#Chris angel mind freak

[rrat-king]

@quiddie what. the fuck. what the fuck

[cillianthecryptid]

Cryptid spotted 👆

[supakixbabe]

I’ll take Merch Freak Nick Jackson over Mind Freak Chris Angel any day.

[nopeferatu]

this came up on my fyp and, no joke, this has got to be one of my fave covers EVERRR omg

[untamed-pussy]

truely vampires are the Chris Angel Mind Freak of the monster world

[secretlocket]

chris helps sunshine!reader prepare for her christmas party.

“…kid's tryna take his sweater off again."

the sound of your boyfriend's voice halts your overthinking, the worrisome thoughts that were invading your mind pushed back as you make your way over to him and pretzel, your puppy, who's still not thrilled about the christmas sweater you put on him.

you stand there watching as chris gently grabs pretzel’s paws, preventing him from scratching off the sweater once more. the puppy lets out a low whine, his small tail thumping on the floor in protest.

"he’s really not a fan of that sweater, huh?" chris jokes lightly, still trying to keep a hold of the squirming puppy.

“maybe i should’ve gone with the plain one instead of this snowflake monstrosity,” you mutter, adjusting pretzel’s sweater while he wriggles dramatically beneath your hands.

chris chuckles, leaning against the couch as he watches him fuss. “nah, i think it’s cute. but, you know, if you’re this stressed about the kid and his clothes, maybe we should talk about the party instead.”

that’s all it takes to send you spiraling. “oh my god, don’t even get me started on the party!” you groan, standing up and starting to pace. “chris, i’m so nervous i feel like i’m gonna throw up. what if nobody shows up? like, what if nobody comes and i’m just standing here, with all this food and decorations, completely humiliated? i’ll never live it down. never.”

chris watches you with a small smile tugging at his lips, though his eyes are soft with understanding. “hey—” he says, stepping in front of you and gently placing his hands on your shoulders, halting your pacing. “that’s not gonna happen.”

you stop and look at him, your face still scrunched with worry. “you don’t know that,” you mutter, your voice small.

“yeah, i do,” he insists, his tone calm but firm. “y’know why? because i’ll be here. so will nick and matt. they wouldn’t miss it. and your friends? they’re definitely coming, too. you’ve been talking about this party for weeks—they’re not just gonna bail. everyone is looking forward to it.”

“yeah, okay, but what if—”

“nope,” he interrupts, squeezing your shoulders lightly. “no ‘what ifs.’ even if somehow the guest list shrinks to just me and my brothers—which it won’t—you’d still have the three of us here eating all your snacks and hyping you up. honestly, that’s already a solid party right there.”

despite yourself, you let out a small laugh, shaking your head. “you’re ridiculous.”

“ridiculously right,” he counters, grinning now. “listen, babe, everyone loves you. they’re not coming to judge your decorations or your food. they’re coming because they want to hang out with you. and i’ll be here the whole time, making sure you’re having as much fun as they are.”

you pause, his words lingering in the air, and let them settle in. deep down, you know he’s right—he’s always right when it comes to things like this.

“i hate when you do that,” you say softly, the corners of your mouth twitching upward.

“do what?” chris grins knowingly. he’s like the perfect mix between a gremlin and a guardian angel.

“make me feel better about things i’ve already spent hours freaking out over,” you reply, shaking your head. “it’s like you’re always two steps ahead of me, waiting to remind me that i’m overthinking everything.”

he shrugs, his hands still resting lightly on your arms. “mmm, s’not that hard. i just know you. you’re always so focused on making sure everyone else is happy that you forget to let yourself enjoy it, too.” chris also a chronic overthinker himself, that’s why it’s so easy for him to catch you whenever you’re slipping off the edge.

your chest tightens, but not in the way it did earlier. this time, it’s warmth spreading through you—a reminder of how lucky you are to have him in your life. “you’re always looking out for me,” you say softly, meeting his eyes. “i don’t know what i’d do without you.”

chris tilts his head, his expression softening. “you’d be fine, yn. you’re strong, even when you don’t feel like it. but i’m glad i get to be here, y’know? to remind you of that.”

you reach up, placing your hand over his, and give it a gentle squeeze. “i don’t say it enough, but… thank you. for everything. for just…being you.”

he leans in, pressing a quick kiss to your temple, his grin returning. “anytime. now, let’s finish decorating this place and getting the snacks ready. i don’t know about you, but i am not impressed by the lack of pepsi in your fridge. that shit needs to be fixed, like, immediately. we can actually have some stuff doordashed if you don’t feel like going out? or i can finish decorating while you run out…”

you laugh, and for the first time all day, it feels like the stress is finally melting away. chris always has a way of doing that—of reminding you to breathe, to focus on what matters, and to not let your own happiness get lost in the shuffle.

but unfortunately, while you two were distracted earlier, pretzel found himself having a bit too much fun messing around with the ornaments, a specific one catching his eye—a red, sparkling, biscuit shaped one.

the sound of frantic rustling from the living room catches both your attention, and you whip around to see pretzel once again yanking on one of the branches like it’s a game of tug of war.

“hey—hey!” chris yelps, trying to get the small puppy to back down, but it’s no use. with one last triumphant tug, the tree gives a mighty sway before toppling over, ornaments scattering everywhere.

messages from brie 🗯️ : …wanted to write a cute lil christmas blurb but something tells me that this is well over 100 words—my bad !! just wanted to get a feel for these two with au & test out my writing after having such a looooooong break from it. anyways i hope you all enjoy this !! was very fun to work on <3

✷ tags : @sugrhigh @et6rnalsun @eternaldecisions @sirenedeslily @freshloveee @nickssidewitch

[2handsslan]

✨june 2024 fic recs✨

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this rec list includes fics for: bucky barnes, peter parker, andy barber, rick grimes, evan buckley, harry styles, and chris evans

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marvel

bucky barnes

my mom thinks your hot - @bluehourbucky

“your son tries to set you up with an avenger in a grocery store”

jealousy, jealousy - @malum-forev

“you're usually someone who preaches love but there's something about a new recruit that makes your blood boil.”

peter parker

interception - @waitimcomingtoo

“ flash’s pool party turns into a kissing party and peter fears you’ll kiss someone else”

c. evans characters

andy barber

crossing lines - @speechlessxx

“the line between best friend and lover is so thin. but can andy’s arrival in the reader’s life force ransom to cross it?”

twd

rick grimes

ghost - @sayafics

“her name was casper graham. at least, she thought it was.

after waking up in a hospital room with no recollection of how she got there, casper was forced to navigate the world of the dead.”

911

evan buckley

you get me so high - @mvltisstuff

“whoever brought those brownies in was an angel to y/n. yeah, a felony for sure, but she’d be lying if she said she didn’t secretly enjoy it.”

the calendar - @imagineshere-forall

“an unexpected person stars for the 118 in the firefighter calendar”

other

harry styles

just give me a day, or two… - @meetmymouth

“in which y/n and harry have been broken up for a while but the internet is still rooting for them. featuring a footballer and lots of tweets.”

luke hemmings

apartment 716 - @valentiyne

“paper-thin walls and numerous noise complaints.”

chris evans

love at coachella - @astranva

“in which chris and singer!Y/N show their love at coachella and fans freak out.”

just you - @astranva

“13 years apart, chris and y/n are everyone’s favorite couple until y/n stars alongside harry styles in don’t worry darling and chris gets insecure over how good they look together.”

[siremasterlawrence]

Becoming A Champion: The Hemsworth Brothers

Chris Hemsworth regrets on how he got here it was on the crazy night of October 31st yes on the day of good ole hallow eves at a fan event in Los Angeles and he is relaxing all while he us hanging out with his brothers at the time all giggles, smiles ear to ear with huge grins as knock on the door erupting in to a bit of annoyance. He rises to his feet slamming his hand on the desk as he waltzes past his clan to the door at exactly midnight grabbing the door knob and as the slides open a odd young man waltzes in to the room in a ecstatic fit state of mind as the man claps his back causing Chris took look confused beyond his understanding. Suddenly the lights flicker off leaving them literally in the dark as they freak off racing through the room as they panic trying to force the windows as they shutter down sealing off and they loose as they walls are covered in a steel wall enclosing them the floor begins to shake descending one level to another the speed picks up at the beat. The floor comes to a stop in a room two size too small as the three of them barely fit in to with three doors magically appears their backs are turned from them as they are now obviously oblivious to everything and they hear a sound erupting around them unfortunately something goes off as they door swings to the side and threeother guys reach out placing liquid lacedrags on his mouth cupping their face anddrag them in. Chris woke up laying in the middle of the Arctic kingdom as his bodyshivers at the sheer touch of cold shoots in to his body and he learns to adjust he is standing up to oversee the place he isnow stranded in.

“Liam? Luke? Are you there?”

“They are perfectly safe Chris”

“Where are they?���

“Never you mind that “

“What can you possibly want from me?”

“Zip it! Your new master @MCTF21 is awaiting you.”

“Who the….”

“You will compete at this level like a major athlete Olympian.”

“Yes to please Master…Master @MCTF21”

“Climb the cold winter mountain height to prove to him.”

“I shall prove to him”

“Follow him to the heights “

“You are a Olympian”

“I am a Olympian “

“I am born to serve him”

“I will prove it by back flipping to the next cold mountain.”

“Fuck off and do it”

“Yes Sir”

Liam Hemsworth is next on the dock now he is locked away in a room looking so similar to his current dressing room and the last trailer as he feels an urge to lift his weights upward. He is utterly amazed no surprised and shock at how immaculate all things were designed to be his place with so much great detail to it and he is smirking in great delight of it all’s as he wondering what is coming up next.The world begins spinning out of control for him as he feels exhausted as he falls to the ground flailing on the floor as he is rolling to his safety as the place is on fire and he is consumed.A man walks in to the room as he steps up the staircase to the top of the room as he is standing upward as he felt deeply in control of the situation as he smiles wickedly and cups his chin. Poor Liam his head is lifting upward as he is staring at me deeply, intensely as I his new Lord, God, King, Master Lawrence to whom he owes him everything now and his lips are soft and tender to the touch. We are finally giving him to my desire as he lips pin down on mine we slowly begin to make out with all our efforts because he falls for me mind, body and soul. Its a beautiful sight as he is meeting me surpassing my height as he is standing up, my arms wrap around me as holds me closer and he can’t see his body swooping him in to my world. It is my entire existence as he lifts me up staring in to my eyes his whole world flips spiritually out of control and Liam Hemsworth is no more of man just a pussy my pussy. Liammy new puss can’t help but be so blindly happy and totally obedient to me, the sound of my finger rushes through it all as he is awoken to me over him.

“Ugh! What the fuck ?”

“Oh Master Lawrence!”

“Yes Liam”

“I am your property “

“Your brothers?”

“Fuck them!”

“Wow! You mean it?”

“Well not literally “

“Mwahahahahaha…”

“Please don’t laugh”

“Why boi?”

“I love you “

“You do! I am aware”

“Chris can’t have you “

“I won’t leave you for him”

“Besides Chris is taken”

“What about Luke?”

“I might give him away”

Luke is up next but I am about to send him to a secret person.

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The end

[crescencestudio]

- How good/not good, are the LI's with kids? 👀 Like, how do they handle/act around them? And in the future, would they mind/not mind having kid(s) for their own?

- (And omgg, now I'm wondering how they act around babies now too 🥺. Not sure how they'd be in a situation where they had to watchover/interact with one, but let's say they do(somehow), and if it's not too much, I'm curious about ur take on this too 👀.)

🫃LIs and Kids/Babies

Kayn: kids do NOT like them LSLSKSMSK. kayn is nice to kids but they think he can be kinda "weird" (in their words) bc of the front kayn often puts on. older, savage kids might even bully kayn so rip him KSMSLAO. babies like kayn though since they're pretty and babies get entranced by pretty people. kayn would get excited at the idea of having kids together me thinks

Druk: honestly the demo gives a good look at druk and kids (flower date for anyone curious). prospects are looking Good for those of you into kids. i think he would be pretty good with babies too. when they cry, he might freak out a bit but he's fun and playful so usually they like him.

Fenir: he doesn't mind kids but they hate him LMFDKLS. his permanent frown scares them. tries to avoid them bc he knows they'll cry when they see him so he stays away "for their sake." reactions from babies are even worse. he's not super into kids, but if you really wanted one he could be convinced

Etza: kids love etza, and etza is pretty good with kids. they usually treat kids in a similar way to how they treat adults, which a lot of kids like. a lot of kids also like to play with etza's hair or their robes, which they happily allow. babies are like little angels in etza's arms. whether etza would want kids..... i think it's a toss up tbh. they may be a bit hesitant to have kids (doesn't trust themself) but that would change when they hold your baby in their arms. i could also see them being rly happy without kids tho and just enjoying your life together

Kuna'a: don't let this man near kids or babies bro. he's not good with either. would def do that chris hemsworth thing where he holds the baby upside down by the ankle but in a "what do i do with this thing" kind of way

Aisa: actually i think aisa would have a soft spot for kids and babies. their face looks a lot softer and less guarded around kids and since kids/babies are much more straightforward about their feelings/wants, aisa feels comfortable around them. definitely open to kids

[gwynndolin]

Also like it seems like EVERY tutorial for obsidian is so slathered in commitment to explaining how useful it is and talking about how specifically their learning style benefits from it like this is a Brand New Way Of Thinking , like bud I'm really just trying to figure out its weird jank markdown formatting and some shortcuts before I start trying to Chris Angel Mind Freak my shit

[tkhzs]

‘ Home. ’

pairing: nick sturniolo × male reader.

tw: daddy issues, blood, yelling and beating.

summary: When you end up getting beaten up by your father after a argument, and soon after, you show up at your boyfriend's door begging for comfort.

warnings: angst(but fluff at the end), swearing, petnames(baby, angel), use of y/n (🤷) and references to "this is home" by cavetown at the end.

(Y/n) sighed softly as he closed his bedroom door and walked into the living room. As always, his mother had already left for work, and his father had already called him shouting, claiming that ‘they needed to talk’.

“"What happened now?” He questioned as he entered the room, arching an eyebrow slightly as he stopped in front of him, who was sitting on the couch.

“The television bill is late.” The older man responded without taking his eyes off his son, with that stupid frown that he had already learned to unveil, he seemed just a few steps away from freaking out.

“No, it's not, I paid it yesterday…” he tried to continue with a calm tone of voice, that type of demand had been common since the moment he got a job, and his father basically threw all the house bills onto him.

“There's another one.” He almost groaned, extending a paper towards the boy, as he took it in his hands, it didn't take much effort to know that this was an adult channel plan.

God, there weren't enough words to demonstrate how disgusting that man was….

“Sorry, but I'm not going to pay for that.” It was (Y/n) turn to grumble, crumpling the bill and throwing it on the floor, seeing his father's eyes widen and him stand up abruptly.

“We made a deal, didn't we?” He brought his hand up to his chin, forcing (Y/n) gaze to meet his, making him squirm slightly “You pay the bills, and your mother does the household shopping.”

“If you want to watch porn, pay for it yourself…!” He growled softly, frowning as he tried to free himself from the man’s hold.

He just raised his free hand, making (Y/n) eyes widen in fright when he felt a firm slap against his cheek.

“Have you lost your fucking mind?!” He shouted as he let go of his face, causing him to almost fall back, But that didn't stop him from continuing his 'punishment’.

Slaps, punches, scratches, repeatedly and in various places…Holy shit, how (Y/n) wished he could disappear from the face of the earth.

timeskip...

The triplets were in the kitchen, Matt and Chris were closely watching the tray of cookies in the oven, an act that made Nick, who was sitting next to the counter, let out a laugh

“Jesus, you guys look like two kids…” He chuckled, seeing the two brothers turn to him, looking at him with a begging expression that he already knew very well.

“Can we call (Y/n)??” The two spoke in unison, smiling happily just when mentioning their brother-in-law, which made Nick's heart melt a little.

(Y/n) always had a good relationship with his boyfriend's family, Matt and Chris were always very welcoming to anyone who showed up at their house, but with (Y/n)... they certainly got special treatment. And even though the boy hadn't had the chance to meet their parents, they all spoke very well of Nick's partner to them.

“Out of nowhere, guys?” The eldest couldn't help but smile, even though he was surprised by the sudden request, he found the brothers' consideration towards the other boy cute.

“You said the other day that he liked candies…” Matt muttered as he turned his attention to the tray in the oven again, making Chris nod as he repeated Matt’s act, fidgeting with the glove on his hand as he did so.

“You're lucky today is his day off…” Nick sighed as he was about to pick up his phone to call his boyfriend, but was soon interrupted by the doorbell ringing.

“You answer!” The two boys spoke while still sitting on the floor in front of the oven, making Nick grunt an 'idiots' before getting up and walking to the front door.

Upon opening the door, his blue eyes quickly widened at the sight: (Y/n) was leaning against the door frame, his legs shaking as he forced himself to stand and his whole face and shirt was covered in blood and tears.

“Damn, (Y/n)! What happened to you?!” He asked as he carefully pulled his boyfriend into the house, cradling the smaller body in a hug while being careful not to press on any bruises.

“H-he...did it again…” He forced his voice out as he curled up against Nick's chest, trying to calm himself as he listened to his heartbeat.

“Did you walk here alone?” He asked softly, mentally cursing that man, but trying his best to maintain a calm posture in front of his boy. (Y/n) just nodded weakly, letting a painful whine as Nick scooped him onto his lap “That’s fine, baby, i got you…”

Matt and Chris watched the scene from the kitchen door, scared by the situation as they had no knowledge about (Y/n)'s father.

“You two, first aid kit, now.” Nick spoke without turning around, knowing the two were there but not caring as he rocked his boyfriend gently in his arms.

-

“(Y/n), I know it hurts, but you can't keep throwing a tantrum!” Chris gave a little scolding while holding the bottle of antiseptic in his hand, he was kneeling on the floor in front of (Y/n) and Nick on the couch, watching his brother caress his boyfriend’s hair softly as the boy clinged on his side even more.

“I would rather die!” The boy spoke followed by a sniffle, his voice still weak as he tried to recover from his earlier crying. He hugged his injured leg against his chest, and even though it hurt, he still thought it would hurt more with the medicine.

“Angel, you've already taken a shower, now you need the bandages…” Nick tried to convince him, but gasping softly as he saw his boyfriend hiding his face in his hands, grunting as he curled into a ball. “You're a pain in the ass, boy…”

“(Y/n)!” Matt called as he walked into the living room holding one of the cookies they had made in his hands, a proud smile on his face as he saw the boy look up at him “You want it?”

“Matt, what the-” Chris tried to argue, but soon had his attention stolen by a (Y/n) with sparkling eyes and parted lips, extending his arm towards Matt, opening and closing his hand slightly in an attempt to show his interest.

“So let Chris take care of your leg, I know he seems a bit stupid, but he knows what he's doing… “ Matt couldn't help but tease, laughing loudly when Chris tried to hit his leg.

(Y/n) quickly unfolded his leg, keeping his arm outstretched as he tried to grab the cookie from Matt's hand. “Gimme, please…” He whined, making Nick chuckle at the situation and take the candy from Matt, placing it on his boyfriend's hand and watching as he smiled and chewed his food happily.

Matt and Chris soon stopped 'arguing', Chris carefully holding the boy's leg in front of him and starting to apply the cotton with the medicine, eliciting small grunts from (Y/n), who hugged Nick thigher with every slightest sting.

For (Y/n), it was strange to think that those boys cared more about him than his own family…

But that thought quickly dissipated when he realized that, 'strangely', he felt at home in that place.

[cal-daisies-and-briars]

Time travel? Count me in!!!

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YAY!

1k for Promising Light!:

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Buck tries to make a list of what he knows here. They are not in 2024 anymore. By how long? Buck has no idea. He and Eddie presumably live in another house. Where? He’s not sure. They’re married. Which is insane, because as Eddie has confirmed several times this morning, he’s straight. So explain that one. And, also, they have a son together. Increasingly insane. 

He wonders if they got platonically married. Like a marriage pact or something. Non-romantic. They both wanted stability and a kid, maybe? Decided to move forward in some prearranged agreement together? Platonically. That’s the only explanation Buck can think of for Eddie. Not for himself. Actually… The thought of being married to Eddie in just a normal romantic way? That’s pretty great. Which is a surprise to realize. He’s never even considered it before, on account of first not knowing he’d want to marry a man, and second the whole Eddie being straight thing. 

Suddenly, Buck finds himself gripped with a need for answers. He needs to know what is real here. Are they in the actual future or an insane alternate reality where Buck gets things he won’t actually ever have in his real life? He has to know. And there’s, unfortunately, only one person with any sort of answers at the current moment. Even if he’s too tiny to press for answers. Buck needs to get this kid talking. 

“Hey, buddy,” he says to the boy in Eddie’s arms. 

The boy turns his head to look at Buck. 

“You must be hungry, huh? Do you want breakfast?”

“Yes, please,” he says in a tiny voice.

“Oh, so polite,” Buck smiles at him. “Okay, what do you want to eat?” 

🌤️

Eddie is kind of freaking out. 

Which, he supposes, he’s entitled to. There are a lot of freak out worthy things happening at the moment. Not least of all the seeming time travel. But really, at the forefront of his mind, is his son. And not the unfamiliar but very cute child that has appeared out of nowhere. But Christopher. He needs to know where Christopher is. Before he figures out any of the rest of this - the marriage to a man of it all - he needs to find his son.

So Eddie does some light investigation while Buck familiarizes himself with a strange kitchen to make their mystery child scrambled eggs. Buck has gone from silent and choked up to very chatty with the kid. And Eddie gets it. This boy is the only one who knows anything. So while Eddie searches for information in one way, Buck does in another. 

He scans the fridge for art while Buck searches for which cupboard stores their - their - frying pans. There’s a green and red construction paper Christmas tree stuck to the fridge with a Los Angeles Fire Department magnet. It has marker-drawn ornaments and in the bottom corner of the trunk, in messy lettering, a name. Nico. Eddie looks at the kid, then looks back at the name on the paper tree. Nico. It suits his face. Is it short for Nicolas? Eddie doesn’t have anyone in his life named Nicolas that they - they - would have named him after. Did they choose it because it sounds good with Christopher? Christopher and Nicolas. Chris and Nico. It does sound good. Eddie has never once thought about what he would name a second child. He hasn’t thought about another child since the moment Shannon asked for a divorce. But he thinks, if this is at all real and not a shared delusion, that he and Buck did a good job on the name front. 

“Nico,” Eddie says out loud. Like he’s trying to get the kid’s attention. But, really, he just wants to communicate this information to Buck. 

Buck and Nico both look at him. 

“Yeah?” Nico asks. 

“This is a really good tree,” Eddie compliments. He lifts the craft from the fridge to show it to Buck, pointing at the name with his index finger. Buck’s mouth parts a little, understanding hitting him.

“Thank you!” Nico says. “You told me that already, Dad.”

“Well, it’s just so good I had to say it again,” Eddie replies, winking at him. He’s got practice appeasing a little kid. It’s so much easier at this age. They’re so damn sweet. 

“Nico,” Buck echoes, trying out the name in his mouth.

Nico turns to look at him. 

“I like the art, too!” Buck adds quickly when he sees Nico waiting for him to say something.

“Thank you!” 

“You’re crafting above your grade level, I bet,” Buck says. 

Nico furrows his brows. “I’m in kindergarten.” 

Oh, Eddie sees what Buck is doing.

“That’s what I’m saying!” Buck nods. “I bet a first grader couldn’t make that tree as well as you did.”

Nico giggles, pleased. Eddie can see a resemblance to Buck entirely. It makes Eddie feel a little warm. He wants to pay attention to that feeling right now but he’s still missing info on Chris.

“How many more days until we do our tree?” Nico asks. 

“Uh…” Buck struggles. “What day is it today?”

“Saturday!” Nico laughs, like Buck has asked the dumbest question on earth.

“Oh, right. Saturday,” Buck answers. “Um… Well, then… Soon?”

“How many sleeps?” Nico asks. 

Oh, see. Now is Eddie’s moment.

“Well, we can’t put up the tree without Chris, can we?” He asks. 

This is a risk. He knows it as soon as he asks. Buck shoots him a nervous look. 

Nico huffs, like this is the answer he dreaded hearing. “But when is he coming?”

Eddie feels a twinge of relief. “Hmm… Uh, should I call him?”

Buck’s eyes widen with surprise. Shit. Is Eddie really making a mistake with this? 

But Nico looks delighted. “Yes! Yes! Make him come today.” 

If Eddie was successful at making his son come home when he wanted him to, his life would be going a hell of a lot differently, now wouldn’t it? But of course, he doesn’t say this to Nico.

[straykids-97]

Hiiiii

Can you write about Felix having a anxiety or panic attack and the members can't calm him and he's like freaking out at the same time 'cause that never happened to him before. So the only way they can get him to relax a little it's calling his girlfriend in and she handles him perfectly. I was thinking about the members being cautious around her every time she came to the dorms before as she was a super private person and the guys didn't know her that well which made them doubt she was good enough for Felix. But after that moment they realise why Felix loves her as much as he does.

Thank you! And if you wish to add or change something, feel free to do it! ♤♡◇♧

Awe this is kinda sweet haha but ask and you shall receive 🫶🏻 also, this is unedited

🩷Angel🩷

Warnings/ trigger warning: mention of anxiety, crying, struggling with mental health, angst (sorta), Felix gets short with Chris. Fluffy towards the end. Lmk if I forgot anything!

3.6% of the world’s population is affected by anxiety. For some, it’s manageable by use of medication or other things such as therapy.

For Felix, he relied on his friends, his games and you.

On days like today, when it was hard to focus and his mind was tripping over itself it was thinking so fast that he couldn’t even think straight, he found solace in being alone. He hated his anxiety, he hated feeling lesser than, like he needed someone else to help him. However, today he felt as if he was drowning- his mind racing so fast that even his usual go-to’s were not working.

At first, when Felix snapped at Han, everyone chopped it up to stress. After all, Felix had been struggling with the dance routine they were working on for the past few days.

But when Felix snapped at Chris, everyone knew something was wrong. “Felix, maybe you should take a break?” Chris offered, thinking maybe he needed something else to do for a little while like eating some lunch or even just relaxing for a little bit. “Break?” Felix sneered, rolling his eyes and continuing to work through the dance. Chris sighed, glancing over at Minho, who was shaking his head.

Minho even knew something was wrong, but as to the what, no one knew. And maybe that’s why Felix was so frustrated. They knew him, but didn’t know him. He could cry in frustration- punch something even.

Finally, Chris decided enough was enough.

“Felix,” he warned, stopping the music. “I’m not asking.” Felix stopped, glaring at Chris in the mirror. “Go home. Take a shower. Come back tomorrow with a fresh mind.” Felix balled his hands into fists, “I can do this.” He gritted out. “I know that.” Chris nodded his head, “but not today.”

Felix stood there for a moment in silence while the others all stood there, watching him with unease. Felix growled, snatching his hat off the ground and his phone before storming out of the practice room, hot tears of frustration streaming down his cheeks.

He didn’t stop crying until he was home, tossing his phone down on his bed and screaming in… well… he wasn’t sure. Anger? Anguish? Sadness? He didn’t know.

—

“What’s happening?” You ask as you hold your phone to your ear, juggling your keys and purse as you rush to your door.

It was late and Chris never called you.

“Well… Felix has had… a rough day. He’s lashing out on everyone.” He explained. “We tried everything we could think of… I hate to bother you so late but… if you could come by and just-“ you interrupted him, “I’m already on the way.” There was silence for a few moments, “I’ll unlock the door.”

You try not to speed as you race to Felix, knowing that he should have said something sooner before he started to spiral. Your heart ached for him, but the conversation about getting help for his anxiety got you nowhere. So you offered alternatives; things to help keep his mind busy when he felt like he was drowning.

Clearly everything was just stacking up and had come crashing down.

You knock on the door to Felix’s shared home with his band mates. And Chris opens it almost immediately. Chris was the only one out of Felix’s group that you knew well enough to speak informally with. The others well… they weren’t so open to being around a stranger.

“Is he in his room?” You ask making him nod, “Yeah. He’s been in there since he got home. Han said he won’t open his door.” Chris followed you to the hallway, “he’s got his headphones on.” You pause for a moment, turning to look at him and the others who were all piled around the living area. “What happened?”

“Not sure. He’s been struggling a lot this week with a new dance…” Chris shook his head, “I think there’s a lot more than that but, you know how he is.” You smile softly and nod. Without another word you make your way to Felix’s room, you don’t bother to knock.

Felix is sat at his desk, hands covering the black headphones that sat on his ears. His right leg bouncing furiously as he tried to drown out his busy mind.

You place your bag on the floor at the foot of his bed and stand there for a moment, watching him. Your heart ached for him. You shuffled behind him, placing your warm hands over his clammy ones. He jolts whirling around to see who was touching him to find you there.

The look of relief on his face said it all. Felix’s bottom lip jutted out and he immediately batted his headphones off and wrapped his arms around you. You felt him sob, and you rubbed his shoulder’s soothingly, whispering that everything was going to be ok as he cried into your tummy.

After a good long while, you pull away to look at his red, puffy eyes. “What’s wrong, Angel?” You murmur as he stares up at you. He shakes his head, “I dunno.” His voice was hoarse from crying. You smile at him softly and pull on his wrists, onto his feet.

You pull him into his bed, laying with your arms open for him to wrap himself around you. Felix crawls into the bed, allowing you to cocoon around him. He snuggles under your chin as you idly play with his hair.

You both laid like that for a while, and you thought that maybe he was asleep until he spoke up. “Just frustrated- I can’t get anything right.” He mumbles, huffing and whispering, “I feel like I can’t do anything right this week.”

“It’s ok to have bad weeks,” you replied, massaging his neck. “It’s ok to have bad days, bad months… not everything will go to plan, or how you want. No matter how hard you try or how much you try to make it change.” He’s quiet for a while, allowing your words to settle.

“I feel terrible,” he says, pulling away enough to look at you. “I shouted at Han and Chris.” He hangs his head. “I’m sure they know that you don’t mean it,” you murmur, brushing his dyed hair from his eyes, “they know that you’re not a mean person.”

He nods, “yeah.” He agrees, sitting up and looking toward his door. “I guess I should go apologize.” He finalizes, rising to his feet. “Can you…” you smile at him and follow to stand beside him. “Of course.” You squeeze his hand reassuring him.

Felix quietly enters the living area to find that some have either left or gone to bed, leaving Chris, Minho, Changbin and Han in the room. “I want to apologize for yelling at you guys.” Felix fidgeted with the hem of his baggy black shirt. “I shouldn’t have taken out my frustration on you, and for that I’m sorry.” He takes a deep breath as Chris steps toward him, wrapping his arms around Felix’s shoulders. “It’s ok Lix.” Chris says, rubbing his back.

“Yeah, we know you’ve been… going through it.” Han says, joining Chris in giving Felix a hug. You stand a few feet away and watch with a soft smile. You glance over at Minho to find him watching you with an intrigued look in his eye. Minho perhaps was the last person to accept you, being particularly protective of Felix as if Felix was his own real, biological brother.

But, something told you that Minho wouldn’t doubt you anymore and that you were meant for Felix after all.

—

Thanks for the inspiration 🫶🏻 hope y’all enjoy the angst stuff I don’t normally do it haha

Any other anons?? 🫶🏻 I’m slowly working through them haha

©️straykids-97

[phregnancy]

do you have any tv recommendations? like any kind

i have watched an ungodly amount of television in my life so i’m going to list the first that come to mind that i’ve enjoyed in no particular order and take what you want from that

- buffy - everyone’s familiar with buffy, teen/young adult drama with comedy woven in (not a dramedy though)

- angel - buffy’s angstier counterpart

- la familia peluche - family centered sitcom, i think the humor’s kind of unique

- that 70’s show - teen sitcom, starts strong and gets weaker over time

- derry girls - teen sitcom about northern ireland in the 90s

- malcolm in the middle - early 2000s us family centered sitcom, i like that things are not perfect

- welcome to samdal-ri - sam-dal deserves everything imo

- scrubs - medical sitcom

- el chavo - classiccc sitcom, it’s from the 70s and definitely is a product of the time

- twin peaks - love the mystery, however when my friend showed it to me she was annoyed because i guessed the outcome less than ten minutes into the first episode

- x-files - really enjoyed scully and mulder’s relationship but don’t like the last season (as is the case with most shows)

- hello, my twenties! - generally heartwarming story of friends growing into adulthood

- living single - everything i thought about nyc was because of this show

- betty la fea - a novela pero it’s short so really just a nove, not sure how the humor would land if you’re not already familiar with latam media

- ugly betty - the us counterpart, i think it’s better than the original largely because it was given the time to flesh out the various plots

- my first first love - another heartwarming coming of age kdrama

- the secret life of an american teenager - cheeeesy and poorly acted but it’s so ridiculous that it’s funny

- house - tumblr’s favorite medical drama

- my name is earl - sitcom about a man making amends and ends in a way that infuriates me

- abbott elementary - my birthday buddy quinta brunson’s show, one of my favorite sitcoms

- raising hope - an imperfect family focused sitcom

- my mad fat diary - teen mental health drama

- svu - copaganda but watching predators get hurt is a comfort to me

- everybody hates chris - hilarious family focused sitcom, also influenced what i thought about nyc

- yellowstone - a more involved drama but very good if you have the time to dedicate to it

- grey’s anatomy - horrible, horrible medical drama, but another that is insane and that’s the fun

- pretty little liars - another insane teen drama filled with plot inconsistencies and retcons

- lost - drama. i couldn’t begin to explain anything else if i tried, another that requires undivided attention if you haven’t seen it before

- the fresh prince - funny feel good sitcom, sometimes i play it to fall asleep to

- king of the hill - adult cartoon comedy based in texas, that is what i imagine texas is like sorry if it’s inaccurate

- freaks and geeks - teen dramedy featuring some now really well known actors

[curator-on-ao3]

⭐ Director's Cut on the First Impressions ficlets, please!

Bahaha! Thank you for asking about those, @fiadorable! ❤️😂

Okay, so the trio of ficlets that form First Impressions are all … first impressions … in the context of two first officers — Jack Ransom and Una Chin-Riley. I originally posted the first and second ficlets to Tumblr (sort of glorified shitpost fics) and people asked me to put them on AO3, which was really nice. I put all three stories on AO3 a few days before the Lower Decks/Strange New Worlds crossover was announced and I thought, “Whoa. Of all my crackships, is Chansom actually going to go canon?!” So, yep, the joke in the crossover made me happy because how can you have first officer actors married to each other and not make a joke about it? The show did good.

Anyway, for the first ficlet, Jack Ransom falling for an Una Chin-Riley hologram (and Mariner teasing him about pulling a Geordi LaForge/Leah Brahms) was fun, and Jack meeting — and respecting — the actual Una as an aged and wise ambassador, all in the service of Jack’s emotional journey for his own self-confidence, was nice to explore. I see Jack as having a really beautiful and needy heart that he hides to protect himself (per Deanna Troi’s analysis). Letting Jack be vulnerable with Una made my own heart happy.

For the second ficlet, I was amused by the number of Trek characters played by married Trek actors and I wanted to get them all into one place. Hence, the nightclub that in my mind is officially named “Okudas,” but I couldn’t get that in there. Having Kira and Bashir (married actors!) comment on Jack and Una (married actors!) while reflecting on Tilly and Ryn (married actors!) and so, so many more had me smiling. (B’Elanna and Damar! Spock and Admiral Rollman! Jean-Luc Picard and the lounge singer from a dive bar in 21st century Los Angeles!) I like to believe that once Una and Jack figured out why they were at the nightclub (“Okay, so we’re fictional characters played by actors who are married to each other. That’s ummm …” “Not even the strangest thing to ever happen to me.” “Yeah, same.”) that they sort of warily circled each other, then Jack made a joke about testing out the ol’ rod and berries (yeah, a Roddenberry dirty joke — I truly believe Jack would go there) and Jack got nervous when Una seemed annoyed at first by his humor … but then he saw the amusement in her eyes and they both absolutely cracked up laughing.

The third ficlet was the only one of the trio that I wrote directly for AO3 (didn’t begin life as a Tumblr fic shitpost). And I have to say, I have a special place in my heart for it. The way Christopher Pike initially dismisses Jack Ransom as an idiot and, sure, it’s fine if Una has history with this guy from the future because it’s obviously just physical attraction and … what’s that? Jack is actually intelligent? Well, shit. Writing Chris becoming more and more insecure while Jack and Una have no idea that Chris is freaking out … and Chief Kyle just wants everyone out of the transporter room … had me laughing (lovingly) as I wrote and every time I edited.

Thank you so much, @fiadorable, for asking about that trio of firsts for two of my favorite first officers. ❤️

Want more information about a fic I wrote? Send me an ask.

[bboyplankton]

2023 Playlist

2 Chainz & Lil Wayne – Long Story Short

38 Spesh – Crowned King

38 Spesh & Conway the Machine feat. Benny the Butcher – Speshal Machinery

38 Spesh & Conway the Machine feat. Pharohe Monch & Che Noir – We Outside

Adi Oasis – Serena

Adrian Dzvuke feat. Myx Quest – EGO

Ama Lou – Silence

Armani White feat. A$AP Ferg – Silver Tooth.

Austin Millz feat. Duckwrth – Familiar

Biako feat. Peyton – Holy Matrimony

BiC Fizzle – Loaded

BiC Fizzle – Where U From

BigXthaPlug - Mmhmm

BigXthaPlug – Rush Hour

BJ the Chicago Kid – Who Cares

BLK ODYSSY feat. Grace Sorensen – LET ME GO

BLK ODYSSY – ODEE

Boldy James & ChanHays – Trust Issues

Casper Sage – Flow State

Chase Shakur – x’s n o’s

Chiiild – Into The Deep End

Chris Brown – Feel Something

Chris Brown – Stutter

Ciara – Type A Party

Conway the Machine & Jae Skeese – The Chosen

Conway the Machine feat. Sauce Walka & Juicy J – Super Bowl

Curren$y & Trauma Tone – All Fucked Up

Curren$y & Trauma Tone feat. Maxo Kream – Cheat Code

Daniel Caesar – Do You Like Me?

Dave East – Letter to Kobi

Dave East – Like A Rose

Deanté Hitchcock feat. Big K.R.I.T. & Westside Boogie – Callin’

Dende – Nightmares

Destin Conrad feat. Masego – Super Paradise

Devon Gilfillian – The Recipe

DJ Drama feat. Jeezy – I Ain’t Gon Hold Ya

Doe Boy – Rhude Boy

Doja Cat – Agora Hills

Doja Cat – 97

Domo Genesis & The Alchemist feat. Tyler, the Creator – No Idols

Domo Genesis & The Alchemist feat. Freddie Gibbs – Till The Angels Come

Don Toliver – Leather Coat

Don Toliver feat. Kali Uchis – 4 Me

Ebony Riley – Draws

Elli Ingram – Heavy

Elmiene – Mad At Fire

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Emotional Oranges – Lies You Tell

Fall Out Boy – What a Time To Be Alive

FNF Chop – Shooting

Forest Claudette – Two Years

Gucci Mane & B.G. – Idiots Worst Nightmare

Gucci Mane feat. Young Dolph – Pretty Girls

Hamzaa & 1srael – Borderline

IDK feat. Jucee Froot & Saucy Santana – Pinot Noir

Jack Harlow – They Don’t Love It

Jacob Latimore – Sorry

Jai’len Josey – Southern Delicacy

Jane Handcock – Layin Next to Me

Janelle Monáe – Water Slide

Jastin Martin – S.O.M.S. (Still Owe Me Something)

Jean Deaux – Dog

JMSN – Soft Spot

Jordan Ward feat. Lido – Pricetag/Beverlywood

Jorja Smith - Lately

Jozzy – Alone

Juicy J feat. La Chat – Deadbeat

Jungle – Back On 74

Justine Skye feat. Timbaland – Intruded

Kali Uchis feat. Don Toliver – Fantasy

K Camp – Spin the Block

Kenyon Dixon feat. Alex Isley – & Then Some

Kenyon Dixon – Lucky

Key Glock – Pop My Shit

Khamari – Doctor, My Eyes

Killer Mike feat. El-P & thankugoodsir – Don’t Let the Devil

Killer Mike feat. Curren$y, 2 Chainz, & Kaash Paige – Spaceship Views

KXNG CROOKED & Joell Ortiz – No More

Kyra – Sweet Mahogany

Larry June & The Alchemist feat. Slum Village – Orange Village

Larry June & Cardo feat. ScHoolboy Q – Pop Out

Leonard Charles feat. Reality Jonez – Get Out

Leon Thomas – Breaking Point

Lloyd Banks – Onyx AMG

Lloyd Banks feat. Method Man – 101 Razors

Logic feat. Norah Jones – Paradise II

Mac Demarco – Chicago

Machel Montano – Night Shift

Machel Montano feat. Destra – Shake the Place

Maeta feat. Ambré – Control Freak

Mahalia – Isn’t It Strange?

Mahalia – Plastic Plants

Marc E. Bassy – Change My Ways

Mannywellz – Be Alright

Masego – In Style

Masego – Remembering Sundays

Moneybagg Yo – Ocean Spray

Nas – Slow It Down

Nelccia – Options

Noah Guy feat. Amaria – Stay Here

Nonso Amadi – Foreigner

Omarion – Alkaline Drip

Paramore – Running Out of Time

Phabo – Casamigos

PinkPanthress – The Aisle

Preemo Rice – DEEP in my bag

Queen Naija – Soul Tied

RAAHiiM – Friend Zone

RAAHiiM – Lonely

RAAHiiM – Outside Freestyle

Reason – Gang Shit!

Rican Da Menace feat. Moneybagg Yo – Dumb

Rory feat. DRAM & Alex Isley – I Want You But You’ll Never Know…

Roy Woods – Don’t Mind Me

rum.gold – AM/FM

Sabrina Carpenter – Read Your Mind

Sabrina Claudio – Tastes So Good

Saint Harison feat. Tiana Major9 – homies

Saleka – Fantasy

Saleka – Séance

Sam Smith – No God

Sampha – Inclination Compass (Tenderness)

Sampha – Only

Sebastian Mikael feat. Flwr Chyld – It’s You

Selah Sue – When It All Falls Down

Shy Glizzy feat. 21 Savage – Slime-U-Out

Sy Ari Da Kid & Paxquiao – No Rules (Slut Me Out)

Tay Iwar feat. Knucks – Juice

Terrace Martin & Alex Isley – 2 Step in the Living Room

THEY. – Blu Moon

TOBi – Move

Tone Stith – Girls Like You

Tone Stith – Whoa

Travis Scott – I Know?

Travis Scott feat. James Blake & 21 Savage – Till Further Notice

Vedo – Consistency

Vedo – Deep (Hold You)

Vedo – You and Me

Victoria Monet – Smoke (Reprise)

Wale the Sage – Bleue

Wiz Khalifa – Tail Money

Yung Bleu – Can’t Help Who You Love