#DEJECTED

[draw-the-squad-like-this]

Draw your characters like this

[dk-thrive]

“I’ve never seen a wild thing sorry for itself,” D. H. Lawrence wrote in his shortest-ever poem. I’d stuck a copy of it on my dorm room wall as a reminder to not indulge in self-pity, until I realized I’d seen plenty of wild things sorry for themselves, huddled, broken winged, dejected. Perhaps D. H. Lawrence hadn’t seen enough wild things.

— Alexandra Fuller, Fi: A Memoir of My Son (Grove Press, April 9, 2024)

[blogfanreborn777]

Dejection by Donato Giancola

[wtf-tfw]

nobody even cares that the savior of this stupid world has been living in a pile of his own drool meditating for the past hundred or so years. And it's really stupid. Like is he gonna get off his ass and do something.

[annaberunoyume]

Naga!Wally Darling comforts a depressed reader: (Wally sees you lying on his bed, exhausted. He looks heartbroken, but resolved. He slithers over to the bed and lies sideways next to you. He gently pulls your hands from your face. He looks at you with a sad, empathetic smile. He tilts his head, as if silently asking something. You take some seconds...But nods. He spirals his eyes.) Wally: Just look...love. Don't think. (Small smile) I'm here...And I'm not going anywhere...( He takes your hand in his, squeezing) 🎵Peace, my children of good will... 🎵 (Your eyes begin to bloom with colourful rings. They widen and you sigh softly...Smiling tiredly) Wally: 🎵Peace, my children, peace, be still... Silent as the snowflakes in the night, holy is the spirit of this night. All the world is calm and peaceful, all the world is bright and joyful. Spirit of love and Child of Peace. Love, unending, that shall not cease... 🎵 (He keeps singing as you touch foreheads. You sigh again...Your eyes dropping tiredly) Wally:🎵Peace, my children of good will...Peace, my children, peace, be still... 🎵 (You finally drift off with a sad, but serene smile. You are so blessed to have Wally.)

[songs2aiart]

Depeche Mode - My Secret Garden "Run from the house holding my head in my hands Feeling dejected, feeling like a child might feel" https://youtu.be/vcItFJmmTDY

[obscure-inthepelagic-iniquity]

122723 (Wednesday 3:40 AM)

My heart has been in a state of perpetual heartbreak since then and music has always been the only thing that makes it all sense. Writing things about what my mind and soul have been this past month was indeed in a great chaos, and yes none even noticed. I guess, no one really or truly knows you rather than yourself for not a single soul sees you. And there's this particular song that I have always found interesting since I was little, now that I have grown, I have understood the lyrics and the mixed emotions this song has each time I listen to it. There have been many who cover the song but one stood still for me aside from the original singer, and now her version has me locked up to replays up to this very moment while writing this.

Music has and will always be my coping mechanism when I am drowning, drowning from every negativity that my thoughts have had ever since I can recall. Having a sad soul is quite unusual and yet fascinating in this age of mine, having this kind of feeling is one of the things why I am who I am. I can never escape from this because I was born this way, I can choose yes, but you will never understand why and I'm not planning on explaining it though.

I thought I was healed but I was wrong I am far from that word but am trying, trying so bad to feel okay and I always do fail. Now I'm not even trying, I just let it all out but of course! It will only be me who knows the real deal of what I've been through and what my heart has been going through and yes, I'm tired. Tired of breathing and barely living and barely losing sight of the colors of the wind.

[alimr32]

Don't dare him to be different, he already is. Dare him to be himself.

I really love this quote.

I need to find the strength to embrace my true self. Time and time again I mirror those around me, and disguise myself as something I think people want me to be. I become a diluted version of the bleakest parts of me; void of any individuality, personality or substance.

The mask I choose to wear is dull compared to the raw joy that lies beneath it. But, I wear it for fear that my smile will intimidate those around me; and my sparkle blind them. I hide in hopes of becoming a more palatable and acceptable version of 'myself', I have lost all the light and colour from my world. I am camouflaged, invisible.

I want to find myself, my true self. I want to turn the light back on and be unapologetically me.

[piss-bong]

right now like half my dash is either discourse about the harry potter game or coverage on Brianna Ghey's murder and I don't know how much more of that I can see before completely losing hope. like I just can't deal with the consistent reminders that the majority of people either actively hate me or at the very least don't care whether I live or die, and the fact that that there is a portion of people who hate me enough that they're willing to murder me just for existing. like fuck guys ik being trans is hard and ik this is what I signed up for. but it just really fucking sucks being reminded of it constantly. anyways I think I'm gonna log off for a day or two

[nabirait]

maybe!

maybe it is your calm or maybe it is how you move your hair strands on your forehead or maybe it your kind gestures or maybe it is your little things, actions or maybe it is your cold stare or maybe it is your eye's crinkles or maybe it is your voice or maybe it is the weather or maybe it is warmth of the teapot or maybe it is the chilly breeze or maybe it is the music I feel the way I feel.... I feel different , overloaded love within, sense of sadness, sense of happiness, sense of anger, mixed. I know why. that is because I miss you. I miss seeing you, even though from afar. where are you?

[yasniger]

DEJECTED

[nanobookreview]

Of what materials was I made, that I could thus resist so many shocks, which like the turning of the wheel, continually renewed the torture? But I was doomed to live.

–Frankenstein

[georgiasedify]

Crestfallen

Yesterday, I felt very crestfallen after returning from lunch when I discovered that no work had been completed.

[ryopromoter]

use this react when you want to shake some sense into a friend

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[cheeriochat]

Depression

^did not get cosplay when expected

[andyoubleedandbreathetheair]

Fuck. My. Life. The amazing DBT program I was getting into, lied their asses off to me. Just when I decide to get better for myself...my entire world comes crashing down.

I have zero clue of what to do with myself. I'm not suicidal. I have no thoughts of self harm. But I just cannot be alone for the next couple of weeks so I am among my supportive family and my closest friends and my bestie...who I will text later.

I'm dejected. I'm hopeless. I'm anxious. I'm fucking terrified.

I really do not know what else to say.