#Definitely going to do that next year it was so fun!!
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Please Donāt Kill My Boyfriend | Percy Jackson x Reader
Summary: Hermes is an overprotective father.
Word count: 942
Authors note: I wrote this at 2am and didn't proofread before posting, this is definitely not my best work. Please give me requests.Ā
It was a simple quest all you had to do was kill a group of Echidna that were causing a little too much trouble. A three-day feat at most. When the quest wrapped up on the second day, Percy had the brilliant idea of staying back and relaxing on the way back to camp, instead of sleeping in an alleyway or in the forest with the remaining money we had, we rented two hotel rooms for the night. Grover demanded that he have his own room, stating he could no longer be so close to teenagers in love.Ā Ā
It started out completely innocent light kisses and words of devotion. It quickly turned into much more when the idea of making up for lost time came into your head. Camp was amazing but it definitely was strict on one thing. No campers of the opposite sex could be alone together. Percy and you had already gotten in trouble trying to sneak you into his cabin late at night, for this exact reason. It was one night of fun that would hopefully be enough to last for a whole summer. That was until a flash of blinding light blinded you both and in front of the bed stood your father. Hermes.Ā
āYou were tasked with killing a monster, not trying to impregnate my daughter,ā Hermes angrily shouted, pulling Percy out of bed by his hair.
āI-IĀ promise that wasnāt my attention sir,ā Percy choked out trying to spare the God's wrath.Ā
āSure it wasn't, Iāve been alive for thousands of years boy, I have fathered hundreds of children, I am very much aware of what was about to take place in this hotel room,ā Hermes growled, dropping Percy onto the floor. Who quickly went to put his pants that were on the floor back on.Ā
āDad please it wasnāt like that, weāre teenagers what did you expect to happen?ā You called out from underneath the bed sheets.
āYou canāt go around sleeping with the son of Posideon y/n.ā āYou just had to choose the one demi-god that danger follows the most, you could have dated a son of Demeter but nooo.āĀ
āTake it up with Aphrodite if you donāt want me to love him, we werenāt doing anything wrong,ā You cry out, holding the sheets close to yourself as you pick up your clothes from the floor.Ā
āI am trying to protect you y/n, youāre life is dangerous enough as it is.ā Hermes says in a more gentle tone, turning around for you to be able to get dressed.Ā
āPercy is more than capable of protecting me father, he is the strongest demi-god to ever exist, he has saved Olympus multiple times.ā You say while putting on your clothes.
āI still donāt like it, why donāt you take the vow of chastity? Hmm, doesnāt that sound nice?ā
āDad please.ā
āI would never purposely put your daughter in harms way, I would flood the world to find her, I would cause earthquakes the world has never seen to avenged her, I love her sir.ā Percy said coming to stand next to you.Ā
Hermes turns to face you both with a defeated look on his face. āYou wouldnāt stop seeing eachother even if I ordered you two huh?ā
āNope.ā
āNo, sir.ā
āIf you ever hurt my daughter fish boy I will hunt you down and destroy everything you love.ā
āOf course sir, I wouldnāt expect anything else.āĀ
āNow come on get in the car im taking you both back to camp,ā Hermes says walking to the hotel door.Ā
You both awkwardly follow behind him; Percy followed you into the backseat of the cab, shutting the door behind him. ā Do you know how to please a woman, fish boy?ā Hermes asked climbing into the front seat of the car.Ā
āDADā You scream out. Percys face is beat red and a stuttering mess.
āI just want to make sure he will make a good life partner for you, humans donāt understand the whole open relationship thing us Gods do,ā Hermes says driving out of the hotel parking lot.
āDoes he make you finish y/n? Sex life is very important in a relationship.ā
āDad please stop,ā You beg.
āIs he a selfish lover? A son of Posideon would be selfish in bed, I donāt know why you didnāt choose Zeusās son.āĀ
āPlease I beg of you stopā
āYes Zeus is a horrible partner, but he atleast makes you finish,ā Hermes continues on, ignoring your pleas.
You suffer through the longest car ride of your life. Both of your faces a permanent color of red by the end of it. Hermes wouldnāt let up for the whole car ride, asking you more and more embarrassing questions. Hermes stop at the border of the camp getting out of the cab to grab your bags out of the trunk.Ā
āRemeber Percy, sex toys are your friend not your enemy,ā Hermes says handing the bags off to Percy to carry.Ā
āI-I will, sir,ā Percy stutters out.Ā
āAnd y/n rember to pray to me if he causes you any trouble, Iāll cause him the worst pain he has experienced yet,ā Your father says taking you into a hug.
āThanks Dad, I love you.ā
Hermes gets back into the cab, driving off as you and Percy take hands walking back into camp.Ā
āWell that was fun,ā I say chuckling.
āIt was definitely an experience I would not like to relive again,ā Percy says laughing. Taking his first deep breath since your father appeared.Ā
āHey Percy?ā
āYeah,ā He says turning to look at you.
āWe forgot Grover at the hotel.ā
āShit.ā
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My Skinny Tips for the Holidays
If youāre in the US, Thanksgiving is this week and next month begins all the holiday parties and events for Christmas, Hanakkuh, Kawanzaa, and all other winter holidays that will include a ton of processed and sugary foods, seasonal coffeeās and fun drinks, and alcohol.
A note for the dieting police out there: Donāt even try it with me.
How I Manage the Holidays + My Body
So generally during November and December, I eat very clean (except for the holidays). I allow myself a Thanksgiving plate with everything (literally everything), dessert, sugary fun drinks/alcohol, and leftovers. This is the same thing I do with Christmas dinner as well. I donāt limit what I eat on the actual holidays, but the other days I do.
How I Eat on Non-Holiday Days
So like I said, I eat very clean in Nov and Dec because I know itās going to get crazy on Thanksgiving and Christmas Day. So I stick to eating mostly vegetables, soup, and lean protein. I actually stop drinking smoothies this time because Iād rather eat my protein than drink it so Iām not feeling hungry so soon. I get hungry faster when I drink a smoothie than I do with actually eating, so I eat more (just sticking with veggies, soup, and lots of lean protein). I do cut back heavily on bread, rice, and pasta; but my main source of carbs comes from fruit, sweet potatoes, and corn (corn is carb-heavy). I also cut OUT added sugars. I read the label on everything. 0g of added sugar is what I get. Like I said, I still indulge on whatever I want during the actual holiday meal which are things loaded in sugar, so I cut back for the month. And for everyone saying āitās restrictingā ā¦ babe, respectfully, shut up. Cutting out added sugar that does nothing for you except make you crash, bloated, ruin your gut lining, decrease collagen production, can increase your A1C (diabetes risk), and turns straight to fat is not restricting. Youāre gonna have that stuff on the holidaysā you can cut it out for 3 weeks, I promise.
Managing Holiday Office Parties & Community Events
I still enjoy the office potlucks and other mini events because I usually reach for the protein options instead or the veggie options. Iāll have the turkey, the ham, the deviled eggs (deviled eggs hate to see me coming), the cranberry chicken salad, etc. I still enjoy myself, Iāll just not have the pumpkin pie, the Mac and cheese, the stuffing, etc. because Iām saving that for my actual Thanksgiving/Christmas meal. Alsoā¦ I do not trust other people cooking for me unless Iām there watching things happen. I donāt know what goes on at your house lol.
ā¦ But what if Paula from HR brought in her world famous (insert sugary, fatty, super processed, but super yummy food here)?
Iām most definitely going to have something if itās something I canāt get anywhere else. If there is something that I know looks good (or is actually good) and Iām not gonna have it at my Thanksgiving or Christmas dinner, then Iāll have some. I donāt say no because itās not part of my ādietā. Thereās this girl I used to work with and she would bring in these cheesy, turkey, apple, and cranberry sliders. They were SO GOOD. I would have 1 slider and then load up on the celery and other veggies or fruit.
Alcohol
Iām not drinking alcohol unless itās Thanksgiving, Christmas, or NYE. Thatās just a no go for me. When I drink, I like to drink socially. But thereās 3 days for the rest of the year where Iām going to be drinking all night, so I donāt have any alcohol unless itās the day of the holiday.
Bring in a healthy side option
For my office potluck, Iām making a fruit bowl, a veggie plate, and a large charcuterie board. My work bestie and I will prob be the only ones picking off of the veggie plate, but at least we do have options to load up on in case Paula from HR brings in that delicious yummy option and we want a full plate of food like everyone else.
If Iām going to have it on Thanksgiving or Christmas, Iām not going to have it anywhere else (unless itās protein)
I will skip the sweet potato casserole and the macaroni and cheese because Iām going to have it on my Thanksgiving and Christmas. Again, I donāt care for home cooking unless I was there watching you cook for me (or if youāre a cute old lady or a grandma, I trust them so much). But the point is, Iām not going to have 8 Thanksgiving dinners this month. Iāll have one with my family and thatās it. Iām not even doing a Friendsgiving this year (but thatās only because weāre all traveling or working). But the main reason we gain weight during the holidays isnāt because we have a treat or two, itās because we are having a Thanksgiving or Christmas meal every 2 seconds.
Whatās on my Thanksgiving/Christmas plate?
I eat whatever I want, but Iāll only have a plate and a slice of dessert. I donāt get seconds or thirds. Iām a one plate girly and thatās it but I load my plate with everything and I give myself solid amounts. I donāt put tiny scoops of anything on my plate. Iād rather have food on my plate that I canāt finish rather than me cleaning my plate because I didnāt put enough of anything on there and still feeling hungry and restricted. I want to enjoy myself with my family. Thanksgiving and Christmas isnāt the time to feel restricted. For dessert, Iāll have a slice of a dessert. This year Iām being told weāre having pumpkin pie and Dutch apple pie, which are both my favorites. So Iām going to have HALF a slice of pumpkin pie and HALF a slice of the apple pie and itāll equal to one full slice. With alcohol, Iām always drinking water. I actually drink water with my meal and drink alcohol around the meal. I personally like to stick to red wine.
How do I handle leftovers?
My family likes to give the kids (which would be me, my sibling, and our cousins) the leftovers so we can take it home. I try to take most of the protein, green bean casserole (my all-time fav omg), and deviled eggs (my grandmother makes the best, itās impossible to beat her tbh) whereas my sibling and our cousins like to take the macaroni, garlic mash, stuffing, sweet potato casserole, and the other foods.
Exercise
Iām exercising everyday. Even on Thanksgiving and Christmas Iām exercising. I have my own routine but on Thanksgiving and Christmas, Iāll also be doing a hot (plump) girl walk after my meals to help my food digest. But even on my rest days, Iām doing active recovery.
The whole month isnāt a holiday.
I think you just have to manage the holidays by reminding yourself thatās itās not Christmas or Thanksgiving everyday. You donāt need a full Christmas or Thanksgiving plate each day. Still enjoy the fun Starbucks drinks or Kelly from the marketing departmentās apple pie, but order the tall Starbucks and not the grande or venti. Have a slice of the pie and not 1/3 of the pie. Donāt eat the candy on the table that you donāt really care for but itās within reach so you eat it anyway. Save that for something you actually do like.
ā¦And for anyone who is going to rage type a weird message saying Iām promoting anything unhealthy, please save yourself the time.
Happy Holidays! š¤
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Rewriting Veilguard Part 2 - The Shadow Dragons
Rewriting Veilguard Part 1 - The World State
Disclaimer: I don't hate the game, I actually think it's quite great given the development hell Bioware went through in those 10 years. This is more of a hypothetical universe where there was less of that behind the scenes drama. Just a fun writing exercise.
Writing an Origin Story Mission for the Shadow Dragons
Now that we have dealt with our World State, itās time to pick Rookās background. When I first learned that there would be six factions to choose from, I was honestly very ecstatic. Youāre telling me weāre getting six different origin stories for Rook? Did BioWare finally listen to the fansā wish to get one more game with DAO-style prologue missions before the big main plot begins? Then I learned that six of the companions you meet would represent one of those respective factions, and I was like āAmazing, so you will definitely have one party member with whom you can at least align interests and goals from the start.ā
What we ended up getting wasā¦sort of something in the middle. Your backstory is brought up and you get quite a lot of unique dialogue regarding your faction. If youāre a Shadow Dragon, thereās a lot of Minrathous dialogue tailored to you specifically. If youāre a Grey Warden, youāre having an absolute field day whenever the Blight is involved, which isā¦a huge chunk of the game.
But there wasā¦something missing for me. You see, when we start the game, weāre immediately thrown into this epic mission where Rook, Varric, and Harding find Neve and race to stop Solas. It feels very much like weāre starting somewhere in the middle rather than at the beginning. And that, in my humble opinion, is due to the lack of a unique origin story that you can actually play through. So, hereās what the next few parts of this hypothetical rewrite of Veilguard will focus on: creating six unique playable origin stories that would very much be doable without the vampiric leech known as ādevelopment hellā hovering over you. This post will focus solely on the Shadow Dragon origin story, so stay tuned for the others. Iām aware of how long it might take between posts, but I want to make sure I do this the right way.
Creating Rook
We start the game, which immediately kicks off Varricās opening narration. But instead of Varric talking about Solas immediately, weāre gonna set the stage for the general state of Northern Thedas: with the South experiencing a few years of relative peace, the North is a wholly different story: Tevinter and the Qunari have engaged in a bloody and brutal all-out war, the Grey Wardens are growing more reclusive, strange reality warping occurs in Arlathan Forest, a part of the Antaam broke off and is now occupying Antiva and Rivain, strange whispers arise from the Grand Necropolis, basically, everything is in chaos. But Varric is certain that one person is the key to all this. Cue the distant howling of a wolf and six red eyes. Cut to black.
Now we get to customise Rook and choose our faction. As the title of this post suggests, weāre taking the Shadow Dragon route. The backstory text, however, is going to be different to the one we get in DAV. You see, when reading through those backstories, I got the feeling that all of them sounded like outlines for what could have been the origin story quest. I am actually 100% confident that BioWare planned on including prologue missions at one point but had to scrap them due to development hell reasons. And all of the six summaries essentially boil down to āyou upset some higher authority and now your faction wants you out of the spotlight.ā All the choices regarding Rookās personality have already been made for us. Playing this actual backstory allows us to roleplay in a roleplaying game, whichā¦shocking, I know, but here me out. Instead, the origin text we get when we click on the Shadow Dragons is simply going to be:
āYou are a Shadow Dragon. This underground resistance opposes corrupt rulers and slavery in Tevinter. Coming from all walks of life, they are determined to bring justice to the people. As a member of House Mercar, a renowned Soporati family renowned on the battlefield against the Antaam, you have much influence to bring, and much to lose.ā
Thatās just the small little snippet we see when hovering over the option. But thatās all weāre gonna get for now. There is no mention yet of Rookās personality as weāll get to shape it ourselves a little bit. So, we customise our Rook, finalise our massive World State, and click on the play button at last.
Varricās narration continues, just like in DAV, but this time, heās going to give us our chosen factionās backstory. We get a recap on how Dorian and Maevaris founded the Lucerni shortly after the war with Corypheus and how much of a ray of hope this group was in the twisted and corrupt society of the Tevinter Imperium. But then, some of the more powerful magisters began to heavily push against them, eventually leading to Maevaris being framed for treason and losing her seat in the Magisterium. She took all the blame on herself so that Dorian would be able to retain a spotless reputation and continue their work on the great political stage. Maevaris took the remaining Lucerni underground and formed the Shadow Dragons, continuing their work under a different name. Now unbound by political restrictions, the Shadow Dragons are free to take more radical measures in their fight against oppression and slavery. And Varric is confident that the perfect candidate to go against the bigger threat can be found in this group.
The Shadow Lair
Our story begins in Minrathous, in the underground base of the Shadow Dragons. And right off the bat, weāre making a change regarding said baseās location. In DAV, it stands in a random building somewhere in Dock Town that pretty much anyone could access. I get that they were probably going for the āhide in plain sightā approach, but letās actually have some fun here.
In this rewrite, the Shadow Dragons are literally operating from the underground. Now, Minrathousā underground system has two things that are very beneficial for a secretive rebellious organisation:
Vast catacombs. The catacombs of Minrathous are so massive that they can store food to survive years of siege. Minrathous, like so many cities and settlements in Tevinter, is built on the bones of Elvhenan. You can easily get lost in those catacombs.
Gigantic sewers. The sewers are arguably even more treacherous than the catacombs, because we have seen in Tevinter Nights what can lurk there. Imagine the sewers of the greatest city in the world, the greatest magical city in the world. Surely it comes with its own set of urban legends akin to the sewer gator. But in a city like Minrathous, those legends are probably true. Failed magical experiments, lyrium-infused mutations, abominations of former mages who failed some twisted blood magic experiment, possessed objects; all this can be found in Minrathousā sewers. Dangerous for everyone, and therefore perfect for the Shadow Dragons.
The Shadow Dragons operate from a place called "The Shadow Lairā, a section of an underground district known simply as āThe Undercityā. Thatās where all the poor and forgotten retreat if they wish to disappear from the world, or criminals who flee the Imperiumās justice system. A dangerous but also perfect place.
NOTE: For the duration of the prologue, Rook will be referred to by the name of Mercar, as āRookā is the name they give themselves after disappearing from the scene.
Depending on what race Mercar is, the stakes vary:
If Mercar is a human, they are the direct heir of House Mercar, destined to take over the family name one day. If Mercar is a human mage, they are currently in the process of getting their family appointed to Laetan status, which will give them more political power and influence.
If Mercar is a dwarf, they are an adopted scion of House Mercar.
If Mercar is an elf or a qunari, they are an official slave of House Mercar, but itās made pretty clear in the beginning that House Mercarās slaves are slaves in name only, while actually being more akin to paid servants. House Mercar simply refers to them as slaves to stay under the Magisteriumās radar and actually uses them to pass on information to the Shadow Dragons.
I was personally disappointed that DAV didnāt really touch on Tevinterās slavery system. It felt a bit like I was treated with kid gloves and not given the trust to being able to handle dark topics. But Tevinter, as has been established in all DA media before DAV, is a pretty dark place for anyone who isnāt a human mage. And itās important to depict that as it shows the stakes and just how rotten of a society the Imperium is. We need to see what the Shadow Dragons are actually fighting for. Itās not enough to just tell us how much a freedom fighter group we are, no, we need to see it.
Meeting the Leaders of the Shadow Dragons
For the sake of this playthrough, our Mercar is going to be a human mage, and thus not only the direct heir to the house but also one who can elevate it to Laetan status. We have a lot to lose, so we must be extra careful in this precarious situation.
So Mercar meets with the leaders of the Shadow Dragons, namely Maevaris and the Viper. From this conversation, we get the general gist of whatās about to happen and why we are here: House Mercar decided to get a bit more involved with the Shadow Dragons after both parties discovered a massive plot for something big involving Minrathousā vast slave population. Whatever it is, itās happening somewhere in Dock Town, and we are to rendezvous with Neve Gallus, a local and renowned detective, to get to the bottom of this.
Exploring the Shadow Lair
After the conversation, we get to have a quick look around the Shadow Lair, where we can instigate a small series of encounters:
We can talk to Maevaris some more and learn about her past and her motivation behind what used to be the Lucerni.
We can talk to the Viper and learn more about him, how heās usually running operations and that heās from an Altus house. But thatās about everything you can learn about him at this point in time.
We can meet Lorelei and learn about her being one of the city elves Loghain sold to Tevinter all the way back in DAO. She will give a few remarks on how the Hero of Ferelden dealt with the Alienage and how she and Alistair made it a more just place.
NOTE: For this rewriteās hypothetical playthrough, the Hero of Ferelden is a Human Noble who romanced Alistair and became Queen of Ferelden. She is now searching for a cure for the Calling.
We can have a bit of a look at the Undercity and just see how much of a poor and dark place it is. This is the gutter, no, this is below the gutter. The people here wish to disappear. They are miserable, most of them have given up hope. The Shadow Dragons are the only ones who actually care about them.
Since the Undercity is below modern Minrathous, we can see traces of ancient elven architecture on display, including mosaics and frescoes.
An Old Friend
Just as weāre about to leave for Dock Town, a familiar face strides into the Shadow Lair: Varric Tethras. Yes, we actually get to see Rookās first meeting with Varric here! Maevaris greets and introduces him to us (and we actually get to know that Varric and Maevaris are family, which DAV kind of glossed over, thank you very much). Mercar gets to have a first chat with Varric, where he assess our personality. This vibe check is what allows us to determine Rookās general personality: are we diplomatic, humorous, or aggressive? I fully get that Varric wouldnāt pick an evil person to fight against Solas, but we should still have some kind of roleplay room regarding Rookās way of thinking and speaking.
Varricās purpose in these prologues is very similar to Duncanās in DAO. Heās the one who recruits you into the larger fight and acts as a mentor figure for a while. I was actually fully expecting that to be the case in the actual game when we were told that Varric recruits Rook into the fight against Solas. Well, he did, but I would have liked to see it! Alas, we shall do so here!
Varric stays behind in the Shadow Lair while we go off and do our thing.
Entering Dock Town
Dock Town is pretty much right above the Undercity, the gutter above the actual gutter. The entrance to the Shadow Lair is quite hidden with enchantments, known only to Shadow Dragons and their associates.
Dock Town is going to stay pretty much exactly as we see it in the game. If there is one place in Minrathous where everyone could mingle without being necessarily immediately prosecuted, itās that place (which is probably why thatās the only part of Minrathous we see in the game, but I digress). However, there will be one major change: slavery is still a thing.
Dock Town isā¦wellā¦a place where ships dock. That includes ships of slave traders and prisoners of war. In this rewrite, Tevinter is still locked into a war with the Qunari, so there will be a lot of that reflected in the environment. As we walk through Dock Town, we see guards on high alert, slaves and prisoners being led away in chains. Weāre doing some important environmental storytelling here that lets us know exactly why Tevinter is a place that needs to be liberated and changed so desperately.
Meeting Neve Gallus
We find Neve Gallus at the Cobbled Swan. Depending on dialogue choices, we might or might not have heard of her up to this point. I think it would be fun if Mercar could geek out about her because he read some sensationalist tabloid about one of her cases.
So Neve tells us that a huge part of Dock Town was closed off for a great event, a former small coliseum that hasnāt been used in decades. Coincidentally, several unpurchased slaves and prisoners of war are being dragged into that area.
Neve has a good lead to assume that the Venatori are somehow behind this because of course they are. Neve gives us a recap on what the Venatori are and how she had multiple run-ins with them already. She is to be absolutely certain that Mercar can be trusted as they will need to work together on this. In response, Mercar shares his side of the information, that his father, Charon Mercar, who is also a respected Legatus in this rewrite, oversaw a strange pattern in how many prisoners of war and masterless slaves, primarily from places like Ventus and Carastes, Qunari-conquered cities, have simply disappeared, and how surprisingly many military vessels have been transferred to Minrathous. Since Neve is a detective, itās fun to make this part of the journey feel a bit like a crime mystery.
Once all information has been shared, Neve declares that itās time to go.
Approaching the Coliseum
Neve takes us across Dock Townās roofs towards the closed-off area of the coliseum. There, we see just how massively guarded it is. The official excuse for all this is a military training exercise. Horrifyingly, this is much closer to the truth than we realise. There are Imperial Templars and Legionnaires patrolling the outskirts, so we have to find our way in.
Neve directs us to a secret hiding spot, where we meet Tarquin, who is, as we know, an Imperial Templar working for the Shadow Dragons. Not even he knows exactly whatās happening, but something definitely big is going on.
There are two options before us: do we sneak in from above and observe from the shadows, or do we disguise ourselves as templars and participate in a more open manner? This right here gives us another choice regarding Mercarās way of doing things. Are we feeling confident enough to just walk in and hide in plain sight? Or do we take the stealthy approach? While Neve is all for stealth, Tarquin prefers the closer look. So a first major choice presents itself:
Follow Neve and observe the proceedings from above, quietly gathering the information you need.
Follow Tarquin and disguise yourself as an attendant, getting a much closer look at the proceedings.
So Iām feeling a little brave right now. I think my Mercar would try to do the bold approach to get better results, even if it means a higher risk. For this playthrough, Iām choosing to follow Tarquin and let myself be disguised. Neve begrudgingly follows along.
Entering the Coliseum
A few minutes later, Mercar, Neve, and Tarquin approach the Coliseum gates in disguise. Tarquin wears his Templar armour, while Mercar and Neve are dressed as mages of the Legion.
Once we enter the arena, we have the chance to explore it for a little while. Doing so allows us to encounter the following:
We can have an early chat with Magister Zara Renata, who will, of course, be very relevant later, along with her lackeys Felicia and Calivan, all of whom are prominent members of the Venatori. Neve is able to make that connection due to Feliciaās brother Livius having so notoriously attempted to corrupt the Wardens at Adamant Fortress in DAI.
We may encounter Magister Bataris, alongside his son Albin and get early hints of just how far the Venatori corruption runs.
If we make a good enough persuasion attempt at the Templar Captain guarding the entrance to a basement, we shall enter it and discover the prisoners and slaves intended for some heinous affair. Here, and only here, if we perform this correct dialogue choice, and being a human mage, unfortunately, certainly helps here, we get to see that our father, Charon Mercar, is among the imprisoned. And the worst of it all? He doesnāt even recognise you. Actually none of the slaves and prisoners react in any way, as all of them seem to be under some sort of spell. As we look closer, we can see that all of them have strange spiked collars around their necks, filled with blood. This is blood magic that keeps them entranced. If we want to risk it, we have time to break our fatherās collar and ensure that perhaps, he can escape. So we do just that.
The Imperator
Following our exploration of the Coliseum, we get streamed into a crowd of onlookers as the Imperator of Tevinterās legions, the Supreme Legatus himself, Magister Aemilianus Laskaris, enters the centre of the arena.
We know from DAV that Tevinter has an Imperator, and the Imperator is not the same as the Archon in this context. While the Archon is the overall ruler, the Imperator is the highest military commander. Think of this guy as Tevinterās version of Loghain. Laskaris also happens to be one of the loudest voices responsible for forcing the Lucerni out of the Magisterium.
Laskaris delivers a speech in which he proclaims just how bad Tevinter is faring against the Antaam. Here we get some early insight into the fact that a large chunk of the Qunari army broke off and is now bearing down on Antiva and Rivain. However, a large part of it remained and is following the Arishok into battle against the Imperium. And even against this broken Antaam, the Legions are starting to fail.
Laskaris cites lost cities such as Ventus, Carastes, and Neromenian as evidence for the desperate situation Tevinter is now facing. Therefore, something must be done. Something drastic. He presents, to the gathered onlookers, the Salvatio Initiative. Basically, all unpurchased slaves and prisoners of war are to be given to Tevinterās legions, where Laskaris and the Legates serving under him will perform blood magic rituals to turn them into mindless but ravaging soldiers against the Antaam. Dangerous cannon fodder essentially. He will use tonightās demonstration to convince the gathered members of the Magisterium to pass a law that will officially permit Tevinterās legions to use blood magic. Well, we know, Tevinter has always used blood magic behind closed doors, but this will mean that all safety measures are off, all precautions, all careful attempts at hiding it. And the worst part is: since slaves are considered nothing but tools, it wonāt even be seen as unethical by the large portion of conservative Senate members. And prisoners of war? Qunari? Who cares about them anyway, right? This is the darkness and true corruption permeating Tevinter. This is exactly why the Shadow Dragons exist to bring back the light.
Several doors open and Laskaris directs all slaves and prisoners to be brought forth. Ā They are all wearing the blood collars. Upon the Imperatorās command, him and several blood mages under his leadership, activate the blood collars and turn the slaves and prisoners into an absolute frenzy. A battle erupts in which the sheer destructive power of the now-mindless fighters is demonstrated.
Mercar now has a choice to make, and it is the biggest one there is in the prologue:
Do we stealthily fight the blood mages and try to rescue the innocent mind-controlled people without blowing our cover? You do, however, risk your father dying.
Do we rush in headfirst and fight Laskaris head-on, saving your father but maybe dooming more innocents and risking exposure?
Do we put our personal emotional interest above the greater good or vice versa? Well, because we broke our fatherās collar earlier, we can at least assume that heās going to be able to fight for himself with a clear head, so letās focus on the blood mages in a stealthy manner.
Neve and Tarquin quickly take us behind the scenes as the crowd watchers in apt interest. There are five blood mages, including Laskaris, who need to be dealt with. Neve takes one half, Tarquin the other, while you have a go at Laskaris himself. You are masked so he wonāt know itās you.
While Neve and Tarquin successfully dismantle two blood mages each, we sneak right up to Laskaris and try to either knock him out or backstab him altogether. This results in the same outcome but tells a lot about Mercarās personality. Do we kill this guy and end it now? Or do we try and incapacitate him so that he can still be of use for the future?
Regardless, Laskaris sees it coming and engages in a boss battle against us. Itās a tough battle, one that we are logically meant to lose. If we get Laskaris down to 0HP, miraculously so unless we play on Storyteller mode, the cutscene will slightly change but the outcome remains largely the same.
Laskaris lashes out and wounds us, causing us to fall down, bleeding, losing our mask, exposing ourselves to Laskaris, while the slaves and prisoners stage a mad revolt around us, forcing the gathered magisters to flee the scene. But because we freed our father from his collar, he comes rushing in to save us, engaging Laskaris in a one-on-one duel. Despite āonlyā being Soporati, he puts up quite a fight with his huge two-hander. We want to help him, desperately so, but we are just too weak. Laskaris is impressed by Charonās strength, but ultimately, deals him a mortal wound. Just before Laskaris turns to finish us off, he is struck in the shoulder byā¦Bianca!
Varric steps into the fray and fires off a row of bolts against the Imperator, allowing Neve and Tarquin to take us away as we pass out. As they do so, the Viper appears and casts a spell that shrouds the whole arena in fog.
Back at the Shadow Lair
We awaken in the Shadow Lair and are greeted by Varric. It turns out that he was using this whole mission to assess us from the background, to determine if we are the one heās looking for. And he decides that, yes, we are. Laskaris, the Venatori, all of this is just one puzzle piece of something much greater. We can press Varric on what this could possibly be, but he won't tell us just yet. Instead, he tells us that we should disappear. And he might just be able to help with that. We can be incredibly outrageous about this. I just discovered the biggest plot to endanger slaves ever since the Magister Sidereal tore open the Veil to reach the Golden City! I canāt just leave right now to pursue something I don't even know about!
At this point, Maevaris joins us and agrees that Mercar has to disappear for a while, now that Laskaris knows who we are. We canāt be seen with the Shadow Dragons for the time being. Doing so would just endanger the whole cause.
Reluctantly or readily, that depends on our personality, we concede that there is sense in Varricās words. Varric advises us to adopt a codename as well, like so many agents of the Inquisition did back in the day. Mercar thinks for a moment, reflects on the most recent events, and decides on āRookā. Varric approves. āThe strongest piece on the chessboard, I like it.ā
Afterwards we get a final chance to talk to the members of the Shadow Dragons before we depart, and get a last look at the Undercity. Neve returns to Dock Town to keep an eye on Laskaris and the slave rings, as well as search for any Venatori ties.
What follows is a cutscene where Rook and Varric depart the Shadow Lair and leave Minrathous altogether. One last time, Rook looks at the city he swore to fight for, then turns around and follows Varric into the unknown.
And thatās as far as weāll go today! I hope you enjoyed my little hypothetical take on a potential Shadow Dragon origin mission. Of course, not everything is refined and perfect, but I hope you still got the overall gist of what I was going for! Next time, we shall focus on a potential prologue for the Grey Wardens! Stay tuned!
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age dreadwolf#datv#datv spoilers#varric tethras#dragon age rook#maevaris tilani#dorian pavus#tevinter imperium#minrathous#rewrite#rewritingveilguard#veilguard critical#creative writing#neve gallus#tarquin#the viper#shadow dragons#rook mercar#rook
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Alright, so, final thoughts, the short version: gET ON WITH THE NEXT SEASON, CHOP CHOP STORY BOY--
Seriously tho, GREAT story ā there's something about it that has made me go existential crisis levels of poetic over it that NOTHING ELSE has made me go which like. props to Evbo, he's doing great! I WILL be going feral over that ending and Parrot and that Clown cameo and Zam and all things I liked and so on so forth, like always. I wanna make character designs but it feels... wrong, I guess, in a sense to give them all designs beyond the cubic space they inhabit ā I don't do well with simple and detail-free designs (like Zam's and Wemmbu's like seriously, 5 year old in paint level of detail smh /aff) and I believe that giving them ANY amount of detail they don't already have is doing their characters a disservice?? ESPECIALLY with clothes???? Idk how to say it or explain it, but the fact they don't wear armor is VERY intentional, right? I mean, PVP typically involves armor and the fact that acquiring armor is OPTIONAL is intentional for whatever reason so, again, in my head giving them any more detail than they have (or lack I say as I side-eye Zam and Wemmbu) is a disservice to how PVP Civilization works. But that's honestly just me
More spoiler-y territory up ahead, gonna put in one of those good ol' "click here for more!" thingamabobs that tumblr has. Don't say you weren't warned.
Alright, now that all the cool kids are here, let's discuss details:
When I say I went "existential crisis levels of poetic" over this thing, I mean "I wrote a whole thing about being a spectator willing and wanting to help, but unable to due to the nature of being in different levels of reality" type shit, might drop it on my ao3 (y'all should go by my ao3 i have fun stuff there and might start dropping some other stuff as well wink wink ok. self promo over) and it was honestly fun! Will DEFINITELY do some MORE of that around this new episode! Unironically frothing at the mouth waiting for a new season to start slowly being drop-fed to us like little fish being thrown those fish food chip things idk I'm too drunk to think (not really. but it's fun to say anyway)
I LOVED Zam but tbf I've been loving that motherfucking asshole bastard /aff this WHOLE TIME so like. nothing new lmaooo. I ALSO love Clown's little cameo! (not counting it as a SPOILER spoiler cuz like. it's 2 mins or so in. I won't count that shit as spoilers c'mon) but uh. ALSO nothing new lol I'm a HARDCORE (not really) Clown fan I WILL be bought and EASILY swayed over with the promise of Clown content, I'm REALLY that easy; anyway it was really fun and OFC he's an antagonist smh ā he's either a bad guy protagonist or an antagonist, NEVER on the same side as the protagonist/a good guy who DOESN'T wanna murder ppl (I see what kinda theater kid he is. I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE MR. CLOWN. YOU CAN'T HIDE FROM ME)
I said it already but I'll say it again: Tabi had ALWAYS been fucking sus to me from the start, what with being SO AT THE READY to exploit Evbo's respawning ability for her own gain and all that, so her backstabbing him ain't a surprise to me; but what someone (I'm too lazy to get to the computer to give proper credits or quoting. y'all are gonna have to make do with paraphrasing) said in the comments is actually fucking interesting: Evbo respawned; after the cut to black Tabi is seen holding her diamond axe and while that serves to show the audience what she was really born as, it could very well also show that Tabi gave Evbo a mercy ā she let him respawn. She ā potentially ā didn't kill him with The Eternal Sword, and instead delivered the final blow with her diamond axe: an object that would allow Evbo to come back from death. She's gone soft.
That's gonna be her downfall, one way or another. Clown was right in doubting her ā while she's physically strong and knows all the techniques, she's not detached enough from her emotions that she's fully capable of pretending to form friendships without actually making friends; aka: she can pretend she doesn't care, but something deep inside of her does care what happens to Evbo. Until proven otherwise I'll take this scene as bEING RIGHT MOTHERFUCKERS, I READ TABI LIKE A FUCKING BOOK LET'S GO--
So all in all I'm gonna be OBSESSED over this for the next while ā well done Evbo, well fucking done
The end to the story. whatever happens, I guess it happened ā I have hopes, idk where they're placed or what they mean, but I have them.
Whatever happens, I know Evbo is going out with a bang.
#GRVRVEGRVEV I WANNA FRAW ZAM WITH A TRIDENT GRGRGRGRRRGGRGRGRHRH#also who tf attacks with TRIDETNS?!#is that like#an ACTUAL valid pvp qeapin????#that um#that sounds fake but aight#im willing to suspend my disbelief actually#anyway#get ready for Djevel's Descent Into Madnessā¢ ā PVP Civilization Edition!#evbo pvpciv#pvp civilization#pvp civ spoilers#pvp civ evbo#evbo#pvp evbo#tabimc#pvp tabi#pvp civ tabi#tabi pvpciv#clownpierce#princezam#prince zam#parrotx2#evboverse#live blogging#liveblogging#live reaction#live watching#live
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gen loss dump part 2 :]
i have a gen loss playlist so the last two was me hitting randomize and drawing a pic based on the song before it finished. the second one technically isnāt that cause charlieās inferno isnāt on apple music cause they hate me so itās way more of the song out of spite because they wouldnāt give it to me.
#spotify is prolly better (definitely is for finding playlists i use spotify to find playlists still and then add those songs to my own lmao#but dad pays for a family apple music subscription and free music streaming is infinitely better then paying for my own spotify#also my wound reference i feel like i let him off easy from the seven foot tall wire security monster#but idk this was drawn a year ago idk what i was doing#like i agree w the vest just being REALLLL bad bruising and internal stuff but i feel like he had wayyyy more open area besides that to get#fucked up besides just his arms#but i guess since the wire monster also got turned off by the button since it didnāt immediately go at ranboo next then maybe thatās still#reasonable idk#generation loss#generation loss fanart#ranboo fanart#continuing my not spamming tags trend so even though i bc puls have tagged all three of them im not gonna#still posting this primarily for me and for everyone else second#OH THE OUTFITS ARE FROM MY PIN BOARDS#I MAKE OUTFIT BOARDS FOR EVERYTHING ITS SO FUN#LIKE EVERY FANDOM IVE POSTED HERE HAS ONE#ITS BAD#and then irl i wear sweats and t shirt lmao#i found mouse trap game board earrings#i spend too much time on those finding highly specific bullshit#the jrwi one is especially cringe cause i have a different section for all of the what ifs#and that shit lasted one (1) episode#also the full color drawing iām so >:| about it#i need to practice coloring sooooo badly but i always get frustrated w it#i need to slow tf down idk#but thats also from nearly a year ago so
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its so hard to watch time pass when things like careers and assignments exist. what do you mean im supposed to take that seriously
#I have an assignment that was due a week ago and I really really dont want to do it. I have to but i dont want to#im probably making it worse because my brain has built a wall around it so now i canāt do literally anything else until thats done. but#because I donāt want to do it Iām just kinda stuck. turns out this is what they meant when they said emotional regulation is part of#exec dysfunction.. Iāll have a thought like if I get a little bit of it done now i can get it over with. I can just submit something#and then not even 5 minutes later itll be like ugh but I have to draw all the assets out. I have to write things and make spreads ugh#and its just flopping between those two things. i hate it when ppl are like well how much time do you need to work on one thing#because BOY id love to know too. Iād love to know exactly when my brain wants to cooperate with me and work around that but I cant#even my period canāt decide when it wants to punch me in the stomach. which is kinda funny in the grand scheme of things but still#its so weird im just lying on my bed thinking abt all this like damn.. the time will pass anyways no matter what I decide to do.. damnā¦.#if I submit that assignment now and take the L I literally wonāt die. itāll just be a deduction on an assignment nobody will ask me about#I know this but Iām still stressing myself about it so my thoughts arenāt really connecting to my body. weird#maybe its because Im having a hard time looking forward to things. theres definitely a lot I should be living for but I donāt really feel#a strong attachment to it I guess? itās been like this for a while with holidays and meeting with friends so I just donāt#I kinda figured its because im pretty passionless and its more like passing interest. but itās not very fun when it feels like Iām going to#be living distraction to distraction for the next 70 years or so lol#idk it kind of feels like slowly bleeding out. which is funny because I actually did experience blood loss this week#had a 30 minute nosebleed and literally could not stand. also it felt like someone was pinching the back of my brain which was interesting#yapping#does this count as vent#vent#Ive just been making an oc carrd and contemplate changing my blog header for the past 3 days honestly
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Requestober 2024 Sketches
The playlist is...well, it will be posting very soon! Keep an eye out for your req(s) every Wednesday and/or Friday after the 6th (I think?), pretty sure I got āem all >:3c
Doing the full season this time around! The entire mixed bag oā candy haha
Day 1 had my beautiful boys!! ā„ Iām so happy that Yanderapy took the lead this year ah! Itās too bad Iām so out of practice with them haha, unconfident lines, but the idea was solidly in place from the word go - this was really the only image that came to mind for them, their weird dynamic hehe <3 Made for each other! I am glad their expressions came together so well in the final version, though I didnāt get to show Micchan kneeling! Thatās alright tho āŖ Cute enough here hehe
Day 2 got a lot of notes! Kabuās clothing design is So complex lol, just toss him behind Larry whoās like second nature to draw, suits are so so simple in comparison haha āŖ Still only ended up hiding bits of him! He did end up with his shoe on the outside of Larryās, boxing him in that little bit <3 And look! His smirk!! As well as the āhiraganaā on his sleeves while I was still under the impression that it was text and not Flame Texture lol
And yes, as you can see, I ended up going with the alt doodle, they got more! I was quite tempted by Larry holding Kabu since heās so tiny lol, but that wouldāve required drawing his details! No! Hide him!! The pose is fun and silly and cute tho haha, very plush-coded āŖ And then also a little smech for funsies <3 Just to follow up their staring-at-each-other-in-a-gay-way they ended up with ā„ Rather a fan of Kabuās hands pulling Larry in :)
Day 3ā²s was such a pose change!!! Mostly for Edgar, though heās still kneeling here, inexplicably haha - the angle changed for the final version, and both of their head angles and just, ah, nothing more than a general outline of what I was going for. Iām pleased with both tho! I think the final is much more clear and readable, but thereās always a bit of fun with Edgar looking down/Scriabin looking up haha. I suppose itās more appropriate than an angel would be looking down on a devil, isnāt it? Haha
Day 4 was another easy one at least, the pose immediately came to mind to show off Nnyās clothes on an even ganglier, thinner frame haha. Like I said, I really tried for more fullbodies this year, so I had to give the tiny version a proper swing on-page! Ran out of room for the larger one, but I really wanted to draw him holding his shoe with his hand haha. You can see the goopmonster on his shirt here too! :D I think his annoyed face is quite cute hehe <3
Day 5 was practically a freebie, and I took absolute full advantage hehehe āŖ If I get the prompt of āsoftā of course Iām going to opt for plushies! Iām back in my Webkinz era, and Tala is big big big on Webkinz as well :) And her being a plushie has something of an impact there too lol, but it was really fun to look over all my little guys! I ended up having an extra handful of thoughts about all of them so theyāll be getting their own post(s) :D Good too, since I didnāt talk much about Embroideryās closet cosplay haha
Day 6 was actually a bit of a question mark for me at first! :0 Not as though I donāt love when Edgar has to clean up Scriabinās self-inflicted problems haha, I just wasnāt sure what it should be! Making it seasonal helped a bit there - lots of sticker burrs around here when we go walking haha. The bonus ended up being a digital-only, but it was a good motivator to finish these, and then the full poses came to mind - Iām not sure why I was more excited to work on full body poses, but I really was! Maybe the success of meeting my self-imposed challenge haha
I ended up scrapping the alt since it reminded me a little too much of one of the ā22 reqs - trying to keep things fairly fresh! It was also a little too cartoony haha, where would Edgar suddenly pull such strength from! This doesnāt look like a dream! At least it wouldnāt have been a nightmare of Scriabin being hurt :ā) Rescue!
Day 7 was another insta-idea! Really going back and forth on those lol, it sprouted into my head fully formed! This was actually one of a couple I wrote down as I was away from my notebook while brainstorming, so it came back as a mini script; one of more dialogue-heavy ones! Chicken or egg, I wonder, hmm. I always draw Smoker with her sleeves up even though she usually wears them down haha, I dunno. Had a heck of a time with Angieās hair! I tend to make hair super super fluffy but hers is long and straight and presumably weighs itself down! Doesnāt floof! Youād think having heavy hair myself would incline me towards knowing anything about it but nope lol
Little bouncy concepts haha, and poor Mousey so jealous in the middle, surrounded with them having the most fun!
Day 8 was fairly simple with such a focused ask of them eating Specific Food - can do! Chibis just felt right for such a cute food haha. Would Edgar have a crepe pan, I wonder... I suppose a lot of it comes down to the batter, I havenāt made crepes in such a long time so I wouldnāt know anymore haha
Day 9 featured the slouchy throne! You can see I like the little leggies haha, I did make it a touch more proportional in the final version but who can resist the sillies! Had to draw it and Mettaton separately so I could easily see their silhouettes, I think it all came together in the end fairly well :) Had one heck of a time getting the bottom of his shoes to play nice, but Iām proud of how it turned out!!
Day 10ā²s, who can resist skelehugs ā„ No I! Not me!! The original had them a lot more upright, Iām glad I went with my note of leaning them back a bit more. Also had Papyrusā legs on either side of Sans, protective <3 I do like both, but I think they look a bit more reasonably comfortable in the final version, figuring out contact points with one of Papyrusā legs all the way to one side was too much haha. No boots on the couch! I think they look a bit younger in the final version too, maybe from their eyebrow expressions? Interesting how such small changes can make a big difference āŖ
Day 11 was originally going to feature a bunch more Pokemon!! Several of my pink-and-purple faves all gathered around MewTwo <3 Flaafy and Musharna and Sableye my beloved š And of course Whismur!! Canāt but Whismur all the time haha, but in the end I opted to go for the simpler(?) option of just the two āmons interacting
Whismur is so spooked by you, even lying down!! Even tho I drew it so I can see it right in front of me, I just canāt imagine MewTwo lying down to investigate haha. More posing changes! Lot of āem this year. Pls to quiet, cats have very sensitive hearing, you donāt need to shout
Day 12 started off with probably the Correct Amount of confusion lol, considering even @cutiebetutieā didnāt expect this to be the matchup lolol, still deeply hilarious to me. But hey, what was I going to do, question a crackship?? Do I look like the kind of person who would say no to exploring some possibilities? Of course I had to give them a scope lol
Haha, āAltā in quotes as I knew this would actually be the full version, the handholding is cute but whereās the dynamic! There is something there after all! I think so anyway, some tiny tiny sliver that they could start from, and what more foot in the door do you really need? If Nnyās on his charm that drew Devi in, I donāt see why someone a little more airheaded like Jake couldnāt be beguiled haha, if he lasts long enough for that āŖ Itās very tense! I wish him well, I wonder if he could protect himself... Just cut and run, Jake!! Makes for an interesting suspense, thatās for sure haha
Day 13ās kigurumis!!! Yay!!!! Smol and I successfully wore ours for Halloween this year, weāre them fr fr haha, definitely one of my favourites from this season <3 <3 Theyāre so cute! Biggest change from here to there is probably where the legs start/end haha, kigurumi have funny little legs hehe. And also Papyrusā gloves! Sans ended up without any, I canāt resist a hand plate here or there āŖ Also him closing his one good eye to pun about was an accident until it wasnāt haha, just another excuse to do a touch of rereading :3
Day 14ās turned out so good for how cramped the sketch was!!! Gasterās hardly there at all! Which is appropriate in its own way haha, filling in the rest of his details was pretty fun tho :) Papyrus looks a lot more desperate in this version which I do like, but him openly enjoying himself is very sweet, who could deny him that <3 Quite pleased with how his arm and hand posing came together in the end as well, fairly minor changes but I think it all flows together much nicer :D
Day 15ā²s word bubbles turned out way cleaner in the sketch than the final version?? Calls for more practice I suppose; it is asymmetrical, but it does look nice! Maybe needed more colour swatches haha, more and more rows! Edgarās unimpressed look in the final version is quite good I think but thereās almost a kind of urgency with no eyes behind blank glasses hmm, they both have their merits! I applaud everyone who caught Scriabin holding the bi flag as his swatches! :D Good eye!
Day 16 began The Sleepies lol, I was a bit tired while doodling the first go and it uhm. Well. I mean. You can see lol. Sāa bit goofy haha
The alt was much much better! I did end up leaving out the grass which Iām a Little disappointed about - feels too manicured, too sterile in the final version! But I really couldnāt figure a way of adding a bit of visual noise that wouldnāt look flat as well! Minecraft, eh, lol. I am quite pleased with how round Moomin turned out tho :D He looks like a marshmallow in the final version! Yay!
I actually doodled Day 17ā²s concept before 16 since it came to me so strongly - I do kind of like how much more upright Mob is here, him being as hunched over as he is in the final version adds to the moodiness of the piece I feel. He really is such a good boy! I donāt wish him dark and upsettings!
Day 18ās didnāt get a paper sketch as I was verrryyyyy tired and had no energy to scan, so skipped the step that would make scanning necessary haha. For all that, I do rather like the digital sketch tho! I think Snufkinās left leg is a bit better proportioned, and his expression is maybe a bit cheekier? Moominās perfect, no notes haha. I also ended up really liking their tail expressions, how Snufās is kind of straight and flat while Moominās is very roundy hehe <3
I know I said Day 20 doesnāt count but I mean, itās on the same page! It got the āDay 20ā³ label! Sketch can go here why not haha. Happy belated Ace Week! I thought it was fun to put a bunch of pink lovehearts around the big central ace heart for me specifically hehe šš
I mentioned in the tags that Day 26ās original concept was too big to try to do all at once and ahhhh I wish Iād been able to swing it!! I wish Iād been able to do the whole thing!!!! I love scenes like this the most!! Little isometric rooms with little isometric characters all chatting and interacting and being cute and silly and tiny!! I love that! Alas, it had to stay a sketch, but here it is!! Can you recognize everyone here? The main three got the center, but who could the rest be :3c And what of their costumes! Hehe āŖ
Still fighting back the sleepies for what ended up being the final version so the dialogue was left much more vague than the caption haha, the aliens donāt even have feet here! I suppose they are meant to be in fish costumes lol, it tracks that only the fully-human Captainās legs would end there, but definitely not intentionally done so lol. I like ZEXās expression here so muuuuch ahh I wish Iād been able to capture it a bit better in the digital version! Always something for next time haha
I actually ended up drawing Day 30ā²s sketch very very last, so this was the last doodle of the season! Me, projecting my tiredness onto the Vargases? Nooo <3 Another one that ended up very very different from the final version, I just needed Something down to paper and out of my head to work with really - I knew even while drawing this that I was going to end up with something very different haha. Sometimes hand just does whatever it wants pft. The dialogue was the star of the show here! And you can see what Scriabin was up to, obscured by the couch haha
Day 31, penultimate sketches for the final day! I really do love Scriabin hiding behind Edgar - wants to be included but not That close, very much with Edgar in the way of anything bad happening to him haha. More pose changes! I like both versions, Todd holding Shmee for comfort or him spilling out of his lap as he focuses all his attention on Joel <3 Both cute in different ways!
Cats are still not one of my strong-suits, but I have been drawing them a bit more recently! Admittedly of the cartoon variety, but even that has had some effect I think! Like their little triangle noses, and the way their ears scoop inwards, and whiskers - little things! I like it! I had fun with these little concept poses, Joel kind of curiously huddling on Edgarās chest, looking at the world from a safe vantage spot haha. Hold him gently! He deserves it!
All the sketches from this year! I ended up having a lot of fun this season even if it was a little lighter than previous years haha, thank you again to everyone who joined!! ā„
#Doodles#Requestober#Oh hey there wasn't any blood this year was there! How unusual haha#Here we go tag roundup - Yanderapy hehe <3 - Pokemon (both 'mons and canon characters!) - Vargas of course - Handplates ā„ - Webkinz :D -#RespectAWoman! Yeah!! Their first digitals whoo! - Undertale non-AU haha - Moomins and Minecraft - MP100 - Damned! So happy to have one ā„#I really wasn't sure if I was gonna get one! I spent so much time thinking about Damned this year ahhh <3 <3 Niche of a niche but delight āŖ#A very fun spread this year - as is every year haha but it's always fun to see which ones are new and which ones return!#Much higher proportion of Handplates this year :D Not surprised there considering how the year started haha āŖ#Always happy to draw those lads <3 They're a delight#And as usual my focus tends to drift towards whatever the req is so I've found myself doing some rereading all over! Which is quite fun :D#Still holding off on Vargas for the time being but everything else got some attention which was very enjoyable ahh#Being caught up has its perks - like reading new things hehe āŖ#It does feel funny to have Vargas stuff in a sketchdump when I've still got the VLH-specific sketchdump in the backlog.... Remind me lol#Still lol for as much fun of a season as it was I am ready for it to come to a close haha#And luckily this didn't break even once so I'm getting my ask without a fuss!! Yes!!!#Tired!! Ready to take a short break!!! And it really will be short since I want to start up again at the beginning of next week lol#But I get my break!!! I definitely feel like I've earned it haha#And then it'll be back to doodling and editing and writing ahhhh - plenty of other things I'm looking forward to!!!#Thanks again for such a fun season <3 Couldn't do it without you hehe
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potentially batshit headcanon, but i think it'd be funny if these two were related somehow.
#i'm inclined to say they're cousins but it'd also be interesting if they were siblings ngl#gustafa hasn't really brought up his own upbringing so far in my playthrough so i'm running hogwild w/ his backstory#i hc that gustafa's parents were classical musicians and pretty strict (very much the types to force what they think is best on their kids)#he felt like the environment was too stifling not only for his music but also his spirit so he left home as soon as he could#he's still proud about his family's history as musicians but definitely doesn't want to raise his kids like his parents raised him#so that's why he's pretty laid back when it comes to raising bea and encourages whatever she loves doing no matter what#wait now that i think about it carter organizes the music festival in mineral town doesn't he?#shit i'm connecting the dots#carter would probably be older than gustafa so i guess he left home as soon as possible too#he just went the route of joining the clergy to get out of town rather than becoming a hippie like gus#imagine going to the next town over to check out their music festival only to be reunited w/ your estranged older bro >>>#you haven't spoken to in like 10+ years#i feel like they'd be okay terms tho they'd definitely bond over how shitty their parents were#okay i'm having fun w/ this headcanon i'm gonna keep it i think#story of seasons#bokujou monogatari#a wonderful life#friends of mineral town#sos awl#sos fomt#sos gustafa#gustafa (awl)#sos carter#carter (fomt)#hc : (sos) awl / fomt#mj.txt
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i think this is possibly the best night I've had all year or maybe even in the last three years
#OH MY GOD THIS WAS SO FUN#the band was so fucking nice they signed the poster i got and gave me fistbumps as they walked off stage#i told them this is my first time ever going to a live show and they were like REALLY???????#they talked about how they can see the playlists people make out of their songs on spotify#and one of them mentioned one of ththeir favourites was named something like piratecore: bisexually coded lmao#and everyone was really nice about the wheelchair#i couldn't get in the front door (STEP) but they let me in through the side door#and Slightly early as well because i was really worried about my wheelchair's electronics in the very sudden thunderstorm that appeared#someone found me a spot so i could see and they were really really nice#i got a poster of my favourite album cover and it looks very nice#someone here was wearing the same shirt as me LMAO#i was sitting there like 'idk what to wear to this i hope i don't look weird' and then Everyone had an similar style as mine LMAO#ive never been to something like this before so i didn't really know what to wear but floral button up and rue21 cherry blossom shirt works#there were a lot of moments where the crowd was singing along which i liked bc i love to sing along to my fave songs#small bar live shows are now one of my fave things to do i think. i hope the next one i see is as fun#i definitely prefer this to an 150$ ticket stadium show or something#i nearly went to see idkhow later this year but that ticket price goddamn#mini update: i found the playlist they mentioned LMAO#piratecore? did you mean: bisexual culture
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Huge vent
Yesterday was the welcome thing for the beginning of the school year, only from 15h to 16h30. Still managed to end up late. Nothing to do either, just sit there and listen to the explanation of how the year is gonna go. Still came back home EXHAUSTED
First day of school and I'm already an hour late
They also said that if we come late, the teachers aren't gonna let us in
So now I'm just frozen, sitting on my chair after finally managing to prepare, with no idea on if i waste the little energy i have going to school in the heat only to not be let in
But they also said they'd do that last year, and they never did. So maybe they're not doing it again and I'm just wasting time when they would let me in
I don't know and that's the problem
And even if i can, the mental image of everyone in class turning to stare at me and judge while i enter in the middle of the class, because i spent more than half of last year being hours late if not straight up missing "for no reason" is too much (because this country has dog shit psychology knowledge that has been studied to be around 50 years late, and they know nothing about invisible disabilities. Not like I'd ever even tell them. This class sucks in all minorities fronts)
But also I'm literally already thousands of euros in debt for this damn school and every class i miss is money wasted
I don't know what to do
#sent a message to admins to ask about the disability help i can get#think I'm gonna wait until afternoon class to go#and use that time to do all the other medical calls i need to do#hope we can talk about my help soon and i can explain the causes for why I'm late in the morning and why I'm struggling so much#and they'll actually listen#negative#HB rambles#i did brush my teeth! that's a huge win. and took a shower yesterday despite already taking one sunday#which thinking about it now might be the reason I'm already struggling so hard this morning.....#having to suddenly live with low spoons sucks. especially when you have huge memory issues#i keep acting like how i used to. just normal. and then being baffled when something as small as a shower wipes out all my energy for the#next day#i hate this. i hate this so much. i want to go back to being able to do multiple things a day and not ending up drained#i had 3 months of summer break. and only played animal crossing new leaf for like- 3 afternoons#never touched any other game. or my dsi. or my wii. or any of my books#played buckshot roulette for a few hours once#couldn't keep going. it's fun. but because it's a strategy game. it DRAINED my mental energy#i planned to fucking start sports and learn how to sew and crochet and maybe even skateboard#and instead i couldn't even draw a simple BASIC art piece without taking multiple days of only 3 hours sessions#an entire year of doctor appointments. and i still have NOTHING. no answer or help#my last hope is a mental exam in December....#if we don't find the answer then.....I'm probably gonna have to survive like this for the rest of my life#and i definitely can't get or keep a job in this state#vent#chronic fatigue#autistic burnout#probably#but it's not like i can get help for that. when the cure is YEARS of COMPLETE rest#no job or responsabilities whatsoever. yeah right. only way to get that would be to get sent to a retirement home or something#hate this
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What are these spectacular plays the Rockies have been doing? Is there video???
brenton doyle baby like that man is single handedly holding the rockies together (though ezequiel tovar and michael toglia are also coming in CLUTCH) the three of those guys are fighting for most home runs and they trade places truly every other game it's very fun
like doyle is a top tier center fielder
he makes it worth watching the team fight tooth and nail to come up hopefully better than the marlins (i need them to end third worst in the entire league, they can't finish the year only better than the white sox, i'll cry)
#the rockies are a young team#they're in a position to do well in the next few years but right now it's touch and go#but i have faith#it's fun because their double-a team is my local team so i've definitely seen these guys play before i just didn't care about the majors#what we need is a great pitcher because everything else is like right there yknow#but it's hard to do well when the team you're playing scores 6 runs in the bottom of the first inning#baseball#ask and you shall receive#ragnarlothcat#talk baseball to me i've been unemployed all summer all i've done is watch 911 and baseball
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i will not be meeting my nanowrimo goal for the month and i'm ok with that š
#i wanted to out-write last year so i set my personal goal as 115k and that's sooo not happening#i'm at 100k buuut i'm almost done with the story and i don't know what to use my remaining 15k words on so š¤·š¼āāļø#there's no way i could write 15k today but i could've done 7.5k yesterday and 7.5k today#it would've been like 5k of actual writing and then 10k of fluff. which like. there's definitely value in writing fluff don't get me wrong!#writing random scenes is great for character development and i do it all the time even outside of nanowrimo#but i chose not to. i'm sick of this project. next year i'll get to 115k lmao#i've had fun with this story but i need to work on Literally Anything Elseā¢ now#next year i should go back to writing for my Obnoxious Sci-Fi Novel Series lol#m.txt#nanowrimo
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oopsāāā, i, ādid it again - i overcheesed the spaghetteh,
#just me hi#WWhhhyyyyY#my catastrophic cheese issues continue hfhshd#went 'oh noooooo' and looked up at my mom and she already Knew lmaoo#that's how often these things happen !#i'm also not allowed to make macaroni anymore btw ://#/oh also i discovered some time ago that the seasoned pecans they sell at costco are AWESOME with sharp cheddar cheese#it's GREAT i highly recommend !! :D#my siblings keep going 'ewh that's gross' and then trying it and being enlightened to the way of the cheese-nut lolll :3#it's also apparently a grave crime to take off like a fourth of the cheese block and just nibble on that for some hours#joke's on those jokers i forget i actually have to eat anything for at least four more hours after doing that Hfbshd#//but anyway in other news !!#what is up with colours? i have no idea. neither does anybody else! peace and love on the celestial meatball we all adore#/octopus are neat i like octopus :>#so are crabs but i think they're a bit scarier for some reason so !#octopus are just kinda more gross but i can appreciate their squiggyness#octopusses... octopie.... is this the 'plural platypus' thing again hfbsh#/i have Gottt to finish these refs before june or i'm going to do what i did last year which was NOT fun loll#i rushed like 5 refs in two weeks ! did i enjoy it? naauh hbhfs :')#/also thinking of opening comms next year ? maybeeeee#it's definitely under consideration though ~!~#/also made a new yt cuz i changed my email lol :>#RIP the old one. you'll be remembered o7 and iiiiiiiiiiiiiii will always remember yyyouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu#//think that's all though ~!~#<- doin that cuz i can't have my wiggly exclamation point lol :)#but it's summer again which means i'm going to ddddiiiiiieeeeeeeee#that one guy who wanted to set fire to the sun had a real idea goin there..#//anyway toodles :33 perhaps i shall return. oo bYe ~+
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#my lil bro said he was 'just like me fr' because he listened to this song today in art class apparently#tbh this song dropped when i was his age and i was definitely listening to it in the same exact art class with the same exact teacher so#wtf bro ermmmm try being original.......#jk jk i know my swag at age 15 was incalculable. u can copy it#wait ok jokes aside and irt music im trying to help him not fall into the trap of cynicism that i got stuck in at his age#(which my dad bestowed to me!!! my dads chronic hipsterism made me afraid that everything i liked secretly sucked)#so i try to put as many genres as possible on the music playlist that he asked me to make for him#and he likes a lot of it!! he already has soooo much more swag than i did at his age. i was such a hater. but like out of fear of being#made fun of. but still a hater#anyway thats awesome. im excited that he is finally enthusiastic about music!!! he just had to go to a couple concerts teehee#NEXT GOAL is make him learn an instrument#he insists he cant do it... im in my head screaming OMG U ARE LITERALLY A BABY u have so many job free years to learn it.........#its okay its okay. i can convince him
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i like to give hints that im extremely into video game console modding. (hey everyone did you know that Iām really into video game console modding)
#almost every console i have is modded in some way. the most fun was the Wii and 3ds#honestly if you were to mod any console the Wii 3ds and Wii U is some you should definitely do#especially since the Wii U and 3ds eshop is closing in march of next year#also they removed super mario 3d world from the eshop when the switch port got released and itās $60 when on the Wii U it was $19.99#so anyway pirate that nintendo is going to hell#txt
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getting rejected from one ATC company while getting accepted to the next interview stage with another ATC company on the same day... why r u doing this to my emotions
#the sadness of the former definitely outweighed the happiness of the latter for a few days lol i was ANGSTYYYY#now gotta focus on the opportunity i have and try to ace it#i can apply to the first place again in a year anyway so i'm TRYING to get some sense of hope from that#at least the next interview stage at the second place means going abroad and doing tests in person aka i get to travel on a plane YAY :)#if i can get my adhd ass brain into shape i will actually be spending the next month preparing for the tests#somehow#i need to tame my rabid relentless chaotic obsession with getting my dream job#and turn it into a laser focused weapon of determination and drive#because i WILL do this no matter fucking what#i've also booked a flight lesson for next week (!!!) as a pick me up after all the bs going on recently :D#RIDICULOUSLY EXCITED for it cos who can be sad about life when you're flying thru the sky <3#also wanna see if i can get any fun ATC-related insider info and nerdery from the instructor etc#i hope they can tell me how to get into the control tower...#atc
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