#Dear Daisy

[assbread]

Sonnie & Daisy

[alucienasmusic]

Dear Daisy “Warning Sun” Official Music Video

[franitz]

Dear Daisy

[chez-cinnamon]

Meet Daisy Bus!!

I've had this idea in my head for months now- Clown said that Eddie would be the most likely to drive a vehicle, so I've made that canon in the RW AU!! She's a sweet and ditzy Volkswagen camper given to Eddie as a present for passing his license; though no one is exactly sure how she gained sentience,, at least Home has a friend now!!

Daisy Bus has a v close place in my heart bc when I was a baby my parents owned the IRL Daisy Bus before having to sell her before we moved abroad - not a day goes by that I don't think of her......

(Bonus Eddie license bc I thought it would be fun lmao)

[daisyletters]

Wednesday, 11/9/22, 2:36am

Dear Daisy,

I've lost a lot of trust over the years. Not that I really put much faith in very many people in the first place. I think a lot of it was just there out of the hope that there was some kind of security where it should be but never really was. I developed a very internal personality growing up. Which I don't think is inherently a bad thing, or particularly unique either. I learned really early on that the only person I could trust and depend on was myself. I lived by the model of "If I don't do it, no one will." I wasn't wrong in that thinking either.

There wasn't anyone there, even if they try to deny it and say that I'm remembering wrong (because I can't remember much at all) I do remember that. I can feel it too, rippling into my current life from my developmental years. I've been disappointed so many times that I try to not expect much so the fall is smaller. My Mom keeps saying "I'm sorry your childhood wasn't what you wanted it to be." As if I was expecting too much of it and should be grateful it wasn't worse. As if it is my expectations that were too high and causing this empty feeling. The blame just goes onto me, like it always has. Because I was the only one there, because I was the one responsible for everything, so of course there's no one else to blame. If anything went wrong I was responsible. So I had this constant gnawing anxiety about making everything right and doing everything correctly. "If you're gonna do it, do it right the first time." No room for mistakes, I always had to know better from the very start.

Some children grow up being treated as such. If it goes on too long they get rebellious and are bitter for continuing to be treated as children even when they have long since matured past that. I think this is probably more common from what I've seen, especially for girls, constantly being infantalized. They grow into adults who are fighting to be seen as mature and competent. But for me it was the opposite, I was treated as an adult from the start. With no break, no rest, born an adult. Then once I finally actually became one and could break free there was no going back. I can't go backwards but I still have that pain and desperate need for someone to take care of me. To pay attention to me, to take control and let me rest and simply exist. Maybe that's why I can only find peace when I'm alone. Because I am both the hurting child and trusted adult.

I don't know how to help that child. I can't be that child, it's too late. I'm a adult already. I just want someone to prioritize me for once, to choose me. I want to be important enough to be cared for. I never received that kind of love. It was conditional from both my parents. No one looked out for me, no one looked at me. And now I'm afraid that I'll end up in a bad situation because I'll jump at the first person to do it. I get left behind when someone better comes along, over and over. I only matter when there's no one else around but as soon as someone else shows up I get dropped. I know I have a fear of abandonment and I don't find it unjustified. But I also don't know how to make it hurt less. I don't know how to make it matter less.

I'm trying to choose me more, trying not to constantly give myself. Especially when I get nothing in return. I'm trying to prioritize myself even when others don't. Hopefully that's the right direction? Although it almost feels counterintuitive. I'm trying to protect myself because ultimately that's who I have. But it's scary. I've been yelled at for choosing myself before. Guilted and chastised for not giving in to other people's wants. For not prioritizing others desires and comforts over my own. Where's the line between selfish and self preservation? I really don't have all the answers.

Thanks for listening.

[aimeecarreros]

Gibberish HIGHLIGHT MEDLEY LEE HYUNJAE, THE BOYZ

[citrusbud]

doodling my little guys

[apolaskiart]

Trying to think of something witty to write after watching episode 9 of icebound but I can't so here's my reaction image.

[deepdeanvsweston]

*banging hockeysticks pots and pans together* it is JOLLY FOUL PLAY SEASON time to get bitchy with your best friend and also solve a murder that's really a secondary plot in all honesty because you simply canNOT understand why she'd be in contact with a BOY

[bruhlesbian]

entire time i was drawing this the "meet her at the love parade" remix was bumping in my head.. i reccomend

bellringer design based off of @butchlesbian-chiprevvington beatiful daisy bell !! and finally slightly more on model brian lol

[little-bambi4]

𝐼𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈, 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓎 𝒾𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒶𝓇𝒻𝓊𝓁 ౨ৎ

[redraspberryleaf]

[cherrytastiq]

happy birthday to butches (daisy)

[midnightmah07]

SHUT UP A FAIRY GALA (my second fav event) CHAPTER FOCUSING ON RUGGIE AND KALIM??????? OH MY GOSH IM EATING SO GOOD

They're so so so soooo cute!!! I need more interactions of them :((<333

My sobbing the way both Kalim and Ruggie are affecting each other in this chapter... It's so interesting to see how different they are (Kalim is rich, selfless and unable to do stuff by himself, Ruggie is poor, selfish and is practically perfect at everything) but at the same time they are similar (both of them value family a lot and have a unique relationship with food than most)... Like they have such potential for friendship... Don't mind me I'm just pushing my Ruggie & Kalim bestie agenda

[toilandtroubled]

𝙞 𝙬𝙞𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙙𝙖𝙮 — 𝙡𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙤𝙣

[itsdudidiary]

[11/04/2024]