#Christian indoctrination
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An experience. I bought my first band shirt in years. The last time I bought a band shirt I was heavily indoctrinated into the Christian lifestyle. Now I have a sleep token shirt that goes perfectly with the colors I love to wear when I do alt makeup. I plan to get a bad omens shirt as well eventually. I have done so much healing and work to bring myself back to..well, myself, and who I really feel that I am, that this shirt truly means a lot to me. Sleep token also means a lot to me as there are some songs that have made me feel so seen.
#sleep token#Christian indoctrination#indoctrination#I was never really me#now I am#alt makeup#alt music#band shirt#music
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I've been thinking about resurrection eggs today, those plastic eggs with items related to the crucifixion they give to kids around Easter, and thinking about how disturbing the whole thing is
Like, I think the whole concept of essentially celebrating human sacrifice is disturbing enough, but imo it's even more disturbing that we're told about the crucifixion as kids, that we're told about the torture and violence in detail, that we're told his suffering is our fault because we specifically are so evil and horrible and sinful that someone had to be tortured to death to make up for it, that we're told it should have been us up there, that we deserve suffering and violence and abuse and torture simply for existing... and probably other things I'm not thinking of right now, it's all just so sickening
But to do all that while trying to wrap it in a ‧˚₊*̥∗*‧˚₊*̥ uwu cute and innocent little interactive activity for kids uwu ‧˚₊*̥∗*‧˚₊*̥ where they physically have items like a mini spear that represents the one that pierced his side, a crown of thorns to represent the one he was forced to wear, nails to represent the ones that were used to hold him on the cross, leather cords to represent the whip he was beaten with, dice to represent casting lots for his clothes, cloth to represent the linen he was wrapped in after... i don't really have proper words for how disgusting it feels to me now. It's such a "look at what you've done, look at how you did it, look at what you personally contributed to by existing being sinful" while actively trying to make it more appealing to kids in the hopes that they'll internalize it better
Idk. The whole thing is just extremely repulsive to me. It's one thing to talk about the resurrection specifically, but I don't understand how so many people believe graphic depictions of torture and violence are totally fine for kids on its own even without all the other shit that comes with it
#I'm pretty sure the last time i set foot in a church was an Easter#i wasn't a christian anymore and had stopped going to services about a year prior#but the pastors of said church were short staffed for Easter and asked me to help out#they had the eggs and when i saw them i just like. left my body#i have no memory of that day after that#ex christian#religious trauma#child indoctrination#exvangelical#do i need to tag this better. this feels more trauma-y than most of my posts lmao#mine
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The Voice of Reason
#indika is a funky little game#i initially thought that the “devil” was just the voice of reason that was clashing with her christian indoctrination#but i rapidly changed my mind: it's just Her voice#her genuine feelings which she tries to squash down#not necessarily reasonable#but certainly more sincere#indika#indika game#indika fanart#fanart#digital art#my art#eeriedragone art#my favourite bit is whenever it gets all red and the world breaks#ifkik
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I wouldn't be so pissed at Christianity if it wasn't for indoctrination. Religion should be something that you choose and when you're literally a two-year-old sitting in church you can't possibly choose it, you can't possibly understand the gravity of the cult that you have entered. You'll listen to the sermons you'll read your Bible you'll sing the songs you might never question what you're doing or you might only question it 30 years later, either way it's a big deal and you should be able to make it informed choice instead of having your choice taken away when you're a child.
#indoctrination#healing#ex christian#deconstruction#atheist#pissed at religion#thoughts#vent post#kids deserve better#religion is awful#unfair
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Sirius headcanons 🐾
#1; Sirius was heavily religiously indoctrinated.
CW! ⚠️ Mentions of religious indoctrination and/or mental/emotional abuse
Unfortunately, Sirius would be religiously indoctrinated to an INSANE amount, even years after running away to the Potters.
In my head, the Blacks had been heavily religious for centuries. Like, Christian Catholic type of thing. And Walburga would for sure drill all the usual things into Sirius’ and Regulus’ heads — all about sex being only for making kids and nothing else, masturbation being wrong and shameful, premarital intercourse and even worse, children out of wedlock being worst things ever — you get the gist.
And Sirius would probably be able to unlearn most things that he’d been taught at home, but I feel like things that fall into THAT category would always kind of stick with him? Like, there’d definitely be rumors going around all the time about him sleeping with half the school or something when he hasn’t even had his first kiss — both because he’s gotten sort of sentimental about it by then and also because he is horrifyingly ashamed about the thought of it being sinful and wrong unless it’s, like, someone he intends to marry or something.
So, when he and Remus get together, he keeps freaking out about little things that would be usual for a couple to do, y’know? Even hand-holding and cuddling is weird now, because maybe they used to be a little physically affectionate before when they were ‘just friends’, but now that they’re romantically involved, it’s like an alarm goes off in Sirius’ head anytime they touch like: ‘Whore, whore, whore, you’ll go to hell, you guys aren’t married, God will strike you down —‘, blah blah blah.

#sirius black#regulus black#walburga black#the black family#the black brothers#remus lupin#wolfstar#marauders#marauders era#religious trauma#religious indoctrination#christian trauma#headcanon#foryou
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I AM SO SICK OF HAVING CHRISTIANITY SHOVED DOWN MY THROAT WHO GIVES A FUCK
#WHY DO /I/ HAVE TO ABIDE BY /YOUR/ RELIGION#this isn’t even just about gay marriage like in GENERAL#i am so SICK of the religious (christian lmfao) hard pivot this country seems to be taking over the last whatever years#holy FUCK#there is no love like christian hate and indoctrination !
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so why would i try
mdni
for those wondering if this is a vent or a horny post, the answer is yes
#artistic nude#hierophilia#blasphemy kink#blasphemy#religion kink#religious kink#fallen angel#religious trauma#religious imagery#religious themes#religion#priest kink#rosary#crucifix#religious deconstruction#religious indoctrination#deconstruction#ex christian#ex evangelical#agnosticatheist#deconstructing christianity#agnostic#ex religious#exevangelical
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We need to study what causes extremely religious people to talk like that
#the extremely slow voice that sounds like they’re euphoric like are you high or just weird#mainly american christians#it also seems prominant esp with republican trad wife types#like your cult indoctrination is affecting your speech#not turtles#tw: religion
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#Pete Hegseth#DOD#public school education#The Department of Defense Education#News#Christian theology#Diversity ban#Censorship#Indoctrination#War on Education#War on Truth#DODEA#US Military
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I see where people are coming from when they say "they won't teach about x subject yet they'll reach religion?" or "they shouldn't be talking about religion in schools" but it still kinda misses the point. The problem isn't that they're teaching about religion in schools at all. the issue is that they only teach about one religion (Christianity) and they talk about it as if it's the only religion or the only good religion, and depending on which school you go to they may force those who aren't Christian to partake in Christian activities. The solution isn't to stop talking about religion in schools. The solution is to talk about all religions, to talk about athiesm and agnosticism, to talk about religious trauma, to talk about the history of religion, to talk about cults, to talk about bigotry that some religious groups (especially jews and muslims) face and to give *all* religious people a choice to practice.
I don't want schools to stop teaching about religion. I want schools to stop telling kids that there's only one religion to follow, I want schools to teach about all religions, all beliefs, and to allow non-christians to have to freedom to practice their own and to not force them to partake in christian practices.
#there is a way to teach kids about religion without indoctrinating them into believing hateful stuff#i was lucky enough to learn about all other religions during my freshman year#as well as the obstacles some religious groups like muslims and jews face#(in fact we even watched a video about the history of antisemitism)#christianity#islam#judaism#atheism#agnostisizm#religion#hinduism#buddhism#paganism
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I truly, deeply and personally resent christianity. I'll say it with my whole chest. I despise the stigma that persists in progressive spaces around speaking out against the Socially Dominant Cult despite the inescapable chokehold it has on my rights and safety
reading the bible in an earnest attempt to overcome this and find compassion for the christians surrounding me only made it worse. I feel bad for them.
I wish more people would ask themselves, "Who told me that?" about their faiths and beliefs. about everything, really.
#blah blah blah#anti-christian#this is not about intelligence it's about indoctrination#will upset people but i am so tired of caring#grew up in towns with four churches in walking distance at all times and every one taught me to hate myself for something
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one of the cult scholars i listen to said "most children are not being raised to die" months ago and i still think "being raised to die" sums up growing up in fundamentalist christianity so well.
my friends and i didn't know if we would grow up to be adults. we would have conversations about wanting the chance to be an adult and knew we were """selfish""" for wanting to live if it wasn't in god's plan. we were raised to believe that we would either be killed for being a christian (in the us no less) or that jesus was coming soon (rapture/end times theology). we knew it was "sinful" to want something outside of god's plan but we couldn't help ourselves.
we were members of the lord's army. we were to obey orders and lay down our life if necessary. "this life is just a test" they'd say. "our real life is our eternal life with the lord." none of this is real, it's just a test. if you pass, you get into heaven. if you fail, you're sent to eternal damnation and hellfire. this is an open book test, we've been given all the answers already. if you fail, it's your own fault.
being raised to die means that your future doesn't matter. jesus is coming soon. jesus is what matters. "set your mind on things above, not on things on the earth. for you died, and your life is hidden with christ in god."
i've been out for years. i'm in my late 20's. i still don't know how to set my mind on earthly things. i still struggle to believe i have a future.
#ex christian#religious trauma#ex cult#child indoctrination#ex fundamentalist#torn between “this is my blog i can post what i want & people that don't like it can unfollow/block”#and “stop being so negative all the time oh my god just move on"#but i don't have a therapist to sort through things with so! on the blog it goes i guess!#mine
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That's exactly how it happened for me. I met some gay people, but I didn't realize that they were Homosexuals™ because they didn't say or do anything to try to convert me to their "perverted lifestyle." They were just a couple of regular, kind, funny, smart guys. And when I found out that they weren't out to get me or convert me as a part of The Gay Agenda®, the thread started to unravel.
I did take a few religion classes that really opened my eyes to the history of Christianity and its influences from other cultures, but those were taught by ordained ministers, so ... 🤷♀️
And don't even get me started on meeting people from different racial and ethnic backgrounds and even from other religious groups like (*gasp*) Catholics ... Every single stereotype disproven was another tug on that loose thread.
The sweater was half undone before I even started to walk away.
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thinking about midnight mass again and the expendability of humanity by religious zealotism and the social sacrificial nature of blind religious loyalty and how yet, in spite of all that,,,, the beauty of community and love and forgiveness and peace,, god……….
#what a show#just like… so beautifully painful in a christian way#i grapple with my christianity still to this day and the symbolism of the show is a Lot for me#bev leading this witch hunt indoctrination effort and then.. in the end.. trying to escape the judgement of her actions…… damn.#flanagan’s best work and i stand by that#midnight mass
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I love who being an atheist has helped me become, I love thinking critically and seeing Christianity for what it really is, I love the way it helps me see the world, I love the way it helps me see myself, I never would have realized I'm bi if I stayed in Christianity! I never would have realized what a passionate feminist I am lol, more than anything I'm glad I left Christianity because it was killing me, the constant guilt thinking I was never good enough, the feeling of always being watched and always feeling like I fell short, the feeling that people I care about would end up going to hell no matter what I did, I'm soooooo incredibly thankful to be free
#healing#ex christian#deconstruction#atheist#thoughts#vent post#indoctrination#thankful#anti christianity#i hate christianity#fucking sick of it#fuck religion#over it#fucked up#Jesus is the leader of a fucking blood cult it's primitive and stupid and I'm sick of it
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