#DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUVE DONE TO ME
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I’m late yeah but consider it’s been haunting me this ENTIRE TIME
Nanny AU by @notherpuppet
#it feels very strange to tag someone like hey lookie here’s some soup bcuz you fed me#my art#but also thank you for haunting me#also I haven’t made fanart since KUROKO NO BASKET#DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUVE DONE TO ME#thank you is what I mean to say#excuse me while I go make more I can’t believe this#also can’t believe I drew alastor instead of my love Lucifer#notherpuppet#I throttle you lovingly#youre probably not gonna see this so I’m gonna stop tagging now lol#radioapple#alastor#alastor radio demon#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor
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no okkmmstill crazy abt the fuckign fic u dont understand my brain chemistry has been utterly scrambled
#ROSIE YOU ABSOLUTE MAD GENIUS#DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOUVE DONE TO ME#do you KNOW#GRGRHSRRGGAAAAAAGH#cuichatter#HOLY FUCK IM STILL NOT OK#IM NOT NORMAL IM NOOOOT
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MC sneaks into everyone's bedrooms in the middle of the night and paints their horns homestuck candy corn colors for a fun April Fool's day surprise.
#how mad do you think they are#they dont even know what homestuck is. lucifers like “mc i cant believe youve done this.”#“luci you cant stop the homestuck” [uses levitation magic to skateboard into the sky]#obey me#obey me!#obey me swd#obey me crack#obey me scenario#obey me shall we date#obey me memes#omswd#obey me headcanon#omswd headcanon#obey me scenarios
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what an incredibly normal and not at all autistic thing to say! (lying)
#truly this is SO funny#casually questioning his bestie's religious beliefs and then genuinely being like “what?? did i say something??”#and then he KEEPS GOING with that train of thought#not because hes an asshole. in his head he is genuinely just making conversation. theres just something so autistic about him#also complete tangent but is it just me or is that glass of water between hotch and jj massive. is it the communal water cup or something#why is it so big#full disclosure these images are slightly out of order. the last image here is before hotch and jj's reactions#but it was funnier to order them like this#reid: hmm morgan do you think the reason youve never feared satan is because youve never actually believed in god?#everyone: ...#reid: :)#spencer reid#autistic spencer reid#not fic#criminal minds#criminal minds rewatch#criminal minds s03e08#lucky#this is NOT a hate post by the way. pre-diagnosis i absolutely would have done this.#even now knowing people consider it offensive i could see myself saying something like this#shoutout to offputting autistic people!!#criminal minds 3x8
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Realized I never posted about the sakuyama inverted aura things from Twitter here. Just... Look.
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hi everyone <3
I have a bit of a life update. To make a long story short, last week I was diagnosed with PTSD. I have been having a... very hard time coming to terms with that. For most of my life I believed I just had a bad anxiety disorder, but I am now realizing that is unfortunately not the case. The past couple months I have been in a near constant state of fight or flight, fear, panic, whatever you want to call it- without really realizing it. and man. it has been exhausting, mentally, physically, spiritually. I just thought it was normal to feel like this all the time. i assumed everyone felt like this. my therapist has helped me realize I am in a lot of pain right now and it is not normal. so. the good news is that there is an intensive trauma therapy that I will be doing for the next couple months that is going to really help me recover. i love and trust my therapist with my whole heart. there is a light at the end of the tunnel. i am finally getting the help i need. so. unfortunately I am going to step away from tumblr for a bit. i dont really want to do this, i love being on here. i love interacting with all the friends i've made here. kink has become a very important and healing part of my life. but it is just a little too much for me at the moment. I'm not sure when I will return, could be a couple weeks, a couple months. I'll return when I feel right. I feel like this may be a little odd to share here, but it's important to me to acknowledge and share that I have been having a really hard time. i tend to downplay when i'm in pain. i feel like people usually don't care about me (i know this is very very much not the case. im trying to convince my brain of that too.) its really hard for me to tell people when i am struggling, especially in my real life. so i am taking baby steps and starting here. so, until I return- chase your tails for me, roll in the grass, bark at the squirrels. take care of yourselves. if you are struggling, know youre loved. get the help you need. i will be curling up in my dog bed and taking a nap in the sun. ruff ruff. wag wag. much love to all of you.
#agh personal posts. i know this is mainly a dogboy kink blog and some people will not care. but this is my blog and i will share what i want#i am safe and okay. i am just.. struggling to accept that i am very very sick right now. i was raised to just push that shit way down.#im done doing that. i am going to have to feel all the pain to heal it. nervous but excited. ready but hesitant.#anyways. hi. i love what this blog has done for me. for what this community has done for me. i will be back. you cant get rid of me!#will be keeping an eye out for messages for the next couple days. but this post is mainly to give myself permission to take a step back.#its weird. i feel obligated to post here and am feeling guilty for putting myself first. but thats the trauma i guess!#anyways anyways anyways. if youve read all of this i love you. thank you for listening. see you soon.#jasperbarks
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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sometimes i get nishiki i really do
#snap chats#like from an outsider perspective it is utterly hilarious watching everything go wrong for him#BUT GIRL NOT ME STOP HAVING THIGNS GO WRONG FOR MEEEEEE WHAT IS ALL THIS#this month its actually one thing after another if i start wearing white everyone needs to be concerned#you guys remember my bullshit roommates yeah well TLDR im getting fined for their messes im going to SCREAM#I HATE IT HEERRRREEE I KNOW IM EVIL BUT CMON#literally had such a silly night last night and now everything sucks again is this life is this what life is#its not its not what life is im just hearing my mom bitching in the other room and im letting her vibes ruin mine#everything going to be ok this is just a hiccup .... a small pinprick in the tapestry of life ....#i am incredibly annoyed though cause this is one of those situations where youve done nothing wrong but youre being shot for it#its just unfair but whatever we ball ..... im putting the hair gel away guys im not slicking my hair back just yet ....#i got a new friend last night so maybe ill just hang with them later and ill remember life is beautiful ..#heh ... jk ... i can remind myself life is beautiful right now ... im gonna go eat some tiramisu ...#jesus christ i really do love italian food what the fuck. pasta / calamari / tiramisu#i dont think calamari is italian but i got it from an italian place w/e we get the picture#its not my fault that italy has good food ... i would just never go there .....#ok bye ima go eat and drink water now. water will remind me how beautiful life is ...
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Come on guys.
#puyo puyo#sig puyo puyo#calamity (oc)#puzzle pop#im not vagueposting btw#if youve done this im not mad at you or smth I know its not common practice to tag the title of any one game in the puyo fandom#but Im not going to lie and say it isnt frustrating seeing how there's no good way to protect myself from spoilers#and Im worried about what that means for future mainline games. if Im still hyperfixated on puyo by then#because I havent been in the fandom long enough to know how that gets handled#but thats a problem for future me ig. I'll just avoid the tag for now#shout out to that one person who did tag it though I do see you#actually Im adding more tags because I left the picture vague on purpose but jic#puyo puyo spoilers#puyo puzzle pop#puyo puzzle pop spoilers#puyo spoilers#if someone who DOES tag their stuff as spoilers see this lmk if I missed any for future ref#bc obviously I know more than one person has been tagging spoilers but just from what I saw before I noped out n all
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This is going to sound like the world's most brain-rotted thought but passerine by the oh hellos is martlet coded and canary in a coal mine by the crane wives is clover coded
#I KNOW I SOUND LIKE IM LOSING IT BUT HEAR ME OUT#i do not have nearly enough experience to fully unpack the christian context behind passerine BUT#i know for a fact that its about losing your faith in something after seeing the harm done in its name#specifically that one line My palms and fingers still reek of gasoline/From throwing fuel to the fire of that greco-roman dream#look. idk. something something martlet losing faith in the justice from the royal guards#and the guilt after basically marching clover to their own death#all the hopes of the underground lie on the shoulders of a bunch of human children and its the job of the royal guard to fucking kill them#AND CANARY IN A COAL MINE + CLOVER IS SOOOOOOOOO#THE QUESTION OF WHETHER YOUR WORTH SHOULD BE MEASURED WITH THE THINGS YOUVE GIVEN WAY INSTEAD OF WHAT YOU HAVE AND ARE#WOULD CLOVER BE AS IMPORTANT IF IT WERENT FOR THEIR SOUL??? WOULD THEY FORGIVE THEMSELF IF THEY CHOSE TO KEEP THEIR SOUL?????#WOULD A CANARY STILL BE LOVED AFTER IT STOPPED SINGING?????????#also because the When You Break The Surface Without Me line hurts like a bitch#god i havent been so unwell about characters since double life came out this is insane#fuck it yknow what im maintagging this#undertale yellow#clover undertale yellow#martlet undertale yellow#fweeet#if i have to deal with these thoughts in my head so do all of you
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Okay so my newest brain worm is kinda based around how after Zach comes out to Jon and Angel and they're like "omg bro thank you for telling us we love you" pretty much instantly Angel looks back between Zach and Ruben once or twice and is like "Shut the fuck up you're dating" and they're like "I mean like we haven't really talked about that but like-" and Angel essentially goes "Ooh friends with benefits? Based." And I kinda forgot how perceptive he is at times so I think it'd be really funny if he just straight up missed a lot of subtext but can clock any romantic/sexual developments/activities in any of them pretty much instantly. If Jon started dating someone he knew the next time he saw him without being told. He knew Zach and Ruben were gonna get engaged before it had even happened and sent them a congratulations text like the day after despite not being told, not seeing them in person for a hot second, and the fact that they didn't live together anymore.
#the senario thats in my head that i find really fucking funny goes like this#ruben: *walks into the living room where jon and angel are on the chouch watching a movie*#angel: *gives him a side eye once over* ew dude gross#ruben: i walked into the living room?#angel: you know what im talking about i know what you are#ruben very confused: gay?#angel: and i know what youve done#ruben: i literally just walked into the living room? i dont know what youre talking about#angel: *skeptically eyes him*#then not too long after Zach walks in#angel: Zach what were you doing not too long ago?#zach: taking a shower?#angel: and what were you doing before the shower?#zach now panicking and kinda stumbling over his words: uhhh why? i mean like i was- um- like- i dont really see why you need to know that?#and durring that whole fiasco he was like getting steadly more red#ruben: *burries his face in his hands* goddamnit Zach you're such a shit liar dude#zach: im sorry! you know i cant lie for shit-#angel: fuckin told you Ruby i know what you are and what youve done#maybe this was funnier in my head but anyways#also doing incorrect quote shit took me back to middle school-#legit its how i started writing fanfic#anyways#if this gets out#itgo#angel phan
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Physically, I'm here.
Mentally, I'm lying in the dark with all the friends I think about but have lost touch with, catching up and laughing, and just not missing them like I do. Lifetimes haven't passed. And I'm still with them in the heart of some of the most important times of my life.
#to be honest this started as a lying down with all my tumblr friends and laughing in the dark listening to music#but the ghosts of nostalgia past always likes to creep up and its like hey youve done that with these friends#dont you miss them dont you miss that#wouldn't you love to have it back#and then im just a ugly sobby mess crying in the bathroom bc what a bitch you had to be to make me miss it#anyway so now picture it if youve read this far#were lying in the dark giggling at life and that we have each other and its real and its beautiful bc friendship is one of the most powerfu#things on this earth. it holds the love and forgiveness and the patience that can be do hard to find#the tenderness of knowing you have these lovely people in your life that would do anything to make you smile#so*#✨️🌸💜#shit got a little too real huh oops
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made my mom cry but i got some serious bull shit off my chest oh well happy mothers day
#shes reading this conference talk where this guy says “trust is the basis of all relationships” and she says i dont think thats true bc how#can a mother trust her baby. how can a mother trust a toddler. how can a mother trust an adult child who has lied or turned their life away#from their parents.#and so i asked her do you not trust us kids?#abd she waffled but eventually she said Yesh. like i love you and i know i can trust you for some things but all of you have hurt me so.#and i said Yeah thats natural. i think complete trust is a superhuman quality i dont think i trust anyone 100%#qnd she says Okay so why dont you trust me. What have i ever done to you.#first of all. 😐 you dont want to hear it so dont ask that lol. 2nd you just told me you dont trust me and i didnt react so calm down.#but anyways i just said to her “youre dependable and i know you wont let me down when youve made a commitment to do something.#but i have emotions and thoughts that i do not trust you with.“#and we both started crying but i stood firm and i told her i love her but she just got up and left.#she loves starting convos like that but i do kind of feel bad for dropping thwt on her esp when she like. had to leave soon for an appt#but . i didnt say anything I didnt mean. and i was just responding to her.
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THINKIN ABOUT CHUCK AND SONIC IN THE PANDORA AU LADS
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Will Pixelwish ever continue? I reread it on tapas recently and I’m dying to know what happens next :’>}
ohh thank u for still showing interest in it! <:'^)
I want to say yes. I keep trying to hype myself to work on it but its not working out all too well lol..
but the more time I spend on not doing it the further apart i drift from the person that started it x^) which has been my main problem with it... i really want to just remake it from the start but i recognize that that is an absolutely vicious cycle that webcomic makers get stuck in.
i really do hope i will finish it this year.. like i really want to but i cant. you know? only time will tell i suppose. no promises but do know that it is constantly gnawing at the back of my mind.
#pixelwish in some shape or form was a massive vent post and i am just#soooo different as a person than i was back then#and i know thats super silly to say but it really reminds me of a time in my life that im very past now#i do want to have it complete thoughhhh ouououau#the script has been done for ever#im missing like 30 pages from it being done and i could blast them out sometime but ouuguugu#if youve ever undertaken a massive project that burns you out im sure you know what im talking about#answers#pixelwish
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In love with the moon and moon dynamic they have really... neither of them are especially extroverted and have secrets aplenty,
They hardly say what they mean but are consice when doing so anyways.
It's nice.
#the apothecary diaries#jinmao#i love tropes but do you know what i love more than tropes?#dynamics that cater to me specifically as a weird individual with a twisted view on romance#i love romance but i love it twice as much when its non traditional#when they suffer for and from each other#im always told to let my ocs be happy but simply how could i?#if love is a battlefield then why should your lover strictly be on your side#i think overcoming betrayal is a good way to instill a deep yet tentative trust with someone#why? well you know exactly what this person can do to hurt you#you can have an idea of what may be the worst#and yet you have the trust that maybe theyll never do it again#but to me it reinforces the fact that love is devotion and not just a feeling#choosing to love despite hardship just speaks levels to me#“after all of that after all youve done to me and i still love you” is so good#i wrote it into one of my own oc stories so i think im just biased :)#maybe im brainwashed bc so many married couples seem to hate each other but they wont get divorced so#idk#i genuinely think the way i view love and romance is skewed and broken but oh well!#i like it better this way!#complex relationships make my brain itch
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