#DePrEtion

[hels-world]

A veces todo dentro de ti llora, excepto tus ojos.

[pedersxn]

[grimaticerror]

Get this

White supremacists have a patterned history of labeling Hispanics or any marginalized group that migrated to America as.... uh ahem "retarded".  Bigots realize they are just projecting or attempting to continue the cycle of othering marginalized groups like this to keep their race or complexion at the top baseline of power and they will continue to make any excuse to keep it that way. I've literally been told I was retarded because I identified with something queer by people I would've hoped were joking. Racists and bigots have always been the narrow minded retards, you give them any course material from an ethnics studies class and they wouldn't be able to absorb any of it because of their own disinterests in not serving their agenda and this continues to be a tragedy for education across America as ethnic study classes have been banned in the state of Arkansas due to being ...."racist" towards white people, or as they claim, molding marginalized groups to see themselves as "professional victims," which is just.....🙄 To call an ESL Hispanic student retarded imo is very retarded. 

I went to a segregated school in South Los Angeles that consistent of nothing but black and brown students, some of brightest complexions from that school were never truly white, they were at most Spaniard/Latin ethnic mixtures from Europe and south America. I used to struggle so much in that pre-cal class back at that school, but it was a class you were put in if your grades reflected the potential of passing. That class consisted of my other peers who were in my honors classes in previous semesters. However, the whole backrow of kids in that class were migrated ESL students from Mexico/Salvador who were able to score 90% or above marks on their exams. My pre-cal professor always mentioned if people who didn't even speak a lick of English were able to pass their math class, that btw wasn't even taught in their language for a second, made him saw the potential of anyone passing because of the universal language that is math. 

I took that class, I did my best, failed, and cried about it with my other fluent English-speaking friends. At the time, I was embarrassed for myself but the older me now who went through extreme lengths of bullying and harassment for their marginalized identity by people from high white segregated areas that lived nowhere close to the poverty baseline in the LA county, I'm able to look back with a lot more appreciation with my experiences there, I wouldn't trade it for another school that was brighter in the northern white baseline of schools in LA. Infact a lot of the honors  classes there I felt were so fun and interactive, and I'm happy knowing I wouldn't have received these experiences had I gone to a brighter school. Having attended a white college in comparison to a black and brown school, I now know I wasn't really missing out on that much as I was told by the runaways that came from white schools. 

I wasn't inferior for being part of a marginalized group. I was just surrounded with disgusting bigots who proved they really didn't give af if they were putting down other ethnic/marginalized groups to keep themselves above power by oppressively labeling others. It didn't matter if they had latin or black friends either. It didn't make them less racist, they're latin friends were literally just misguided victims who think they can sympathize with their oppressors. Maybe you could convince them of their inferiority but not me, no, never me. Not ever again. 

[digitalfashionmuseum]

Blue silk dress, ca. 1867, French.

Designed by House of Depret.

Met Museum.

[callitjirai]

You can't describe yourself with just one photo? Ha. Hold my beer.

(The lack of Żywiec biały on the photo is purely because the hypothetical darer is holding it)

[fashionsfromhistory]

Dress

Madame Depret (Paris, France)

c.1870s

The three-piece pink faille gown with tulle dates back to c. 1870 and was donated by the estate of George L. Storm. The dress belonged to the donor’s grandmother, although whether paternal or maternal is unclear. The interior label reads “Mme Depret, Paris, FR.” Madame Depret was a respected dressmaker (c. 1860-1870) located at 11 Rue de Grammont, Paris. Her creations can now be found at institutions such as the Metropolitan Museum of Art.

New Canaan Museum & Historical Society

[skunkes]

❗

nvm, this episode was brought on by me exhibiting symptom that ive seen people with 80HD describe but i looked up dsm 5 diagnosis requirements and i absolutely dont have that shit LOL i change my mind Im not mentally ill im just lazy. See u guys in 2 months when i go thru this cycle again

i know and actively enjoy that it comes off as a joke every time i say this because I absolutely do undeniably have something wrong with me and my brain and have proved this over years of text posts on this website but um guys i think I may actually have a mental illness.

[jewellery-box]

In my country, we don't celebrate Halloween. But I couldn't leave my dear friends without something beautifully orange to fit in the colour palette of this holiday.

Dress, designer Depret, c. 1867-1871. The MET.

[fashion-from-the-past]

1867-1871

[hels-world]

[the-start-original]

THE START PAGE 17

"so wanna watch a horror movie..? I know it's cliché.. but look: I won't comfort you at all and I'll laugh if you get scared" *I chuckle* "okayyy, I'll do the same for you tho.." *I gently push them in a playful manner* "oh..? you wanna fight?.. I'll give you a fight!" *they say playing along, after that we play fight for like am 20 minutes, it was fun and all, but I would've liked it better if he didint kick me so much, I'll get my revenge someday tho :)* "oh shoot it's 12 pm" *Jeremy said surprised* "we could stay up a little more but you know... Blark is coming home and you know how he gets when he sees you.." *I chuckle* "he still afts like a puppy.. I feel like it would be weird if our feelings we're mutual tho... he's pretty young.." *Jeremy looks at me with a 'are-you-kidding-me' face* "oh yeah but when James was eighteen and you—" *I put a hand over their mouth* " yeah I get it... he was very depretative... but you can't talk you dididnt do anything about it!" *jeremy sighs in frustration* "we we're 15, we thought we we're 'sooo mature'  and that James treated you like a dream boy... we we're... very... gullible... i-.. I'm trying to comfort you when he does **that** type of shit to you and that's what matters... you're the **only one** that can break up with him no one else.. and you say you aren't ready... so this is the best I can do.." *I understood Jeremy's point of view after what he said I feel bad for them.. but deep down... I still don't know if I love them*

[digitalfashionmuseum]

Light Pink Faille and Tulle Dress, ca. 1870, French.

Designed by Madame Depret.

New Canaan Museum and Historical Society.

[vincentspork]

Depretion 👍

[potatoeenjoyer]

I used to listen to cavetown when i was younger ,like 14-16 when i was in a deep depretion and after i got a litle stable i could not listen to them without having all of it coming back,now 3 years later im listening to them again and the feelings are still there ,i didnt want tl go back becous i was so afraid and yes ,im facing the feelings i had when i was a kid ,i hate that music that i love got tainted by that experience and now i feel that same pit in my heart when i play theyr music,i want to be able to enjoy things i did when i was younger without remembering,i want to be young and change so i could not asociate thing i love with the pain i had ,but i cant ,and im facing those feelings head on so i can enjoy it again but now with a new mind maby i can give new feelings to it to

[funni-bunny-thing]

YEYEYE

1 more days till the remaster of the depretion

[inthemoodofharmony-blog]

It wasnt easy to deal with my depretion post pregnancy, I've lost my baby in 9 weeks. Feeling Lost but has to continue my life with all this memories i had, like i remember every details, every changing, every issues during pregnancy, for the love i kept in my heart for my beloved one.

And hard to say goodbye after realize that it no longer in my thumb, something that reminds me everything about you my love, its makes silent in me. And tears comes up.

But i know that Allah has written my destiny, so, that i just pray that everythings gonna be alright.