earlier when I noticed Joe huddling in the background and realized that line was coming up. The way Joey lets go of the puppet so both he and the puppet walk away with their arms limp... so cute.

Before even pressing play on part 3, I can hear February saying “Let the record show I am super ahead of schedule.” and I’m dying. I forgot about Brian as the escape pod. Denise Donovan! That Star Trek prop. I’m dumb so I can’t remember if it’s a communicator or what. But I know my Uhura Barbie had a mini one that I lost within a month probably. “OxyGen” “Schience” I can’t. “Mission Log... I think I just heard a spooky noise.” How am I forgetting all of these amazing lines? “Pika-pi!” AHHH I JUST SCREAMED. “My stars, I seemed to have landed in a field of these aMiNals!” I can’t. “Can I tell you guys something?” *port de bras and falls gently to the ground* “Hello!” “TOTORO!” I’m dead. The balloon mechanism on the mosquitos! I forgot about that! “HOLY SHIT IT’S A BUUUUGGGGG” Ok something I noticed but didn’t mention earlier. The bug puppet that Joe uses when he says “I had my heart set on nourishment” is the same one red and pink one that Julia used when talking about wanting to be nourishment. When Julia actually gets eaten, she’s using a different bug puppet, the green and pink one, but the same character voice. So, I can’t tell if they intentionally had her play 2 bugs so Joe could be one of them later, or if it was a mistake. I might also just be overthinking things. “ME THINKS IT WENT THAT-A-WAY” I cannot handle Jim Povolo. That scream Joe does as he slimes her. Woah I originally wrote “There seems to be no signs of intelligent lifeforms anywhere” earlier and then deleted it since I don’t know why I found it remarkable. And then looking at the comments of this part I see someone mentioned a Toy Story reference. So that’s why that line stuck out to me. Aww StarKid. There are so many Disney references in this show.

THERE SHE IS. THERE’S MY GIRL TAZ. The pew pew effects how could I forget that!  “Hey Taz. You’re pretty tough for a chick.” “I was just going to say the same thing about you.” “Woahhhhhhhh” JoMo oh my god. “My spectrometer readings are off the wazooooooo” That line kills me. Why am I JUST NOW noticing, 10 years later, that Tootsie enters this scene with his gun facing the wrong way. Oh my god. “I saw the empirical proof that science killed god. It’s comforting to know he was once alive though. I like to think that when he died, he went to heaven.” Oh Tootsie Noodles. “...What the hell kind of name is that?” “He’s got bear hands??” Why do I forget all of these lines??!? That record scratch and freeze frame to go “BOOOOOO” oh my god I forgot that. “Like the other day, he was in the cafeteria, just cah-rying in front of everybody.” BOOOOOOO. Here we go, Taz’s amazing Up monologue. “And when Up, cuts an onion, the ONION is the one who cry.” HELP. Also 99% sure I used that joke for AJ appreciation at least one year. “Now take a walk off my knife” What a line. So awesome. I remember having a profile pic on FB that was the text of that monologue and the image of Lauren screaming “WALK IT OFF” I’m still convinced that first “WOO” from the audience that we hear when Up enters is Darren. “I do not peepee sitting down” “Huh??” JoMo’s face as if he’s trying his hardest not to laugh and I can’t tell if that’s him breaking character or if Krayonder is actually trying not to laugh. “I peepee like big boy, deadgoddamnit. So stop making fun of me because it hurts my feelings” I’m dying. Also, deadgoddamnit is amazing. “if you don’t go out there and die for something, then I will kill you for nothing.” I remembered the mirror scene, just seconds before it started and already started laughing. “You’re not a failure, overall.” “Allow me to introduce you to the final member of your team. MegaGirl!” I forgot how DRAMATIC that was. I also forgot that’s how MegaGirl comes into the story.

I need to stop pausing every 5 seconds oh my god I’ll never finish this tonight if I don’t.

“All hail AstroBoy” That was the funniest line. “MegaGirl, can you kill humans?” “No. But I’d like to.” I can’t handle it. “A horse ate my cousin! Me and horses got a feud.” #1 MegaGirl doing the “I’m watching you” hand sign. I can’t. “Hey. Miráme. *Slaps* NOW ESCHUCHAME” amazing. “Or that time. You taught me calculus... CALCULUS WAS TOUGH.” I never went past pre-calc. Nope. Ah. Get Back Up. One of my fave songs. “And now we dance.” Dylan’s “OW” as they lean back. “Ok Idiotas. Say something nice. Or I will kill you.” It’s all so iconic.

“So you still think being an egg planter is lame?” “...Yes.”  The larva oh my god. I forgot we see one before the end. That’s Jaime playing the larva I think. Life is definitely one of my all-time favorite StarKid songs to this day. I wish it was longer. I love it so much. And I love that its instrumental is scattered as a motif throughout the show. “It’s a short, small thing we lead. With so much potential, pointless or essential, which one can I be?” Wow. Near Pippin levels of giving me an existential crisis. Also wow Joey improved his singing so much between AVPS and Starship. “My name’s Bug” “*Gasp!* Like a bug??” “Uh... no.” “Good. I’m February, like the month, but a person.” I should start saying that honestly. “I’m Hope, like the concept, but a person.” “You boldly go where every man -hey- woman -bark woof- or data dog has ever gone before! Sorry K9DX” Adorable. Joey’s subtle little double nod he makes the Bug puppet do when he’s shocked she thinks he’s a Starship Ranger. Amazing. Ah he said goddamn not deadgoddamn! February should have known right then he wasn’t human! “Take my claw” that too. "The only thing that needs to rest are your jokes, because they are so tired.” “Woahhhhhh” No but like... why don’t I use that line in everyday life... “Now I am slightly less weak.” “Ok. I’m going to shoot this metal bitch!” I’m dying. How did I forget the Taz/MegaGirl rivalry?? “That thing is a R-O-B-O-T man” “Can’t fool me with numbers, Krayonder.” I’m dead. “The stack of hay was my cousin!” #2 The way Meredith says “barometric pressure” is great. And Tootsie saying “Well you must take real good care of it, because I never would have guessed.” He’s such a sweetheart. “Nobody shoot dammit, nobody shoot.” “KILL KILL KILL” I never really liked Hideous Creatures but it’s so cute to see MegaGirl do the choreo robotically. I love that the Gap hasn’t changed. “Cool it skank, you do not know me.” Another line that I forgot until a split second before it was said. I’m so glad whoever edited this added some pews going in the wrong way for Tootsie’s gun. I know I definitely noticed Tootsie’s gun was backwards during this part, but I don’t know if I noticed it was backwards in that very first scene too. I forgot about MegaGirl tossing out Specs. That “MEGAGIRL!!!” scream from Joe though.

“Never in my 6 long days of life.” Underappreciated joke. Also, I think this is the 4th unique upright bug puppet. We got red/pink, green/blue, green/pink, and now red/blue. Also, Nick Lang is a great puppeteer. “Yes, I helped her escape. But I swear, never in a million years, did I think I’d be caught and yelled at for it!”  Oh I forgot Bugette is the witness. Jaime’s angry face behind Joey is killing me. “He didn’t know the humans were evil.” “Oh, they’re not.” “Shut up!” Humoons and hoomans. “And no more singing or dancing” *gasps of horror* “The Overqueen has overspoken.” “Well, that’s not gonna help your chances with Bugette” Oh Roach. “PERHAPS.” Jim destroys me.

God the 4-person Pincer puppet. Amazing. Dylan’s arms being strong enough to be above his head for 10 minutes straight. Amazing. Also, Nick Lang is so emotive as a claw. It took me a sec but yeah JoMo is the tail. “There were? Where are they?” Joey’s face. “Tell me all about her” The claws under the chin I can’t. Hey StarKid, I see you throwing in an ad mid-video before Kick It Up a Notch. You’re lucky I love and support you guys. “Put ‘em together and what have you got?” bibbity boppity boo. More Disney references! This scene is full of them. Man, remember when we were all blown away by Dylan’s voice in this song the first time? Like we could tell he could sing in AVPM/S, but his songs were just so jokey and only his long “Welcooooooooooome” showed us his talent. But then Kick It Up a Notch happened. And we FINALLY appreciated Dylan’s beautiful voice. “I pushed it to the limit.” and “To coin a phrase, be a man.” more Disney. I might be overthinking this and will have to rewatch Life to confirm, but I think the camera zooming out as Pincer reprises Life is just like the camerawork when Bug sang it originally. If so, then wow even when filming their shows StarKid really thinks it all through. (Update: It totally is referencing the original zooms for Life and that’s amazing. Except it’s zooming out instead of in. I LOVE the attention to detail even in filming the show. I’m gonna guess that’s Liam’s doing.) All I can see when I hear Bug’s chorus of this song is Jaime and her SPACE tour dancing, which they incorporated in Apocalyptour as actual choreography. Because they’re goofballs. The kick line. Love it. God. Even though it’s not my favorite song from Starship (just because I love Life and Beauty more), Kick It Up A Notch is one of the best StarKid has ever done. I really has everything. Dylan’s gorgeous voice. Not one but two reprises of earlier songs to throw Bug’s own words back at him. Jim’s bass line. Awesome puppets. Disney references. It’s so amazing. I love how all the comments are either about Dylan’s voice or Dylan’s ability to hold his arms up for a 10+ minute scene or both.

"Gameover man, gameover!” “I feel like cutting open your belly, and filling it with jelly” *Gasps* Oh my god, I put on the captions for a second, and  the caption said *Sad spayed puppy noises* “I am in charge of this mission now.” How did I forget about the mustache until 2 seconds before it happened? “She’s got the mustache now. *Kisses head* I love you” Oh my god Tootsie. I FORGOT ABOUT THE SECOND STACHE. There’s an ad right when we see Bug’s human form and I can’t even care because look at him! Ahhh. And the blue headband! Ahhhhh. Joey you’re so adorableeeee. “Bug? Well that’s a fine name.” His concerned face then the relief. Adorable. “Thank you sir. I am a tough bitch.” “Getting nothing but bug muff?!?” I love the slight delay the audience has before laughing as they realize what was just said. “Bug. You hard, ese. You flame.” I die. “Up there. In Space!” *dramatic pointing* No I totally didn’t just do the dramatic pointing with them... no that’s not in my muscle memory from 10 years ago... why would you think that. I’ll rave about Status Quo after it’s done. “But, what if I miss you?” Awwwwwwwww. And that “Just look up.” screenshot was used for “This.” memes in the fandom for years.

Oh Joey. Status Quo is such a good song too. And he really did improve as a singer to sing it. Earlier this week I remembered that this week is also the 10th anniversary of that time Darren was hopping from city to city every single day to promote the Warblers album. And at one point in that week he did a livestream that I remember rushing home to watch. In that livestream, I am 99% sure he sang Status Quo as a little sneak preview for Starship being released later that week. (Just checked, yep he sang it in a livestream on April 20 2011) God I love this song. Then the version the boys all sang for SPACE Tour was beyond beautiful too. Ahhh I love this musical.

Ok. It’s almost midnight. I started this 3 hours ago. I’m probably not finishing the show until 2am at the rate that I’m pausing and stopping to comment. But OH WELL.

“Dr. Spaceclaw” wow. “Leaving them behind was of little consequence, but a pleasure.” Oh Megagirl. “You did a very good job today too, son.” “*Gasp* Thanks dad.” That Star Wars fake-out though. Speaking of Star Wars, I really need to rewatch Ani now that I’m actively a Star Wars fan unlike last time when I still wasn’t invested in the movies I just watched them. How did I forget about Jaime playing Junior’s new mom?? ...Does Junior get an alien incubating in his chest... is that foreshadowing... I can’t remember. (This was like... half a foreshadow) This scene is funnier now that Breredith is married. The way Junior says “Phew” I’m dead. I remembered how they restrain MegaGirl once again 2 seconds before it happened oh my god. “We deserve bubbles on our skin.” An iconic line. “Well thank the long dead god you made it, Bug!”  The crunching of the handshake, I can’t. Oh someone in the comments pointed out that Bug and February are doing the Tarzan hand thing while Up’s asking Taz to see a movie. Adorable.

Get yourself a man like Tootsie who won’t stand for you talking down about yourself. “Maybe this was all part of God’s plan. He made before he died.” I love the dead god jokes. I remember years ago some kid on facebook was like “The dead god jokes are offensive” and I was like “It’s a sci-fi musical about a bug in a human body but sure worry about god being dead.” but probably in an even more immature answer. I’m just mesmerized by Tootsie and MegaGirl’s verses. God. The first Dylan and Meredith duet. Amazing. And MegaGirl’s confused face is great. “Don’t press that button, or we’ll all be sucked into space.” So... Can anyone tell me what foreshadowing is? Oh shoot... ok wait no I’ll comment on that when we get there. God that is such a cute love song. I wrote barely anything just because I love that song so much. Would love to know where Tootsie’s taking her though.

Oh my god this scene! I forgot about this. How could I forget this. “Well the world always looks a little bit brighter, from on top of a lap.” I had remembered Bug sitting on Up’s lap, but not Specs. This is the part I forgot. Adorable. Ahhhh so cute. The Specs/Krayonder relationship was apparently cut from the filmed version, but was present if you saw it live. These moments are adorable. And I love how this is the second person JoMo’s had to carry in this show since he also carried Denise earlier. “Why if it isn’t Bug, my oldest friend.” and “Don’t say that, my dear.” are adorable. Oh wait. Up sat on Bug’s lap. Not the other way around. Ok. I didn’t remember this scene as well as I thought I did. I’m dying. I didn’t want to write anything during this, but oh my god “That son of a bitch Optimus Prime” I forgot that. I love the audience’s reaction to “The entire right side of my body, it’s a robot” because they all gasp, and then laugh at themselves for gasping. I knew there was something he couldn’t do without crying. I didn’t remember it being “Sir I Wanna Buy These Shoes” Christmas Song. It’s ok Up, I haven’t listened to that song in full in years. I can’t handle it. But Christmas songs in general make me cry too. Oh Up said goddamn instead of deadgoddamn too. Hmm... Aww the mother spider story. “I think the old you was just killing out of hate.” “Oh I was.” I’m dying. Awwww the nose kiss. I definitely remembered that. “Deadgodspeed soldier!” The way Joey misses catching the keys and also Darren’s “Woo!” in the audience again. So great. That 12 minute scene is just adorable and the Up story is so dramatic and hilarious.

Hmm finishing before 2am might be ambitious... “Hahaha. Then I’ll shoot him!” “Taking care of my business down on the planet is that cool with you?” Brian’s delivery of that line has always intrigued me. “How much I care about my MegaGirl unit’s survival is also a percent equivalent to zero” Rude. “You are nothing like my boyfriend, Tootsie Noodles.” “Yes, well - wait WHAAA” This scene is so different now that they’re married. “Ha. Ha. It was cute.” “You’re... a toaster.” *Slaps* Ok 1) I used to use that insult all the time and only half ironically. I was a strange teenager. 2) She just hurt a human... isn’t that against programming, or can she just not kill humans? Evil angry Brolden is something we need more of. I love Brian as a villain. More please. “You stupid goddamn robot” So I guess they say goddamn and deadgoddamnit. I’m overthinking the evolution of language in this universe. Also Brian’s screams while being choked are amazing. I’ve never forgotten those, if anything they’re better now.

AHHHH I REFRESHED AND DELETED ALL OF MY STUFF FOR BEAUTY. Kill me. I’m so mad. Let me try to recreate it but I hate myself. I was saving this draft after every part but OF COURSE I don’t save after my favorite song and then refresh.

Oh poor Meredith. Her white wig doesn’t let her blend in as much when she’s in the hoodies playing a bug. “Oh hey Bugette, we’re just trying to get Bug laid!” That bug had to know about Bugette’s crush though? That’s just cruel. “The ending is killer” ruuuuuuddddddddddeee. I know I had at least one more point, but that’s lost to the ether. Beauty is probably my fave, if not tied with Life. When I was listening to it earlier, I was overcome with emotion because it’s just such a joyful song. These days I cry over happy stuff almost as much as I cry over the sad. And these lines just hit so hard... I love it. I love this song so much and this scene so much. “Bug. She excreted her filth for you. WE DID IT!!!!!!!!” Brant Cox is so good. It really is a shame he’s not in anything else besides AVPSY and the 10th Anniversary with everyone else. “I do accept you for who you really are. A genius.” Well February, you’ll be glad to know that you thought of that, so you’re the genius. Wow. Junior’s 25, Brian was 25, and now I’m 25. This really was perfect timing for the 10th anniversary. Also I do not feel 25. “Suck off!” amazing.

I’M SAVING THIS TIME.

Ok next part. Luckily I was only 1 minute into the next part when I refreshed. Still so mad at myself... “Someone really firetrucked up big time” (Dead)God I love that line. I also used firetruck unironically. Once again, I was a strange teenager and I didn’t like cursing and I still don’t. “This is so weird, I’m so used to the scrambly version.” (It was while writing this line the first time that I refreshed and lost Beauty....) Ok as I watch AJ, it’s hitting me that he almost definitely came to the set during rehearsals and filmed his part since it’s not a green screen like the rest of them. “The hunters have become the hunted, and it’s wabbit season.” “That was a good video, until the end when it got sad.” Thanks Bug. “I think, I just had a think” See February’s smart. “I’m in a weird situation” Love that line. “Bug is a BUG!? I DON’T BELIEVE IT” Oh Junior. Dylan’s insulted face at “I am not... a dumbass.”  So I can’t tell if Brian forgets he’s trapped when he moves his arms into a more relaxed position to lean on the column and then puts them back, or if it’s purposefully staged that way. Brian’s acting while he pretends to be shy and embarrassed about his evil plan is amazing and adorable. Brian has a good evil laugh, why don’t we get him as a villain more often? Also I was gonna make some sort of joke about Nick as Pincer’s left claw vs. Robert as Snarl’s left paw, but I’ll leave it be.

I FORGOT ABOUT THAT WEIGHT TAZ WAS LIFTING JUST FLOATING UP TO THE SKY WHEN SHE LETS GO. I just laughed out loud. “Damn that G.L.E.E. They’re always making twisted abominations of everything!!” I cannot handle it. And the wink. Poor Darren but also not poor Darren at all. I was just now WRACKING my mind for who could possibly be playing Pincer’s tail if JoMo was being devoured by mosquitos. It’s Brant. Literally the entire cast is currently onstage. Ok Krayonder’s been getting his blood drained for 3 minutes, why is he alive? OH I FORGOT KRAYONDER GETS UP AND SHOOTS THE BUGS. Ok and he gets chopped by Pincer’s claws too so HOW does he survive? StarKid answer!!! I forgot how dramatic this musical gets when you got both the bugs and MegaGirl coming after the humans. Aww the Vulcan salute from Specs. “I changed my name. To Tootsie... MegaGirl.” I love the reactions of the people in the audience who immediately realize what that means. I hear at least one “oh my god” that sounds like sobbing. Awwwww Tootsie’s “that’s real” speech and “I’d love you if you was the horse that ate my cousin.” (#3) just... get yourself a man like Tootsie MegaGirl. He is perfection. God the downloading love scene is so cute. I can’t handle it.

The Up saving Taz scene is so dramatic. Then Brian and Jim just calmly walk offstage. It kills me. Also why did Jaime just continue to lie there? “I just needed to learn how to kill with my heart.” Not exactly what Bug meant, but it works. God Taz climbing onto Up’s back is still the most hilarious thing ever. Whoever thought of her climbing that way was a genius. So funny. I always wanted to try it. Holding the gun up to her head like a blowdryer always gave me anxiety. Making the door out of a scrim that can be backlit was genius. Oof and bringing back “The needs of the many bugs outweigh the needs of the few bugs. Or the one bug.” just hurts. Poor Bug. My heart. This is probably the line that sticks with me to this day and I do think about sometimes.

Ok it’s now 2am and I still have 2 more parts.

I sorta love that Joey didn’t have the time to change into his blacks so he’s still in the Starship Ranger suit while playing the Bug puppet. “Save the Overqueen. I love her.” Awww. “Roach, I’m gonna get the job done if it’s the second last thing I do.” Love it. That Kick It Up A Notch Reprise though. Brian, you should play villains more often. Also remember all of us being like “LUPIN CAN SING?!?!?!??!!” “Lucky for me, God is dead. When you see him in hell, tell him Junior sent you.” Deadgod I love that line. This whole deadgod thing was just leading up to that amazing line. Oh no Bugette! Bug saying “maestro” oh my god. “DFSDSJFDSJKFDS... I’m dead.” I forgot that part! Oh my god the way Brian flicks the glasses back down on his face. Ok so I saw Lauren wiggle her way behind the mucus sac, but I didn’t see Nick come onstage. I rewinded, and I guess the zoom in shots on Brian and Joey were timed so we can’t see Nick join Lauren to be the first larva to come out. Oh well. And I love the crowd cheering as Junior dies. “And bingo was his name-o” That callback though. I forgot that the Overqueen eats Bugette’s body while crying. “Or Bugette! Oh...” Also god Roach is adorable.

Last part. 2:21am. Here we go. Krayonder got his blood sucked out by giant mosquitos and was cut up by a giant scorpion, but all he needs is a bandage around his head. Awwww the soft “I Wanna Be” playing the background as Bug begs the team to accept his bug form. Bug being so mad “It’s that bastard Pincer isn’t it?” and then being so happy that Joey does the little nose scrunch thing. So cute. JOEY’S FACE WHEN DENISE KISSES THE BUG PUPPET. Cannot believe I forgot that until 2 seconds before it happened too. “I now pronounce you man vs. machine. Fight!” WOAH. Why in the WORLD did “eep op ork ahah” come back to me. I was able to say it WITH Joey. That was straight from the DEPTHS of my teenage brain oh my god. I forgot about that oh my GOD. THAT’S INSANE. I FORGOT SO MUCH STUFF BUT I REMEMBERED HOW TO SAY “I LOVE YOU” IN BUG.

And the Beauty reprise.

God I love this musical. It’s still my fave StarKid show I think. And I’m horrified to see that it has only 500K views for the last part, so only 500K people have watched it all the way through after 10 years. That’s disgraceful. It’s amazing. Watch Starship.

It is 2:32am. I started at 8:50pm. Got sidetracked when I had to rewatch the Beauty part of Act 2 again to make sure I got my notes back in the post. Took a few bathroom breaks. But this is mostly because I paused every like 10 seconds to make a comment, so it took 5 and a half hours to watch a 3 hour musical. This why I take forever to watch things while liveblogging. I take too long to writing notes.

I’ll probably just post this in the morning. Gotta proofread for mistakes before posting.

Ok it’s the next afternoon. This post is literally 5,000+ words and takes 20 minutes to read according to a online word counter. I’m sorry to whoever read this entire thing. Your reward is the pictures of the Starship plushies I crocheted when I was 15 and 16.

(Ignore the bad lighting and my horribly chipped paint. That’s the only picture I have of the Bugette one since I gave it to Lauren Lopez a day later. I started making another for myself shortly after but never finished. Maybe I should finally finish the second one... hmm...)

[militant-holy-knight]

I recently came across the title of an Arabic book, “We will never live as Dhimmis” (lan naish  zimieen), written by a Lebanese Christian, Amin Naji, in 1979.

A Dhimmi is a Christian or Jew living in a region overrun by Muslim conquest who was accorded a protected status in exchange of a poll tax (Jizya), and allowed to retain his or her original faith.

Lebanon is an example. It was established after the collapse of the Ottoman Empire and the end of World War I in 1923. Since the majority there were Christians, unlike any other Middle Eastern land, the French mandated a Christian president and commander in chief. Then, in 1975, a civil war broke out over the political privileges of Christians and the rights of Lebanese Muslims who had become the majority of the country.

In his book, Naji discusses the destruction of pre-civil war Lebanon by a coalition of Muslim militias and their Palestinian allies. He wrote of violence and annihilation. He also listed one of the tools that had been used, before the war, by Muslim “conquerors.” It is “the Arabization via distorting history, changing the national identity, and destroying culture”. This cultural jihad gets too little attention and is too little understood.

Some U.S. Muslims are applying this basic scheme here. They do not have adequate political control in the U.S. to simply impose a new Islamic culture on our society. But they are infiltrating the culture by claiming that Muslims and Islam have long been central contributors to American governance and culture.

Western audiences often hear these Muslim declarations as an appeal to the wider society and to allow Muslims to be real participants in the E Pluribus Unum experiment that is America. We would do well to remind ourselves of the old Arabic proverb about the camel’s nose under the tent.

One egregious example of this groundwork for cultural Jihad appears in the PBS program “History Detectives”. It claims, “When the first Muslims came to the land that would become the United States is unclear. Many historians claim that the earliest Muslims came from the Senegambian region of Africa in the early 14th century. It is believed they were Moors, expelled from Spain, who made their way to the Caribbean and possibly to the Gulf of Mexico.”

PBS claims that when Columbus made his journey to the United States, he carried a book written by Portuguese Muslims who had navigated their way to the New World in the 12th century.

Others—most notably a man named Istafan—claim there were Muslims who accompanied the Spanish as a guide to the New World in their early 16th century conquest of what became Arizona and New Mexico.

The make-up of the first real wave of Muslims in the United States is clear. They were African slaves of whom ten to fifteen percent were said to be Muslims. It was difficult for them to maintain their religion and many were forcibly converted to Christianity. Any effort to practice Islam, and keep the traditional clothing and names alive had to be done in secret.

Edwin’s Gaustad in his nearly encyclopedic book, “A Documentary History of Religion in America to the civil war” (Wm. B. Eerdmans Publishing Company; 2nd edition (April 1993), does not mention any social, cultural, or intellectual contribution from Muslims to early America. Could the absence prove the point?

There are farcical claims that Thomas Jefferson relied on the Quran as a source of inspiration and insight regarding the writing of the American constitution. One might well find Denise Spellberg’s book Jefferson’s Quran interesting—though not insightful—on the matter. However, nowhere in Jefferson’s constitution is there any overt quotation or allusion to the Quran.

In his book, Jefferson’s War, Joseph Wheelan noted that after Jefferson created an American Navy to combat Muslim pirates in North Africa, and American forces had their first major victory under Lieutenant Andrew Sterett, there was celebration in the United States at the defeat of the Muslim pirates. President Jefferson used the navy and marines to make real progress in defeating what was commonly called “The Terror”. (Wheelan, Joseph, Jefferson’s War, Carroll and Graf Publishing, NY 2003, p. 119)

Nothing in Jefferson’s combat against the Muslim corsairs of North Africa indicates any appreciation of Muslim culture or Islamic approach to governance.

In December, 2019, the Muslim American Society (MAS)-Islamic Circle of North America (ICNA) held a convention in Chicago–the largest in the nation. At the convention, guest speaker Dalia Moghahed, gave a speech titled “Muslims that Shaped America,” captured on video. She began by responding to a plaintive cry from a Muslim American mother who asked, “What can we do to help our children who face constant verbal attacks, name-calling, insults and micro aggressions at their schools against their identity; only because they are Muslims?’”

Ms. Mogahed said that Muslims need to be given the intellectual tools to confront “the flawed and crooked framework that make up the ideas of Islamophobia.” They are to teach that “their roots as Muslims in this country run deep” and “This is their country, and no one has the right to tell them otherwise” and “no one should be waiting for a welcome to their own house.” Ms. Mogahed also said, “So if someone has a problem with our children being here, then they can go back to where they came from … This is not mere rhetoric, but historical fact.”

She then made her case for this point of view.

She stated, “There were Muslims with Christopher Columbus when he landed in the Americas” and “It is important to note that the first country to recognize the United States as an independent nation was Morocco.” She also said, “This is just to lay a framework to challenge the myth that there is an inherent and inevitable conflict between the values of the United States and the values of Muslim societies, civilizations or communities. It is simply not supported by logic or history.” Furthermore she said, “Estimates range from 10 % to 30% of enslaved Africans brought to the United States were Muslims.”

Ms. Mogahed’s efforts are not sophisticated, but exemplify, at the popular level, the clash between Western open society and Muslim ideology today.

More eloquent and polished Islamist apologists and speakers are preparing their own versions of this Islamic claim. We cannot only worry about violent Jihad, we must recognize and confront the academic effort to lay claim to the United States as a legitimate possession of the House of Islam that is now temporarily controlled by the Kuffar (infidels).

Social and political theorist and philosopher Isaiah Berlin said in his lectures, “the German poet Heine warned the French not to underestimate the power of ideas: philosophical concepts nurtured in the stillness of a professor’s study could destroy a civilization.” (“Two Concepts of Liberty,” “Four Essays on Liberty,” Oxford, England: Oxford University Press, 1969, p. 120)

To this thought about a professor’s power we must add “or an imam”. Distorting history by inserting Muslim memes into the nation’s historical ethos and shoving pre-Islamic society aside has worked before in Islamic history.

Now, they are applying this ideological approach as an initial blow for the Islamization of our society and to supplant our open society ideals

[dear-indies]

hellooooo cat & mouse! i was wondering if you could help me find an fc for my oc. she's in her 20's, not skinny, and middle eastern. i've been scrolling through your body diversity tag and there are so many beautiful fcs so i figured you could help :D resources preferred but not necessary. thanks

Denise Bidot (1986) Puerto Rican / Kuwaiti.

Hayet Rida (1988) Lebanese / Ghanaian.

Jada Sezer (1989) Turkish, Spanish.

Dounia / Dounia Tazi (1997) Moroccan.

Joanna Pincerato (1998) Mexican, Syrian. Swedish, Italian.

Ameni Esseibi (?) Tunisian. 

Ghalia Amin (?) Saudi. 

Yasmine (?) Lebanese, Canadian.

Hey anon, I’m so glad you like the body diversity tag! These suggestions are all from the body diverse masterlist HERE! -C

[fockingstedebonnet]

Canonical Fictional Lesbians Who Deserve All of the Love And Recognition!

Here is a list of a bunch of absolutely amazing canonically lesbian characters and all of the great shows they appear in. Yes, lesbian representation matters because gay women are beautiful, valid, amazing, inspirational, and hot as fuck. These awesome fictional lesbian ladies deserve all of the love in the world. Support lesbian representation. Support LGBT+ representation. 🏳️‍🌈❤️🏳️‍🌈

1. Willow Rosenberg (Buffy The Vampire Slayer)

2. Tara Maclay (Buffy The Vampire Slayer)

3. Nicole Haught (Wynonna Earp)

4. Anissa Pierce/Thunder (Black Lightning)

5. Alex Vause (Orange Is The New Black)

6. Poussey Washington (Orange Is The New Black)

7. Lexa (The 100)

8. Denise (Master of None)

9. Haruka Tenoh/Sailor Uranus (Sailor Moon)

10. Kate Kane/Batwoman (DC, Batwoman, Arrowverse)

11. Yolanda Rivas (Glow)

12. Alex Danvers (Supergirl)

13. Maggie Sawyer (Supergirl)

14. Karolina Dean (Runaways)

15. Adena El-Amin (The Bold Type)

16. Tara Chambler (The Walking Dead)

17. Elena Alvarez (One Day At A Time)

18. Nicky Nichols (Orange Is the New Black)

19. Dominga "Daddy" Duarte (Orange Is the New Black)

20. Emily Fields (Pretty Little Liars)

21. Jeri Hogarth (Jessica Jones)

22. Santana Lopez (Glee)

23. Moira (The Handmaid's Tale)

24. Cheryl Blossom (Riverdale)

25. Tamia “Coop” Cooper (All American)

26. Mel Vera (Charmed)

27. Anne Lister (Gentleman Jack)

28. Ann Walker (Gentleman Jack)

29. Tegan Price (How to Get Away with Murder)

30. Adora/She-Ra (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)

31. Catra (She-Ra and the Princesses of Power)

(Shout-out: Post inspired by @thebidetective)

[cornley-amateur-drama-society]

I think all the Grove family exes* (Denise, Lucy's Mum—who I've dubbed Gigi—and Chris) meet up once a month to have dinner and catch up. It started out as a support thing between Denise and Gigi, but when they saw the whole A Christmas Carol thing, they invited Chris out as well.

*I'm leaving out Celia and Dennis' Mum in this because I like to have fun

[germany-wags1]

German WaGs ordered by Clubs 2018/2019

Hallo,

hier nun erstmal eine grobe Übersicht über alle deutschstämmigen Spieler und ihre Freundinnen! :)

Folgende vier Kriterien habe ich berücksichtigt, als ich die Liste erstellt habe:

1. Spieler MUSS die deutsche Staatsangehörigkeit haben bzw. als erste Angabe bei Transfermarkt

2. Der Spieler muss Jahrgang 1996 oder älter sein...

3. ... bereits einen gewissen Bekanntheitsgrad erlangt haben oder Marktwert bei jünger als 1996 (Bsp: Christian Früchtl)

4. In der Liste befinden sich aus anderen Ligen nur Spieler die ich bereits aus der Bundesliga oder Nationalmannschaft kenne. Gleiches gilt für 2. Bundesliga (welche auf Wunsch ergänzt wird)

Bei Fehlern, oder falschen „Frauen“ schreibt mir einfach! Ist doch eine lange Liste geworden!

1. Bundesliga

1. FC Nürnberg

Angelika - Hanno Behrens

Azra - Fabian Bredlow

Eva - Sebastian Kerk

Julia - Christian Mathenia

Tatjana Bittner - Lukas Mühl

Xenia Valentini - Enrico Valentini

1. FSV Mainz 05

Lilli Adler - René Adler

Bayer 04 Leverkusen

Gabriele Bender - Lars Bender

Katja Volland - Kevin Volland

Simone Bender - Sven Bender

Sophia - Kai Havertz

Angie - Mitchell Weiser

Borussia Dortmund

Anna Oelschlägel - Eric Oelschlägel

Ann-Kathrin Götze - Mario Götze

Danijela Juric - Dženis Burnić

Jenny Schmelzer - Marcel Schmelzer

Johanna Rode - Sebastian Rode

Sarah Richmond - Julian Weigl

Scarlett Gartmann - Marco Reus

Borussia Mönchengladbach

Celina Lauterbach - Christoph Kramer

Christina Ginter - Matthias Ginter

Lena Hofmann - Jonas Hofmann

Sandra Izabella Herrmann - Patrick Herrmann

Sandra Sippel - Tobias Sippel

Tanita Stindl - Lars Stindl

Eintracht Frankfurt 

Izabel Goulart - Kevin Trapp

Janina Russ - Marco Russ

Jessica Müller - Nicolai Müller

Kim Wiedwald - Felix Wiedwald

FC Augsburg

Anna-Lena Stoll - Marco Richter

Anni - Philipp Max

Ragna Bauer - André Hahn

? - Daniel Baier

FC Bayern München

Cathy Hummels - Mats Hummels

Denise Wagner - Sandro Wagner

Jacqueline René Broussard - Serge Gnabry

Jana Wellenhofer - Christian Früchtl

Lina Meyer - Joshua Kimmich

Lisa Müller - Thomas Müller

Lisa Ulreich - Sven Ulreich

Mathea Fischer - Leon Goretzka

Melissa Halter - Niklas Süle

Nina Neuer - Manuel Neuer

Sherin Senler - Jerome Boateng

FC Schalke 04 

Anja Schulz - Steven Skrzybski

Elena Rudy - Sebastian Rudy

Irina Schelenz - Johannes Geis

Nadine Fährmann - Ralf Fährmann 

Nadine Oczipka - Bastian Oczipka

Sarah Riether - Sascha Riether

Fortuna Düsseldorf

Anna - Marvin Ducksch

Janine Hennings - Rouwen Hennings

Jaqueline Sobottka - Marcel Sobottka

Jessica Contento - Diego Contento

Jessica-Dominica - André Hoffmann

Sara Magdalena - Jean Zimmer

Hannover 96 

Anne-Kathrin Ertl - Matthias Ostrzolek

Jenny - Philipp Tschauner

Lisa Füllkrug - Niclas Füllkrug

Hertha BSC Berlin

Adriana - Maximilian Mittelstädt 

Evelyn Konrad - Davie Selke

Franziska Esswein - Alexander Esswein

Julia - Pascal Köpke

Nina Katharina - Arne Maier

Sara Stollenberg - Marvin Plattenhardt

RB Leipzig

Franziska Halstenberg - Marcel Halstenberg

Laura - Lukas Klostermann

Paula - Timo Werner 

SC Freiburg 

Aylin - Lukas Kübler

Carla - Nils Petersen

Josephine - Tim Kleindienst

Karolina - Marco Terrazzino 

Katrin - Christian Günter

Lana Gulde - Manuel Gulde

Larissa - Alexander Schwolow

Laura Heintz - Dominique Heintz

Lorella Coretti - Jannik Haberer

Madeleine - Florian Kath

Melanie - Florian Niederlechner

Sarah - Lucas Höler

? - Mike Frantz

SV Werder Bremen 

Alina - Max Kruse

Carola Bargfrede - Philipp Bargfrede

TSG 1899 Hoffenheim

Charlotte Baumann - Oliver Baumann

Jessica Witmann - Kevin Akpoguma 

Mary Schulz - Nico Schulz

S. (probably Sarah) - Dennis Geiger

Saskia Bittencourt - Leonardo Bittencourt

Zoe Savannah - Kevin Vogt

VFB Stuttgart

Anna Alexandra Zieler - Ron-Robert Zieler

Carina Gomez - Mario Gomez

Carolina - Marc Oliver Kempf 

Ina Aogo - Dennis Aogo 

Jasmin Castro - Gonzalo Castro

Julia - Timo Baumgartl

Kristina - Erik Thommy

Natalie Grahl - Jens Grahl

Samatha - Daniel Didavi

Verena - Christian Gentner 

VFL Wolfsburg

Anna-Lena Goergens - Robin Knoche

Arzu - Sebastian Jung

Belinda Klaus - Felix Klaus

Jacqueline Tschiersch - Philipp Menzel

Jenny Arnold - Maximilian Arnold

Leticia Della Janna - Gian-Luca Itter

Susann-Marie - Marvin Stefaniak

Victoria - Paul Seguin

Wiebke Ginczek - Daniel Ginczek

2. Bundesliga 

Ich habe hier erstmal nur Köln und Hamburg eingefügt, weil ich davon ausgehe, dass die aufsteigen!

1. FC Köln

Anika Ahrens - Jonas Hector

Carina Horn - Timo Horn

Jana - Marco Höger

Jule - Dominick Drexler

Laure Terodde - Simon Terodde

Laura Zoller - Simon Zoller

Lisa Jell - Christian Clemens

Melanie Kessler - Thomas Kessler

Nina Risse - Marcel Risse

Hamburger SV

Sabrina Mickel - Tom Mickel

Salina Wohlers - Pierre Michel Lasogga

Semra Hunt - Aaron Hunt

Premier League

Arsenal London

Amine Gülse - Mesut Özil

Sophie Christin - Bernd Leno

Vjosa Mustafi - Shkodran

FC Fullham

Anna Sharypova - André Schürrle

Manchester City

Candice Brook - Leroy Sané

Norwich City

Hannah Robenek - Felix Passlack

Lisa Kapser - Mortitz Leitner

Ligue 1

Paris St. Germain

Lena Stiffel - Julian Draxler

Serie A

La Liga

Real Madrid

Jessica Kroos - Toni Kroos

FC Barcelona 

Daniela ter Stegen - Marc-André ter Stegen

Others

Ana Schweinsteiger - Bastian Schweinsteiger (Chicago Fire I USA)

Monika Podolska - Lukas Podolski (Vissel Kobe I Japan)

[brookston]

Holidays 8.7

Holidays

Aged Care Employee Day (Australia)

Assyrian Martyrs Day

Banana Day (Japan)

Battle of Boyacá Day (Colombia)

Beach Party Day

Emancipation Day (Saint Kitts and Nevis)

Freberg Day

Guru Rimpoche's Thungkar Tshechu (Sikkim, India)

National Armed Forces Day (Bolivia)

National Clown Day

National Lighthouse Day

National Marriage Equality Day

National Report Health Care Fraud Day

Particularly Preposterous Packaging Day

Postal Inspector Service Day

Professional Speakers Day

Purple Heart Day

Republic Day (Ivory Coast)

Say ‘Cheese’ Day

Sea Serpent Day

Take Last Winter's Snowballs Out of the Freezer and Have a Fight Day

Tasoua Hosseini (Iran)

Tisha b'Av Bank Holiday (Israel)

Viking Pilgrimage (Spain)

Youth Day (Kiribati)

Food & Drink Celebrations

Raspberries ’n Cream Day

First Sunday in August

American Family Day [1st Sunday]

Blessing of the Sea [1st Sunday]

Dé Domhnaigh Crum-Dubh (a.k.a. Crom Dubh Sunday; Celtic/Ireland) [1st Sunday]

International Forgiveness Day [1st Sunday]

International Friendship Day [1st Sunday]

National Doll Day [1st Sunday]

National Kids Day [1st Sunday]

Psychic Day [1st Sunday]

Sisters' Day [1st Sunday]

Independence Days

Cote d'Ivoire (a.k.a. Ivory Coast, from France, 1960)

Feast Days

Albert of Trapani (Christian; Saint)

Cajetan of Thienna (Christian; Saint)

Carpophorus and companions (Christian; Saint)

Dometius of Persia (Christian; Saint)

Donatus of Arezzo (Christian; Saint)

Donatus of Besançon (Christian; Saint)

Donatus of Muenstereifel (Christian; Saint)

Feast of 'Aut-Yeb (Personification of Female Joy; Egypt)

Filseta (Ethiopian and Eritrean Orthodox Tewahedo Church)

Harvest Holiday (Slavic Pagan)

Idi Amin Day (Church of the SubGenius; Saint)

Intergalactic Intercourse Day (Pastafarian)

John Mason Neale and Catherine Winkworth (Episcopal Church (USA))

Nantovinus (Christian; Saint)

Sixtus II, Pope (Christian; Saint)

Thomas à Kempis (Positivist; Saint)

Lucky & Unlucky Days

Butsumetsu (仏滅 Japan) [Unlucky all day.]

Fortunate Day (Pagan) [30 of 53]

Umu Limnu (Evil Day; Babylonian Calendar; 36 of 60)

Premieres

Billy the Mountain, by Frank Zappa recorded live (Song; 1971)

Fantastic Four (Film; 2015)

Heavy Metal (Animated Film; 1981)

I Can’t Get Started, recorded by Bunny Berigan (Song; 1937)

It Ain’t Me Babe, by The Turtles (Song; 1965)

Jesus Christ Superstar (Film; 1973)

Just Another Band From L.A., by Frank Zappa and the Mothers if Invention (Album; 1970)

Lumpy Gravy, by Frank Zappa (Album; 1967)

Unforgiven (Film; 1992)

Weeds (TV Series; 2005)

We’re the Millers (Film; 2013)

Today’s Name Days

Albert (Austria)

Albert, Donat, Kajetan, Siksto (Croatia)

Lada (Czech Republic)

Donatus (Denmark)

Hiljar, Hiljo, Vaido, Vaigo, Vaiko (Estonia)

Lahja (Finland)

Gaétan (France)

Afra, Albert, Cajetan, Dominikus (Germany)

Asterios, Astero, Astini, Nikanor (Greece)

Ibolya (Hungary)

Donato, Gaetano (Italy)

Alfrēds, Helara, Madars (Latvia)

Drąsutis, Jogilė, Kajetonas, Klaudija, Sikstas (Lithuania)

Didrik, Doris (Norway)

Albert, Alberta, Albertyna, Anna, Dobiemir, Donat, Donata, Doris, Dorota, Kajetan (Poland)

Štefánia (Slovakia)

Cayetano, Jordán, Sixto (Spain)

Denise, Dennis (Sweden)

Claude, Claudette, Claudia, Claudine, Donata, Donato, Donica, Donzel, Gladys (USA)

Today is Also…

Day of Year: Day 219 of 2022; 146 days remaining in the year

ISO: Day 7 of week 31 of 2022

Celtic Tree Calendar: Coll (Hazel) [Day 2 of 28]

Chinese: Month 7 (Lányuè), Day 10 (Red-Chen)

Chinese Year of the: Tiger (until January 22, 2023)

Hebrew: 10 Av 5782

Islamic: 9 Muharram 1444

J Cal: 9 Hasa; Oneday [9 of 30]

Julian: 25 July 2022

Moon: 74% Waxing Gibbous

Positivist: 23 Dante (8th Month) [Thomas à Kempis]

Runic Half Month: Thorn (Defense) [Day 12 of 15]

Season: Summer (Day 48 of 90)

Zodiac: Leo (Day 16 of 31)

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Holidays 8.7

Holidays

Aged Care Employee Day (Australia)

Assyrian Martyrs Day

Banana Day (Japan)

Battle of Boyacá Day (Colombia)

Beach Party Day

Emancipation Day (Saint Kitts and Nevis)

Freberg Day

Guru Rimpoche's Thungkar Tshechu (Sikkim, India)

National Armed Forces Day (Bolivia)

National Clown Day

National Lighthouse Day

National Marriage Equality Day

National Report Health Care Fraud Day

Particularly Preposterous Packaging Day

Postal Inspector Service Day

Professional Speakers Day

Purple Heart Day

Republic Day (Ivory Coast)

Say ‘Cheese’ Day

Sea Serpent Day

Take Last Winter's Snowballs Out of the Freezer and Have a Fight Day

Tasoua Hosseini (Iran)

Tisha b'Av Bank Holiday (Israel)

Viking Pilgrimage (Spain)

Youth Day (Kiribati)

Food & Drink Celebrations

Raspberries ’n Cream Day

First Sunday in August

American Family Day [1st Sunday]

Blessing of the Sea [1st Sunday]

Dé Domhnaigh Crum-Dubh (a.k.a. Crom Dubh Sunday; Celtic/Ireland) [1st Sunday]

International Forgiveness Day [1st Sunday]

International Friendship Day [1st Sunday]

National Doll Day [1st Sunday]

National Kids Day [1st Sunday]

Psychic Day [1st Sunday]

Sisters' Day [1st Sunday]

Independence Days

Cote d'Ivoire (a.k.a. Ivory Coast, from France, 1960)

Feast Days

Albert of Trapani (Christian; Saint)

Cajetan of Thienna (Christian; Saint)

Carpophorus and companions (Christian; Saint)

Dometius of Persia (Christian; Saint)

Donatus of Arezzo (Christian; Saint)

Donatus of Besançon (Christian; Saint)

Donatus of Muenstereifel (Christian; Saint)

Feast of 'Aut-Yeb (Personification of Female Joy; Egypt)

Filseta (Ethiopian and Eritrean Orthodox Tewahedo Church)

Harvest Holiday (Slavic Pagan)

Idi Amin Day (Church of the SubGenius; Saint)

Intergalactic Intercourse Day (Pastafarian)

John Mason Neale and Catherine Winkworth (Episcopal Church (USA))

Nantovinus (Christian; Saint)

Sixtus II, Pope (Christian; Saint)

Thomas à Kempis (Positivist; Saint)

Lucky & Unlucky Days

Butsumetsu (仏滅 Japan) [Unlucky all day.]

Fortunate Day (Pagan) [30 of 53]

Umu Limnu (Evil Day; Babylonian Calendar; 36 of 60)

Premieres

Billy the Mountain, by Frank Zappa recorded live (Song; 1971)

Fantastic Four (Film; 2015)

Heavy Metal (Animated Film; 1981)

I Can’t Get Started, recorded by Bunny Berigan (Song; 1937)

It Ain’t Me Babe, by The Turtles (Song; 1965)

Jesus Christ Superstar (Film; 1973)

Just Another Band From L.A., by Frank Zappa and the Mothers if Invention (Album; 1970)

Lumpy Gravy, by Frank Zappa (Album; 1967)

Unforgiven (Film; 1992)

Weeds (TV Series; 2005)

We’re the Millers (Film; 2013)

Today’s Name Days

Albert (Austria)

Albert, Donat, Kajetan, Siksto (Croatia)

Lada (Czech Republic)

Donatus (Denmark)

Hiljar, Hiljo, Vaido, Vaigo, Vaiko (Estonia)

Lahja (Finland)

Gaétan (France)

Afra, Albert, Cajetan, Dominikus (Germany)

Asterios, Astero, Astini, Nikanor (Greece)

Ibolya (Hungary)

Donato, Gaetano (Italy)

Alfrēds, Helara, Madars (Latvia)

Drąsutis, Jogilė, Kajetonas, Klaudija, Sikstas (Lithuania)

Didrik, Doris (Norway)

Albert, Alberta, Albertyna, Anna, Dobiemir, Donat, Donata, Doris, Dorota, Kajetan (Poland)

Štefánia (Slovakia)

Cayetano, Jordán, Sixto (Spain)

Denise, Dennis (Sweden)

Claude, Claudette, Claudia, Claudine, Donata, Donato, Donica, Donzel, Gladys (USA)

Today is Also…

Day of Year: Day 219 of 2022; 146 days remaining in the year

ISO: Day 7 of week 31 of 2022

Celtic Tree Calendar: Coll (Hazel) [Day 2 of 28]

Chinese: Month 7 (Lányuè), Day 10 (Red-Chen)

Chinese Year of the: Tiger (until January 22, 2023)

Hebrew: 10 Av 5782

Islamic: 9 Muharram 1444

J Cal: 9 Hasa; Oneday [9 of 30]

Julian: 25 July 2022

Moon: 74% Waxing Gibbous

Positivist: 23 Dante (8th Month) [Thomas à Kempis]

Runic Half Month: Thorn (Defense) [Day 12 of 15]

Season: Summer (Day 48 of 90)

Zodiac: Leo (Day 16 of 31)

[g1101hssblog]

"Kung ang iba ay hindi naniniwala sayo, Kahit sana ang sarili ay pagkatiwalaan mo"

  Sa ating Sistema na tinatahak ngayon patuloy na inuunawa ang mga nangyayari. Sa kabila ng lahat kahit na tayo ay nag-aaral lamang saating mga bahay at kaharap ang mga gadgets habang nag-aaral madami pa din naman kaming natututunan. Salamat sa aming mga guro na naghihirap at nagsusumikap na ipaunawa ang mga kaniyang dapat ituro saamin. Sa asignatura na ito madami kaming bagong nakalap na mga impomasyon tungkol sa ating mga lenggwahe. Hindi lamang ang sariling lenggwahe kung hindi pati na din lenggwahe ng iba’t ibang bansa at paano makipag komunika ng maayos. Natututunan din natin  ang malalalim na kahulugan o ibig sabihin ng mga salita na ating binabanggit. Lagi din ipinapaalala sa asignatura na ito na huwag na huwag natin makakalimutan ang kung ano nga ba talaga ang sariling wika natin. Lagi din maaalala sa asignatura na ito ang sabi ng ating bayani na si Dr. Jose Protacio Rizal Mercado Y Alonso Realonda ay “Ang hindi marunong magmahal sa sariling wika, Daig pa ang hayop at malansang isda”.

  Ang pinakanakatulong saakin bilang isang estudyante lalo na sa pandemya ay ang pakikipag komunika ng naayon sa kausap. Alam naman nating lahat na bihira na lang tayo makapag usap ng personal dahil sa sitwasyon ngayon kaya naman nakakatulong pa din ang mga naituro ng aming guro ngayon katulad na lamang ng pakikipag usap sa iabng lenggwahe. Laganap ang mga apps na kung saan may makakusap ka na hindi mo kakilala at kung minsan ito’y sa ibang bansa. Nakakatuwa lamang na nakakapag komunika tayo ng maayos dahil natututo tayo p nanggagaling ang ating kaalaman sa asignatura na ito. Hindi lamang praktikal ang itinuturo dito kung hindi paano na din kami makaka buo nang interaksyon sa mga tao na nakapaligid saamin.

   Ako’y didiretso na sa aking saloobin para sa akin ang learning set-up na nangyari ngayon ay sobrang hirap nung una pa lang. Hindi kami o ako nasanay sa ganitong set-up kaya sobrang hirap na dumating sa punto na ako ay umiiyak lagi at nagkaroon ng anxiety dahil kinukuwestiyon ang aking sarili na kung kakayanin ko ba ang ganitong set-up. Malapit na ako bumigay at hindi ipagpatuloy ang school year na ito at hihintayin na lamang na matapos ang pandemya at doon bumalik sa pag-aaral dahil sobrang hirap na nga ako. Mahirap saakin dahil ako ang panganay saamin at madalas na wala ang aking mga magulang at naiiwan saakin ang bata kong kapatid at ako pa ang nag-aalaga kaya hirap ako dahil hindi ko alam kung anoa king uunahin sa set-up na nangyari. Nagpapasalaamat na lang din ako sa diyos dahil hindi niya ako hinayaan sumuko kung hindi ako’y kaniyang sinamahan para ipagpatuloy ang aking laban. Nagpapasalamat din ako sa mga guro na tumulong sa amin o sa akin na makayanan ang semstre na ito kung hindi sa malaking pasensya at malaking pagunawa nila baka ngayon ay tumigil na ako. Sobrang madaming aral ang mapupulot mo sa ngayong learning set-up at hanggang pagtanda ay madadala 'ko ang mga disiplina na natutunan ko at ibang kaugalian na nabago 'ko.

  Sabi 'ko nga sa nauna na sanaysay ang problema talaga na nakaharap 'ko ay ang aking anxiety dahil nga sa sitwasyon na ito hindi ako maayos na nakikipag interaksyon sa mga tao na malapit saakin at nakakausap lamang sila sa pamamagitan ng gadgets. Sobrang hirap sa akin na kahit gusto 'ko maglabas ng saloobin 'ko sa magulang 'ko ay hindi 'ko maggawa dahil hindi ako open sa kanila hindi ako nagpapakita na umiiyak ako dahil sa aking nararansan talagang ang paraan 'ko lamang dati na kapag masyado na akong maraming iniisip ay nakikipagkita sa aking mga kaibigan at lalabas at makikipagkuwentuhan ngunit ngayon ay hindi na naming maggawa dahil sa pandemya. Mahirap na lagi ka lang nasa bahay dahil lalo ako nakakapagisip ng kung ano ano pero mabuti na lamang nung mga nakaraan ay nakahanap kami ng paglilibangan o paraan paano ako makakatakas saaking anxiety. Nagpapasalamat pa din ako na kahit ganon ang aking mga naramdman nung mga nakaraan ay hindi pa din nakakalimot ang diyos na pabutihin ang aking kalagayan.

  Sa tutuusin wala naman na akong rekomendasyon dahil ang mga guro naming ay marunong umintindi at nagsisikap din na ipaintindi saamin ang mga nangyayari ngunit gusto na talaga naming na matapos na ang pandemya na ito at makabalik na ang lahat sa normal. Sana lahat ay magkita kita na lalo na ngayon  na mababago daw ang aming mga guro sa susunod na semestre na sana ay aming nakasalamuha bago magkaroon uli kami ng mga bagong guro. Ayun lamang at lagi nating tatandaan na lahat ng ating paghihirap ay kapalit na kasiyahan. Lahat tayo ay magtiwala sa diyos na maibabalik din niya ang lahat sa ayos. Lagi nating tatandaan na hindi siya nakakalimot  at huwag magalit sa kaniya dahil sa nangyayari satin ngayon kasi siguro tayo ay kaniyang sinusubukan lamang o lalong pinapatatag para sa susunod na ating laban ay tayo’y hindi na mahirapan.

-Kirsten Denise V. Guevara

[moonraisedsunchild]

You seem to have a lot of OCs. Do you have like a master list of them or something?

oh god I have so many. 

Most arent considered mains to me, they are more like npcs, which means i probably only have their name and fc prepared. 

I might have a thing here and there about them in my brain and i might have some idea on how they would interact with certain mains but they aren’t as fleshed out as the mains. 

the secondaries can move to man if i start working on them more.

This isn’t all but this is currently all that i have found info on or remembered.

~

* means they moved from secondary to main.

☆ means share names but are different characters.

¤ means they have a canon counterpart but i am making changes.

~

i @’d them if i had a blog though i could have missed a blog or the thing didn’t link them/tag.

also for more homestuck ones go to @trolls-cherubs-and-kids

Italics mean they are on the @la-manada-de-muerte blog.

Bold means they are on the @unafraidofmoonlight blog

~

it will take a while to list them all (both main and secondaries) 

started on 4/9/18 in the evening and finished in the early morning of the 10th.

feel free to ask about any of them and i will do my best to answer!

Mains

1.      Nocovia Westly (story of my own that came from a rp)2.      Haven (LOZ/BOTW)3.      Eleonora Katharina Westergaard (Descendants 1&2) so much is written for this it’s kinda funny.4.      Idunn Fireheart (DA/Skyrim)5.      Yngvild (Vikings)6.      Yué Li (Star wars)7.      Cory Winchester (Supernatural)8.      Maggie Neely ¤ (TNW) x2 as different fcs steely-deliverer-neely9.      Mýrún/Muirenn DunBroch/Haddock (HTTYD/Brave)10.  Nanna (Undertale)11.  Natsuki Tachibana (Naruto/Bleach)12.  Dove Farseeker (WOW) @seekerdove13.  Snatch n Jab, Longshot, and Musey (DnD)14.  Xune'drada “Xuna” Of House T'sarran (DnD)15.  Maethriel (LoTR/Hobbit) @maethriel16.  Idunn (LoTR/Hobbit) @idunnthedwarrowdam17.  Casey Clearwater (Twilight)18.  Jax Pierce (Twilight)19.  Ara Rigel Argyris Black (HP)20.  Jax Kat Black Nee Argyris* (HP)21.  Chandra Bhatt Sharma (HP) @chandraofhufflepuff22.  Pyra Thera Nott  (HP)23.  Theodore Nott ¤  (HP) 24.  Moana Sigyn Herondale  (HP)25.  Haven Alexandria Potter (HP) @shelterofhogwarts​26.  Elara “Ellie” Pandora Black* (HP)27.  Nova “Novie” Calypso Black* (HP)28.  Oberon “Obie” Deimos Black* (HP)29.  Iris & Hazel Plank (HP)30.  Alejandro Rodolfo Martin (HP)31.   Calen JolanLycian (HP)32.   Nissa SimoneAdams (Riverdale/The Flash)33.  Hansa Chari (Riverdale)34.  Maëla Samaelson (Riverdale)35.  Morgause Mervyn (TW)36.  Yukio ‘Yu’ Kai-Zhāng Hale (TW)37.  Cordelia Jane Lycian (TW)38.  Talia Paisley Posey (TW)39.  Althea “Tia” Hestia Harman (TW)40.  Poppy Darcy (TW)41.  Pan Katsaros (TVD/TW/SH)42.  Ajax Megalos (TVD/TW/SH)   43.  Nemesis Argyris☆ (TVD/TW/SH)   44.  Meara Asherah Martin (PJO/TW)45.  Farley Halvorsen (TVD)46.  Ella Herondale-Graymark (SH)47.  Amara Bane (SH/TDI)48.  Morgause Jackson (PJO)49.  Kit Marinos (PJO)50.  Hansa Stark (GOT)51.  Eleonora Baratheon (GOT)52.  Ina Martell (GOT)53.  Lola Caraleah Barton (Marvel & maybe DC)54.  Lola Marie Blake/Banner (Marvel)55.  Adiand'r Kon-el/ Adiary Selene Anders-Kent AKAMoonfire/Superfire (DC/Marvel)56.  Anani Leah Bachman aka Volatile* (Marvel/DC)57.  Marisol Lola Robles-Sanchez aka Thunderbird* (Dc/Marvel)58.  Koraline Dalilah Isley (DC)59.  Hansa Marissa Harmaajärvi (DC) @hmh-azureriptide60.  Pyralis Titaia Zabat (DC)61.  Cordelia “Cory” McLellan (DC) picked a surname for her finally (for C & her 3 bs)62.  Sigyn Ran Allen (DC)63.  Hlin II Baldersdottir (Marvel) @daughters-of-baldr64.  Eir II Baldersdottir (Marvel) ^^65.  Samanta Fárbautisdottir  (Marvel) 66.  BlueShade (Marvel) only has an alias never named her.

Veronica Potts (Marvel) @watergrownpotts​   

Kenna (?)

  Secondaries1.      Jude Black (Twilight)2.      Nemesis Argyris (HP)3.      Dorothy Selwyn (HP)4.      Barbara Selwyn (HP)5.      Lucille Selwyn  (HP)6.      Theodosia Rosier (HP)7.      Dolorosa Rosier   (HP)8.      Josephina Rosier  (HP)9.      Amara Nott (nee Fawley)  ¤ (HP)10.  Richard Nott  ¤ (HP)11.  Thaddeus Fawley  ¤ (HP)12.  Sullivan Fawley  ¤ (HP)13.  Hansa Marissa Lillard-Patton  (HP)14.  Hestia Faye Bones  (HP)15.  Aiden  Nicholas Bones  (HP)16.  London Amelia Bones  (HP)17.  Líadan Aisling Ó Rinn  (HP)18.  Bran Meallán Finnigan (HP)19.  Harlan Cedric Howler (HP)20.  Aiden Nicholas Howler  (HP)21.  Nova Amelia Howler  (HP)22.  Hestia Faye Howler  (HP)23.  Noah Duncan  (HP)24.  Jacob Duncan  (HP)25.  James Duncan  (HP)26.  Caleb Duncan  (HP)27.  Freya Duncan  (HP)28.  Connie Quinn  (HP)29.  Matilda Quinn  (HP)30.  Taryn Quinn  (HP)31.  Slyvie Quinn  (HP)32.  Mulan Li  (HP)33.   Xing-Yue Li  (HP)34.  Chou ‘Cho’ mo chang/ Qiū Zhāng ¤ (HP)35.  Ling ‘lin’ he chang /Zhāng  (HP)36.  Ru ‘Rue’ Lian Chang/ Zhāng  (HP)37.  Arnav Chopra Desai  (HP)38.  Anvi Chopra Desai  (HP)39.  Mani Bhatt Desai  (HP)40.  Hari Bhatt Desai  (HP)41.  Asha Bhatt Sharma  (HP)42.  Darshana Bhatt Sharma (HP)43.  Damon Jones (Riverdale)44.  Mu Samaelson (Riverdale)45.  Stefan Cooper (Riverdale)46.  Morgaine McArthur  (TW)47.  Nimue Mervyn  (TW)48.  Alma Subi Kakar  (TW)49.  Imelda Vonda Althaus (TW)50.  Maud Ella Althaus  (TW)51.  Karou Jun Seung  (TW)52.  Zola Zidati Brisbane  (TW)53.  Ahyoka Wolfe (TW)54.  Espie Brigid O'Brien  (TW)55.  Thespa Arianrhod O'Brien  (TW)56.  Lewis Gimli Watts  (TW)57.  Ula Nimue Ó Muireagáin  (TW)58.  Ira Jude Evans  (TW)59.  Hazel Tatiana Vespera Petrova  (TW)60.  Clíodhna “Cleo” Deveraux  (TW)61.  Tracy Stewart ¤  (TW)62.  Erin Matthews  (TW)63.  Tala Bane  (TW)64.  Kendel Anderson  (TW)65.  Teagan Bennett  (TW)66.  Monica Andrews  (TW)67.  Noemi “Ami” Martinez  (TW)68.  Aili (eye-lee) Isaacson  (TW)69.  Rebekah “Beks” Kayne  (TW)70.  Amelia “Lia” Mills  (TW)71.  Rebecca ‘Harley’ Harlowe  (TW)72.  Stacy McCall  (TW) 73.  Jesse Harlowe  (TW)74.  Ara Yukimura (TW) 75.  Hestia “Hex” Raven Basurto  (TW)76.  Julianna “Jules” Wolf (TW) 77.  Mark Richard Bennett  (TW)78.  Kevin Robert Bennett (TW) 79.  Stella Rene Bennett (Nee Lycian (Nee Celeste))  (TW)80.  Duncan Owen Lycian  (TW)81.  Eline ‘Eli’ Gwendolyn Lycian  (TW)82.  Steven Marcus Bennett  (TW)83.  Seeley Blythe  (TW)84.  Renata Enid Bishop  (TW)85.  Ramona Henley Bishop  (TW)86.  Lukas Carter  (TW)87.  Denise Maeve Lemay  (TW)88.  Mira Ocarina Martin (TW) /Mira ‘Stark’ Tyrell (GOT)89.  Kavum Martell (GOT)90.  Chandra Martell  (GOT)91.  Aarushi Martell (GOT)92.  Adelaide Michaelson/Hamilton/Graymark/Herondale (SH/DC/TVD???) 93.  Heiđrún Halvorsen  (TVD/TO)94.  Serena Halvorsen  (TVD/TO)95.  Bistra Halvorsen  (TVD/TO)96.  Maiko Akamine (Naruto)97.  Rory Darrow (Homestuck/undertale)98.  Arizona “Rona” Robles (Homestuck/Undertale)99.  Cili (LoTR(?)/Hobbit)100. Eliza  (LoTR/Hobbit)101. Lalia Fairbairn-Greenhand  (LoTR/Hobbit) 102. Maire Fairbairn-Greenhand  (LoTR/Hobbit)103. Arodien (LoTR/Hobbit) 104. Idunna Odinsdottir/Dana Runa Astrid Meadows  (DC/Marvel)105. Hlina Odinsdottir/Leah Suzanna Fawn Meadows (DC/Marvel)106. Titaia Ianthe Alkmene Katsaros aka Tana  (DC)107. Mao Tachibana &  Kyōsei-sha/Dōsei (DC)108. Haven Amelia Buckley/Laila Aisha Al-Amin (DC)   109. Liam Alexander Buckley/Omar Ali Al-Amin (DC)   110. Warren Axel Buckley/Amir Jericho Al-Amin (DC)111. Luke Meadows (DC)112.Stephanie Meadows (DC)113. Veronica Marie Robles-Sanchez AKA Techward (DC)114. Noemi Robles-Sanchez AKA SolarMatrix (DC)115. Jane Sanchez AKA LunarSphere (DC)116. Nephele Anemone Zabat  (DC)117. Demetria Petra Zabat   (DC)118. Thalassa Arethousa Zabat  (DC)119. Bonnie Anita Blake (Marvel)120. Caroline Jolene Blake  (Marvel)121. Noah Blake  (Marvel)122. Eline Clare Dickson (?)123. Jane Marie Dickson (?)124. Neelam Nehal Sharma (?)125. Ara Sawako sasaki (?)126. Kira Aiko sasaki (?)127. Arun Madhava Soman (?) 128. Adithya “Adi” Kapoor Patel (?) 129. Sharada “Charu” Anjali Mahal (?)

Edit: add to main: Nissa Simone Larkspear (SH)