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Synthetic Souls and Silicon Hearts
The doomsday clock is set 29 seconds to midnight,wax-dipped lips quivered for a fading kissmasked hearts buried in layers,deep and thickin muck and in grief. Out of toner,Out of ink,smiles no longer print lemon-yellow days. Soulless words ringing hollow tones,emanating out of dry throats,bouncing off flimsy convictions,thirsting for meaning. We surf a sea of faces,riddled with galaxy ofâŚ
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#Alone Inside#Autopilot#Blockchains#Conversations Lost#Conveyor Belt#Dangle Feeding#Doomsday Clock#Dry Throats#Erwinism#Fading Kiss#Filtered Lives#Flimsy Convictions#FYP#Galaxy Of Eyes#Gloom And Doom#Grief#Hollow Tones#Inspiration#Learning#Life#Love#Masked Hearts#Midnight#Muck#Mutated Feelings#Out Of Ink#Out Of Toner#Poem#Poetry#Polished Minds
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In the past, people in the Animal Crossing community would make fun of Tom Nook as a sleazy landlord. Since then, he's really rehabilitated his image as this 'heart of gold' businessman (he's the one who puts bells and furniture in trees for you to find! he adopted orphans! he donates to charity!), but New Horizons genuinely paints the most devious version of him.
He's successfully privatized settler colonialism: you pay HIM to move to a "deserted island" (which apparently the oceans in the AC world are just full of) and start a colony that he is directly invested in. At best he's running a weird vacation package scam (you arrive on the island with no money and in debt for "using his services"). At worst, he's using you to set up company towns. For god's sake, he literally has his own fake currency that he forces you to use to pay off your debt. But don't worry, he's repackaged it in a way that definitely doesn't sound like an MLM scam: the Nook Mileage Program!
You're no longer just his tenant or his temporary part-timer, you're his business lackey. The entire tutorial section of the game has you spending actual weeks running around completing tasks and doing hard labor to set up his colony. You're even tasked with preparing his properties and finding buyers for them. No, you aren't a tenant anymore. You work for the landlord. You are directly responsible for finding tenants for him. And he doesn't even fucking pay you. Not for setting up town hall and museum, or his nephew's shop ââ which is the ONLY store on the entire island that sells necessities ââ or bringing KK Slider to town, or helping populate his town. Not a single cent. No, actually, you have to pay HIM to BUY infrastructure like bridges and stairs and park benches. And all the while, he's telling you're the "resident representative"; you get to call the shots! That the reward is the community's progress. That what you're doing is in everyone's best interest (but most importantly, his).
Since NH's release, people have done a lot of legwork to say that Tom Nook isn't a capitalist while the game shows him at his very worst. He owns the only general store in town. You're forced to use a phone that he modified and branded as his own. Buy Nook-branded furniture and merchandise at the self-serve kiosk in the town hall, a governmental building! There's no conflict of interest here!
But hey, if you're tired of being the landlord/business mogul's goon, you can also find work as a deluxe resort home designer for a company that also pays you in their special company currency that can only be used to buy their products instead of a real salary! Because that's what the Animal Crossing franchise needs! More vacation homes!!!
#this is a really long winded way to say i really really really really hate new horizon's storyline and player role#i really hate that not only your house but the entire TOWN. the whole COMMUNITY you're a part of is owed to tom nook's business#i really hate the âvacation getaway packageâ angle because it shows just how commercialized the entire premise of nh is#and how lost the game is in its original core concept#animal crossing is about the experience of moving to a new town and becoming a part of that community#just to compare: all past ac games have a similar opening#you're on a bus or train or taxi to someplace new. a stranger strikes up a conversation and you get to know them before arriving#new horizons opens with you at customer service desk filling out an client application before a flight.#in prev games working for nook in the tutorial is meant to be demeaning. you want it to be over with so you can actually start living life#but in new horizons working for tom nook IS your life. and it's so rewarding! don't you feel rewarded?#you aren't a person. you aren't a new neighbor. you're tom nook's client. and then his unpaid employee. and the game insists it's fun to be#that's how void the game is#because it's bad enough that a rpg life sim got turned into a sandbox game where you have to build the town yourself#but the only reason why you're building it is because the landlord who you're in debt to TOLD you to build it.#everything is a rewards program! everything is a tour service! be sure to do your daily tasks to earn nook bucks to spend on nook merch!#that really sucks imo.#i mean. the entire game is based around the vacationing industry. of course it all feels fake and temporary. it's only a vacation.#long post#rant#not art#god the fact that your starter villagers can't even decide where to live you have to decide for them#i've never played a game that does the opposite of handholding#where instead it's the PLAYER who has to handhold the npcs through everything. and newsflash!! it's really exhausting and boring
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#theyre lost as hell choppers just trying to make conversation#one piece#one piece art#op art#op zoro#roronoa zoro#zoro#tony tony chopper#op chopper#zosan#sanzo
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the palate of a griffon quest
this is my contender for the funniest out of context veilguard screenshot so far. if anyone ever asks me what the game is like i'll just show them this
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My biggest fear when I was younger was forgiving those who have wronged me, because it meant I moved on.
#there was a longer version of this convo but i shortened it down <3#anyways- here's a brief concept I though of#it's a conversation between Ford's younger Uni self and Ford's older self (<- A DISASTER WAITING TO HAPPEN)#how kind do you think the twins would be to their younger selves#we've seen them meet one another's younger counterparts- how do you think they would be with themselves?#the duality of someone who's had the time to work it out and learn to forgive VS. someone whose wound is still so raw and fresh#they can't help but keep poking at it until it gets infected#and the irrationality of holding onto your anger and keep feeding it even though it's doing nothing but hurt you#doesn't necessarily mean you have to forgive- but in the context of the twins- it really isn't doing any good#the fear of letting go meaning that you lost- and the other won#the pointlessness of it all- O! is it not poetic?#anywho <3#my art#gravity falls#grunkle ford#gravity falls ford#ford pines#stanford pines#this is literally done so lazy but i had to get the idea out of my head
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Bros before Ho(oh my god is that Hanguang-Jun?)
[First] Prev <â-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#jiang cheng#WWX really was unhinged for saying he was going to always be at JC's side and then immediately asking about LWJ.#The D in ADHD stands for Distractible. The second D stands for DooowawawaWaaaah (ADHDers know what I mean)#Their conversation is such a knife twist in this flashback. WWX truly and genuinely does mean it when he says he wants to support JC#And that JC hopes for that too! Tragedies hit the hardest when you can feel the lost futures characters would have together#And I feel it here in this scene so painfully. There's complicated feelings between them but it wasn't what broke them apart.#The rumours and the twisted family dynamics that tried to pit them against each other likely wouldnt have worked.#It set the stage for JC to have an inferiority complex which then grows into his responsibility complex.#WWX even calls it out! That JC has to be the responsible one in the dynamic.#And it sucks to be in that unequal position with a sibling or a not-sibling.#You don't get the love *or* acknowledgement but you do get the pressure to be the 'better one' in the face of the other's misbehaviour.#But I digress. There was a world where they did became the twin heroes of yunmeng jiang and stayed together.#And we'll never see it. That world is gone now. And just like Lotus pier -even if they tried to rebuild it - they will never be the same.
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Omggg he's so quirky and radoooom!! O_o
#based on a conversation we had with my friend#box art#postal#postal dude#postal game#postal 2#postal 1#postal 1997#postal 3#postal paradise lost
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You ever think about how neither of them got to say goodbye?
#TSAMS#Sun and Moon Show#The Sun and Moon Show#TSAMS Lunar#SAMS Lunar#Sun#SAMS Sun#FNAF Sun#FNAF#Five Nights At Freddy's#MeaganCanDraw#I love New Moon a lot don't get me wrong but Old Moon's and Sun's relationship wasn't black and white (as much as NM wants to insist it was#YES Old Moon treated Sun horribly YES he wasn't the best person but#their relationship was also complicated and messy and they both genuinely loved each other despite everything#So much of what they did was for each other and that adds even more to the tragedy of their relationship and Moon's death#Sun and Old Moon's final conversation was them fighting#Moon's final in-person words to him were âI love you and I'm sorryâ#to which Sun didn't say anything bc he was mad at him (which I don't blame him for given everything that happened in that episode)#Do you think Sun has realized this? How often does he go back to that moment#How often has he imagined himself saying or doing something different? Something that would've resulted in them leaving that bunker togethe#Meanwhile Lunar lost the person who gave him a new life and a family that actually cares about him#And he was in Moon's head for months and saw first hand how much his regrets and trauma affected him#Both of which would eventually destroy him due to the cycle of self-loathing he was trapped in#How much does HE think about that?#Anyway sorry for not posting for nearly (checks watch) two years??#It'll likely happen again#1k
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A lonely rider stalks the hills of Barovia
Do not confront him, he is far past Redemption
#legends of avantris#curse of strahdanya#silas âshepherdâ morgan#LOA what if#what if the party lost and became Strahd's vampiric generals#the what if conversation has been in my head for months#Kana is next hopefully#evil vampire samurai sounds awesome#also yes thats Bucephalus that Shep is riding#and yes thats Sarnax's lantern#if you've watched the amber temple you'll know the turning point where these guys could've been villains#one more thing#the reigns on Bucephalus are made of barbed wire#:')
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Just stating for the record that there's a lot of confusion about what asexuality is and isn't, and whether ace people can participate in sex, and if sex has to be penetrative.
Like not that it's my job to be your sex educator lmao but
Yes asexual people can have sex; this is about a lack of attraction, not a lack of libido or sexual dysfunction.
Of course sex does not have to be penetrative.
Being celibate is not the same as being asexual.
Asexuals can be attracted to people without wanting to fuck them, they can still experience romantic attraction or desire intimacy that is not sex.
If you want to dismantle ace themes/reads in your fandom of choice, please use textual points that are, in fact, truthful about what asexuality is and isn't. A book isn't less queer if the characters don't fuck. Queer people can still experience love and romance without sex. This need to insist that a piece of media isn't ace because it's queer is saying that asexuals aren't queer, and we're not here for exclusionary radfem bullshit okay?
If we're going to preach this in the larger conversation of queer politics when it comes to, for example: trans rights, queer content in children's' libraries, existing in public--we have to be consistent. Don't tell the larger world that every facet of a queer person's life isn't about SEX but then tell ace people that they're not queer because they don't want sex, or dismiss a queer piece of media because the characters didn't fuck. Asexuality is not queer subtext, it is queer text. It is already queer.
If you're thinking about dunking on ace people in your fandom, like, listen! We know that tumblr has a radfem & conservative problem lol so like if you're just a radfem/terf/conservative/whatever I can't stop you, but if you don't associate with those folks and still want to be exlusionary, please check some resources to see if your understanding of asexuality is up to date before you make a bunch of points that don't matter. I really recommend AVEN - The Asexuality Visibility & Education Network and The Trevor Project's page about Asexuality as a starting point!
Just ask, before you post:
Does the asexual read hurt anybody?
Am I invalidating someone's experience by telling them that they're wrong?
Does my point balance strictly on concepts of sex, and not concepts of attraction?
Am I sure I understand what asexuality is before I start dunking on it and being exclusionary to the ace people in my fandom?
Am I regurgitating points about what sex is and isn't without remembering that asexuality is about sexual attraction, and not about whether or not someone participates in sex acts? (ie: "They do have sex, someone got a handjob" isn't really building your case the way you think it is.)
What exactly is the purpose of my post if it's not to be exclusionary and fucking rude? Do I need to examine my own biases towards ace people?
#asexuality#asexual vc#behave lol#we need a side essay about what is a headcanon and what is canon#and what are reads that are supported by text vs what are silly ideas i made up for myself about the blorbo#bc i feel this is getting lost in the conversation maybe#PLEASE BEHAVE
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Keefe: it's like there's no good decisions, sometimes I feel like I'm being backed into a wall--
Sophie: back ME into a wall
Keefe: what
Sophie: what
@permanently-stressed
#ISA TOLD ME TO POST IT GUYS#LMAO#the conversation this occured in does have context but actually you guys don't get any of that#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#sokeefe#sophie foster#keefe sencen
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Christians, start talking about why homosexuality is a sin. Stop avoiding the topic. If we canât talk about it with people who disagree with us, it only says something untrue. Itâs just a sin, like all the other sins. Itâs just a twisted desire, just like all the other twisted desires. âSuch were some of us.â It put Christ in the cross, it condemns the person who sells their soul to it to eternity without Him. Donât make it any less or any more than that by avoiding the topic. The Bible doesnât treat it like a taboo topic.
Honestly so many people are deconstructing or dropping away from the faith because they donât know how to be loving and talk about how the Bible is right when it says homosexuality is a sin. So they donât talk about it, but everyone who disagrees with the Bible doesâso no truth is coming in, just lies, and no wonder that one thread unravels the silent âChristianâsâ whole faith.
Because listen, listen, marriage is a picture of the Gospel, and love is Christ. So when they twist those two things, and you decide theyâre right, everything else falls apart because theyâre all connected.
So yes, itâs too not-special-at-all, just another twisted desire, for you to be afraid to talk about it. But itâs also too important to know the truth about it, and replace the lies about it, for you to be silent about it.
Just tell âem itâs like every other sin. Your desires are twisted and you can either choose to identify with them, or you can submit them to Christ and identify with Him while he untangles the desires. You can be god of your own life until itâs time to spend eternity without Him, or you can admit Heâs God. Thatâs it. By making it âspecialâ youâre feeding into the lie that homosexuality is some special, unique, sacred part of a personâs psyche that has to be treated as such. Even if youâre against it. No, it doesnât. The Gospel conversation is the same, whether the sin they embrace is homosexuality or not.
You want to be with someone of the same gender romantically, sexually? Well, I want to turn my car wheel into oncoming traffic. The difference between me and you is, I agreed with realityâmy life isnât mine, so my desire to end it isnât right, and I wonât live by it. Iâll give it to the God who made me. You, on the other hand, arenât thereâyet. Youâre still living out the lie that you were made for you, and every passing twisted desire that doesnât line up with reality is your governing authority.
But the answer is the same. Jesus took the punishment for me, and you, committing cosmic treason against the loving God who made us to be god, ourselves, and twist up the love He invented us for. He took the punishment for all that, and He can straighten out the scoliosis of your soul. The answerâs the same. So whyâs the conversation taboo? Because Barnes & Noble put a whole celebratory bookshelf out? Because Instagram shows you reels of people wailing when itâs brought up? Get over it. Stop treating people who celebrate their sin like their sin is more powerful than whatever sin Christ saved you from.
#didnât mean to preach#but Iâm very over it#itâs like we all decided this is a losing battle#we either wonât have a loving conversation out of fear#or we talk ABOUT LGBTQ+ people like theyâre lost causes whoâs actions have to be condemned but canât be redeemed#and itâs shipwrecking faith#itâs not a sacred topic#truth in love#Corinthians#thatâs all it is#Bible#homosexuality#Christianity
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the sandra lynn / fig conversation is driving me Insane. fig saying that sometimes she doesnât wanna exist as herself at allâŚnot wanting to ask her friends how they see her (because sheâs afraid to hear their response) saying that to someone she is a monster and she Cannot stop thinking about it. sandra lynn starting the conversation saying she needs to step up but is also simultaneously taken aback about what fig expresses and doesnât know how to responds to it and suggests getting ice cream. sandra lynn saying âconvincing people they deserve good things is really toughâ talking about herself but how it also reflects fig. insane!!
#if that conversation had kept going I would have started bawling!!#fully believe brennan was like âwell oh shit this is getting dark and heavy quick letâs uh get some snow conesâ#I will say I think Emily does a beautiful job here of showing teenage life#not a universal experience perhaps but definitely a common one#feeling so lost and insecure in who you are and under so much pressure to be a certain way#and her saying she doesnât wanna exist#vs me resonating with âI donât wanna die sometimes I wish Iâd never been born at allâ lyrics#it was hard to watch ngl but itâs also bc Emily does Such a good job w emotional scenes!!#that woman is so emotionally invested you get emotional invested as well#if Emily axford cries I cry with her#and loved to see more of Sandra Lynn again <3#damn good scene#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#sandra lynn faeth#emily axford#brennan lee mulligan
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the way that right before dean punches sam in bloodlust he kind of makes himself look less threatening, smiles a little bit, shakes his head, and then turns around and absolutely swings at him. he wants sam to be surprised by it !! he does want it to hurt !! he does get some level from satisfaction in the act & what it means and thatâs really really crucial to just how dean is.
#idk i think dean's physical violence tends to be a lot more thought out than most of the fandom pretends it is#sure he's lashing out in intense emotion but he has a very deliberate way of doing it and i think thatâs really important#he pretends like the conversation is over -> punches sam -> he makes his ultimatum -> then itâs really over#heâs making sure heâs getting the final / most impactful say in & trying to reestablish the control he thinks heâs lost#and then everyone says itâs samâs fault for provoking him but thatâs a whole other thing.#sw#dw#star notes
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Be Fearless
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hey hozier moots come here heâs such a clown @hookedhobbies @lifemod17 @tonguetyd
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#âbest of luck to youâ đŁď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸đŁď¸#i do require financial compensation andrew#i almost lost a pair of converse to the mud#do you know how hard it was to clean them#also therapy bills#iâm sending those to you#hozier#m speaks
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