#DONT SAY U FAILED HIM
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watching a destiel divorce now for the like sixth time 😮💨 still going through it
#NOO DEAN DONT SAY THAT!!#gah.#bc why are they arguing about a fucking snake#WHY IS CAS TEARING UP HELLO#THIS IS LITERALLY A DIVORCE#ohh my god#DONT SAY U FAILED HIM#supernatural#spn#destiel#dean winchester#jack kline#sam winchester#deancas#destiel divorce#spn s14
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//did you know dark is canonically pussy with an inflated ego
((yes and I adore him))
#also like you guys r underestimating this guy a little. sure he didnt fight until he died for every situation or necessarily always fight#fair#but that doesnt mean he cant be competent when he needs to be.#hes clearly smart enough to make whatever that bracelet and those virabots were#it could easily be assumed he made the bracelet in a hurry too.#the joys of series like AVAM is a lot of it is so up in the air#and so I love just. projecting my NPD symptoms onto him. yk the pussy with an inflated ego disorder#like yes hes a coward with an inflated ego of course he tries to make up for what he failed to be in his creation#of course he fails at it once again and of course he feels like fucking shit over it#I have a tendency to get stuck in the details that I miss the bugger picture with like. my depiction of characters#so if Im depicting him in a way that doesnt say failed machine with a superiority complex I may have failed#also u may wanna look into the psychological context of a superiority complex if u dont know. its more than just 'Im better than these guys'#behind the darkness#bigger not bugger fuck my baka life#I love how this looks like it was written as an insult but I just took it as a chance to ramble abt my fav guy#he sucks. thats why I love him
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some shippers when solas has had important relationships from thousands of years ago and he can't just forgive himself for failing those closest to him then and go "okie dokie!" when his wife tells him he can come back home
#dragon age fandom critical#solavellan#im sorry some of you are not serious he literally says in the cutscene i wish ur forgiveness soothed my faults but unfortunately#hes been on this path for CENTURIES before lavellan was even born like yes he would like to apologize to mythal#AND HE LEFT LAVELLAN CLUES BC SHE WANTED HIM TO TRACK HIM SHE WANTED HER TO STOP HIM#unfortunately sometimes you kinda need your best friend turned master turned opp to say it's ok#like she literally came in went well lolz we both fucked up teehee i release u from indentured servitude PCE#and some of u are still mad#RELATIONSHIPS DONT EXIST IN A FUCKING VACUUMM!!!!!!#mind you mythal got betrayed by her own deranged husband who then got locked away and she was lobotomized#and then after she protected her people in this new world solas showed up and went well im bombing it#LIKE UNFORTUNATELY. SINCE HE KILLED FLEMETH HE KINDA NEEDED TO ATONE FOR THE NUMEROUS GRIEVANCES HE CAUSED IN MYTHALS LIFE TOO#also like even tho it was mythals choice to follow her husband and it was her own undoing#solas as a spirit of wisdom who knew better and warned her still thinks he failed her and not vice versa bc it was his Nature.#i also think it would be largely out of character for solas to just go okie after lavellan forgives him#he literally broke up w her bc he felt he was betraying this path of repentance he made up for himself#he wished it was as easy to just cast aside & get over it and adapt like mythal clearly has but#in his core he feels deeply. his regrets his losses his pain. he is a spirit#he is not a man. he is weighed down by emotions the mortal coil cannot comprehend#it is also why he did not want cole bound or inq drinking from the fountain#he made a choice and he failed and he carried that burned for centuries#he would not have that thrust upon someone else#and he also cannot wash away the guilt without confronting it. and he hasnt been confronting it until hes trapped#and even then his last confrontation w mythal b4 vg was when he gutted her to seize power and do what HE thought he must
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Aiimmmssss,
We both know Zoro holds a lot of guilt on his shoulders for a variety of things, how do you help him through it? 👀
just rip my heart from my chest next time, it’ll hurt less /j .. ily ෆ
often times, the words of others does not ease the immense weight of guilt that rests on our shoulders. they can help — a temporary fix, a small bandaid over a wound in desperate need of stitches.
but what zoro needs is deeper. he needs someone to keep him company as he tries to stitch himself up with a slightly shaky hand. thread by thread, mending himself in the way he’s always known, trying to erase the shame he feels for his failures — the ones that taunt him every time he closes his eye for too long.
i’d like to think that my presence would give him a little reassurance. i’d help him whisk away all of the impure thoughts that threaten him, chasing them far, far away. there’s not much i could really say to make him feel better, but knowing that i’m there and i love him for every single piece of him, helps soothe his mind a bit.
so his hand becomes steadier, the threading becomes quicker, and the wound begins to heal.
#THANK YOU FOR ASKING !!! (she said through tears)#something i been thinking about for awhile neooooww >_<#hes got so much pride and his ‘failures’ help drive him to be better and do better for next time#i say failures lightly btw bc i dont think hes ever truly failed. not in my eyes !!! hes always done his best and i love him for it#i feel like when it comes to letting himself down he can handle it a lot better#but i know marineford haunts him all too much. sabaody too…. and that’s when a little gentleness would be good#i know he can take care of himself but !!!!!!! he doesn’t have to do it alone :(#okay i’m rambling and shaking and trembling i love him but i love u more#⌕ — spotted .ᐟ#ᡣ𐭩 𓂃 nesi besi friendo .ᐟ#🪷 ⊹ ₊ ⋆ ᴀᴍᴏʀᴏ .
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I’m so over the dismissal of Louis as a character on his own, the constant misinterpretations of Louis, the unwarranted villainizing of Louis (not saying he’s an angel, but blaming him for things that are not his fault), the sidelining of Louis, all of it!!!!!!!!!!! and it’s almost always just in service of boosting Armand or Lestat🙄🙄🙄🙄 Stop it!!!!!!!!
#iwtv#rambles#blaming Louis SINGLE-HANDEDLY for the death of claudia is some sick shit#like….that was armand babe#and it’s in service of a non-existent version of armand#like you can like armand that’s fine i love him#but don’t take away his fault and put it on louis and say it was bc armand wanted to be loved#like fuck off#i’m rambling again whoops#dumb!!!#also i dont agree w the post that says louis is so dumb#like he was all in on Lestat’s tricks but that doesn’t mean he’s a dumb idiot#ugh whatever i’m done#sorry!!#wait adding a tag: i don’t blame louis for claudia’s death (re:single-handedly) i think he can be blamed for putting her in position#to stay w the coven after armand threatened her and he ignored it#like he failed claudia many times but he did not cause the fucking trial u weirdos
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is it autism or is it a symptom of previous longterm social isolation and lack of agency ?
#i think. im not good at being a person.#ive finally gotten some alone time and i am reflecting. and well.#i dont think you can make me socially aware ^-^ i dont think i'll ever get good at it.#i donknow why ^-^👍 and i dont think it matters 👍#i think hes getting tired of me alreadyyyy......#and i think. lots of other ppl . dont see me wout him already also.#ive managed this already... impressive ^-^#but the japanese international girls like me so !!! it doesnt matter !!! i have. two nice friends. and 1 intimidating friend.#i will not get bullied or made fun of or be in ungetoutable bad situations bc of. mafia friend.#and then i will recharge and be silly around. nice friends.#i think the fact that im actively thinking about this. doesnt do anything for my case.#i think. im getting masking lessons. when i hang out w him. if it really is the autism. and im failing a little bit.#he thinks ive got anxiety. 💭💭 psych major ass. sorry. my roommates also psych major. why are they. talkers.#theyre scawy.#they both got adhd too. whats with that#anyway.#i want to get a haircut.#and hes like. well. hes literally 4 real a model. and his mom was a model. and all his friends were. guess what. models.#so. scary. so i will go to a shitty salon w a nice normal level of social skill friend and then not say anything i think.#i love yapping on here this is awesome. i can just say anytging.#non u know me in real life#how did i end up making friends w the most 'popular guy' guy in the world this is so stressful.#everyone likes him. there are ppl who only talk to me to get an idea of where he might be at. what happened.#howd i go from friendless loser to. loser but in a completely different friend environment. friends w guy who is too good at making friends#but chooses to hang out w me ? does he choose to do that. is it all coincidence?#how did i get here. it really doesnt feel real#i want. to . explode.#yknow i never even really talked to boys before this also. wtf. wtf..#i have only been saying nice things so far i think but i think its important to know that he. scares me. hes so from bc.#i have always been scared of island ppl theyre. all so mad always. and guess what he is too. and yet here i am.
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continued from here / @bruz3r
dammit. maybe dick should've stayed quiet because while he was generally very good at pop quizzes --- there was just no way bruce had a secret, sixth finger. " four. " he answers instead. vaguely proud of himself for being able to deduce what his eyes couldn't translate. he must've failed that too though, by the way gloved hands come to frame his face. instinctively, he leans into it for a second. it's gentle --- the feather light touch of an examiner with practice but eventually the mounting pressure still makes dick's lips twist in displeasure and his body jerk to escape it. the room was spinning, his head felt like a trash compactor slowly but surely crushing his brain and WHY was he suddenly under a spotlight? nightwing hadn't realized he'd closed his eyes with the discomfort until he tried to open them again. he withdrew entirely, like he could escape what could outrun the flash (on a bad day) and yet the movement doesn't feel great either (and the light miraculously still catches him). distantly, he's aware he needs to focus but right now that was like trying to write a letter on an etch-a-sketch in an earthquake. bruce's voice always did cut through the static --- even now. it takes him a second to process what said words mean, and it's that same moment that bruce apparently decides dick needs an incentive to stay still. he's too slow right now --- the fog too strong for his instincts to kick in so it's only by the time he's already chained up that he's trying to evade it, eyes sloppily opening and closing when the lights simultaneously became too much and not enough at alternating intervals. voice more like a whine when he says: " no, no, give me a second b, i'll be fine. " he's walked off worse. MUCH worse even, and a little lucky shot to the head did NOT constitute bruce going back into the fight ALONE. but of course, batman's call. he's gone before dick's heavy lips can form another protest. luckily, dick grayson was raised to know all of batman's little tricks. had used a cuff similar to this in a thousand and one scenarios on his own and had trained extensively on how to get out of them. silly bruce. with a smug feeling blooming in his brain it's only when he realizes he can't see the latch, nor are his hands steady enough to precisely find it that he realizes the flaw in his plan. RIGHT. despite what his vision is telling him he does not in fact have three right hands. Hmm, new plan. when the lights go back out he sighs in relief --- a small bit of pressure loosening. but alfred's voice --- a voice he loves and cherishes and hopes to hear far more often than he does is currently drilling into his skull like a construction project on a deadline, he doesn't even think about taking his own earpiece out until he's already done it, last understandable words a simple " i can't --- " that doesn't really have an object. that of course just makes it so he can hear the fight he's not currently apart of and he pulls, uselessly at the chain once again. think, grayson, THINK. (ow.) he's sitting with his forehead against the cool metal of the bat-cuff, trying to will the concussion away when he feels the air shift. either it's batman or dick's going to have a very awkward conversation with a gun man. " i'm almost out. " maybe mentally, but the bat-cuff was as good as the day b built it. " just give me a second. "
#bruz3r#dick says HEY >:(#if dick had been coherent that 'son' alone wouldve concussed him#ur reply was so amazing step one: try not to cry about bruce & dick. .... failed step one.#v. tbt.#hope u dont mind i continued it!!!
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#the comments on that post saying he’s in love#or that they’re a perfect couple#or that he’s finally found happiness with someone#u what#this is the bad place i swear#am i being a serial monogamist shipper or am i just struggling to understand the preference#of a ship that’s had literally 4 scenes together and have known eachother for 3 weeks#over the ship who have been best friends for 6 years. coparents saved eachother’s lives#codependency and established trust and love#a history#a slow burn over a fast burn#girlies they are not in love after 2 episodes 1 kiss and 1 failed date. i promise#no hate to people who do ship them or multi shippers#do whatever makes you happy#but i’m seeing a lot of hate directed at people who DONT ship them. a lot of -phobic words#chat is it homo/biphobic to have a favourite fictional ship#also i know this has been discoursed a lot but#the amount of putting him on a pedestal as this perfect queer elder who can do no wrong#the perfect introduction to queerness (huh??)#it sits weirdly with me#especially because it suggests eddie is not good enough. not suitable#not worthy of being a first queer love#have i ever ranted so much in my life#yes. but out loud alone in my flat
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gbf zarina literally wants to do NOTHING with the big plot, belial, lucilius, lucifer, sandalphon. she just wants to fuck around as a primal, watch mortals, and just chill. she does NOT want to go back to the days before ok let her have funny goofy times she's been overworked by lucilius before it's enough ok. her shift ended, her boss was dead and he should've stayed dead but no some goofed and brought him like why.
#zarina in gbf is comedic when you dont take into consideration the overall plotting point#of her doing the dirty and grunt work for lucilius in terms of executing the unworthy and the failed experiments#and also controlling them for lucilius and being THE tool to use for fluid experiments and research#since she literally cannot say anything against cilius#but assist him and lucifer in primal research and being the tool#but after that it's funny because she just wants to be that meme of a disappearing kid#when shit goes down like 'yeah fuck all of you im out'#so gran/djeeta and lyria have to be like 'but help us u live in this world too :c'#and like. yeah. i live here. but like u dont want me to go against cilius cuz its 1 way ko#if she afraid of cilius? nah. she just knows the odds and would rather be a bit more hedonistic for a bit longer#❄ ― RAMBLINGS & SCREAMS. ╱ discussions of life and the beautiful under the sun.
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reblogging again with @aq2003 's tags bcs they're literary fire
I know that Richard2Shakespeare is played as an obnoxious little twink for political and drama reasons (you’re telling me a queer coded this tragedy etc) and to let the actors chew the scenery a bit, and the indecisiveness is a tragic flaw that sets him apart from the clear penetrating masculinity of eg Bolingbroke etc etc. it’s great that there is a whole play about “the deserved downfall of cunty little maximalist who changes his Starbucks order 3 times with a huge line behind him.” However, I have forgotten what I was great revelation I was going to write here, so here are some richard2shakespeares I found while trying to remember


#i need to actually pick apart the text and annotate it cuz i probably missed a lot but i WILL play devils advocate for one second#and say that richard ii works both as a character and a play FOR ME because bolingbroke isn't exempt from the criticism#and richard becomes more and more sympathetic and more in touch with his humanity as he loses his power#at least this is what i got from the dt version. richard's flaws do not come from him being a gay little freak! i agree#his flaws all stem from how he was crowned king as a small child and held above everyone around him. unable to relate to/connect w others#the problem is not richard and his fail twink swag it's the system of the monarchy itself#that is inherently flawed. 'god given right to rule' doesn't mean anything they're both just some guys w a crown on their head#he quite literally shines a mirror onto bolingbroke and says the brittleness of glory in his own face is the same as bolingbroke's#the mirror is powerful imagery because it seems to convey richard's vanity on the surface but it's actually#him looking at himself and seeing how fragile and shallow the position of king is. like in general. outside of his own devastation#or maybe i'm just reading into stuff that isn't there and/or watched it wrong idk#regardless to keep the story relevant in a modern era i feel like you would want to make a point of criticizing the monarchy as a system#rather than having ur thesis statement b ab one monarch being worse than another. richard can stay a gay little freak if u keep that in#ricky 2#you can take all these tags w a grain of salt btw. again i have not eaten the text like i did w hamlet#i dont know it like the back of my hand or anything i just watched the dt version and had a gender crisis over it
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WEE HEE this is cute and funny...using these tags as an excuse for more rambling... Vamps have a dual intake system where they both feed through holes in their teeth to get it into the system, and use their stomachs as a reservoir for extra. Dis is why, in that one quick comic i did ages ago, [skunker] asks talon if they're getting blood from them for "fang" (teeth holes, fountain of youth) or "food" (just drinking it as normal, for extra storage, Monster Mode failsafe)
Usually Talon just lets his hunger come back so he can look old but I can imagine situations where he either blood-lets or, you know, expels blood from his stomach. Im actually still figuring out the full details of blood reservoir, as it would be there in case a vampire didnt have access to blood for a very long time...if both systems are fully empty the vampire will transform into a mindless rampaging beast...dis is to ensure that blood gets into them Somehow.
Maybe it can be like how people train themselves to behave differently wrt hunger. Like Talon is on empty "fang" all the time so he's trained his "stomach" to slowly release/absorb the blood he has to still sustain him, tricking his body into thinking it has to because well, it seems like this guy doesn't ever have much access to blood? So best not to waste all he has stored at once ➡️ prevents himself from turning into a beast... Idk!
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#oc text#adjacent to the tags i did want to write a comic in where talon wakes everyone by throwing up blood#as the result of an intense nightmare (vampires dont even need to sleep and then even rarely dream so a horrific#nightmare could be that strong)#and while smunker and al are both trying to clean everything up and calm him down one of them is like#aw man do u want to/need to get any of that blood back? u can feed off of me...#talon's like. breaking to go lick it back off the floor or something and they have to stop him LOL#anyway now actually back to the tags i think the bleh patooie wld be so cute. scientists at work trying to make this real#in general i think talon wld always drink to full because he is not immune to going overboard once he starts feeding#ykwim. i myself hate eating but will go hard if you put my favorite meals in front of me#so perhaps this cld be possible....says he's only going to feed a bit but Fails as usual then gets dramatic about it#before putting on his mask and hiding away for a good while#or deciding if he's going to use up blood energy to shapeshift back to old
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ʏᴀɴᴅᴇʀᴇ ɴᴇʀᴅ x ʀᴇᴀᴅᴇʀ

yandere nerd who everyone hates bc hes a lil bitch and tattletell
yandere nerd who even u hate
yandere nerd who voluntarily becomes your tutor once the teacher said you are failing
yandere nerd who has a huge blush on his face while helping you on your homework, stuttering in every sentence
yandere nerd whose cock gets hard when he sees your gaze on him, paying attention to every word he says
yandere nerd who bites his lip to hold in a moan when you complimented how smart he was
yandere nerd who u still dont fw, but appreciate bc he got your grades higher
yandere nerd who realizes that one your grades get nhigher, you wont need him anymore, so he hacks the teachers computer to bring your test score to a 0 (lil BITCH)
yandere nerd who you now go to everyday for tutoring, going to his house
yandere nerd who hides his shrine of your things, and panties he stole
yandere nerd who never had a touch of a woman other than his mother
yandere nerd who has a blush and stuttering when you rubbed his back, trying to fight his urges to palm himself through his pants
yandere nerd who cries and begs you to stay over at his house when it starts getting dark, knowing that if you left he was gonna cry into his pillow, wanting to see you
yandere nerd who manages to convince you to stay over, cuddling ontop of you, putting your head between his boobies
yandere nerd who whispers sweet things to you as he wrapped his legs around your waist, not wanting you to leave him
yandere nerd who now clings into you, saying that you guys are basically dating after that cuddle session
yandere nerd who pouts and sulks whenever you hang out with someone other than him, it could even be your female bestie and he would be pulling on your arm, telling you "lets go!!! I dont wanna be near this roach!! Come, n/n!!" whining
yandere nerd who suffers from jealousy issues, wanting to bang his head against the wall anytime you post an insta picture that has someone other than you in it
yandere nerd who pouts as he touches himself, rubbing his pinkish tip as he messages you crazy text messages saying what he wants you to do to him, jealous that you were hanging out with someone other than him he wants that cute, pretty hand of your touching him, and shoving ur fingers down his throat
yandere nerd who is ur lil helper and will always be! <33

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(long story and no short sorry) GUYSSS I DID ITT
I INDUCED IT!!!!! I WAS PURE AS A FUCKING BABY
IDK WHAT TO SAY (ok enough w capslock)
i have so much to say and not a thing at da same time idk how
anyway i want to begin with thanking you @b4ddprincess bc youre the reason i realized why i started this thing. thank you for making my life better and make me realized what i need to do: nothing. (its same for you guys, all u have to do is nothing)
two fuckn years ago i said to myself that i need a better life, quiter life, less fight with everthing bc everything was so loud and not clear i was feeling lost like a child in the market, and i wanted to make things better for myself in every way, but the main idea of my reasons to wanting to get in the void was: making anxiety go and having better people in my life. but the ''voidlist'' just never stopped bc im kinda greedy(having the idea of controling on your life, the idea of that power makes you greedy. yes thats a thing) anyway the more i add to the list the more i feel like im movin away from my desires then i feel depressed bc ive overcomplicating it bc theres so many things to do but i dont do anything so nothing happend bc i was waiting to be someth happen. and then i started doing awkwardly silly things such as: void routines and challenges and (im embarrassed of this one bc i was too desperate) drinking water
youve read it correct drinking water.
i was sooo desperate for having those things id do anything to get them.
i am simple. i want what everyone wants🎀🎀🎀: shifting realities bc i have so many crush and i need them to be crush me in bed(for 2020 girlies)
being an academic weapon is so easy for me🎀(bc of the urge to make my family proud) +dream collage
being the girl that everyone gets along w(basic needs)
being the girl who is pretty not cute(trauma response)
glowing aura(cats loves people w glowing aura yes thats a thing too)
dream body n hair(bc i deserve this🎀)
healthy (girlyfriend)friends(basic needs)
and of course him, my sp(i cant tell wich one at that time but i releived that its not him now, bc MY BELOVED CURRENT BF. guyss he is the one. dont u dare ask me how you know? i literally manifested him🎀)
then i realized i can have everything bc its my reality so why not add these:
new phone, +macbook air
dream apartment of my own
pinterest closet
lifa app for this reality
financially free-money(a lot. like really a lot)
knowing 4 languages like a native person(bc i want to be diplomat so bad) +sign language(its in general)
a little drama(its not gonna hurt anybody)
my parents being more lovable and away from me
every time i try to get in, either i was failing or falling
and im sick of it, sick of it so much i quit.(for a year)
then i go to the theraphy(ofc no im jk ilove being crazy)
one day i saw a post ss from tumblr about pure consciousness on pinterest and i was like whaat is thiiss. no mention of void so i thougt its a diffrent thing and i download the tumblr again and search everything abt it. and same excitement again after one year same thougts and same list popes up in my head. and i was like ok maybe this time itll happen.
still waiting to be someth happen so nothing happend, it was such a waste of time trying to get in while i was already be, i was already what i want to become. i was that girl that everyone gets along with but i couldnt even see bc i was too focused on wanting to be. but still tried every night and failed. and again tried-failed-quit circle bc.. have you ever met me🎀
4 month ago i saw the girl, iconic blogger and the goddess of my dreams, her @b4ddprincess thx again love u so much
a post pops in my fyp and i see the words ''pure consciousness'' i was like noo not again. and i was serious abt it i wasnt gonna read the whole thing but it attract me n i couldnt resist it so ive read it from the top to the bottom. and she got my interest so i stalked her page from the last and to the first post. it was quiet a beautiful journey for me. lasted like 3 days, the end of the 3rd day i was ''woaw it was this easy all along? u cant be serious.'' she was. i tried one last time, no breathing exercise, no ridiculous routines and no waiting something to be happen. it was just me being real me chilling out asf.
and it was this easy and it should be this easy bc being your 4d self is being nothing also being everything at the same time. if u wanna be everything you should be nothing first(as wizardliz saying: drop the old story, leave the victimhood, for being better stop being bitter etc.)u should make a space for everything first and then u can be everything.
for being 4d self of yours stop being your3dself.
sooo long story (no)short i am writing this from my mac in my new apartment(in middle of the night bc i couldnt sleep and then one tumblr notification reminded me i have a success story to share too) and my phone buzzing two minutes a time bc of my friends while im writing this, so if theres anything wrong ignore it pls.
oh u asking my bf how cute, hes sleepin in my bed now, exhausted from the work n school balance.
YWS SCHOOL!! im in my dream collage and im going to be in paris for a week. i deserve a vacation i guess(its for another conference), i kinda hate french men bc theyre so mansplaning(not like how i imagined, its hard to be friends w them)girls are cute but i feel like theyre aware im not permanent there so we just con buddies still cute and hepful for this foreigner.
and i canceled the lifa app thingy bc i can be my purest consciousness anytime i want, so i am my lifa app.
and thx to 4 languages i make a lot of money and that brings us to the pinterest closet, yesterday i realiased that. theyre not comes to me w an imaginary way like i imagined! i go outside for shopping casually and theyre there luckily i have enough money to buy them.
and my family theyre living in our hometown now so as i want it to be, we are away from eachother.
and the most magical thing: SHIFTING REALITIESSS
i did 5 world before i met w my bf. it was such a wonderful experience. if you have doubts abt shifting you can go fuck urself
because sir i did it and i am very sure that dean winchester being my husband is not a daydream, fantasy nor lucid dreaming. believe it or not he kissed me GOD HE KİSSED ME(someone should stop me i have a bf)
is there anything i missed let me see.. cats i have 2 cats now and theyre adorable. glowing aura-check
the girl who is pretty not cute- check +make anxietygo-checkcheckcheck
dream body and hair- check and check
i wanna give u a info i didnt have all my desires by being my4dself
not directly actually. but i have them all. and thats the point.
im not trying to be a blogger but if you have any question abt anything, id be happy to help
now i need to upgrade things in my farm byeess
loves, siena.
#void success stories#pure consciousness#i am state#the void state#4d reality#void state#loass#manifesation#manifesting#shiftblr#shifting consciousness#manifestblr
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Faking It (Logan Howlett x Fem!Reader)
𐙚 prompt: charles forces you and logan to do a mission together in order to help you bond. 𐙚 cw: enemies to lovers, one bed trope, if this does well i’ll do a part 2 w smut ;) cussing, 𐙚 a/n: thanks to everyone who's sent me req's! this wasnt a req but id already started it haha if youve sent a req ill try to get to it asap.... also so many ppl wanted to be added to a taglist but for the nsfw alphabet post i dont think it tagged like half the ppl?? so im sorry if u dont get tagged, im trying to fix it :)
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“Professor, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean—”
“(Y/N), it’s not me you should be apologizing to. It’s your team. That’s who you both let down.” He eyes flick between you and Logan.
“I’ll go apologize to them now.” You turn to leave.
“You too Logan.” Charles says.
On this latest mission, you needed to sneak into a factory and take down all of the enemies— But you and Logan were arguing so loudly, you alerted all of the rivals, turning a few quick sneak attacks into full blown fights. No one was badly injured but you still felt horrible about it.
“This is all your fault.” You mumbled, just loud enough for Logan to hear.
“My fault? You’re kidding.” He huffs.
“Shut up.” You walk ahead of him, on the way to the common room to see your team.
Everyone was sitting there, talking amongst themselves. Once you and Logan entered, they all stopped their conversations and looked at you.
“Guys. I am so sorry about this mission.”
“I’m sorry, extremely sorry, and I apologize for my behavior.” Logan mocked your expression of regret.
“You are such a child, Logan! I’m trying to apologize!” You raised your voice.
“I am too!”
“Can you two just stop?” Hank stood up, silencing you both. “Your attitudes have been getting in the way of every mission. If you guys can’t get along then maybe you shouldn’t be here.”
“Oh..” You didn’t know how to respond. You couldn’t believe you let your dislike for Logan get in the way of your job, so much that they thought you shouldn’t be an X-Man anymore.
They all left the room, leaving just you and Logan to culminate in your thoughts.
“I think it’s pretty obvious we’re not going to get along any time soon.” He broke the silence.
“We’ll figure it out.”
“Yeah, whatever you say.” He walked out, as you sat in the empty room.
The next day, Xavier called you and Logan into his office yet again. You were concerned, worried he might be kicking you off the team. But instead, he said he had a mission for you two.
“I need you to pose as a couple. You’ll be going to an upscale hotel in Manhattan. It’s a cover for a drug smuggling ring. You two will stay as guests in order to collect information. I need everyone that is there, guests and workers alike, to think you two are madly in love. We don’t know who could be involved, so we can’t have them think anything suspicious.”
“Professor, is that the best idea? We just blew the last mission because we couldn’t stop arguing.”
“If you two fail this mission, I will have no choice but to replace both of you. You are amazing at what you do, but your arguing affects everyone. Not just yourselves.”
“Okay. We won’t let you down.” Logan speaks up.
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The trip to the hotel was long and frustrating. You two couldn’t agree on anything the entire time. You criticized his driving, he criticized what you put on the radio, and how loud it was. You called him an old man, which just resulted in the radio being turned off and continuing the last hour drive there in silence.
When you arrived, it was late afternoon. Logan, pretending to be your fiance, grabbed all the bags by himself and walked inside. The hotel was huge. It was upscale, classy. So fancy you were afraid to touch anything, in fear it might break.
“Hi! Checking in for Anderson.” He greeted the front desk clerk, giving his forged name. He dropped the bags on the floor and you wrapped yourself around his now-free arm, squeezing it.
“Hello, Mr. Anderson.” She smiled back, “Let’s see. You had the penthouse, correct?”
“That’s right.”
“We’re celebrating our engagement!” You beamed, holding out your hand, showing off your fake engagement ring.
“That’s lovely. Congratulations! We’ll have a bottle of champagne in your room for celebration.”
“Thank you so much!” You squeaked.
He finished the check-in process, then you headed to the top floor.
The penthouse was absolutely gorgeous. It was huge, the size of a decent apartment. Just like the lobby, you were afraid to break something.
“Wow.. This is amazing. Only time I’ll ever get to stay in a penthouse and it’s with you.” You said, as he shut the door.
“I was just thinking the same thing. Now, c’mon we gotta go to the pool. Get changed.” He handed you your bag.
You opened it, pulling out your bikini. It was the only one you had, admittedly from a few years ago. You didn’t have time anymore to relax by a pool or go swimming in the ocean, so this swimsuit had to do. It was a simple black string bikini.
You went inside the bathroom to change. Once you had your swimsuit on, you felt a little self conscious at the amount of skin showing, but figured it’d help with the whole ‘can’t keep your hands off your new fiance’ vibe you and Logan needed to exude for this mission.
You walked out of the bathroom, faking confidence you didn’t have. Logan had taken the opportunity to just change in the living space since he was alone. He was wearing black swim trunks. It was funny, it looked like you two had matched on purpose.
“Wow.” He said quietly, clearing his throat.
“What? You like what you see?” You joked at his clear uncomfortableness with seeing you in such little clothing.
“Whatever, let’s just go.” He spat, grabbing two towels, the key, and exiting the room.
The second you were out the door, you both had big smiles on your face. His arm was around you, holding your side as you headed to the pool.
It wasn’t too busy, just a few kids with their parents, and a bartender at the outdoor bar. You told him you wanted a drink, so that’s where you headed first.
“Hey, can I get two Mojitos?” Logan asked, handing him the room key “And can you just charge it to our room?”
“Of course,” He started working on the drinks immediately, while you two sat and people-watched. He finished the drinks, and gave you them and the room key back.
You said thank you as you walked off, hoping Logan would just follow. There was a small hot tub that was empty, so that’s where you went. You stepped in carefully, afraid of slipping, and sat down in the warm water.
“Really?” Logan whispered, a fake smile still adorned on his face.
“This is what couples do, Logan. And we’re a couple for this weekend. So sit down and act like you love me, sweetie.” Your grin was starting to hurt your cheeks.
He sat down across from you, and you mentally rolled your eyes. You got up, and repositioned yourself, sitting in his lap, “What part of ‘act like you love me’ are you not getting?”
He was frozen for a moment, caught off guard but quickly acted like he was happy to have you there, to not draw suspicion. You both took sips of your drink, as you continued to nonchalantly looked around.
You two stayed at the pool for awhile, taking mental notes of the guests and employees you saw. Honestly, this hotel didn’t seem too strange. But Xavier said it was a front so you guessed that’s why it seemed so normal, for their cover.
Once your drinks were empty, and the sun had started to go down, you both decided to head back up to the room. He got out drying himself off before wrapping you up in your towel. He picked you up and carried you bridal-style to the penthouse.
“Logan!”
“What? Just acting like I love you.” He smirked.
Once inside the room, he set you down. “I’m gonna go shower.” You stated, not really knowing what to do.
He just nodded, walking off to the kitchenette. You grabbed your bag and headed to the bathroom.
***
You mentally cursed yourself as you scrambled through your bag, searching for a pair of pajama shorts you thought you packed, but they were nowhere to be found.
“This cannot be real.” You whispered. The only other clothes you brought were jean shorts, and you sure as hell weren’t going to sleep in those.
You pulled out your oversized sleepshirt, putting it on. The hem landed right above the middle of your thigh. It was a little shorter than the length of a nightgown, so you just hoped he wouldn’t notice. You slipped on a pair of panties, snatched up your things, and exited the bathroom.
You immediately bumped into Logan, who was standing right outside the door.
“What the fuck?” You raised your voice, annoyed. “Why are you right outside the door?”
“I was about to knock. You’ve been in there for over an hour.”
“It’s all yours!” You sassed.
You walked over to the small kitchen, and see he had already opened up the champagne. You had a glass as you sat on a barstool, writing down some notes about the people you’d observed earlier. Pouring yourself another glass, you headed over to the bed.
Just as you made yourself comfortable, Logan came out of the washroom, in just a towel. You stared at his wet torso for a moment, hypnotized.
“My eyes are up here.” He laughed.
You looked up, embarrassed.
“Forgot my clothes. Hey, wait, why are you in the bed?”
“…Because I’m the girl?”
“You're also the short one. I can’t fit on that couch.”
“Oh, c’mon. It’s a big bed. We can both fit just fine. Unless you’re nervous. Never slept with a girl before, Lo?”
He sighed, clearly not wanting to argue, before taking his clothes and escaping back to the bathroom. You silently celebrated your victory.
He came out a few moments later, turning off the lights, sliding under the blankets and getting comfortable. You both ended up facing the same direction. If he was any closer, he’d be the big spoon, but there was a few inches separating you.
You adjusted your body, and accidentally felt your ass rub against him. You went rigid from humiliation, before scooting away slightly, ignoring it since he didn’t say anything.
You tried to fall asleep, but it was difficult, for many reasons. One, you’re not used to having someone else in your bed. Two, he was breathing heavily. Three, you couldn’t stop thinking about how sexy he was.
Of course, you knew Logan was attractive, you’d thought that since the moment you first saw him. But today, probably because of the faux-gagement, the touching, the flirting, you saw him differently. He was still getting on your nerves, but the flames between you two… His body… It was unlike before.
You exhaled a breath you didn’t know you were holding. You twiddled your feet, moving around your body nervously, before unintentionally grazing your ass against his crotch again.
“Y’know, if you keep rubbing your ass against my dick, I’m gonna do something about it.” His words sounded gruff in your ear, but they gave you butterflies.
“Maybe that’s what I want.”
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MR. AND MS. SNOW | TOM BLYTH
PAIRING. tom blyth x fem!actress!reader
SUMMARY. where you’re one of the main characters for the ballad of songbirds and snakes and fans ship you with your co-star, tom blyth!
part two ~ part three

ynuser snow would be so boygenius cottage girl core if he wasn’t crazy!
tagged @/tomblyth, @/rachelzegler
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tomblyth boygenius what now?
user1 YES QUEEN INTRODUCE HIM TO BOYGENIUS
user2 she’s so unserious i love her hello
rachelzegler if only he wasn’t crazy 😔
iloveyn miss girl saying this as if she wasn’t his literal girlfriend and as crazy as him in the movie
➥ ynuser afraid you ate me up with that one 💔
➥ iloveyn OMG HI

tomblyth thanksgiving
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ynuser 🦃🦃
user3 hi bae
user4 are those.. yn’s hands.. in 3rd pic
➥ user5 WAIIIIT CAUSE…






yndaily miss yn in her new video with vogue! here are all the times yn mentioned tom blyth (you’re welcome) 🤭
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user6 girly was mentioning tom like 100 times in this video
user7 imma be sick
user8 if they’re not inlove i dont even know what they are
user9 they’re INLOVE YOUR HONOR
iloveyn HIM CALLING HER? HER TELLING US THAT HE TRIED CHEERING HER UP AFTER SEEING HER IN TEARS?
user10 yn avocot try not to mention tom blyth challenge failed
ilovetomblyth they never beating the dating allegations
ynsboyfriendreal who is this white man of the month and why is he with my gf
➥ iloveyn LMAOO REALL

tomblyth well, the jig is up! mr and ms. snow. dating this beautiful girl not only in the ballad of the songbirds and snakes but also irl (p.s yes, it was me calling her during the interview! sorry love!)
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user11 “love” im crying
user12 siri remind me to book a therapy appointment
user13 time to listen to phoebe bridgers and cry. a LOT.
ynuser “jig is up” you old man
➥ tomblyth well u love this old man
➥ user14 OH MY GOD???
rachelzegler finally! no more secrets!
user16 everyone going insane over this is so real
user17 casually drops bomb like rebels did at arena
➥ user18 SICKKK😭😭😭
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bf things with boynextdoor
03z + 04z
sungho
cooks for you without a second thought. wants his baby fed and even before you started dating he always made extra when he knew you were coming around
sticks up for you always. if he sees ANYONE mistreating or teasing you too much he makes sure to end it there.
thinks you're THE funniest person alive. laughs harder and smiles more when you're around
lots of dates (shopping, cafe, eating, museums,etc.) but also loves to just stay in, cook and watch movies with you, talking and cuddling, he serenades you sometimes playfully >_<
loves to play with your hair and hold your hands- so simple but its so endearing and special to him to feel the back of your hand or your fingers curled in his own.
riwoo
was literally so shy around you before you started dating, now you are the person he feels most at home with. he doesn’t say it all the time but it shows when he’s around other people
carries your bags for you, holds your drink, etc. with no hesitance- even if someone points it out
is quite observant about your moods, habits, likes and dislikes. prides himself on knowing things about you no one else seems to care about-especially when he pulls out the most thoughtful gifts that leave you floored
feels a sense of responsibility for your care and overall wellbeing, but also feels incredibly comforted and safe with you
loves to share food and treats with you, all the time but especially when you look like you need a pick me up
jaehyun
he tries to not hang off of you like a backpack but fails within an hour and especially at night
everyone he introduces you to, coworkers, family members, friends, etc., all act like they know you from how much he talks about you. he thinks the world of you and loves to brag
every time he sees you it's like you've been gone for 6 years, even if it's only been a day; hugs so tight and gives 1 billion kisses, coos at you
an obvious mention: cute aggression that occurs so often it might be like a chronic affliction... srsly... kisses your face and head with a surprising amount of force and ur literally js sitting there, minding ur business
he elevates you. he's a great guy who you know deserves the world and it makes you want to live up to that. he feels the same about you and you guys encourage each other to be your best selves.
taesan
loves to have matching items with you (will spend hours customizing shoes or hats for you both)
loves days in where u just listen to whatever records you picked up the last time he brought you to the shop and lay there or slow dance around
lovessss meaningful gifts and gestures. will buy or make you snacks when you’re stressed or just bc would steal the moon for you if you asked
thinks everything you do is so cute and perfect and wonderful. literally so biased he will choose you to win over anyone
likes to pick you up from work or school even if its just to walk to the bus stop together and ride home (greatest protector award goes to…!!!)
leehan
your rock. soothes all your worries no matter how silly they seem. says really profound things like they're simple and- you guess they are when he’s around.
treats you oh so softly; tucks your hair behind your ears, pulls you into a hug like you're glass
nothing is embarrassing to him, he will wash your hair, shave your legs, brush your teeth for you. just ask and he’s there
likes when you sit with him while he watches his fishies,, you dont even have to be watching too but he feels so content with both of his favorite things to be around
the type where if you fall asleep on the couch instead of moving you, he'll just slip next to you to sleep too <<33
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