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⭐A Past Life of Jeon Jungkook - Oracle and Tarot Reading

[A view of a Past Life of Jeon Jungkook, born September 1, 1997 — Virgo. The Past Life Reading is an intuitive and channeled reading that pinpoints the most prominent past life that is currently influencing an individual’s current incarnation. For this reading, I use six decks: the Rider-Waite Tarot, The Linestrider Tarot, Moonology Oracle, Wisdom of The Oracle, The Spirit Animal Oracle, Wild Unkown Archetypes, Tarotwave, Wisdom of The Oracle, Black Moon Lilith Astrology Cards, Chakra Reading Cards, and the Sacred Geometry Activations Oracle deck. This reading lasted 3 hours.]

Reading Performed: October 17, 2024

Originally Posted: October 26, 2024

Overall Progression: The Ocean + The Desert/Eros + The Mother

The past life that came through for Jungkook is a very interesting one that seemed centered on development and personal progression of the soul through a human experience. This lifetime was one of late-stage awakening or a higher awareness toward the end of life that set the stage for the current lifetime where, alongside a working lifetime, he is experiencing make-ups or rewards for prior work experiences. Human connection and the appreciation for honest and open connection with deep understanding is rooted in this past life where he became very disconnected from this aspect that is true to him on a soul level within all lifetimes.

The overall progression of this lifetime is laid out above starting with The Ocean, which then moves into The Desert. Immediately it gave this sense of the soul drying up or becoming disconnected from the conscious mind completely after originally coming in relatively aware and heart-centered. In the image of The Desert we see a hand reaching out of the sand towards a burning moon or an eclipse — I was taking this more as a burning moon as it reflects the diamond in Eros, representing the loss of a counterpart connection. Essentially, a soul mate connection was in line in this lifetime, a higher counterpart that was present in other lifetimes, but due to the disconnect of the soul, the soul connection with the counterpart was also lost.

It was very clear that this connection lingered in the mind and body, suggesting that connection had been made, however, it was lost rather quickly or didn’t move beyond a certain stage. There was a part, a lingering shred of the soul that was still reaching out toward that counterpart while the rest of his consciousness sank into heavier spaces that were dictated by blind faith, conformity, and a deliberate separation from emotions.

The lifetime concludes with The Mother, where I was seeing the pearl in the center as reflecting the burning moon and the diamond in Eros. This is where it was shown that either while still alive or after death, there was a marker put on this lifetime for a redo, specifically around this connection. He planted a seed of this connection and then, on multiple levels, seems to have locked it in and ensured that out of everything, this would be something he would experience, pursue, and treasure. One of the elements of his current state of being, his appreciation of connection and relationships, which is still very clear within his soul ties, is present now specifically to aid in his ability to recognize this connection when it is presented to him.

Childhood

This was a little sad to read into because it seems like he really didn’t have a chance at all in this past life to be his own person. Granted, this was a deliberate setting for development, and he seemed to move through it relatively fine at first, but there’s a kind of softer innocence to how and why he was so easily guided toward something that was very against his nature. The combination of Allowance and Bluff read very literally in the realm of naivety, allowing others to bluff, moving in a carefree way through the words of other people. Falling in line, being convinced, and following laid out paths would have been very instinctual for him while on a more intuitive level, he would have felt uneasy.

Overall Energy: Allowance + Bluff

Timeline: Wheel of Fortune + Queen of Wands + 2 of Wands (rev.)

The timeline lays it out with the Wheel of Fortune and the Queen of Wands merged together as a symbol of outer authority, that may be connected primarily to his family first in this past life. It feels like the Wheel and the Queen represent someone else sitting in the driver’s seat of his life, and right from the beginning, straight from birth, were in control. This may explain why, in spite of that inner unease and disagreeing, he still was so easy to guide into certain things. He really didn’t know how to do or say anything against authority.

Because of this, his childhood was left to him in the form of the reversed 2 of Wands, which settled as the inability to dream or the refusal to dream, to think of anything far off in the future, or even something he would do the following day, as it was always understood that someone else was laying out his day for him.

I do think as well that his more stubborn and carefree approach to life now in his current state stems from this, ensuring that he can well and truly be completely in control of his life and how it plays out day to day.

Teen Years

The teen years was when shit seemed to really hit the fan when it came to the loss of soul connection. It was a temporary state, but it was quite a heavy one with very deliberate cutting off of the emotional center. It was very clear to me that this was related to some kind of military work, I was seeing it more as knights or some kind of guardianship of people of higher status, royal guards or something in that realm. It was a job that he was connected to through family, a kind of role that is passed through families specifically for the sake of trust and status.

Overall Energy: Solar Plexus + Defense

Timeline: Queen of Cups (rev.) + 9 of Swords + 9 of Cups (rev.) / The Magician (rev.) / The Hermit

Solar Plexus and Defense show a relatively unconscious state of being, a very externalized and forceful mode that he was in, very much leaning into a hardened masculine energy, drifting very far away from any internal awareness. The Solar Plexus is involuntary projection (as opposed to the Sacral Chakra, which is more intentional projection) and Defense brings Mars and Taurus — Cardinal Fire and Fixed Earth — together in absolute extremes.

In the timeline, we have this space and time initiated with the reversal of the Queen of Cups, which is the cutoff of internal awareness. This feels a lot like going through training or some kind of trial work where it was made clear that his own sensitivities could not be supported here and could not be supportive of what was expected of him.

This gave way to the 9 of Swords, which is quite a heavy mental load that strings together grief, paranoia, fear, and depression. This is mirrored then by the reversed 9 of Cups. Just as he intentionally cut off his internal space, he very knowingly cut himself off from a lot of what he did allow himself to dream about, which seems to be very limited to his relationship with this soul counterpart, which at this point still feels very distant. With The Magician in reverse alongside it, it is a known loss of power or control, coming across as him knowing that in stepping into line here, he would lose his wand, any ability he had at all to make his own wishes come true. This is then followed by The Hermit upright, a future prospect of always being alone.

It came through that the person he was hoping to be with was someone who was very peaceful and at ease in the heart, very similar to his own soul, but without the filtration or limitation that he was given in this lifetime. It feels like it may have been an “admire from afar” kind of situation with a few blips of sparks here and there. There was hope and a sense of freedom that was either gained from this person or was just something that this person inspired within himself that made it possible for him to dream of his future with this person. Because this person was practically the embodiment of peace, however, there was a major split here on multiple levels where they came to be entirely incompatible, at least from his perspective.

As a side note, somewhere within this timeframe between the teen years and adulthood, within the space of The Desert specifically, it seems he may have killed someone while out and about on a mission or in battle. I was seeing it in my head as him looking over a body on the ground in the middle of a wide open field. It wasn’t clear to me if I was seeing it as just the two of them in this field because that’s what it actually was, of it that’s just how it felt for him in the moment — going into shock during a battle and only being able to focus on the one person he actually did kill in that moment. There were more deaths, but it seems the first is what lingered the most, going numb to the rest.

This seemed to be the main source of the grief and depression, potential PTSD in the 9 of Swords. It also seems to be one of the major points in his mind that affirmed for him that coming together again with this soulmate was completely impossible. He held onto that guilt, but it did wake him up a bit and put things into perspective. He, at some point, maybe years beyond this first death, quit this job and truly did become The Hermit. There’s a major separation from others, although he may not have literally been alone the whole time, just unable to make deeper connections out of fear, shame, or just a lingering sense of inner disconnect that he could never extend past himself.

Adult Years

Moving into the adult years, which actually feel more like the end of life (with the End of Life section feeling like matters left to the soul after death), there was a reawakening that came through what feels like an existential crisis. On some level, it feels like The Hermit took on the energy of the 9 of Swords and sought out shelter in the church in the 5 of Pentacles. Not a literal church, maybe an institution, maybe an inner temple of sorts that was reached at a point of desperation.

Overall Energy: Heart Chakra + Tantric Journey + Empathy

Timeline: 5 of Pentacles + The World + 9 of Wands

The Heart Chakra and Tantric Journey as the overall energy of this period of his life are mind breaking. Connection to the heart, or the inner world, has been reestablished, but it feels like returning to ruins. The Heart represents something more physical or conscious, while Tantric Journey represents something higher, energetic, or out of body. On some level, I want to say that it feels like time travel, as if he experienced some sort of break from reality and traveled back in his mind to when he “had a heart,” which was connected to this person who was lost to him in the time. The Empathy card, the imagery on it, feels like revisiting a friend and hearing whispers. The bird holding the pearl makes me think of the pearl in The Mother, something representing this other person, who was a reflection of his own soul, heart, or inner world.

The 5 of Pentacles itself is connected to spiritual and financial lack, an emptiness or feeling of being incomplete. In this space, if you get stuck, a person can seek out a lot of comfort or distraction in order to cope with or do away with the feeling of not having what you really want. Following this, The World feels connected to the idea of some kind of break from reality, as the grid and field in the image extend past and break around the world itself. I feel this as a breaking point in which he could not be with the world, could not stay in reality, could not function properly. There was stuff coming through again that would lead me to think he was dealing with PTSD.

The 9 of Wands is a card about paranoia and negative anticipation, hypervigilance. In the traditional Rider-Waite image, there is a man who stands guard over his own domain after having been attacked or facing a battle of some kind. Constantly on foot, on guard, and looking over his shoulder. In the image in the Tarotwave deck, we see a group of wands standing around a computer to watch another wand that appears to break out of the screen. Breaking out of the screen lines up with the feeling of breaking out of reality, being watched by other people while doing it. He could have potentially been institutionalized or was watched over by family or friends.

The 9 of Wands’ display of breaking from reality, alongside The World and the 5 of Pentacles, does feel like the point of death or the energy that led to his death. If he did take his own life, it’s not entirely clear if he knew what he was doing or if it was a sudden accident.

End of Life

Because this portion of the reading registers as being after the point of death rather than the death itself, I’m wondering if he spent some time wandering after death, either by choice or as a soul lost and confused after an upsetting or disconnected passing. There’s something quite solemn about the combination of Cosmic Flower and Principle. They feel very big, expansive, stimulated, but very quiet and wide open, like walking through a field on your own and seeing nothing but the horizon on all sides. This feels like a wandering soul. Both cards are also connected to number 9 with Principle being connected to the 9th House through Sagittarius and Cosmic Flower being number 18, 9 multiplied and 9 from 1 and 8 together. This settles into the idea of expanding within the point of finality or having some kind of further awakening process happening whilst in a state of limbo.

Overall Energy: Cosmic Flower + Principle

Timeline: The Lovers + 4 of Wands + 4 of Swords

The timeline is less of a timeline and more of a designated checklist. Things that were pondered on, dreamed of, hoped for, and thus the seeds that were planted by the soul still wandering on earth, that would one day be able to be harvested and experienced during a separate lifetime. It doesn’t feel like it was an intentional planting whilst in a wandering state, it feels more like it was dreamed of so much that it just started taking root, and then when his soul crossed over and he was back to planning his lifetimes out, he designated a space and time, now within his current working lifetime, for these things to play out.

The 4 of Swords is a wide-sweeping one, which is connected to rest, relaxation, recuperation, healing, and meditation. His spirit was resting in a state of disconnect, it was uneasy and stagnant rather than fully at ease, which may explain why he may have gotten a bit stuck or lost within this timeframe — he thought he was dreaming, didn’t know he was dead, may have thought he was hallucinating or dissociating. The “permanent break from reality” felt to him in the moment like he was caught up in a very deep sleep and a lucid dream. Going back to his childhood with the reversed 2 of Wands, the matter of knowing even then that there was no point in dreaming, thinking, or planning for his future, he gave himself permission, whilst believing he was in a literal dream, to imagine and maybe play out on some level, the fantasies he had with this other person.

The Lovers is coming through very literally, especially with the image on the card. It’s a statue, a sculpture of two people embracing, something someone dreamed up but may have not experienced. The image is held in high regard and locked into place. The expression of love alone would be projected well enough through the 2 of Cups, but the fact that The Lovers is coming through here like this shows that there was a demand to see it, to feel it, to experience it fully, not just as a daydream.

The 4 of Wands is just the same with both the image here and the traditional image coming to mind. Both of them reflect celebration, but the traditional image also suggests a welcoming. Two people are on the other side of the threshold, which feels like him watching something through a window, through a screen, through his own imagination. He’s not just seeing his person welcoming him back, he’s seeing his own body welcoming him as well. It’s like part of him knew or was imagining that in some other world, they were together, and that other version of him was waiting for him to plug in and start living.

The 4 of Wands is also often connected to soulmate reunion and unification, through the representation of the two people placed within the four wands, which can appear as 1111 or 11:11, denoting parallel progression and mirrored souls, or counterparts. The number 4 is also the number of foundation and can represent the soil that the seed of The Lovers was planted in. With this recognition of welcoming on both sides, I would think that at this point he would have either found peace and crossed over after the passing of his person. It's possible the other person's soul, who was more awake and at ease in passing, came and got Jungkook out of his little limbo situation. This would take us into the 4 of Swords again in a different way, this time implying actual soul rest, the point of crossing over completely and ending this lifetime fully.

With the reversed 8 of Pentacles, there was a lot of deep disappointment toward himself for not being able to “do the basics,” which don’t actually seem to be very basic to me. This goes back to him not being able to handle or cope with his job, something that it seems most of his family did. This is very specific to harming or killing other people — it was considered a basic aspect of the job, it was something he couldn’t cope with doing in spite of doing it many times, and therefore he saw himself as someone who couldn’t keep up or couldn’t perform as well. The 8 of Pentacles here gives a feeling of a broken conveyor belt in a factory, a person unable to fall in line with others, a loss of self-control.

How He Saw Himself: 8 of Pentacles (rev.)

State of The Soul: The Fool (rev.)

The state of the soul reflects major restriction of potential, which goes back to the lack of autonomy that was prominent throughout this lifetime. The Fool, when upright, represents pure potential, and in reverse, it represents something that feels more like a doll, someone or something at the mercy of the outside energy, the outside potential, rather than what can come from within, what can come from personal choice. It seems to come down to him having gotten very comfortable with the idea of being able to follow rules and follow the leader in every way that when he hit this wall of his own limitations, he felt deeply unnerved by this. It’s almost like he was so controlled by others that it seemed like when he was left on his own to perform “simple tasks” he was unable to do anything. I think he thought of himself as someone who couldn’t do the job unless someone was holding his hand, and with that came a lot of insecurity and self-hatred around the emotional and more sensitive spaces within himself, which at some point he lived in denial of.

Unfortunately, it would seem most people saw him as someone coming undone, and with Justice in reverse, this is somewhat how he was supposed to be seen. Both cards here represent the mind splitting or unraveling. Justice itself feels more like the connection, the line of mediation between the inner world and the outer world, or the real world and the dream world (hallucinations/flashbacks), either collapsed or bled between the two leaving no distinction. The 10 of Swords is more visceral, feeling like the mind and nervous system becoming overwhelmed and glitching out, slowly being eroded away and then completely destroyed. From the outside looking in, he looks like someone who went completely insane in an "inevitable" way, while he himself was still fighting to keep himself above water. It feels like people looked at him as a lost cause long before he truly was, and that came down to him simply not being able to follow commands anymore.

How Others Saw Him: 10 of Swords (rev.)

How He Was Meant To Be Seen: Justice (rev.)

Again, this was a lifetime centered around development, so while this does seem a bit heavy, it is something he wanted to experience on a soul level with the intention of it contributing to his future navigation in working lifetimes — most likely a crash course in how to avoid the loss of autonomy, identity, and the heart.

Goal: The Devil

What Was Accomplished: Knight of Cups

The Devil representing the goal is more centered in the image, where the devil is shown to be whispering together with the man, both images distorted as the identity and self-awareness are lost. This feels like a reflection of the Wheel of Fortune and the Queen of Wands, which felt like someone else sitting in the driver’s seat of his life from the very beginning. The goal was to experience a complete loss of control that led to self-destruction so that these things could be navigated around more smoothly, which is what is shown to be accomplished with the Knight of Cups.

A more fluid, heart-centered energy that is self-guided and dedicated to making dreams a reality. This is all represented in the Knight of Cups, and I do think we see that energy in him now in his current lifetime. The Knight of Cups is also considered the most romantic of the Knights, usually associated with Prince Charming or the “knight in shining armor.” It’s a set mission, one he set for himself on a soul level, to curate a life and experience that is purely under his own rule, with a focus on personal foundations, love, connection, and proper unification with his person. I’m seeing that one of the reasons, on a higher level, that things seem to fall into place for him so easily is because he’s quite literally done it all before and can bypass a lot of the challenges one might face. He’s, on multiple levels, in the driver’s seat of his life and has a full view of the navigation system, with a clear vision of the end goal, which is centered on The Lovers and the 4 of Wands.

The significant soul connection that was experienced in this past life is represented by Temperance, a person displayed as being balanced between the physical and spiritual, a soul fully integrated into the body. What was gained from this connection, based on the reversed 4 of Cups, is actually what was lost or never found. Again, there was a foundation being laid within this past life that led to him being able to very much so appreciate love and connections in all subsequent lifetimes, so this aspect of separation being “what was gained” still makes sense within this lifetime and can be looked at positively on a soul level, while also registering as incomplete on a conscious level within these memories.

Significant Soul Connection: Temperance

What Was Gained: 4 of Cups (rev.)

Added note: I ended up doing an additional reading out of curiosity to see the energy signatures of this connection in the current lifetime in order to explore any interesting reflections or carry-overs from this past life. That reading will be included at the end of this one for reference.

Tools/Lessons Being Accessed: Gemini — I think + 1st House — The body + 11th House — Friends

The lessons being accessed here reflect the two main points of crossover that I recognized in the beginning — personal autonomy and a deep appreciation for relationships and connection overall. Gemini and the 1st House, with the key phrases “I think,” and “the body,” register very clearly as an independent mind guiding an independent body, a life dedicated to personal achievement and satisfaction alongside and in front of many people that he would feel supported and validated by. Anyone that wouldn’t support him on this would be in direct conflict with his very soul, something that in this current life he would not be able to look past. He may have moments (or had, in the past) where he allows things to slip for the sake of avoiding confrontation or hoping to see the best in someone or something, but there’s a very clear personal boundary that is laid and is meant to really solidify and become completely non-negotiable.

Outlook: Imagine

This was quite an energy to see rush through with this card. This set refers to the outlook Jungkook may have in this current lifetime based on his soul’s experience in the previous one. Here, with Imagine, there is a major emphasis on the aspect of dreaming, of looking ahead and seeing the infinite possibility in himself and everyone and everything around him. In comparison to this past life where, from the beginning, he was not able to dream or even plan his own future, here everything with Imagine is shown to be entirely within the realm of his own will. So long as he can see it in his mind, he will be able to bring it to life, for himself and others around him. This will cast a lot of inspiration out into the world, this energy is something that ripples out and expands on itself.

Something To Remember: Angels and Masters + Love + Play

This set would be for Jungkook if he were actually receiving this reading, something for him to remember or take note of from this past life, usually something that the soul wants to cement into the conscious mind so that it doesn’t get lost, forgotten, or bypassed along the way. Here, the Angels and Masters cards I was seeing as reflecting The Magician and Temperance. The Magician is a card that comes out for Jungkook a lot nowadays (it used to be The Fool with the Ace of Wands, or the Page of Wands), and of course, Temperance is here representing his soul counterpart or the person he will experience union with.

For reference, I was seeing the images of these two cards reflected in the image of Angels and Masters. Temperance’s wings and the chakras represent The Magician’s personal and external alignment, both acting as conduits of energy. One a bit softer, the other a bit more hands on and direct. It blends very nicely divine masculine and feminine energy that is expressed on both sides, showing individual soul development has been curated to a high degree. In the main card, “Angels” refers mainly to Temperance, and “Masters” refers mainly to The Magician, but both of them would be considered both as they both, out of body, would be “Angels” and on earth, as humans, would both be considered “Masters” of their own souls. Their progression, potentially parallel, would be evident.

Alongside the reminder of this significant connection, he also has two Heart Chakra cards with Love and Play, which really just felt like a marker of affirmation, his higher soul coming through and saying, “yes, you’ll know when it’s right because THIS is what it feels like.” It’s pure love, genuine love that comes very naturally, instinctually, and a vibrancy that brings him back to, or keeps him in a healthy state of playful youth, always ready to move and jump and yell and just really let himself be with this other person. The same feeling would be there for the other as well. It would be very natural, casual, simple, but potent and undeniable.

The closing messages here, which would still just be for him to take, emphasizes again the importance of maintaining that personal direction, that conscious connection to his own soul, his own personal direction and desire. Along with that, the Spider Spirit affirms that this is the lifetime in which he is to make his dreams a reality, living out his designs and giving himself free reign within all of it.

Closing Messages

Full Moon in Pisces — Balance spirituality and practicality

Spider Spirit — Make your dreams real.

Temperance’s Energy Signature In The Current Lifetime

The energy signature of the person represented by Temperance is very clear, but there is a heaviness to the energy especially in relation to The Tear, Saturn Return, and Concentration. There’s a lot of internal struggle with this person, but struggles that they are able to manage and move beyond quite easily, although they benefit most, or are able to help themselves the most when they are with others or are being supported.

The Tear and the Third-Eye Chakra show a deeply internalized person, someone who may find it difficult to speak or express themselves fully on their own, but are very capable of seeing into other people, very observant and very aware of what other people are feeling or the general vibes of an environment. There are heavier emotions that seem to flood the space with The Tear, but I’m seeing this in a way where the water droplet of The Tear, green and gold like the Heart and Solar Plexus Chakras, magnify or clear the lens of the Third Eye. Their own emotional upsets help them to feel and understand others more instinctually rather than intuitively.

Flexibility covers internal and external aspects — showing a flexible individual in the way that they speak to others, the way they listen to others, but also in the way that they operate within themselves. This can also be taken literally with a person who has a flexible body as I’m seeing this relating to how they take care of themselves with an effort to stay fit or stay relaxed and well managed through physical activity. With the Flexibility card specifically, yoga, dancing, or light cardio would be more the speed, activity that has the potential to relieve stress rather than add strain through something like weight training.

In comparison to Jungkook, the Flexibility card seems to hold more of that Divine Feminine energy as well, it’s the receptive space as well as a space of operation. The internalized flexibility is in the way they receive others, how they communicate with others, and how they interact with their environments. They are more receptive to, and one could say potentially at the mercy of, the energy or the people around them. I feel like this could have been a problem that has already been solved or is managed more consciously now as I keep seeing the person in the image of Flexibility wobbling before straightening back up like something else straightened out their spine.

Saturn Return is at the center of the spread and feels very significant in relation to time. There is a peak point either for this person or potentially for both of them around the time of the Saturn Return, but more specifically the culmination point which can fall around the 30th birthday specifically. It’s a point of transition out of a time of strenuous effort toward balancing things within yourself, and between yourself and the rest of the world (20s) and into a mode of personal awareness and a sense of personal liberation (30s). These two may meet each other in their 30s or if they’ve already met, which is possible due to The Tribe card, they may reach a certain peak or highlight of their relationship while they are in their 30s.

I also feel that for this person individually, the presence of Saturn here at the center shows that this person has been through their fair share of trials in their life and has built themselves up with it very nicely and is to be rewarded for that effort in the time of their 30s. Especially with the context of The Tear, Third Eye, and Flexibility, this person has had to learn how to manage themselves and other people, overcome a lot of personal, internal obstacles as well, and will be solidifying personal foundations of peace later on if they have not already begun doing it. In other words, very strict boundaries, a very close and limited circle of friends (The Tribe), words and actions would be very carefully chosen, and so on.

The Tribe card is very interesting because I immediately got thrown to the idea of soul family or cosmic DNA, connections that are very clear and strong due to the significant bonds that are beyond the physical. Considering that Jungkook, along with the other members, are here on a working lifetime, it is right to assume they did not come in alone, they came in with a lot of people that would help to ensure they are able to do what they need to do together and individually. This Temperance person is someone who is part of that group, is well intertwined with the space and if they are not already part of it, would be someone who fits in very easily, as if they were there from the beginning.

With The Tribe, considering how easily the connections fit and seem to work within the same space, I assumed that this Temperance person is probably an entertainer of some kind or works in media to a degree, and Concentration seems to support that. The images on the card are what I’m most focused on, as there is this sense of a witch hunt or someone being attacked and strung up with words and emotions. The mouth on top belongs to the Temperance person while the little green goblin devil thing are like envious projections from others onto this person, literally trying to put words in their mouth or trying to corrupt their image. The way the goblin is waving its hands it’s like, “See guys! This person did this, and then that, and they said this and then this happened! They’re awful!!” It’s all made up, exaggerated, or severely distorted, but the swords fly in any way with an effort to cut the person’s mouth. I’m taking that literally in the sense of hoping to silence them as well as very literally tarnish their image, destroy some level of beauty they wish wasn’t there.

If you think of the goblin thing as a little demon, and Temperance as an angel, the “default hatred” toward Temperance makes sense, but this is being displayed amongst humans, so it’s coming across as Temperance just kind of existing and jealous and hateful people going out of their way to destroy this person’s existence to some degree. It seems very on par with what celebrities, especially in the idol world go through.

The star at the bottom, strung up in a spider’s web, also comes from the effort of others to subdue or tone down the image of Temperance. There’s something more “close to home” with the web where it feels like they are not only being held down by the web, but they are also holding the web in place from the center. It’s a sense of self-sacrifice, and I’m seeing this as falling into some kind of extremism where, essentially, Temperance is aware, potentially due to the image above, that their natural image (an angel of fluidity and balance) is not something people enjoy and therefore they lean a little more into one side over the other. This takes the star’s color from a bright white (a blend of all the colors) to a solid red (centered more in the Root Chakra, more superficial, more image-oriented).

It is quite nice though if you consider that no matter how much other people try and destroy their image, and no matter how much they limit themselves for the sake of peace, they remain a star, the remain as some kind of celestial image that you can imagine floating brightly in the sky, looking down on everything with a sense of understanding and compassion.

The Ace of Pentacles is the last card for this person’s energy center and this may also contribute to them being a person in entertainment or a public figure of some kind as I was seeing this in connection to money as well as production. It’s both the work they do and the money they earn. Both are quite big and come from a “heavenly place” or an “otherworldly place.” There’s something about a natural or necessary exchange, as in this person gives the pentacle to the world, a product, a body of work, and then the world gives back to them a gold coin, a reward, money, success. It’s done quite big and quite successfully because it is supported on a higher level and fueled by the soul. There’s something of innovation or inspiration involved as well where their work or what they contribute to the world should be seen as and treated as a gift from an angel — people may really feel this to be true, and this may be why there are little goblins running around trying to tarnish it. On another level, they see this person’s goodness as a weapon against their own efforts to stagnate and destroy, to live miserably, to believe only in hopelessness, imbalance, lack, and a loss of identity.

The last two cards were pulled with the intention of catching an echo of a whisper, something that this person on some level would say or has said to Jungkook himself. There they have the Badger Spirit which says, “be fearless and bold,” and the New Moon in Capricorn, “your hard work is paying off.”

There certainly is a lot of support there in those words, generating what feels like a driving force or immense inspiration. The way this person has a gift for the world — that gift is received ten times over by Jungkook and the effects of this person would be quite noticeable to him, but still remain questioned by others. In this, they may fuel each other where Jungkook is inspired and pushed forward and the Temperance person is validated, appreciated, and in that is encouraged to keep going, keep building, keep delivering that fluid balance into the world.

Since we can’t be sure if they know each other already or if this connection is waiting in the wings, this section is more zoomed out and is reflecting what their souls or Higher Selves are contributing or pushing down for the other person’s conscious level reception. Here, Kook has the 5 of Cups in reverse. The 5 of Cups, when upright, is a person stuck in grief, insecurity, or a sense of hopelessness after experiencing some kind of upset that affected them deeply. It represents a person focusing only on flaws, low points, downfalls, and failures, losing focus on or going completely blind to hope, potential, or their own capability. This would reflect the Temperance person’s deeper inner sensitivity, connecting to The Tear specifically.

The Magician (Jungkook): 5 of Cups (rev.)

Temperance: 7 of Wands (rev.)

In reverse, Jungkook flushes out that dark water, and feels to shield this person from the swords and cut them from the bindings shown in Concentration. He lightens their load and opens their eyes again to a brighter future, giving them the strength they need to keep going.

In the same way, Temperance contributes the reversed 7 of Wands. Upright, the 7 of Wands is about fighting to keep your place, feeling competitive with others, or even just competitive with the self, feeling the strenuous urge to do more, be more. I am feeling this as very self-focused, as if he’s fighting with himself, or fighting his own sense of limitations. Where Temperance's sense of limitation could stop them from moving out of fear of confrontation, Jungkooks sense of limitation has the potential to make him burn himself out trying to perfect himself beyond those perceived limitations. Both are a bit exaggerated but not without intention — these perceived limitations were put on them both by other people, they just respond to them differently.

Temperance, as they reversed the 7 of Wands for Jungkook, cools the ego, soothes the tension and seems to apply some of their own flexibility to his energy, mind, and body. The same way Temperance is validated by Jungkook, Jungkook is validated by Temperance and is encouraged to move forward. Actually, it’s more like he’s ENSURED to move forward. There was never an issue of him potentially stopping, there was just a potential for him to be forced to stop due to burn out or injury.

In this, these two exchange Water and Fire between the Cups and the Wands. On their own, Temperance carries more Water, more fluidity, more feminine receptivity, while Jungkook carries more Fire, externalized action, masculine projection. They carry both energies very well, again showing the level of development in both of these souls, but they both lean a bit in either direction. With the reversed 5 of Cups, we see Jungkook illuminate and purify the heavier dark water that Temperance is dealing with. It doesn’t go away, it doesn’t evaporate, it simply is purified, cleared enough that Temperance can get back to the normal state of flow, clarity, and awareness. This goes into The Tear, the water acting as a magnifier for the Third-Eye — the deeper emotions are necessary and their ability to balance them is key, but when things get heavier, the water gets darker and the visibility of what’s really there, even within the self can become distorted.With the reversed 7 of Wands, Temperance runs Water through Jungkook’s system. Not snuffing out the flames, but cooling the generators that were steaming hot and about to crack.

How Kook Sees Temperance:

4 of Wands (rev.) + 7 of Swords (rev.) + 4 of Cups (rev.)

This is quite funny because all throughout this I’ve been trying to figure out if this is a connection that is already in play on a conscious and physical level, or if I’m just picking up on the inherent soul connection. With these cards it’s like saying, “No, I’m not WAITING for this person, they’re right here! No, I’m not SNEAKING AROUND with this person, they’re right here! No, you’re not MISSING anything, it’s right here!”

I’m thinking more of the Rider-Waite cards with this, so I’ll explain each of them for reference:

The 4 of Wands is connected to higher soul mate connections and soul counterparts with the four wands in the foreground often being seen as 1111 or 11:11, implying parallel paths of development or work that are leading to a point of unification. The two people in the background, within this context, can be considered the souls of the two individuals, already together on another level, waiting to celebrate the physical and conscious level unity. In this case, that would imply that the 4 of Wands says the connection is going to happen, that the paths are parallel but have not crossed yet. With this card reversed, it’s saying, in a very sly way, that this connection has already come to be, this union has already happened, there is no waiting.

The 7 of Swords shows a person sneaking around, specifically stealing swords and doing so in a way that’s going to trip him up. If we consider the potential of Temperance also being in the entertainment industry, there may be a need to keep things quiet, but there is no desire, with the card in reverse, to go unnoticed. The swords are still held by the blade, words, confirmation are still held back, but there is no desire to hide or “sneak around.” This connection is a visible connection to both him and other people.

The 4 of Cups is more externalized, as in you can imagine the floating cup in front of the man with his eyes closed as another version of the 7 of Swords — you’re not missing anything, it’s right in front of you, they are showing this connection, it’s just not making a lot of noise, it’s not being said out loud. When upright, the cup goes unnoticed by the man with his eyes closed, either because he’s meditating and expecting to receive this cup in his own mind, or he’s fallen asleep and hasn’t noticed it. Here, for this, it feels like the man is straight up refusing, crossing his arms, closing his eyes, and shaking his head. It makes me feel a little sad because it’s leaving the hand in the cloud to question, “why did you accept those cups, but you won’t accept ours?”

It’s like they were signaling or trying to slyly put themselves out there, but people refused or maybe even denied the connection in terms of their companies or management refusing a public relationship. On some level people are refusing them while accepting others and it’s very frustrating and confusing, specifically to Jungkook. It seems like, from that higher perspective, Temperance understands it, does not like it but understands it and is more compliant with the idea of needing to sneak or keep things hidden. There actually does seem to be a lot of frustration in this set now that I’m lingering on this one — “No, you’re not MISSING anything, it’s right here!”

In reverse, Jungkook is really like, “I can see this person clear as day, they’re right here, they’re right next to me, why are you acting like you can’t see them? Why are you acting like you can’t see us?”

How Temperance Sees Jungkook:

Knight of Cups + King of Pentacles (rev.)

When it comes to how Tempernace sees Jungkook, there’s an interesting reflection here that seems to relate to Jungkook’s view of Temperance, or more specifically his view of their relationship. When these cards came out, the Knight of Cups was hidden underneath the reversed King of Pentacles. The Knight of Cups is what Temperance knows of Jungkook — the Knight of Cups combined Fire and Water and seems to reflect the “knight in shining armor,” “prince charming” energy in the way they feel to be rescued from their own dark waters, literally swept up on the boat shown in the image.

However, the King of Pentacles in reverse registers as very stubborn, moving from mutable energy (Fire and Water) fully into the space of Fixed Earth energy, double Earth, very hardened and not very receptive. It’s that frustration from his set. It’s like when he’s with Temperance, he’s fully in that fluid state, more at ease and even more mature, but when he’s looking out at the world, looking out at these aspects of restriction, he’s very frustrated and it seems to trigger his ego, potentially triggering the soul in relation to autonomy and being able to live and operate freely under his own rule, literally taking the crown away from the King.

Again, it seems like Temperance is more understanding and receptive to the idea that they have to keep things quiet or reserved for the sake of safety, their careers, and so on. I imagine since Jungkook seems so opposed to it, Temperance is probably thinking more about him than themselves, and that’s probably due to them having been stabbed and strung up already in Concentration. They’ve felt that restriction already in other ways, they’ve had to learn flexibility because of it, and it seems they don’t want Jungkook to have to bend and nearly break like that, and instead wants to kind of set perimeters and then ensure freedom within those parameters, ensure freedom within their connection.

Current State: The Chariot

The current state of their connection being represented by The Chariot is really nice as it showcases that they are in fact on the same path now. With soul counterparts, the parallel paths eventually merge into one higher path that affirms and supports soul purpose, or in their case soul mission. This is not an intersecting path, meaning this seems to be a potentially one and done deal unless they choose to separate on a conscious level. In other words, if it was purely up to their souls to decide, they are together now and will be together until their lifetimes here are over. When one dies, they will stay with the one who is still living until they pass.

Highest Potential:

10 of Wands (rev.) + 10 of Swords (rev.) + 4 of Swords

The highest potential of their connection is genuinely lovely and makes me want to cry a bit. This is all centered around finding peace and being able to rest, either within each other, within this relationship, or this is something they are both building up and will one day be able to fully step into. The two 10s here are the “bad ones,” opposing the peace and fulfillment of the 10 of Pentacles and 10 of Cups. The 10 of Wands is strain and a lot of physical exertion, something that feels very connected to Jungkook’s frustration and urge to perfect himself. The 10 of Swords is about undeniable ends and destruction of reality, seeming to connect back to the swords flying in Concentration, the aspect of being strung up, bound, and abused by others' words and actions toward Temperance. Both of these are reversed showing that the highest potential of their connection involves relief from these burdens.

This is then doubled down on with the 4 of Swords which is literally just about resting after a major upset, relaxing and trying to heal, preparing for what is to come next. It’s a nap for the mind, body, and soul.

Again, this may be something they are already experiencing in small doses with each other, literally finding peace or a place to “nap” within each other, but this could also be something they are trying to build and move toward, creating a permanent state of rest or peace.

This brings to mind, as a kind of end goal, the complete transition of the two reversed 10s here and the upright 10 of Cups and 10 of Pentacles. For the sake of comparison, here are all four cards from the Rider-Waite deck:

Again, the 10 of Wands seems to be connected more to Jungkook and the 10 of Swords is more connected to Temperance. Take notice of how they are alone in those images, while the other two show partners and family, potentially The Tribe. The reversal of these cards feels like being able to find peace and retreat from these energies within each other when they can, but there also feels to be an open space or a desire to make this permanent and create the 10 of Pentacles and the 10 of Cups. You can imagine them on their own as having already both achieved for themselves the 9s of Cups and Pentacles — wish fulfillment and independent success, but the 10s are everlasting and hold matters of legacy and true soul fulfillment.

The 10 of Pentacles is more externalized and has to do with legacy and building up wealth, status, and solid foundations for themselves and their family that can be trusted, that can not be undone or taken away. The 10 of Cups is more internalized and represents absolute bliss, absolute personal, internal happiness and satisfaction with what is there. Both of these cards imply family, marriage, and growing old together.

That's all I have for this one, thanks for reading!

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Pile 1 🥀

Hello, my beautiful pile 1. While I was shuffling the first deck to get a card for you, I saw a ship, and the cards that you got are the moon and the sun (at the bottom). Maybe you've sailed across the oceans in your previous lifetime and spent your days and nights traveling with the ebbs and flows of the water. Next we have the snake and the swan. Maybe the letter S means something for you. God, the amount of self-reflection I see in your pile is insane. You seem to be an old soul. The wisdom you carry in this lifetime is the work you've done in your previous lifetimes! Yes, LIFETIMES. In this lifetime, you're in the process of recalling your gifts. It's so beautiful. Your energy is magnetizing. You've got a deep understanding of light and the dark, the polarities. In this lifetime, you're called to find your balance. In your previous lifetime, you were a nurturer. Someone who played an important role for society but the role was such that people didn't pay much heed to or just couldn't recognize. But what you were doing was helping others immensely. It helped them in their survival. You could have been a trader. You came into people's lives and helped them, and they didn't even recognize you.

You appeared to be a normal person, but only a few were aware of what you do! It feels like you were on some secret mission, and that's why no one had any idea who you were or how you were playing an important role in the collective's life. It also seems to me that you played multiple roles in your previous lifetime. You couldn't be put into a box. Strong Aquarius and Sagittarius energy I am picking up. And a bit of Pisces too. Even your tarot cards are so on point! You have the fool, six of wands, seven of pentacles, the moon (again!), ace of pentacles, and ten of cups. You've lived for others! And you held so much compassion for others that you went to huge lengths to make sure others were living their best lives. In this lifetime, it seems you find it difficult to express how much you love and care about others. I feel you are restricted from giving too much to others. Maybe this time you're supposed to learn to balance and make sure you live a complete life too. You need to remember that you're not God, and healthy boundaries are necessary to live a joyful life. When we focus too much on one aspect of life in one lifetime, then in another we may feel restricted toward that area because we lost our balance by putting excess energy in one area. And nature always finds its balance. At times you may feel conflicted regarding whether you should be selfless or selfish and may feel more comfortable just thinking about yourself. But if you overdo this, then again you'll create imbalance. Learn to fill your cup first so that you can fill others' cup as well. Maybe you're an overthinker as well. And due to this overthinking, you often feel drained or have headaches. Also, you need to heal your throat chakra so that you can freely and fluently express the love you hold for others. You can be the hero, but not the martyr.

Pile 2 🥀

Hello, my beautiful pile 2. Your card took some time to come out. And you've got the tower as your main card. While shuffling, I heard the word 'shame’ in my mind. There's something that your energy doesn't want to disclose about your last lifetime. Maybe what happened was quite tragic. The strength your soul has today is because of the ugly experiences that happened in the previous lifetime. Your soul feels a bit reluctant to go into the details of what happened. It would rather want you to just remember your strength. God! Are you stubborn, pile 2? Well, you are! Clearly. Your past energies are distracting me by sliding so many cards out of the deck. Your soul wants to look forward to the future, and it's kind of glad that it reincarnated in this era. I heard, “Where people are not actively attacking someone's home.” I mean, wars happen in this lifetime too, but your soul feels a bit relieved in this one because it's here it's different. You went through a huge loss in the previous lifetime to have strong willpower. I hear, “I am afraid of all I am. My mind feels like a foreign land. Silence ringing inside my head. Please carry me, carry me home.... I got addicted to a losing game.” I feel that sometimes you surprise yourself with your own strength. You wonder from where all of this power comes from. It's all because your soul remembers, no matter how hard it wants to hide what happened. It cannot reverse the effect of it.

I really don't know if you're optimistic or pessimistic, but your soul is saying that it cannot fight its fate. The way you show up in the world, no one can judge that you've got a world of barren land and broken homes within you. It's tragic. If sometimes you feel gloomy, know that it's the hollowness coming from the past. Oh God, maybe some of you are crying over someone or a lost connection. This is very specific. I hear, “Secrets I have held in my heart are harder to have than I thought.” You feel more than you ever show! Don't do that. Please. You do have a playful side to you, which can truly pull you out of this intense energy that's flowing in circles within you and cannot find a way to be released. There's something that you're waiting for from your previous lifetime. Oh No! Some of you're waiting for your past life lover. I just heard ‘Romeo and Juliet' (it's a reference). Perhaps you were forced to separate from your lover in the past lifetime. The songs are going crazy! 😭 I hear, “But it's all good I haven't known anybody like you. I have heard of a love that comes once in a lifetime, and I'm pretty sure you're that love of mine.” Now I'm sure this is about love. Some of you may have had a tower moment in a connection you wanted to live for lifetimes. You and this person are in hermit mode. And it seems to me that the ball is in your court? This connection is your dream come true. Don't worry, I can see that divine timing is at play in this connection. The one who left the connection is supposed to make the move. You're meant to be with the LOVE OF YOUR LIFE in this lifetime. I mean the cards say it all. You have the king of cups, ten of pentacles, eight of cups, the hermit, the star and the knight of pentacles. The oracle card says, “Wait for important information.” So I feel one of you will be intuitively guided to this connection or you already are. I did not expect the message to take such a strong turn. You've got so much to confess to this person. In fact, you both do! Justice will happen here. It's your unrequited love from the last lifetime.🥹

Pile 3 🥀

Hello, my beautiful pile 3. It seems that the purpose you were following in your last lifetime didn't reach its full potential. Divine intervention happened, and you had to stop doing what you were doing. But that helped you reflect and gain even more wisdom. You've been slow in your work, but you're doing it well. In this lifetime, you're supposed to fulfill your purpose and enjoy the fruits of your hard work. You may be someone who is detail-oriented and likes to have their life organized. You do better when you are not rushed. You clearly don't do well under pressure. You've got speed too, but you cannot always be racing. The spirit animals that came out for you are- spider, cheetah, and deer. As your purpose remains unfulfilled in the previous lifetime, in this lifetime you feel that you're not good enough. Sometimes the attitude of being a perfectionist leads you to serious burnouts and even confusion. You are never satisfied with life. You're always looking for the next best thing. Because you had no control over fulfilling your purpose in previous lifetime, you may struggle with the need to control everything around you. But the universe wants you to surrender and trust the unknown. Just fall in love with what you do and let go of the results. If you remain too much in your masculine energy (which is to keep doing and doing!) then you may end up distorting your feminine side that allows you to receive your blessings in abundance! Also, as much as it's important to be consistent, let yourself be flexible and don't try to live by the schedule. Do what your intuition calls you to do. If you are willing to listen, you can hear your intuition guiding you in every step of the way. I hear the word ‘wounded warrior’ for you. The challenges that you face in your everyday life, especially while creating something, come your way because YOU ARE CAPABLE of rising above them. In this lifetime, you're being hit left, right, and corner by the synchronisties because the universe wants you to sit down and decode the message and remember why you reincarnated. What was the true reason? Also, another message that is coming for you is that you've free will to redefine your purpose as you move forward because you're learning, recalling, and consistently expanding your vision.

Life can be overwhelming for you, but know it's only overwhelming when you find yourself stuck in a loop. You think your main job is to free yourself from cycles after cycles. You break free from one big circle and then from another even bigger circle, and this keeps going on. And it gets exhausting, I know! But I do see that the universe is about to hand you the key to break free from this never-ending trap and be the one looking at the source of these loops. You're supposed to stay connected to the divine, and that's all. You're out of your misery! Maintain faith at every second of your life. Visualize God walking with you every step of the way! And you will be free. Then whatever you do, no matter how small, will give you immense success! I know you do see people around you and you wonder that they aren't doing as much as you are and they are still ahead of you. Why? Well, I don't know about them. But for you to win and be able to make your talents reach every corner of the world, it's necessary for you to walk with God. Human capacity is limited, but when our energies get intertwined with that of the source, that is when we become eternal and what we do can live forever. It all happens with the grace of God. In the last time you had your faith broken because you were doing everything right and yet you couldn't fulfill your purpose. In this lifetime, you're not born to just fulfill your purpose but to regain your faith in the creator so that whatever you create lives for lifetimes.

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cupiddivinearrow · 10 months ago

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What Should You Focus on in the Year of the Dragon?

According to Chinese Astrology, 2024 is the Year of the 🐉 Dragon 🐉!!! Meaning, this year is all about growth and development. This year is all about focusing on what will bring you happiness! What will bring you closer to your dreams. So, with that said…

Close your eyes and take a breath. In through your nose, out through your mouth. Keep doing this until all the tension leaves your body. Then, ask yourself the question of what you should focus on this year. Once you feel ready, open your eyes and allow yourself to be pulled to your card by your energy (it’s the one that you can’t stop going towards or looking at).

Pile 1

PILE 1

Your Card

Wisdom

Key Identifiers:

• Blue, White, and Gold may hold a significance

• Intuitive, Spiritually Awareness

• Purity, Innocence, Peace

• Communication

• Happiness after some difficulties

• Balance

• Harmony

• Possibly a LP 2

• Sagittarius, Libra, & Virgo Energies

If you’re feeling drawn to 2, you might want to give that a look-see too 😅🥰

May see the numbers: 222 and 444 a lot

This group may be the High Priestesses of this reading. You may focus on the future a lot, or read tarot cards or get help through tarot readings often.

I kind of get the feeling that this pile is having a lot of things come to light from the past, which is bringing you closer to peace and harmony, if you’re not in that energy yet.

I’m getting that maybe this group will be focusing on learning to look deeper within to figure out solutions to difficult situations or concerns that may look strange or confusing at first.

Pile 1, maybe you should consider taking some time out for self. So you can learn yourself better and get a healthier mindset to tackle any issues that come your way. You can’t close your eyes to the things you don’t want to deal with from your past, it’d only cause more confusion and delays for you in the long run. It’s time to figure out who and what you want and put forth the effort to change what you didn’t like from the past.

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PILE 2

Your Card

Adversity

Key Identifiers:

• Material possessions, Earthly things

• Grounding

• Confusion

• Communication

• Masculine Energy

• Healing

• Secrets/ Lies coming to Light

• Possibly a LP 7

• Growth

• Water signs (esp. Cancer), Capricorn, Virgo energy

• Moving On, Change

• Colors of Significance: Green and Blue, Brown

• Healers, Teachers, & Spiritual Gurus

Pile 2, y’all are giving me… Chariot energy. Have y’all been feeling confused about life or about a certain situation, people, place, or thing? Are you feeling an urgent pull to move forwards on your journey but may be having some fears or anxiety?

Y’all may be going through a lot of changes this year. Things may come to light (secrets and/or lies) and you may feel the need to cut some people off this year. I feel that your ultimate goal this year would be growing and find balance within one’s life.

This pile may be focusing on security this year and on healing from addictions or unhealthy past ways or people that block us from opening oneself up to new experiences and connections. This pile will be focusing on cutting off things and people that do not serve you, and/or maybe some of you have already started this process. If so, congratulations. You’re already doing what you need to do to move forward in life. Keep it up!

Also, one last tidbit, I feel like y’all will be working on healing the heart chakra and abundance. This pile may have some money coming in. So stay focused and keep growing!

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PILE 3

Your Card

The Firmament

Key Identifiers:

• Colors of Significance: Blue, Purple, Black, & White

• Purity, Innocence, Truth, Clarity

• Communication

• Intuitive, Enlightened

• Epiphanies, Sudden Realizations; etc

• Recognition, Star Energy

• Aquarius, Uranus, Scorpio, Moon energy

• Creative

• Manifesting

• Impulsiveness/ Eager

• Strong faith/ Spirituality

May be seeing 9s (999) and 3s (333)

Pile 3, the energy for this pile!!! I’m loving it! This pile is giving me Star energy, which is also Aquarius energy. This pile is full of hope and faith. I feel that y’all are pretty balanced in your spirituality and the materialistic world. Or at least, that’s what you’re gonna be focusing on this year.

I can see that maybe some of you in this pile may have had a hard time getting motivated or staying inspired. Maybe some of you were frustrated in the past, and it caused you to feel stagnant or creatively blocked? Well, this year, that’s gonna change.

This pile will be focusing on expanding their mindset to a more hopeful one. You will be coming to the realization that “The World Is Your Oyster.” You can do whatever you put your mind to. You may feel or see that you have many opportunities available to you or coming to you. The goal for this pile is to work on staying hopeful while finding and keeping the balance between the spiritual and material world. Pile 3, you will be setting yourself free of limiting mindsets so you can truly be free. And who knows, maybe keeping the hope/faith will help manifest a wish that you’ve been looking forward to.

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psychelis-new · 1 year ago

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pick a pile: "Your true colors - (6/7) Indigo"

take a breath and choose the photo or number that calls you the most to read a message for you from the color indigo, the sixth of the 7 rainbow's colors. in this serie of readings about the rainbow's colors, I will try to channel about your true colors, so to help you look inside and see your most beautiful self, appreciate yourself more and hopefully provide some type of guidance if necessary. as cindy lauper would say: "your true colors are beautiful like a rainbow", so let's look at them and hear what they have to say to you and how they (you) can help you look at things in a more positive way.

indigo is the color of wisdom, intuition, spirituality, inner awareness, planning, fairness, power, vision, insight, dreams, perception (third eye chakra)... in this reading, I'll try to analyze this side of your character.

you can find the other colors' readings in the pacs list in my pinned post

don’t take the reading too seriously. only take what resonates with you and leave the rest. if you're not called by any pile, let this reading slid as it may not hold messages for you. if you're called by more than one pile, there may be messages in each of those piles. remember that is a general reading and some things may not resonate with you. energies can change and readings are based on present ones (as you read); you're always in charge of your life.

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pile 1

You have a target, or you are moving towards a specific point in your life. You're not someone who gives up easily and honestly I think you're totally climbing up towards a higher knowledge, or your dreams, or an higher/more stable connection with your spirituality/above. I think it has mostly to do with your intuition not always being on point (or you feel/fear so). You may feel this path you're going through is filled with ups and downs but it's all part of the process, so try to stay balanced and accept all this. Accept that it won't always be smooth and there can be times in which you'll feel like you made no progress ever, even if you did. And there may be times in which your intuition may not be 100% and that's okay too. Understand that our energy may fluctuate for the most various reasons, and that's fine. Take a break and get back at it once you feel in touch with yourself again. Honestly, you have all the power you need to make your reality, you can get where you want, you can have a better connection with above too (for some of you, you may struggle getting in touch directly with your Guides or you want to get in touch with someone now in the 5d: you can. You can also ask for suggestions to readers if you need). Take time to look inside of you first. I do feel you can do it, even if you may have some doubts here and there or insecurities about what you're doing and even more if you can make it or it's possible for real. Honestly yes, it is possible for real. Practice more and also try more ways to connect with your inner self, so to be able to have better and clearer downloads in your life. Find ways to connect with the 5d/your Guides by experimenting: tarot/oracle cards (you can make your own decks at home with paper+pen), pendants (you can use one you own as a pendulum), one word notes you can pick through intuition, ask for angel numbers or specific signs/comfirmations (just don't overdo: learn to trust yourself too even if you fear your intuition being wrong... if it comes from within and you have no control over it, it's for a reason; it may carry another type of message, maybe even a message about healing a certain side of you so to be able to be more in tune with yourself and your inner guidance, but also with the guidance from above). Let go of the control (it just biases/blocks your intuition) and don't be afraid. Maybe you're trying to move fast somewhere, to reach an "ending point" or a result, as said in the beginning, but right now it's time to stand still and get better at listening (your Guides may be talking with you a lot, try to listen to them; you may get messages through words or music too, not just hear words in your mind). When we learn something (whatever it is), when we realize we can do something "easily", we try to rush it all to the end to owning that something asap, but that's not always the way to do things properly, the way to learn well. We need to stop here and there on our path and get better at something specific, we need to go slower and to really take time to understand even a little insignificant topic (you never know what is its importance in the future). Not stopping when it's time, not taking time to learn something (even if it takes us longer cause it's a tougher topic or subject, or it takes patience cause we feel like we're losing time on something "useless" like testing your intuition daily or something) may mean our result won't be as perfect as we'd like to. While at times, if you stop and enjoy the present, if you stop and focus on that little thing, you can even get a greater result. Do not rush things, go at your pace, respect yourself. You'll get where you want. Your intuition is part of you and you can get in touch with it anytime, just give yourself time to make it. You're pretty gifted, but gifts/talents at times also need to get polished through a bit of effort and patience.

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Some of may be very aware of the spiritual world and all that's hidden, even of your spirituality in general. But I think there may be something you're not analysing (or learning) on purpose or you're getting away from it: not sure if it "scares" you (maybe also cause of some type of trauma) or you feel like you don't need that or just need a break. You're just putting a wall here anyway. Honestly for some, you may be even entirely blocking your spirituality: maybe you got told that you need to follow a certain dogma and you fear abandoning it or that you cannot leave it or mix it with other practices; or you fear certain subjects (e.g. "witchy" stuff -it's okay to fear what we don't know, but you can know more of it if you want... unless it triggers certain sides of you. If so, take care of you and heal those triggers if you can, even ask for help); or maybe you find it hard to believe, which is okay (it could be that you tried once but you felt like you got let down or something, and now trusting again has gotten tougher; it could be a religious trauma tbh). Still, you know you have a very good intuition, and it's like... it's telling you to move in a certain direction, to still live and move around spirituality (in fact you're also here reading, hi). Maybe you want to learn more, to trust, to dig more, but something is blocking you, like your mind, your past, your fears... Try healing this emotional wound you have. Try to talk about why you felt let down or why you feel like you cannot surpass this point you reached in your spirituality (I think whatever is your situation atm you can get further and you may feel it too). You can talk with others into spirituality or you can find online all the knowledge you need. Try to be more open about the chances, about different reasons of why something happened or not (it wasn't because of you), about what can go well despite all that has been. Spirituality is a very personal endeavour and ofc I cannot tell you exactly what to do. It needs to be natural, it needs to come from within you. But if you feel even a little push from inside that is willing to move you further into it, to discover something new, even just for pure knowledge/fun, listen to it. You never know what you can find. And it won't be something scary nor something you will regret. Time used for personal development (and learning about anything you want) is always time well used, even if you won't find an answer or what you're searching for. It may come to you another time anyway, when you're ready for it. For those who are already into spirituality but are needing to get away, get a pause: if you feel used and abused because of your abilities, learn to build boundaries. Sure, you are here to share your abilities but you need to take care of yourself too also in order to be able to give properly. You need to receive too, and give from the abundance you got. You're not needy for wanting to receive.

Close away from all the noise inside and outside. Find yourself again, focus on you. If someone is annoying you or draining you, tell them off: and if they get angry, it's their trauma speaking. It's not you. If it's a belief blocking you, try to understand why and maybe move away from it if you need or try to look at it in a different way. Find your peace, find your balance, find yourself again and listen to yourself and your intuition. You need to be more fair with yourself, regain and reassert your power. Find some peace of mind, stay in a silent/dark environment if you need and for as long as you need (I do feel you need as you may be stressed by too many words and emotions around, by what others expect you to do or you fear they want you to do -but your life is yours, and especially your inner world is only yours, you get to decide its rules), and focus on your breathing. It's okay. Sometimes we may get carried away, but it's important to be aware of that, take a break and regain control. You don't have to go (back) to spirituality/religion asap, it will always be there, no matter how many pauses you'll need to take. You get to decide everything here, you can, you have that power.

(if you are called also by pile 3, feel free to take a look)

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Pile 3, I think you may be able to get (and be more or less aware of this) important downloads from the 5d through your dreams. I think you may see stuff, get guidance, occasionally even get prophetic dreams (that you may consciously forget but live anyway irl -similar sensation of deja vus). I think you may be pretty connected with the spiritual world anyway. You probably can use clairs and are very intuitive especially at your best. I keep hearing "grounded" and I am not sure if you are already or you need to ground more, especially when it comes to your intuitive side. Maybe you lack some trust? (Reminds me me the Blue color reading tbh). Or maybe you fear something. Do these downloads kinda make you uncomfortable cause you feel like you cannot control them or are losing control onto something? It's okay, when you go through some spiritual awakening and it's sudden, it does get uncomfortable and scary. Take your time to grow acquainted with all this, and ask for suggestions to those who you think have been there already and can guide you through. I do think you can envision a lot, especially during meditation. And ofc maybe not all of you can really meditate for long or at all, but it may be worth to try and slowly get to it. You don't have to meditate for 10-20 mins from the start, you can start for 3 minutes and try daily, and once it gets easier you can move onto 5 mins and so on. It can be a slow process, we don't have to always rush things as we're taught since when we're born (honestly it's so toxic). But I do believe it could help you a lot in envisioning and planning better also your life and manifestations. And it could help you ground too, if you need. If you feel overwhelmed by infos/downloads and need some time off. Or if some of them aren't so clear at first. At times you may forget about the light you carry within or you would want to dim it out of fear, but you have it and it's a gift. Ofc I'm not here to tell you what to do: it's your life and if you feel like it's not something you can afford now (or at all), take your time/get away from it (if you'll ever want to get back, it will be there still). But one thing I can surely tell you is: do not be scared of it. It won't hurt you ever. Meditating could also help you find your inner light anytime you lose contact with it, and learn to use it to deal better and more boldly with all the darkness inside and what you cannot see (which at times may kinda block you and your intuition/connection to the spiritual world too -for those who actually would want to get more in touch but may feel kinda lost. But if not, use it for yourself at least, to help yourself dealing with your problems and fears). Meditating, could also mean doing some yoga exercises for example. If it's hard for you to stand still and envision stuff for a while without having your mind wandering around, you can start by focusing on slow movements of your body: it may help you focus on you again and be more aware or your inner side (inner awareness), and it may help you calm down and reconnect with your intuition too. Bring more love to you, also for all you've endured so far. There are many meditations and yoga series online, you can search for some (just go slow and let yourself guide you through which movements can be good for you and which not).

If you feel stuck in a rut, despite your soul is calling for you to move somewhere else, again meditating or finding any other way to ground yourself could totally help you re-balance any excess of emotions that may cloud your visions and also your downloads (or your understanding of those downloads: at times we may not fully grab them cause of our fears not letting us get the real meaning of what we're hearing or seeing, or not listening to any message to start with). You're powerful and strong btw, never forget it. Not even when things seem to be too crazy.

(if you're called also by pile 2, feel free to take a look)

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mysteriouslytransparentwitch · 2 months ago

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choose your picture (tarot reading)

you chose the number 1 it's archangel uriel 7th chakra

Greek mythology: we are talking about a victory over yourself, you have managed to cross a tunnel. There is a notion of light and shadow, transformation, mutation, better health, well-being, gaining height. Be careful, we are talking about the Trojan horse, there is a lie from a third person or an illusion that sets in, in the future but also a stroke of fate, it is for you to complete your transformation and free yourself from something or someone like Persephone.

with the tarot: we are talking about a desire to regain power over your emotions, to grow emotionally, we are talking about maturity and a new energy, a transformation, a carefree attitude, to believe again that things are possible. There is work to be done on the notion of lack, feeling poor (financial, in love, success) for everything we ask you to focus on your victories, your natural abundance to develop and welcome it. It is a character trait that can come back

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you chose the number 7 archangel raphael 4th chakra

we talk about the generosity of the heart, your heart is capable of offering a lot. You are capable of making a lot of effort for the other but there was cheating, abuse, lying in your relationships (love, work, friendship) we are very hurt, mocked here.

We ask ourselves a lot of questions about these events and why?!

it is a lesson, it is learning you are the popess not yet pope. there is work to be done on your past to be able to heal and have this tarot card the sun = renewal. For that you have to leave the past and venture on another path and create new links elsewhere. Beware of withdrawal!! taking the behavior of a hermit that is to say staying in the shadows will not fully grant your wish. That is why like the ace of swords = make the decision to see your past and to confront it and tame it to become a queen of cups.

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you chose the number 11 archangel michel 1st chakra

we are talking about selfishness here but in a couple or in a relational bond here we are talking about solitude, learning to be alone and knowing how to do things alone and seeing our decisions take shape (success or failure) to build things ourselves, to gain wisdom over time. It is a transition from one state to another here. Indeed, I hear the word ego see our doubts, our fears but stand up.

this past or this failure or this regret is an opportunity for you to embody strength. There is a very rapid evolution here that can lead you to ask yourself a lot of questions, to feel out of step, it is an opportunity to grow and see more clearly in your life and to build something new

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you chose the number 27 archangel ariel 2nd chakra

be careful we can quickly fall into a euphoric or dreamy emotion by forgetting why you are doing this, do not forget your goals, the why! do not forget your link between your inner fire and your link with the universe, do not be stingy, it is by giving that you receive!!! in the near future, we will guide you on a new path of transformation, are you ready? be "mature" and cut off all forms of non-constructive emotion and put yourself in an energy of solution, step back and observe, move away from certain people if necessary. Enter a new era of balance between your poles advance on your path even if it is not yet illuminated. You are the queen of swords

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astro-rainbow777 · 1 year ago

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☾✩₊⋆and their spiritual meanings⁺⋆✩☽

Colour is, by dictionary definition, the frequency of light of which an object reflects. Although, To many spiritualist, we are all beings of light, which is why color brings great significance into our lives. It is possible that your favorite colour can say something about you, what you need in life, the type of people or environments you are naturally drawn to. Colour can represent many things in life, so today I will primarily be focusing on the personality, emotions, and spiritual messages each colour represents.

Thank you!!! I hope you enjoy <3

🥀Red🍷

✫ Red is primal color, in most cultures it represents life

✫ Red may symbolize strength, passion, love, anger, danger or power

✫ Red is associated with the Root Chakra (Representing safety, security, and stability)

✫ In Tarot, red is symbolic for power, authority, boldness, confidence, passion, leadership and strength

✫ When practicing your craft you can use a red candle to connect to your body, grounding, aligning yourself with your purpose, drawing in passion, self love and acceptance

✫ Red crystals can be used for motivation, inner strength, passion, drive, tenacity, and romance.

🍁Orange💥

✫ Orange is a sacred, communal and warm colour in many different cultures

✫ Orange is symbolic for optimism, joy, vitality, community, balance, energy, and enthusiasm

✫ Orange is associated with the Sacral Chakra (Represents creativity, sexuality, and intimacy)

✫ In Tarot, orange represents will power, courage, vitality and jealousy

✫ When practice your craft you can use an orange candle to attract friendships, respect, embrace sexuality, enhance creativity and connect to your inner child

✫ Orange crystals can help with your confidence, courage, vitality, embracing joy and playfulness, creative endeavors, or inner child healing.

🐤Yellow⭐️

✫ Yellow represents happiness (duh), life, communication and success in many different cultures

✫ Yellow is symbolic for hope, spontaneity, curiosity, focus, cheer, intellect and hazards

✫ Yellow is associated with the Solar Plexus Chakra (Represents self worth, will power, & responsibility)

✫ In Tarot yellow is symbolic for wisdom, confidence, hardship, hope, and timidty

✫ When practicing your craft you can use a yellow candle to manifest self confidence, obtaining will power, belief in self, courage, focus, intelligence, and knowledge

✫ You can use yellow crystals to help you be alert, have energy, balance, focus, confidence, self consciousness, optimism, warmth, and clarity

🎍Green🍀

✫In many cultures green represents harmony, rehabilitation, growth, change and abundance

✫ Green is symbolic for health, life, nature, envy, luck, money, renewal, freedom and tranquility

✫ Green is associated with the Heart Chakra (Representing love, self love and relationships)

✫ In Tarot, green represents youth, sentimentality, nature, adventure, growth, and health

✫ When practicing your craft you can use a green candle to connect to Earth, the seasons, open your heart, draw in abundance, attract luck, blessings,and good health

✫ Use green crystals to invoke spiritual transformation, attract lucky opportunities, align with prosperity, fertility, independence, and freedom

🌀Blue🌧️

✫ Blue represents calmness, spirituality, authority and peace, globally

✫ Blue is symbolic for emotions, serenity, peace, calm, trust, relaxation, sadness, grief, and fatigue

✫ Blue is associated with the Throat Chakra (Represents communication, speach, expression)

✫ In Tarot, blue represents emotions, imagination, sensitivity, memories, sentimentality and expansiveness

✫ When practicing your craft you can use a blue candle to bring clarity, reveal the truth, help with honesty, inner peace and calm, emotional peace, fulfillment and awareness

✫ Blue crystals can help you have more confidence in your voice, communication skills, bring clarity, connect to your emotions, patience, or attract peace and calm

☂️Violet🔮

(I'm using violet as purple)

✫Violet/purple reprsents royalty, spirituality, art, mystery, magic, luxury and wealth around the world

✫ Violet is symbolic for imagination, wealth, uniqueness, creativity, spirituality, intuition, mysticism, and arrogance

✫ Violet is Associated with the Third Eye Chakra (Represents intuition, sense of purpose and direction)

✫ In Tarot, violet means high ideals, communion, spirituality, devotion and peace

✫ When practicing your craft you can use violet candles to manifest inspiration, deepen intuition or psychic abilities, enhance connection to the universe or higher power

✫ Violet crystals can be used for dream work, astral projection, meditation, divination practices (Tarot, divinative astrology, etc), and creative inspiration.

🌸Pink🎀

✫ Around the world pink represents kindness, love, innocence, playful and beauty

✫ Pink represents compassion, innocence, sympathy, comforts, passivity, affection, and delicacy

✫ Pink is associated with the Crown Chakra (Represents connection to the divine, spiritual knowledge, and self realization)

✫ In Tarot, pink can be indicative of sensitivity, sorrow, friendship, forgiveness, and unconditional love

✫ When practicing your craft you can use pink candles to attract divine, unconditional love, beauty, kindness, forgiveness, gratitude, and connection to the collective

✫ You can use pink crystals to tap into your sensitivity, compassion, unconditional love, practice kindness, care, sympathy, trust, and faith

Fin

Thanks for reading, I really appreciate connecting with everyone on here and everyone who takes the time to read my work :)

Sending light and love,

Kya

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comparativetarot · 1 year ago

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The Empress. Art by Katarina Sokolova, from the Chakra Wisdom Tarot.

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monratarot · 7 months ago

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Colours in tarot

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Colours in tarot can have a variety of different meanings and interpretations, depending on the specific deck being used and the individual reader's understanding of colour symbolism.

These colors are often used to enhance the symbolism and meaning of the tarot cards, and can help to deepen the reader's understanding of the messages that the cards are conveying.

By paying attention to the colours in a tarot reading, you can gain a deeper understanding of the messages and themes being conveyed by the cards.

In the tarot, colours are often used to represent elements, emotions, and themes in the cards. Each colour has its own symbolism and can provide insights into the meanings of the cards.

Here are some common interpretations of colours in tarot:

White

the starting point

purity

innocence

completion and healing

dazzle

emptiness

new intellectual territory

purification

peace

truth and sincerity

cleansing

spirituality

clarity

wholeness and joy

perfect union and purification

color of God or the color of death

mortal chil

egotism

Gray

unconscious state ( ‘shadow’)

lack of prejudice

neutral

unknown outcome

Black

the unknown

visible shadow

mental or emotional darkness

new territory

protection

creative magma

work in the depths445bnn

chaos

regression

death impulse

oppression

Red

heart

mentality or disposition

will

love

blood and soil

energy

passion

material world

activity

animal realm

animal violence

Yellow

consciousness

joie-de-vivre

illumination

self-expression

clairvoyace

awareness

active itelligence

aridity

dry mind without emotions

madness

destruction

envy

mental dissonance (’shrillness’)

Gold

sun

being conscious

eternity

envy

greed

dazzling

Orange

vitality

warmth

arbitrariness

creativity

impulse

Blue

indifference

coolness

the blues

sentimentality

inebriation

spirituality

inner peace and harmony

truth

clarity

receptivity to the eathly power

despotism

tyranny

Light Blue

air

open sky/heavens

clearwater

spirituality

idolization

receptivity to the celestial power

dependence upon the father

immobility

Green

nature

freshness

youth

auspiciousness

inexperience

immaturity

growth

eternity

connected to the celestial powerS

the plant realm

dependence upon the mother

envy

Dark Green

close to nature

vegetative

protracted

long-lasting

nurturing nature connected to the terestrial powers

absorption

Beige

the human body

corporeality

Brown

down-to-earth

“son-of-the-soil”

grounded

Violet

borderline experience

intuition

psychic abilities

spiritual awakening

ancient wisdom

third eye chakra where psychic vision and inner eye reside

supreme wisdom

color of sacrifice

wisdom

sacrifice

death

Flesh

color of living

the present life

example of ambiguous

both good and bad

humanity

life carnal pleasure

animal violence

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mcufanfics · 3 months ago

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Unexpected Chemistry - Doctor Strange (fanfic)! ⚠️ warning! Smut/18+ scenes!

It was a breezy afternoon when you decided to visit your favorite spiritual shop, a hidden gem tucked away in the heart of the city. The shop was filled with the scent of incense and the soft glow of candlelight, with ambient music creating a tranquil atmosphere. As you perused the crystals and tarot cards, your attention was suddenly drawn to a tall man browsing through the same section.

His presence was commanding, his aura almost tangible. With sharp features, intense blue eyes, and an air of confidence, he stood out among the eclectic mix of patrons. You couldn’t help but stare a bit longer than socially acceptable, captivated by his enigmatic demeanor. To your surprise, he noticed. His eyes met yours, and a small, knowing smile played on his lips. Feeling caught, you quickly averted your gaze, pretending to be engrossed in a book about chakras.

Moments later, you heard his voice, smooth and confident, “Finding anything interesting?”

You looked up, your heart skipping a beat. “Oh, um, just browsing. How about you?”

“I’m always interested in expanding my knowledge,” he replied, his eyes twinkling with amusement. “I’m Stephen, by the way.��

“Y/N,” you introduced yourself, feeling a strange connection. There was something magnetic about him that made you want to keep talking. After a few moments of small talk, you mustered up the courage to ask, “Would you like to grab a coffee with me? There’s a nice café not far from here.”

His smile broadened. “I’d love that.”

You both decided to meet outside the shop a few hours later, and after parting ways, you couldn’t shake off the excitement bubbling inside you. When the time came, you found him waiting, looking even more striking in the evening light. Together, you walked to the café, and as you sat down, the conversation flowed effortlessly.

Stephen was charming and flirtatious, his wit sharp and engaging. He had a way of making you feel at ease while simultaneously setting your heart racing. You found yourself laughing more than you had in a long time, sharing stories and learning about each other’s lives. He talked about his journey from being a renowned surgeon to discovering the mystical arts.

“So, what got you interested in spiritual shops?” he asked, genuinely curious.

You smiled, feeling comfortable opening up. “I’ve always been drawn to the metaphysical. There’s something calming about connecting with the spiritual side of things. It helps balance my everyday life, especially working at the pet shop.”

He nodded thoughtfully. “There’s a lot of wisdom in ancient practices. They teach us to look beyond the obvious, to understand the deeper layers of reality.”

You were fascinated by his perspective. “You sound like you’ve had quite the journey yourself. What led you to... this?” You gestured vaguely, unsure how to describe his aura of mystery.

Stephen chuckled softly. “A series of unfortunate events, as they say. I was a neurosurgeon, arrogant and obsessed with my work, until a car accident changed everything. My hands were ruined, and I searched the world for healing. That’s when I found Kamar-Taj and learned about the mystic arts. It opened my eyes to a reality far beyond what I had ever imagined.”

His story was both tragic and inspiring. “That’s incredible. It must have taken a lot of strength to go through that.”

He looked at you with a warmth that made your heart flutter. “It did. But I found a new purpose. And meeting people like you makes it all worth it.”

After a delightful time at the café, he looked at you with a warmth that made your heart race. “How about we have a real date in three days? There’s an Italian restaurant I think you’d love,” he proposed.

You nodded eagerly, “I’d like that.”

Three days passed in a blur of anticipation. You went about your routine at the pet shop, but your thoughts kept drifting back to Stephen. You replayed your conversations in your mind, each memory making you smile. When the evening of the date arrived, you dressed carefully, wanting to look your best. Stephen was waiting outside the restaurant, looking dapper and sophisticated in a tailored suit.

Dinner was a magical experience. The restaurant was cozy and intimate, with soft lighting and the aroma of delicious Italian dishes filling the air. Stephen pulled out your chair for you, his gentlemanly manners making you feel special.

As you browsed the menu, he leaned in slightly, his voice low and teasing. “What looks good to you?”

You glanced up, meeting his eyes. “Everything. I can’t decide.”

He chuckled. “How about we share a few dishes? That way, we get to try more.”

You agreed, and soon, the table was filled with a variety of plates, each one more delicious than the last. Over dinner, the conversation deepened.

“So, Y/N,” Stephen said, his gaze intense yet playful, “what’s something about you that most people don’t know?”

You thought for a moment, enjoying the way his attention never wavered from you. “I have a secret passion for painting. It’s something I do to relax, but I’ve never shown my work to anyone.”

His eyebrows lifted in surprise. “A hidden artist. I’d love to see your paintings sometime.”

You felt a blush creep up your cheeks. “Maybe someday. What about you, Stephen? Any hidden talents?”

He smirked, a mischievous glint in his eyes. “Well, aside from bending the fabric of reality, I’m quite skilled at close-up magic. Want to see a trick?”

You nodded eagerly. He puts his hand in his pocket and pulled out a deck of cards, performing an intricate sleight of hand that left you both amazed and amused.

“Impressive,” you said, genuinely awed. “You must be fun at parties.”

He laughed. “I try. It’s all about keeping people entertained.”

As the evening came to a close, he insisted on walking you home. The streets were quiet, and the moon cast a soft glow over everything. You talked about your favorite books, movies, and places you’d like to visit someday.

Outside your apartment, he reached out for a hug. His embrace was warm and comforting, his arms wrapping around you in a way that made you feel safe. As you looked into each other’s eyes, still holding each other, he leaned in and kissed you gently. It was a tender, lingering kiss that left you breathless and wanting more.

“Goodnight, Y/N,” he murmured, his lips brushing your ear before he turned and walked away.

You watched him go, your heart fluttering, and then made your way inside. Sleep came easily that night, filled with dreams of him.

The next day was like any other, until you returned home from work. As you settled on the couch to watch TV, a familiar swirling light caught your eye. Stephen stepped through a portal, his eyes intense and filled with a longing that mirrored your own.

Stephen's gaze locked onto yours, a mixture of relief and desire igniting the air between you. He sauntered over to the couch, his voice a deep, velvety rumble.

“Can we talk?”

You look at him surprised

“yes of course”

He takes a seat next to you, his eyes never leaving yours. He takes a moment, gathering his thoughts before speaking.

“I... I can't stop thinking about you.”

He says, his confession hanging in the air.

You can't help smiling as you look at him

“The same honestly”

Stephen's heart skips a beat as you smile. He leans a little closer, his gaze fixated on you, his voice filled with a touch of vulnerability.

“I've been trying to tell myself it's a terrible idea, that I shouldn't let my feelings for you grow.”

Without saying anything or any warning he leans in and kisses you.

The moment their lips meet, time seems to stand still. Stephen's hand finds its way to your cheek, his touch gentle yet filled with a barely restrained passion. As he deepens the kiss, all the doubts and hesitation that had weighed on him disappear. He pulls you closer, as if he can't get enough of you.

His grip on you tightens the moment he hears you moan. The sound sends a jolt of electricity through him, his mind and body on fire with desire. He deepens the kiss, his tongue gently exploring your mouth, tasting, claiming. He can't get enough of you, his hands roving over your body, needing to feel every inch of you.

His dominance takes over as he gently pushes you back onto the couch, his body covering yours. His hands wander over your curves, his lips exploring your neck, leaving a trail of hot, open-mouthed kisses down your skin. He growls, the sound deep and possessive as he hovers over you, his eyes darkened with desire.

Your arms wraps around his shoulders and neck slowly and his lips continue their downward path, his breath hot against your skin. His hands find the hem of your shirt, slowly peeling it off, revealing more and more of your skin to him. The sight of you, laid out beneath him, is driving him wild. He can barely contain himself, his body screaming for more, to claim you fully.

Once your shirt is removed, Stephen pauses to take in the sight of you beneath him, his breath catching in his throat. His eyes roam over your exposed skin, his gaze filled with hunger. He leans in, his lips finding your collarbone as his hands gently run down your sides, savoring the feel of your body against him. He kisses a path down your chest, his tongue teasing and tasting, leaving a trail of kisses in its wake.

You gasp as fingers find that sweet spot between your legs, his touch sending a shiver of pleasure coursing through you. He kisses you deeply, capturing your gasp with his mouth as his fingers move in a slow, deliberate rhythm. He groans into the kiss, feeling the way you respond to his touch, the way your body arches against him.

His finger slides into you, eliciting a moan from you. He begins moving his finger in and out, setting a rhythm that makes your breath come in quick gasps. His eyes are dark and intense, watching your every reaction.

Stephen watches you closely, a satisfied grin on his face as he hears your soft moans. He adds another finger, stretching you slowly, his pace and pressure increasing. He leans in, his breath hot against your ear as he whispers,

“That's it, let me hear you.”

He grins as he feels you nearing the brink of ecstasy, but instead of letting you fall over that precipice, he suddenly stops, pulling his fingers away. You let out a whine of protest, but he captures it with a kiss, his lips claiming yours in a possessive, dominant display.

He catches your hand before it reaches his most sensitive area. He intertwines his fingers with yours, pinning it in place against the couch. His gaze is intense, the look in his eyes commanding.

“No, not yet.”

He hovers over you, his body pressing down on yours, his lips finding your ear as he whispers,

“This is about you.”

You nod with a hint of disappointment but still you couldn't really complain,

“Alright..”

He stands up to pull you up and lead you to the bedroom, he pushes you gently to your back on the bed.

Stephen's eyes roam over you as he stands before you, his gaze molten hot with desire. He strips off his clothes, revealing his toned, lean body. His skin is marked with the faint traces of old injuries and the scars left behind from past battles.

He crawls onto the bed, his body covering yours as he hovers over you, the press of his skin against your making your heart race, your breathing to quicken.

Stephen takes his time as his lips move down your body, leaving a trail of hot, open-moutheds against your skin. You gasp as he licks your clit, the brief moment of pleasure sending a wave of heat through you.

The feel of his tongue on your sensitive flesh, the pressure, the slight bite of his teeth, makes you bite your lip to keep from crying out. Stephen moves his way up your body, his lips leaving hot, wet kisses as he goes. He stops, his lips hovering over yours, his breaths coming in short pants.

His body is a solid weight against you as he positions himself between your legs. He looks down at you, eyes darkened with desire, his breath hot. You feel the press of his length against your entrance, and you shiver in anticipation.

Stephen shudders at the feel of your touch, the gentle caress like a match to the fire that's burning within him. He adjusts his position slightly, pressing the tip of his length against your entrance. His eyes meet yours, his breathing a little ragged as he speaks, his voice rough with lust

"Ready?”

You nod gently and he looks into your eyes, making sure you're okay, and then slowly, carefully, he starts to push himself inside you.

Stephen lets out a low growl as he sinks further into you, your gasp and moans igniting something primal within him. He struggles to control himself, wanting to go slow, to take his time. But the feeling of you around him is making it difficult.

He starts to move, slow and deep, each thrust drawing a moan from your lips. He watches you, every expression, every sound you make, his eyes filled with a mixture of desire and possession. His arms shake as he holds himself above you, the need to take you, to claim you, almost overwhelming him.

The feeling of your hand on his arms, the way you gasp and moan as he moves inside you, drives him wild. He wants to hear more, wants to make you cry out his name. He changes his angle slightly, increasing the pace a little, and the sound that escapes you makes him groan deeply.

Stephen's control snaps at the sound of your small whines and moans. His thrusts becomes deeper, rougher, his pace increasing, his body covering yours completely. He pins your wrists above your head, the gesture dominant, possessive. He growls in your ear.

His grip on your wrists tightens, the feeling of you beneath him making him lose what little control he has left. The sound of your gasps and moans, the way you breath quickens, the way you respond to him drives him wild. He pounds into you harder, deeper.

He keeps up the relentless pace, taking you with a primal need. He can feel you trembling, the way you whine, moan and gasp for breath, and it drives him mad.

“That's it, good girl”

His words sends shivers down your body and he notices the effect his words have on you, the way you shiver. He smirks, his eyes dark and intense as he looks down at you.

“You like that, don't you? You like it when I take control”

His pace increases, his thrusts getting rougher, his grip on your wrists never wavering.

As you whine and moan for him, he moves his other hand down to your abdomen, pressing down hard against the mattress. The pressure makes your body arch up against him, and he lets out a low, guttural growl of approval. His eyes rake over you, taking in the sight of you trembling beneath him, his hand holding you down, and his possessive need for you increases tenfold.

Stephen can feel your body tensing beneath him, signalling that you're close. The way your moans and gasps get louder as he presses your abdomen down, tells him all he needs to know. He grins, his own breathing ragged and ragged with need. He keeps up the pace and pressure, his eyes dark and locked with yours, wanting to push you over the edge.

His eyes narrow at your words, a low, possessive growl rumbling in his chest. You can feel his grip tightening, his hold on you becoming fiercer as he feels your body beginning to come undone.*

“Yes, that's it. Come for me,”

He demands, his voice deep and commanding

Stephen watches as you come undone beneath him, the sound of your long drawn-out moan and the feeling of your entrence twitching, drive him to the edge. He holds on just a little longer, savoring the sight of you quivering and shaking, the sound of your voice saying his name, his own body on the brink of exploding. He gasps, his eyes dark and intense,

“Good girl”

Now he can't hold back any longer. With a final hard thrust, he lets go, his body shuddering and tensing as he spills himself inside you. He groans deeply, his arms giving out as he collapses on top of you. He's panting, his breaths coming in shuddering gasps, his chest heaving with the effort. His body is slick with sweat, and he rolls onto his side, pulling you close against him.

He pulls you against his chest, one arm wrapped around your waist, the other gently tracing lazy patterns on your skin. His breathing is ragged, his heart racing, still reeling from the intensity of their encounter. He buries his face in the crook of your neck, his lips gently brushing against your sensitive skin, placing soft kisses. He says nothing, simply enjoying the feeling of having you in his arms, close to him.

The next morning, you woke up in each other’s arms. The sunlight filtered through the curtains, casting a warm glow over you both. You spent a lazy morning cuddling, showering together, making coffee, and enjoying the simple pleasure of each other’s company.

As he prepared to leave, Stephen kissed you deeply. “I’ll see you soon, Y/N.”

With a smile, you watched him step through a portal, disappearing from view. Your heart was full, knowing that this was just the beginning of something incredible.

Part 2 coming soon!

#marvel #doctor strange #doctor stephen strange #mcu

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